i love you and tony

Eso se siente. Se siente cuando alguien te quiere a pesar de todo; alguien que siempre te dará una segunda oportunidad, aunque hayas hecho tonterías muy grandes, que no se cansa de aceptarte, tocarte o sonreírte.

also, casual reminder that when we say tony is a “futurist” we’re not only talking about how he visualizes disaster scenarios, we’re also talking about how no matter how god damn terrible things are in the present, he still believes in working towards a better future, that’s like. the entire point

when people think of dreamers they usually think of people with perpetually bright thoughts and what have you, but the truth about dreamers is that they live in the real world where they have to watch their dreams being crushed, and where they have to deal with the possibility that their dreams might be crushed. tony is an absolute dreamer, and that’s exactly why he’s so vulnerable to disappointment, and the fascinating thing about him is that even when he seems disheartened, even when he argues the entire future is fucked and the only solution is for him to sell his life and/or soul to save it – he is still trying to save it

this is actually really deep and i don’t even know if i’m expressing it well because i’m overwhelmed by the thought but like, what i’m saying is that so many people treat tony’s grayest decisions as this act of “giving up” on looking for a “good” solution – which is not an inaccurate assessment – but the other side of that coin is that he’s one of very few heroes who are willing to do things they cannot live with in order to save the future

tony doesn’t just hope for a better future, he bets his entire soul on the mere possibility that there might be one and that he can help bring it about even when present circumstances spell out disaster

tony doesn’t just dream, he dreams so much he accepts to remove himself from his own dreams if it means that the dream will live on without him tony dreams so much he is willing to never be happy, never find peace, if it means that his dream – that other people will have these things in the future – lives on

that’s the ultimate “futurist tony” joy and tragedy, tony put his faith in something he will never see or touch, by definition – the future – so there’s no resting in the present, it’s just this fight for constant improvement, it’s just living with a mental system that offers more obvious punishments than lasting rewards – anxiety/stress/paranoia over inner peace – but at the same time, no matter how bad things are, nothing can actually take the future away, even if he’s not there to see it, even if he’s not personally happy in it, tony found that dream that nothing could take away from him – nothing except his alcoholism, which led him to run away and give up trying (”i’m celebrating the end. the living end. the end of living.” / “i guess i’m dying. i guess it doesn’t matter. i guess i don’t care.” / “if i could do what i’ve done – if i could help this sickness i’ve got destroy me – then i’m not worth saving. then life has no meaning anyway.”) – and after aliens and cataclysmic scenarios and tons of deadly, otherworldly things, it’s the alcoholism that cut him the deepest, it’s the utter lack of hope, it’s why his “demon in a bottle” choice wasn’t simply between addiction and sobriety, recklessness and responsibility, it was “the drink or the dream?”

and he chose the dream and the dream is his ability to keep hoping

tony stark put his faith in having hope and that’s why he’ll always be tormented and that’s why his peace will always be under attack but that’s also why he’ll always bounce back and keep dreaming because hope is something that blooms in adversity and uh oh uh oh oh no i fucking love tony stark

Ok I’m done. I love this guy with all my heart. HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE HIM?

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Tony: I love you Kerry. Kerry: I love you more, no backsie’s. Me: I’m dead.

My Version of an Alolan Milotic. I needed to try and do one for my fave!

This is a collab piece done with my talented art friend @ficticium, who was generous enough to color my design!


it would be a Water/Grass type, using Aromatherapy with the flowers blooming on it’s body to further calm the violent hearts of people and Pokemon alike.

It loves to sunbathe on rocks at the surface of Alola’s waters, using it’s leaf like fins to photosynthesize.


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  • Tony: What is it? How far are you going to push this? What do you want? You want to kill me? You want to rape me?
  • Hydra!Steve: You and I were meant for each other, Tony.
  • Tony: Why me? Just tell me, why me?
  • Hydra!Steve: All I know is, you and I were meant to be together, forever.
Reasons Why I Want Eyewitness Season 2:
  • flashback of Philip & Lukas meeting for the first time
  • more representation of PTSD & other disorders !!!
  • Helen & Gabe working towards a healthier, more open marriage
  • Philkas hand holding
  • “I love you’s”
  • a love interest for Tony !!!!
  • Kamilah being an amazing aunt to Jake & making the best choices for him
  • Philip finally roasting Lukas for spelling his name wrong in his phone like fr dude
  • THE LARSONS GET A NEW DOG
  • Ryan Kane is just dead lmao bye bitch
  • Philip takes Lukas with him to visit Anne who’s getting healthier & happier
  • Gabe giving a protective dad speech to Lukas about how he better not hurt his son !!!
  • Rose showing what a strong young woman she is
  • Bo stops being an asshole ??
  • Do I even need to go on ????
CACW

I'm so fucking emo about civil war tbh
like ugh
i feel like a lot of people entirely blame tony for how it ended but srsly?
fuck no- how do you expect a damaged man to react to all that? HE TRIED TO HELP STEVE. And Zemo, the bastard, showed him his parents getting killed.
and oh, guess what, THE MURDERER IS LIKE, A FOOT AWAY FROM YOU LOL
Oh and your “best friend”? he knew all along! He didn’t think you could handle it :-) 
OF COURSE YOU’D BE MAD ABOUT THAT! WHAT A PATRONIZING FUCK
OH AND THE  “HE’S MY FRIEND” PART? WELL BITCH TONY FUCKING GAVE YOU A HOME. I GET THAT YOU AND ROBOCOP ARE BFFS BUT TONY HAS DONE SO MUCH FOR YOU AND YOUR AVENGERS. 
GOD I’M SO MAD ABOUT IT 
And you know tony blames himself FOR EVERYTHING