I just want to tell you that I admire your resilience to still be kind, soft hearted, and caring after a lot of the negative stuff that I've observed. You may lash out or break down, but that goes to show how big your heart is, and I find it beautiful. Some said that those who became heartless once cared too much. I think I've become more heartless, unfortunately. So I just want to tell you that you're a good person. I'm glad you have good friends around you to keep you happy and warm.
Thank you for taking the time to write this! It really means a lot to me ;u;
However, nowadays I feel like it’s harder and harder for me to empathise with others. I’m not too sure why, but things have been difficult and maybe it’s a way for me to subconsciously protect myself. I know it’s for my own good, and yet I hate it because it prevents me from helping others as whole-heartedly as I used to. I feel guilty about it tbh…
But really, don’t feel bad about being more “heartless”. Maybe you’re under stress and you just don’t have enough energy to care about other people as much as you used to. Focus on your well-being. You need to be alright yourself before you can do things for others.
Yeah, I’m trying to make new friends in my new environment ;w; They’re alright to be with but I don’t think they’re people whom I can completely trust with all of my secrets haha :p
*sends you a big hug* I’m not /too/ sure of who you are (though I have an idea :p), but thank you so much! ♥