i love you godly woman of my dreams

My dream guy checklist never even came close. 

 Truth be told, I was afraid. I said I wanted a guy who loved me well, but I never thought to want someone who looked at me as if I was the most beautiful woman on earth. 

 I wanted a Godly guy, but I never dreamt of a man whose prayers moved mountains and who overflowed with wisdom.

I wanted someone attractive but didn’t think I’d ever catch the eye of someone like you. Because I didn’t think I deserved it. I was too fat, too ugly, too obnoxious, too complacent, too needy… 

 And yet, here we are. God has shown you parts of myself that I haven’t even recognized yet. He has used you prophetically and shown me so much about Christ love because of you. When I am with you, things make sense. 

 Here’s to forever, my (better than) dream guy.