i m forever young

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

I CAN’T WAIT FOR THE BANGTAN BOMB ;_; i feel like i need to cry for 10 years to just release all the anxiety of the voting and everything ;_; i’m so happy. tonight is so overwhelming. when we had Young Forever I never knew we’d be fighting to get bangtan a daesang, I thought it’ll still take a few years but here we are. I’m so proud ;_; this is so amazing. bangtan is so amazing i’m so happy i’m here.

Forever Young vs Young Forever
  • Namjoon: Bro
  • Jackson: What bro?
  • Namjoon: We're making a new song, the lyrics go "Forever, we are young"
  • Namjoon: I'm thinking we should call it Forever Young
  • Jackson: That's cool bro, but we already have a song called Forever Young
  • Namjoon: Oh okay that's cool we co-
  • Jackson: What if you call it Young Forever
  • Namjoon:
  • Jackson:
  • Namjoon:
  • Jackson:
  • Namjoon:
  • Jackson:
  • Namjoon: Bro
  • Jackson: Bro :)
  • -Admin Yeonie
beautiful bangtan lyrics from 2016

(and why they deserve that daesang and so much more)

“when the curtains close my breath hitches. my heart becomes frazzled; i let out my breath. 

did i make any mistakes today? how were the expressions of the audience?regardless i am happy, for becoming who i am. because i can make someone scream.” (young forever, namjoon)

“on the empty stage i fear the void within myself. in front of all these complicated emotions, and with my life on the line i pretend not to care.” (young forever, yoongi)

“raise your voice higher, even if the attention isn’t forever i will keep singing. i want to stay young forever.” (young forever, hoseok)

“forever we are young. with the flying flower petals, as we run lost in this maze. 

forever we are young. even if i’m to fall and get hurt, i run endlessly towards my dreams.” (young forever)

“dream, hope, forward, forward.” (young forever)

“reach out your hand and save me, i need your love before i fall.” (save me)

“listen to my heartbeat. it calls out to you on its volition; because you shine so brightly in the darkness.” (save me)

“today the moon shines even more brightly on the empty space of my memories.” (save me, yoongi)

“i knew that your salvation would be a part of my life, and would be the touch that can embrace my pain. the best of me, i only have you. help me smile again by raising your voice, play on.” (save me, hoseok)

“thank you for letting me be me. for giving me wings, for letting me fly. 

for straightening me out and for waking me up when i was suffocating. 

for giving me life when i was only alive in my dreams. 

the sun rises when i think of you and my sadness is no more. thank you for becoming “us”” (save me, namjoon)

“lost my way, no matter how many times i wander i want to believe in this path.” (lost)

“i still want to believe, even though it’s hard, that the way to find your path is to lose it.” (lost)

“even if i take a few step backwards, i will never lose my dream.” (lost)

“maybe i can never fly, like the flower petals or as if i have wings. maybe i can’t touch the sky, but i want to reach out my hands and run just a little more.” (awake, jin)

“I know every life’s a movie we got different stars and stories. we got different nights and mornings. our scenarios ain’t just boring.” (reflection, namjoon)

“the world is just another name for despair and my height is just another diameter for the earth. i am all of my joy and anxiety. it repeats every single day, the love and hate directed to me.” (reflection, namjoon)

“I remember that time, when i was lost and exhausted deep in despair. where i pushed you away and despised you.

but til the end you protected me, so don’t you ever let go of my hand because i will never again let go of you. 

you will witness it all, the beginning and the very end of my life.” (first love, yoongi)

“the wounds just get deeper like pieces of broken glass that I can no longer retrieve.” (stigma, taehyung

“caught in a lie, find the innocent me. i can’t free myself from this lie, give me back my laughter.” (lie, jimin)

“I feel like I’m going to die when hyung is sad, it hurts me more when you are in pain than when i am in pain.” (begin, jungkook)

“at fifteen years old I had nothing. i was so small and the world was so big. I can’t even imagine myself, having no scent being so empty.” (begin, jungkook)

“so i love you my brothers, you gave me emotions and made me become myself.” (begin, jungkook)

“i’m still not sure what the secret to success is. but I think I know the secret to failure, it is to mess around like you, as you blab your mouth. i would rather die than live like that.” (give it to me, agust d)

“money, honor, whatever it may be bring it to me. fame, flash light, give it to me.” (give it to me, agust d)

“my pride which I thought I had sold out has turned into self directed respect. my fans, keep your head high with pride because who can do it like me?” (the last, agust d)

“Seiko, Rolex, AX, and gymnasium, the heads of thousands nodding to my hand gesture” (the last, agust d)

“the root of my creativity has tasted all the sweet, bitter and shit of this world. those days when I laid down to sleep on the toilet floor are all memories now, even my shoulder which shattered during the accident of my part time job. 
and so i clung to my debut as if it were my life, so who are you fooling as if you’ve gone through all these miseries?” (the last, agust d)

“so far away, if I had a dream of my own, if only I had a flying dream.
don’t fall away, if I had a dream of my own, if only I had a flying dream.” (so far away, agust d)

“i live because i can’t die.” (so far away, agust d)

“dream, I will be there during your creation and until the end of your life. dream, wherever it is you may be i will be there. dream, after all the hardships you will surely bloom. dream, in spite of your humble beginnings you future will be so prosperous.” (so far away, agust d)

"because you gave to me selflessly, because you were my support now you can believe in your son, you can smile.” (mama, hoseok)

“hey mama, i’m sorry mama i now know a grace like the heavens mama. hey mama so thanks mama you became my blood and flesh mama.” (mama, hoseok)

“been trying to tell you this, i was supposed to tell you this. this is all for you.” (2! 3! hoping for better days, namjoon)

“thank you so much. because of all your self-reproach i was able to prove myself, when I couldn’t even do that in high school. keep clapping we’ll be happy together just us, i’m good yeah i’m good” (2! 3! hoping for better days, yoongi)

“i was a shadow behind the stage in the darkness. i didn’t want to show you my pain because i wanted to do well, and i wanted to make you smile. 

so thanks for dealing with me, for accepting my pains and wounds, for being the flower to the most beautiful moment in life.” (2! 3! hoping for better days, hoseok)

“when I say one, two, three, smile. forget all your sad memories, let’s hold our hands together and smile as we hope for better days.” (2! 3! hoping for better days)

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“Hello. I’m ‘FOREVER YOUNG HOTSHOT’ Timotheo. I’m in charge of sexy dancing in HOTSHOT. I play the mom role in the group. I’m a dancer and vocalist so please anticipate my voice a lot in HOTSHOT […] I entered a company and trained for a very long time. It was really tiring. I didn’t know when my training period would end and when I would debut, and I kept feeling this way. So I rested for a while, but since this felt like something which I really wanted to do, I challenged it again” 

#HappyTIMOday #김티모데이

What do you mean Im obsessed with got7? I'm just right, I can just relax whenever I want, and of course I like otter things, I don't have A problem, I can Stop stop it with their pictures, it's not like they're Magnetic, Gimme my phone and I'll show you I like every otter thing normal Girls girls girls like all Around the world, I even like sports I love fencing and martial arts, those make me feel Forever Young, I'm like a free baby bird, of course I don't believe I can Fly irl, I Can't believe you think I'm obsessed, If you do think I'm like a trapped Fish let me tell you I'm always Feelin' good, you don't have to Hard carry me or something
Looking back, I can’t remember the truth. I blew everything out of proportion so I could feel the hurt and betrayal and write about it in vivid detail. It was my own method of torture. My own undoing; and I enjoyed every second of it.
—  c.j.n.

anonymous asked:

My lover and I, we often talk about forever but we're young, and I'm afraid that this won't last, even if I want it with all my strength. I want to stay with him for the rest of my life, but what if it doesn't happen? We're so in love with each other it's hard for us to imagine a life without the other, but what if we actually break up? I'm so scared and sometimes I can't think about anything else bit this, I don't know what to think.

It’s okay angel. My S.O and I go through multiple nights of me crying and dealing with the same thing, always saying what if it isn’t forever, i can’t live without this, best years of my life, don’t ever leave me but he always tells me, “Hey, I told you I was here from the beginning, I told you I loved you and I mean it, forever.” It’s cheesy and in most of my relationships I heard the same and it still failed in the end you know. But a few weeks ago I decided to stop, and just go with it. I love him very strongly and he seems to love me just as much. I try to believe there’s a goodness in things and he is the one. Trust your gut, I feel like no matter how many times I nag him and ask him how much he loves me he still wants my presence and my bad breath in the morning, every single day. I trust it. If it isn’t though I’m prepared because the silver lining of it all is that I experienced love I thought was real, and it felt like a thousand fold of happiness for that long. That’s just my point of view though. TALK and COMMUNICATE!! it’s the best and the key to everything.

What she says: I’m fine

What she means: The new Bangtan comeback is literally murdering me. The new versions of old songs show so much growth in them as artists and the new songs are so lit and I’m just very proud of this group of people. Also the urban mix of I NEED U sounds like them all hanging out around a campfire having the time of their lives. the Fire MV was so good and a nice break from all of the angst and confusion of the other MVs in the hyyh era besides dope. Also everyone is fucking gorgeous and I’m dying. Save me.

Troye Sivan lyrics - Could be taken in any way. Also, feel free to change pronouns around to fit your muse!

  • “We make a really good team.”
  • “What if we run away?”
  • “There’s so much history in these streets.”
  • “Have you heard me on the radio?”
  • “What if we say goodbye to safe and sound?”
  • “All I need is you.”
  • “The truth is that I’m not sorry.”
  • “We’re both too young to give into forever.”
  • “I’m just some dumb kid trying to kid myself that I got my shit together.”
  • “This voice inside has been eating at me.”
  • “But the less time I spend with you, the less I need to heal.”
  • “Anything hurts less than the quiet.”
  • “I can’t help but feel I’ve lost what’s mine.”
  • “I don’t wanna walk away but you gave me no choice.”
  • “We can get married tonight if you really wanna.”
  • “Anything it takes to make you stay.”
  • “I swore I’d never lose control.”
  • “So come over now and talk me down.”
  • “So what do I do now?”
  • “Never knew loving could hurt this good.”
  • “You’re all I think about.”
  • “You make my heart shake, bend and break.”
  • “I can’t turn away cause you’re driving me wild.”
  • “Well, when you look like that, I’ve never wanted to be so bad.”
  • “Don’t you wanna see a man up close?”
  • “I am tired of this place.”
  • “I need time to replace what I gave away.”
  • “Everything is shattering and it’s my mistake.”
  • “Tell me all the things that make you feel at ease.”
  • “I’m afraid of the life that I’ve made.”
  • “I’ve been lying to them all.”
  • “I’ve been hiding for too long.”
  • “We’re getting deeper in this mess.”
  • “I’d rather be spitting blood than have this silence.”
  • “I don’t keep love around.”
  • “When we tried it, we were a fire with no smoke.”
  • “When I close my eyes I still see your ghost.”
  • “I wanna sleep next to you.”
  • “Without losing a piece of me, how do I get to heaven?”
  • “It’s just for tonight.”
  • “I’m wasted on you.”
  • “You were trying to wear me down.”
[ENG TRANS] BTS EPILOGUE YOUNG FOREVER

I’m out of breath, the curtains coming down
My mind is cloudy, as I gasp for air
I wonder if I messed up today
I wonder how the fans expressions were
But I’m happy of who I’ve become
Someone that can make others scream for joy
I linger onto these feelings tightly
As I stand in this empty, hot stage

While I stand in this empty, hot stage
I fear the emptiness, I don’t know why
Inside, my emotions are complicated
To live in a life-or-death crisis
I just pretend to be blunt about it
It’s not my first time pretending, I’ll be intimate with it
I try to hide it but I can’t
As the empty stage gets cooler
I watch the seats get emptier

I’m comforting myself
I tell myself there is no perfect world
I’m slowly becoming emptier and emptier
This big round of applause can’t be mine forever
I tel myself shamelessly
Raise your voice, more loudly
Even if they tell you there is no everlasting fan, I’m going to keep singing
At least just for today, I want it to be forever
I just want to be young forever AAH!

Forever we are young
Flying petals, swirling like the rain
Wandering through the maze of life
Forever we are young
Even if you fall and get hurt
I keep running towards my dream

Forever ever ever ever
(Dream, Hope, keep going)
Forever ever ever ever
We are young

Forever ever ever ever
(Dream, Hope, keep going)
Forever ever ever ever
We are young

Forever we are young
Flying petals, swirling like the rain
Wandering through the maze of life
Forever we are young
Even if you fall and get hurt
I keep running towards my dream

(X2)