i made part one like a year ago..

anonymous asked:

WHAT HAPPENED?!! I WAS IN CLASS

okAY OKAY OKAY

  • it was announced harry is going to be on the graham norton show on 4/21
  • it was announced harry is going to be on ryan seacrest’s show on friday morning
  • it was announced harry is going to be on darryl morris’ show on monday
  • some new photos of harry came out from sign of the times and there were pictures of his stunt double in a mask that look super creepy but also some VERY adorable pics of him standing ‘round with beautiful windswept curls
  • quotes from harry’s interview with nick grimshaw came out where he talks about (most of these are from twitter so i’m not 100%):
    • he wrote 70 songs for the album (30 like full length songs)
    • one of the songs on the album is a song he wrote several years ago
    • he said that he made music he wanted to listen to and that was the funnest part about making the album for him
    • he said he started writing in feb 2016 and stopped while filming dunkirk and then started again in july and finished in december
    • he was stressed about what he was going to do with it, but he went to jamacia and was able to unplug
    • his album is his favorite album to listen to right now
    • ed sheeran listened to the album and he didn’t end up putting one of the songs he liked on the album
    • he gave adele big praise and said she gave him her ‘21′ album when he turned 21
    • he said he felt naked when he got his hair cut off
    • he said he buys his own groceries and that he likes keeping work and being at home with his family separate
    • he said he doesn’t tweet much because he doesn’t like saying something just for the sake of it
    • he said he doesn’t want to be viewed as a womanizer
    • he said he hasn’t dated in a long time and that he’s very busy
    • he said he snores and likes routine
    • he said he is NOT dating obama 
  • some new pics of him at bbc radio one were released

The thing is that Godfrey’s Magnus was the only reason I even bothered with that goddamn movie. The one only reason I watched it. I did like his Magnus…

But when people say that “Harry is trying too hard - Harry’s Magnus isn’t good enough - Godfrey’s Magnus is the best” I can’t help but think that what they are really saying is that Magnus should be reduced to 3 seconds minutes of screen time, and never be heard of or seen, unless the main white characters need his services to move the plot. Because that what Magnus was in that goddamn movie.

And that’s how some parts of the fandom prefer to see characters of color on their screens.

This reminds me of the time, few years ago, when I was in the TWD fandom, and was looking through one of the fandom forums. There was that one racist person who kept hating on Glenn in every post they made in the thread. And then in one of their posts that person said something along the lines that they used to like Glenn in season 1, “until the show ruined him”… With character development, I assume.

What is interesting, a lot of people in the [general] fandom, the ones that used to hate Glenn later in seasons, considered season!one Glenn to be the best version of the character.

It’s easy to love a flawless helpful sidekick, who cracks a joke or two, but never is the center of the plot. Just like the genral TWD fandom loves Jerry now, they claimed to love Glenn back then. Coincidentally, the fandom started to hate Glenn viciously during the s3b arc – when he had the most of the character growth and development…

Don’t get me wrong, I love season one Glenn too, but he was just a character with great potential back then, who only grew more complex and interesting through seasons.

Same with Godfrey’s Magnus – he had a great potential, that sadly was never realized. Harry actually has this opportunity to flesh out this character and he is making it happen.

i’m honestly so sick of people trying to defend makeup. i wear loads of it every day and i hate it. it’s taken over parts of my life.

since the seventh grade, i have only gone to school without makeup ONCE. i’m about to graduate high school.

in the span of almost 5 years, i have never gone to school without makeup, except for one day when my therapist made me. 5 YEARS. i refuse to go without it. the one day i did it (a month ago) i cried. i kept my head down the whole day. i felt like i was showing the world i was lying to them.

i won’t go to family events without makeup. i won’t pick up food without makeup on. most of the time, i won’t even go to fucking walgreens without makeup on.

i have been taught by society that my natural face is not good enough. at first makeup was fun and cute and girly and now it’s a prison. it’s a mask i wear that makes me hate myself.

i don’t want people at school to see the real, ugly me. i don’t want my relatives to see that their pretty niece or granddaughter or cousin is actually ugly. i don’t want people to look at me and see my ugly. i feel like i’m lying to everyone.

i feel like such an inadequate girl and the least i could do is doll up my face. people tell me that i look fine as i do normally and i do think that i probably don’t look bad but… i will still feel like i’m ugly.

it’s great that liberal feminism helped me push down some of that self loathing!! at least i was smashing the patriarchy with my eyeliner! i’m sure guys were soooo intimidated by my makeup and they totally wanted to respect me more! it’s not like other old men were profiting off the self loathing i felt for myself!

i’m still trying every day to break free from these feelings but it’s so hard. so if you’re trying to shame me for speaking out against the beauty industry, i have two words for you - FUCK YOU.

Shout out to running and the strength I had to believe I had when I questioned myself. Little bit of a vent. This semester has been one I’ve been incredibly proud of. Every time I thought things couldn’t get worse last semester, they did, just one thing after another, 2015 and 2016 were really tough years. Like…yes there was a lot of good but if I’m being honest, there was a lot of heartbreak…a lot of disappointment and frustration and helplessness in a lot of parts of my life. Those years are normal and as cliche as it sounds, I am so much better for it. I found parts of myself I lost along the way. 2017 has been one where I promised myself I’d pour all of my energy only into things and people that I knew would be there for me in return. I made a post after a break-up that split my heart in two a few months ago of my running shoes saying, “When everything hurts, run,” so that’s what I decided to do back in November, after the most horrible XC season of my life, after horribly disappointing things about friendships, after feeling like my body was failing me, after having my heart split in the most aching way, I decided to listen to my body and gut feeling and the universe and signs from God, I decided to pour everything I had into running and running has loved me back for it, I decided to stop worrying about things I couldn’t control and I saw how amazing it made things unfold. Tonight after a long, wonderful track meet, my heart hurts because…after I run really hard, I always get so emotional? Like? Running I love you, you have been there for me when people left…when everything hurts…I put my shoes on and I run and run and run because in the words of Scott Jurek, “I ran because overcoming the difficulties of running reminded me that I could overcome the difficulties of life, and that overcoming difficulties was life.”

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Voltron Theory: Lotor, Haggar and Zarkon are related

Alright so, after rewatching season one and season two of Voltron, I have a theory that connects back to the old Golion story way back in the 1980s. Now bear in mind that Dreamworks Voltron is its own beast, and a lot of what’s going on has no connection with the original Beast King Golion or the original Voltron tv series. However there are a number of clues that show that this series is taking from both of the series in their own way.

First I have to point out that in Voltron magic wasn’t directly addressed, however Golion did have this and we’ve seen that the Alteans use magic so first connection to Golion. Following this we have Shiro’s name, clearly named after Takashi Shiro from Golion as well. However Shiro himself seems to be taking more from Sven and Keith from the original Voltron. That being said as well we can then see other connections here and there: The lions possibly having spirits in them akin to Golion, while from Voltron we get more of the goofy characteristics of Lance as well as him being more of a flirt.

The new series really seems to like to play with both shows which brought me to wonder, now that they have Lotor coming in, exactly which story line would they give him? And the strange thing is, I think they’re going to merge aspects from both series into this.

Mind you this is just a theory, as we haven’t even seen Lotor, but I’m going based on what I’ve seen so far in the show, and I’m hoping I’m right on this. 

Alright so we’ve seen in the last episode Blackout that Haggar is worried about Zarkon, and seemingly has been for some time. Naturally a few people have suggested that she has feelings for him, but I don’t think it’s the case of romance. Bear in mind that in previous incarnations Zarkon was the son of Haggar and Zarkon’s father who pretty much used her as a concubine (though Haggar wasn’t an Altean in the series) and she gave birth to Zarkon who later pretty much, er…slept with Lotor’s mother who was a Altean captive of his (this was a pretty dark birth story line and later drove Lotor mad).

I do not think that the whole captive thing is going to come into play here, rather given the events that we’ve seen I highly suspect we’re going to get a rather tragic story of both love and obsession. There’s also the issue that in Golion there was a space angel, goddess of the the universe, who was the one that split apart the lions into five separate beings. In Voltron it was Haggar that did the splitting.

So, my guess based on the clues that we have, is that the whole family tree within the Golion story is going to be kind of twisty and full of turns. They wouldn’t have made Keith Galra without reason, and I suspect that a large part of it is going to come from the fact that there’s going to be connections between Keith, Zarkon, Lotor, Haggar and Allura.

I can only build the theories on the clues that have been hinted at and the two sources of the show, plus the Devils Due comic that came out several years ago. Like I said, most of this is based on the limited clues that seem to be dropped though out the two seasons.

So my theory goes something like this:

Years ago Haggar was one of a family related to Allura’s mother (who I’m guessing is going to be that Space Angel like Goddess –or she’s going to be the purple Lion again) and ended up being married to the Emperor of the Galra. During this time she had a child with the emperor who was Zarkon.

Clue’s that seem to indicate something connected to this as a possibility:

1. In the show Zarkon never calls Haggar by her name, he never addresses her as Witch Haggar, however he shows the utmost respect for her, and trusts her more than anyone else in the whole fleet. I find it odd that he doesn’t call her by her title either, not only that but she seems to be the only one that can talk to him in a less formal manner and that he will listen to.

2. In the original Haggar was Zarkon’s mother, but wasn’t able to tell him due to the way the Galra had set things up. So she could only protect her son from afar in a way.

3 In the new show we see Haggar worrying over Zarkon beyond just a loyal subject. She, at points, looks at him when he’s walking off with utter fear and worry, much like a mother would look at her child before he or she does something that they know the child will regret.

4. Zarkon and Haggar’s attitudes towards one another during the events that led up to Blackout. Zarkon’s voice sounds more like a child telling his mother that he knows what he’s doing and to but out. While Haggar seems to be operating from the shadows trying to find a way to stop Voltron before Zarkon makes a bad move.

5. Both Zarkon and Haggar seem to have the ability to harness the Quintessence.  Something we know the Galra can’t do as most of their machines run on regular crystals and energy over the magic based system that Allura seems to be using.

As the son of the Emperor Zarkon eventually took control of the Empire and because of her connections to the Alteans Haggar made it so that Zarkon could befriend Alfor easily. Keith’s mom was probably a friend of Zarkon’s who was connected to him, or possibly related to Zarkon either though the royal blood line, or directly related as his sister through a different mother.

Anyway, during the time the comet crashed and Alfor came by to help, among those that were working with him was a young Altean woman who met Zarkon and the two fell in love. This eventually lead to a romance and Zarkon and this woman had Lotor. Not sure if they were married or not, that can be left in the air, but it’s reasonable to believe that Zarkon, given the way he’s seen by a lot of people, isn’t 100% a rotten person.

Clues to this come in the form of us mostly in the fact that Lotor in past incarnations has had a Altean mother and given the fact that Zarkon and Alfor worked closely, I don’t see it as such a surprise if Zarkon did meet and fall in love with a Altean scientist.

We also saw from the space mall episode that people are living mostly normal lives under his rule, which is conflicting with what Zarkon has been doing to others. There’s also the mall cop that seems to think that Zarkon is the best.

Somehow between the point that the first group of Voltron paladin’s came about and the new group came about, something large and dangerous attacked the Galra home world and probably killed a lot of people in the wake of its destruction.  Among those that died, more than likely Zarkon’s wife.

Clues to this could be seen in his obsession to get to Voltron and building a device that will destroy worlds. One of the key differences here in the case of Voltron Legendary defender and Voltron Defender of the universe and Golion was the fact that this is the first time that the Galra home world (also called planet Doom) was destroyed. This could mean that the need for Zarkon to overpower everything probably is not coming from the need to conquer everything for the sake of just having power, but rather to build up his army to take on something more powerful than he is.

If you’ve noticed there’s the point that everything he attacks is either for finding strong warriors, finding parts for something that he’s building or gathering the lions to him for use in some giant moment. We’ve seen that he’s willing to die to get those lions back, and there has to be a connection between the use of Voltron and Zarkon’s need to gather parts for war.

Now on to Lotor in this case. If I’m right about Haggar is his grandmother, then that means that there could be a case that like that of Prince Sincline where he doesn’t know about his blood line in regard to his father’s family. However we’ve already seen that the Stranger, if he is Lotor, seems to already be as tall as Keith meaning that he knows he’s probably part Altean. The question is how is he responding to it?

As I’ve said in earlier posts I’m suspecting we’re going to see a more science based Lotor, over the flirty and mostly jerkish version from the original Voltron and Golion show. My reasoning comes from a few places:

1. We saw him grab the scaultrite meaning he knew what he was looking for when he got trapped by the Weblum, and clearly he knew where to look for it as well.

2. Is the fact that he only took enough for one person to use, which to me at least indicates that he’s going to be testing something on a smaller scale first, which is what scientist do normally when they’re trying stuff.

3. We can devise from the fact that the Galra don’t have a wormhole device that they don’t possess the magic to activate something like the Telledove and move over the course of time and through the use of the Druids magic over their own abilities.

This makes me think that Lotor, if that is Lotor, is trying to find a way to make it so that the Galra can move more efficiently without the help of the Druids. This also tells me that he probably will not have as pleasant an interaction with Haggar, as she seemed not to happy to actually be calling him in. Meaning that, like the other Galra, he’s not someone who trusts Haggar and the Druids and finds them offensive. Which also means that he’s probably going to rely more on tech over something like Haggars spells.

If Haggar is his grandmother, and given her love of robeasts and the like, we will probably see new upgraded versions of these things, if Lotor sees reason to use them. I’m also suspecting we may eventually see the robot Iron Maiden, come out of this whole thing.

Of course this is just a theory right now.

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Dialogue Prompts

1) “I’m gonna go take a nap.” “But we have things to do!” “Listen, I just saved the world. I think I’ve earned a nap.” 

2) “I’m back.” “Where did you go?” “I was gone for two years and you didn’t notice?!” “Um … no. Was I supposed to?” 

3) “Hey, are you still awake? “ 

4) “This could go wrong in so many ways!” “Yes, but it could go right in one way!” “I don’t like those odds.” 

5) “Please no, I didn’t mean to hurt her, I didn’t mean to do it! Please!” 

6) “What happened to your family?” “They died. A few years ago.” 

7) “Why do you think he’s doing it?” “I don’t know, honey. Sometimes people just do bad things.” 

8) “The funeral was the worst part. I remember I just  broke down. I collapsed and cried for hours. My mother had to pick me up and carry me back to the car. The funeral just … I don’t know. Made it real guess.” 

9) “Did you hear that?” “Sorry, no. I couldn’t hear anything over your enormously loud ego.” 

10) “I love you.” “God, don’t say that like it still means something to you.” 

11) “You just stabbed me!” “Yeah, why aren’t you dying.” “I’m too insulted to be dying! How rude!” 

12) “I was going to go home but … I knocks on the door and my mom answered. She didn’t even remember me.” 

13) “How about we don’t jump into the flaming death hole.” “Stop calling it that, you’ll offend it.” 

14) “Please, come back to me.” 

15) “I meant what I said.” “Oh … so you meant it when you said you loved me?” “Yes! Of course!” “Funny. Because you didn’t seem to love me much when you killed her.” 

16) “Why’d you do it?” “I was angry.” “I get angry all the time but you know what I’ve never tried to crash a plane.” 

17) “Promise me you won’t do anything unsafe well I’m gone?” “I mean … I can’t really promise that. Have you met me?” 

18) “Hi … I um, I missed you.” “Wish I could say the same but honestly I was hoping I’d never have to see your ugly face again, sweetheart.” 

19) “Listen to me. Head up, eyes down. Do as they say but do so silently. It’s going to be okay, mon étoile.” 

20) “Come back home.” “This isn’t my home. It never was. Come on now, you know that.” 

anonymous asked:

What are you're top 3/5/10 fav vkook fics?

hey anon,

I made one list of my fav taekook fics pretty long ago, I guess it’s time to make part 2 of it

cut out all the ropes (let me fall) - my fav model (Tae)/ photographer (Kook) au of all times. Taehyung is Korea’s most successful model, but goddamn Jeon Jeongguk appears and life’s getting even more interesting. I LUV IT (smut action - AW YAAAS)

i know i let you down (is it too late to say sorry now?) - OH BOI, I L-L-LoVe it. Taekook broke up a year ago and were supposed to never see each other again, buut… It sounds like cliche asf, but goddamn it’s not and it’s so good! (smut action - oh YAS, god pour dat rain of gud smut on me!)

Armani can’t compare to you - Jungkook loves sex, he really does, but getting into his new secretary’s pants can’t be as easy as it seems. Gud plot, gud presentation, everything gud included. (smut action - bless author for creating this dirty art)

Take You All The Way - Taekook are doing each other favors for favors (it’s not that banal actually i promise), but at some point ths system turns into something deeper… got it…? (smut action - yeeees)

And Suddenly You’re All I Need - dis is sa cyuuute, I almost cried disgustingly… Kook was waiting for somebody in a cafe - that person didn’t come, well, shit happens, but cute barista with nametag “V” won’t let him regret he came there that eve. (smut action - no needed, it’s so pure)

the sky is blue and the sun is shining - I cRiEeeeeeeed… how could you torture me like thaaat… true beauty aka “soulmate au where one only starts seeing in colors when they meet their soulmate”. (smut action - fuk dat smut prepare a bunch of tissues)

Joker Imagine - Project 6277 PART 9

A/N: Sorry for the long long loooong wait


Part 8 here *click me*


Originally posted by thebreakofdawn

Originally posted by teenager-very-lost

Joker’s P.O.V.

Just kill her’ ‘she’s only a normal girl!’ ‘it’ll be over quickly’ The voices told me. I clenched my jaw angrily and tried to push them away. My head was a mine field, no one wanted to enter it. It’s like I was in a tiny room with ten televisions on with full volume, all playing a different loud movie. Ever since Y/N got here, the voices got ruder. I knew why, but I was forced to ignore them.

We ate the pizza and then Y/N fell asleep. I didn’t even bother to wake her up, because she seemed exhausted. The poor girl was terrified, but then she kissed me. A smile appeared on my face and I chuckled by myself. At first I thought she could just be a fun little project, more like bait to catch Batman, but then something changed my mind. I wasn’t the type of person who was loved, or even cared about. I didn’t love, I didn’t care about anyone.

Until now. There was something in Y/N that made me not want to kill her. She was different, special in her own way. I felt like she could go crazy if I tried hard. That’s what I’d need from her. The acid and shock therapy would be extra, just to make the bait worse. But then I started thinking..was it necessary? Could I make her more like me without making her go through all that shit?

I groaned and then looked down at Y/N. She was slumbering peacefully on her bed, her arm around my torso and in her sleep she had nuzzled closer to me. I sat on the bed, leaning against the bedpost and I got lost in my thoughts. There was an empty pizza box on the floor along with clothes. It was late at night and I knew I could be with my goons, planning a heist, but for tonight they could survive with Frost stepping up for me.

I had other plans.

I slowly moved away from Y/N and stood up. She didn’t wake up. Instead she grabbed a pillow and hugged it like she had hugged me. I put the blanket on her and tried to make it okay. To be honest I wasn’t sure what to do, so I left the room before I did something wrong. Although I treated this girl differently didn’t make me a super man. I had no idea how to treat people with care. I guess I’d have to learn that. She could be my weakness since I felt like I couldn’t hurt her, but I’d find a way to make it a strength.

I walked through the penthouse until I got into my office. The curtains were pulled aside and I saw the large windows there. I saw such a huge part of Gotham city, but no end of the city. It was so big. Oh Gotham. ‘’Batsy you son of a bitch where could you be?’’ I muttered by myself and looked outside. Buildings were everywhere and lights were on even tho it was probably 3 or 4 a.m.. This city never slept. It was full of crime and action, but it still drew people here. I guess Gotham had it’s own spell.

But somewhere in this city was my worst enemy, but also my good pal Batman. I wonder if Y/N had any clue that the reason I needed her in the first place was Batman. I wanted to make her go nuts, totally crazy and cold-blooded. I wanted to show Batman what I could do to people. I wanted to play with Batman, making Y/N the perfect bait. But now I didn’t want that. My original plan included me killing her, but I knew now that I couldn’t do that. Although I had killed a countless amount of people, I was sure I couldn’t just pull the trigger towards her.

Damn girl. She was such a pain in the ass, but at the same time I had a feeling she’d be one of my greatest fails. Yes I admit I had failed, because I had to change my plan so much. But not all fails were bad. What if I was wrong about this feeling? I sighed and ignored the voices again. They wanted her dead.

‘’Shut up’’ I growled darkly and tilted my head a little bit. 

’You shut up’ ‘You’re weak J, you can’t feel pity’ ‘your heart is dead, it won’t beat for a girl’ They screamed at me again. I tried to calm down, but knowing me and my anger problems that didn’t work. I turned around to my desk and grabbed all the papers, pens, the computer, everything and threw the stuff on the floor. Everything flew around, scattering all around the desk. I heard glass breaking, papers hitting the floor and so much more. Then it grew silent.

‘’Fuck’’ I hissed and pushed my desk so it flew on it’s side. I kicked the things in anger until I sat down in the middle of the mess with my hands in my hair. I shut my eyes and tried my best to stay  in one place. Not too long later I was doing a rocking movement and I was mumbling shit by myself. I wanted the damn voices to shut up for one minute. Just one minute-

There was a small knock on my office door. I froze on the spot and growled angrily. I couldn’t control myself. Then the door opened. I grabbed a gun nearby and loaded it, pointing at whoever dared to come in. As the lights stopped blinding me, I saw a woman there. It was Y/N. She didn’t move, probably because she saw the gun. My head was telling me to shoot her, get rid of her and just take another girl to mess with. But another part of me told me not to shoot her.

Y/N’s face was full of worry and shock. I probably looked both angry and amused at the same time. ‘’You’re really one of a kind’’ I giggled and slowly lowered my gun. Y/N had no idea what was going on. ‘’Are you okay?’’ She dared to ask me. Damn this girl had guts. Even Frost would be careful if he saw me like this. ‘’You’re driving me crazy!’’ I cheered and threw my hands in the air. The truth was that I was crazy before her, but she was doing something different.

When did I go wrong with my plan?

‘’J what happened?’’ She questioned me with a soft voice. She seemed less scared now. Y/N walked closer to me, careful not to step on broken glass or anything sharp. I watched her step until she was in front of me. Y/N wasn’t wearing much. I moved my eyes from her feet to her face. She kneeled down next to me and looked deep into my eyes. Why wasn’t she afraid of me? I was a little angry because I didn’t feel like I was controlling her, but another part of me didn’t mind.

‘’You know since I’m probably going to stay here for a while..’’ Y/N started and then sat down. She scooted right next to me and I felt her hand on my shoulder. I clenched my jaw, but then seemed to relax a little bit. Yet I squeezed the handle of my beloved gun. ‘’..you can talk to me’’ She whispered soothingly. It’s like the tables had turned.  Funny how pizza made her so comfortable and less scared.

‘’I’ve talked to loads of people but all they did was bad’’ I started, having no clue whatsoever why I just told her that. Y/N sure was different, that was for sure. Then I thought about the so called doctors who tried to help me but fucked up and made me ‘worse’. Not my fault. 

‘’Usually professionals go by rules. We’re not like them, we can talk differently’’ Y/N explained, almost as if she had read my mind. I turned to face her. Her face was illuminated by the city lights that came through the window, making her really pretty. Her beauty could distract Batsy for sure. ‘’I was going to kill you, but I know that I can’t’’ I admitted, probably scaring her again, but she wanted the truth.

Y/N nodded and started rubbing my back. It was a little strange at first, but I liked it. The feeling reminded me of something. It was so warm, soothing. As I closed my eyes, I saw a flash and then I was in my memories, the last ones I still had. Of course they were the worst. A blurry face came closer to be with a bottle. I didn’t remember much, but I could never forget the shock I felt once years ago in my life. The blurred man had yelled something and then things turned black.

I opened my eyes and my smile faded. That poor memory always made me feel like I had to pour my anger out. I usually did so by hurting others..

Part 10 *click me*

so now i’ve got all of your attention with my horrifically bad editing skills , i’d just like to say a huge thank you for reading this , because it means you’ve taken some time out of your day to check my blog. i actually made claire on a whim shortly after revelations 2 was released a few years ago , && let me tell you , it’s honestly one of the best decisions that i’ve ever made. not only has claire become such a significant part of my life , i’ve made some absolutely wonderful friends on here , as well as writing some really meaningful relationships. after 2 years , my valkyrie baby is still going strong && i really hope she’ll be around for a long time to come yet. but the most important part — is you. yes you , here reading this right now. you’ve all stuck through me during my best && worst times , && all i can say is a huge thank you , from the bottom of my heart. here are a few people who have really made my time here worthwhile , && who i absolutely love to death. ❤

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Intention - Shay Cormac x Fem!Reader (Part 1)

A/N: I’m pretty sure this was a request from @bunnyyumyum (you probably don’t remember sending it…it took me forever to get to and I’m sorry )about Templar!reader leaving England for America and joining the Colonial Rite. Shay shows her around NY and ends up catching feelings…but reader is not going to make it easy as you’ll see in this first part.

I’m not very confident about this one but maybe you’ll all like it more than I do.

Also this was supposed to be out for Shay Patrick’s Day but I suck and its late.

Words: 3,171
Warnings: None. Unless you need a warning for a very drunk and flirty Hickey lol.

This was the hundredth time in a few weeks that you had regretted getting on this ship to New York. Another stormy night had you holding on for dear life and trying to keep your dinner down.

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Manhattan Mistress part 10

MASTERLIST

Pairing: Bucky x reader, Steve x reader, Tony x reader and OC!Casey (daughter of Y/N and Tony)

Summary: Steve reveals his true self. The song is “Thief” by Ansel Elgort (yes, he is a singer now, too).

Word count: 3.082

Warnings: Cursing, mentions of murder, death and rape. Please do not read belong the cut if you’re not comfortable with any of forementioned!

A/N: Dedicated to my favourite mob AU writer @caplanbuckybarnes. Enjoy sweetie!

Part 7: the waiting game

Part 8: the heathens

Part 9: the killers

Disclaimer: I do not own this pic, credit goes to the rightful owner.

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Lana Del Rey about her career:

Lana, who is of Scottish descent, said she wrote her first song at 11 years old. “It was called ‘China Palace.’ It was about being a princess.”

She always hoped she had talent, said Lana, who was raised a Catholic. “I was the cantor in my church choir. I was an angel in Christmas pageants. I just really liked to sing. Even at a young age, I really wanted to have a career. I didn’t know if I could. That frustration was part of what led me down that path. I do have inspirational people in my life—people I met along the way who aren’t really well-known.” She made special mention of one such individual. “She’s a real estate agent. I met her seven years ago in New York and I loved her. I really wanted to be a singer. I would say, ‘I don’t know what’s going to happen.’ She’d say, ‘God didn’t save you from drowning just to beat you up on the shore. All you really need is patience when you have persistence.’ She’s just an angel.”

“I wanted to be part of a high-class scene of musicians. It was half-inspired because I didn’t have many friends, and I was hoping that I would meet people and fall in love and start a community around me, the way they used to do in the ‘60s.”

“It’s not actually a good trade-off, but it is nice to sell records. […] I think when you have sort of lived the life that I have, you would definitely take a loyal, smaller fanbase over a controversial and bumpy ride. Just because I have kind of lived a pretty quiet life for the last 10 years, done the same thing every day, kept my routine to sort of writing, editing videos, and doing other work that I do on the side. It definitely is an interesting experience to sell a lot of records, but not at the cost of having people question your authenticity when that’s something that means a lot to you as just a writer, which is what I considered myself to be.”

“I still feel insecure musically because I’m still looking for my tribe. When I came here to Brooklyn 9 years ago I had this romantic aspiration to find an artistic community where I could fit in. It’s the relationship I have with other artists that make me a true musicians, not the amount of albums I sell.”

“I was in more of a sardonic mood,” she says of writing Money Power Glory. “Like, if all that I was actually going to be allowed to have by the media was money, loads of money, then fuck it … What I actually wanted was something quiet and simple: a writer’s community and respect.” She talks about that frequently: craving a peaceful life in an artistic community, away from the glare of a media that “always puts an adjective in front of my name, and never a good one.” 

“I didn’t monitor myself on Ultraviolence because, with how tumultuous my trajectory has been, I felt even more of a need to be candid. You have to select things within your own body of work for a record if you want a concept record - which they all are, in my mind. For instance, for Ultraviolence, I really felt the need to get back to my roots and back to something that felt a little more feral and wild.”

“If you don’t want the problems that come with being in the spotlight the best thing you can do is try and take yourself out of the spotlight when you’re not on stage. I think my two big goals with work are to make great records, and stay out of the press for the wrong reasons.”

“Some days are better than others. Before all this, I was very happy. I was very involved in my community, I had people around, I could see my family often … In the evening I wrote songs and had fun. And now … There are all those people out there! [She says, referring to photographers, makeup artists, stylists, assistants and staff involved in recording the session]. I do not enjoy much of some things as before.”

“I have no discipline, no technique, I’ve never took any lessons. I just like to play with my voice, from the highest to the lowest pitch. When I listen to myself, the authority of my voice amazes me. It seems naïve to say that, but I love my songs, they move me to tears… When I find myself alone in the studio facing the microphone, I’m so free, capable of anything… I feel safer than anywhere else in these little “boxes” that are my songs. In life, I’m not good at many things: my only talent is to sing. In a song, I know how to express exactly what I feel, even more than in a conversation.”

“In my heart of hearts, I really wanted to be creative. I was really looking for direction and validation, for someone to say it doesn’t have to be business; you could do something where your entire life will end up being an extension of your profession.”

“I’ve been sad for different reasons. I have my own personal reasons. I was disappointed when I was criticized early on for those records that I was attached to because I considered myself a writer. Maybe the way I looked got in the way. That was disappointing for a few years.”

“Personally i use two parameters. First, find a musical community to belong with. Second, know that the community respects me and my job. Unfortunately i have to say that musically i don’t find my “tribe” yet, find somebody to love and share a sense of comradeship. Maybe it’s a romantic inspiration but i think about Bob Dylan when in the 60s he arrived in the Greenwich Village and he found his group of folk music. I’ve tried that too when nine years ago i arrived in Brooklyn but i have to please me of a different version, more simple. I hoped to find people that want to base their life on art. Maybe i found those people in London where i lived for 4 years. And now for 7 months i live in Los Angeles, that’s my escape.”

“No. Lana Del Rey is exactly who she’s supposed to be: Free enough to be her own person, and that’s exactly who I am. I’m not like a persona. I’m not a caricature of myself. It’s not like I planned on erasing my history. I’ve been a pioneer of the Internet myself since a decade ago. I was just trying to create something sonically that I could aspire to. First of all, no one was even listening to me for ages, so I did whatever I wanted. I had no fans, the same bands I’ve talked to for five years, and all of a sudden, everything changed, and they were like, “You used to be like…” The point is, I know what I like and what to write about thematically and I have integrity in my musical choices and I’ve stuck to that and I think it’s a nice gift for me because I have stuck to my guns about what I want to hear sonically. Well, it’s not a persona. It’s a different name. I’ve always thought that the way you’re kind of born into a name, a geographic location, a family makes it hard to choose for yourself who you want to be. By having a different name I felt more free to be exactly who I am. People seem to think sometimes that I am somebody on stage and then you get off and you’re another person, but I have a more alternative way of thinking. It’s not like I’m torn between two personalities. There’s no distinction. Not even a little bit. I wanted a name that sounded as beautiful as the music.”  

“My secret is how much I love to sing. Sometimes I forget how lucky I am to be able to do my favorite thing every day. It can get tiring trying to build a cohesive world if a lot of people looking in on it don’t really see how it all fits together—but with me, it usually works out in the end. For me, it’s never been about sales; it’s about the vibe, and everyone I work with on the records gets that.” 

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Bangalore Days warm fuzzies 2/∞

Gatecrashing the first night for one last picture

(2 Years of Bangalore Days)

whelp, i decided against posting this before for reasons before, but with all the shit going on about him right now, i see wander hasn’t changed one bit. so here we go.

Callout post for @.kingwander/jollywander (now with updated info at the bottom)

i don’t want to make this callout super long, so i’m leaving out certain parts of the story that i don’t deem important. if called for, i’ll add them.

child abuse tw, general abuse tw, suicide tw, hospitalization tw, death mention tw.

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Last page! Yes, we’re out of the shop already~ I must say, Flowey eating is something I like to draw <3

Next, the Inn!! Exciting~ I really want to draw that part~ *u*



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* Now, some people wanted Frisk to TALK with the Shopkeeper. 

They did! I just didn’t want to put a whole lot of dialogue in a few pages.  

SO! Under the cut, you will be able to read all that she said:

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Otabek x Yuri

Let’s get something straight here. And I’m putting it pretty simple, step by step: you do know all of this is fictional, right? And if you don’t know what fiction means, it is, by definition, “the classification for any story, or element of a story, derived from imagination and not based strictly on history or facts.” You have to face the harsh reality: Yuri On Ice is not real. Yuri Plisetsky and Otabek Altin are purely fictional.

Now, the definition of fan art is “an artwork created by fans of a work of fiction (generally visual media such as comics, movies, television shows, or video games) and derived from a character or other aspect of that work.” Also, the definition of fanfiction, as self-explanatory as it may be, is “fiction created by fans of a certain work rather than by its original creator.” Once again, FICTION.

I have been a part of fandoms for six years, and I’ve been writing fanfiction for five, and one thing I’ve learned? People will keep writing, people will keep shipping. And yes, there’s some crazy shit out there, but this is definitely not something like that. I made my research.

So Yuri is 15, and he’ll be 16 in a couple months. Otabek turned 18 a couple weeks ago. Okay. So, they have a 2 year and a half gap, more or less. And I’m not saying anything about it. Yet. So far I’m just exposing facts.

The age of consent is 16 in both Russia and Kazakhstan. But do you know what “age of consent” means?

The age of consent is the age at which a person is considered to be legally competent to consent to sexual acts, and is thus the minimum age of a person with whom another person is legally permitted to engage in sexual activity.” The age of consent can vary from country to country, between 14 and 18 yo.

Now, I’ve seen people associating OtaYuri with pedophilia. But do you know what you are actually saying? “Pedophilia is a psychiatric disorder in which an adult or older adolescent experiences a primary or exclusive sexual attraction to prepubescent children. A person who is diagnosed with pedophilia must be at least 16, but adolescents must be at least five years old older than the child for the attraction to be diagnosed as pedophilia.” Calling a bunch of fans supporters of pedophilia just because they want two boys aged 15 and 18 to have a relationship is a very serious offense. You want to tell me they are in completely different places in their lives? You can’t. You don’t know that, because, as I said, this is all fictional, and that gives the writers and content creators the freedom to do what they want, and maybe, for someone out there, Otabek is the innocent one and Yuri is the hormonal teenager who can’t stop thinking about sex. And do you have any way of going against that opinion? No, because those aspects haven’t been mentioned in canon, nor anything that can go against that, and they won’t, so our mind is allowed to run free, because, once again, this is all fictional. Yuri and Otabek are not real.

Okay, so, let’s see if I understood your point: OtaYuri is gross because their native countries decided that the age for them to be able to decide if they are ready to have sex or not is sixteen, and since Yuri is 15 and therefore a pure child who knows nothing about the world and Otabek is 18 and therefore an adult with his life figured out, lots of experience and wolf-like instincts that make him want to ravish Yuri and all of that makes him a pedophile? What a big fat load of crap.

First of all, and repeating what everyone with at least some common sense is saying: shipping doesn’t mean wanting two characters to fuck. We are not saying we want Yuri to ride Otabek like he’s been doing it all is life. We are saying we want them to love, and enjoy that love. To go on dates, kiss, have their firsts. We are saying we want them to have a normal relationship, to enjoy their teenage love, to be awkward and be sweet, to live, to fucking be happy. And even if someone wants to write about them having sex, that’s their choice.

One thing that has been pissing me off is how Yuri suddenly becomes this pure innocent character whenever people talk about this, saying that he’s a kid. He’s not. He’s the most impulsive character of the whole story, he’s the character who at the age of 14 photographed two adults pole dancing half naked and kept those photos just because. He declared he would rather perform a program about sexual love, he seemed thrilled about it. Gosh, he’s not innocent. I’m not saying he has loads of experience, I don’t believe he does, but he is at wanking age for fuck’s sake, stop trying to tell me that you actually believe that at the age of 15 boys are playing with little cars, stuffed toys and dolls.

Now, people also seem to be assuming that Otabek is this experienced character, an adult. Guys, he barely turned 18. It’s not as simple as that. If I know anything about being a teen, getting older, he’s probably scared as fuck, having a constant existential crisis about what the hell he’s doing with his life, coming to terms with he’s new found freedom and “gosh I’m legally an adult”. He didn’t wake up one day with he’s life figured out.

God, you are basically trying to tell me that it is illegal for them to have sex, and it is, but only because they were born in those specific countries. Had one of them been born in a country where the age of consent is 14, it would be totally fine. So, this, the ship being “gross”, is a matter of geography and demographics?

Actually, had Yuri been born in Italy, for example, would we be having this fight? Because: “The age of consent in Italy is 14 years, with a close-in-age exception that allows those aged 13 to engage in sexual activity with partners who are less than 3 years older. The age of consent rises to 16 if one of the participants has some kind of influence on the other (e.g. teacher, tutor, adoptive parent, etc.).

You are aware that if they had met, let’s say, three months before that, it would be fine, because both of them would be minors? Or if they had met three months later, it would also be fine because Yuri would already be 16 and therefore legally able to consent? Now tell me, are those three months going to decide whether Yuri is a pure innocent human being or Otabek is an experienced pervert?

I mean, had Otabek decided to stay in his mum’s vagina for a couple more weeks or had Yuri decided that he was tired of being inside his mum’s vagina a couple weeks earlier, it would be totally fine.

This whole discussion is pointless.

Actually, let’s talk about sex. Let’s talk about smut. Using AO3 as a reference, the most common ship involving Yuri in sexual scenarios is Yuri x Yuuri x Victor. Then Yuri x JJ. And people are not even writing Yuri x Otabek because they are scared they’ll be sentenced to death. But people have been writing about Victor and Yuri, and Yuri and Yuuri for months now. My point being: people will continue writing, because it is just fiction, and that allows us to do whatever we want. If I want to write a fiction about Yuri and Otabek banging, and if I say that in my story Yuri is legal, what do you have against me? This is pointless. It’s not a moral discussion, it’s literally just drama.

Are you trying to tell me that if 14 year old you developed a crush on a cute 17 yo and they actually wanted anything with you, you’d break up with them the moment they turned 18? That is if the age of consent in your country were to be 16, but what if it was 14? Would it be fine?

What if the age of consent in Russia was 14, would it be fine, would we be having this discussion? So, then again, to what length does the country he was born in affect the capacity of Yuri saying he’s ready of not for something that has to do with his own body?

Once again, it’s not like he’s ignorant on the topic. Hello, hello, it’s our society. We are constantly bombarded with sex, and it’s not like Yuri wouldn’t be able to kick the hell out of Otabek if he ever tried something Yuri wasn’t comfortable with. Yuri is not an unprotected baby.

There are people losing their virginities at the age of 14, and I’m not saying that is fine, I’m saying no one’s ignorant on the topic anymore, and it’s nobody’s business but their own. I know a 16 year old who dates a 19 yo. A year ago, she was 15, and it would be wrong for them to have sex? No, coz the age of consent in my country is 14, but would their love be any less valuable or acceptable had they been born in Russia, for example?

All I’m saying is: being 15 or 16 doesn’t mean you’re ready for love or sex, but it also doesn’t mean you are not. Being 18 doesn’t make you an adult in any other aspect other than in the law of the country you were born in. One day you are 17 and the other you’re 18, but you don’t suddenly become a mature adult who just thinks about sex.

Bottom line: shipping doesn’t mean wanting a couple to have sex, age of consent doesn’t mean someone can’t have a relationship with another, and fiction means you are free to do what you want and write what you want. If it bothers you the fact that Yuri is 15, write about him being 16, or whatever age you want. He’s not real either way.

Now, if you don’t ship it, if you think it is gross, there are a few steps you can take to make your life happier and less stressful: don’t look into the ship tags, block people who ship it and share things that make you uncomfortable, don’t search for art or fan fiction. You are totally in control of what you see on the internet, and you don’t need to waste your time starting pointless fights. And if you still want to tell me it is wrong because it is illegal, I only have one thing to tell you: you know what else was illegal in Russia, like, 20 years ago, and considered a mental illness? Homosexuality. You know what still isn’t? Homophobia. You know what’s still not legal? Same sex marriage. Civil unions.

You want to come and talk about laws in our fucked up society? Don’t. You want to tell me that you don’t personally believe that Yuri is ready for a relationship or you just don’t ship it? That’s fine. Just don’t be an asshole, and please, block me. Because I will reblog stuff about them, I will write stuff about them, I will fangirl about them and your sorry ass excuse for morals are not going to stop me.

I see that a bunch of people are saying that Viktor fell in love with Yuuri a year ago, but I don’t think that’s really true, or even does justice to their beautiful and meaningful relationship.

A lot of romance stories have that idea of “falling in love at first sight” though not quite as dramatic as in fairy tales. But that’s not Viktor’s and Yuuri’s story.

They’re awkward, they’re insecure around each other, they make mistakes, they don’t know what to do to help the other… at first. They get to know each other. Their relationship is slow. It takes time. Yuuri starts off idolizing Viktor so much that he has a nervous breakdown when he simply pokes Viktor’s hair. But then later in episode 7, he realizes that they’re now equals, that neither of them are perfect. But it takes time.

And that’s what makes their relationship so beautiful and unique. They fall in love with each other as they get to know each other and see more and more of the other. They fall in love with the good parts, the bad parts, the insecure parts, the awkward parts, the funny parts. Everything.

Now don’t get me wrong,

Very clearly this is the face of a man who is s h o o k. Yuuri obviously made a huge impression on him, one way or another (okay like how would he fucking not THE BOY LITERALLY GOT UP ON A POLE HALF NAKED AND DID A FUCKING STRIPPER DANCE AND WAS HOT AS HELL PLEASE SOMEONE HOLD ME I AM DEAD). That night one year ago is definitely the start of Viktor’s interest in Yuuri as he sees huge potential in (and a sexy as fucking hell ass on)  our little katsudon. But is it love? No…. not yet.

I think that their love really started to develop as they interacted with each other on a personal level, and that is what really sets them apart from the typical shonen-ai/yaoi ships, and even romances in general.

So beautiful.

I screamed so much out of pure joy and disbelief and love during this entire episode that my throat still burns. :’))))

Feelings (Part 2)

Barry Allen x Reader (part 2)

Author: Bekah814 

Summary: You return to Central City after your fiancé Clarence died in a tragic car accident that you survived. You reconnect with your old friends and loved ones and run into the one person you hoped you wouldn’t see, Barry Allen. He’s ecstatic that you’re back and is doing everything to win you over and rekindle your old relationship. Will you let him back into your heart or did his previous choices shut him out forever?

tag list: @eeveisawesome4 , @thebookwormfairy, @letsgetfuckingsuperwholocked


Request: Can you do another part to feelings You return to Central city after your we’re the reader has been gone for awhile and fell in love with someone else then she lost him in some tragedy so she goes back to Central city and the team realizes that she’s changed. They eventually find out she lost someone and after a series of events she and Barry get together but she doesn’t make it easy for him at all

Part 1 Masterlist

Word count:2804

Pairings: Reader x OC, Barry Allen x Reader, Barry Allen x Iris West, Reader x Team Flash  

Warnings: Cursing, Character Death, sad-ish,

(A/N): Okay so I was originally gonna take this an entirely different way, but since I got this specific request for this I decided to do this like this and make another one for the other idea I had in mind. I hope this is exactly what you wanted so please request again!

PS: This is gonna be 3 parts since it was getting kinda long.

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You took one final look back at your old home and wiped your eyes as you climbed into your car. You started your car and began to drive, leaving the house you had made your home about a year and a half ago, in your rearview mirror. You didn’t want to leave, but you had to you couldn’t stay in Star City anymore not after the heartbreak you just went through. Yes, you were leaving another place you had come to know and love because you had gotten your heart broken, but this time it wasn’t unrequited love that caused you to flee. It was the feeling of having the man you love leave you in the worst way possible.

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