i loved you more than i should

anonymous asked:

Heyheyhey hi I love your art more than I love myself and bippidi boppidi you should draw leo/guang-hong (you totally don't have to I would just kill to see them in your style)


And you’re right! I really should draw them……………………..



I want to hate you for leaving me. I want to hate you for kissing me. I want to hate you for kissing her. I want to hate you for lying to me. I want to hate you for everything you didn’t to me. But I can’t. I can’t and I hate it more than I should hate you
—  I want to hate you//A.G.

anonymous asked:

Am an actor and the last thing I want to play is a boring faithful wife/girlfriend pinning for prince charming, getting married and having 15 kids. I totally understand why David wants to play this kind of roles and he is awesome in them. Actors shouldn't choose a career path just to please a few of their fans. Am also a Davids fan and I know how to separate reality and fiction. Love it when he plays a bad boy.

1. Bit different, considering it’s vital there should be roles out there for women which encompass more than being the gf of protagonist. What’s not so vital are rich privileged womaniser roles…we have plenty of those lol. But I get what you are saying, it’s fun to play against his own personality, fun to play a bad guy, not a boring nice man
2. I’m not his agent, how dare I criticise his acting decisions, dt plays bad guys so well (so often…), i’m not clever enough to see the nuance in these roles, to appreciate the good in these terrible dudes, etc etc, yep I know, we’ve been here before lmao 😂😂
3. Separating reality and fiction is actually something I can do too…I can also separate criticising the writing of a play (not even that! mentioning other people’s criticism!) and liking the lead actor 😉
4. I’m using up my mobile data to have this convo but at least it’s making my commute from work go quicker lol ta

BTS Jin imagine // Shhh Please Whisper

    “Yeah I can come over. What time?” I asked my best friend on the phone. She was asking me to sleep over her place again. But she said that her brother was going to be there. So we would have to be less loud than we normally were.

    “Um maybe 4 pm so we can go shop for a bit and then order a pizza at midnight like we normally do. You know?”

    “Yeah sounds perfect. I will be over there in a bit. Jin will get back around 2 am right?”

    “Yeah he should, he usually comes home a bit before that but he said that he was staying longer so he could practice more and get the choreography down.”

    “Ah okay, I will see you soon I love you.”

    “Love you too, bring money it’s gonna be the mall. Bye.” I hung up the phone and packed a quick overnight bag and my purse with money because I knew we were going to be blowing it all. Seeing as she just got paid recently. I could tell that she really wanted to just spend it. Maybe just to get it out of her pocket maybe because she actually wanted something. The reasons change all of the time.

–time skip–

    After ordering the Pizza at midnight and spending our money eating all of the pizza and watching a lot of movies, we actually got everything done that we normally do. She was laying her legs across my lap. We were set up in the living room.

    I hear the doorknob turn and Jin walked in and just looked at us and the mess we had made. It was only midnight so I wasn’t even sure why he was home if he said that he was staying later. I just looked up and gave him an awkward meme smile. All my best friend said was “Yo.” and then he just walked upstairs.

    An hour later she was passed out on the floor in the fort we made. I promise we are not like 7 okay. We are 21. But we act like we are 7 because 7 year olds don’t have to do adult things. Jin came down the steps from his room and walked into the kitchen. So I followed him.

    “I thought you said that you were going to come back here around 2 am. It is only like 1 am. And you came back around midnight.” I asked. I could have conversations with him as if he was my best friend. But he and I were not best friends. Almost. But not quite.

    “Everyone told me to go home so I did. What about you? Going about destroying my house huh.” He whispered and ruffled my hair. I took some food out of the bag of snacks that he was holding. “Why don’t we go upstairs so we don’t have to whisper.” I nodded and followed him to his room and he kept the door open because he didn’t want me to feel uncomfortable.

    I sat down on his chair at his desk and pulled my feet up. I have been in his room before but not many times. I could have almost been living here since I come so often. I know this house like my own.

    “Random question but what is your favorite song?” I asked Jin. His songs change all of the time.

    “It Was Love by Taeil of Block B.” He answered. I pulled out my phone and brought it up.  I also got out some makeup that I snuck up here and sat down next to Jin. He scooted away once he saw the makeup.

    “Oh come on there is literally no sense in fighting it because you know that it is going to happen sooner or later.” He sighed and quietly moved closer to me.

    We did random quiet stuff like this all of the time. I just pulled out the eyeshadow and got to work. I was actually doing a good job and was trying to recreate some stage makeup he had worn before. I wasn’t too bad at doing his makeup. I started playing It Was Love.

    I had finally gotten to the lips and took out the chap stick to prep his already soft lips. His lips just look so nice. Why am I thinking about this? The slow song is setting the mood quite well. While I was doing his lips I felt his eyes looking into mine and I tried so hard not to look into them. His eyes kept darting to my lips and then my eyes. The slow song was not making it any better. My cheeks were probably red.

    “Done, I think it actually looks quite good.” I said. Jin picked up the mirror with his blushed cheeks and made a satisfied noise saying that it wasn’t that bad. My phone dinged and I looked at it and it was a text from (bff).

    “Are you in the bathroom? I am going to get into my bed there is gonna be room if you join.” She texted me. I responded with a “Yeah I am in the bathroom and okay.”  I lied a bit because she would tease me to the ends of the earth. We heard her footsteps going into her room.

    “Well let’s go downstairs so we can watch movies together.” We quietly went down stairs and sat on the couch. We sat kind of close together. He picked a movie and put it on and then he turned to me and said,

    “Now it is time for me to do your makeup. But before I ruin your perfectly beautiful face..” He leaned in to my face and kissed my lips gently. Just for like 2 seconds and my heart was skipping all of the beats. He pulled his face away and I was blushing so much. Wow what a night…

     ~Admin Ellie

anonymous asked:

For your yet-to-be-named things. 1) Nick Amaro 2) I love my dimples 3) I don't love my pudgy tummy. Or my nose. You can call me Marley :)

(REMINDER - I am working through old requests - this is not currently open for new ones… thanks!)

Setting: You are are Nick’s neighbor and friend.

Originally posted by zolozaynnn

You sat on the couch, thumbing through a copy of Us Weekly, staring at page after page of gorgeous women in slinky gowns.

It was an older issue, the Oscars edition, and you’d looked at it a million times, always enamored with the beautiful gowns.

Keep reading

// More wishlist!

  1. Discussion on slavery. From any point of view really, I just want to toss the topic out there and see where it goes because controversial things are my favorite.
  2. Arlathan AU stuff. I made it for a specific reason and I’m 110% stoked for that reason but I put more work into it than I should have and made it a proper AU and now I want to abuse it.
  3. Age dynamics. I can’t get enough of this, it’s hilarious, heartwarming, and occasionally angsty and I love it. I mean he’s 19, c’mon.
  4. Crafting time! Séaghdha teaches someone how to make something or do something, or the other way around. Ever wanted to learn to use a bow? He got you. New to sewing? He’ll help you out. Or him learning from your muse. Basically an exchange of skills.
  5. Sparring. He’s a mage sure but he can hold his own with that staff. Beat him up. Let him beat you up. Idk man just give me action sequences.
  6. Speaking of mages, explaining/showing magic to a non-mage. Will they be filled with wonder at what he can show them? Will they be scared? Will they think he’d an abomination? Who knows? Not I.
  7. Dance lessons. Is he teaching your character? Is your character teaching him? Are they practicing for a ball or event, just having fun? Questions abound.

And many more things because I’m addicted.

anonymous asked:

Honestly, I think Belle has put up with Rumple more than she should have. She has tried many times to save him, at a great cost for herself. She is a beautiful and smart woman, the fact that she spent all this time trying to make him a better person and staying with him regardless says a lot about her love for him. But everything has a limit. I think Belle has given herself too much for that relationship. Sometimes love is not enough. You can't help someone who doesn't want help.

I’m going to be honest with you.  A lot of the “Belle is abusive” crowd honest to goodness terrify me.

Today I was talking to my therapist and we came across some of the shitty things I’ve had to deal with and I went into my very habitual “it could have been worse” routine, and he said something that no one else EVER has. Thank god it wasn’t.

Thank god it wasn’t. 

No one has ever said that to me before. No one has even said anything similar. People love “it could have been worse” because it gives them an excuse to move away from an uncomfortable topic. They love to move on and forget. But in those four words, he conveyed to me that he cared, that the things I went through were valid, and that I didn’t have to talk about it any more than I wanted to.

Thank god it wasn’t

That’s how you should respond when people say that it could have been worse. That’s how you validate someone’s trauma without being invasive. 

Thank god it wasn’t 


a soft and beautiful man and the sharp asshole that lives in his house

A year since the beginning of the end. I’ve learned a lot in that year. I’ll never let anyone manipulate me the way that you did, and I haven’t yet. I learned that sometimes losing who you could’ve loved hurts more than losing someone you have loved. I’ve learned that sometimes you’ll lose parts of yourself that are not retractable but that is okay because you’ll find pieces of yourself that you never knew were there. Life is messy, really messy. If you’re reading this you probably think this all sounds so generic but I promise in due time you’ll understand. People always say that the first person you should love is yourself. I always that I loved myself but I didn’t, and it took you leaving me to realize that. A year later and I finally understand what it means to truly love yourself. I understand that I am in no means perfect, but I am comfortable with who I am in every area of my life. I don’t need another person to fill the emptiness I used to have. I fill those spaces with things that I love and things that makes me happy and I suggest you do the same. It took me a year to realize that it’s not about relying on another person and that love is far more independent than we paint it to be. So believe me while healing is undoubtedly an uncomfortable process in due time you’ll become unaffected. It may have taken me nearly a year to realize that but by focusing on yourself and loving yourself you can mend your own soul, and you don’t need another to do so. You decide what thoughts you allow your brain to process, choose the healthy ones my dear.
—  pen-to-paper-bm, March 21


Harry: (stop singing/yelling a song) Now… there are three things… theres…there’s more than three things that we love most about Canada. One…poutine! Two…poutine!! Three…wot

Liam: Protein!

Harry:  Three…no, poutine was one and two, this is number three. Number three is…P O U T I N E!!!!!! (crowd screams) Number four… (laughs) poutine! Number five, syrup. (yelling) NUMBER SIX SYRUP ON POUTINE!!! (screaming) Number seven and the one we love most of all, is every single one of you! Shhhh!!! Number eight, you and syrup on POUTINE! (screaming) That’s what I’m talkin’ about!!! 

Liam: You should… (something intelligible)

Harry: I really wanna mic drop, but I won’t, ‘cause they’re expensive.

Liam: Are you gonna run for president?

Harry: No! There’s not a chance, ‘cuz I don’t know what I’m talkin about! 

Liam: I still think you should, I’m convinced!

Harry: (screaming) Nine (looks at the flag) THIS FLAG, ON YOU, ON SYRUP, ON POUTINE!!!! MAKE SOME NOISE FOR CANADA!!!

Liam: You’ve gotta have a ten, you’ve gone through nine now you’ve gotta have a ten!

Harry : (scream)TEN! 

Liam: Ten! Us on syrup on poutine on… (gets lost) something else

Harry: Ten is (pick the moose on the floor) THIS MOOSE, ON THIS FLAG, ON YOU, ON SYRUP, ON POUTINE!!! Make some noise for the moose! (screaming to a fan) Which one d’you want, the moose or the flag or the syrup?  

Liam: Or the poutine?

Harry: Or the poutine? You can have the moose and the flag. (throws the moose and the flag to a fan) Ohhhh I’m hyped. Oooh I’m hyped. (start to do some weird moves)

Liam: (says someting intelligible to Harry)

*Harry and Liam start to dance and hum Rocky theme song*

Niall: tell em you’re gonna be president

Harry: (screaming, out of his mind) ROCKY!!! On the moose, riding on the moose, into this place on the moose, this is Rocky, he’s on the moose, he’s on his back, wrapped in a flag, covered in poutine, on the syrup, there’s syrup everywhere!!!

Niall : (laughing)Harry!

Harry: There’s lots of syrup everywhere! Rocky waits, the moose is gone… (get lost) 

Niall: Michael Buble!

Louis: That is passion!

Harry :  MICHAEL BUBLE! (is confused) Michael Buble on the shoulders of Rocky, wrapped in a flag, on a moose, riding in here, covered in syrup, on poutine, and you’re all everywhere watching the whole bit go down. 

Liam : I’m confused

Harry:  It’s gone too far, I’ve confused myself… this is story of my life, please sing along.  xx

Platonic fluff meme!


“I know you’ve been feeling down lately, so I thought I’d keep you company for a while.”
“Do you wanna talk about it or should we just snuggle?”
“Listen… I’m here for you.”
“Hey, guess who loves you? It’s me!”
“I love you more than I love [favourite thing].”
“I could hug you all day.”
“Nobody fucks with my friends. Except me. But that’s different.”
“Hey, I bought you something.”
“Hey, I made you something.”
“You did this for me? Thankyou!”
“You’re my friend, I’m not going to leave you.”
“I’m not just here for good days. I’m here for the bad ones, too.”
“They don’t like you because they don’t know you like I do.”
“Don’t worry about it, I’ll take care of it.”
“You’re my favourite person.”
“Have I ever told you how great you are?”
“Do you want to do something together? To take your mind off of it?”
“Look, even my parents love you. You’re amazing.”
“I’m freezing, hold me.”

My sweet girl,

Your Letter gave me more delight, than any thing in the world but yourself could do; indeed I am almost astonished that any absent one should have that luxurious power over my senses which I feel. Even when I am not thinking of you I receive your influence and a tenderer nature steeling upon me. All my thoughts, my unhappiest days and nights have I find not at all cured me of my love of Beauty, but made it so intense that I am miserable that you are not with me: or rather breathe in that dull sort of patience that cannot be called Life. I never knew before, what such a love as you have made me feel, was; I did not believe in it…

Ever yours, my love!
John Keats.

—  John Keats, To Fanny Brawne, dated July 8th, 1819.


  • Feels comfortable mouthing off to a heavily-armed employer in his very first scene
  • Seems to have better cardio than Bart
  • Seems to have better music taste than Bart
  • Asks a strange biker to call him a cab
  • Drives a motorbike literally one episode later
  • Seems to have a shady criminal past
  • “I knew I’d die in some weird way eventually”
  • Attempts to fight Farah despite having no combat experience at all
  • Hits Bart up for money for lunch
  • Can see Bart in her underwear and doesn’t make it weird
  • Sits protectively outside Bart’s shower and doesn’t make it weird
  • Will sing Backstreeet Boys on command
  • Figures out that “the universe is broken” because, for the first time, Bart misread what the universe was telling her regarding Dirk Gently
  • He and Bart are wearing matching colours in the last episode
  • Shrugs at Todd in quiet Normal Dude™ understanding
  • Played by actual cinnamon roll Mpho Koaho
  • He and Bart stole a corgi from the body-swapping cultists
  • Fixes the time machine/soul swapper/unlimited energy device that closes the time loop once and for all
  • It takes him literally less than a week to go from she’s going to kill me and I’m petrified to she’s going to kill everyone else and I’m fully supportive of her life choices


You want a train ticket? It’s yours, alright. You wanna get out of here? Done. I’ll lie for you. I’ll sneak you out. Hell, I’ll even drive you. If you want more, if you want to make sure whatever’s happening here stops, then I can help you with that, too.

tfc characters as texts i've sent
  • neil: i should be dead how'd i get away with that
  • andrew: it was all my doing i'm glad i've confused everyone
  • kevin: pls remember vegetables exist and they love you
  • matt: sleep well sweet nugget
  • dan: but you know what. maybe I'M risky.
  • allison: i fight dirty and psychological trauma is the aim
  • renee: two people have asked me for directions in the past hour why is my face so soft and trustable
  • aaron: did u not know i only have one friend
  • nicky: i can even play heads or tails in multiple languages which is irrelevant just a fun fact
  • seth: i love death and dying and being dead