the signs as things ive done while manic/depressed
(while manic) facebook messaged my first ever boyfriend who i havent seen since ninth grade and told him his cover photo was stupid
(while depressed) holed myself up in my room for four days watching "how to get away with murder"
(while manic) climbed off the side of the escalators in a shopping mall rather than waiting for them to roll to the bottom
(while depressed) went to a school field trip, but by the time i got there i got too sad to actually go in, so i made a friend sit with me the entire time on the bus in the parking lot while i cried and all of our classmates had fun inside
(while manic) performed at a poetry slam on a whim and got first place
(while manic) slammed three mountain dew energy drinks at 11 pm to finish an essay and ended up painting all over my body and not finishing the essay
(while in a mixed episode) made plans with friends but was too depressed to text them and say i couldnt come, so i just hid my phone somewhere and sat down naked on the ground in my bedroom for the entire night
(while manic) laid down face down on my bed and lit several boxes worth of matches on fire
(while depressed) got drunk on angry orchard and vodka and rode on my friend's stationary bicycle all night long singing ice ice baby to myself until i passed out
(while manic) very loudly laughed at my keynote speaker's speech during my graduation ceremony
(while depressed) sat on my kitchen floor for an hour and ate an entire gallon of chocolate ice cream out of the carton while dissociating and listening to green day
(while depressed) tried to learn how to make a flower crown to cheer myself up and had a meltdown when it didn't work out
#tbt I love you so much @taylorswift.
I just remember bawling my eyes out in my seat during your cover of Swing Swing by AAR and Last Kiss because I couldn’t believe you had grabbed my hand and said “thank you for coming” like…. my life had been made. Thank you so much for that.
Also, I love that the photo on the left is on your official Facebook page because it’s actual documentation of my cringy extra phase.
Christ if I ever get a photo with Taylor that shit is becoming my Facebook, tumblr and Instagram dp, my lock screen, my home screen, framed in my room, made into a phone case, a doona cover, pillow cases, mugs, a shirt….. that shit is gonna be EVERYWHERE
so i have this thing going on facebook where every holiday i put different festive things over this screencap of zac efron and then make it my cover photo and i made a lot for today so i figured why not post them here too
June is still a month away but I’m already in the spirit of pride month.
Due to the large success of my asexual pride flags and Facebook cover photos, I made some more! Here is bisexual, pansexual, transgender and gay pride flags and cover photos. Want me to make a glitter pride flag? Message me! I’m thinking of an ally flag, an equal rights (the equal sign on red), and aromantic next. But if you want a flag and you’re going to use it, drop me a suggestion!
@toddlertimes lol I only made to it creep on him because he was legit stealing pictures of ryker off my parents FB and mine (cover photos and profile pictures) and cropping everything out BUT Rykers head and posting it on his Facebook. Like bruh 1) that’s creepy all in its own bc you literally just crop his HEAD from top to chin and from ear to ear.. so that no one can tell me or my parents or Erik are in the picture with him.. and 2) you ain’t got shit to do with him so stop pretending like you do! I keep track of everything just in case I have to use it later on down the road.