After about 24 hours of thinking it over I’ve decided not to delete. This blog means a lot to me an obviously a lot to you guys too. Sorry for acting out. I was just super pissed at the fandom. Now that I think about it the part of the fandom that pissed Tom off and harassed people were probably cringey 12 year olds. I’m really glad I gave myself time to think so I didn’t delete my blog as soon as I was pissed off. You guys can resume sending in normal asks, but I won’t answer them until later tonight because I’m at work with my step dad.
Thanks guys and also sorry for being so rash.


As some of you may have noticed, for a while I wasn’t really posting. This was mostly because I’ve been going through a pretty crap time. Honestly, I think the past few weeks have been the worst I’ve ever felt about myself. I’ve been super unproductive. I promised myself that I won’t let myself get to that point again. Soon posting will be back to normal. Being unproductive just puts me in a negative mindset. Sorry to anyone who requested, messaged me or wanted to see some posts. 

I had to put myself first and I really wasn’t happy. After the break, I’m feeling a bit better about myself and I’ve had a few good ideas. I love you guys and again; I’m so sorry. I’ll try my best to not do this again. You’re all amazing and all deserve happiness. If any of you want to talk, just message me.

Prompts might take a while to do, but I promise, for the hundredth time round, I’ll get around to them.

On another note, I did end up getting hooked on the Olympics. So many athletes did amazing. Sort of motivated me to get active and stop doing nothing. GB did incredibly!

information about this horrific shooting

what happened?

-Omar Mateen acted alone (but some people are saying there may have been two more involved) in shooting over 100 people at Pulse, a gay nightclub in Orlando, Florida at 2am Sunday morning

-Omar had a 3 hour standoff with police, and was eventually shot dead

-50 were killed, 53 were injured

-this is the worst mass shooting America has seen

-this is the worst act of terrorism since 9/11

-police say Omar was organized and well prepared

-he was armed with an assault rifle, a handgun and an unspecified “device”

-this was an act of terror and hate

things to remember.

-it was latin night last night at Pulse

-the night was being hosted by trans women of color

-do not erase the fact that this was a hate crime against people in the lgbt+ community

-be respectful to the families affected by this tragedy

-some people could have been outed if they were killed or injured

-Omar’s father has stated that Omar was indeed homophobic and became angry after seeing two men kissing

-this shooting had nothing to do with religion

-here are some tweets about this tragedy from various people

-support everyone in this time of need. please

-there have been threats on other places such as the LA pride parade. please be careful.

what can i do to help?

-blood banks in Orlando are at capacity - if you wish to donate, schedule an appointment for later this week

-when the blood banks are no longer full, they will need O-, O+, and AB plasma

-donors must be over the age of 16, healthy, and weigh over 100 pounds

-oneblood has not lifted its ban on lgbt+ men giving blood

-oneblood is in need of water, juice, snacks, and fruit for those donating (drop them off here)

-here is a check-in page to help people locate friends and family

-family hotline: 407-246-4357

-for emergency blood donations:

Orlando West Michigan Donor Center

345 W Michigan Street, Ste. 106, Orlando, FL 32806

Orlando Main Donor Center

8669 Commodity Circle,  Orlando, FL 32819

Oviedo Donor Center

1954 W. State Road 426, Oviedo, FL 32765

-bloodmobile locations:

Asbury United Methodist Church
220 West Horatio Ave.
Maitland, FL 32751

St. Luke’s United Methodist Church
4851 S. Apopka Vineland Rd.
Orlando, FL 32819

Metro Church
1491 East State Rd. 434
Winter Springs, FL 32708

-there is a gofundme now set up for the victims and their families

-you can donate to Orlando hospitals here

-The Center is an lgbt+ organization and is accepting donations here

-Orlando Youth Alliance is and lgbt+ organization and is accepting donations here

-how to contact representatives about gun control

if you need to talk.

-The Trevor Project: always open, for lgbt+ youth. call them at 1-866-488-7386.

-Trans Lifeline: for transgender people. call them at US: (877) 565-8860 or  Canada: (877) 330-6366

-Scarleteen: text them at (206) 866-2279

to the lgbt+ community: i love you so much. i am here for you. you deserve to live. stay strong. stay safe.

An afternoon cuddle

Tori and Sans just sit there for some view in front of the window, the feelings is just warmth and Tori fall asleep as her loved one holding her hand.

Frisk just watch this scene, they love their family so much,they just watch.

Thank for those join in the streaming with me, it was fun and so nice of you guys, thank you!