i made a thing its shit im sorry

windexsniper  asked:

I love your art so much. It is absolutely beautiful. I love love love the way you draw Jasper. Could you do a tutorial on how you draw her?

yeah sure
first I sketch out a basic cheeto shape

then I build around that

then I add lines, colours and shes DONE

Your fave is problematic: me

Isn’t a real fan of the 80s and only likes the era and its music because of stranger things and it (2017)

imaginestarryskies  asked:

This isn't a headcanon but I think a lot about the fact that Taako is, for whatever reason, incredibly honest with Kravitz about his feelings from the very get go despite the fact that he keeps his feelings hidden from p much everyone else and it makes my heart swell

yeah… man, taako is a wild guy

he just straight up says “im worried no one else will have me” and doesnt even really beat around the bush about being attracted to him, he just lays it out and is like. yeah

my lovely friend izze/ @anonymousalchemist made a post or two (i think in reference to one of her fics) that taako just…. drops heavy ass shit like its nothing. but its Not Nothing, Ever. but he doesnt have the emotional capacity to properly talk things thru or express grief or sadness very well so he just. Doesn’t Express, and doesnt even realize that he’s being morbid or dark as fuck himself

and thats one of my fave taako headcanons i love it. i love traumatized taako yall im SORRY this was totally off topic

So here we are with the “Three assembles and paints her very first warhammer 40k model”. This first episode we start with the Sisters of Battle Exorcist… something I probably shouldn’t have started with as my very first thing ever but flamethrower wielding space nuns who fire church missiles. 

We open the box and WOOWWW ok that is a lot of stuff ok this is fine I can do this …..

Oh … oh ok… apparently we have zero instructions and the box has no picture … right ok… this is still doable… we can do this. Just need to lesbian powers activate

Flannel: Donned
Tools: Unpacked
Gay: out 

Ok with my newly activated lesbian building skills, some common sense (aka dry fitting shit that looked relatively close to being right together) and some online pictures we assembled the base WOOO. Pretend it looks awesome ok.

Ok ok so next was the metal… which of course has warped and doesn’t sit right in many places because of course it doesn’t so gonna file me some stuff down to try reduce the amount of ASKEWWWW. 

Ok that sort of worked….. so all that is left is the remaining assembly (plus green stuff to fill in the gaps) and the dreaded painting… which i suck at because I don’t ever paint so this should be fun! Especially those small miniature figures! *digs her own grave*

AND HERE WE GO. Is it perfect? Lmfao god no it’s shit and I am sorry I let down the team… but it’s painted? and it didn’t fall apart? So for my first ever one I say yes good. Well done. Let me die now.

anonymous asked:

reading back that old vday post made me realize you've moved really far away from writing more analytical meta about dnp's personality and you now more often just react to their content and things they do on a superficial level. was this a conscious choice? i kind of miss the way you used to write about them and i didn't even realize it

uhhhhh wow hahaha, yes and no i guess. i went through a pretty serious bout of internal angst with the way i was getting lost in this kind of ‘analysis’ of their personalities and personas and approach to video-making and approach to closeting etc. etc. etc. to put it simply i kind of had a minor freakout that people were trusting my opinions on any level. i mean, i obviously think that my opinions are right bc ,, they are my opinions lmao, but i felt some fundamental qualms about being treated as some sort of voice that knows anything w any degree of certainty about what dnp do? and there were days where i would write these long ass posts and then look at them the next day and be like ,, gurl wyd? why are you spending so much time thinking about this and putting it out in this fashion like you’re some kind of authority? idk. at some point people were rly just taking these opinions as fact, or at least thats the vibe i got from my messages, and my follower count grew a lot, and it just seemed less and less like i was writing those posts to organize my own thoughts on what i could take away from any given live show, and rather i was writing them for an audience that was then forming their own opinions on dnp using my words. and im not inherently opposed to that happening, i just stopped wanting to spend all of the time and effort necessary to make sure that every single post i wrote was sufficiently nuanced and respectful and qualified in its conclusions and i found it was much easier, much less time-consuming, and much less stressful to react, uh, to use your word, ‘superficially’ to the stuff they made and did. i mean, imo, i still post a good deal of shit on here that goes beyond surface level reacting to things, just bc my brain works better when im rambling at extreme length about every mundane detail of their lives, but i do agree that the volume of rly lengthy actual analysis, especially about their videos and live shows, has decreased significantly. i’m sorry you miss it!!!!!! i hope this explanation makes a little bit of sense tho. it’s just more fun and way less pressure for me this way, with mostly shorter reactions and answers, the bulletpoints of fav moments or timestamps from videos and live shows, mixed in with long posts every now and then, and the freedom to play around with other types of writing like the ficlets or w/e else. idk!! sorry i didnt mean to go on about this forever but honestly this message caught me off guard and it ended up being kind of nice to reflect on what this blog is and how it’s evolved in the last several months. hope youre good <3333 thanks for reading what i write!!

I Need You

i wanted to be the one that was there for you forever. i wanted to be yours until the day i died. i wanted to have you for the rest of my life. i would still do anything for you, through all of the pain and all of the bullshit, i would still go to the ends of the earth for you, and thats so fucking scary to me. even after youve hurt me, ripped out my heart, stomped on it, and told everybody i was the worst person youve ever met, i would still go out of my way just to see you smile at me. just to look down at those beautiful brown eyes and see your smile. see my world. i had plans for you, i had plans for us. i knew what i wanted to do with my life. i knew what i wanted to do after high school, where i wanted to go to college, who i wanted to do it all with, and where i wanted to move and who i wanted to do it all with. i wanted to move on that fucking island with you. jesus i was so fucking in love with you that i have no motivation to even wake up and go to school because i know ill see your face and ill feel my stomach drop and have the need to just fall to my knees and weep. id still do anything for you. im sitting in my house, in my room, doing nothing all fucking day. i dont even want to move, i dont want to get out. i just want to die. i feel like without you, i no longer have any purpose in this world. and that hurts so fucking bad. id do anything for you baby..id do anything. id take my own life just to see you smile one last time, and thats the scariest thing to me. im so in love with you, even after you hate me, that i would do anything, and jesus i mean anything just to make you happy. i cant stop crying. i cant even get out of my fucking bed. i feel dead. i feel so fucking lost without you. ive never been so sad in my entire life. its as if my will to do anything left when you did, and with that, goes my universe. im crushed, im so fucking crushed. its as if ive hit an all time low, rock bottom, and ill always carry these weights with me my entire life. these chains that im tied to you. and as i sit at home, in my room sobbing over you, i know youre out there happy. youre getting out, youre talking to other people, you actually have the will, have hope to do anything. ive lost all fucking energy to do anything. i just sit in my room sobbing over you. ive been crying day in and day out for three weeks. sitting in my bed sobbing. its gotten so bad that  my fathers even come back into my life because hes worried. and when a man who hasnt been in your life for 17 years comes into your life because hes worried about you, you know youre fucked. im fucked. im so in love with you that without you i have no more faith. in myself, or in anybody. ill never get over you. and tomorrow night, ill be laying in my bed sobbing even more, because ill know youre out at prom, having fun, while all i can do is cry over you. i have no more hope. ive lost everything. ive lost everything.. ive put everything into you, and now that youre gone, im gone. i cant do this anymore. its too much to see you everyday and want to just sob over you. i hate myself for this. all i need is to talk to you. jesus i feel so dead without you. id do anything for you, and that has me scared shitless that im so in love that id do anything even after all thats happened between us. ill love you forever, and the worst part about it, is ill be telling my kids about you. ill tell my kids that i had this girlfriend in high school, and that i still love her more than i love their own mother. i know for a fact ill never love again, itll all just be lust. my heart belongs to you, and youll have it forever. nobody else will ever have it. nobody else.. ill never stop loving you. jesus i want to drop out of high school entirely because the thought of it makes me think of you. im willing to ruin my entire life over you, and maybe thats what i need to do. ill spend an eternity in hell for what ive done to you, and that eternity will be my soul and heart being torn as i watch the one thing ive ever cared about be happy without me. i feel so gone. so dead.. so useless. my parents were right. im just useless. im a piece of shit. im an asshole. but she is..she is still everything i wrote a year ago. but what i am, i am a man, im not a man. i am a boy who is dead inside, and will always love you. id die for you..id do anything for you. say the words and i would do it. anything baby..id do anything for you. and i hate myself for that. i hate myself for loving you. i hate myself for losing you. i fucking hate myself. i want you, and i would do anything. i cant express that enough..anything.. ill never forget you, and i know that because this pain in my heart will never leave. my soul has been crushed. my world has been crushed. im so fucked..i have so much hate for myself that the love i had for you equaled it out. but now that i cant love you, the only thing in my heart is hatred for myself, and the memory of the love i used to be able to express for you. i miss you.. i fucking miss you and the only thing in this world that could make me feel whole again would be to see your smile..your lips on mine..the sound of your voice..god i hate myself for letting you go. you left. call it what you want, bottom line youre gone and i have no will to do anything anymore because of it. i cant remember the last time i laughed, the last time i smiled. but i can remember the sound of your voice, those eyes, your hand in mind. i remember. and ill never forget. i never want to forget, because the love i have for you is the only thing that makes me feel like a human being and not a fucking monster. i love you. i love you so much. i love you. baby.. goodbye my love. its been so long, but for you, it was time. ill never find a time to get over you. ill never do anything without remembering you. im so sorry..and im so in love with you. i love you so much. all of the things ive been doing lately dont feel the same. even crying without you doesnt feel the same. i hate it..but i love you. even my writing feels worst. this letter or, whatever this shit is, it doesnt feel good. its a mess, but its my genuine thoughts. i need you right now.. nobody will ever compare to you, and i never want anybody else. ill never forget. fuck.. im sorry. i love you baby.. i love you. goodbye.. you are the love of my life, and you always will be. she will be loved, and loved i made sure to do. ill never stop loving her, even when shes with another, ill still love her. all my friends are worried about me. my family. jesus even random people at school are asking me. i guess ive started to look how i feel. im scared that ill never stop loving you, but the truth, i never want to stop loving you. because something as beautiful as the love i have for you, is something special. almost as special as you.. i dont know how to end this. i dont know where to end this. theres so much on my mind. i didnt know one person could have so much impact on me. i didnt know the topic of one person could make me write non stop over her. you were the love of my life. and now i understand the meaning of it. ill love you for the rest of my life, even when i never see you again, ill always think of you. ill always dream of you. ill always love you. ill always fucking love you. i get the meaning of love, and to me, the meaning of love was you and i together. ill never get to experience that again. ill never forget you. and ill never be the same without you. i love you so fucking much. i am in love with you.

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six years difference, from my very first wiztail fanart to a loose redraw from tonight. it really doesn’t feel like six years at all

micromys replied to your post: Yami and Yugi’s relationship is gettin…

It is. I did a presentation on Japan on the censorship of YGO in the US dub and I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER PEOPLE’S SHOCKED AND CONFUSED FACES

Yeah I uh.

There were some scenes that were just like

I have never really watched the english version. and i cant now without either laughing my ass off or being like….what why

THIS ONE PARTICULAR SCENE tho. My jaw dropped initially because I wasnt expecting that kind of just straight up warmth to be displayed.  (This show is a lot of things i didnt expect tbh i thought i was gonna watch like 5 eps then get bored because i have no nostalgia attached to it) But then I saw Netflix had the English version and i was curious as to how it was adapted in english?  And I just sat there, again, both laughing and kind of amazed.  Because its a totally different conversation, and what was a really fuckin awesome, warm, establishing scene about how much these characters care about each other, is turned into something that barely even resembles it. Watching them back to back was unreal.

I know im like a decade too late and way too new to this to be complaining about this but i feel like complaining about it so here I go because this is my favorite scene so far. 

LONG POST. LETS DO THIS.

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ABOMINATE

An idea: In the no mercy run, you take in the soul of every single monster you kill, which gives you your LV. The souls of the monsters merge together the more and more of them there are, and becomes the source of your power. 

Gradually, if there’s enough souls compacted into one ‘container’ the souls’ merged form becomes visible to other monsters. (monsters, because they’re more sensitive to things relating to souls and magic)

So this is what Sans would see in the final hallway. An abomination made of those he knew. 

(someone take this tablet away from me)

anonymous asked:

“Wait, why does this grave have your name on it?”

(Hi anon! Thanks for the request <3 Haven’t done one of these in a fuckton of time. Since you didn’t specifically request any one thing, I’m gonna go with some “The Arcana” stuff since that’s what I thought of. Excuse any typos and whatevers because its 11:15pm…

My Arcana blog is over at @arcananas and this starter said “creepy” but I couldn’t think of a way for it to be creepy so it just became sad im sorry. The pairing is Nadia & Nimair, who is some girl I made who isn’t necessarily the apprentice but she’s friends w/ my apprentice? Also has my own stupid bits of lore ‘n’ shit I guess, and is self-indulgent as hell, bye) 

Creepy/Halloween sentence starters & prompts

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To be fair, a part of her died when she was a little girl. 

Nimair wouldn’t exactly say she’s lived the kindest life, or the most fulfilling. She – a girl who, by all accounts, is still considered a dirty street rat, a child in a woman’s pale skin – never truly grew up, for growing up in Nimair’s mind includes the prospect of living in a home, under a roof, with a family. For the longest time, she spoke brokenly, in fragmented sentences. For the longest time, she had been unable to read, because reading wasn’t a luxury you received when you’re no better than dirt smeared on the bottom of someone’s shoe. 

Nimair isn’t even her real name. Nimair is the name of the demoness who she bound her soul to at age ten, so that she could have power beyond her wildest dreams. 

The power of a Hunter. 

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anonymous asked:

i was watching stranger things w my friend and made a joke about max/el that was literally like "theyre gfs" n my friend flipped her shit and told me i was sexualizing children and a creep bc apparently me calling kids lesbians means im attracted to them? idk but it sucked and like. i just wanna be a lesbian in Peace why r ppl so weird if u mention kids being gay. also sorry for rambling @u ur the only person i follow who talks about stranger things fghjkm

GOD im super sorry about that what the hell… its literally not any weirder than there being canon romances on the show like someones investment level can be weird but the existence of crushes etc is literally normal and its just as normal when its gay… i think people are just kind of paranoid as a pushback against fandom creepiness so theres good intentions but people do it in a really flawed way, like giving in to the notion that its weirder or more sexual or whatever to be gay. ur doing fine dont worry

I honestly think the funniest thing abt the new Star Wars movie is that when the preview pics came out last year ish or whenever it showed the new lightsaber and everyone was like What Is This Piece Of Shit

And essentially we learn that Kylo Ren is the one who made This Piece Of Shit out of a cracked crystal and it looks Cool but its seriously messed up and unstable and thats.  funny im sorry the whole thing is just hilarious

When Atsushi isn’t home.

Bless the internet and its silly memes.

I’m soooooo sorry, but did this in 20 mins and I regret nothing ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

And if you wonder why I drew this garbage, haven’t slept in 3 days, you can’t blame me ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Also this made my day, hope I can make someone laugh too xD

The Taste That Your Lips Allow

A/N HEY LOOK ITS ANOTHER ONE OF THESE THINGS IN WHICH I ATTEMPT TO PUSH THROUGH MY WRITERS BLOCK this is so shit omfg im sorry ahh forgive me i will do better someday
title is from Give Me Love by Ed Sheeran
enjoy, i guess??
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Alex Bertie never used to go to those parties, the parties the popular crowd had practically every week, with booze and random hook-ups and stupid clothes and loud music. It was never really his scene, if that made sense; he would rather stay home and play video games, or watch Sherlock or read fanfiction, or something. And okay, maybe that made him antisocial. See if he cared. 

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anonymous asked:

Does beardo have a history of that sort of thing? I know it's a bad subject but I just haven't heard anything about this previously...

yes dude holy shit. marisa has made a huge post about it but there has been stuff since then that has happened. so ok. yall. i went to four shows in a week and i definitely saw some shit. in houston like almost immediately after the show ended, he literally ran out the back with some girl and was holding her hand. a (male) friend of mine was hanging with jeff and amir and they were about to go on the bus but beardo was like “im sorry guys, this bus is mine right now” and took the girl on. my friend told me he was really disgusted. as he was running out with the girl, another girl next to me was like “oh my god i know that girl.. im pretty sure she’s 17”. no one knows for sure how old she was tho, but the fact she was young is still creepy as fuck.

later on they both come out of the bus, but i wasnt paying too much attention so i dont remember where she went or what happened after that. BUT a little while after, beardo went to this bar across the street, and my friend who was in there said that he was all over another girl. and then eventually. they came out, holding hands (and again, she looked young too, but none of us knew how old she was (edit: i have been informed she is over 21)) and he took her onto the bus. 

i dont know what happened after that because i was too busy talking to jeff but anyways, the next day in dallas, i talk with jeff and beardo is out there as well. at first it was just me and jeff but then beardo joins, and then soon after, two of my other friends join us. beardo kept like lurking around us and then after a while he grabbed my friend and she was obviously Very uncomfortable, and he just … wouldnt let go. all of us were nervous laughing INCLUDING jeff, and after beardo didnt stop, jeff was like “ha haha haa yeah we have to go….” and took beardo with him. 

i dont know. this is all so fucking disgusting and i dont know what to do about it. ive heard from my other friends that theyve felt really scared/uneasy around him and ive heard others describe him as “predatory”. agh god im so worried

junarmre-archive  asked:

IM SCREAMING I CLICKED YOUR BLOG AND YOU HEADER WAS BLANK FOR A SECONF AND I SCROLLED DOWN A LITTLE THEN WENT TO SCROLL UP TO SEARCH FOR A CERTAIN PHAN THING ON YOUR BLOG AND DAN POPPED OUT OF YOUR HEADER AND I SCREAMED MY FAMILY IS ASLEEP ITS 23:56

cont: IN SHORT 2009 DAN HOWELL ALMOST MADE ME SHIT MY PANTS ANF I ALMOST WOKE UP HALF THE HOUSE

OMFG YOU POOR CHILD I AM SO SORRY BUT KINDA NOT AT THE SAME TIME I FEEL EVIL i like it ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

ok so i decided to make a follow forever and this is my first follow forever!!! anyways ive found some really great people that i follow in the past two years, and i thought it was important i acknowledge all of them and all of my lovely mutuals!! :) sorry the edit is so shit i suck at edits unless its gifs.

first things first my MAINS on here: 

SASHA zayonceau -omigod i dont even know where to start with you youre one of my best friends on here and im so fucking glad i met you this year. youve honestly made some of my days a whole lot better especially after rough days at school. anyways yeah youre really great and we have such wild conversations about ziam and zeleanor and sophiam and ZAYN :). so yeah youre really great and i cant really sum up how great you are in this small amount of words.

DOMI jinglingzaynsbells-DOMI OMIGOD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! youre super amazing and im so glad we met this year!! i love talking to you and im so glad were both ziam af cause then we can talk for ages!! lmao anyways youre such a rad mutual and friend!! also we havent talked in a while we should soon!!

JUSTINE godlymalik  -omigod justine i fucking love you even though weve only talked a couple times but fuck youre super cute and i love you A LOT!!! youre super rad and we both love zayn a lot and ziam and just 1d af in general!! i still cant believe you fucking met them like what. anyways yeah youre fucking amazing and i hope we stay friends for a while!!

SIMRAN zayntasy-simran youre super cool and amazing and we both love zayn a lot and ziam and were both 1d af and ive loved all of our conversations!! plus youre really cute and youre just a really awesome person in general!! love you!! :)

CINDY zayn2k14-omigod cindy youre so great i love you a lot and were both ziam af and zayn af and please im so glad we started talking bc youre really great!!! i love you a lot youre super amazing keep rocking!! :)

bold means extra rad people: aka people who u should definitely follow

other rad people:

☆ ashtonirwns ☆ beyoncebeytwice ☆ bewbies ☆ costcosanta ☆ champzagne ☆ explicitboys ☆ emerant ☆ emojniall ☆ gagmeniall ☆ gay4zayn ☆ gtfozayn ☆ geckoghost ☆ heartbreakirwin ☆ jawllines ☆ jollyassliam ☆ kingoftheniall ☆ likes-boys ☆ literallyrad  literalsame ☆ misticsfall ☆ merrycastmasliam  mellarkish☆  nozayn ☆ natnovna ☆ orghasmic ☆ roughness ☆ ralndrops ☆ seaofshadows☆ uncutpayne ☆ voguezayn ☆ vanpireweekend ☆ daddyzayns ☆ daddyliam2k14 ☆ winterspouses ☆ yayhaz ☆ yzarry ☆ yaserismysanta ☆ zaynsxo ☆ zaynsdulhan ☆ zaynmalif ☆ zayncangetsome ☆ zaynsmiddlepart ☆ zayns1d ☆ zaynsmipapi ☆ zaynkillers ☆ zaynjermaine ☆ lonelygirljpg  sleighmezayn  ☆ trufuckgirl ☆ ziall2k14 ☆ zaynspapi ☆ hareehandlewis ☆ bootycraic ☆ bootyboi ☆ awharrys ☆ merrythot ☆ jankyho  loverlylouis ☆ solarfae ☆ styloser ☆ cozyhaz ☆ zarriallau ☆ zarriamofficial ☆ captenclifford  ☆ zensthot ☆ liamtrash ☆ loiustyles ☆ zeautiful ☆ changeyourtcket☆ santasdicks ☆ larentschristmas ☆  samosazayn ☆ zain2k14 ☆ zulhania ☆ 182s ☆ 4titty ☆ actualalien ☆ drakesmami ☆ fckedlouis ☆ harryslilbun ☆ punkslove ☆ sleighsquad ☆ taggedharry ☆ taggedzayn ☆ zaddyofficial ☆ zaynswatch ☆ dearestziam ☆ paradisewithziam ☆ nexttoyousquad ☆ nialriver ☆ povvercouples ☆ slaythedylan ☆ trashbabylouis ☆ sixsteen ☆  padukonedeepika ☆ thechamberofsecrets  ☆ geminizayn ☆ 4thalbum ☆ wifizain ☆ radmalik ☆ crownprincezayn ☆ santazayn ☆ zyiall ☆ malikificent ☆ sadfrogmemejpg ☆ znynmalik ☆ luekstagram ☆ bigdaddypayne ☆ bionicniall ☆ billiondays ☆ winterwonderziall ☆ jackfalahee ☆ zaynscreditcard ☆ butttom ☆ phenomnial  zaynsfreepalestinetweet ☆ slantednbhd ☆ zaynistani ☆ ashton2k14 ☆ snowingwithsirens ☆ itsniazkilam ☆ cutesboys ☆ fightmeluke ☆ zeysus ☆ godblessniall ☆ hotblackteen ☆ adventuerclub ☆ ofpewds ☆ louisnoel ☆ onedraketion  ☆ ofcrystals ☆ starksfell ☆ thscripts ☆ zaynmalks ☆ richhomieniall ☆ voguezayn ☆  snowcisco ☆ dislikeyous ☆ tattooedzayn ☆ moonemoji ☆ fehroohz ☆ misoupiscold ☆ horanyewest ☆ primadonnas ☆ hotscheetos ☆ heavimetal ☆ antiteen ☆ saysmisterhardtits ☆ bradick ☆ lucyhaele ☆ louiswiliamtomlinson ☆  homwrecker daddyirwn ☆ 

wow ok that was much longer than i expected. anyways now to the pretty obvious people, the squad irl:   

CLAIRE nativex1r-THE MAIN!! anyways claire you already know i love you and youre fucking amazing and i love you a lot!! youre smart, youre funny, youre cute, and youre soooo nice and im so glad to have you as a friend. anyways yeah i hope you had the greatest bday and everyone follow her!!

KCHOOO thestudyofthemind-KCHOOOOOOOOOOO I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOURE SO GREAT!!!! im so glad i met you and im so happy were in the same fandoms so we can talk about 1d and 5sos forever!! anyways yeah youre like a mom and super cute and just yeah dont ever forget you rock!!! everyone follow her bc shes fuckign amazing!!! :)

ANNIE heartsxbullets- anyways you guys should follow this dork because she posts a bunch of the fandoms like the office and orange is the new black and she loves harry a lot and shes desi so shes super cool. anyways annie youre a huge dork and sometimes make really bad jokes but somehow im still ok with you and youre really sweet as a friend!! anyways yeah everyone follow her!