i love you so much my girls

Never Grow Up - 1

SUMMARY: Sebastian watches his little girl grow up.

WARNINGS: fluff, my friends.

AUTHOR’S NOTE: you all know how much i love dad!seb so of course i’m going to write a short series about it. please don’t kill me lol. if you want to be tagged in this series, let me know! it’s going to be about 4 or 5 chapters. 


Sebastian held your hand through each push you gave. He peered over your bent legs and saw the baby’s head crowning. His eyes filled with tears, not believing the fact that the woman he loved was giving birth to his daughter. Their own daughter.

“You can do it, baby.” He leaned in close to your ear. “I see her little head.”

You squeezed Sebastian’s calloused hand a couple of more times before a cry broke out through the room. It was the loudest and most sharpest cry Sebastian had ever heard in his life, but it was something so beautiful. He wouldn’t ever forget it.

The baby was put on your bare chest while the doctor handed Sebastian a pair of scissors so he could cut the umbilical cord. He looked back at his girls before carefully cutting the cord where the doctor had clamped down on and then passing the scissors back to her.

Sebastian moved to kiss the top of his your head, mumbling sweet words into your hair all whilst looking down at his newborn baby girl. He was already wrapped around her tiny finger. He hadn’t even held her yet, but he would stop the world for her.

The nurses came and picked her up, assuring you and Sebastian that they were going to come right back with her. While they cleaned you up and made sure everything was okay, he ran his fingers through your hair. Your eyes fluttered closed, all of the hard work of pushing out a human being catching up to you.

The baby was soon brought back in a bundled up blanket and a little hat on her head. Her eyes were closed shut and her mouth was slightly open. Sebastian’s eyes lit up as he watched her breathe gently. She looked like a doll. He helped make her. She had a piece of him that no one else would ever have.

“I think she looks like you. Look at all the hair on her head. That’s definitely your gene.” You looked up at him and grinned.

“Really?” He titled his head. “I think she looks more like you. She definitely has your nose.”

“Poor thing,” you joked.

“What?” He scoffed. “I like your nose. It’s the cutest nose ever.”

You opened your mouth to retaliate but was interrupted by the tiny cry that escaped the new born baby’s mouth.

“I don’t think she likes that we’re arguing.” You snickered. “It’s okay, baby. Mommy and Daddy are just teasing each other. We do that a lot.”

“Hey, we never decided on a name.”

“Well, we got down to two – Ella or Rose”

“How about both?” He shrugged, looking at the baby. “Ella Rose.”

You looked down at your daughter and smiled from ear to ear. “Ella Rose,” you repeated softly. “It’s perfect.”

Nurses came and stopped by every couple of minutes and then every couple of hours. Sebastian watched in awe as your breastfed the baby. It was all so fascinating to him; how a woman’s body could do so much for another human being.

“You haven’t held her yet.” You yawned.

“It’s okay.”

“Here.” You moved your arms closer to Sebastian’s. “I want to take a nap. You two need to have some bonding time too, you know?”

Sebastian looked down at Ella and pursed his lips. Sure, he had held babies before. They weren’t all newborn babies, but they were definitely babies. But this was different. This was his child. His first born child. It was different without a doubt.


“Huh?” He looked at his you. “What?”

“Here.” you scooted closer to him, “Hold her.”

He looked at you for a second before looking down at the baby once more. He placed his arms out and you gently passed her over into his arms. Sebastian’s eyes widened at how light she was. Everything about her was so fragile.

“Wake me up if you need anything.”


He looked down at his arms again and smiled. She was perfect if perfect existed. He looked over at you and noticed that you were already out. He got up from the bed and slowly walked over to the chair in the room to let you sleep more comfortably.

“Hi,” he whispered. “It’s me, your dad.” He furrowed his brows and sighed, “Oh, man. I don’t know what I’m doing.”

The baby sneezed in his arms causing him to jump and the baby to begin to cry. He immediately began bouncing her in his arms gently cooing that everything was okay; that he had her and nothing bad would ever happen to her as long as he was around.

Sebastian’s heart fluttered at the sight of Ella’s tiny mouth turning upward after he finished talking. He was sure she didn’t understand a word he had said, but he made her smile. He leaned down and kissed her soft forehead.

“Everything I do is for you and your mom, Ella. I’m always going to be here for you even when you’re a rebellious teenage who wants nothing to do with her parents. I’ll be there for you when life gets tough and you feel like nothing in the world is going right for you.”

He stopped and looked up to get a look at you. You were still out like a light. He smiled to himself and rested against the back of the chair.

“I love you, Ella. You’re one of the best things that’s ever happened to me.”



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anonymous asked:

Tell us a story of you and your girl?

Well today we went to the queer beach for Pride and she was super amused because I kept acquiring children – some of whom are the children of friends of ours, which was expected because I’m the one who taught them to go into the ocean years ago, carrying them on me (which I did more of again today, of course), and one of them is an eight year old trans boy and I love him so damn much – but also I think my girl was extra amused because half the children I acquired just randomly saw me playing in the sand with my girl (we built a heart castle and town and then made a moat to protect it, it was epic and amazing and all the queers were cheering us on when waves came and our moat worked) and just like… chose me? So I took them into the ocean and their parents were like yesssssss because it gave them time to just chill and watch the puppers from the sidelines and I don’t know how I acquired so many children but it was very happy-making and much like my tumblr experience I suppose?

And my girl just kinda watched it all happen and was very bemused. 

And we walked the boardwalk together and found vegan hot dogs and vegan ice cream and it was absolutely delightful and now we’re home decompressing and it was just a spectacular pride That Is All.

Scary Sweetheart // KJ Apa

Anonymous: Hey girl, love your imagines and I was wondering if you could do a KJ imagine/oneshot, where the reader is a dancer and KJ supports her at a show and stuff? Thanks lovely.

Word Count: 1,440

Warnings: panic attack, supportive KJ, cuddly KJ

Characters: KJ Apa, Cole Sprouse, Lili Reinhart, Camila Mendes, Madelaine Petsch, Casey Cott,

A/N: I legit had to watch Dance Moms and I got so much inspiration you do not understand (I love dance moms omg). I hope you enjoy this and I can’t wait to finish all these and open my requests again. X

This is the dance: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JjSHEBbktyI if you don’t want to watch the intro, the performance starts at 2:19. x


You took a deep breath as you walked out of your dressing room and to the foyer of the theatre. KJ had messaged you, letting you know that he and the gang were here and to meet them in the foyer.

Your hair was curled and thrown into a bun and your make up was all done and perfect, your winged eyeliner had been done less than 10 minutes ago. “Hey!” You grinned, seeing the familiar brunette (unfortunately, the red faded) and your group of friends. They all turned at the sound of your voice, seeing you clad in a pair of Adidas sweatpants and a crop top.

Your 6 cast mates all walked towards you, smiles on their faces. Madelaine was the first to hug you, pushing past KJ and wrapping her arms tightly around your body, giggling. She squealed. Words of luck were given to you by Cole, Camila, Lili and Casey, as Madelaine and the rest of them left, telling you that they’ll see you after the show and telling KJ that they will save him a seat.

“I can’t wait to watch you tonight.” He grinned, pushing a curl behind your ear and kissing your forehead gently, looking down at you. “You’re going to be the best and you’re going to win.” KJ chuckled, kissing you softly on the lips. “Now, go knock ‘em dead, baby. And make sure your partner doesn’t fall in love with you.”

You giggled, pushing KJ towards the double doors where he would go and find the gang. “Good luck! I love you!” He turned around just before he got to the doors, grinning at you. You blew him a kiss, waving at him and running back to your dressing room to get changed into the yellow dress you would be wearing.


“Please welcome to the stage, entry number 25, ‘Scary Sweetheart’.” You heard the voice through the speakers as you looked at your partner, James, who was standing on the opposite wing, giving you thumbs up. You took a deep breath, walking onto the stage with poised steps and took your place in the middle of the stage.

Once the music started, you were automatically in the zone. The touches of James’s cold fingertips gave you goose bumps, but you focused on the beat and lyrics of the song. You had been practicing this dance with James for a few months now, your dance instructor wanting every bit perfect. You had practiced 9 hours a day, 4 times a week for about 4 – 5 months.

Once it got to a specific part in the dance that you had trouble with at the start, but you eventually got it perfect, you became nervous. James lifted you up by your waist twice, and when he placed you down so you could go behind him, you had lost your footing and slipped up. It wasn’t anything major, but it still made your heart beat faster and tears prick at your eyes. Your dance instructor was going to be very pissed off at you for stuffing up a dance you had been practicing for months.

The drastic change in music to set the scene was your favourite part as you went from ‘sweetheart’ to ‘scary sweetheart’ made the crowd cheer, loving the mood. You took deep breaths as your partner fell onto the floor from the ‘kick’ you had given him, and you used the emotions you were bottling up right now to set the emotion for the scene. Once you had grabbed the back of James’s shirt, picking him up and dropping him back onto the floor, you left the stage with your chin high and back straight, but as soon as you were behind the curtains of the wings, you burst into tears. Covering your mouth to stop the sobs, you rushed back to your dressing room and closed the door, grabbing your phone with shaky hands and sitting on the floor and unlocking your phone. You dialled KJ’s number, your whole body shaking as tears fell down your face and you used your free hand to wipe the tears from your cheeks.

“Baby?” KJ had answered. He was speaking in a normal tone, not hushed or anything, since it was intermission and he had obviously either stepped outside or there was no one around him. “You did amazing, what’s wro-“

“I st-stuffed up!” You sobbed, pulling your knees to your chest and pulling the bobby pins out of your hair, letting your bun fall loose and your hair fall over your shoulders. “I-I slipped and now James is going to hate m-me and so is Re-Rebecca.” You tried to calm your breathing, but you had worked yourself up, and now you were border lining a panic attack.

“Hey, hey. Breathe, (Y/N). C’mon. Where’s your dressing room? I’ll come and see you and bring you a bottle of water.” KJ’s voice soothed you, and you could hear Cole and Camila’s voice in the background, asking if you were okay. She’s just a bit worked up, KJ spoke away from the phone, and you could hear the chatter of your friends, asking if you needed anything.

“Baby. Just text me where your dressing room is and I’ll see you there, alright? You gonna be okay for about 5 minutes?” KJ asked you, his attention back onto you.

“O-Okay.” You hiccupped, your sobs still coming through, and tears still flowing down your cheeks. Your hands shook as you attempted to text KJ, but you sent the message with a few mistakes and an odd full stop in the middle of the sentence, but you couldn’t be bothered editing it.

KJ had shown up in your dressing room, and seen that you had calmed down a little bit, but you would let out the occasional sob and hiccup. “Hey, darling.” KJ closed the door behind him, slowly walking towards you. He knelt down in front of you, resting his hands on your knees and rubbing them gently. “It’s alright, hey? Just, breathe for me. Like you taught me. In and out. Slowly.” KJ’s voice soothed you a bit more than the instructions did, but you still complied, inhaling and exhaling slowly.

“I-I didn’t mean to slip.” You looked up at the brunette, your eyes red. “The floor was slippery and my stockings just didn’t mix well.” You closed your eyes, letting your chin rest on your knees. “I’m just really tired too.” You pushed yourself off the ground, grabbing your dance bag and shoving all of your belongings into it, not caring how they’re placed.

“Come on then, I’ll take you back to my place. We can drop Cole and Madelaine home, since they came with me, but you can have a hot shower to relax and we can watch a movie and go to bed.” KJ grabbed your bag from you when you went to sling it over your shoulder. His bicep rippled as his arm flexed, and you followed him out the door.


“Bye, Cole!” You waved to the brunette who walked towards his apartment. Madelaine had been dropped off before Cole, but now you and KJ were on your way back to his place.

You watched as the buildings went past, and when you saw the familiar street of KJ’s street, you sat up a little and grabbed your phone, seeing that the time was 7pm. Once KJ had pulled the car up, you got out the car. “I’ll grab your bag.” KJ told you and you looked over your shoulder, smiling.

“I’ll be in the shower,” you spoke softly, unlocking the front door and kicking your shoes off. You had already started to unzip the dress and were in the shower within 5 minutes of getting home.

KJ was in the bedroom, turning Netflix on the Xbox and he was changing the sheets over (since he and Cole had fallen asleep on the bed. Go figure) and grabbing you something to eat from the kitchen.

Once you had wrapped a towel around your body, you walked into his bedroom and opened the draw you had claimed, changing into some sweatpants and a training bra. Pulling your wet hair into a bun, you got on his bed and put your phone on charge, sliding under the covers.

“I made you a cheese sandw-“ KJ looked at your quite figure. You had fallen asleep, already snuggled under the covers. He grinned, placing the sandwich on the desk in his room. He turned the lights off and crawled into bed next to you, his arms wrapping around his waist.

“Good night, Sweetheart.”

I knew it from the first moment

Levi’s mind: She is a kind and courteous girl, but the most Impulsive I know…

Mikasa’s mind: He is a reserved man, methodical but at the same time insolent…


I think of Mikasa as the impulsive side of the relationship and in Levi as the responsible guy. Their differences attract and complement each other. 

What do you think about them?


I’m sorry! I know it is very late, but here is my contribution to #RivamikaWeek of day two, I did not have much time today but I hope you like it.

I’m finally starting to upload my April Patreon rewards, for you to see what you’ve been missing!  (Remember: if you want early access to my art and HQ unwatermarked versions for your personal use, please become my patron!)

  • April Subject: Western Magical Girls.
  • Category: Something Cute.
  • Characters: Star Butterfly and Marco Díaz, from Star vs the Forces of Evil! ♥

I really really enjoy the absurd humor of SVTFOE, and I LOVE Marco as much as I love Star! (and I kinda ship them, too… no matter what people says X’D) so here, have not only the Magical Girl I was supposed to draw for my Patrons, but also her lovely teammate!

For The Juice Girls

Actually ALL OF YOU.

Go read this.

Nueva Vida

To be honest Im kinda mad at @juiceboxxortiz and @codenamekaraortiz for coming up with this incredible masterpiece because I don’t know how Im going to cope when its over. I am so so so in love with this story and it truly makes my day when I see another chapter has been posted! These two are amazingly talented and this story is amazing, the writing is amazing, the storyline, the dialogue, the characters 😩 So much love has gone into this and it honestly shows.  Im honestly so obsessed with this. If I could leave more kudos, I would. Seriously, bravo 👏🏼 I can’t praise you two enough.I hope you two come up with a million more storylines because I just can’t get enough.

So Thank you! For blessing us all with this beautiful masterpiece and making my days shine a little brighter. So much love, ❤️💛💚💙💜

anonymous asked:

hi babes, can you rec me some fics where liam or zi are dating a girl, but cant help their love for each other so are secretly dating? does that make sense? i love love each one of you so much you are the greatest thank you so much

Just the two of us and a cute little cup of cyanide

our dirty little secret.

Do Things to Me

Silence sets the scene (the scent of denial)

Hook, Line and Sinker

Wicked Games

Stop at any Time

One More Night

Gum Isn’t the Only Sticky Stuff Under the Table

i thought i had you in the palm of my hand

here’s my hand (if you’ll take it)

One More Time (One More Night)

The Gorgeous Torch Ginger

18 (I Want A Love Like You Made Me Feel)

Out of the woods

these are some good ones

Hey I found this self-portrait from like, eons ago, saved in my drafts and it’s like 130 am so here you go.

My name is Sneks and I’m a pan girl who doesn’t take care of her hair but always has eyeliner on and last halloween I was drunk and someone tore out my nose ring by accident and I love Pickles the drummer heyoo.

anonymous asked:

Eros, Iris, Zeus (For the greek ask thingy)

Eros: How do you define your sexuality?

I used to really want to label myself but now I just don’t care and honestly I don’t really use any labels unless I’m talking to the straights™ cause they don’t really get not labelling. So I just use queer to identify myself because there’s a lot I’m unsure of. But I know I like girls 😂

Iris: What’s your favorite color palate?

Idk I like purples and pinks and blues. Also pastels of all of those.

Zeus: How do you feel about thunderstorms?

I love thunderstorms so much they make my day. Honestly my fave.

thexscarletxwitchx  asked:

....Do I even want to know wtf the fidget spinner dating sim is? 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 Jesus Christ I'm scared




“He was a boy.

She was a fidget spinner.

He liked kid’s toys.

She wanted a real man.

Could this love really work out?…” ~qualifiedbadger


A special shout out

To my girls. Before I met you guys officially, I was having a pretty shitty time. I struggled daily with my post partum depression and battles tears and feelings of hopelessness almost constantly. I felt alone and overwhelmed and you guys brought me out of my head. I still deal with my depression day by day and will for a while. But you guys make life so much easier. Whether it’s whispers or a super confusing and glitchy Skype call, I could talk to any if you for hours. You make me smile. You make me laugh. I can’t wait to see you guys in person and get to give you the hugs and personal thanks that yall deserve. I love how we can talk about literally everything, from throwing salt to throwing neck ( @inukag-4ever ) 😉 or even explaining southern slang to international travel plans. I love you guys so much. And I can’t wait. Together in Tennessee 😙❤❤

@inunanna @kuddle-cakes @adorableears7 @kags09 @inukag-4ever

anonymous asked:


!!!!!!!!! I AGREE s4 was the first time i’ve EVER seen a woc muslim girl being on screen as the main and thats freaking amazing. representation MATTERS SO MUCH.

however. in the future im hoping for BETTER representation bc the sidelining of sana in this season was unacceptable. and although i am grateful for the representation i got, its still not enough or near good enough compared to the representation of white people

anonymous asked:

what are your favorite harley costumes?

i know this question didn’t warrant such an in-depth answer but this is one of my favourite tops so i went way overboard and literally ranked them all you’re welcome

1. jester costume- my ultimate favourite variation is the arkham knight version!!!

2. arkham knight tutu- so good, so gorgeous, not a single flaw, i love it so much

3. arkham asylum- i know it’s so weird and people hate it but god i live for it

4. assault on arkham- such a great update on the classic jester???

5. dc superhero girls- listen up yo dc superhero girls is ICONIC

6. dc bombshells- style, flair, color, this outfit has got it all

7. suicide squad movie- not a fan of the wording but the actual outfit is top notch

8. arkham city- rock and roll harley is pretty rad i like it

9. new 52 solo series- the comics are awful but the coney island outfit is a+

10. lego batman movie- so cute? like a little anime princess? but a bit too busy

11. injustice 2- pretty but it’s not recognisable as a supervillain/superhero i guess

12. injustice insurgency- i love the jacket but the outfit overall is messy af

13. harley quinn’s revenge- my problem here is that only one ponytail is dip dyed

14. injustice original- what in tarnation? i don’t understand why this happened

15. new 52 suicide squad- i don’t even want to acknowledge this why the fuck would you EVER

16. ame-comi- hell on earth

17. gods and monsters- this outfit doesn’t exist

crackinthecloud  asked:

Do you have any Sara Lance fic recs? I've fallen into a spiral I just love her so much

Hmm. I have a few, culled from my AO3 bookmarks, that I am happy to share. There is nowhere near as much Sara fic as I would like there to be, unfortunately, but I have an ardent and abiding love for my few favourites.

This is by no means an exhaustive list - if anyone else has recs for stories that are not on here, I’d love to know about them!.

(Also, not that I can really rec myself, but: I have written a few Sara Lance fanfictions.)

Arrowverse/Pre-Legends Canon
This Is How It Begins, by gnimaerd (Sara/Nyssa, Explicit)
I go back and forth about when I think Sara and Nyssa’s relationship first started, but this is a great take: the two of them at the league, first time fic that’s sweet and sexy.

Legends Canon
Never Send To Know, by gnimaerd (Sara/Len, Teen+)
Ohhh gosh this story is such a gem. It lines up with all of my headcanons for Len, who I always view as vaguely-ace, vaguely-aro, and is a really interesting look at how these two ended up as almosts. It also slots into canon beautifully, and has some wonderful ensemble gen and the whole thing just makes

Trapped In 1958
Yes, this is a specific subgenre of Legends fic and it’s super important.

it’s just a spark, but it’s enough by tevinterimperium (Sara/Kendra, implied Kendra/Ray, Teen+)
Content warning for infidelity is sort of implied but: there it is. This is beautiful, dreamy, heart-wrenching angst. Ray thriving in 1958 while Sara and Kendra orbit each other and fall apart and it’s wonderful. I could read a hundred of this very specific kind of story, but this is my favourite one.

pull it apart and put it back together (how you want it) by falsealarm (Sara/Kendra)
This maybe the only trapped-in-1958 fix-it fic in the whole AO3 and that’s a shame, but it’s also ok: this is the definitive telling of it. An AU where Ray doesn’t get stranded with the girls, and they build a different sort of life together.

Alternate Universe

Definitely @falsealarm‘s Band AU, aka keep playing my heartstrings, faster and faster (Sara/Kara, Sara/Kendra, Sara/Kara/Kendra, Explicit)
Full disclosure: I am working on fic set in this verse, that’s how much I like it. Basically all of the best girls from the CW DCU are in a band and Sara is queer and poly and she has two great girlfriends and they are all really great to each other and this is 90% smut, also, you have to know this. But it’s excellent.

Happy Birthday, Ele!

Hope you had/are having a great day and got to celebrate with your family and friends! I’m so thankful I got to know you, and can’t wait to meet you again. Thank you for being my friend, for putting up with me for so long and listening to my rants, and for being such an awesome, positive and kind person! You really make tumblr a much better place! I love you, girl! 💜

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