i made it so i may as well post it


You should never feel ashamed for any sort of mental illness you may have or the medication you need to take to help you function. “Normal” people rely on the same stuff, yours just happens to be store bought.

Based off this post. I have both depression and anxiety so that quote made me feel a little better about the fact that my brain is wired differently. I hope it might help other people as well.

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Please do not repost, reblog instead and leave all artists comments intact, thank you!


                                     You may be gone
                     But out here in the desert
   Your shadow lives on without you



i’ll open commissions so i can take a trip in may :3c~

do you want me to draw your OC? Asriel ? your OC kissing 
Asriel? well my friend now that’s possible !

here are the prices ~ (i finally made it)

Any extra character will cost 20% of the commission 

What can i draw:




-humans a little


-vanilla nsfw

What i cannot draw:



these are the basics but i would recommend you guys to send me your request and i’ll tell you whenever i can draw it or not! 

i only have paypal! 

if you need reference of my nsfw please send me an ask and i’ll send you my blog link ! 

donations are open as well my lovely generous friends ~

just send me an ask so i can give you my email ! 

payments are done after i finish the commission and you guys are okay with my work


Source:【Oh!バーロード】ものまね by まつもと
Full resolution: http://imgur.com/a/ASIoD

This Moment Alone

Pairing: Keith/Lance (Klance)

Words:  1,442

On Ao3

Summary:  Lance wants to practice kissing with Keith. And Keith thinks that’s utterly ridiculous. But what’s even more ridiculous? He actually does it.

“Come on, Keith. It’s normal, everyone does it!” Lance tried to persuade as he followed Keith to the edge of his bed.

Ridiculous. It was ridiculous. Keith didn’t care what Lance considered ‘normal’ since he once saw the guy eat a peanut butter and jelly sandwich with pickles. As far as Keith was concerned, Lance could take his customs and go find someone else to harass.

“It is not normal, Lance. Maybe in those weird rom-coms you watch, but not in the real world, you know, where everyone else lives.” Keith said, rifling through his bedside table just to have an excuse to turn his blushing face away from Lance.

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I must say that the advocacy against mental health stigma is thriving.

We are on the winning side in this constant battle. And that is because of the people who openly and shamelessly post about their mental illness on social media not because they’re attention seekers but because they want to prove to society that mental illness is not a made up fairy tale.

So to the girl who posted a picture of how thin she was because of anorexia and how she gained weight now, I am proud that you’re eating well now.

To the boy who posted a picture of his scars half a year ago, I am proud that you’re not cutting yourself anymore. And that takes a lot of courage and willpower. Well done.

And to everyone who writes, muse, or make poems about mental illness, I am happy that you are alive in this universe because you have a story to tell that may change people’s lives forever.

Brothers and sisters. As long as we don’t kill ourselves we will not be oppressed. We will win this war. There is hope.

—  Juansen Dizon

Months & Days of the Month

Hey guys, I’ve officially completed my second year at university! All of my exams are over and I’m really excited to be back at home with my family. I realised however, a while ago I made a post about the days of the week in Japanese and I forgot to make a follow-up post about the months in Japanese. So I’m sorry about the delay in this post~ I hope everyone is doing well with their studies, and good luck if it’s also your exam block time!

  1. 一月・いちがつ・January
  2. 二月・にがつ・February
  3. 三月・さんがつ・March
  4. 四月・しがつ・April
  5. 五月・ごがつ・May
  6. 六月・ろくがつ・June
  7. 七月・しちがつ・July
  8. 八月・はちがつ・August
  9. 九月・くがつ・September
  10. 十月・じゅうがつ・October
  11. 十一月・じゅういちがつ・November
  12. 十二月・じゅうにがつ・December

As you can tell the months are really easy to remember as long as you know how to count in Japanese, as it’s only “one month = January”, “second month = February”, etc.

However, days of the month are a bit trickier to remember and will require you to just memorise the days rather than following any patterns or rules.

I hope this helps you out and please feel free to send me lots of requests about anything you would like me to make a post on, or something you’re not sure about!


Ok so I’ve been seeing a lot of posts about Vriska and Aranea, and just the Serkets in general going around lately so I figure it’s time to plug a character comparison for the two based off some posts ive been around tumblr

I want to link some of these posts here but I can’t find them, though if someone had a link I’ll take it and link the other posts people have made about asap because it influenced a lot of this. 

(Also this may be long, sorry)

Anyway, moving on.

Vriska and Aranea heavily contrast. When Aranea was introduced she was prim and proper, and polite. Vriska on the other hand, was introduced as a bit of a jerk. She was rude and stepped on people and was a huge bitch. This is likely a big reason Aranea was perceived so well, while a lot of people hated Vriska.

Vriska grew up with an abusive lusus, she was forced to kill or be killed. She basically became a serial killer, but by troll standards, a model high blood. She was put in a spot where she had to be tough and this isolated her, she became rude and bitchy. She’s morally gray and has a different concept of heroism. She doesn’t take crap and she stops at nothing to gain her end goal.

Aranea grew up on a planet of peace, her main issue was that of her psychic abilities leading her insecurities. She can sense people’s emotions and when she senses the negative emotions directed at her, she dwells on them. Because of this people see her as overwhelming and needy. She wants attention no matter the cost, she wants to be relevant.

Now, to the topic of Mindfang’s effect on the girls.

Aranea sees Minfang as the person she could have been, a better version of herself. After Aranea couldn’t take her irrelevance in the new session, she inserted herself into it by force, and insisted to be called Mindfang. She dreamed of being someone of adventure, like in a book, and she got her with in her other life, but not this one.
For Vriska it was different. Mindfang was a persona she took on in FLARP, and also someone she felt the need to become. She became like a pirate, because this was what she needed to be strong. She used Mindfang to cope, and to find her sense of self. She used it to become strong enough to deal with her lusus, and to be able to kill people for her lusus without guilt, as is expected of the perfect troll.

Vriska was forced to become strong and tough, not to mention a bitch, just to survive. Aranea was put into a kind society with a developed social order and acted much more polite. However, they both unravel when things changed.

Vriska became soft, kind, and sensitive, she became who she really is under her facade. Aranea revealed her true self, someone much more malicious. Vriska was a jerk, but Aranea was a straight up manipulator, who tricked people through her polite exterior. Vriska put on a strong act because she needed to do it to live. Aranea put on a nice act because she used it to manipulate people.

Vriskas scheming was always one with the end goal in mind, sure, she wanted to boost her own image, but she also wanted succsess for everyone else. She didn’t God Tier John for her own gain, but for everyone’s gain. Even when she went to fight Bec Noir, she did it for everyone, but she’s stubborn and didn’t back down when Terezi warned her.

Aranea was much more cunning in her manipulations. She was in it for herself, and used everyone else as a stepping stool, all the while she still acted nice. She wanted attention, she wanted to be in the spotlight. She wouldn’t mind going down in infamy as long as she’s relevant. Her planning and trickery was smart. She knew what she was doing. She was clever and ready.

I remember seeing one post in particular I REALLY liked because the person who made it pointed out a very clear and clever analogy for the characters, if you can find it please link me so I can credit them for pointing this out. They stated that a good metaphor for the characters is Terezi’s eyesight. Vriska blinded Terezi, and Aranea healed Terezi. At first glance (not an intentional blind joke) it seems like Vriska is the big bad bitch who took away Terezi’s eyesight, and Aranea is the lovely healer who gives it back. This is wrong. Vriska may have blinded Terezi for revenge, however, she gave Terezi what she inevitablely needed to become who she is, to connect with her lusus, and to become a part of her. Aranea took that away, Terezi was already low in her abusive relationship with Gamzee, and when Aranea “healed” her, she fell further and deeper into her depression.

This is a perfect allusion to their personalities. One seems harsh and horrible, but hides a good nature with the good of everyone at heart. The other seems nice and sweet, but hides an ill manipulate intent.

A big theme in Homestuck is to not judge people through their exterior, and with some of the best character development, it lets us see the innerworkings of people. They aren’t 2D, and some wear facades. Good or bad. 

first follow forever!

heeeey guys! in celebration of kang hyunggu’s aka kino’s birthday and me reaching 600+ followers in a month, i’m doing a smol follow forever for all of my lovely mutuals ^^

(im rly sorry abt that header i cant do edits or graphics lmaoo i can only meme i deadass made this on snapchat rip T_T) 

i did a follow forever on my main kpop blog, @jeondarling, a year ago, and in it i included a small story on how i got into kpop haha so i thought itd be a good idea to include a small one here too! 

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the dawn of the sickfic / h/c writers' workshop

Hi, guys. J of @lickstynine here. This is a new blog I’ve just made, @torturing-characters-101, aka the Sickfic and H/C Writers’ Workshop.

The goal is to have a bunch of popular sickfic / h/c writers and aspiring sickfic / h/c writers come together to talk about technique, inspiration, ideas, resources, anything vaguely relevant to our writing.

I made this blog so that basically, all the writers that want to answer questions can become mods, and then the ones with questions can send asks and we answer them, as well as just posting tips and advice and whatnot. We may also reblog useful stuff like prompts/inspo/etc.

If you want to join as a mod, send me a message. If you have any questions, send a message or an ask.

Most importantly, if you think this is a good idea, please reblog. I want to get as many people involved as possible so we can turn this blog into a vast and knowledgeable resource.

Happy Birthday, @damelola! May this year be extra special for you. Please enjoy some birthday messages as well as some fanworks we have made for you.

AO3 Collection: GreatDame2017
Banner by @abydosdork and @txnmcky


happy birthday lola-pie! I like ur face! <3 Coop


Happy Birthday Lola. I am so grateful for all you contribute to this fandom. I eagerly gobble up your fic the moment I see it posted on Tumblr.  Though I am terrible about commenting, it always brightens my day.


Happy Birthday to my Perfect Pen Pal.  You bring me such joy.  I’m happy to celebrate the day you were born.  Here’s to a million more letters, headcanons, fics and laughs.


Happy Birthday Lola dear! I hope it’s full of laughter, fun and continued success. You are not only a fantastic writer but one of my favorite people. Many blessings as you enter a new year! I am so thankful for your talent and your friendship



Your writing inspires me and your generosity humbles me. Thank you for your indomitable spirit, your talent, and your friendship. Happy Happy Birthday!



Happy birthday Lola!

Thank you so much for all the stories. We’re so lucky to have you in this fandom to keep the SuperCat torch alive. Your updates always brighten up my day. Have a brilliant day, hun. And may the Grant Snark be with you always.

ps: actual depiction of me anytime I see a Notting Hill or Ballet AU



Happy Birthday, Lola! Hope you have a fantastic day filled with all the Supercat goodness you can handle!


Happy birthday to the diva who lets me constantly dump filth into your window and calls it inspiration.;)


Happy, happy birthday!

You’re always a voice of reason, respectful and your writing is awe-inspiring. You deserve all the best in life and I hope your day will be filled with good food and lots of laughter.

Regards, a huge fan of you and your writing.


Thanks for all the porn 😘


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MARY POPPINS OF FANDOM, LOLA. I am so glad you write for SuperCat and you write them so brilliantly! I love how interwoven and beautiful The Ballet AU is with both show canon things and freakin’ THEATRE THINGS!!! My two weaknesses right now (aside from Sanvers being adorable cuties). I’m also super glad that we’ve gotten the chance to talk this past month or so. It’s absolutely Mayka’s fault (as it always is, eh?) but has been a fantastic experience getting to know you and to bond over our mutual dislike of the other fandom, of our love and devotion for theatre and our thoughts on SuperCat.


Happy birthday Lola!

You are the most precious person I ever came across within the Supergirl’s fandom. You have a unique way with words and it makes you such an incredibly talented writer, sometimes I can’t believe how good your fictions are. Every single one is different but it’s deep and perfectly crafted and it echoes in me in ways I couldn’t possibly find elsewhere. I don’t have a favourite because all of them are pure gold but lately, I’m very invested in The Music and The Mirror. Thank you for everything.
You are a caring, kind, sassy and absolutely amazing soul and I’m fangirling over your existence.
You are a beautiful person, Lola.
Joyeux anniversaire ♥


happy birthday lola! you deserve all the fun and goodness in the worldd. i love all your fics!! thank you for helping keep the supercat fandom sane <3 <3 <3


Happy Birthday Lola from Octo!!  Thank you for being an absolute blessing and sharing your incredible writing with us, giving us hours and hours and HOURS of glorious absorbing worlds and entertainment. Have an AWESOME day and be merry!!


Happy Birthday!

Many thanks for all your wonderful efforts in fandom, both creating great stuff for us all to enjoy and share, and helping and encouraging others.

So here’s hoping you enjoy a year of health and happiness. Much luck to your new book and any other new stuff you grace us with, and may you have many more years of creativity and fun to come! Also many more memes because…Cat Grant and her pen definitely was a hit!

Good luck and much happiness in all you do,
PinkRabbitPro (Barb)


Happy Birthday Lola,

One of the first fics I read in the Supergirl fandom was So I Can Call (Just to Tell ‘Em I’m Fine). Needless to say, I was hooked. Your writing style is glorious. I always look forward to your stories; I’ve seen very few writers who understand their characters so completely. Your writing was one of the reasons I started writing again. I do hope you enjoy this birthday surprise and thank you for all you’ve given this fandom.



Happy birthday, Lola! I hope your birthday is as awesome as you. I absolutely love everything you write. You never fail to amaze me with your words inside fic and out.

I reread Asking Too Much probably too much, haha. But I still get chills reading it. Honestly I’m still not over chapter 17. Chapter 17 has gone down in history in my book and will forever be iconic to me. And I still laugh so hard every single time I read the ‘See ya!’ line by Alex at the end. Always has me cackling. The way you wrote Kara fully embracing Supergirl and starting the Supercenter, god. It’s freaking GENIUS. It’s so unique to everything else I’ve read. I still stumble and get mindblown thinking about it and rereading it, that storyline is just so brilliant.

I’ve never gotten around to writing my own fics, but I remember when I was really thinking about writing, you were so supportive and offered your help if I ever needed any. Thank you so much for that.

I really appreciate just how genuine you are and enjoy how outspoken you are. You truly are amazing and hope your birthday goes awesome, you deserve it. Happy birthday, Lola <3



Happy Birthday! May it be filled with things as fabulous as you are though that will be super hard because that is a very short list of things. All the best in the coming year. I love you muchly and am glad I get the chance to know you. Also I’m glad that I get to read the rich worlds and stories that you create. It’s consistently amazing and I’m happy it’s being recognized with your snazzy new book deal :D  



Happy birthday Lola!! I hope you have a wonderful day and get to eat all the cupcakes. My favorite fic of yours is With An Open Hand, because I love the playful version of Kara who is not afraid to push further with Cat to get what she wants… and also for the pen!kink, never forget the pen!kink :P

Of course I love all your other supercat fics as well. The Music and the Mirror is brilliantly done, and I get so excited for each update. Thank you for all the time you spend writing and headcanoning and overall spreading the supercat joy. And once more, happy birthday!



Happy birthday, Lola! Thank you for all of the beautiful work you share with us, for the insight and energy you bring to the SuperCat fandom, and for being such a kind and supportive person. Your writing and your presence are deeply cherished. Hope you have a great day and the best year yet to come.


Lola, happy birthday. Again, I want to say thank you. Your kindness and never-ending support made it possible for me to get the confidence and post my work on AO3 and Tumblr for the world to see. You are a fantastic fanfic writer and an all around amazing person. You are a wonderful human being and I’m so glad that I have the pleasure and privilege to have met you and talked to you. Honestly, the world could use a lot more people like you in it. I hope you have a fantastic birthday. You’re the absolute best and you do so much for everyone around you, even strangers who you meet in passing. Happy Birthday, Lola. I hope its a good one!


I hope you have a wonderful birthday Lola! I’m a big fan of your writing. I especially love how you come up with new and exciting ways to bring Kara and Cat together in your stories. Thank you for sharing your gifts and amazing talent, and for all of the things you do for this fandom. :D


Dearest, Darlingest Lola,

According to Facebook, we have been friends for over 7 years. Honestly, that surprises me because it feels like we’ve been friends for as long as I can remember.

I truly don’t have the words to tell you what you mean to me or how grateful I am to Dolly or whatever other deity it was that brought us together. I just know that without you, my life would be very, very different. And not in a good way.

We have shared so much over the years. Stopping shows, football in gay bars, your wedding (!!), pokerverse, and all things in between. You are a brilliant writer that everyone in the fandoms you write for is lucky to have and someone who I am so happy I can text at all hours of the day and night to share fic ideas, fandom theories, or just anything that is on my mind. You are snarky and won’t take shit from anyone and you’ve helped me to grow a backbone and be more outspoken myself since I’ve known you. And in the last year, you have been the most wonderful, supportive friend when I needed one the most.

Thank you for always being there for me. I love you to the moon and back, from Mirandy to 9 to 5 to Swan Queen to Supergirl and beyond. I hope you have the most wonderful birthday and I cannot wait to get to see your face in real life and squish you like crazy in like two months.

Love, love, love, always,

Tiff (aka writetherest, but you better freakin’ know that!)



Happy birthday, sugar lips! I am so glad that once again two fictional characters pushed us together in another fandom. The trash bin has been great and I’m so glad I’ve gotten to know you better. You are one talented, sassy lady. I hope this year is the best yet, with many more to come. I heart your face!! <3 - Torch

this year has been a living hell in a lot of ways, but guess what? you’re still here, and you made it through what may have been some of the toughest months for you both mentally and physically. you are so strong, and so inspiring, and i am so proud of you. let’s make 2017 a year of self-love and happiness. i believe in you. ♡♡

Time Won’t Change Us

Inspired by the “Borrowing Problems from the Future” 3x10 promo. Barry’s struggling to live in the present, and it isn’t long before he has to let Iris in on what awaits her before he destroys himself. I’ve re-watched that promo more times than humanly healthy and I hoped writing this would calm me but it only made it worse. Send help. Title inspired by that amazing promo image that I still can’t get over even after all this time.

Also posted on AO3.

His heart was beating fast.

Well, fast for him. It may have been a while since she first felt his faster regular heartbeat all those years ago in Jitters after the worst nine months of her life, but Iris had it all but imprinted in her subconscious by now. After watching Barry die so many times that she lost count, she had needed the reassurance that he was really there with her, to know that she wasn’t dreaming.

Before, all she had to placate her was their natural affectionate touches and her eyesight, with the firm reminder every once in a while that she wasn’t hallucinating seeing her best friend walking and talking and awake if everyone else around her saw Barry, too.

And though Iris no longer had to fear her sanity as far as the coma went, a new worry took its place. She knew first hand that Barry being the Flash was extremely dangerous—that every time he sped away might be the last time she ever saw him. Instead of needing to know that Barry was awake, Iris needed to know that he was alive, and to remind him that there would always be someone waiting for him, someone for him to come home to.

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Happy Valentine’s Day

Originally posted by ansekenamun

Prompt: It’s Valentine’s Day and the reader wants to do something for Dean, even if they aren’t together and she has hidden feelings for him. 

Words: 1,722

A/N: I was going to post this on, well, Valentine’s Day, but its like 2 in the morning here and I had a very busy Valentine’s Day. I hope you all had a great one! This may be a day late, but better late than never. Remember, I take requests so don’t be afraid to message/ask me! 

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Daily life prompts

Give me a character / pairing and a number (or three), and I’ll draw! :DDD Or write! I mean these could work as writing things, too!  (Note: I made these with Dragon Age loosely in mind, but idk they work pretty well for a lot of things I guess.)

I kept them purposefully kinda vague, I just. have a mighty need for domestic / daily life stuff forever and always, and also the freedom to do with the prompt what I want. xD Feel free to add your own!

  1. Cooking
  2. Crafting / potionmaking
  3. Gardening / taking care of plants
  4. Gathering resources
  5. Tending to an animal / a pet
  6. Cleaning
  7. Repairing something
  8. Maintaining equipment
  9. House maintenance
  10. Setting up / cleaning up camp
  11. Morning routine
  12. Bedtime routine
  13. Bathing / washing up
  14. Personal maintenance
  15. Hobbies
  16. Shopping
  17. Workout / sparring / training
  18. Tending to injuries
  19. Sick day
  20. Seasonal chores (feel free to specify season)
  21. wildcard (please specify)

Pfft I’m never gonna do anything more with this guy so I may as well post him.

I…. made an Overwatch character and he is a good boy. he is a mail omnic called the Deliverer who sends you healing packages!! He has a bubble wrap shield. I dunno If I’m ever going to get around to making his weapons but he’s very sweet and cares about your happiness.  also he just….really loves mail.