i love you so fcking much

My (Personal) GOT7 Analysis and why i love them so much

BamBam: cute af; a baby who is shedding his innocent image faster than the speed of light; super proud of his bff yugyeom’s dancing; knows everyone loves him and loves it; was so tiny(literally) when he first met jackson and mark; only problematic when he wants attention from his hyungs; hyungs are so proud of how he’s grown; quick to tell fans if he genuinely thinks they’re beautiful; KING OF FASHION; when he argues with yugyeom they probably make up 2 mins later; OWNED the karaoke episode of GOT7ing and made is bandmates so happy

Choi Youngjae:  the voice, the sun, the laugh; takes particular enjoyment in picking on Jackson and receiving love and/or spanking from JB; unproblematic af; so awkward and pure; makes every situation better by laughing out of the blue; so cute; called sunshine for a reason; loves learning and speaking english;  (i want to play video games with him so bad); loves his puppy CoCo more than life itself

Jackson Wang: proud AmeriThaiKong member; stans his bandmates; one of the most openly physically affectionate (kissed a guy on the lips on SNL too); probably mad he can’t date his bandmates (was super happy when he could date jinyoung); variety show king; loves picking on youngjae; loves being extra; small friendship things break his heart i.e. telling mark he misses rooming with him and bringing him shampoo; wears his heart on his sleeve; would marry mark and follow him to pluto; would remember the first time he met you and what you wore and said like he remembers mark had dark hair and an umbrella; respects his parents SO MUCH; a meme

Jinyoung:  hot af and knows it; looks like a wealthy prince who escapes to hang with his adorable band; could win an oscar probably; uses his amazing bum for attention; gets jealous easily and it’s rlly hot and scary; savage; happily involved in a GOT7 love triangle w Mark/Jackson; is JB’s wife; loves kissing his bandmates and is one of the most easily annoyed but also physically affectionate; has an angsty love/hate relationship with yugyeom that’s hot af, probably has dreams about him where they do things other than argue if you know what i mean

JB: King; most baddass leader in town; can probably calm his bandmates down with the sound of his voice; intimidating but super sweet with fans; could probably be president; glows when he smiles and laughs; has some of the most interesting fashion choices; is super cute with the macknae line; would marry youngjae; is super attracted to youngjae; already married to jinyoung;  probably can read jinyoung’s thoughts at this point; charismatic af; skydived with zero fear and glowed afterward; secretly a superhero

Kim Yugyeom:  danced on hit the stage and shook his fans and bandmates to the core; effortlessly talented; bandmates think he’s too nice, i.e. jinyoung wanting to toughen him up; enjoys picking on jinyoung and is always shook when he compliments him; if he aint your bias he will wreck your bias list if you watch hit the stage; WATCH HIM ON HIT THE STAGE; has a crush on jinyoung and chris brown;  loves his 97′ friends like BamBam and Jungkook more than words can say; claimed to be innocent but then he grinded on Hit the Stage and impregnated e v e r y o n e

Mark Tuan: loved and respected by everyone; the eldest; tries to internalize everything but breaks down in front of his bandmates if he needs love/hugs; clingy af; pranks fuel him; super good at reading everyone’s feelings; lives for extreme sports; would marry jackson in 2 seconds; would marry jinyoung too; one of the members besides jackson and jinyoung who is the most physically affectionate; gorgeous; bandmates love staring at his face; shy but wild, seemingly fearless, parasailed and skydived on Hard Carry and broke me; fucks w gravity 25/7; kissing level 10000 i.e. dipping BamBam on kiss the radio simultaneously wrecking BamBam and everyone

GOT7 as a whole:  A GIANT SHIP; A SPACESHIP;  CREATED MUSIC VIDEOS ABOUT SAVING EACHOTHER,  WILL DESTROY YOU AND RAISE YOU FROM THE DEAD;  WEAR MAKEUP SO WELL THEY WILL MAKE YOU WATCH MAKEUP TUTORIALS;  THEY FCKING LOVE EACHOTHER SO MUCH I WANT THEM ALL TO BE IN ROMANCE MOVIES WITH EACHOTHER; CUTE; DORKY; GAY AF; HAS 19384572308 SHIPS AND THEY’RE ALL IMPORTANT; 7 OR NEVER, 7 OR NOTHING; INVENTED THE WORD FRIENDSHIP

ngl people give yuta so much shit for his chin i really fcking love how confident yuta is with himself. everything he does, he’s sexy. ‘you guys saw my teasers right? i was sexy wasn’t i?’ ‘i don’t look for the camera, the camera looks for me’ it’s sooo nice that even with comments on him, he’s so confident with himself and doesn’t let it phase him at all. i wish i had yuta’s confidence. it’s so heartwarming

anonymous asked:

I just want to say that yours headcanons and interactions with everyone here just crack me up so fcking much, honestly, you guys are a true blessing. And, if it's okay, could I request the RFA+V+ Saeran falling hard for MC but they just don't notice, like, at all, and, God help them, they are trying their very best, what the actual fuck MC (it's okay if you don't wanna do the request, I hope you guys have a great day!)

A/N: omg you’re such a cutie thank you <3 ヾ(´▽`*;)ゝ”and did you mean like mc doesnt notice that they’re completely in love with them??? (soRRY im so exhausted lmao) but dude i’m completely mc in that case ripperoni  ~Admin 404

*YOOSUNG:

               - I thought…losing his eye was like… enough to show how much he cares about you

               -He’s always making you food and snacks in cute little shapes (especially hearts)

               -When the two of you play LOLOL he’s always giving you the best loot and diving in front of your character to make sure you don’t die

               -Always joining new clubs that either you’re in, or they cover a topic you’re interested in

               -That way, he can spend more time with you and enjoy some of the same things!

               -Not to mention it he actually really enjoys it all and learns something new about you every time

               -He’s even managed to hug you close for long periods of time without turning red or stuttering!

               -But you still! Don’t! See it!

               -You always think he’s just being really nice and a great friend! Sure you secretly like him but you don’t want to ruin the friendship if he doesn’t like you back!

               -Saeyoung’s made it his personal mission to get the two of you together because Yoosung just won’t take initiative and you’re just oblivious as hell

*ZEN:

               -He’s always hanging off of you, how are you not even suspicious?

               -Always has an arm around you, hand on your shoulder, even on your knee when the two of you are sitting

               -For fucks sake MC, he kisses your cheek and holds your hand when the two of you walk anywhere are you DENSE??

               -Always bringing you flowers, chocolates, you name it

               -HE EVEN MAKES UP SONGS TO SING TO YOU

               -He’s so dramatic about everything. Every time you don’t react to his romantic gesture, he’s practically throwing himself to the floor in a sobbing fit

               -He’s even held you by the shoulders, looked you in the eyes, and told you how much he really likes you

               -You just responded with a tilt of your head, innocently asking, “Like…. you like-like me?”

               - hoW HAVE YOU NOT NOTICED BY NOW?????

               -EVEN AFTER THAT, YOU’RE STILL OBLIVIOUS. MC, why. Just, why. He loves you but wOW

*JAEHEE:

               -She’s not exactly surprised that you don’t realize her feelings

               -More subtle with her emotions than the rest of them

               - even jumin is more open about his feelings for you, who would have guessed

               -She’s always inviting you to attend new cafes, or to show you her favourite ones!

               -Also makes you a lot of coffee/tea and cakes!

               -The two of you spend a lot of time discussing books the two of you have read, and theorize about those that abruptly ended

               -Always looking you straight in the eyes, smiling, and will constantly turn a light shade of red

               -But you don’t get it?? Is she getting a fever? Is it even hot enough in here to make her red like that? Is she alright?

               -You’re always putting your hands on her cheeks, trying to see if she’s ill and it just makes her blush 10x more

               -Dammit MC she’s gonna pass out at this rate, get your hands off of her, just notice that she likes you so the two of you can cuddle and she can get over turning as red as she does!

*JUMIN:

               -You’d think it’d be really obvious

               -I mean the man has next to no emotions but when you come around he’s practically a puddle on the floor- how in the world don’t you notice?

               -Always making sure you’re comfortable with anything the two of you do

               -If he invites you to lunch and you don’t like the restaurant, he’ll cancel his reservations and find a new place immediately

               -AND HE DOES EVERYTHING HIMSELF. Not once does he ask Jaehee or another employee of his to set up plans or grab something for you

               -Listens to your opinion more than anyone else’s. He’ll take it to heart and do whatever you suggested (that is if it isn’t drastic)

               -HE LETS YOU PICK UP ELIZABETH? CUDDLE WITH HER? GIVE HER KISSES? DOESN’T THAT TELL YOU HOW HE FEELS ABOUT YOU??

               -The dude tried to move you into his house almost immediately, seriously MC how can you not tell

               -Completely showers you in gifts all the time. If you aren’t there to physically receive them, he’s telling you what he got you and sends you pictures

               -He thinks it’s absolutely adorable that you have no idea, but at the same time it lowkey drives him crazy because he juST WANTS TO KISS YOU, MC. PLEASE. JUST, P L E A S E

 

*SAEYOUNG:

               -This lil brat tries to hide that he’s completely in love with you until he just can’t take it anymore

               -Come on he’s built you Robo-cat, gone over personally to protect you, and a lot more, what do you waNT FROM HIM

               -Sends you memes in the middle of the night because he thinks you’ll find them funny

               -Calls you at night just to talk until he can hear you fall asleep on the other end of the phone

               -He’s also buying you a lot of little things because he thought of you when he saw it, and couldn’t bring himself to just leave it

               -You’re the only one he’ll let drive his babies. HIS. BABIES. MC, COME ON

               -Always looking at you like a love-sick puppy. Whenever you do something completely adorable he gets as red as his hair

               -He’ll lightly brush his hand against yours when the two of you are walking close together, and watch to see if he can actually grab your hand

               -Gives you the Flynn Rider smoulder more times than you can count but all you do is giggle because it’s your favourite movie. Your giggle is like heaven but MC whY CAN’T YOU SEE HE LIKES YOU

               -HE EVEN SINGS THE LITTLE MERMAID SONG “KISS THE GIRL”(or he changes the lyrics to boy, depending) TO GET THE POINT ACROSS BUT ALL YOU DO IS JUMP IN ON HIS MUSICAL NUMBER. One day MC, one day.

*V:

               -He’s gentle with everyone, but you??

               -Well, he’s gentle but he plays around a LOT more

               -Playfully pushes you, pinches your cheeks, he even does gross shit like lick your cheek okay but i do the same

               -Leans close to you all the time. When the two of you talk, he’s leaning into you, staring into your eyes

               -Y'all even spend the night at each other’s houses watching movies or just talking about life

               -How the hell can you not tell that this giraffe loves you??

               -Always taking beautiful photos of you! Well…almost always

               -His favourite photo album is full of pictures of you being goofy, and packed which terrible candid’s of you, but he lOVES THEM SO MUCH MC LOOK AT HOW AMAZING YOU ARE

               -He plans trips for just the two of you so he can take pictures and you can see the sights! Takes you to romantic dinners! Y'all even go to festivals and carnivals together.

               -He’s always holding your hand because he doesn’t want to lose you in a crowd. Or that’s what you think. In reality he just wants to hold your hand; MC please he’s so cute just kiss him already

*SAERAN:

               -He just plain sucks at sharing emotions

               -But he thought he was pretty obvious?

               -Like there are times that you’re the only one he’ll even acknowledge? That’s pretty self-explanatory there MC

               -He takes you out for ice cream all the time, walks around town, whatever you want. He hates people, he doesn’t willingly go out for that. Unless you want to

               -Always invites you over to just hang out and play some games, watch some movies, or sometimes just to nap

               -Even asks you to teach him how to cook/bake, so he can spend a lot more time with you!

               -Sometimes you give him this dazzling smile that just makes his heart flutter and he can’t even look at you

               -You also like to hug him and he practically passes out every time. It scares you a little bit because you can’t figure out why?? Is he okay??? Are you dead??

               -But he steps out of his comfort zone and hugs you back?? You’re so happy and you absolutely love it! You think that maybe he’s finally becoming more social! You have no idea that he only hugs you because??? It’s you

               -Please just admit you like this man so he can get comfortable MC, he’s too awkward to ask you out himself

Monsta X reaction to their s/o running away after finding out that they’re gang leaders

requested by anon~

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Originally posted by wonhontology

Shownu; Coming home from a long ‘meeting’, Hyunwoo was surprised to see all of his men pacing back and forth with expressions shouting everything that just happened. Once they met his gaze, they immediately reported what had happened. Just hearing the word ‘you’ and ‘ran away’ had his blood boiling. Hyunwoo knew that a day like this would happen and he would need to explain it to you, but nonetheless, he would not let you out of his sight and he will make sure to get you back no matter what since you’re his and you’ll have to stay by his side no matter what. Motioning his men to bring him his stuff, he trudges towards his car and once he receives the things he needs, he would start the engine and head towards the destination where he thinks you’d retreat when situations like this happen, and to your surprise, you see Hyunwoo staring down at you with an unreadable look written all over his face and before you know it, you’d be thrown over his shoulders. Hyunwoo would also feel a little bit hurt but he knows he’ll be able to get you back no matter what and he’d really prove it to you that even though he’s a gang leader, he’d still love you no matter what.

You’re not going to leave my side now, [y/n].”

“L-let me go– *gets your butt slapped, making your breath hitch in surprise*”

“I love you so much to just let you run away from me just because you learned the truth. And since that you know, *pats your butt one last time before gently placing you on the passenger’s seat, buckling your seatbelt while staring right in your eyes* you won’t be able to get away from me now. Now, ease up and let’s go grab some dinner, huh? *gives you kiss on the forehead before closing the door*”

Originally posted by wonhontology

Wonho; You? Running away? Oh, that will only have Wonho feeling the rush of adrenaline coursing through his veins. Never has ever felt so amused yet challenged at some point. Amused, because he kind of expected this to happen; Challenged, because just thinking about the work and gang that he leads, he didn’t expect you not really realize what he’s capable of. When his secretary told him of your sudden escape, Wonho would just scoff to himself and pull his whole body off the swivel chair, pushing his legs towards the door while telling his secretary to get his car and men prepared for a treasure hunt Yes, that’s right. You’re his treasure and there’s no way that he wants to see someone whom he grew attached and love so so much just slip through his fingers. It wouldn’t really take that long for Wonho to know where you’re currently staying, thanks to all his eyes and ears all over the place. And before you know it, you’d be surprised to see yourself back in his room when you could vaguely remember that you fell asleep at the hotel room that you’ve actually stayed at for less than 24 hours. Once you pull yourself off of your bed, you’d be surprised to see Wonho staring at you with a smirk while sitting on the white swivel chair he has in the shared bedroom.

Oh, baby, did you sleep well? *watches you with eyes filled with mischief*”

“W-why am I here?”

“Have you forgotten? *walks towards you and pins you down on the bed* You’re mine and you won’t be able to get away from me. I love you so fcking much and the thought of you leaving me hurts, don’t you know that?”

Originally posted by wonhontology

Minhyuk; You knew that he was a gang leader when you saw the small tattoo on the back of his ear and you waited for the right moment to run away (which was when he said he’d be out for some business for a couple of days) but what you did not know was that the trusted butler of his would report to him immediately about your movements and all. Minhyuk, on the other hand, seemed to be unfazed and actually gave you a week to enjoy the solo life by yourself but once the time’s up, he’d actually just calmly ask the people around or would just follow his gut feeling on the places to find you. Minhyuk would actually feel hurt that you’re scared to the point that you’d leave him but knowing that he wants to spend the rest of his life with you, he wouldn’t let you get away this time. The whole searching for you only took him less than an hour and it wouldn’t actually surprise you when you see him standing by your bedroom door with his arms crossed in his chest. He’d actually try to talk to you about it and would really try to ask you to just hear him out. But once he finished, he would want to get answers from you right away and you’d have to choose between: just stay with him and be happy or run away and have him chasing after you throughout your whole life, which you’d choose the first.

Baby girl, I’ll give you a minute to choose between the two choices and if you’re not able to give me an answer…. then, you need to be punished, okay?”

“I-I…. uh…… I’ll stay with you….”

“*smiles and gives you a pat on the head* Good girl, now, since you’ve been such a bad girl, you still need to be punished for running away from me.”

Originally posted by monstaxscenariosx

Kihyun; Kihyun knew that a day like this would come, so during your one year anniversary, Kihyun gave you a necklace with a tracking device planted in it. And when that day finally came, Kihyun would just chuckle and shake his head since he barely needs to do any effort to look for you, thanks to the device that he has installed in. But nonetheless, he would be like that in the gif, showing his closest man about your whereabouts and all and after that, he’d take his leave. His mind will be filled with nothing but a lot of uncertainty, thoughts on how you feel about finding out that he’s a gang leader, and a lot more. But nonetheless, Kihyun would be really calm when he makes his way through your front door, punching in the passcode for the apartment that you’re staying, catching you off-guard especially that you never expect to see him after running away. Kihyun would actually smirk and you and maybe, idk, corner you in one area where he’d slam his hands on the wall, pinning you between him while looking down at you. His voice would be stern yet cold, as it sends chills down your spine. But when you tried to explain yourself, he’d actually crash his lips onto yours, shushing you until it turns into something that you really love *wink*. Once all of that is over, he’d be bringing you back to his place without you trying to run away again since he ain’t letting you go.

You think you can run away from me, baby? *traces his fingers down your jaw then into your lips* Too bad, you can’t get away from me…. especially that you’re mine. Do you want to run away again?”

“K-kihyun, I-I can’t– *only to stopped by kihyun kissing you and insert the steamy part here*”

Originally posted by chahyungwon

Hyungwon; Hyungwon would be so stressed out and even frustrated when his men came running in with faces painted with worry and fear, rambling on how you ran away and left no traces on where you went and what not. But Hyungwon would actually have no any problems in finding you, especially when he knows how you really think and is as someone who he’s been for almost a year and a half. Without any further ado, Hyungwon would have to stop everything that he has to do for the day as he has to start looking for you, even though it’d just take him less than an hour to find you. He wouldn’t bring any men with him but he’d take some essential things that he needs to bring, like idk, handcuffs or something. You, on the other hand, was busy baking something to keep your mind off from the fact that your boyfriend has been a gang leader all along but you’d be so freaking startled when the cold surface of the handcuffs met your skin, only to react so late. Hyungwon would have you pinned down on the kitchen counter, his expression so unreadable that you would immediately know that he’s not happy with your decisions. But before he makes any irrational decisions, he’d hear you out and his reply would totally catch you off guard, realizing that he was right and that his status shouldn’t stop you from loving him, right???

Why did you think of running away, [y/n]? I’ll hear you out and just calm down, I won’t do anything to you. Just answer my question.”

“I… was scared. I was scared because of the fact that you’re a gang leader… that you have already had your hands stained with someone else’s blood….”

“Baby, do you think that you’d date me and would even stay by my side when I told you that I was a gang leader in the first place? You wouldn’t, right? So, why run away now when you’ve been living with me for almost a year already and you’ve already know how I really am?”

Originally posted by save-me-liar

Jooheon; Shock. Shocked to only come home without any signs of you in the house. Angry. Angry to find out you ran away after learning about him being a gang leader and that you just “casually threw” away the months and memories of loving each other. It would take him a couple of hours before he could even get out of the house to just go and search for you. It’s also a good thing when he has a lot of eyes in town, making everything easier for him to find you. But throughout the search for you, Jooheon’s mind will be filled with nothing but negativity and insecurity. He’s insecure that maybe…. he’s not enough for you? Or if…. you thought you…. deserve someone better?? But then all those thoughts will soon be clouded with anger and would be searching for you like crazy. He wouldn’t stop until he finds you and bring you back to his house and never let you out of his sight because of how much he really love you. He’s already set in spending the rest of his life with you way back before you even thought of running away. Finally, after frantically searching for you, he would be relieved to just see you but then sadness would soon take over when he realized that you left him, which would having him barging in and just taking you by the arm and bring you to the car. The whole ride back to his house would be filled with so much emotions that it’d be a surprise when you see him breaking down or something.

Baby, I’m home. *receives no reply and starts to freak out, searches all the house and only to realize that you are nowhere to be found. checks the cctv and sees the footage of you finding out and running away*……… *lets out a groan of frustration before letting out a loud shout* FCK!!! *angrily throws the nearest thing to grab on, on the floor*”

Originally posted by taehnwnho

I.M; To be honest, before you could even step a foot out of the damned room, Changkyun would be there by the front door with his arms crossed in his chest, eyes meeting yours and lips pursed into a thin line. He knew that someone was going to tell you about him (coughhiscoughenemycoughwonhocough). Changkyun would just calmly and casually pull you beside him and escort you back to the master’s bedroom, sitting you down on the couch and would just talk to you about it. But you would be so flustered to see how calm he handles the situation, and how he didn’t really make a big fit about it. Questions would be thrown here and there and you wouldn’t be able to reply that fast anymore as you’d be stuttering, making him chuckle and ruffle your head before turning 180 degrees, totally catching you more off-guard. The smile that crossed his face just a minute ago was soon replaced by a frown and his smiling eyes would soon turn into black orbs that no emotion can be seen or be felt. All of the words that would leave his mouth would, just like Hyungwon, have you speechless and feel bad about thinking about running away in the first place.

Alright, calm down, no need to stammer and all. *chuckles and ruffles your hair*”

“But… Changkyun– *stops when you see how his face became dark all of a sudden*”

“If you really love me, [y/n], then you would’ve just stayed despite knowing what kind of job or what kind of a person I am. You eerily know me more than I know myself and isn’t that something that should hold you back from running away, just leaving me here in this empty house, devastated and angry because of who I am? Imagine if I told you that I was a gang leader in the very first place, would you even date me? Would you even think of accepting me? Clearly, the answer would be no since you know that I’m a gang leader, someone who you don’t even know about.”


a/n: oh glob! hello everyone i’m back for now! i’ve missed you guys so so much. i hope you guys enjoy reading this and i deeply apologize for not being that active in writing for the past few days due to school ;__; anyways, thank you anon for requesting! i apologize for any grammatical errors. gifs are not mine.

Last Words

Tony x Reader

Angsty fluff

WC 632

Warnings uhhh none. Well, swearing, but c’mon, if you’ve read any of my shit, you know what’s expected

Summary You are tired of Tony not taking care of himself, when something happens in the field and you regret what might have been your last words to him.

AN I really suck at summaries…and titles…

GIF NOT MINE

“I can’t do this anymore,” your words were deflated. You wanted to scream at him, shake him until he acted with some common sense but it was no use. You had been having the same argument forever.

He just stared at you, blankly.

You walked up to him, put your hand on his cheek and whispered, “I’m so angry with you right now.” Your hand was shaking. “I just… can’t do this anymore.”

You saw his jaw twitch. You closed your eyes, blinking back tears.

Forcing yourself to walk away you waited, waited for him to call you back, say anything but nothing came. Your shoulders shook, partly from grief partly from how furious you were at him. You could hear the mask cover his face and the sound of his suit powering up. You walked into the building before he could fly off, not wanting to risk watching him go.

Originally posted by multiblogs

An hour later, you were sitting in your room when Scott ran in.

“Y/N… thank God I found you!” he pulled you to your feet, frantic. “There’s been an accident… Tony…”

You didn’t let him finish, “Where?! Where is he?”

“Still in the field. But FRIDAY has no access to him. We’re… we’re not sure what’s going on.”

You nodded, “Please, tell me as soon as you know.”


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Me playing post game Pokémon
  • International police cops: HEY KID we heard you're a Pokémon master, do you wanna help us mess with the space time continuum and catch inter-dimensional ultra beasts?
  • Me: I mean sure, that makes sense, I AM a Pokémon master...
  • International Crime COps: cool head on over to Aether foundation and talk to Wicke
  • Me: *goes there*
  • Wicke: btw this isn't about the ultra beasts but Lille wanted me to explain why she went to kanto with lusamine; since we didn't really put that dialogue in the unreasonably long finale cutscene of the game and I'm sure it's been bothering you Erica cause you're weirdly invested in the characters
  • Me: YES IT HAS!!! Thank you!! Please, go on
  • Wicke: but you don't wanna hear me talk about all that...
  • ME: YES I FUCKIN DO, YES I--
  • Wicke: here, have a large chunk of fried dough for your trouble
  • me: I CANT fuckin believe this game I have to make a tumblr post
  • Me: *does*
  • Me: *goes back to playing game*
  • Wicke: AND HERE, HAVE ANOTHER ONE--
  • Me: ARE YOU FCKING-----
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I somehow hit 100 followers. Yay! So I write this little headcanon as a gift to all of you. Thank you all so much for following me! Know that I love you all so much and appreciate you so fcking much!! And @neonshoelace, for being my 100th follower, I’m taking the liberty to tag you in here. Hope you don’t mind. 

Headcanon that Shouto has never played in a playground. 

- Childhood with Endeavor makes fun a foreign concept to him. When he can finally move into the dorm and away from Endeavor’s opressing presence, he keeps coming to the playground nearby, watching kindergarten kids play and have fun. When all the kids have gone home, he tries the swing for the very first time in his life. Gingerly he swings forward, then backward, feet still firmly placed on the ground. Then he swings harder and faster, feet slowly lifting up in the process. And after that, it becomes a familiar motion, legs stretch out, knees bend in, legs stretch out, knees bend in, eyes open wide. Wind rushes by him and makes him tear up. He feels so free, like he is flying, be one with the summer breeze. That is the first fun he has ever had.

Fast forward to the next day. He tries the slide this time. Probably due to the disproportion between his height and the length of the slide, his fun with it is short-lived. He likes the feeling of smoothly sliding down cold metal though and secretly wishes to test the massive slides in those huge recreational park

The day after that, he tests the spring rider. It is, well, monotonous. Then he gets used to the monotony and ends up  spending the afternoon on it, lost in thought.

Merry-go-round makes him feel dizzy. On hindsight, he should have toned down the strength he used to turn it round and round.

He never ventures near the seesaw.

- Everyone notices his daily appearance. It slowly becomes a habit and everyone starts to wonder where Shouto, class 1-A’s hottest, their foremost elite, disappears to for hours, from after school ends until early evening, everyday without fail. Speculations fly wildly.

And Izuku, being his usual nosy self, thinks about tailing Shouto. Uraraka openly suggests that they tail him. So who is Izuku to decline such a plan? Besides, it can be counted as training as well. Shouto’s senses are as sharp as a stray cat, able to pick up the faintest sound and lets him fly into action. Tailing him without him knowing would be a worthy challenge.

They follow him to the playground, where they hide behind the bush as Shouto sits at the swing as if waiting for someone.

No one turns up for over an hour. It’s just them starting to feel tired and Shouto sitting on a swing in an empty playground.

Shouto stands up and leaves as the street lights turn on.

Jirou suggests they tail him again tomorrow. Izuku is about to agree when he realises that no, Shouto was not waiting for someone. He was content sitting there all by himself. He was enjoying it. He was just there in the playground to be there.

Now Izuku feels bad. He is the only one in class knows what it’s like to have Endeavor as a father. For all he knows, this must be the first time Shouto’s ever been in a playground and been a child he has never had the chance to be.

Izuku firmly shoots down the idea of tailing Shouto again.

- Shouto comes to the park as per usual. But he is not alone this time. Midoriya is sitting on one seat of the seesaw, a pen in his hand, writing furiously on his notebook. He notices Shouto and eagerly waves him over to the other seat of the seesaw.  Midoriya pushes up just enough for him to swing onto the seat and starts pushing up and down. Shouto copies his motions.

They go up and down and up and down in silence, Midoriya’s eyes stray to everything he can see. Shouto doesn’t mind it as much as he initially thinks, too busy to see how much he likes seesaw.

It’s not bad but not really that good either, due to the fact that it’s a two-person game.

‘Todoroki-kun,’ Midoriya calls, catching his attention. He speaks again when Shouto looks at him. ‘We are thinking about going to the USJ in the weekend. Do you want to come with us?’

Shouto stares blankly at him. The whole class wanting to go to USJ? They are more studious than Shouto gives them credit for.

Midoriya is apparently waiting for his response. He doesn’t really want to spend his weekend training. His training with Endeavour can last him for his lifetime. He is about to give a noncommittal shrug as answer when Midoriya releases a loud ‘Oh’ and covers his mouth, face flushing crimson.

‘USJ the park, not the joint.’ He clarifies in a tiny voice. His face is as red as a tomato.

USJ the park. Shouto has heard of it before. Something about it being the best in Japan.

‘Sure.’ He agrees easily, no harms in coming. He wants to see what all the fuss around that park is as well.

Midoriya’s face does a 180 turn. Now it is as bright as the sun as his smile stretches from ears to ears.

Shouto doesn’t really know what to say to that so he keeps silent.

That evening, Midoriya walks home with him, filling the silence with meaningless chatter and Shouto finds himself doesn’t mind it one bit. 

(I might add a part 2. Didn’t plan for it to get this long)

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anonymous asked:

I know you're not really a kemetic blog, but I find this less intimidating. Do you have any advice or suggestions for someone drawn to Kemeticism but intensely repelled by reproductive imagery/metion, fertility with these metaphors, etc? There's something about the pantheon that draws me... but like so much of mythology, there's so much that keeps me out as a pretty uncomfortable ace. Thanks.

Oh boy that is a problem, the Egyptians sure loved their sex imagery haha

However, not all gods are related to sex in anyway and there’s more to fertility gods than just sex.  For example, my main goddess is Renenutet and she can be considered a fertility goddess. However, as far as I’ve seen, there is very little that connects her to sex or anything like that. At most, she does have connections to the development of unborn infants but anything about copulation or genitalia is seemingly absent from her mythology. Any mentions of her “fertility” is only related to crops and harvest. And this is similar for a lot of other gods. 

However, even the more sexual gods have non-sexual sides to them. You could focus on those god aspects and myths instead. I’ve seen asexual people who work with sexual gods before so maybe poke around the community a bit and see if they have any suggestions :>

It might be hard to completely avoid it, especially as different myths intertwine multiple gods, but you’re not required to make it a part of your practice or anything. 

THIS WAS PROBABLY A REALLY BAD ANSWER SORYYY. IM NO GOOD FOR KEMETIC THINGS 😭😭😭

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anonymous asked:

I'm not sure if this has been addressed already or not since I'm a couple of chapters behind on Halcyon days, but just imagine them wanting to get a pet and Kamilah is like hmm should we get a dog? a cat? And Ana just comes home one day with a fcking hawk and is super determined to tame it and it just goes horribly, but Milah doesn't let her quit because "you brought berta home now go and get her down from the attic or you're sleeping on the couch" idk I just love them so much ok

Pet-related stuff here, here, and here!

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Kamilah asks how in the fuck she managed to get a hawk, but Ana doesn’t have time to answer before the hawk tries to peck at her face. She can’t figure out how to tame Berta; it just flies around the house wrecking stuff, leaving half-eaten rat carcasses around, and pooping everywhere. Kamilah’s patience starts to wear thin and Ana willingly takes to the couch until she tames this feathered beast. But the last straw was when Ana found bird shit all over her Bey albums, and finally lets the hawk go. Where? Only she knows.

Fast forward a few years later, 4-year-old Fareeha is playing in the backyard while Ana prepares lunch. The girl bursts into the kitchen excitedly, so Ana turns around, and freezes.

What the fuck.

Fareeha is holding her hand up - which is thankfully wearing a baseball glove, because perched upon her hand is a tawny, sharp-eyed hawk. The bird is calm and quiet, merely observing the humans with its beady eyes. Ana’s mouth works in vain, until she finally finds her voice.

Milah!

Preferences: How They Feel/React About/To Your Death.

Anakin: Your death was fast and unexpected. Anakin was already conflicted between the Jedi and the Sith after what happened with his mother however your death sent him over the edge. He no longer had you as his rock to keep him sane. The only good thing in his life, you, was now dead and gone. The worst part, you was never coming back.

Obi-Wan: The world stopped when he watched you die right in front of him with his own eyes. He’s never screamed so much in his entire life, the only time he can even think about when he nearly screamed as much was when he watched his master Qui-Gon die, killed by the Sith Darth Maul. His own Padawan, Anakin Skywalker had killed you, as a way to show his complete transformation to the dark side. Obi-Wan held you close, crying his eyes out as his large hands cupped your face as he continued to kiss your lips hoping for some sign that you were still alive. He just couldn’t understand that the night before you were so intimate together, and you were so real, touching every inch of your body and now you were dead, he would never be able to kiss you, hold you or make love to you ever again and that fucking killed him to the point he contemplated suicide. Obi-Wan saw red and the battle between Obi-Wan and Anakin began, all because he killed the love of his life.

Darth Maul: It was all his fault you were no longer alive. Maul believed it was all his fault you were dead. He let you become too much of a distraction, he let himself love you too much and he gave you his whole heart and attention. You were killed by the Emperor for the reason his apprentice was not focused on his missions at all. Maul promised revenge, he promised that once he got stronger and more powerful than the emperor, he would overthrow him and kill him slowly. Maul was so broken behind closed doors, but in front of his master it was like nothing was wrong. Maul loved you so much and your death just made him even more evil deep down and bursting for revenge.

Qui-Gon: Qui-Gon wasn’t with you when you passed, but he felt it as a disturbance in the Force and his heart stopped.  He dropped whatever it was he was doing and made his way to wherever you were with his heart in his throat but when he saw your body was when he fell apart. He cried against your chest and grasped your hand begging you over and over to wake up. You had only shared a couple of kisses, a few ‘I love you’s’ but the one thing Qui-Gon regrets was never telling you or showing you how much you meant to him. From that day forward Qui-Gon sweared never to love anyone, to never let anyone into his heart and to never forget about you. He just kept hoping that he would see you again one day where he could tell you how much he loves you, to feel you, so you can be together for eternity and he had no doubt in his mind that he would.

Luke: Luke was devastated, depressed and hopeless. He couldn’t help the person he loved, and now you were gone. His sister held him and remembered all the funny times you two had had together. She’d also tell him things you made her swear that she would never tell him like how you loved it when he’d whine when you called him cute, or how your heartbeat sped up when Luke was near. Those would always cheer him up, but it wasn’t ever going to fix his broken heart. Han was always desperately trying to cheer Luke up by asking him what would you want it but Luke would always be so cold and state that he didn’t care what you would want him to do, Luke Skywalker was never moving on from his first love and when the support of his sister and friend became too much he had to leave and isolate himself.

Han: Han was surprised, angry, heartbroken and full of regret. Han would always flirt with you but you never thought anything of it, so when you died at the hand of an Imperial Guard, you never knew of his true feelings. His true feelings that he loved you the whole world and would do anything for you and that is what he regrets never telling you. Every night he’d look up at the sky and whisper to you as if you were with him, he knew you could here him. He would cry sometimes, and Chewbacca would always give him a shoulder to cry on and comfort him through his sleepless nights especially when Han woke up from nightmares.

Darth Vader: Your death was the worst thing that ever happened to him. You were his rock, the person who kept him sane when he felt he was going to explode with anger - you were his wife, whom he loved so dearly but now you were gone and it killed him inside. Your death only darkened Vader’s heart more than it already was, and even though you died at the hands of his Master, Vader would continue to serve Darth Sidious until he was strong enough to kill him. There were days when Vader would nearly take off his mask to stop his breathing, however he would always hear your voice telling him to not - your death broke the Sith who terrified the Galaxy, to the point he wished he was Anakin Skywalker again, a Jedi who tried not to let himself feel.. However his broken heart only pulled him further into the dark side of the Force.

Kylo: To the First Order’s eyes, Kylo was taking your death extremely well to the point he didn’t look phased. He’d get up early, do his missions and requests, train, tease Hux, hurt Mitaka, do some more training and then go to his quarters and shower then go to bed. However behind closed doors he was a broken mess. He cried himself to sleep, he’d try and hold himself like you would just so he’d feel you were with him again. He wasn’t eating well, little snacks here and there nor was he drinking anything. Sometimes he’d spend a whole day crying but that was okay, because he could hide his face under his mask. His face showed pain, heartbreak and depression. His eyes were sunken and baggy from lack/no sleep but they were also red from crying. His cheeks were becoming slightly hollow due to his weight loss but most of all his short temper grew. It was taking less things and a lot quicker to piss Kylo off before, especially since you were no longer here to calm him down. He’d hope in the future he would find the secret to bringing people back from the dead - and he’d start with you, even before his own father. Kylo seemed okay, but he really wasn’t.

Hux: The all together, furious and scary General Armitage Hux took the news of your passing terribly. He no longer came out of his room and when he did, it was always to scream and shout at people. He had no shame in crying anywhere and that’s what he did. No matter where he was, if he wanted to cry, he’d cry. He’d cried in front of Supreme Leader Snoke a couple of times, and he wasn’t bothered. All Hux wanted was you back in his arms. His paperwork stacked up into a huge huge pile and he wasn’t doing them, which would probably lead to him getting fired. Kylo would attempt to give Armitage a shoulder to cry on even though they both don’t really see eye-to-eye. Hux appreciated it but never took it, dragging himself back to your once shared quarters where he would grab your clothes, grab yours side of the bed, your pillows and wrap himself up the duvet and cry himself to sleep whispering how much he loved you and missed you. Your death made the stoic general more open about his feelings and gave him the courage to cry in front of others. He would never love anyone else. He would never let anyone else in. He wouldn’t be happy again, until you came back to him.

Mitaka: You had died during childbirth, it was horrible for Mitaka watching you give birth and knowing this was the last time he was going to see you. He held your hand tightly, pressed your hands against his lips and whispered soothing words to you, trying his hardest not to cry. It failed. He cried like a river, placed his head on your shoulder and told you, you meant everything to him. He told you he loved you more than there were stars in all the Galaxy, and that he would take care of your child. Your death tore Mitaka apart, but he had to be strong for his child, everytime he looked at his son/daughter he could see you, and in a way he was somewhat glad you left a piece of you behind even though he knew being a single parent was going to be tough. Kylo Ren no longer hurt Mitaka because he knew he was in enough emotional pain and that he had a child to look after, Kylo even let him take some personal time off for as long as he needed. Mitaka was extremely greatful for how understanding Ren was being. Mitaka cried himself to sleep every night and sometimes he’d just sit on the bed with your son/daughter in his arms and whispering how much he loved their mummy and how he wished you were next to him smiling and beaming at the beautiful creation/s you had made together.

to the anon who made me write this, I’m very disappointed in you >:(!!! I hope it’s okay nonetheless even though my fcking heart is breaking!!

Sorry it took so long to write your request but I hope it was worth it!!! LOOK I EVEN ADDED MITAKA!!!! Sorry if the characters are out of character.

Requests are open; send them in!!!

viloethope  asked:

what do you think about Monty Green and how much he's grown as a character? What are your hopes for him in season 5? What do you think of Christopher Larkin?

YO I LOVE MONTY SO MUCH YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND

imo he’s the only ‘good’ character on the show and he’s so?? he’s underrated but he’s one of the most solid, dependable characters there and he CARES so fcking much. i think in s5 he’s gonna be the ‘glue’ to hold all the characters together, especially bellamy. i really want to see them expound on bellamy and monty’s friendship more because since the s2 finale they’ve been supposedly bonding over their experiences but i wanna see that ya feel? i really hope he plays a bigger role in s5. and christopher is an absolute doll! idk much about him because he stays off social media for the most part, but he seems like a really cool dude