i made it all by myself yay

“Under this gentle glow…”

Similar works:

“And then there was light…” 
“A place in the sun…” 
“Run, run, run…” 


Hi everyone! So these past couple of weeks have been stressful, eventful and all round challenging. But a lot has happened so I thought I would update you guys :) 

1. I finally started my study youtube channel

2. Changed my URL and got my own domain!

3. Bought myself a new camera (possibly going to do some vlogging in the future?? :P ) 

4. So My birthday happened…yay?! I’m finally an adult hahaha responsibilities tho….urgh. I’m so grateful to have such amazing friends, who made my birthday so much fun and memorable. Also…can we appreciate their birthday presents?? Like those aren’t all of the things I got from them, but I wanted to show you guys how they literally fuel my addiction to cute stationery. One of my best friends is Japanese and her mom had bought all this cute stationery (and well my friend isn’t as obsessed as I am) and she told her mom that I LOVE Japanese stationery…lo and behold I GOT SUCH CUTE JAPANESE STATIONERY!!! What she didn’t know was that I had these things in my amazon shopping cart, only one click away from buying them myself :P So that was a lovely surprise. AND she also got me this adorable washi tape (I forgot to put it in the picture :/) and the print is of the Tokyo skyline and it’s soooo cute.

So yeah, that’s been the last few weeks of my life in a nutshell. I know that I haven’t been online too much and haven’t posted at all recently but I’ve had to deal with a lot of school stress and personal stuff and asdfghjkl I’m glad to be back!! 


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ML Fic Rec!

For hitting 300+ followers on this blog, the Ml fic rec I promised a few milestones ago is now here and done! There are fluffy fics, angsty, drabbles and multi-chapter fics, any for your reading needs! Some of these I’ve finished long ago, and some are ones that I’ve only read the first chapter of, but it was too amazing to leave out.


G and K: For anyone to read, nothing to worry about!

K+: Content may not be suitable for younger readers.

T: Violence, minor coarse language, and minor suggestive adult themes.

N/R: Not Rated, or it didn’t have a rating on it. Nothing is above the T rating on this list though!

N/C: Not counted, didn’t have a word count.

Paws Fur Coffee by @crispypata

Rating: G. Chapters: 6/6, 32,707 words.

He was so sure that Ladybug would already push him off a rooftop if she knew his civilian identity worked at a café called “Paws Fur Coffee” of all names (the owner is a dog person, but he’ll take it), but his flub on the chalkboard menu just topped it all off.

His neat handwriting read back to him: “Chai Noir”.

(In which Adrien Agreste has some really cool ideas about the special drink of the week and gets to know a regular customer.)

Well, excuse me, princess! by @metawohoo

Rating: T. Chapters: 9/9, 17,816 words.

By the eleventh time the Evillustrator went to abduct Chloe Bourgeois, her family’s butler knew the boy’s favorite tea flavor and which type of coffee biscuits (Amarettis) he preferred. The mayor did not hesitate to pat the boy on the shoulder, and to discuss his life choices.

Tikki’s New Friend by @panda013

Rating: G. Chapters: 10/10, 100,838 words.

The dog was easily the height of his chest, and the young woman walking it could have only come up to his shoulder. But she was just cheerfully walking along beside the dog, chatting and laughing happily with a redheaded young woman. The dog was a big black beast—he didn’t know the breed then, nor did he particularly care, but it whined pitifully when its equally dark-haired owner paused to read a street sign. She just giggled and reached out a hand to ruffle its fur, and the giant’s tail wagged happily.

Roulette by @gigiree

Rating: G. Chapters: 1/1, 1,359 words.

It’s a gamble and both players have the advantage. Chest Kiss prompt.

The Kitchen Gods by @miracufic

Rating: G. Chapters: 1/1, 9,474 words.

Adrien needs an independent cash flow; the Dupain-Chengs need someone to work part-time at the bakery over the summer.

Marinette mostly needs someone to keep her heart from stopping.

Stray Chat by @pozolegirl

Rating: G. Chapters: 10/?, 59,463 words.

Adrien just really wants to be friends with Marinette…. but…. it’s hard to be friends with Marinette Dupain-Cheng and not become a little tongue tied around her.
Eventually Chat Noir will become essentially adopted by Marinette and they will both be hiding things as they start on the new adventure of being roommates.

Trading Advice by @megatraven

Rating: G. Chapters: 1/1, 1,361 words.

When Nino and Marinette hang out, they get advice from each other in regards to relationships.

Summer Heat by @agreste-dupain-cheng

Rating: G. Chapters: 1/1, 1,198 words.

It’s too hot for Marinette to focus on studying, and certain Cat doesn’t help matters. But he does have his virtues.

raindrops by @faith-xx-love

Rating: G. Chapters: 1/1, 127 words.

Drabble. The heavens open up and the skies cry but it’s the pouring memories that you can’t erase.

Inspired by Episode 26 – Origin Episode Part 2

Chocolate Cake by @mayallthebaconburn

Rating: G. Chapters: 6/6, 16,961 words.

Adrien offers to help Marinette while she’s taking care of the bakery on her own.

If You Give a Kwami a Cracker by @pftones3482

Rating: K+. Chapters: 1/1, 5,506 words.

…it might just end up with your best friend figuring out your secret identity. One shot.

Chasing the C/h/at Walk by @runningoutofink 

warning: no sexual content, just references to it for humor, and near the end it gets more intimate, but nothing ever happens.

Rating: T. Chapters: 13/13, 112,395 words.

Paris. The city of lights, love and fashion. Follow the progress of Marinette Dupain Cheng as she enters the extremely competitive world of Reality television for a chance to be the winner of Project Runway: France.

Quiet Ice, Silent Nights by @thelastpilot

Rating: G. Chapters: 8/8, 38,748.

Cat Noir is on a late night patrol when he catches sight of an elegant lone figure skater, and is surprised to discover it is his classmate Marinette.

Sage Advice on Love and Rock and Roll by @sarahcada

Rating: N/R. Chapters: 1/1, N/C words.

Uncle Jagged Stone gives his sort-of niece Marinette dating advice.

Le Diable by @lastroseofspring

Rating: N/R. Chapters: 1/1, N/C words.

Studying isn’t easy for Marinette when her tutor keeps purring and kneading you like the cat he is.

i know you by @ladybugandblackchat

Rating: T. Chapters: 7/?, 63,196.

So Chat gets bored and decides to visit his Princess, duet singing is the result.

Nokia by @darkscaleswriter

Rating: K+. Chapters:1/1, 2,079

An akuma with invincible armor forces Ladybug and Chat Noir to get… creative. Featuring power tools, a bathroom sink, and an industrial oven. Freaking Nokias.

Le Cirque de la Miraculeuse by shmulia

Rating: G. Chapters: 5/?, 26,845 words.

The circus arrives at midnight; a place for mystery and magic, it hosts an unwilling contest between two magicians who are players in a game they can’t control…

Showcase by @bounemr

Rating: G. Chapters: 13/?, 37,351 words.

“Showcase” is a Miraculous Ladybug Pokemon AU, taking the characters from ML and placing them in the pokemon world. With Adrien as a Performer, renowned on the internet as his stage identity “Chat Noir”, and Marinette trying to reach her dreams as a fashion designer, both of them have to make very important decisions. Gifted with mega evolution, they must fight or flee in the face of the new threat to Lumiose City and the people and pokemon that call it home.

get lucky by @clairelutra

Rating: T. Chapters: 2/?, 4,568 words.

come on baby, we ain’t gonna live forever
let me show you all the things that we could do
you know you wanna be together
and i wanna spend the night with you

“It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a superhero in possession of a beautiful teammate must be in want of a love story.”

A Ladynoir tale.

tangled ribbons by @sadrien

Rating: G. Chapters:11/13, 54,535 words.

Marinette is a small studio dancer who wins a scholarship to a summer long ballet intensive. Adrien is a famous ballet dancer who would rather be at home than at said intensive. The end of the summer will bring about a showcase that could make Marinette’s career, if she can ignore Chloé and focus on something other than Adrien.

Sore muscles, coffee breaks, and video chats ensue. And there is an awful lot of fondue.

Everything by @chassecroise

Rating: G. Chapters: 1/1, 1,160 words.

While they’re trapped together inside the animal cage at the zoo, Nino and Alya have quite an interesting conversation.

Boutique by @miraculer

Rating: N/R. Chapters: 4/?, 4,611 words.

In which Marinette opens an online store, Adrien is hormonal, and Alya is bae.

Picture Perfect by @kingsandthieves

Rating: T. Chapters: 1/1, 3,274 words.

Chat Noir’s suggestion of doing a charity event sounded like the perfect idea, until Alya decided to organise a suggestive calendar shoot. Not only is giving the overly-exuberant Chat Noir a chance to showcase himself a really bad idea, but Marinette doesn’t know where to even begin with posing in front of a camera.

It’s a lucky thing someone knows what they’re doing.

Kiss and Dash by RicardianScholar Clark-Weasley warning: intense-ish kissing.

Rating: T. Chapters: 7/7, 15,940.

It starts of when Marinette kisses Adrien on a dare and runs off but it really spirals out of control when Chat Noir takes revenge with his own kiss and dash. Do all people kiss the same way?

My Fair Lady by @marchofthethieves

Rating: N/R. Chapters: 1/?, N/C words.

Chat needs an answer, even if its not the one he wants.

It’s a Cat’s World by @ozxiii 

warning: intense kissing. like thats it.

Rating: T. Chapters: 2/?, 6,497 words.

Chat doesn’t know when he began to watch Marinette. Perhaps it was after the Evillustrator, or maybe when he saw her stand up to Chloe for Mylene. Maybe it was later than, or perhaps it was before all of that. But he made a point to check in on his princess after his patrols, and he always felt better knowing that she was safe.

The Things You Do by WhoReallyKnows

Rating: T. Chapters: 2/?, 3,007 words.

Anthony Dupain-Cheng led a normal life; Nothing out of the ordinary ever happened to him, and he liked it that way.
Then, like usual, Marinette brought her weirdness into it. He had been fine with her pasting pictures of her classmate all over the walls, and had been pretty chill with her odd obsession with putting food into her purse but never eating it. But this, oh no, this crossed the line.
His sister was Ladybug. /Mother Fucking Ladybug/.

Pick-Up and Chase by @skaylanphear

Rating: T. Chapters: 6/10, 16,431 words.

After she accidentally trips into Adrien and apologizes about “falling for him,” Marinette learns that he’s no match for cheesy pick-up lines–whether they were unintended or not. And while she finds it flattering that he turns into a flustered mess with only a few words, Marinette comes to regret making him uncomfortable. That is, until she learns he’s Chat Noir. At which point the phrase “just desserts” becomes a permanent fixture in her everyday plans.

A story in which Adrien is flustered, Marinette is smooth as glass at dropping lines, and Chat Noir gets the romance he was always asking for–even if he doesn’t quite know how to handle it.

What’s the Darkness Like? by @nya-and-spots

Rating: N/R. Chapters: 1/1, N/C words.

Nooroo only wanders around the big mansion at night. So when he discovers Plagg, after a heavy conversation, the Cat Miraculous wonders- just how frightening is it to be a weapon of war than of peace?

We Need To Talk by @frostedpuffs

Rating: G. Chapters: 1/1, 1,259 words.

Adrien and Marinette have been together for nearly five months now. When an akuma attacks hits the school and Marinette can’t get away to transform quick enough, Chat Noir comes to her rescue, but does something Marinette would have never, ever expected.

adrien is a fucking idiot, basically

This drabble by @miraculouslyunlucky

Rating: N/R. Chapters: 1/1, N/C words.

Ways to say I love you: 30-Too quick, mumbled into your scarf possibly?

Photoshoot by @miraculous-hearts

Rating: N/R. Chapters: 1/1, N/C words.

Somehow, someway, Marinette got sucked in. She can’t remember quite how she got into this situation, but she wasn’t going to complain. After all, who would say no to a photo shoot with Adrien Agreste!. But they only problem was…Ladybug was the one posing with the teen model. Since Adrien was going to be modeling new Ladybug and Chat Noir inspired clothing, it seemed only fitting that the famed super heroin would join him. For some reason, they couldn’t get Chat to join them. It seemed odd to Ladybug, since she figured he would love the attention.

Pounce by @kagesora/ @actualaster

Rating: N/R. Chapters: 1/1, N/C words.

Adrien being a giant dork and embarrassing himself completely when his more feline side shows.  In class.

He’s a Siren by @miraculousturtle

Rating: T. Chapters: 7/?, 31,563 words.

Merman AU. Their meeting is orchestrated by fate, conducting them one at a time to step on the stage. With the flick of the baton, in time, they will sing the same song, but only if they aren’t swept away by the ocean’s mighty waves.

All Ladybug wishes is to have a Chat Noir by her side, but what Marinette finds is that maybe she just needs a more aquatic companion.

Sleepy Cuddles by @quicksilversquared

Rating: G. Chapters: 3/3, 10,478 words.

Both Adrien and Marinette have the tendency to cuddle up to others in their sleep, as both Nino and Alya have experienced. So when the opportunities arise, they toss their friends together and let the snuggles commence.

The Butterfly Effect by @catnoirism

Warning: Graphic Deceptions of Violence.

Rating: T. Chapters: 1/?, 1,794 words.

Twenty days ago, he was normal.

Twenty days after, he had his whole will driven to commit acts like biting bullets or juggling meat cleavers with his bare hands, whichever was doable at the moment.

In Pleantea of Time by @brettanomycroft

Rating: N/R. Chapters: 1/1, N/C words.

Marinette freezes in her spot behind the counter. Busy replenishing the tins of loose leaf tea for the more popular brews, she hadn’t heard the delicate chime at the front door. She turns in slow-motion to the shop floor, watching as the new customer starts chatting with the blond standing by the shelves. She hadn’t heard the front door chime, which means it’s too late-

“Oh, I have no uncertainteas about finding the right blend for you.”

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so there’s a fair near where I live that reminds me of Ninjago because there’s a big famous roller coaster and also it’s where I went on my first date

anyway I like the idea of Jay and Nya redoing their first date because it would be adorable and cause the first time didn’t go so well

featuring Jay in the outfit I wore to the fair the other day bc it was cute and I feel like Jay totally would have worn it

stephicness  asked:

So we hear about your headcanons for main characters, but what about you? How do you think you'd fit into the FFXV universe? :o Curiosity, but I'd be excited to hear more about you and stuff!

Oh wow! Hmmm… for basics about me, I’ll be feeling turning 22 next month, I’m currently in my last year of university/college (FINALLY, YAY), and I’m studying medicine.

In reality, I’m usually very quiet but I’m also very friendly. Much like Ignis, I’m made of sass and coffee. Much like Prompto, I’m an avid photog and I love cuddling cute animals. I’m an INFJ, so I would get along with ENFP Prompto wonderfully lol.

Anywho! Where would I fit into the FFXV universe though…? I hadn’t really even thought about that! Let’s be real, I’d be all over that ray of chocobo sunshine.

All kidding aside, I would normally see myself in a red mage type roll, but that’s nonexistent in Eos unless you’ve got Noct or Regis’s magic to back you up. So you can bet your bottom dollar that I would be a member of the crownsguard (if they would take me haha). My goodness, it would be intimidating, but so fun! I would for sure specialize in polearms/lances, one-handed swords as my secondary. And if Noct let me use his magic, I’d be casting spells left and right, hehe. In battle, I’m sure I’d be the one running around rescuing people and handing out potions and elixirs. It’s really natural for me to take up the caretaker role.

As for how I would fit in with our chocobros and friends, I know I would get along perfectly with Prompto, Ignis, and Luna - I can relate to them all and their personality types match up well with my own. I would loooove to road trip it with my four fave dorks, too. Ugh that would be so fun, sign me up!

I would love to be from Lucis (although Altissia is gorgeous), more specifically Insomnia. I’m a city girl through and through - I went to Tokyo last year and I fell in love with that city. Being able to live in FFXV’s Tokyo? Yes please!

I have no idea if this is what you were looking for, but I hope it’s alright anyway! It was really just a jumble of my thoughts, hehe ^^

In Another Life - Sleep


summary: a chaptered fic made up of a series of smutty oneshots taking place in the pastel!dan and punk!phil alternate universe

genre: smut, angst, and fluff (the holy trinity as one unites again amen)

warnings: in this particular oneshot - swearing, cockslut!dan, slight somnophilia but not really, blowjob, dirty talk, riding

word count:  2106 (well dammit)

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a/n: okay yay i’ve made a second chapter! sorry for all of the drabbles, i’ve found myself really busy. special s/o to holly for encouraging me and telling me that i can do it and for helping me write this fic :) what dan does to phil in this fic is consensual and yes, i think that is it. i feel like i’m going to pass out now it’s almost two in the morning ughghghg. i hope you enjoy! <33

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I haven’t posted anything in a while, but actually made quite a bit of things. Expect to be spammed, because yay, I finally manned up and got myself a decent camera and aaah, now you can see all the details! And his cloak is made of an old wasp nest! things I do for craft.

This is Eonwe for confusedpumpkin. It’s the second time I’m making him, if I told you the first version was eaten by a dog, it wouldn’t be very far from truth. Not by a dog, and not eaten, but something along these lines.

To be honest, I have no idea how I picture Eonwe. An avenging archangel comes to mind first. But if I’m completely truthful with myself, my perfect Eonwe would be Tilda Swinton in Constantine. Because HOT. And disturbing, as maia should be (imo). 

For the past few years of playing Sims 2, I have had the worst luck. 

After taking a little bit of a break (as we all do), I decided that I wanted to play Veronaville.  I quietly re-made over the lots (the Summerdream house!  UGH!), I took my time and really enjoyed myself.  I was very excited to start actual game play.  Well, I’m finally at the point of being able to play out the lives of our beloved little Sims. Yay! I went straight in to the Summerdream house thinking that starting off at the party would be a good jumping point.  That’s when things started to go a little weird.

Their needs will just randomly plummet out of nowhere, object errors being thrown around, homework is not clickable, etc. etc. 

I want to bang my head against the wall.  

Update: Made it through the day woohoo!!

- Two hours of physical therapy (re-evaluation appointment plus work on my hip and exercises)

- grocery shopping (and only forgot three items, which is impressive considering I forgot my grocery list)

- five hours of internship in which I think I impressed my bosses so yay!

- managed to eat, take all pills (so far haha) and write a to-do list

I’m ridiculously proud of myself and feel like I made a little progress in getting my life together today. Thanks to every one who sent words of encouragement today, I couldn’t respond earlier, but they helped me power through!

Now to go eat dinner and collapse in bed.

My life as a transexual, Pt. 3

Continuation of my life story:

So, my life became alot easier, I had places where I could actually be more like myself and my own stuff for when I was alone at home. I also got my first girlfriend around this time who approved of it.

It continued on like that and I opened up more and more until I for the first time actually told someone the whole truth while I was being drunk and having a breakdown since my girlfriend had just left me all of a sudden (yay me).
She took it really good, but I could tell how bad she was feeling for me and she made me come out to everyone about it and actually get help.

So one week after I came out to her about it I had told all who were close to me that I was transsexual. Or well all except my family.
One week after that I came out on social media and all that shit and I was no longer ashamed of who I was. So now everyone exept my parents knew about it.
I could stand up for myself and I was proud, but I was still to insecure to actually start living as a woman.

So, after quite a while I decided to actually tell my mother about all this, she pretended to take it good and that there was nothing wrong about it. So the next day I decided to make myself look pretty, or atleast how I felt more comfortable, to show her what it actually looked like.
She totally fliped and threatened to throw me out and told me to get all that shit of before my father got home. So I realised that I would never be able to be myself at home and my mother made sure to tell me how wrong and disgusting I was every chance she got and the threat to throw me out came daily.

I lived like that for about a year, I was still open about it all, but to actually start living as myself had to wait.
I did however start the evaluation during this time.

Then I meet my second partner, who also were MtF and after she told her mother about my situation with the daily harassment etc. she offered me to live with them instead.
I didn’t know if I were to go for it or not, on one hand I could finally get away from my parents and live as myself, but I would have to move halfway across the country and leave all my friends who had supported me all this time.
I couldn’t decide, but my mother gave me the choice to either breakup with my girlfriend or leave, so I left without a word and started to live as myself.
This did however mean that I would have to quit the evaluation process and start from scratch over there instead.

That’s it for now!

Hi to all of my followers. YAY 100+ of you!

I just wanted to write a stream of concious thought to all of you while telling you how I feel right now and tell you a little bit about myself.
I know I have people who follow me who have actually met me in the flesh. These are the people who usually like my posts the most. I know some of you are friends I made at Eminem.com. We may have never met but we are friends. Michelle you are my Angel. I know I have followers through certain fandoms. Tumblr is for Fandom if nothing. I believe there are followers that follow for my pets. I love this, because I love my pets,and nothing gives my life meaning like being able to take care of something(I’m a virgo). And last but not least ,in fact probably the most, the porn bots that follow me. I know most people complain about you but I love you tell all your porn bot friends about me. I’m planning some bra pics for yall for 100+. ;P and some art for any of my art fans(do yall exist?)

Well we made it to 100 followers. It took a while, longer than some of my other friends. Oh well. I was so happy after not looking at the numbers for a couple of months to find that I was at above just above 100. I only wish I could say I had that many friends in the real world.







“so…i blew myself up”

This didn’t turn out nearly as good as I wanted it to, but it certainly taught me some stuff about shading and other such endeavors.

Remedy is a canon character in TFP. His wiki page can be found here. There’s not much info on him, so I made up my own headcanons. I’m currently compiling a rough list of all my headcanons and it will be posted tomorrow. Here is my rough headcanon list. There will be is some stuff about Remedy there.

My only regret is that I forced myself to do this after the TF Medics’ Zine was created.  Maybe then I would have worked harder to make it come out looking good and Remedy could have had some representation (then again maybe someone did draw him and he is in the book, I don’t know yet). 

And no, he does not have super tiny arms. I just suck at drawing arms. xD He turns into a Cybertronian jet, so he has a small set of wings that poke up and a large set that poke down. He’s a very fancy mech because he’s from Iacon and he’s a High Senator. I took some influence for his design from Ratchet, Megatron, Starscream, and Knock Out.

Oh, and the marks on his chest are tattoos. If you’re looking at the set on our right, the first tattoo is a T for Terminus, one of Remedy’s close friends. The second mark (the thing that looks like a messed up frowny face) is an H for healer, because he’s Iacon’s CMO. The weird-looking E thing is a D for deception (as in, “you are being deceived”). The IC mark with the dots is S for Sentinel, and the Z-looking mark is a Z for Zeta. They equal Sentinel Zeta Prime. The Prime mark isn’t included because Remedy doesn’t think Sentinel Zeta deserves the title anymore, after what he’s done to keep Cybertron’s wretched caste system in place. That’s why the D mark is slightly closer to the S than the rest of the marks, because he believes Sentinel Zeta is deceiving the public.


R. Lutece (BioShock Infinite), Cosplay

Photo Set 1 of ???. Photography by maecatt

My identical twin sister have been wanting to cosplay the Luteces pretty much since the game came out. So pleased with the result!

All shirts, ties, skirts/pants, and undergarments made from scratch using historically accurate patterns (yes, there’s a corset under there!). Robert’s jacket was a thrift store find, with a matching skirt. Fabric from the skirt was used to construct Rosalind’s jacket. Hair-styling by myself. (Yay, no wigs! Though I wish we had done photos on the second day, hair was even better…)

Period patterns from Truly Victorian and Sense and Sensibility Patterns. Cage necklace from Esty, cuff-links made to match. Shoes are thrift store/internet finds, painted to match. Rosalind’s vest from literally the back of my closet.

No, I don't have a Caregiver...

If you message me asking me to be my Daddy out of the blue but we’ve never talked, we don’t follow each others blogs, and/or you have never even bothered to like or reblog a post of mine, I’m not going to respond.

Choosing a care giver is a serious thing. It’s a lifestyle, not a game, and I’m not just going to be like “otay, I’ll be your little, Daddy!” No. It doesn’t work that way. I’m Little, not stupid, so stop trying to act like you care.

I made this blog to figure myself out and make some friends in the process. If I happen to find a Mommy/Daddy, then yay for me! But that’s not the main purpose you guys.

✨Sorry about another rant, but I was sad because of all the creeps in boxing me. Most of their blogs weren’t even DD/Lg related! They were just being creepy. 😭✨

–she’s not the girl she was at all