i love you john

anonymous asked:

Roses are dead Violets are too I'm leaving my note Isn't that what people do? Blood stained the concrete It's just a trick I have to save you I promise I'll be quick Two years have passed now John has Mary All hearts are broken People get married The three words prepared Died on my tongue I leave the wedding To hide that it stung I have blood on my hands I can't come home I read how we met I'm dying alone In the sad silence, I finally voice: “I love you, John But she was your choice.” sorry

Lemme write it in poem format for everyone’s viewing pleasure..

Roses are dead Violets are too

I’m leaving my note Isn’t that what people do?

Blood stained the concrete It’s just a trick

I have to save you I promise I’ll be quick 

Two years have passed now John has Mary 

All hearts are broken People get married 

The three words prepared Died on my tongue 

I leave the wedding To hide that it stung 

I have blood on my hands I can’t come home 

I read how we met I’m dying alone 

In the sad silence, I finally voice: 

“I love you, John But she was your choice.” 

I…I don’t know what I was expecting but sure I am gonna cry on the floor now

Hey, all. Just a reminder that since M*lly is a mirror for John, and the things Molly says and does/what happens with her is later duplicated with John, Sherlock is going to say “I love you” to John but it’ll be for real ♡♡♡♡

EDIT: M*lly is written as a mirror. That is her literary function. Do not come at with your weak accusations of sexism when that is literally how her character is written. It is not my fault the writers chose to write her that way. Instead of accusing me of sexism, why don’t you do something that actually makes a difference and donate to Planned Parenthood, if you can afford it.

I can’t believe I have to spell her name wrong because of the people on this site omg

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
I will never get over this

(x) The subtlety and realness of this scene. That instinctual urge to protect. THAT’S JOHN. WHAT DID YOU DO TO MY JOHN

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Another clue that Molly is John in the “I love you” scene: she wears the stripped jumper she was wearing in TEH as she played John during Sherlock’s case. “You’re not John, you’re you” was followed by Sherlock calling Molly John throughout the entire deduction scene.

The coffin was for John, the deductions apply to him -> short size, no close family, “I love you”.

The I love you scene is about John & Sherlock: it shows John’s worries about Sherlock’s potential love: “I am not an experiment”, “You’re my friend”.

It also prepares the actual scene of the confession/declaration of love : Sherlock will have to say it first, it will be in a seemingly life-threatening situation (actual Three-Garridebs?), John will answer right away and will pour his heart out, literally wearing his heart (=phone) on his sleeve.

Except that the actual I love you scene will feel right, not like this very awkward and forced scene. John & Sherlock’s declaration of love will not be destructive, it will save the life (and their hearts).

It will repair the wrongs and heal the wounds. For the characters, but also for the audience, particularly LGBTQ+ viewers. (Hopefully, Molly will have the I love you she deserves too, from a character who actually loves her -> Greg?)