i made this at 2am don't look at me

  • Percy: do you think I'm dumb?
  • Annabeth: no, you're actually very intelligent and quick witted, despite your lack of confidence in those areas.
  • Percy: wow, I thought this was going to end in a 1950's sitcom manner with you shaking your head, smiling, while looking into the camera and saying "oh Percy"
  • Annabeth: this is the new age, meta memes disregarding the boundaries between fiction and reality and ignoring the simplifications of characters are in

“I caught myself crying in the car today, and I don’t ever do that; I don’t ever cry over boys, but I cried because of you. Maybe I realized that I lost you, or that I never had you and I was just fooling myself. Maybe you have some better things waiting for you and I just didn’t fall between those lines. But whatever it is, I realized how much I want this, and how much I want you.

And the funny part is, I was so very hesitant to even spend a second alone with you because I knew somewhere in the back of my mind, I could fall for you, and you should know that in the beginning I really didn’t want to. I was fighting so hard to make myself seem so closed off and so distant from you that even when you first kissed me, I walked away muttering to myself, “oh shit.” Because I knew, I knew what came next and I didn’t know if whether or not I was ready for that.

So congratulations you did it, you got me to fall for you. You have me right at your fingertips, holding on to whatever it is that I can get from you, because at least it’s something right? And I’m screaming and cursing your name over here but it doesn’t change the fact that I’ll never be able to hold you like I did before. I don’t do this, I don’t fall in love.”

And I say this to myself as I wipe my tears away, scarf down some water to breathe again, and drive to a place of distractions that keep me from thinking about you. You know I never really understood when people said ‘right person, wrong time,’ until now; and I never understood just how badly one person could suffocate you, leaving you to drown in your own tears, until now.

—  c.f. // “I don’t think he understands what he did to me”

Also sidenote but every time Kiel runs this 1-on-1 D&D campaign for me I fall even more in love with him.

And that’s impressive, because this nerdy-ass man, with all his creativity and talent and that cute as fuck smile of his has already made me 
1) Cry actual tears over how much affection I have for him
2) Dramatically throw myself over a counter and squeal because he called me beautiful that one time before we started dating
3) Be a better overall person in my every day life and accomplish my dreams because of his positive influence

The signs in a relationship
  • {check your moon and venus signs for this}
  • Aries: "come watch my game this weekend!" *Scores a point and dedicates it to you by pointing you out of the crowd*
  • Taurus: "can we stay in our PJs today and just watch movies? I want to cuddle with you"
  • Gemini: "I have an amazing date planned for us today! I hope you brought your swim suit!" *goes rafting*
  • Cancer: "hi, sweetheart, I heard you were feeling sick today, right? I made you chicken soup...and also some medicine if you wanted...and some more blankets in case you were cold. Do you need some water? I'll be here if you need anything ^_^"
  • Leo: *leaves a whole date outfit (which makes you look amazing btw)and note telling you to get ready for a date at 7pm sharp*
  • Virgo: "Yeah, don't worry, I knew you had a hard day at work/school, so I had dinner made for you, did your laundry and stocked your fridge. Don't worry about anything, leave it to me :)"
  • Libra: *shows up on your doorstep on your anniversary, dressed in formal clothes* I'm here to take you away tonight ;)
  • Scorpio: *comes home with you after a date* *frowns and hugs you tightly* I didn't like how you were looking at that other person back there *stares you in the eyes with both love and intensity* you belong to me, okay?
  • Sagittarius: *shows up randomly at 2am in a car when you are upset about something* hey, hey, get up. I'm taking you away on a road trip!
  • Capricorn: *gives you the one thing that you've always wanted, even if it is super expensive* sorry I've been so distant lately...I was actually doing a couple more shifts at work so that I could get you this gift :) I hope you like it!
  • Aquarius: Who? Oh, them? No, do not worry about them *laughs heartily* you should remember that you are my favourite person, that other person does not attract my attention. But you're pretty cute when you're jealous
  • Pisces: *stares dreamily and lovingly at you as you do something normal* I am so lucky to have you... *whispers* I love you