i made this like 2 months ag

remember my love when we’re apart by tiedbows

my ultimate sheith playlist (equal parts tender and emo)

the postal service - such great heights // fall out boy - sugar, we’re going down // the boxer rebellion - if you run // run river north - shiver (cover) // shawn mendes - never be alone // vance joy - fire and the flood // little green cars - the john wayne // ruelle - war of hearts // the cab - intoxicated // dashboard confessional - hands down // no doubt - running // run river north - somewhere // gavin degraw - belief // bon iver - skinny love // howie day - collide // of monsters and men - king and lionheart // snow patrol - set the fire to the third bar // coldplay - in my place // the fray - look after you // relient k - must have done something right // bleachers - i wanna get better // the all-american rejects - there’s a place // daft punk - something about us // angels & airwaves - saturday love // brandon flowers - crossfire // keane - somewhere only we know // rudimental - lay it all on me (feat. ed sheeran) // utada hikaru - hikari // coldplay - violet hill // run river north - seven

Daddy and Me (Park Hae Jin)

Type: Fluff

Request: Hi can you do a park hae jin scenario where his wife is younger than him and this age different is like 12-15 and he is joining to return of the superman.Thank you so much I love your writing.


You tiredly stepped out of your bedroom early in the morning rubbing your eyes as you made your way to the living room. You froze as you remembered that you guys officially started filming today. You bowed to the camera men before heading into the kitchen. You were the 22 year old rather popular idol photographer that had married Park Haejin about 2 years and as of 6 months ago the mother of his first child, a little girl named Park Solbi. You guys actually met on a shoot when you were taking his pictures. She was a daddy’s girl who leaned slightly more towards you in the looks department but it was still clear who her father was.

You looked at the camera that was beside the sink and before you leaned over you rushed over to the coat rake and grabbed one of Haejin’s jackets and throwing it. “My top keeps falling down” you say shyly to the camera as you cracked eggs into a bowl to begin making your husband an omelet. 

~

Haejin awoke to see your fidgeting daughter sleeping next to him, you always put Solbi in bed when you got up for the day because he always seemed happier when he woke up to her. He lightly touched Solbi as he heard her let out a whine as he shushed her as she seemed to calm down right away and fell back to sleep. He quietly and softly climbed out of bed. He came out to the living room ending up in the same position you were in forgetting that you guys were going to have cameras in your home. He smiled softly as he made his way to the kitchen “good morning” he spoke softly as you made a sound focused on breakfast. “What do you have planned for the next two days?” he asked as he got himself a drink from the fridge “I am staying with a friend and going sight seeing” you told him as he nodded. “What do you have planned for Solbi and I?” he then asked as you point to the table. He made his way over to your table to see what you had planned for today, “the baby boutique? The one you normally go to?” he asked as you nodded “she needs a new dress” you finish as you put the omelet on a plate as he sat down. “Thank you” he tells you as you head off to wake up your daughter.

~

“Hello I am Park Haejin and this is Solbi” he spoke as he looked down at his sleeping baby. “I met my wife 3 years ago when she was 19 years old. She was filling in for the main photographer at a shoot at that point. She’s very taleneted with a camera so the pictures turned out amazing because she made me smile so easy” he started feeling awkward talking about your love life yet very thrilled to talk about how the romance began. “I didn’t think I would fall in love with someone so young and fresh to adulthood but she taught me that love has no age. Well as long as you are legal, she made that part very clear” he said as chuckles. “I’ve been married two years and 6 months ago was the greatest moment of my life. I think I became softer when my daughter was born” he continues his story. “She is a little ball of happiness. Her and I are close but I’m hoping we get closer” he finishes as he pats Solbi’s tiny butt as she cuddles into him more. A light sound left her as she let out a fart, his eyes closed “as you can tell she’s very lady like” he spoke feeling slightly embarrassed by her passing gas in their first moments on the show. “Oh she’s smiling, it must have been a good one” he spoke as he looked down at her again.

~

A few months of filming and he was basically watching his daughter grow up in front of him. A 10 month old Solbi held tightly to the couch as he sat on it watching her. “You have to climb up here by yourself” he told her not helping her up. She let out a whine as she attempted to tug herself up. He watched her cute little legs struggle to get her up. He really wanted to help her up but it would help neither of their prides. She looked around and found a small toy to step on. “Ah little genius” he told her as she attempted once more to climb up. Haejin held his breath as her leg had successfully gotten up and she began to grunt as she tugged herself up.

He smiled largely as she managed to get herself most of the way up before he leaned over and pushed her butt up lightly getting her up the whole way. A smile of victory crossed the little one’s face as she sat herself down onto the couch. “Daddy is so proud of you” he cooed as he leaned down beside her. Her hands instantly went to play with his face. “Giving daddy a kiss please” he spoke puckering his lips out, she smiled as he leaned over to kiss her lips but she turned her head and the kiss landed on her cheek. “Playing hard to get?” he teased as he simply began kissing her all over making her giggle loudly before it changed to squeals as he smiled happily at her.

~

Haejin sat his little one into a high chair at a little cafe. “Daddy likes this place. They make yummy drinks and food. Since you’re growing up so fast I think you’re ready for something yummy” he told her as he headed up the counter to order things. Solbi let out a whine as she tired to look for her daddy. “Right here baby girl” he calls as she smacked her hands on the table in demand of him. “Calm down” he mumbled as he thanked the cashier who passed him his foods and drinks. “Don’t make me regret this. Mommy would kill me if she knew what I was doing” he spoke holding up a cute purple cupcake. “Mommy will beat me up after this episode you know. This might be the last outing you ever do with me” he continues as she didn’t care for his words. Her eyes were on the sweet treat.

He scooped a small bit of icing onto his finger and allowed her to lick it off. Her face twisted slightly at the new taste and feeling as he laughed. “You only get a little bit of that” he told her as he proceeded to cut the top of the cupcake off and handed her the actual cake. Her face crossed with disappointment before he rubbed a small amount onto the cake. He smiled as she started eating the cake, he did feel back about the mess she was making and was proud he packed extra baby clothing for his little one as she covered herself in much cake.

Otabek x Yuri

Let’s get something straight here. And I’m putting it pretty simple, step by step: you do know all of this is fictional, right? And if you don’t know what fiction means, it is, by definition, “the classification for any story, or element of a story, derived from imagination and not based strictly on history or facts.” You have to face the harsh reality: Yuri On Ice is not real. Yuri Plisetsky and Otabek Altin are purely fictional.

Now, the definition of fan art is “an artwork created by fans of a work of fiction (generally visual media such as comics, movies, television shows, or video games) and derived from a character or other aspect of that work.” Also, the definition of fanfiction, as self-explanatory as it may be, is “fiction created by fans of a certain work rather than by its original creator.” Once again, FICTION.

I have been a part of fandoms for six years, and I’ve been writing fanfiction for five, and one thing I’ve learned? People will keep writing, people will keep shipping. And yes, there’s some crazy shit out there, but this is definitely not something like that. I made my research.

So Yuri is 15, and he’ll be 16 in a couple months. Otabek turned 18 a couple weeks ago. Okay. So, they have a 2 year and a half gap, more or less. And I’m not saying anything about it. Yet. So far I’m just exposing facts.

The age of consent is 16 in both Russia and Kazakhstan. But do you know what “age of consent” means?

The age of consent is the age at which a person is considered to be legally competent to consent to sexual acts, and is thus the minimum age of a person with whom another person is legally permitted to engage in sexual activity.” The age of consent can vary from country to country, between 14 and 18 yo.

Now, I’ve seen people associating OtaYuri with pedophilia. But do you know what you are actually saying? “Pedophilia is a psychiatric disorder in which an adult or older adolescent experiences a primary or exclusive sexual attraction to prepubescent children. A person who is diagnosed with pedophilia must be at least 16, but adolescents must be at least five years old older than the child for the attraction to be diagnosed as pedophilia.” Calling a bunch of fans supporters of pedophilia just because they want two boys aged 15 and 18 to have a relationship is a very serious offense. You want to tell me they are in completely different places in their lives? You can’t. You don’t know that, because, as I said, this is all fictional, and that gives the writers and content creators the freedom to do what they want, and maybe, for someone out there, Otabek is the innocent one and Yuri is the hormonal teenager who can’t stop thinking about sex. And do you have any way of going against that opinion? No, because those aspects haven’t been mentioned in canon, nor anything that can go against that, and they won’t, so our mind is allowed to run free, because, once again, this is all fictional. Yuri and Otabek are not real.

Okay, so, let’s see if I understood your point: OtaYuri is gross because their native countries decided that the age for them to be able to decide if they are ready to have sex or not is sixteen, and since Yuri is 15 and therefore a pure child who knows nothing about the world and Otabek is 18 and therefore an adult with his life figured out, lots of experience and wolf-like instincts that make him want to ravish Yuri and all of that makes him a pedophile? What a big fat load of crap.

First of all, and repeating what everyone with at least some common sense is saying: shipping doesn’t mean wanting two characters to fuck. We are not saying we want Yuri to ride Otabek like he’s been doing it all is life. We are saying we want them to love, and enjoy that love. To go on dates, kiss, have their firsts. We are saying we want them to have a normal relationship, to enjoy their teenage love, to be awkward and be sweet, to live, to fucking be happy. And even if someone wants to write about them having sex, that’s their choice.

One thing that has been pissing me off is how Yuri suddenly becomes this pure innocent character whenever people talk about this, saying that he’s a kid. He’s not. He’s the most impulsive character of the whole story, he’s the character who at the age of 14 photographed two adults pole dancing half naked and kept those photos just because. He declared he would rather perform a program about sexual love, he seemed thrilled about it. Gosh, he’s not innocent. I’m not saying he has loads of experience, I don’t believe he does, but he is at wanking age for fuck’s sake, stop trying to tell me that you actually believe that at the age of 15 boys are playing with little cars, stuffed toys and dolls.

Now, people also seem to be assuming that Otabek is this experienced character, an adult. Guys, he barely turned 18. It’s not as simple as that. If I know anything about being a teen, getting older, he’s probably scared as fuck, having a constant existential crisis about what the hell he’s doing with his life, coming to terms with he’s new found freedom and “gosh I’m legally an adult”. He didn’t wake up one day with he’s life figured out.

God, you are basically trying to tell me that it is illegal for them to have sex, and it is, but only because they were born in those specific countries. Had one of them been born in a country where the age of consent is 14, it would be totally fine. So, this, the ship being “gross”, is a matter of geography and demographics?

Actually, had Yuri been born in Italy, for example, would we be having this fight? Because: “The age of consent in Italy is 14 years, with a close-in-age exception that allows those aged 13 to engage in sexual activity with partners who are less than 3 years older. The age of consent rises to 16 if one of the participants has some kind of influence on the other (e.g. teacher, tutor, adoptive parent, etc.).

You are aware that if they had met, let’s say, three months before that, it would be fine, because both of them would be minors? Or if they had met three months later, it would also be fine because Yuri would already be 16 and therefore legally able to consent? Now tell me, are those three months going to decide whether Yuri is a pure innocent human being or Otabek is an experienced pervert?

I mean, had Otabek decided to stay in his mum’s vagina for a couple more weeks or had Yuri decided that he was tired of being inside his mum’s vagina a couple weeks earlier, it would be totally fine.

This whole discussion is pointless.

Actually, let’s talk about sex. Let’s talk about smut. Using AO3 as a reference, the most common ship involving Yuri in sexual scenarios is Yuri x Yuuri x Victor. Then Yuri x JJ. And people are not even writing Yuri x Otabek because they are scared they’ll be sentenced to death. But people have been writing about Victor and Yuri, and Yuri and Yuuri for months now. My point being: people will continue writing, because it is just fiction, and that allows us to do whatever we want. If I want to write a fiction about Yuri and Otabek banging, and if I say that in my story Yuri is legal, what do you have against me? This is pointless. It’s not a moral discussion, it’s literally just drama.

Are you trying to tell me that if 14 year old you developed a crush on a cute 17 yo and they actually wanted anything with you, you’d break up with them the moment they turned 18? That is if the age of consent in your country were to be 16, but what if it was 14? Would it be fine?

What if the age of consent in Russia was 14, would it be fine, would we be having this discussion? So, then again, to what length does the country he was born in affect the capacity of Yuri saying he’s ready of not for something that has to do with his own body?

Once again, it’s not like he’s ignorant on the topic. Hello, hello, it’s our society. We are constantly bombarded with sex, and it’s not like Yuri wouldn’t be able to kick the hell out of Otabek if he ever tried something Yuri wasn’t comfortable with. Yuri is not an unprotected baby.

There are people losing their virginities at the age of 14, and I’m not saying that is fine, I’m saying no one’s ignorant on the topic anymore, and it’s nobody’s business but their own. I know a 16 year old who dates a 19 yo. A year ago, she was 15, and it would be wrong for them to have sex? No, coz the age of consent in my country is 14, but would their love be any less valuable or acceptable had they been born in Russia, for example?

All I’m saying is: being 15 or 16 doesn’t mean you’re ready for love or sex, but it also doesn’t mean you are not. Being 18 doesn’t make you an adult in any other aspect other than in the law of the country you were born in. One day you are 17 and the other you’re 18, but you don’t suddenly become a mature adult who just thinks about sex.

Bottom line: shipping doesn’t mean wanting a couple to have sex, age of consent doesn’t mean someone can’t have a relationship with another, and fiction means you are free to do what you want and write what you want. If it bothers you the fact that Yuri is 15, write about him being 16, or whatever age you want. He’s not real either way.

Now, if you don’t ship it, if you think it is gross, there are a few steps you can take to make your life happier and less stressful: don’t look into the ship tags, block people who ship it and share things that make you uncomfortable, don’t search for art or fan fiction. You are totally in control of what you see on the internet, and you don’t need to waste your time starting pointless fights. And if you still want to tell me it is wrong because it is illegal, I only have one thing to tell you: you know what else was illegal in Russia, like, 20 years ago, and considered a mental illness? Homosexuality. You know what still isn’t? Homophobia. You know what’s still not legal? Same sex marriage. Civil unions.

You want to come and talk about laws in our fucked up society? Don’t. You want to tell me that you don’t personally believe that Yuri is ready for a relationship or you just don’t ship it? That’s fine. Just don’t be an asshole, and please, block me. Because I will reblog stuff about them, I will write stuff about them, I will fangirl about them and your sorry ass excuse for morals are not going to stop me.

10 songs i’ve been listening to lately

got tagged to do this ages ago by @minyccngi and @miniatureyoongi (tysm angels)!! id like to tag @sehuniepeach @qajah @chunghakim @1una @jhopesluvr @mygsfav @4oongi nd everyone else who wants to do this! most of these songs are like my fave jams that i listen to all the time but some are the ones ive been listening to lots in the past month or so (i even made a lil mix bc i had nothing else to do nd i just hope soundcloud doesn’t take it down hsgsdhjg) anyway so these are the tracks:

1. skepta - text me back
2. paloalto - fancy (feat. dean & sway d)
3. frank ocean - lost
4. live - know me (feat. dean)
5. m.i.a. - sexodus (feat. the weeknd)
6. pusha t - king push
7. childish gambino - iii. telegraph ave. (”oakland” by lloyd)
8. 6lack - prblms
9. yammo - b.o.s.s. (feat. dean & dok2)
10. dean - and you? (outro)

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my dad????? is actually acting chill abt the trans thing now???????? like he made a joke abt my name change that wasn’t transphobic?????? and he complimented my haircut ????????

Saw a Gynecologist, Searching for Answers Still

So, I saw my primary care in April, he seemed concerned, ran some tests, and immediately said i was fine and dismissed me once all tests were normal. This was frustrating, more frustrating than i care to admit. 

I refused to give up, i clearly wasn’t getting anywhere with him, so i decided i would try to look elsewhere. I am 22 and I had never had a pelvic, pap, or even seen a gynecologist. I decided this was the perfect time. I made an appointment to see a well liked physician and it was scheduled for a month out on May 11, 2017. I had a couple reasons for this appointment. 1. I had never seen one, and i was above age. 2. My periods have gotten very strange over the past few months. I started my period when i was 15. I got them ever 28 days, they lasted 6-8 and were moderately heavy. They started getting irregular (anywhere from 24-39 days) back in June of 2016. But it only happened once or twice and i was still having a 6-8 day period that was moderately heavy. In January this changed. It was now only 1-2 days long and was spotting - light. I didn’t think anything of it, but it happened again in Feb, March, April, and May. I realized maybe something is off as this isn’t fixing it’s self. I have no obvious reason for why this may be happening and i was glad i had an appointment. I am a virgin, i don’t do drugs, drink, average weight, and i have had no recent traumatic experiences that may have caused it. 

My appointment came. My dr is incredibly kind. He is so nice, caring, passionate and he has excellent bedside manner. He took time to really discuss my problems (particularly the fatigue, menstrual changes, and appetite loss). It was refreshing to have someone genuinely look deeper than the surface. We discussed what could be going on that might be causing these issues. His biggest concern is that i am not ovulating and that my hormones may be out of whack. I have recently thought about this and the possibility that it might be my hormones at the root of this. 

This definitely would not be surprising to me at all since i had to be on growth hormones for 2 years as a child because my pituitary gland hated it’s job in life and just stopped producing that one. If this is the cause i will be even more frustrated with my primary care. I asked him if my previous pituitary issues could begin causing problems again 1.5 years ago, when all this started. He quickly dismissed me and was quick to say it was depression. I get that. I understand that it may not be what the textbook may say, but isn’t it his job to at least think of the possibility. 

I will have the majority of these tests drawn this week and the rest drawn in another week or two. i really hope this gets me some answers. If it doesn’t i truly may give up and surrender to not knowing. Maybe i am just crazy, but i swear i never feel good and i would truly love to know why. 

I would really appreciate any thoughts, good vibes, or advice during this. My family just doesn’t understand. I am known for being a little bit of a  hypochondriac but i swear this is not in my head. I could really use some support. Thanks!! 

anonymous asked:

Kinda scary that we have such a little age gap - roughly ten months - and you've already made it this far. You are such an inspiration, and seem a very nice person!

Omg. I don’t think I have achieved like 2% of what I want to do with my life :o But thank you!
People say age is just a number but time is finite. Each year you get 8,760 hours to accomplish what you want. The key to getting what you want in life is using time wisely and learning how to work with people.
Gary Vaynerchuk is where I get my daily inspiration. Go check him out if you’re interested :)

I was tagged by @danimeow so uh here

  nickname: Alex
gender: Agender nb
zodiac sign: Aries
Harry Potter house: Hufflepuff
favorite color: Pastel Blue/Pink

time right now: 00:10

avg hours of sleep: like 3 lmao
last thing I googled: no joke it was “really good birds”
amount of blankets I sleep with: 2
fav bands: Uh i dont really have one? i dont really listen to music outside musical theatre these days
fav solo artists: see above 
dream trip: to @waving-through-a-fynneog so i can hug him
wearing: A green sweater and black leggins 
age of blog: Uh i made this in december so…six months?
following: 231
posts:  3881
what I post about: Art, Musicals and Memes sometimes all three

tagging @waving-through-a-fynneog @decorativepistachio @r-and0m @galactidust @thetwoplayergays @this-irish-bitch and @cocofenn18 you dont have to do just idk who else to tag lmao

Everytime I think about Mass Effect Andromeda I find something new to be pissy about.

Remember how months ago promised that Mass Effect Andromeda would have move romances in the game then any other game they’ve done.

So tell me why Mass Effect 2/3 basically has double that double number and to top it all off Dragon Age Inquisiton is only short on that number by 2

Yet Bioware made it seem like it was some outrageous numper and we would be blown away by the options.

I SEE YOU BIOWARE I FUCkING SEE YOU

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do you think archer looks like anderson cooper

HE WAS ACTUALLY HIS FC FOR A WHILE?

For a long time I had Archer’s style in mind, but this was when I had first learned fc were a thing. And finding one was hard.

I was playing a lot of portal 2. So he drew a lot of design from this specific Wheatley Human

(lots of wheatley)

Like 6 months after I made Archer WTNV suddenly got big. Then I got really into videntefernandez version of Cecil from WTNV. But I wanted a real person, I didn’t want to use somebody elses art.

Mad Men was big I think? At the time? Or I was watching a lot of it. So I thought John Slattery would be a good pick but he was too aged. Despite Archer being old, he needed to look youthful.

I also was trying to just find a white haired guy with glasses. Anderson Cooper sprung up. He was cute! But I couldn’t get enough versatile faces out of him. It was all pretty much the same thing.

Then I saw this guy. MR. BRUCE!! From the Correspondents in one picture and I knew he would be perfect. ONE PROBLEM! I could find nothing about him. NO photo shoots or videos. Sadly he was abandoned for something… easier.

Then, because of the fandom I was in- there were a lot of old mime stuff going around. Old silent era movies, black and whites, etc. This guy popped on my feed, Harold Lloyd!  and then more and more of him and his doofy, clumsiness was perfect!

Finally I grew bored with Harold. He wasn’t as flexible as I wanted. He was also quite dated, I wanted somebody modern to do modern threads with. So I went back and searched all the old nerds in my young life and who I loved the most. Cue netflix popping up with this exact scene and I was sold.

anonymous asked:

does colin tell a lot of dad jokes?

Yes he does, but not as often as he loves to tell nasty anti jokes, usually in inappropriate situations. It wouldn’t be so terrifying if he wasn’t a Knight Commander who carries a sword everywhere he goes.

It has gotten to a point where people don’t know if he’s joking or not.

Also related bonus comic that i made at like 2 am four months ago under the cut:

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Tagged By: @sykdreams

Name: Kit

Nickname: Keet, Cui-cui, heartbleed (old battlenet tag that I made too many friends with)

Gender: Agender

Sign: Gemini Sun, Cancer Moon, Libra Rising

Height: 5'2″ - 5′3″

Age: 19 (but only for another month and 3 days!)

Sexual Orientation: Like the NSYNC song, I’m bi bi bi 

Hogwarts House: Huge nerd alert, it’s a Ravenclaw 

Favorite Color: Pastels, especially green and blue

Time right now: 10:07 PM

Average Hours of Sleep: It varies, but I’m hoping to get 7h consistently

Lucky Number: 21, it’s been my house number for over 14 years, even after I moved once

Last Google Search: ……….how to do a cash flow statement. I’ve forgotten all my first year university stuff

Favorite Fictional Characters: Ambulon, Brainstorm, Misfire (Transformers), Sollux, Aradia, Dave (Homestuck). Shiro (Voltron: Legendary Defender). Genji, Mercy, Ana (Overwatch)

Blankets I Sleep With: 1, but I fold it over myself to form maximum burrito

Favorite Bands/Artists: Fall Out Boy, Panic!At the Disco, The Chainsmokers, 

Dream Trips: Walking through a nice village/town with a loved one and no worry about getting lost…

When Did You Make this Blog: I’ve had my main Tumblr for 6 years now? Took a huge break somewhere in between there. This blog specifically was made at the end of 2016 to be my personal blog when I converted my main blog into a positivity blog

Follower Count: 52

When Did Your Blog Reach its Peak: A few months ago, when I made a few Genji and Zenyatta related posts

Why Did You Choose Your URL: *looks right into the camera* look I am unabashedly Genji trash. I used to be pigeonspigeon, which I actually liked but then cyborg ninja mountain dew dance party here went and practically decked me in the guts with a fist full of feelings so now we’re here!

Tag 10 People: hmmmmmm let’s see @xdeewolfx @knockout-dame @wildcherrylime @dirgeofthedeep @silent-hills @ekamaevom @boootycreed @maxthenightbirb @bloodsweatandpreciousmetals @redalertalerts and anyone else who might want to do this! (Tag me in it. I love to read these things. just do it)

DECEMBER OF DRAGON FEMSLASH!

Day 8: Seraphine / Josera

id ship it just on the basis of the beautiful portmanteau ship name. sera would lounge around josephines desk like an impertinent cat demanding attention. theyd play w josies dolls together. sera would leave josie little notes everywhere with cute stuff written in them and josie would save every single one and put them in a scrapbook, which sera would be ridiculously touched to see. having committed to such a ridiculous person tho josephine would absolutely show her off, buy her lovely things, made sure everyone Knew…their wedding would be the froofiest cutest thing ever i s2g

ill be posting one npc/npc femslash pic a day all month. like femslash rarepairs? they will be here. feel free to come and request a femslash rarepair! ive either drawn it already or will add it to the overflow bin

Day 1: Morriana
Day 2: Merribela
Day 3: Sigranna
Day 4: Cassephine
Day 5: Viviera
Day 6: Josiebela
Day 7: Cassera

You’re plus sized

pairing: ashton x reader

word count: 951

requested! oH MY GOD I’m sososo sorry this literally took ages to finally post

ft. somewhat insecure!y/n and very comforting 5SOS


With your computer in your lap and some coffee in your hands to help you stay awake, you had been talking to Ashton for over an hour. It seemed like he’s been gone for ages, though he’s been in Asia for only a little over 2 months. 

“I’m coming home soon, though.” He told you. “Just three more days.”

“I know, I’m so excited.” You replied, smiling and taking a sip of your coffee.

“You can finally meet the boys!” 

This made your stomach drop, truthfully. Though you have only been dating a few months, you hadn’t met the rest of the band face-to-face. They’ve seen your face on Skype a few times, and Ashton says he’s shown pictures of you to them, but it still made you scared to meet them. You were pretty comfortable with your body, and even though you were plus size, you loved yourself. But when you met Ashton, and knowing he had previously been with a model with a “perfect” body and usually hung out with many skinny girls, you couldn’t help but feel a little self conscious. You liked him so much, and you were scared that because of your size, he would rather be with someone else. He proved you wrong, though, and now you’ve been dating steadily for almost 4 months. And the two of you loved the hell out of each other.

The boys were no exception; they too were used to being surrounded by models and smaller girls, and maybe they would judge you for it. Maybe they would judge Ashton for choosing to date a girl like you. “I dunno, Ash. What if they don’t like me?”

“Y/N, you know they’ll love you. And even if for some reason they’re complete idiots and don’t like you, I don’t give a damn. It’s my life and I love you, their opinions are irrelevant.” He told you earnestly. “Do you believe me?”

You nodded, the majority of your worries going away. “Of course.”


You waited outside of the airport, standing by one of Ashton’s security men. Ashton had just texted saying he had landed, and it was only a matter of minutes before he walked out. You were glad he had flown in alone and the rest of the boys had flown out earlier, but the two of you were heading to the 5SOS house straight away, and the nervousness had come back. 

Just then, your curly-headed boyfriend emerged from the double doors, sunglasses perched on his nose and a bag slung over his shoulder. A few fans tried to shove their phones in his face but he didn’t pay attention to them; other guards were holding them back. After all, all Ashton wanted to do was get from the airport to the car safely and without trouble.

Patiently, you waited for him to get his things in the car, but before he made sure to greet you with a peck on the cheek. Once his arms were free, he gave you a warm hug, melting away all your nerves.

“So glad to see you, love.” He cooed, pressing another kiss to your neck. 

“I’m so happy you’re back.” 

You both got into the car and it was off to the house, the nerves starting to creep back while Ashton talked about how amazing the Asia tour was. He noticed you were a little anxious and gave your hand a reassuring squeeze. “Hey, they’ll love you.” He said again. “Don’t worry.”

“I know, I’m just a little nervous.” You confessed, rubbing your thumb over Ashton’s knuckles. 

“It’ll be great.” He said, leaning in to capture your lips in his. 

The tedious car ride had ended and before you knew it, you were at their front door. Ashton opened it up and there the boys were, sitting in the living room mindlessly on their phones, probably too exhausted to do anything else. Except Michael had already fallen asleep on the couch, his head resting in his hand. You snickered quietly. 

“Guys! This is Y/N.” Ashton announced, pulling you further into the house.

Luke was the first to look up from his phone and walk over, greeting you with a hug. “Hey, nice to finally meet you, Y/N! Heard so many great things about you.” He said kindly, embracing you.

Calum followed behind, slapping Michael on the chest to wake up and meet you. His eyes shot open and he yawned once, his head turning to see you and his eyes lit up. “Y/N!” He said, hopping off the couch and following Calum. “You look better in real life than in all the pictures Ash was showing us.” You blushed at the compliment.

Calum gave you a hug. “Hi, I’m Calum.”

You giggled. “I know.”

“Dude, it’s not like she doesn’t know who we are.” Michael chuckled, giving you a hug. “Hey, how are you?” 

“Good.” You said, smiling at them.

“You seem a little nervous.” Michael noted.

You shrugged. “Meeting new people is a bit nerve-wracking, I guess.”

“There’s no need to be nervous around us, really.” Calum said. “We’re friendly unless it’s really early in the morning, then we’re all kinda assholes. But who actually is their normal self in the morning?”

“Certainly not me.” Michael chimed in. 

You laughed, Ashton placing a hand on the small of your back. “See, they’re totally cool with you.” He whispered in your ear. 

Nodding, you looked into your boyfriends eyes and quickly pecked his lips. Hand in hand, you joined the boys back in the living room, listening to their stories reminiscing their 2 months in Asia, and all the hilarity that came with it.

anonymous asked:

Hey I'm the minor who wants to be admitted to a hospital :^) but I've been seeing a therapist for almost 2 months and I've told her I've attempted twice and she just made an "emergency plan" thing :// nothing like..... actually helpful and I told her I wanted antidepressants and she said she doesn't like putting minors on antidepressants... so ya know. Just not getting validated anywhere so maybe if I go to a fucking psych hospital I'll actually be validated!!!

Pls find a new therapist they obviously aren’t helping you and are invalidating you bc of your age that’s not okay friend

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fabulousbobisfabulous  asked:

hi i just wanted to say i have admired you from afar for a few months and wanted to be ur pal but ur an Adult and im not and also you reblogging my art literally made my day better and im probably getting a lil cheesy here uhh

Aaawww I only just became an Adult like….2 months ago lmao. U can still be a pal I mean I’m friends with people in all the grades at my highschool so it’s not like my age is stopping you. ALSO I’M GUESSING THAT WAS YOUR ART BLOG THAT POSTED THE HACKERMAN KATAI AND I LOVE THAT SO MUCH. KUNG FURY IS ONE OF MY FAVE MEMES EVER.

I’m going to be 23 in 2 months and tbh 22 wasn’t really that bad an age as everyone else made it out to be but it is fun to quote fidlar like, it kinda sucks being 22..emphasis on “kinda”

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“I entered college and made new friends. I was able to catch up with what I had missed after debuting at such a young age and fill in for what I lacked to become a better person. I tried to polish not only my skills but also whatever was inside of me. I felt like I was just running without stopping when I was promoting with Wonder Girls, but the past three years and seven months helped me look back on myself. It wasn′t bad to spend time like that in the long run. It′s okay because I′ve become stronger.” - sunmi before her debut as a soloist in 2013.