I can’t be an adult I’m too awkward to be an adult
I can't seem to feel proud of my accomplishments, at least not for long. Today for example, I went through with a phone call I've been dreading for days and I wasn't even stuttering or anything. I was so relieved. I told a family member that I made that phone call. "So what?" was the response. It's always like this, sometimes the "So what?" isn't even someone else, it's just what I'm thinking. I can't break out of it.