i love your relationship too much

BTS Reaction - Revealing your relationship in an interview

Seokjin [Jin] -

Jin would just smile innocently towards the camera, happy that he didn’t have to keep your relationship a secret anymore. He was prepared for all the questions that were coming his way and would answer them politely, without giving out any personal details about you. Jin didn’t see this as a problem but more of a relief, all the sneaking around was starting to tire him. Now that he didn’t have to came as the biggest comfort to him.

“It was gonna come out sooner or later, right?”

Originally posted by bwiseoks

Yoongi [Suga] -

Yoongi would probably just smirk, finding the whole thing amusing. He could just imagine you sitting at home and tearing your hair out while staring that the television horrified. He knew the consequences he was going to face once he got home, but to him it was worth it now that he didn’t have to hide you from his fans. Yoongi would laugh about the whole situation and blush a little as the boys teased him.

“She’s going to kill me when I get home.”

Originally posted by sugagifs

Hoseok [J-Hope] -

Hoseok would slap his hand over his mouth, eyes wide while beating himself up in his mind. He couldn’t believe that he just revealed the one thing that he wasn’t supposed to, but now that he did he didn’t see a point to stop. He would tell the most embarrassing stories about you, laughing once the boys joined in who all knew about your relationship from the start.

“I’m too cute for her to be mad at.”

Originally posted by j-cypher-moved

Namjoon [Rap Monster] -

He knew your relationship was going to come into the light soon enough, so he wouldn’t really regret revealing your relationship. He’d just laugh innocently showing his dimples to the camera, knowing you had a weakness for his smile. He wanted to butter you up before he got home, so that when he did you weren’t too mad at him. Namjoon had no shame in disclosing your romantic relationship, he’d just give out an amused, 


Originally posted by rapmini

Jimin -

Jimin knew he messed up the moment the secret came out of his mouth. He’d become really shy, feeling the interviewers  and the other boys eyes boring through him. A bashful laugh escaped his lips as his eyes turned into crescent moons. Jimin would blow a kiss towards the camera, being cute for you to forget what he just said.

“I’m sorry! I love you baby.”

Originally posted by spookyagustd

Taehyung [V] -

Taehyung couldn’t control what he saying, and would gush about you to the interviewer who was trying to ask him more questions. His sensible side would turn off and he’d just continue talking about you like it was nothing. After awhile though he’d come to his senses and smile sheepishly. Taehyung would wave at the camera innocently, trying to soothe the irritation he was sure you were feeling at home.

“Hey princess, please don’t kill me!”

Originally posted by jkookook

Jungkook -

Jungkook became so blushy and cute when talking about you. He’d have his head low while the boys pinched his red cheeks and teased him, saying that “he was finally a real man.” He’d get so smiley, knowing you were watching in your apartment with your equally as red cheeks. Jungkook wouldn’t say too much about your relationship, only saying one thing that  made the whole studio go ‘aww’.

“I really love her.”

Originally posted by jkguks

Being married to Harry would include...

Requested by anon: being harry hart’s wife? or you can make it gender neutral, I don’t really mind! x

A/N: It’s true that I try my best to keep most stuff (at least the h/cs) gender neutral so everyone can enjoy. I hope I stayed true to that. Xxxx

Originally posted by collywobblesfirth

  • despite having tied the knot, very few people would know about your relationship
  • neither of you is secretive about your marriage; you just like keeping things discreet and especially in your work environment
  • not too much PDA
  • but he will hold your hand with pride at any time, at any place
  • short but oh so loving kisses during a mission just to keep each other grounded and remind yourselves what it is you’re going home to
  • he hates being away from you, he hates it so much
  • he’ll often have to beg Merlin to put you in missions together just so he can be near you at all times and protect you but there are times when it’s not possible and that’s when he freaks out
  • internally at least because he really tries his best not to let it affect his work on the field
  • the thought of you being in danger and god knows how many miles away from him drives him insane every time
  • should you ever get injured, Harry runs to your side and there is nothing that can stop him from getting to you
  • and him always being so devastated if he’s away on a mission and he can’t be with you (you best believe he’ll be quitting everything and rushing to you if it’s anything serious)
  • him loving the little things you do for him
  • like making him coffee that somehow always tastes better than any other or randomly buying him the most wonderful books that you come across just because ‘you thought of him the moment you saw them’
  • he especially loves watching you go through his butterfly collection
  • you don’t really know any of the names or scientific terms but watching you as you inspect them with that childish look of awe on your beautiful face warms his heart unlike anything else
  • and so does hearing you refer to them as ‘the pretty yellow one with the spots’ or 'that blue one that I love’
  • lazy evenings consist of snuggling under a bunch of blankets in your shared living room, Mr. Pickle on your lap and Harry stroking your hair as he reads to you
  • lazy mornings, on the other hand, are spent cuddling in bed together until it’s almost noon but neither of you really wants to get up and leave each other arm’s just yet
  • keeping a rather large collection of records in your house, ranging from Elton John to The Beatles all the way to David Bowie really
  • and every artist is connected to a certain occasion in his mind
  • The Beatles are early mornings at 5am when he wakes up to find you baking and singing in the kitchen just because you 'got a little hungry’ and he can’t help but laugh at how adorable you are and how much he loves you
  • Van Morrison is every evening spent slow dancing across your living room, his arms wrapped tightly around you as he keeps your head firmly against his chest
  • Elton John is for those nights; those late nights when he returns from a mission so exhausted he practically throws himself into your arms yet you don’t say a thing
  • never really asking because you know how it feels and you know he’ll do the same when you’re in his place so you simply hold him and sing along to the low music that’s playing in the background, hoping to soothe his pain away
  • having long conversations about the future at least once or twice a week
  • Harry being worried because even your marriage is a stretch to the job and Kingsmen are not supposed to have families
  • but let me tell you what; he’d be damned if he let that stop him from having a family with you
A Little Bit of Something (God, It’s Better Than Nothing)

by grumpybell 
word count: 12,420
chapter - oneshot
rating: T (fluff & tropes galore) 

“-Clarke.” He sounds alarmed, suddenly, none of the casual, arrogant, amusement that had been in his voice moments before.
“Why is your mom calling me?”
“Shit. Don’t answer that. Listen, okay. She and I kind of got into an argument today-”
“-what else is new?”
“Shut up. Anyway, she told me she’s getting married and there was just so much subtext about my failure at relationships and my lack of love life, and I might have told her I’m engaged too.”
There’s silence on the other end of the phone.
“To you,” Clarke prompts.


Clarke is a competitive and stubborn human who lies to her mother about being engaged to Bellamy and ropes him into the charade.

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Clarke’s used to screening her calls from her mother on a fairly frequent basis, but when Abby calls her six times in the course of two days, she realizes it’s probably time to bite the bullet and answer the phone. Things aren’t as bad as they sometimes are. She and Abby are on speaking terms, tentatively, anyway. But Clarke’s classes have demanded insane hours and she’s tired and her mother seems to always have some part of Clarke’s life to pick at and she hasn’t been in the mood. But six calls probably warrants an answer. The next time her phone rings, she grits her teeth and answers.

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Ten Questions Tag

Tagged by @knightedwriter Thank you so much, I love these questions!

1. What’s your favorite story idea you’ve ever had?
Poly Pirate Adventure. In which my most flirtatious (and unlike me) character gets washed out to sea, picked up by privateers, and tries to get two people together but ends up being sucked into the relationship, too. Among so many other complications, because it wouldn’t be my writing without thirty subplots.

2. Which character loves soap operas?
Kellan. Hands down. Reysia would enjoy them as well. So would Ysandren, he’s quite dramatic. It makes me want to write a crack scene of them all in one room together watching their favorite soap.

3. How many major characters have you killed off?
Zero. I’m not a character death type of writer. I write tend to write characters who have already had enough bad shit happen to them, I like my stories to be more hopeful.

4. What’s your ideal setting for writing?
Comfortable. Cup of tea next to me. Right now it’s sunny, but chilly outside and the leaves are completely orange and yellow on the trees in our backyard so I’ve been sitting at the kitchen table so I can watch the leaves fall while I write. Usually I’m in my bedroom so no one will bother me.

5. Pen and paper or computer?
Computer. I like to start new ideas on paper, especially if they’re just character ideas or ideas for scenes that aren’t fully formed yet, but once I’m writing, I need a computer. I almost type fast enough to keep up with my own brain.

6. Pick a character. What’s one cute quirk people would love about them?
Drys is romantic to the point of being in danger of being gushy. He dotes on Dreya and feels a need to constantly make her feel special.

7. With the same character, what’s a trait that people might not like about them?
Drys is the type of person who walks in a room and asserts command, no matter where he is. It comes with the territory of being a military commander and a High Lord.

8. Do you have a set goal for words to write per day or do you write as the feeling strikes you?
I write five days a week, only giving myself two days off, just like work, except I usually take my off days on days that I am working my day job. I usually set a “small” goal and a “big” goal everyday. On days that I come home from work to write, my small goal is 2k words and my big goal is 3k. On my days off from work when I’m writing, my small goal is 3k and my big goal is 5k. Basically, if I’m really not feeling it when I sit down to write, I make myself at least get my little goal down. If I’m really in the groove, I let myself hit my big goal and then I stop for the day so I don’t experience burn out. NaNoWriMo will be a different story haha.

9. Post a recent sentence or two that you’re particularly proud of. Why are you proud of it?
A few sentences from Shadowhand:

I stood up quickly, evading his grasp as he tried to catch my arm, “She has my dad, Drys.  I can’t wait to go after her.  I just stayed to make sure that you would be okay while I’m gone.”
“I can do this, Drys.  I have to.”

It’s a turning point in Drys and Dreya’s relationship that very much ends up reflecting how far they’ve come in trusting each other. It wasn’t in any of the previous drafts of Shadowhand. I’m proud of myself for realizing that I needed to split them both up in order to further both of their character development.

10. What do you like most about writing stories/poetry/etc.?
Writing keeps me sane. I get to live in a world other than the one that my physical body lives in and I need that to keep myself balanced. I have always had an extremely vivid imagination and writing gives me an outlet for that. I love telling stories and escaping to worlds that I’ve created in my own head.

Tagging @mcubed35 @lizard-is-writing @bcopp @boothewriter @tsfennec @sapphicauthor Here are ten questions:

1. How did you get the idea for your current WIP?

2. What is one strange writing habit that you have?

3. Planner, pantser or plantser and why?

4. What are you writing goals from now until the end of the year?

5. Do listen to music while you write? If so, do you have playlists to link?

6. Tell me about your favorite character. When did you come up with them, why are they your favorite?

7. Why do you write?

8. What made you decide to become a writer?

9. Do you have an author that you look up to particularly as a writer? Do you recommend anything in particular by them?

10. What is your biggest weakness when it comes to writing?

In Your Love - CHURRiO - Yandere Simulator (Video Game) [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
By Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/3
Fandom: Yandere Simulator (Video Game)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Budo Masuta/Taro Yamada | Senpai, Taro Yamada/Budo Masuta, Budo Masuta/Taro Yamada, Taro Yamada | Senpai/Budo Masuta
Characters: Taro Yamada | Senpai, Taro Yamada, Budo Masuta
Additional Tags: Hand Jobs, Yaoi, i dont know what to tug ujjjjhhh, Porn with Feelings, Sexual Inexperience, its not considered public hand job if you do it in the uhhhhh males locker room right, should i tag this as smut, this has too much feelings to be smut, do yall have any idea how descriptive i went for the feelings here, porn with feelings are my one true terror sometimes when it comes to writing, Vanilla, Friendship, Friends to Lovers, ??????? - Freeform, acquaintances to friends


He was unsatisfied. He disliked the sudden blankness that he crawled on his skin. As much as he searched for an answer, or yet even a slightest clue, he was left empty and incomplete. His self-worth suddenly washed itself away, but he wouldn’t ever dare reveal it. He would never show, not even a fickle of it. He’s mastered the art of Martial Arts, and thus he’s mastered the ability to hide his inner conflicts under a thick dense cloth. It was as if the fire inside him was slowly dying, and all that’s left were ashes.

When he encounters Taro, everything changes.

If I ever decide to give up on you, understand how much that took out of me. I’m the type to give endless chances, always have your back even when you are wrong, and truly accept you for who you are. When the rest of the world doesn’t want you, I will. So if I gave up on you, understand it took everything I had left inside of me to leave you…because if I love you, and care about you, there isn’t anything on the planet I wouldn’t do for you.
You know a lot of things in this generation I really don’t like about relationships. A lot of the times people believe that communication isnt so important and there’s this foreign bullshit concept of being “whipped” or “cuffed”. People have this wild misconception of “chasing each other” and “playing hard to get” like texting back hours later, or not being open about your feelings as much as you should. People don’t realize how important it is to communicate how important they are to you. Tell your girl how you feel, it doesn’t make you weak. Tell her how much you appreciate her and love her, so she never has to question your opinion of her. Tell her how you’re proud of her trying her hardest and working her butt off everyday, always show her you feel this way by doing little things. Cook, listen to her, hell just write her a little message telling her these things. Anything to make her feel appreciated and cared for. Don’t you dare tell her these things because that’s what you think you should do, you tell her these things because that’s how you feel, and you want her to feel loved and appreciated just on top of the world with and without you. Don’t make her feel like that way only because she’s with you. She lived without you before you met, she could live without you after, make your presence a positive one that way she never wants to live without you. Never let her forget her worth and how you feel, I promise someone else would love to be in your place to show her, and just because you have her doesn’t mean you should let her forget these things. Be open about how you feel, if something makes you uncomfortable you should be able to tell your significant other. Create a safe place so that they know they can come to you about anything, and you will listen. People fight too much in relationships about little things. Fighting to me, is stupid. Grow up and be adults, is a fight really worth losing them over because you can’t set your ego down for 5 seconds to admit you were wrong and fix things? Grow together, you water me, I water you. That’s how it should be. This doesn’t make you “whipped, or cuffed” either. I hate the idea of cuffing season. Yes, having your girl with you to do holiday things with is so great but it’s so stupid come summer you’re like “nah I wanna be free now”. Fuck that noise. I want you in the winter, the summer, all four seasons. I want to go on spontaneous road trips and adventures with you all summer, end our night at a 24 hour diner drinking milkshakes and laughing at 4am, as much as I want to spend the holidays with you decorating Christmas cookies and kissing under the mistletoe. I want an all year life adventure, with 1 person and I want us to always be open and honest with how we feel, that’s how it really should be.
—  Just after a life full of love and laughter
I only ask for your time
Or is that asking for too much?
—  Tenari Ioapo // It’s the little things that matter most.
Nothing can stop me from being close to you, not even you.
—  Poets Love Her
I’ve been thinking a lot about “us” lately and everything that we were and weren’t and the more I think the more I realize how we fell apart before we even got a chance to fall together. . 
and you know, I’ve spent so much time going through every single message, every phone call, every memory, just trying to figure out where it all went wrong, where we lost it all. But I never stopped to think, what if we never had it right? and now that I’m finally thinking that, I’m realizing how we never even had anything to lose in the first place.
because okay, sure, you were here, and trust me I know you were because I put more emphasis on that than it deserved. So, yes. yes. YES, YOU WERE HERE! but that didn’t change the fact that this was one sided from the beginning. Because, although you were here, you didn’t want to be, your heart was never with it.
It was always me, It was me carrying the weight of our conversations on my back, it was me who was turning your one worded replies into poetry and it was me who made this “relationship” enough for the both of us. and I never even noticed because I was so convinced that you loved me, but the thing with one sided relationships is, they always catch up to you and in our case, the only reason it caught up to us is because there was nothing else to distract me from it because you stopped being here. the only god damn thing you contributed was just physically being here and even that, became too much for you to do.
And I have so much love inside me that I COULD love for the both of us, I mean I have BEEN loving for the both of us and I would of continued carrying this relationship on my back because I saw so much in you that it was so hard for me to realize that there was nothing actually there cause I wanted something to be there so badly. But I can’t make you be here, I could turn one worded replies into something but I can’t make something out of nothing, and trust me I wish I could of. I wish I could of saved us, I used to stay up all night wondering how I could turn back time, How I could save our downfall but now I realize. Nothing could of saved us. you can’t make people love you and you can’t give people things without stopping to ask if they even want it, and in our case I gave you my heart without even hesitating to check if you wanted it. and thats where I went wrong. 
I still love you, but I’ve accepted the fact that we were never real and that we probably will always be just in my head.
—  Your heart was never with me

BTS Reaction ; Falling For You While Being in A Relationship

Requested by Anonymous, “Hello, I love your blog so much! You’re such a talented writer! Can I request a reaction to BTS falling for one of their friends (who is the reader/OC) while they have a girlfriend? Sorry if my english is weird. Thank you and I love you! 💖💖💖”


Jin ➳ It’s been awhile since he realized he had feelings for you and he was terrified. He knew he had to choose one, his best friend or his significant other — but it was hard for him, too afraid to confront his girlfriend and leave a mess he’d rather not clean up. He loves you, spending every passing day with you and even cancelling meet ups with his girlfriend like she was nothing but a nuissance. His phone always kept ringing with texts, and when he finally got tired of it one day as he forced the device to slumber when you both went out to eat, you finally ask him about it. “Is it your girlfriend calling?” You ask with a teasing smile as he blows on his steaming soup.

“Nah,” he whispers, sliding the phone into his pocket, “it’s no one important.”

Originally posted by yoongichii

Suga ➳ The moment Yoongi realized he was falling for you, he had ended it with his girlfriend right then and there. He wasn’t going to lead someone on when his heart belonged to someone else, and even if you didn’t know about his feelings — he didn’t care in the slightest. He invited you to the studio and dorms plenty of times, and he would be smiling more often, teasing you and just basking in the beauties of you. It was one day when you two were in the studio alone, that you finally notice his gaze burning holes into your soul. “What?” You snap, annoyed, and he simply sways his arms nervously as he smiles admiringly.

“I love you.”

Originally posted by minsecretsoul

J-Hope ➳ It was just a simple crush that prolonged as wine overfilled his glass and intoxicated him, permanately drunk on you. Being with you made him happy, but he was way too afraid to leave his girlfriend due to the aftermath — and the cruel reality that you may never return his feelings had obsidian ink dripping into half of his heart. He always left you at abrupt times, never trusting himself around you as his body begged to touch yours, and when he got up to calm his flushed cheeks and fluttering heart, you raised an eyebrow, thinking he was sick. “Are you okay?” The question drips from your lips and freezes him, quickly feigning a smile and refusing to stare you in the eyes.

“Yep.” Hell no.

Originally posted by bangtannoonas

RapMonster ➳ “So how is she?”

And the question alone makes his stomach drop. How is she? His girlfriend? He didn’t know, his eyes only staring into yours that seemed to calm him many of times, making him feel at ease as if they were home — and before he can even realize what he says, the next words casually leave his vocal chords. “Broken.”

“What?” You ask, eyebrows knitting together as you tilt your head to the side in confusion.

“(y/n), I broke up with her a while back,” he confesses, because it is true, he just never deemed it necessary to let others know, “because..I realized I was in love with you.”

Originally posted by jeonbase

Jimin ➳ He couldn’t help himself, and he was even disgusted with himself. His feelings bloomed with each passing day, the floret growing bigger and stronger and refusing to wilt. He is way too nice to leave his girlfriend even though he knew all he felt was attraction towards her, but with you..he is in love with you. Deeply. “Like the stars, you’re beautiful.” He says as you both sit in the back of his truck during the night, and immediately, you become flustered.

“Oh shut up, you ass,” you laugh, pushing his shoulder but he quickly grabs your hand.

“I’m being honest,” a genuine smile forms on his lips as he looks into your eyes, “how do you look so beautiful all the time?”

Originally posted by yoonmin

VI’m traditional, is his excuse to everything, especially to leaving his girlfriend he was way too afraid to confront like a man and leave. His feelings for you were obvious, his replies to you becoming even shier and shorter, rectangular smiles nearly ripping the skin on his cheeks as he would playfully try to put his hands on you as they ached to feel the sparks he felt whenever they touched your warm skin. He was even more playful, and one day when you two fall off the couch of the dark living room, falling into his chest while becoming a giggling mess from his tickle attack — you try to get up after having calmed down only for his arms to instantly wrap tightly around the small of your back and pull you flush against his chest.

“Just a little longer,” his deep voice breathes, “please.”

Originally posted by bangtannoonas

Jungkook ➳ “You’re not my boyfriend.”

And he stiffens as those words, even if you giggled them, leave your mouth as they used his heart like a punching bag. You’re not my boyfriend. He sits there, slumping into the couch he sits on defeatedly as your eyes settle on Taehyung from across the party, telling him that you were going to spend time with the older man and Jungkook knew where this was going. He was jealous, and he didn’t want you to go, grabbing your arm with such force to keep you seated beside him even if his girlfriend was watching you two from afar. But you were right, he wasn’t yours, you weren’t his and you never will be.

And regretfully, he stares into his lap as he whispers, “I wish I was.”

Originally posted by bangtannoonas


🌜spells & days of the week🌛

lil chart for when to cast your spells RE days of the week


🌚 moonday!! great for fertility, healing and personally i like to cast all my self love and positivity spells here too 🌙


the day of mars so strength 💪  and courage spells will be more potent! also gr8 for agriculture so bless your pets and plants🍃


mercury day!! communication, study 📖  and travel. i like to do spirit work on a wednesday and it’s good for wealth too. 💸


🍀 day of jupiter. lucky lucky thursday. i don’t have much to say about thursday except luck and fortune. i’m anti thursday🍀


VENUS. U KNO WHAT THAT MEANS. 💞 ALL the love and relationship potions go riiiight here. incl. self love if you’re not a moon worshipper like me and didn’t do them monday. in fact do them both days. do them everyday 💕


saturday (saturn) is good for clearing obstacles. saturn is all about renewal and liberation so bear that in mind. i’ve put emojis for everything but idk what to do for this so here is the saturday dog 🐶


again…sun…day…🌞 good for health and success, but also recharging and happiness! ☀️

Being with you is my favorite thing and when I leave you I almost feel like it wasn’t real. Like I dreamed it all up. I usually have so much control over my feelings and I will be completely honest I have tried so much to not think of you but nothing ever works. You fill my entire mind and you have ever since that night in November when you talked to me about music and let me wear your flannel when I was cold. I am a fool for you and I’m done with hiding how I feel because it’s all too much.
—  real shit
By Heart [ I ]

Genre [Rating] : Angst

Length: 4.4k

Pairing: Kyungsoo x Reader

Summary: Getting over him was the most impossible thing in the world because part of you couldn’t believe it was really over.

By Heart Masterlist

Originally posted by kyungsuhos

The hardest part about giving someone else your heart, is that it then belongs to them. Even if things end, they will forever own a piece of you. A piece of the most important part of you, no less. It’s a piece of yourself that you can never get back, not really, not fully.

Six months. One hundred eighty two days. Four thousand three hundred sixty eight hours. That was how long it had been since you felt whole.

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My dear lgbt+ kids, 

Talking about your identity is not “over-sharing” or “too much information” or “inappropriate”. 

The idea that lgbt+ people talk about their identity too much is ridiculous: 

Straight people talk about their romantic feelings and relationships and nobody calls them out for that. Cis people mention their gender and nobody calls them out for that. 

Those things play a important role in their life, influence their daily experiences - of course they talk about that! 

Why is it any different when we lgbt+ people talk about those things? It isn’t - unless they consider our kind of love, our kind of relationships, our gender to be so abnormal, so weird, so wrong that every mention of it is “too much”. 

I accept lgbt+ people but why do they always talk about their identity all the time” is not acceptance at all. It’s a sign they do not accept us as normal enough to be allowed to share our thoughts. And that’s crap. 

We are not some weird rare thing that is fascinating to hear about like once but every further mention would be creepy.  

We are normal. We deserve to talk about our life. 

With all my love, 

Your Tumblr Mom 

Early Morning Teasing

Group: BTS


Excerpt: ‘ you turned your face to the side waiting for him to get angry, loving the rush of adrenaline that ran through your veins at the thrill of riling him up for the fun of it.’

Genre: fluff

Length: 1k

A/N: the fluffiest thing i think i’ve ever written

Originally posted by ultranicolet

The sunlight filtered into the room, stirring you from your sleep as you moved around vaguely aware that there was an arm over your chest, you wriggled trying to get a look at whose arm it was, brown hair splayed over his forehead and fast asleep, Jeongguk frowned slightly before turning his head a few times before settling. A few small snores left his mouth, his arms and legs were splayed on the bed and you tried to ease yourself out from under them, to no avail.

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dating stiles stilinski would include...
  • stiles constantly asking for assurance that you actually love him
  • him always putting you first
  • long, sweet kisses
  • he’d always want to be touching you somehow, even if it was just holding your hand
  • trying to keep you safe from everything
  • jeep sex
  • stiles pissing you off and then telling you how much he loves you
  • “i love you too, you fucker.”
  • everyone cringing at your relationship but also secretly admiring it
  • cuddles from behind
  • stiles being the big spoon when you have nightmares
  • rubbing it in theo’s face that stiles got you instead of him
  • awkward dates 
  • watching his lacrosse games
  • keeping a spare bat in your room just in case
  • noah loving you and considering you as his daughter
  • the pack always watching over you because they know how much you mean to stiles
  • rough sex 
  • sex
  • jeep sex
  • arguing over watching star wars
  • “star trek is better.”
  • “i swear to god, i’ll suffocate you.”
  • makeup sex
  • supporting one another through hard times
  • helping him study
  • practically living with him and his dad
  • you’re his anchor, and he’s yours

tell me what you thought!
masterlist // coming soon

How to let go of your ex once and for all (even if it feels impossible)

It took me nearly 3 years to get over my ex boyfriend. If you have ever been through a breakup, you know it is one of the hardest most heart-wrenching things to go through.

After weeks of fighting, the day came where there was no other option than to break up. When he left my house that day I felt like he had ripped off a piece of my soul. I had loved this man with all my heart, it was a raw all consuming intense kind of love. I couldn’t grasp the reality of what had happened. My best friend came over and I was just lying there with lykke li’s song possibility on repeat. I had cried for hours and there was no life left in my eyes. 

For the first few months after the breakup I was in denial and I went into party mode, but not dealing with the pain slowly started to take its toll. And eventually (also because of some other factors) I fell into a deep black depression that would last for about a year. After the depression it still took me a long time to completely let him go.

It was the hardest and most valuable experience of my life.

So what helped me to let him go?

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  • *Daddy and me out on our trip to the beach we took a while back. We had to sleep in separate rooms, because we went with our school.*
  • Daddy: *texting me* It's way past your bedtime. Got your shower done?
  • Me: *texting back* yep. I'm not tired tho.
  • Daddy: baby, we've got a busy day tomorrow. It's 12 o'clock now. You'll be a grouchy girl if you don't go to sleep.
  • Me: no I won't! I'm not going to sleep!
  • Daddy: you're being so fussy today. Baby, what's wrong?
  • Me: I just... I don't have any of my stuffies, we can't FaceTime because there are other people in our rooms, and I'm scared.
  • Daddy: why are you scared, princess?
  • Me: I'm in a new place. I'm not familiar with my surroundings.
  • Daddy: don't worry, babygirl. you're safe, I promise. I'm just one floor above you. Lock your door, put in your headphones if you want, and try to get some sleep.
  • Me: okay, dada. Thank you.
  • Daddy: you're welcome, princess. Sweet dreams! I love you so very much.
  • Me: I love you too, daddy.