7 with Luke shaw, 55 with Adnan januzaj and 86 with Kevin trapp for the drabble challenge :-) (sorry for too many)
Thanks for requesting, boo. I wrote the Trapp one and I hope you like it I’m not sure if I do. x
Goodbye - Kevin Trapp86. “Fine, don’t say anything and make me worry.”
“where were you?” i nearly jumped at the sudden sound of Kevin’s voice and quickly turned the light on to see him stand a few meters away from me.
“what are you doing here?” i asked not answering his previous question but furrowing my eyebrows together as I closed the door behind me and got out of my shoes.
“i live here” he stated.
“you used to live here” i corrected him as i crossed my arms in front of my chest.
“i still have a key” he explained himself.
“well when you leave you should leave them here” i said.
“where were you?” he asked again not being impressed by me at all.
“fine don’t say anything and make me worry”
“why do you care?” i asked.
“what does it matter to you where i was?”
“we’re not together anymore. so i don’t see why it matters to you where i am and how long” i said and he sighed nodding.
“i know that we are not together anymore. you made it clear enough i guess” he said, he didn’t looked at me anymore and i felt my heart ache just a tiny little bit. I felt sorry for him, seeing him that way even through i really didn’t needed too.
“good” i said and he looked up so that our eyes locked and i saw the hurt in his eyes.
“i just- i thought something happened to you” he mumbled and i bit down on my lip.
“well nothing happened to me i’m fine” i explained him.
“you can let me on my own now” i told him and he nodded as he sighed.
“are you-are you sure?” he asked and bit down on his lip.
“Kevin” i begin more softly this time.
“i really don’t know why you’re here. we’re not together anymore and as much as I appreciate you caring about me you shouldn’t. it shouldn’t matter to you anymore.” i said softly and bit down on my lip.
“but it does. it does matter to me. and i can’t just stop caring about you nor can i stop loving you” he said desperately.
“you may be able to forget about me move on. but i can’t. i cant just forget you, y/n. if you believe it or not you were still are one for me” he said and i saw one or two years slip out of his eyes.
“im sorry. i’m so sorry” i told him, because i really felt sorry for him, he was still important to me i just, i didn’t love him anymore.
“but i just. i’m not the one for you” i explained.
“you’re i’m just not the one for you” he said nodding to himself.
I pressed my lips together and closed my eyes for a moment hoping this would maybe turn out differently that maybe, we could turn back time and my feelings wouldn’t have changed. that they wouldn’t have faded and that maybe we could still be together and he didn’t needed to be so sad because of me.
“i-i” i begin but he shook his head.
“no don’t say anything. i’m sorry i shouldn’t have come here” he said.
“take care y/n” he said as he put his key on the table and turned around to open the door, he turned around one more a sad smile playing on his lips.
“goodbye” he said as he closed the door and left me standing there.
“goodbye” i whispered.