Pouring your heart and soul into someone and then they decide they don’t want you anymore is the worst possible feeling in the world. And when they seem to just move on to someone else like they never even cared about you its hurts more than anything. I am tired of being hurt. I am tired of being used. This is why I have trust issues. When I love I love with all my heart. I don’t have anymore feeling to give anymore. I’m just exhausted and empty. I’m sorry.
Ally, thank you so much for answering my message❤️ It honestly means the world and you are so right, I guess I'm just so scared. Especially of gaining weight but everything else staying the same and still not recovering. And I have no idea how much is enough. I got a meal plan from a dietitian a couple weeks ago & she said to stop counting calories, but the plan is like 1700. Should I try to follow that as its a little more than what I eat now. Is that enough to get better? I just want recover❤️