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Tiffany being adorable during a fanmeet for @suhokai!

The Signs as Mom Lines
  • Aries: Who threatened you at school? Where do they live!? *sharpens knife, runs out of house and off into the distance*
  • Taurus: i packed your lunch and some snacks for you. if you're still hungry just give me a call and i'll bring you some Taco Bell.
  • Gemini: i'm not like most moms ;) i'm a cool mom.
  • Cancer: I love you. I love you. I love you. I LOVE YOU SWEETIE.
  • Leo: want to go shopping after school? i can't carry ALL the bags by myself haha
  • Virgo: if you didn't sleep in so late you might actually have time to do productive things with your day
  • Libra: *walks into kids school with starbucks* i'm so sorry i'm late honey, i got so distracted.
  • Scorpio: you have to the count of three you little fucking asshole. why don't you ever want to hang out with me lol?
  • Sagittarius: ew. you are NOT wearing that to school. go fucking change
  • Capricorn: Idc if you're 12, you will get a job and learn the value of a dollar, you little jellybean
  • Aquarius: lmfao show me that one youtube video again
  • Pisces: Honey, I think you're so special and unique. I love you so much. Oh, wait. What was i saying again? I can't remember but i think you're so awesome

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thank you all so much for following me whether you’re a new mutual or been following me for a long time!

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anonymous asked:

I love love love your blog and art! Don't ever stop!!! Also, so um I kinda had a question about ht Sans. How would he react to a really chubby s/o? I've been feeling self conscious about my body (because of some so called "friends") and I don't know. Okay, im done. Thank you and love you!! >~<

Well… I can’t say there would be much of a change based on physical appearance. Monsters come in all shapes and sizes, so he (or any of the other monster) would never treat you differently than how they treat one another. But if you felt self conscious about your weight, I can say for sure that HT!Sans would bend over backwards to prove to you that you’re just as wonderful and beautiful as he knows that you are! 

He will love you just the same regardless of body type or skin type, or anything really!

Thank you for sending me this ask, and I want you to know even though I don’t know you well that I think you are 100% beautiful! Don’t let your ‘friends’ ever treat you like you’re not!!

anonymous asked:

Hey Bonney how are you? I don't know if you are taking requests but could you please do a AU where Gray and Lucy get caught by Juvia and Natsu in a very suggestive position (by accident of course) I love you so much, your work is absolutely amazing!

Gray wasn’t a jealous man by nature. He was aware Juvia loved him and that wouldn’t change anytime soon. Was he a little possessive when he noticed other people were taking an interest in her? Sure. He wasn’t blind: she was one of the most beautiful women he had ever seen and other people, men and women, would be interested in her. As long as they just looked, there was nothing he could do about it other than stand a bit too close to her so they knew she was taken.

Someone else touching her, though, was a problem.

It was what irritated him the most about Lyon’s crush on her: his hands on her, holding hers, an arm around her shoulder, a hand on her lower back… It annoyed the hell out of Gray.

Most of the time, though, Gray didn’t get jealous, Juvia was the jealous one in the relationship.

That day, though, he had met Lucy in the market and had spent a couple of hours together while he helped her with finding a good gift for Natsu to give him at their one year anniversary, alongside with Happy, and when they arrived at the Guild and were told their significant other was in a closed room, they went to get them while Happy flew away to find Charle.

The scene they saw in front of their eyes when they opened the door made both of them stop on their tracks.

Juvia was lying on the floor, Natsu on top of her. The pair looked their way, surprised to see them there.

“What’s… happening?” Lucy asked, slowly because Gray didn’t seem to have wrapped his mind around what he was seeing.

“Um… We were… practising, Lucy-san.” Juvia looked up to Natsu, who snorted and started to laugh when Juvia fell into a fit of giggles.

Gray frowned when Natsu rested his forehead on Juvia’s shoulder, still laughing. He glanced at Lucy and saw the blonde wasn’t seeing the humour either.

“Maybe you two should get up.” Gray offered, taking a step closer to them. He knew Juvia would never cheat on him, he trusted Natsu with his life, knew his best friend loved Lucy and he also knew his barely contained jealousy had no reasoning at all but he was only human and seeing his girlfriend under another guy was pushing it.

“Oh, right.” Natsu nodded and got up, offering a hand to Juvia, who took it. “I’d say I’m getting better, what do you think?” He told her, clearly joking.

Juvia laughed. “Oh, definitely. Juvia thinks you are almost an expert by now.”

“What’s happening, exactly?” Lucy asked wanting more answers and Gray could see rather clearly she had the same internal battle he did.

“Natsu-san wanted to learn how to properly dance so he wouldn’t step on your toes when you two went to celebrate your anniversary.” Juvia told them. “Juvia was teaching him.”

“If I step on her toes, it doesn’t hurt her because she turns herself into water.” He shrugged. “Better than stepping on real toes.”

“Juvia doesn’t mind helping.” The Water Mage shrugged.

Well, that made sense. Gray thought, rather relieved - as crazy as it sounded when speaking of Juvia and Natsu, just about the two most upfront and blunt people in Fairy Tail. They were quite clear and direct about whom they were interested in and both were very bad liars so it made zero sense to suspect anything.

Jealousy didn’t need to make sense, though.

“Alright, lesson’s over.” Gray, annoyed, took the hand Natsu was still holding into his and put a hand on Juvia’s lower back, pushing her towards the door.

“What put your panties in a bunch?” Natsu asked, confused and when Gray looked down to Juvia, she was just as confused as the Dragon Slayer.

Of course the two of them would be freaking clueless.

“Could you…?” Gray asked to Lucy who sighed and nodded, turning to her boyfriend while Gray led Juvia out of the room.

“Gray-sama?” He didn’t let her stop, pushing her lightly until they were out of the Guild. “Um… Where are we going? You are in a… bad mood.”

“My place.” Gray told her and finally stopped for a moment to look at her. “Look, I’m in a bad mood because it’s not very pleasant to see my girlfriend and my best friend being so cozy together.” He saw her expression of surprise and disbelief. “Yes, I know it was all pretty innocent because you two can be the most forward people I’ve ever seen and still be the most clueless and innocent too. Don’t know how you manage that, by the way. The thing is, it annoyed the hell out of me so I better get far from him and have you close, alright? Alright.” He answered his own question and tried to walk again but Juvia didn’t move. “Juvia, come on.”

“Are you really jealous?” Juvia was clearly surprised.

“I am not.” Gray denied too fast.

“You are.” The blunette realized. “Oh my god, you are jealous of Juvia and Natsu-san? That makes no sense, Gray-sama! Water and fire do not mix well! Besides, Juvia loves Gray-sama and Natsu-san loves Lucy-san.”

Gray groaned, annoyed. “Yes, I know all that. Just… I need no people other than you around for a bit, okay? People and their stupid hands they can’t seem to keep to themselves.” He mumbled the last sentence and finally made Juvia move.

The Water Mage ler him guide her for a few moments before she spoke. “Juvia kinds of like seeing Gray-sama jealous. At least it’s not only her.” She told him. “Is it wrong?”

Yes.” He told her and stopped when she pulled his hands, she kissed his lips when Gray looked her way. The gesture calmed him down a bit.

“Juvia is Gray-sama’s and Gray-sama’s only.”

He sighed; her sincerity made him feel a lot better. “I know.”

“Alright, let’s go to your place so Juvia can reassure you in any way she can” she said, suggestive, “that she has no intention of cheating on you. Ever.”

Gray snorted but let her pull his hand towards his apartment, feeling better, the green-eyed monster at bay for the moment with the promise of her reassurance when they got alone.

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AN: I wrote the "wrong” duos haha I hope it was alright, though haha 😂

anonymous asked:

Sense the SDCC thing, I've been seeing a lot of art and fics that are dragging Kara/Supergirl. Like I get that some people are upset at the actors but the characters have nothing to do with any of this. I started watching the show because I read the comics when I was a kid, I just loved Supergirl as a hero. It's really kind of upsetting. They're treating a character like shit because they don't like something the person who portrays them did.

So this is a long dissection of the current Supergirl fan behavior, but if you’ve been wondering what the hell is going on, you might be interested in reading these concepts.

I understand why you’re upset. I am too, because Kara is such a wonderful character. I don’t think I’ve ever liked a character as much as her.

But there are two things you should realize when seeing this:

1. They never really cared about Kara to being with. Your loved Kara-focused content isn’t changing or leaving, because these people were not making the Kara content. They were likely initially making Supercorp Lena-focused content.

2. It’s not even about her.

I think what a lot of people who are newly joining this SDCC homophobia discussion are missing is that a lot of the most vicious backlash is not from people who are uniquely upset over this issue (though there are certainly people who are- and understandably) but from people who have had consistently overzealous reactions of hate toward actors and characters alike, save their fave (pretty much Katie Mcgrath/Lena Luthor).

On tumblr, and very noticeably in this fandom, there are sections of fans who seem to genuinely enjoy hating things. It’s a sport.

They’re having fun sending the most hurtful things they can think of to actors, and are the quickest to begin making vicious memes and jokes surrounding a negative event, before there has been a consensus within the community of how bad the “sin” was.

The “punishment” begins before the jury is out, and trying to defend those in the situation feels like trying to put a bullet back into a gun after it’s been fired. 

(Maybe it’s more like stepping in front of a bullet, because once these few have decided that the target is guilty, they won’t stop, and anyone who disagrees with them is guilty, too. Blogs and actors alike.)

This is partially why my discussion of the SDCC event had a “are they homophobic” slant (other then that I believe the nature of the event itself- if it was homophobic- hinges on the feeling behind the words, unlike most other instances of homophobia. It’s complicated and some people understandably disagree so far, but it’s really how I see it and I’ll be talking more about it a little later in different posts).

People started calling Melissa and Jeremy homophobic right away. Started targeting Kara as a character. Started “spite shipping” Lena and Reign. 

Or alternative to these options- immediately fan re-casted Kara as someone else to still be able to ship Supercorp. 

From where I stand, if you can so easily let go of this characterization of Kara, you never really cared about her as a character to begin with. If you don’t know that this was The™ person to play Kara Danvers, you’re likely more invested in the role she plays for Lena than for her as herself. 

And regardless of gender, I am uninterested in ships in which one character exists for the sake of another. (Lena existing purely for the sake of Kara’s development squicks me, too)

Recasting a woc as Kara doesn’t sit well with me either, for that reason. It’s a similar concept to how Maggie must exist as her own complex and valued person, apart from Alex, because she is a character of color.

I can’t really read the minds of these people, and I guess I could be wrong, but it’s hard for me to imagine actual Kara fans recasting her in this way.

Essentially, a lot of these people, or at least a very vocal minority, are so quick to accept that something horrible has happened because they want an excuse to hate them. 

They like it. 

Maybe it’s because they’re upset with the way society is and want someone to suffer for it. Maybe it’s because they have unresolved anger in their lives. 

But as it stands, it appears as if these people are using moral rightness and social activism as an excuse to be as mean as they want.

And like @youngbloodbuzz said in the link above, you start to look at their past behaviors in a new light. Were they genuinely upset at characters? Actors? Did they really feel like a travesty was occurring? That someone needed protecting?

Or were they just looking for reasons to call someone a “stupid cunt”?

It’s like they’re genuinely thinking, “It’s okay for me to make fun of someone’s physical appearance, call them intense names, make memes about how horrible they are innately, and send them death threats because they said something problematic once that a lot of people will hear.”

Sometimes they’ll call it “coping”, and maybe some people truly believe that makes it okay. But coping mechanisms are not above reproach.

If I hurt someone because I’m upset about something- even if I hurt someone because they did something wrong- it doesn’t erase the fact that I hurt them. We are still responsible to how we react to bad situations. We are still responsible for not reacting in an overly inflated way. 

Sometimes people will focus on how those that they’re attacking have more of a responsibility to be good people. That they are but mere bloggers, screaming into the void. They can’t possibly be accountable for how they behave. 

“I’m tired of talking about how bad the fans are, we should be focusing on what they did wrong!”

It creates an atmosphere in which an honest mistake from a well known person is much more crucifiable than the purposeful cruelty of the fans. We’re discouraged from criticizing popular blogs because the person they’re attacking has a wider audience and larger consequences for mistakes, as if popular bloggers don’t reach and influence thousands of people and as if we aren’t allowed to shape the way our own community functions.

Meanwhile, people who genuinely value morality and social activism fall prey to this thinking. They’ll even join in on the action, because they think it’s a moral act. 

Rebellion, somehow. Righteous fire. 

It’s a twisted mindset that spreads because people are afraid to be on the wrong side of morality.

Even people who really think the reaction is “too far” are quiet about it because they agree with the fact that what the offending celebrity did was wrong, and see that the level of vitriol for them now is overwhelming.

This is how I imagine that people who believe Melissa and Jeremy’s words to be homophobic but who do not think a couple of mistakes makes someone pure evil are relating to the current tumblr dialogue: 

“Wow this thing was homophobic!”

“Huh, yeah, I agree. Maybe not intentionally, but yeah.”

“That means this person is homophobic!”

“Uh, well, not sure I’d go that far-”

“Oh and look at this other somewhat problematic thing they did a while ago”

“Hmm well that’s bad, but not everyone outside of social activism gets that that’s a bad thing, so I can see-”

“Wow did you hear that this person also has an opinion about the show that I disagree with! What the fuck is wrong with them?”

“Oh. Well I actually agree with them in that situation but-”

“Omg they think that their character is like this! Do they know them at all??? What kind of terrible actor doesn’t know their character?”

“Well that’s a pretty common way that people are reading this character. Just because you-”

“Here’s some conjecture about their personal life that I imagine happened that paints them in a bad light.”

“Well, you don’t know that, but either way you shouldn’t be diving into their personal-”

“Oh and here’s a totally real story from an anon about someone they know who knew this person in the past and says they were a jerk at this one point-”

And it becomes too much. If you don’t really love the actor, really love their character, you either extract yourself from the group or you ignore the opinions you disagree with. 

It becomes quite clear that these people want to feel this way and won’t be changing any time soon.

And the more there seems to be a consensus about the issue, the less willing people are to speak out, for fear of rejection.

The Spiral of Silence theory is a good way to explain it:

To avoid isolation, people tend to refrain from publicly stating their views on controversial matters when they perceive that doing so would attract criticism, scorn, laughter, or other signs of disapproval. 

Conversely, those who sense that their opinions will meet with approval tend to voice them fearlessly and at times vociferously. 

Indeed, speaking out in such a way tends to enhance the threat of isolation faced by supporters of the opposing position, reinforcing their sense of being alone. 

Thus a spiraling process begins, the dominant camp becoming ever louder and more self-confident while the other camp becomes increasingly silent.

Importantly, the spiral of silence occurs only in connection with controversial issues that have a strong moral component. What triggers a person’s fear of isolation is the belief that others will consider him or her not merely mistaken but morally bad. Accordingly, issues that lack a moral component or on which there is general consensus leave no room for a spiral of silence.

Additionally, I believe that if someone does speak out against the (perceived) majority, it is most likely to be someone who is very strongly opposing of it.

A person who believes “It isn’t homophobic at all! They are innocent!” is more likely to voice their disagreements than “Okay I agree with your assessment of the situation but I think maybe we’re being too harsh…”

So the “minority”- who could technically very well be the quiet majority (people with middle-ground opinions just don’t get as many followers)- stays quiet. 

They might even change their minds to agree with the “majority”, over time. 

Believing that the mindset of the group that you belong to is wrong is psychologically uncomfortable, so it is not uncommon for someone to try to adjust their thinking to fit those they feel connected to.

So, eventually, the only people who are speaking at all are those “majorities” who hate these people. Or those who act like they do for notes.

And then this thinking escalates amongst those still talking about it (remember: because it’s fun for them and they want to milk it for as long as possible) and it quickly translates to hating their character, once they’ve temporarily run out of material to be angry with the actor for.

So, back to your concern, how long until, “it’s hard to look at Melissa as Kara right now, because of how I fear she might feel about gay people” becomes something like “Mon-El is abusive, but Kara can choke so whatever” ?

(And on that note, one should consider how much they really wanted to protect Kara Danvers’ characterization from Mon-El’s influence, and how much was just a part of their hate-hobby.)

Maybe it won’t go that far. I hope it doesn’t. I hope people come to their senses about this.

But it’s escalated even since yesterday, when I started making this post. The language being used to describe Melissa when she is speaking normally, about normal things that some people have a difference of opinion on, is abhorrent. 


So if you’re just trying to enjoy fandom in a peaceful and creative way, I encourage you to watch how the people you interact with react when something negative happens.

Are they disheartened? Crushed? Are they considering leaving the show and it’s fandom? Writing serious essays about how they’re hurt?

…Or do they come alive?

Are they incredibly angry, and then making jokes immediately? Memes and edits and creative content more so than they do on a peaceful day? Do you get the sense that they aren’t going anywhere, for a long time, even though they don’t seem to enjoy anything about the show?

Then you might be better off unfollowing them.

Of course, not everyone who makes a joke about negative things is thus enjoying it. It makes people feel better to make light of situations as well as to express anger, and doing so doesn’t necessarily mean that they’re drama-seeking.

And sometimes people slip into the mob more than they would like to have, retrospectively. Say cruel things that they regret later. 

It happens, and tumblr can be a persuasive and pervasive place. 

If you follow someone who initially reblogs some slightly overly hateful things, but who then backs off after the first wave, they probably aren’t the kind of person who is fueled by anger. 

I’ve seen a lot of people I considered to be level-headed get wrapped up in overly aggressive, black and white thinking during the initial reaction to events.

But then sometimes, a couple of weeks later, they’ll post a tentative “Anyone else still wanna kinda like this thing, even though we said it was bad before?” and they’ll get enough approval via reblogs to feel like it’s okay to go back to normal.

Some blogs quietly sort themselves out, in the end.

And if you’re one of those people who goes overboard occasionally, I get it. 

You’re hurt and you didn’t realize that the basis for the fan reaction that you were involved in was morally shallow. That the people you were supporting were not righteously furious, but using righteousness as an excuse to be furious.

But remember the message here: people make mistakes. It’s the patterns that really tell you who they are.

And I think we can be better. Have better patterns, as a group.


In the end, I encourage you to point out when a reaction is too harsh, toward anyone. Even if it’s difficult. Even if you agree that what the person did was pretty bad.

Agreeing that “black and white thinking” is bad can feel like you’re lowering your standards for morality. But I promise, you can still value the things that you value and loathe the things that go against it, without condemning someone’s entire personhood based on a mistake or a handful of mistakes regarding those things.

Even big mistakes.

People are complicated. We are all made up of really good things and really bad things.

It’s easy to believe that someone is wholly bad when they screw up.

The hard part, the part that will ultimately ground you and help you mature, is realizing that someone can have some really bad parts within them and still be good people. (I encourage you to remember that when thinking about yourself, as well.)

The trick is recognizing the difference between when people are making honest mistakes that unintentionally hurt people, and when they’re willfully behaving a certain way because they want to hurt people (or don’t care that they will). 

And further, between when people are lashing out because they’re hurt and when people are inventing hurt to be able to lash out.

These distinctions will help you realize who you can guide or trust to work their issues out on their own when they slip up, and who you should distance yourself from.

Some very vocal portions of the fandom are, unfortunately, the latter.

Cloud Atlas starters
  • “A half-read book is a half-finished love affair.”
  • "Our lives are not our own."
  • "Yesterday, my life was headed in one direction. Today, it is headed in another."
  • “Books don't offer real escape, but they can stop a mind scratching itself raw.”
  • “Travel far enough, you meet yourself.”
  • “Power, time, gravity, love. The forces that really kick ass are all invisible.”
  • "It doesn't mean you're defective - it just means you're human.”
  • "No, what's selfish is to demand another to endure an intolerable existence, just to spare families, friends, and enemies a bit of soul-searching.”
  • “Unlimited power in the hands of limited people always leads to cruelty.”
  • “We are only what we know, and I wished to be so much more than I was, sorely.”
  • “Fantasy. Lunacy. All revolutions are, until they happen, then they are historical inevitabilities.”
  • "...there ain't no journey what don't change you some.”
  • “Belief, like fear or love, is a force to be understood as we understand the theory of relativity and principals of uncertainty."
  • “Truth is singular. Its 'versions' are mistruths.”
  • “Time is what stops history happening at once; time is the speed at which the past disappears.”
  • "What wouldn't I give now for a never-changing map of the ever-constant ineffable? To possess, as it were, an atlas of clouds.”
  • “What is any ocean but a multitude of drops?”
  • “...now I'm a spent firework; but at least I've been a firework.”
  • “History admits no rules; only outcomes.”
  • "At best, you will exist a pariah to be spat at and beaten-at worst, to be lynched or crucified."
  • "All boundaries are conventions, waiting to be transcended."
  • "What if no one believes you?"
  • "Someone already does."
  • "I believe there is a another world waiting for us, Sixsmith. A better world. And I'll be waiting for you there."
  • "There is only one rule that binds all people. One governing principle that defines every relationship on God's green earth: The weak are meat, and the strong do eat."
  • "I believe we do not stay dead long. Find me beneath the Corsican stars where we first kissed."
  • "This world spins from the same unseen forces that twist our hearts."
  • "I will not be subjected to criminal abuse."
  • "Fear, belief, love phenomena that determined the course of our lives. These forces begin long before we are born and continue after we perish."
  • "Two sprained ankles, one cracked rib. Official cause of accident listed on the hospital form: Pussy."
  • "You have to do whatever you can't not do."
  • "I know, I know!"
  • "Blood has always trumped water."
  • "Don't leave me here!"
  • "If I had remained invisible, the truth would stay hidden. I couldn't allow that."
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I have graced you all with double selfies- AND UNEDITED SELFIES AT THAT. I have never, EVER posted unedited selfies*, so I’m actually super nervous lol Σ੧(❛□❛✿);;

The lipstick that I’m wearing today is actually that really cool colour changing flower lipstick, and I love it so much~ ♡♡ ✿

Left is yesterday, right is today

(*snapchat is an exception. But I don’t use it much)

anonymous asked:

Will there be more of today's post??!!!?? Who is she pregnant with? Who does Jamie work for? Was Frank ever involved?! COME ON DON'T LEAVE A GIRL HANGING! PLEASEEEEEEE Pregnant Claire and Professor Jamie just gives me all these happy feels and that's what I needed so much! I would love to see more stories like this <3

Continuation of Baking Disasters

“Shit, shit shit!” I muttered as the lukewarm coffee from both mine and Geillie’s cups spilled down my front

“Miss Beauchamp!”

“Sorry Ma’am, but the cups spilled. My uniform–”

“Clean it up and change. You can’t sit in a puddle of coffee. Shoo!”

“Thankyou Mistress Callaghan,” I said convincingly sweet.

I made a dash for my storage trunk and pulled my comfortable clothes from the bottom of my bag. I hadn’t exactly intended on pulling this stunt today but wanted to be prepared for the proper moment. The standard yellow dress, now a putrid brown, clung to my legs as I made my way down to the lavatory. I took my time rinsing the dress out, washing the coffee from my body and simply enjoying the brief moments out of the scrutiny and boredom of the bookkeeping class.

“Just a few more weeks, Beauchamp. You can make it that long.” I said to my reflection.

With a deep breath, I left the bubble of comfort I had created.

The lift’s small lobby was blissfully quiet. I reached to push the up button, but it was already lit. I stared in confusion at the little red bar. A deep clearing of someone’s throat sounded from behind me causing me to jump. I turned and saw the most beautiful man, and he smiled with a nod of his head.

“Mistress.”

“Good-day,” I murmured. His smiled widened.

“It is a good day.” He was fidgeting from side to side, his fingers tapping his thigh in a rhythmic cadence.

The freight lift dinged at the same time the standard lift opened its doors with a bell and rush of people.

“I’ll just follow ye. Ye seem to ken where it is yer going in this place.”

I smiled at him and nodded, requesting the second floor to the operator, while my redheaded companion requested the tenth.

“They both go to the same place,” I said quickly.

“I’d hope so.” He smirked.

“The other just has an extra stop to the basement and underground storage unit.”

“Ah weel, good thing I followed you! I didna fancy getting mugged or murdered today.” He joked with a roguish wink. I laughed nervously, concentrating on not spewing words thoughtless back to this man.

“Second floor, madam.” The elderly attendant said as he opened the double gated doors.

“Thank-you Jacob.” I turned back to the beautiful man, committing his face to memory.

“Have a good day!” He said, holding out a hand. I couldn’t speak and blushed rushing for the door to the women’s hall, blushing the entire time.

“Sassenach?”

“Claire?”

“Hmm?” I jolted, turning my head to see concerned blue eyes of my husband searching my own.

“Where did ye go? I thought for a moment ye had fallen asleep but yer eyes were open and ye were twirling a lock of yer hair.”

“Do you remember the day we met?” I whispered ignoring his question, as he lazily drew circles on my protruding stomach. I felt rather than heard his laugh.

“Aye. Ye were so flustered and adorable. I nearly followed you to wherever ye were headed that day. I’m even surprised I have a job after the daze ye left me in.”

It was my turn to laugh. “Surely I didn’t cause that much of an upheaval?”

“Och! But ye did Sassenach. Ye did.” He paused, fingers stilling over my belly button, then quickly pulled me tighter against his chest. “Ye were the most beautiful thing I had ever laid my eyes on. Your hair wild and loose, and yer outfit, Christ! Ye were so brazen in yer pants and sleeveless top, I thought I’d walked into another world.”

“If you knew why I looked that way…” I trailed off shaking my head. “I was in the restroom just before meeting you in the lobby. Coffee had just spilled down my respectable clothes and I had to change into something more comfortable that was in my bag.”

“Ye wee fiend! Ye spilled yer coffee on purpose to change!” His fingers grazed the sensitive side of my ribs and I squealed and tried to wiggle out of his grasp.

“Yes!” I heaved between laughs, my lungs burning and tears streaming down my face. “Alright, is that what you wanted to hear? I couldn’t stand the pale yellow dress that was required and when Geillie stood up at our desk I hit the desk with my knee causing hers, and my drinks to spill down the front of my dress.”

I could feel Jamie’s smile against my neck as he smothered his laughter in my skin.

“I knew I married a canny one.” His laughs turned into sighs as he nuzzled deeper into my skin. “I canna say that I’m sorry ye tend to break the rules, Sorcha.”

“Oh, why’s that?” I asked, turning my head to try and see him, but getting a face full of unruly, short red curls.

“If ye hadna broken the rules and gone to the lavatory to change, I never would have met ye in that elevator. And I would ne’er change the events of that day.”

I smiled, brought his knuckles to my lips and kissed them. “Nor would I. How did you find me, we never exchanged names, or even said more than a few–embarrassing, on my part– words?”

Jamie shifted so that I was laying on my back and he was propped up on an elbow, looking down at me.

“During my interview with the Latin department, I inquired what was on the second floor of the building.” He leaned down and kissed my temple. “And when they said the women’s institution hall I knew I had to try and find ye again.”

“It didn’t take you long. What? All of three days went by before you were standing outside the lifts with a solitary yellow tulip.”

“Aye, that’s when I finally had the balls to stand there and wait hoping ye’d show yerself.”

I reached up and stroked his cheek and the day’s old stubble that resided there. “I do love you, and can’t tell you how happy I am that you did come to find me that day.”

“I couldna see my life without you. That day ye were babbling and mumbling to me in that lift, I knew ye were it for me.”

“My babbling endeared you. Oh my how I have the greatest ability!” I exaggerated sarcastically laughing as he began tickling my sides.

We twined our bodies together heaving from the laughter. A quick beat of little feet startled us both.

“Seems like he likes his parents happy,” Jamie whispered, as he leaned in for a kiss.

“Mmm, she wants us to settle down. It is her nap time after all.”

Jamie bent down, caressing my now exposed stomach. “Shh wee one. We’ll calm down now. Go sleep and become strong so that ye can join us in the world verra soon. Tha gaol agam ort, mo chridhe.” He finished this with a kiss to my stomach, followed by a kiss on my lips.

“I never thought I’d say I can thank my happiness to spilled coffee and a lift, but I’m glad that I can.”

saeranoppa  asked:

pls don't ever change your style it's unique and beautiful and my favorite ever (i mean it) plspls

HHHHH you think so? ♥ aaaaa don’t worry, i won’t change it; maybe just improve on some bits but yeah i really like how simple it looks ^o^ i really love it and it makes me happy drawing with it ♥ ++ the fact that it makes other people happy as well makes me love it even more ♥ ♥ ♥ thank you so much for your support ;;o;;

close as strangers // daniel seavey (part two)

request: a lot of you guys wanted a happy part two so here so is!

this took me forever to write i deeply apologize but i hope you guys like it! close as strangers is one of my favorite things i’ve ever written so i hope i did the first part justice lmao. enjoy!

triggers: none i think (but if there is pls tell me so i can add them)

READ PART ONE HERE


six months since i went away, i didn’t know everything has changed, but tomorrow i’ll be coming back to you.

daniel’s anxiety seemed to be rising along with the plane as he looked out into the azure.

he was finally going to see her.

it had been two months since his fight with y/n, and there had barely been any communication between the two since. he had called her, texted her again and again, but she wouldn’t answer the calls or texts. it was like she had completely gone off the radar.

but daniel had not given up on their relationship, despite the fact that they had technically broken up. he would never give up on y/n, she was the most important thing to him, and he would go to the ends of the world for her.

daniel couldn’t sleep, he could barely think without her. and after their last phone call, well, the impact their breakup had on him was evident. he only ate a little bit at each meal, the bags under his eyes were darker and deeper than before. his eyes, that usually sparkled at every hour of the day, were duller, less lively in every way possible.

the boys were concerned, the fans were distress at the state daniel was it. the sheer amount of phone calls, text messages, and dms that were sent y/n’s way were overwhelming, so she simply went offline.

almost no one had heard from y/n since the breakup. she had gone m.i.a, off the face of the earth.

daniel couldn’t bring himself to sleep on the plane because one, the seats were too uncomfortable. and two, well, his nerves about seeing y/n were skyrocketing.

what if she won’t take me back?

what if she doesn’t want me anymore?

what if she doesn’t love me?

what if she loves someone else?

his throat tightened at the thought of the last one. it had been two months, and a lot could happen in two months.

daniel quickly shook the negative thoughts out of his head.

no. i’m going to win her back, no matter what it takes.

and he sat there with only his thoughts for hours, trying to come up with a plan for when he sees her. should he hug her? kiss her?

he sighed for what felt like the thousandth time and decided to just wing it, whatever happens will happen.

after what was only a few hours but felt like days, the plane finally landed. daniel practically ran off the plane, almost forgetting to pick up his luggage at the carousel.

once his luggage was back in his possession and he had said goodbye to the boys and the crew, he hopped in an uber to y/n’s house. his nerves were at an all time high and he could barely breath, this was it. he was going to see her again.

his fingers drummed anxiously against his thigh as he stared at his blurred surroundings, heart practically beating out of his chest. and at last, he arrived at the door of their shared apartment.

he smiled and thanked the uber, retrieving his luggage from the trunk and began to walk up to the door. the door that held the love of his life on the other side.

he raised his hand to knock, hesitating for a few moments before bringing his fist down onto the wood, the distinct knocking sound ringing in his ears.

“i’ll be right there,” his heart nearly stopped at the sound of her melodic, but tired, voice.

the door creaked open, revealing a bleary eyed y/n. she was visibly different from the last time he had seen her, she was thinner, more tired. the bags under her eyes were dark, and her eyes had become seemingly lifeless.

her eyes widened at the sight of the tired and broken boy on the doorstep,  beginning to brim with tears.

“daniel?” she breathed out, not believing her eyes.

“hi baby,” he sighed, taking in the sight before him. despite the changes, she still looked more beautiful than ever.

she stood, absolutely petrified before she quickly came to her senses. y/n’s body barreled into daniel’s, her legs wrapping around his waist. he quickly caught her, his hands supporting her thighs as she held him tightly.

“i-i’m so sorry,” she mumbled into his ear, tears beginning to make their way down her face.

“don’t be, i’m sorry too,” he whispered, pressing a kiss into her hair.

“n-no, it’s all my fault. i’m the one who made such a mess of us,” her voice cracked at the end,

“it’s both our faults babe. but that doesn’t matter now, the past is the past. what matters is i’m here,” he kissed her cheek. “i’m here right now, and i’m never going to leave you again.” he affirmed her.

she pulled away slightly to get a look at the face she so dearly missed.

“i love you so much,” she exhaled, crashing her lips onto his. they kissed with such fervor and passion, making up for the fights and the distance with their movements.

he pulled away, breathless as he rested his forehead, looking into her eyes that seemed to have regained their sparkle.

“i love you with all my heart, and nothing will ever change that.” he said, smiling.

he kissed her again, sighing into the kiss.

and they stood there kissing, in the bright sunny afternoon. two broken people finally reunited, finally becoming whole again.

BTS Reaction: They find out their S/O has a chronic illness when she/he has a bad episode.
  • I hope you like it @little-miss-sherlock Lots of lub to youu 💕💕
  • Smol Warning: This involves certain health issues that.. Well, I don't know if it would offend anyone that I'm writing about chronic illnesses I don't understand fully. I looked up the symptoms of all these and I'm going with that, if you know you'll get mad or your sensitive to this material please don't read.
  • ———————
  • ~ Kim Seokjin/Prince Jin:
  • Jin always heard you talking to yourself but he felt it was normal for people to do so and he found it cute. Until one day you forgot to take your medication. Your mind was everywhere you kept telling the wall to "Shut up" then-
  • Jin: Y/n? Are you okay? What's wrong? Look at me.
  • You: Who are you? Where am I? Where's mom?
  • Jin: What? Y/n. It's Jin.
  • You: Jin? Like... Gin?
  • Jin: No with a J.
  • He decided to take you to the doctors and surprisingly he found the one you go to for medication. Everyone seemed to know you, know what was going on and he found out you had schizophrenia.
  • Your personality was all over the place, you heard voices, and sometimes short losses of memory. When he found out he was extremely confused and mad. Why would you hide something so serious from him?
  • Jin: Explain.
  • You: I was ashamed.. Embarrassed. Who would want to date someone like me? I didn't want you to leave me..
  • You: I'm sorry..
  • Jin: -Holds you and kisses your forehead- I've told you. I'll love you till the day I die no matter how cheesy that sounds, it's true.
  • Jin: We'll work together, and I'll take care of you. You'll never have to deal with this alone.
  • Jin: I love you.
  • ~ Suga/Min Yoongi:
  • While you and Yoongi were going out to get grocery's you had fainted. Immediately he dropped everything to get you to a hospital.
  • Yoongi: What happened?
  • Doctor: Have they not told you? They've been here a few times.
  • Yoongi: For what?
  • Doctor: Their medication. We have them on two at the moment. They have GAD. Which stands for Generalized Anxiety Disorder. They fainted for lack of sleep. Their anxiety is very bad, she/he has horrid thoughts of her/himself, she/he has told us about her/his troubles sleeping, she/he has had thoughts of death, now that you know please do take care of her/him.
  • He was furious that you didn't tell him. He wanted you to trust him with everything and it definitely seemed like you did but to know you hid something involving your health he questioned how much trust you actually had in him.
  • Yoongi: Why didn't you tell me?
  • You: It's always made people back of from me.
  • You: It has ruined so many past relationships and I just don't want to lose you. I love and care about you so much Min Yoongi, I couldn't risk it.
  • Yoongi: But you could risk your health?
  • Yoongi: You know everything about me and after hearing you didn't leave me. What makes you think that THIS would want to make me leave you?
  • Yoongi: Anything you need just ask. Your health is the most important thing because you are important to to me.
  • ~ J-hope/Jung Hoseok:
  • You both were about to go to bed, at the time Hobi stayed over and when he went to go ask you something he saw you scrambling to find something.
  • Hobi: Y/n?
  • You: -You jump slightly- Yes?
  • Hobi: What are you looking for? Can I help you?
  • You: No. It's nothing, just needed a sleeping pill so I can sleep well.
  • Hobi: If you don't find them there's many ways I could help you sleep.
  • You: Today. I think I just want to cuddle with you Hoseok.
  • Later while he had fallen asleep, you went back to look for your medication. Then you started tantrum-ing, sobbing. getting emotional, you broke glass, and you weren't yourself. Of course Hoseok heard and ran out to see if you were okay or what was going on. He saw you sobbing on the ground, your hands bleeding from shards of glass that were on the floor.
  • Hobi: Oh my god. Y/n? Come with me. I'm taking you to a doctor.
  • You: Leave me alone, Go away! I don't need your help.
  • Hobi: Yes you do. Come here. -slowly approaching you-
  • You: I'm warning you to get away!
  • Once he manages to grab you and semi calm you down he takes you to a doctor and he found out you have a extreme Bipolar disorder, He was frustrated and heart broken that you never told him, and that he had to find out like this. When he saw you, you were going to talk but he didn't want to hear you.
  • Hobi: Don't you talk. Listen.
  • Hobi: Don't ever hide anything like this from me again. Do you understand? I thought that I took care of you well and to know that I wasn't able to help you for this, wasn't able to take care of you better is the worst thing I have ever felt.
  • Hobi: Understand that I love and care for you and I want to take care of you till the end.
  • You: I was just worried you wouldn't be able to handle it. And you would leave, just like everyone else.
  • Hobi: Then I'm offended that I'm just "Everyone else" to you. I am your boyfriend, your lover, and someone who wants to take care of you like you take care of me.
  • Hobi: So let me.
  • ~ Rap Monster/Namjoon:
  • You: Do you what an Inhaler looks like?
  • Nams: I guess I do, why?
  • You: Random thought.
  • You and Namjoon took walks around beautiful areas a lot and walked to your house a lot. You looked through your bag to check if you had your inhaler and for some reason it was gone. You know you had taken it and you were worried because you might need it.
  • Nams: Y/n why do you have this? -He holds up your inhaler which you take from him immediately-
  • You: I'm taking it to someone later.
  • Nams: Don't lie to me.
  • You: I don't lie.
  • Nams: That was a lie. Do you have asthma?
  • You:
  • Nams: Answer me, Y/n.
  • You: Yes, I have asthma!
  • Nams: Why didn't you tell me?
  • You: Because I was embarrassed. It's embarrassing to breathe from a tube in public or in front of you.
  • You: And I figured you wanted to date someone normal. Someone who isn't bothersome and you won't have to worry about so much.
  • Nams: Baby, You don't ever need to feel embarrassed, I still love you, I'm falling in love with your personality. I love you just as you are and I will take care of you, alright?
  • Nams: From now on, tell me everything and anything. Nothing can change how I feel about you.
  • Park Jimin/Chimichanga:
  • You liked asking Jimin to teach you dance whether you were good or not didn't matter, it was just fun to move around to the beat of music, but today you forgot your pain killers so you were limping and falling a lot. .
  • Jimin: Are you okay? You're very off.
  • You: Just dandy.
  • Jimin: What's wrong?
  • You: Nothing.
  • Jimin: What's. Wrong?
  • You: I have Chronic pain, which is basically forever pain in the same place... I have it in my knee.
  • You: anddd oh my gkkdbd it's cramping up. Can you go get my pain killers please??
  • Jimin: Why didn't you tell me??
  • You: Because knowing you, You wouldn't let me out the damn house.
  • You: Even if we don't live together. I know you'd somehow watch me.
  • Jimin: I would let you out..
  • You: 1 step out the door would be too far for you.
  • Jimin: I just care about you.
  • You: I know but what you CAN do is help me with the medicine and take me to my doctors appointments.
  • Jimin: I can't drive...
  • You: You can accompany me to my doctors appointments.
  • V/Kim Taehyung:
  • When Tae came over to hang out with you, he opened the door with the spare key you gave him.
  • Tae: Honey!!! I'm hommee!
  • You guys had this joke where you acted like a married couple. You usually replied with something funny as well but you couldn't.
  • Taehyung went to the kitchen only to find you crouched, leaning against the wall behind you, and holding your head.
  • Tae: Y/n! Are you alright?
  • You: Medicine. Please. -You point to a cabinet- Get a white and blue bottle.
  • After he gave you the medicine and you were feeling a bit better you guys started talking.
  • You: Why are you here so early?
  • Tae: I wanted to surprise you but you surprised me. Are you okay?
  • You: I'm fine now. I mean, it'll happen tomorrow, the next day, the next, and after that, then so on.
  • Tae: That's impossible.
  • You: Not if you have a Migraine.
  • Tae: How come I didn't know?
  • You: I was embarrassed, I'm pretty sure you didn't want to date someone who was forever sick so it was nice knowing you—
  • Tae: Shhhtsh I'm staying and caring for you, and cuddling you, and being with you until the day I die.
  • Jeon Jungkook/Kookie:
  • You didn't hide it from Jungkook but you also haven't told him.
  • You'll take your medicine in front him and when he asks you say your sick.
  • But you've been sick for the whole year you guys have been dating so of course he is going to get suspicious.
  • You: I read a new book~
  • JK: Yeah you told me about it. You're on page 289, It's interesting, and you would like to find more from that author.
  • You: When did I.. You know I probably have bed memory.
  • JK: You told me about this book four times.
  • You: I have? Oh wow.
  • JK: How'd you forget after four times?
  • You: Ah hmm, I have ADHD, bad memory, bad at paying attention. um um oh wow suddenly I'm bored. Did I bring my pills??
  • JK: I don't think so, let's go home alright?
  • You: Yeah, sorry I didn't tell you. I just, it's not attractive. Yeah.
  • JK: I'd still love you with any sickness, how you talk to me, treat me, take care of me, love me, and your personality is what made me fall in love with you.
  • You: Thanks Bunny boy.
  • JK: Let's eat at Wagwan after alright?
  • You: I heard they give out Snickers now. I don't know why but I'm down.
  • JK: You're adorable.

anonymous asked:

Can I ask for how UT, UF Sans and US Paps crush laughing at their joke/pun so much they snort, and they immediately just leave wherever they are. Like, they were so embarrassed xD, they just left the room and don't come out for hours. When they do, the skelly reacts to the earlier events? Thanks in advance♡

Asked by @hoot-eggs before I changed the blog. 

You’ve been a top fan for a while now <3 Sorry for making you wait so long. 

UT!Sans: That was the cutest thing he’s ever heard. Seriously. And he actually loves when people snort at his puns, it’s just a job well done. The fact that it embarrassed you so much is highly amusing. And he’ll go after you while trying not to laugh at you, since he figures that’ll probably lower his chances of getting you to come out of the room. When it’s been a few hours and you still haven’t come out of your room he starts getting a little worried and he considers teleporting in to get you. So when you finally come out he doesn’t want to bring up what happened earlier. He’ll just make a few. less funnier jokes. To make sure the whole thing doesn’t repeat itself.

UF!Sans: Okay first off, you’ve gotta have some pretty dark sense of humor to laugh at this guys joke. They’re either highly inappropriate or just generally horrible. The snorting is hilarious, he does it himself when he’s tired and laughing at something. Still, that doesn’t stop him from laughing hysterically at your reaction. Until you slam the door to your room shut. And then you refuse to come out. When he finally manages to coax you out he tries to brush it all of. He’s been going over what happened so many times in his head that his anxiety has made it seem worse than it is now. It’ll take an hour or so until he’s back to joking.

US!Papyrus: Okay so this guy can’t even go after you when you storm away. He’s laughing so hard he fell off the couch, and he’s still going strong while laying half on the couch and half on the floor. When you try to pass him to go to your room, he grabs your hand. Not hard, but firmly enough that you’ll stop a little. He really doesn’t want you to go sulk before he can apologize since he knows that that will make you mad. But he just can’t catch his damn breath. Eventually he’ll accidentally snort too. And then you’ll both be laughing. He’s not even embarrassed about it. It made you feel better, didn’t it?

I know that today is not a “special” date, but I think that every day as a couple should be celebrated, specially one as perfect as today was, so here it goes: I love you so daamn much 😍💙 1 year, 3 months and a half later and all I can say has changed is that I love you a bit more everyday. Can’t wait ‘til you fall asleep in my arms after I kiss your forehead every night, my love 🙈♥ @everdarkless

anonymous asked:

Hey I love your art style and your blog! I was wondering if you could share some of your inspiration, like what inspired you to develop it like it is. I'm trying to get into a more "simple" and more american comic - looking style after spending too much time on semi realistic/manga style but I don't feel comfortable directly "copying" off yours cause I feel like stealing. So I was wondering if you could help me!

First of all, I’d like to start by saying that taking a bit of everything you love is totally okay! No style is completely original and ofc you’ll find many styles similar to yours. However, YOUR particular style IS just yours and yours alone, if it makes any sense XD No one will ever make that certain line like you do, or strokes like yours. My drawing style changed s o much during the years, depending on what I was obsessed with at the time. For example, my stile in summer 2013, when I was SO into Naruto, was like this:

when I got into HxH in 2014 it was like this:

I always changed the way I draw based of my passions! 

I then started to get a less manga-ish style by accentuating a bit the nose

to then try a more cartoon-ish style (because of cartoons like Gravity Falls and Over the Garden Wall)

After watching Steven Universe, I also started to draw more like that, and you can see it in many of my drawings xD Even on my webcomic!

The thing is, style is something that ALWAYS changes, you improve because you, as an artist, get better with time (if you keep practising ofc) 

Trying to emulate your favourite artists is not a bad thing, especially if it helps you figure out which is the best way for you to draw. However, plagiarism is another thing xD Actually copying every way of said artist of make a drawing is not really okay… My final tip would be to try different styles by artists you like and see which one you can do more easily. Then try to integrate the style to the one you already have and with time it will get more and more natural :) 

ED SHEERAN LYRICS RP STARTERS
  • "They say she's in the class A Team"
  • "The worst things in life come free to us"
  • "It's too cold outside for angels to fly"
  • "It's too cold outside for angles to die"
  • "I wanna be drunk when I wake up on the right side of the wrong bed"
  • "You have your mother's eyes"
  • "My 3 words have 2 meanings"
  • "Out of all these things I've done, I think I love you better now"
  • "Give me love"
  • "Maybe tonight I'll call ya after my blood turns into alcohol"
  • "I just wanna hold ya"
  • "All I want is the taste that your lips allow"
  • "Give me love like never before"
  • "It's been awhile but I still feel the same"
  • "Maybe I should let you go"
  • "I'll never leave again"
  • "You are the only one"
  • "Promise me you'll always be a friend"
  • "I wanna feel your love"
  • "For tonight, I wanna fall in love"
  • "I'm a mess a right now"
  • "I messed up this time"
  • "Don't fuck with my love"
  • "I'm not really looking for another mistake"
  • "You didn't need to take him to bed"
  • "I never saw him as a threat until you disappeared with him to have sex"
  • "I thought you were different"
  • "It's a bit too late if I'm honest"
  • "You should go 'cause I ain't ever coming home"
  • "I swear it will get easier"
  • "You won't ever be alone"
  • "I won't ever let you go"
  • "Wait for me to come home"
  • "You can fit me inside the necklace you got when you were 16, next to your heartbeat where I should be"
  • "I will remember how you kissed me under the lamppost back on sixth street"
  • "We are surrounded by all of these lies and people that talk too much"
  • "All that you are is all that I'll ever need"
  • "I wanna runaway with you"
  • "I don't want to hate you"
  • "He's not the right guy for you"
  • "It was never fine to lose you"
  • "I won't be changing the subject, I love it"
  • "I'll make your little secret public"
  • "I'm just disgusted with the skeletons you sleep within your closet to get back at me"
  • "Fact is you're mad at me because I backtracked so casually"
  • "You're practically my family"
  • "Tragically our love just lost the will to live"
  • "I don't love you"
  • "I don't need you"
  • "I don't want you"
  • "I don't wanna love you"
  • "Good things are over fast"
  • "Success is nothing if there's no one left to share with you"
  • "I still love you"
  • "I will be loving you 'til we're 70"
  • "My heart could still fall as hard at 23"
  • "People fall in love in mysterious ways"
  • "I fall in love with you every single day"
  • "Maybe we found love right where we are"
  • "You're a soul who could never grow old"
  • "Darling hold me in your arms the way you did last night"
  • "I could look into your eyes until the sun comes up"
  • "With your body next to mine, our hearts will beat as one"
  • "Kiss me like you wanna be loved"
  • "We're falling in love"

anonymous asked:

i was just wondering if i could ask you something? and it's okay if you don't want to answer. i was just wondering if you could give me any tips on how to reconnect with yourself / your writing? i'm currently going through something really big in the aftermath of trauma and it's changed me so much as a person that i'm just worried that i'm never going to be able to express myself ever again. sending you love and light. (and again, if you don't feel comfortable answering, it's okay).

you can always ask! & thank you for being so considerate and kind, it really makes my heart feel at home u know?

and i think. with something like trauma (please take everything i say with a grain of salt bc i, of course, do not know what you are going through and could completely be missing the point with my reply) it’s so huge and life changing that it’s good to first let yourself come to terms with it? take your time, how much ever time you need!!

general tips on reconnecting with yourself/your writing:

  • read what you wrote Before, if you can. if there are certain elements from your previous work that you connect with/could connect with, maybe use that as a prompt and work off there
  • if your writing from earlier is completely different to who you feel like you are now, maybe write about those differences. it doesn’t have to be great - it can even be a brainstorm! hopefully this will get you started
  • i think, mainly, allow yourself to be messy and a little all over the place, and allow yourself to write whatever you need to write, even if that’s the same poem 50 times over
  • read a lot! read books you love, read books that make you feel something, read books that make you feel like yourself
  • give yourself time. writing is definitely about discipline and at times it does come down to sitting down and forcing yourself to write, but if you’ve been through a really rough time, give yourself a break for a lil
  • do something you love! give yourself some pampering time! put on some music and have a bath or watch some tv or go to the movies, whatever you like. by finding things you enjoy/are passionate about, you might find you connect more to your writing
  • honestly, i find being in nature to be so soothing and mind-clearing (?). go to the beach if you can, or take a walk in a park, whatever you can do
  • just be gentle with yourself. let your body and mind heal, you deserve that, you deserve warmth and happiness and safety

anonymous asked:

Idk I'm so confused.. sorry this is random. I love Ruca so much she is so pretty and fun but why does Olly like Trish she is good and pure does Olly want a normal life? I feel so bad I don't like Trish.. just my opinion like Ruca so much, just a question thank you

AWW thank you so much  happy you like my Ruca <3 well I guess in a way he likes how normal things are when he’s around her,  he’s not running from cops with her  looking over his shoulder it’s just a nice change from what he’s used to. Her and her lifestyle are completely different from anything he’s ever known. it’s new, she’s sweet and caring with him, she like’s him even though he’s garbage lol he was in a bad place after him and Ruca split and Trish was a light at the end of the tunnel, he was happy for the first time in a while plus she makes the best pasta