i love you so much i cant

wow 1000 followers!?god im so happy.

THANK YOU GUYS!!!!much love.

(and i know hotline bling is kinda old song now but i still cant help drawing it….that dance is just…!


I really can’t thank you guys enough. It seems like just yesterday I hit 500 followers.

I can’t believe that so many people like my little blog, but it means the world to me to have your support. I love every single one of you. I’m always here for every single one of you. Just send me a message and I’ll be happy to talk to you. Take care of yourselves. 💞

A thank you to all the friends I’ve made here: @zeloandhobiaremyhubbies @hecallsmemoonlightbae @this-aint-a-scene-its-a-tradegy @forever-young-got7 @kimfuckingtaehyung @somerandomflamingo @multi-fandom-blog All have you are such amazing people. I’m so happy to have met you and become friends with you. I love you all so much. Even if I don’t always message back quickly, I care so much about you and I’m thankful to have been able to meet you. 💖


honestly i dont even really know how to begin this like??? i feel like i have so much to say it was just the best day of my Entire Ugly Life. im so honored i really am it was just the most beautiful experience ever nd also so funny lkafsfsa i can’t wait to share with you !! 

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I’ll Always Be Here || c.h

its never too much, bb x

I M A G I N E 

You got me so obsessed,” you sang, dancing around in your small kitchen. “I love when east meets west!” 

It’s Friday night and you’re currently dancing to ONE OK ROCK. A kettle was boiling water on your 1970s stove as your hips swayed with every beat of the song. The glossed, wooden tiles kept your feet giddy due to the chill it held. You hopped yourself on top of your granite counter, preparing your ‘i cant even’ mug with a small colander.  

“Can’t you see I’m out of my head for you,” you sung, tapping teaspoons of sugar into your mug as you bobbed your head to the catchy beat. “Can’t you see I’m–” the vibration of your phone distracted you too much to finish the lyric. You press pause on your boombox as you check the caller ID. Your face beamed to see your favorite Maori boy’s name shine on the screen. 

“Hey Cal,” you spoke gently but contently, holding the phone dearly against your ear. 

“Y/N, I need you!” Calum frantically pleaded, shocking you a bit. “Fuck– I mean, I need your advice!” 

“What’s up?” You pondered, stressing concern in your voice as you hopped off the counter. You began shifting around your cabinets for a pot while listening to Calum’s unsteady breathing. 

“Okay, how do I put this without seeming like a dick?” Calum began, thinking to himself a bit as you took out a gallon of milk and poured it into the pot. You place the pot gently on the stove beside the burning kettle. “Okay so you know how I was seeing that girl– Yana?” 

“Uh yeah?” You respond, hopping back on the counter as you watched the flames dance on the stove. 

“S-so, you know how that was about 2 years ago?” Calum begin, having you hum in response. “Because we had… sex, and I left her because I realized I didn’t actually like her that much?” 

“Mhm, I remember.” You recall the moment Calum came crying to you, feeling so bad that he basically used her to a free fuck and then left her heart broken. It was always heartbreaking to see your crush get with other girls but then see him fall apart when he breaks their hearts. 

“I– well, she came by my house,” Calum mumbled nervously, a deep sigh being released on the other line as your eyes widened from shock. “And she left our– my now, 1 year old daughter at my front door…” 

“Calum, are you trying to tell me that you’re a father?” You quietly hissed, feeling all sorts of things as the kettle began to make a loud screech due to the extreme heat. Hopping off the counter, you put some black tea into your boiling milk and shut off the kettle beside it. 

“Y-yeah…” Calum whispered, having you sigh. You found yourself chewing on the nail of your index finger as you looked at the fire dance under the pot of milk. 


“Please don’t hate me, Y/N!” Calum immediately cried, stopping your sentence as you listened to his broken voice. “I know I fucked up and should’ve worn a condom. But I thought she was the one when, in reality, she wasn’t and I was the asshole who led her on to believe that. I don’t deserve anything but a fucking scolding but please Y/N, please don’t abandon me on this one. You’re my best friend, you’ve always been there for me and just– please don’t hate me…” 

The pot of milk suddenly turned a lovely shade of gray. 

“I’ll be there in 10,” you replied, walking over to your cabinet to reveal a burgundy travelling mug. You were definitely gonna need your tea. 

15 minutes later and you found yourself at Calum’s door, cold with your black tea in your hand. 

“Y/N!” Calum exclaimed as he opened the door to his house. You offer your travel mug, having him give you a puzzled look as he takes it to hold. Letting yourself in, you quickly peel off your hat, scarf, gloves, and coat and hang them at his coat hanger. “Y/N, are you ok–” 

“First things first– why the hell did you not wear a damn condom?” You said quietly, being cautious over the baby that’s potentially nearby. “You only dated her for a good 3 weeks! It doesn’t matter if you thought she was the one because you didn’t give it enough time to decide that properly. Sometimes you act too careless and drown into that fantasy world of yours too much.” 

“Y/N, I–” 

“That’s your first stupid mistake being scolded at,” you interrupted, taking your mug from him as you jabbed your finger in his chest. “Another stupid mistake of yours is thinking that I’d actually hate you. How dare you? We’re best friends, Calum, I’d never hate you. Even if I wanted to, trying is do so would be absolutely impossible.” 

You then lowered your tone, calming your running mouth as you gently placed your hand against Calum’s chest. He was furiously blushing at the little distance between you two, but you were too heated to notice. 

“One more stupid mistake you made is thinking that I wouldn’t be there for you,” you said quietly, looking up to give him a sheepish smile. “You’re supposed to make mistakes anyways so I can be there for you. I’ll always be here for you, Calum Thomas Hood. There will never be a time where I won’t be there for you. Ever. Do you hear me, Hood? Ever.”

“I hear you loud and clear,” Calum muttered, giving you a big smile as you backed off and took a sip of your tea. 

“Now then,” you said, clearing your throat as the black tea danced on your tastebuds. “Where’s Baby Hood?” 

“She’s on my bed, c’mon,” Calum said with a smile, guiding you up the stairs to his bedroom. You walk in quietly to see the small human sprawled on Calum’s bed, obviously in a heavy slumber. You put your mug on Calum’s nightstand as you take a seat on his bed. 

“She…” you began, your fingers rubbing along one of her rosy cheeks. “She looks just like you. What’s her name?” 

“Zoey, but it’s spelled with an X,” Calum said, chuckling at the uniqueness of her name. “So it’s X-O-E.” 

“Xoe, ay?” You whispered, carefully scooping her into your arms as you rocked her gently. “Well, Xoe, it’s nice to meet you. I’m your daddy’s best friend, Y/N, and I’ve saved his butt one too many times. I’ll be sure to help him, though, raise you up to be a pretty rad chick, okay?” You plant a kiss on her forehead while continuously rocking her in your arms. 

Calum was watching you with awe, seeing how much love and care you had for his daughter. Your gentle arms and loving voice was evident, having Calum bite his bottom lip in adoration. The way you spoke to his daughter as if she were your very own made Calum see you in a completely different light. You, his very best friend and partner and crime, became the woman that he has always needed. 

I’m in love with you, Y/N. Calum relays in his head, his almond eyes studying you with temptation.

“It was you all along, wasn’t it…” Calum said, having you turn over to him in confusion as he chuckled. 

“What’d you say?” You replied, watching as he walked over to you and gave you a goofy grin. 

“I’ll tell you over dinner, okay?” Calum mumbled, kissing your cheek before rubbing Xoe’s soft cheek. You blushed, feeling your heart beat a little too fast as you held Xoe close. 

“Are you… asking me on a date, Calum T. Hood?” 

“Why yes I am, Y/N Y/Middle/N Y/L/N,” Calum replied, having the both of you smile at one another before your eyes were directed back down to the small child. Her eyes were opening groggily, revealing the eyes identical to her father’s as she familiarized herself with you. 

In just a few moments, Xoe gave you a big and happy smile and you found yourself stupidly smiling back. 

okay, tangled the series, we need to talk.

my heart can’t take this every week. i cant do it. i cant take it.

eugene and rapunzel you two idiots i love you both so much it makes my heart hurt. they are being so fluffy and sweet and it’s everything we have been craving and dreaming of and i love it.

it feels like it picked up right where the movie left off and i am so in love

emolps  asked:

Hi! Love your blog! I'm sorry to bother you, but I have V-Live + and cant find Taeyung's or J-Hope's last V... I can only watch the mini replay. Do you know how I can watch the whole thing? Thank you so much for keeping us ARMYS in the loop!

Sometimes VLive takes a couple days, but luckily both Tae and Hobi’s lives are up now! ^^
- Kristi

anonymous asked:

Let's give Star some credit, she held off so much pain and sadness and put Marco's need before her needs! There are people who would've manipulated Marco to suit their interests. She put her friend before her. Would you have done the same thing if you were in Stars position?

(sorry i forgot what this is in response to)
100% wouldve done what star did in this whole situation, if my best friend who i was secretly in love with was dating a rad girl and happy about it i wouldve kept silent, feelings get revealed? i wouldve lied to just keep him reassured and comfortable. leaving forever? might as well spit out what i need to because i cant run away now.
i love star so much because shes such an amazing and tbh underappreciated(not underrated) character who was judged over some of her flaws, even when she continued her support for marco. she had her moments of jealousy that were completely understandable, but she made sure marco was happy with jackie, and she did her best to keep jackie included. even tho she does have that habit of leaving her issues to fester (i have a big problem w that, sadly see myself there) she realized in the end that she cant ignore something and expect it to change or go away. even though its not peachy right now things will get better for them all and i just really love star on a god tier, shes my fav.

so yea give the gal some credit

Its only been a week....just 1 week...

Saturday to saturday….i’ve had my heart broken many times in 7 days….1 of my friends committed suicide…FOUR others tried to…i try my best to let you guys know your important…i love all of you so much- my heart cant take much more strain…im trying to smile my best- im trying to hold back the tears- to be there for you- but cant you see how much i care about you?! You are NOT ALONE- I AM RIGHT HERE-! Just please-!!! Dont take your life…all of you reading this- DONT DO IT- DONT CUT YOURSRLF- DONT KILL YOURSELF- i am right here for all of you- dont be afraid to message me- i want to help as many people as i can… you are too important to listen to the words and thoughts that others tell you- please ignore them…it may be dark but there is ALWAYS a light- no matter how small it is…find it…chase it…ignore the darkness…and step into the light…


Originally posted by yixingsosweet

angelandbuffyaremylife  asked:

Questions about Klaroline that you don't have to answer :) Do Caroline and Klaus remind you of any characters from classic novels or movies? Are there any songs that remind you of Klaroline? What are your three favorite Klaroline scenes? What could you see Klaus doing for a living if he were a "normal", employed mortal? What do you see Klaroline as loving to do in their spare time? What are your btotps for both Klaus and Caroline?

Thank you v much for these KC-related questions :)

Sorry for my boring answers in advance haha.

Do Caroline and Klaus remind you of any characters from classic novels or movies? 

Literally anyone and everything I read/watch reminds me of them in a way LOL.

Are there any songs that remind you of Klaroline? 

Every Ed Sheeran + Sleeping At Last song ever! (my mind isnt working rn so i cant think of specific songs ugh!) 

What are your three favorite Klaroline scenes? 

THAT’S A HARD ONE Y’ALL BUT: GIVE ME LOVE 3.14! YOU’RE SAFE 3.21! YOUR LAST 4.23! + + + 8.16 YOURS KLAUS!! (i cheated but WHO CARES)

What could you see Klaus doing for a living if he were a “normal” employed mortal? 

Klaus the artist! Klaus the man of many talents even if he was human!

What do you see Klaroline as loving to do in their spare time?

Travel! Louging around doing absolutely nothing but drinking each other in for e t e r n i t y

What are your brotps for both Klaus and Caroline? 

Klaus: marcel and kol! // Caroline: bonnie, enzo, and rebekah!

anonymous asked:

AHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!! I LOVE THE NEW CHAPTER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AWKWARD BROPPY !!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEN AREYOU UPDATING NEXT ???? I CANT WAIT !!!!!!!!!!!


(But thank you so much! Haha they were awkward af weren’t they?)

omglee-i-cant-even  asked:

I could be wrong, but you seem to be a little excited about possibly female green ranger lol


i was going to sleep than i saw the article AND EVEN MY HEART STARTED BEATING FASTER.

look, look, i love action movies and superhero movies but i never get to see woman in powerful roles. this was one of the amazing parts in power rangers - seeing kim and trini being awesome and fighting the same way as the male characters. we don’t see this. we don’t see it not even in x-men movies. 

and when i saw that tommy probably would be in the sequel, i was already like “naaah one more boy”. like, we already have 3, we have to share the time with them, now it’d be 4 and TOMMY IS A BIG CHARACTER. i remember liking him too much when i was 3 years old. 3 years old. (i had a crush on him lmao) anyway

tommy is basically lexa for the power rangers??? a powerful opponent as good as them, that start as the enemy but then things change blablabla he dates the pink ranger blablabla. he’s almos tthe guest star that took the show. 

and i already can feel everybody going crazy bc of tommy, and going crazy because of a girl??????? and all the good things that happen with tommy, but with a girl???? AND IF SHE DATES TRINI? WE WOULD HAVE AN AMAZING SHIP, WE DON’T HAVE ANYTHING LIKE THIS IN THE MOVIES. WE ALMOST DON’T HAVE IN TV SHOWS LMAO

tommy/trini would make trini more relevant to the story, it will give them a good reason to explore her romantic relationship and normalize queer relationships. it’d be a relationship not about being gay, but about being a power ranger

i can start writing a fanfiction about them now, and tommy doesn’t even exist. this is how much this ship works. 

To all my writers out there, particularly fanfic writers because I am one and I’m feelin this hardcore

  • It’s okay that you haven’t written for a while, you can take breaks.
  • You can start writing again whenever you want, you don’t need an excuse.
  • If you would still like an excuse, here it is: I want you to start again, you should totally do it.
  • It’s ok if you’re out of practice, you’ll pick up traction again.
  • We’re all learners and its good to have role models, but try to be better than the writer were before, and try less to be ‘as good as’ someone else.
  • It’s alright to abandon a piece if you have no enthusiasm or passion left for it.
  • It’s okay to be needlessly dramatic.
  • It’s okay to be needlessly ridiculous.
  • Write the crackfic, write the rarepair, or write the popular pair. Write what you want to write.
  • Yes someone has probably written this scene before.
  • Write it anyway if you want to write it.
  • Yeah that trope has probably been done a million times.
  • Use it anyway if you want to use it.
  • Probably there are people who are tired of reading about that AU.
  • Write it anyway, they don’t have to read it.
  • Respect your audience, but don’t let other people dictate what you create.
  • Reblog your own work. Be proud of it. You deserve to pat yourself on the back.
  • I’m proud of you, you’re doing great.
  • Keep writing, keep making stuff. People will care. 
  • Future you will especially care.

                                                                                      I could only love in my dreams.