i made this at 3 am so it kinda looks meh

Here are some LGBT movies I’ve watched !!

Top picks (in alphabetical order)

Big Eden (2000)
Gay artist Henry moves from NYC to small hometown to take care of sick grandfather. A really sweet, heartwarming story. Bonus points for no homophobia (!!) plot line & a gay native american man, Pike, who is adorable and crushes on Henry.

Brokeback Mountain (2005)
Who hasn’t seen this? Two shepherds and their tumultuous love story over the years. 

But I’m a Cheerleader (1999)
Girl gets sent to a boot camp meant to alter her sexuality. Funny and aesthetic and really cheesy but worth the watch.

Carol (2015)
A young woman in her 20s, Therese Belivet is a clerk working in a Manhattan department store and dreaming of a more fulfilling life when she meets Carol, an alluring woman trapped in a loveless, convenient marriage. 

First Girl I Loved (2016)
Girl falls in love with the most popular girl from her school. Bonus points for a nuanced and realistic portrayal of teenagers.

The Way He Looks (Hoje Eu Quero Voltar Sozinho, 2014)
Brazilian coming-of-age drama about a blind boy who falls in love with his classmate. Based on a short film called “I don’t want to go back alone”, which you can find on youtube.

Holding The Man (2015)
In the 1970s, two teen boys in Australia fight all obstacles thrown their way and refuse to renounce the love they feel for each other. Based on Australia’s “most famous gay biography”.

I Killed My Mother (J’ai Tué Ma Mère, 2009) 
Biographical drama. Directorial debut of Quebecois actor Xavier Dolan, which he also wrote, produced and starred in. My favourite film by him.

Kill Your Darlings (2013)
Biographical drama/thriller. A murder in 1944 draws together the great poets of the beat generation. Peep Daniel Radcliffe and Dane DeHaan.

Laurence Anyways (2012)
A drama that charts ten years in the relationship of a transgender woman’s relationship with her lover. Directed by Xavier Dolan.

Maurice (1987)
The story of a gay man in the early 20th century. A really sweet film with bonus points for being a gay period drama that - spoilers - has a happy ending.

Moonlight (2016) (see title card)
A chronicle of the childhood, adolescence and burgeoning adulthood of a young black man growing up in a rough neighborhood of Miami. First lgbt film (and film with all-black cast) to win Best Picture at the Academy Awards 2017.

Pride (2014)
U.K. gay activists work to help miners during their lengthy strike of the National Union of Mineworkers in the summer of 1984. A truly feel-good movie every one should watch.

The Handmaiden (2016)
A woman is hired as a handmaiden to a Japanese heiress, but secretly she is involved in a plot to defraud her. It’s been called a “South Korean Gothic Lesbian Revenge Thriller”. Just watch it. Trust me. 

The Rocky Horror Picture Show (1975)
A cult-classic and must-watch. Need I say more?

Rest of movies in alphabetical order under cut, with some commentary by yrs truly (me. a gay.)

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The Deadpool and Spidee One

At a party, bored as hell. Thank you @captainpeachperfect @aca-esthetic @brittany-snodes for giving me something to work on. *phone typed* *hard af* *kinda short sorryz* *running on 3 hours’o sleep* *lolz*

Lemmie’ tell ya’ something.

Flying –is one of the most stressful things I’ve ever been subjected to do. And of course when I say flying, in actuality I mean swinging from building to building by a sheen set of cob webs being shot from the tips of my fingers (perty cool right?).

But, besides the regular concerns of stinging rain, getting struck by lightning, and…*shivers*…bug splatters –there comes to light an even more stressful concept.

Some fucking ninja-bitch in a black and red spandex that refuses under all circumstances to just fuck the bloody hell off.

“Oi! Sexy spidee guuuuurl~” 

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The “Read more” cuts are not working on my blog, so please bear with my 10-kilometre saga~

Hello hello everyone! It’s my first fan account ever, so it may, and will contain insignificant details, huge emotions & streams of consciousness combined with streams of happy tears. However, I think you might find something interesting in it ;)

So… It was awesome!!!! It was great and wonderful and marvelous and amazing and fantastic and beautiful!!!

That said, I’ll start from the beginning. We arrived at the venue at 2-something p.m. so that we could get our queueing numbers at 3 p.m. After about 40 mins of waiting - guess what! - a big bus stopped in front of the club! The organizers appeared & asked everyone to put their cameras away and stay calm, which meant that inside that bus were U-Kiss themselves. They didn’t come out for a while, and a member of the Russian staff joked that they were putting their make-up on, which everybody laughed about. (Lol, I wonder what the boys thought… “What are those Russians laughing at???”) Aaaaand after a while they started getting out of the bus one by one. Kevin was the first. People were cheering and clapping a lot, but I don’t remember what I was doing… I think I was like a pomeranian puppy watching a beautiful sausage floating by. Kevin smiled a tired Mona Lisa smile, shattered my heart and fluttered away with a sweet impersonal wave. (His skin is very pale and he looked really thin.) I was so busy staring at his majestic back that I only caught a glimpse of Jun who was walking right behind him. He was smiling happily, and I thought he was really cute. Next was Hoon, but I totally missed him, because Eli with his rock star look distracted me. He was wearing a cool black leather jacket and sunglasses (like most of the members). Being the rock star he is, he greeted us with a languid V sign. Then there was Kiseop in his usual mask, and the last was our charming, wonderful leader, whose smile was brighter than anyone else’s. He really looked like he was glad to see us.

We got our numbers and hurried to the shop were they sell authentic Russian chocolate, bought a bit of everything and brought it back to the doors where they were collecting gifts for the band. Our present was for all the members. (I wasn’t sure if Kevin would accept my bleeding heart, so I didn'i risk ripping it out of my chest. Next time!) 

By 6 p.m. we were in the queue for the Super VIP category. The first group of people to be let in were the holders of the Privilege VIP tickets (photo op included). However, they were only let in at 7 p.m. (It was really cold, meh.) Then it was our turn. The “handshake” mentioned in the ticket was, in fact, a high five which certainly saved time. I became really scared as we were approaching the group, who were standing in line in front of the stage, all beautiful and dressed up, so I pushed my sister forwards. The first was Jun (his smile is really heartwarming, bless him), then Soohyun and Hoon. Every member looked everybody in the eye, and something peaceful and calm emanated from them (they’re true professionals, what can I say). Anyway, I walked on, bowing and saying “Anneyong haseyo? Hello? Hi?” and quietly pissing myself. Theeen there was Kiseop. DAMN he is beautiful. He stared deep into the core of my soul, everything but his Sphynx-like face went dark and I had an urge to give all of my gold to him. It’s a pity I don’t have any. His eyes are really hypnotic.

And then……….. Yeah, then there was Kevin. He had a warm and somewhat ironic expression at the same time. He’s really tall (even though I am sort of tall myself), and his aura really hit me in the head, but I’ll get back to that later. I remember the feel of his hand well. Kinda cold. I had a feeling that I spent a thousand years standing there before him. And do you know why? Because I DID spend a thousand years standing there and ogling, and detaining everyone, without even realizing it. My sis later told me that she was surprised I wasn’t following her closely, turned around and saw me screwed to that spot before Kevin, completely transfixed. Anyway, I came around and rushed away from him, and somewhere behind me Eli’s voice was like: “Er… er… eeeeeeh?” I wanted to fall through the ground, really. I almost missed Eli, who was my first bias in U-Kiss! So I let out an almost hysterical: “ELI!!!” and rushed back to him and his waiting hand. T____T Gahh, I was so ashamed.

We went up to the balcony, where there was a nice view, and were joined by our friend (there were three of us, both my sis and our friend are noona fans). The club was small and cozy, and I really prefer it to bigger places. No matter where you stand, the view will be nice, and there is a really homey atmosphere. There were only a couple fanboys there. One of them made me think of SHINee because he had a white military-style jacket on. The other guy was 30-something and fanboyed hard. ^^ There were also two noonas from Japan, very glamorous and charming. In any case, it was my first concert where 99% of people were girls, because I mostly go to indie and rock concerts. It felt really nice. There were no unpleasant incidents at all, everybody was pretty nice and adequate.

They started with “Stop Girl”, then there was “She’s mine” (Kevin really put on his best sassy attitude for that song, aarrrgh, how I wished was down below), and then “Standing Still”. After that I don’t really remember the order. There was “Someday”, “0330”, “Hana”, “Forbidden Love”, “Neverland”, “Love On U”, “Mysterious Lady” and maybe something else. For the encore they sang “Man Man Ha Ni”, “Without You” and “KISSME Forever”. But they didn’t sing “Quit Playing”! I wonder why. Maybe it’s because they had no girl dancers with them? I’m clueless.

They also talked to the audience. The guys were kinda reserved at first, although Soohyun was being his usual wonderful self all the time. I could see that Eli was pretty nervous, because he had to be the first one to greet us. (They all used Russian phrases to do that.) He shouted: “Privet! Ya Eli!”, which obviously means, “Hi! I’m Eli!”, and when the crowd cheered he looked relieved. I think Hoon repeated, “Ya Hoon!” a few times throughout the concert, amusing everyone like he always does. Kevin said a lot of Russian phrases. I wasn’t surprised, it seems to be a thing he would do. But it was very nice to hear, and he had a really cute accent, chewing the words a bit :) I think he did a great job. Soohyun even asked him jokingly to translate Korean into Russian, because he’d become such an expert in Russian, lol. They said “Gromche!”, which means “Louder!”, and “Spasibo”, which is “Thanks”, a lot. They even said “Ya lyublyu vas!” (“I love you!”), which isn’t the easiest phrase to pronounce for foreigners. I also think I remember someone saying  "Vi krasivyie" (“You are pretty”), with “v” changed into “b”.

The first translator that came out didn’t seem to understand them well. Maybe she was nervous. Anyways, Kevin translated Korean into English for her, which was very nice of him. I think a large part of the audience understood English well. Of course, there was a lot of obligatory compliments. We were called “areumdapta” a lot. They also complimented the city and Eli praised our architecture (I still remember your IG posts though! “Mission Impossible”? Seriously??? Lol.). It was interesting to hear him say, “We were surprised that everybody here is so tall.” I don’t think Russian people are any taller than other people of Europe, though. Kiseop tried to say something in Russian, but he only got to “Eto…” (“It’s…”) and then got all bashful. Everyone shouted “Lee Kiseop! Lee Kiseop!” and he looked really pleased. Then there was a second translator, who was good at Korean and English, and things got easier. I still wanted to hear more of Elvin’s English. (I can’t say that I ship Elvin much these days, but they really look impressive when they stand next to each other. There is some kind of chemistry between them, and it’s noticeable.)

They didn’t do any sexy dances or additional fan service. Hoon, however, did sexy dances of his own, treating the ladies with the best moves he’s got, haha. His hips always speak the truth. ;)

A Russian fan, the creator of the main Russian U-Kiss page, was on stage with them during “Myserious Lady”. You know what happened ;) She was wearing a mini dress, and Hoon, the knight in shining armour, covered her legs with his jacket. She confessed to be Soohyun-biased, so he gave her a few rib-crushing hugs. The other boys pretended to be offended and walked off the stage. Kiseop, Kevin and Hoon looked like total divas as they marched away. :D Everyone screamed a lot during the song. In pain, I think~~

Somehow a very small blue balloon ended up floating in the middle of the stage, right between Hoon and Eli, and they were so startled when it brushed their shoulders, it was hilarious. :) I almost missed that, though, because I was too busy staring at Ke… Well, I was busy.

I am actually proud of the Russian fans. The audience was very responsive, as I saw from the balcony, and “0330”, “Forbidden Love” and “Neverland” were especially explosive. It was amazing! And so many people seemed to know the Korean lyrics, rap parts and all! There were a few nice fan chants too. During “Hana” every member of the audience lifted a pink sheet of paper saying “WE LOVE U-KISS”. The boys looked really touched, and Soohyun even shed a tear. (The sound wasn’t that great, unfortunately. My head’s still aching so much, argh.)

Then we got down and to the left side of the stage. Eli was right above me. HE IS SO HANDSOME. My god… He’s got Cleopatra eyes. The boys left and came back, no more dressed in suits, but wearing the tour tees. They said they’d had no idea they had so many fans in Russia (which really explains their nervousness at the beginning), and that they were overwhelmed by the support we showed them. Soohyun, looking very serious, said that neither in Korea, nor in Japan, nor in other countries they’d got such big reaction from fans. He might have exaggerated, of course, but I think he really felt that way in that moment. And that is precious.  

There was a lot of warmth and support for Jun, and my sis told me she saw that there were tears in his eyes at some point. He himself said that he had never seen anything like that. They also mentioned AJ, and I was happy to hear that they weren’t speaking of him as of a deceased great-great-uncle anymore. They said he says hi :) 

A few times during AJ’s and Dongho’s parts my heart really ached. I still miss them so much… I hope you won’t blame me for that, and for wanting to see Dongho even now, when it’s not possible anymore.

Before MMHN they made us say, “HEY!” three times. At first Kevin said, “If you keep going that way, we’re gonna go back to our hotel”, but he was only teasing, because I deifinitely need an earcheck after those"HEY"s :) Hoon sprinkled water on us, and about a ton of drops fell right behind my glasses and in my eye OTL. Thank you very much, Bunny!

Then we ran to the right side of the stage, where Kevin had spent the whole concert. Of course, soon after that he ran to the left, and Eli was above me again, haha. He took posters from fans and signed them right on stage. Among them was a picture of his face, he took it from a fan of his. Lucky girl! They leaned down and touched people’s hands a lot, my sis even touched Kiseop. His hand was dry and soft, she says :“)

The translator warned the fans to not take vids or pictures during the concert a few times, and I think it spoilt the atmosphere at those moments a little. Especially in the end, when there was that final envigorating moment, I think it was completely out of place… She kinda cut off their goodbye speeches, so they ran away, and the last thing I saw was Kevin making a heart above his head before disappearing behind the curtains T___T

Then people started leaving. Those SuperVIPs who hadn’t got their high fives the first time (the group had had to leave earlier before the concert) were asked to stay, and they met the guys after the concert to get their high fives. Among them was our friend.

At the exit, we were given our signed posters. After that we decided to wait for the boys to come out. In an hour or so their bus arrived and they came out. Everyone was chanting "U-KISSeu! U-KISSeu!”, and the band looked really happy. Especially Soohyun, who was waving his hands like a conductor. A curtain was open in the bus, and Kevin and Eli sat right next to the window. They waved and smiled. I made a heart sign with my fingers and stood like that for a long time (I was taking the last long look at Kevin’s beautiful face…. OTL), Kevin saw me and did the same thing. Then he sent me a kiss, and I really wanted to cry. It was so bittersweet. I sent him a series of violent air kisses, lol. :) Then they got tired of us and closed the curtains. But one muscular arm was still waving at us, I think it belonged to our sweet leadernim <3

Talking of Kevin… He’s amazingly beautiful. He is both feminine and masculine in equal measures. It was hard to take my eyes off him, even though I tried to look at every member. His body is amazing (I couldn’t help staring at the veins on his arms when he was wearing a T-shirt), and his movements are so artistic and flowing. What struck me the strongest was his powerful aura. He is soft… like a marble statue. The lines are delicate, but the core is stone-hard. I mean, Kevin is really nice, and his warm and cute side is there, but there’s so much more to him than that. I don’t think that sweetness is his prevailing quality. Those bright smiles of his look genuine, but they disappear from his face really fast. I think his natural expression is the serious one. He gives a sense of a solid, formed personality. The contrast between his youthful beauty and that silent power is overwhelming. Both my sister and my friend were awestruck because of him, so it’s not just me. I remember reading one fan account in the past, and I was surprised to read that the author had found Kevin to be somewhat intimidating. Now I understand that fully. And on ASC, too, an idol (I don’t remember the group, sorry!) said that he was scared of Kevin. It’s there, I tell you. It is. U-Kiss haters sometimes present Kevin as a harebrained creature full of ageyo, well, I think one look of those eyes would’ve killed their illusions.

Woah… That was really long! And I’m pretty sure I’m gonna remember something else! I really hope some of you read this through. Thank you guys so much. I wish lots of fun to people who are seeing the boys in London, Paris, Manila and other places! I’m so happy for you all!

And thanks to U-Kiss for being so awesome, talented and hardworking! In our hearts, you’re always number one! Please come back to us when you’re ready! <3

*cries out loud*

anonymous asked:

Why can't you just let Genderqueer and PoCs have their own character to cosplay? Why can't you just cosplay one of the many, many, many white cis characters?

I haven’t gotten many of these in a long time. It’s nice to know folks are looking at my blog.

You’re absolutely correct, I was birthed out of a French Canadian mud womb on the first of May, in which the ancient ones dictated I would enjoy the sexual company of female humans, because they made enough gay babies that day and decided to try something new, that and Frank called out that day, and we all know the ancient elder Frank HATES gingers.

Anyways, as I grew out of my mud womb, being slowly taught the ways of my people, how to exact sweet darkness over anyone that looked different than me, how to hate, steal, and destroy anyone of a different ethnic group, I asked myself a question, “Man…Do I really love crazy good things or what?” So one day, while I was boycotting Gay Equality and Civil Rights, ya know, normal Sunday things, I decided to take a walk, and found myself in the hidden lair of the gays.

Now, they were an accepting people, they took me in, showed me their ways and their culture. They taught me how to paint with all the colors of the wind, and in a ritual only whispered by Harvey Milk himself. And soon, lo and behold, I understood the people, and broke from my programming, which is very hard because all white male cis scum are born evil rapists and perverts who hate anything not white and not straight and not christian, this is scientific fact.

I soon discovered Welcome to Night Vale, and instantly fell in love with the program. Did you know, that I listen to the show daily? Cecil’s voice fights against the evils that come naturally in my blood! One day, I decided to emulate him, as one final act of defiance against my bloodline. And that’s how I came to be today.

So that was my poor attempt of Satire, it might’ve came off badly, I’m kinda meh when it comes to it, but let me give you, the Anon, the angry person who, instead of pointing their anger at where it belongs, like their father, or brother, or bullies at school, they’re directing it at me, let me direct you to this interesting list.

1. I’m not guilty for what I am, but I do understand and sympathize the plights of others.

2. Cosplay is short for “Costumed Play” which means, “Dress Up” which is, “Playing pretend.”

3. You can’t stop me from doing what I want, because you just can’t. I can’t stop you from being angry, you can’t stop me from emulating possibly the coolest guy on the radio waves.

4. If sexuality, race, gender, and labels are truly that important to you, then you’re not better than the ones you’re pretending your fighting against. Love someone for who they are, not whats on their name tag.

5. Get off the computer, make yourself some tea, and reevaluate your life, your anger, your passions.

6. I love Welcome to Night Vale, it’s got me through some tough times, its made me laugh, and I wouldn’t for the world stop doing what I’m doing because it doesn’t fit what you want…sound familar?

7. I’ll fucking fight you, m8. Ah swears on me mum.

Torrential Downpour. Part 3


Characters: Dean, Reader, Sam, Mary, John, Jess and Adam.

Pairing: Dean x reader.

Summary: Reader is still taking a walk down memory lane, trying to deal with the trauma. Dean is finally awake but everything is not as it seems.

Warnings: Some angst towards the end and some swearing.

A/N:  Part 3 of Suddenly, a believer is finally here! Yes, I was listening to Def Leppard whilst writing this. I am really not sure where this series is going, I’m kinda just riding the wave and seeing where it takes me. Also, this is not beta so all mistakes are mine. Leave me feedback y’all I appreciate it and get so excited over it. So, as always thank you for reading and I hope you enjoy. Happy Monday !!

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67 Random Things About Tonight’s “So You Think You Can Dance”

1.  Time for a new So You Think You Can Dance. Let’s see what Asaf is going to fuck up this week.  #StillBitter #JusticeForBurim

2.  Cat Deeley’s hair is like a golden cascade of everything that makes my life feel better.

3.  I like this opening routine because I feel like it’s something I could probably learn, given time.

4.  Really missing Burim in the pimp spot, winking at the camera and making me feel all pretty.

5.  Derek is injured.  Wait which one is Derek? Oh, that’s Derek. Meh.

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Maki and Todou wearing Tama-chan and Tomoki-kun’s clothes from The First Result cast talk. Sorry I couldn’t help it. The whole time the cast was talking all I could think of was, “Tomokun where the frick did you buy that shirt!?” His fashion sense is as amazing as Maki’s. They will forever be my best Maki and Todou ;;;;u;;;; I’m so sad Tama-chan isn’t in the next dvd… they had so much chemistry together…!! ;u;

Pedasute First Result dvd rant!! 

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