for those who have struggled through bullying, abuse, mental illness, and any other hardship and are still fighting to this day, keep going forward. i’m proud of you for getting to where you are now. you’re alive. you’ve survived so much and you’re going to make it. please, do not give up. learn from your mistakes, from other’s mistakes. get to where you want to be but don’t let that stop you from doing something great, or greater, even.

you are not the negatives you’ve been called. you are not stupid or dumb, you are not lazy or too ill, you are not a failure. you have this, you do. do not let a GPA or rejection letter keep you from still going forward. do this for you. not anyone else.

Shout out to my glowsticks (you)

I just wanted to make a shout out to all of you who have been sticking with me on this blog, I know I don’t upload as much art as everyone else and I don’t get it out in a timely manner, but thank you all who have been sticking around. I see people like and comment on my content that have been with me and this blog for YEARS and the fact you guys are still here, it makes my heart so happy. I know I don’t say it enough, but, thank you.

hi lovely,

today is the dayyyy~~

after 2 years of fighting for this, it’s finally happening! 

i need to check in at 7am

so hopefully everything will be done and i’ll be in the recovery ward by lunch time. 

i have to spend the night to make sure that everything’s okay. 

fingers crossed i have a nice nurse that will like my terrible nervous jokes and will understand i need 3 hours of sleep to get by. 

please take care of yourself!  ♡ ♡ ♡

i hope to see you on thursday! 



Oh my god, Guys!!!

I can’t believe this! Thank you all so so much for following me and reading my stories! I started this blog, what three, four weeks ago? And I have more followers than I’ve gotten on my main blog in all three years I’ve had it! This is absolutely amazing, and I love and appreciate you all so much!!! I’m working hard on writing and editing some chapters for Aren’t I Good Enough? and it should be posted before the night is over!!! Thanks again, guys, I love you!


i  am  moving  .  i  hate  moving  ,  i  feel  so  annoying  &  like  a  nuisance  when  i  move  ,  because  i  always  do  .  i  lose  all  the  mutuals  i  build  up  ,  &  it’s  hard  for  me  to  be  confident  in  myself  —  but  this  is  different  .  in  light  of  recent  events  ,  i  am  archiving  &  remaking  all  of  my  blogs  .  i  will  go  under  a  pseudonym but  of  course  ,  all  mutuals  can  call  me  heidi  ,  &  it’s  not  an  anonymity  thing  .  i  am  not  affected  like  so  many  of  you  are  ,  so  many  people  who  have  come  face  to  face  with  the  horrors  of  what  has  happened  yourselves  .  but  i  want  these  blogs  to  be  safe  spaces  for  everyone  ,  regardless  of  sexual  orientation  ,  gender  ,  race  .  regardless  of  what  you  have  faced  in  your  life  .  i  also  have  a  small  positivity  blog  in  the  works  as  a  side  blog  /  project  .  this  is  nightmarish  ,  this  is  so  disgusting  vile  &  as  much  as  i  want  to  delete  &  leave  ,  as  i’m  sure  so  many  of  you  do  ,  i  can’t  .  writing  is  something  i  don’t  want  to  stop  doing  &  whilst  there  are  so  many  of  you  i  haven’t  spoken  to  ooc  yet     (     namely  because  of  my  anxiety     )     ,  i  adore  each  &  every  one  of  you  &  only  wish  for  the  best  . 

i  love  you  all  .  i’ll  still  be  on  these  blogs  even  while  they’re  archived  ,  so  you  can  still  reach  me  fine  for  a  short  time  .  my  snapchat  is  dcvilkidz  ,  my  discord  is  heidi  #5271  ,  my  kik     (     which  i  use  because  it’s  unblocked  on  school  wifi     )     is  sadghovl  .  please  do  not  hesitate  to  contact  me  —  i  might  not  reply  straight  away     (     again  ,  anxiety     )     but  i  am  here  for  all  of  you  ,  i  truly  am  ,  &  i  care  for  you  all  . 

You guys are… the best.

I’d personally like to give a huge shoutout from the love and support I’ve received today. It’s good know that people do see the problem of people in this fandom acting like they’re better than everyone else, like they’ve done no wrong.

I could go into another long post, but I’ll save my breath. Now we play the waiting game and watch all of these people block me because I’m just a kid and life is a nightmare who has had it with watching yet another fandom say one thing and do another.

Anyway, again, thank you all for the love and support for not only myself, but also my friends. It’s nice to see people band together and stand up for what they believe in.


One year ago I wrote Nightmares

Nightmares was the first fan fiction I ever wrote for Voltron, and it is BY FAR the biggest response I’ve ever gotten for something I’ve created. It’s a year later, and I am still very active in this fandom, and a lot of that has to do with the continuous comments and messages I get from you guys about this fanfic.

Thank you. So much. 

This year has been very difficult for me, but Voltron and talking to you guys has been an important path of escape. Without you guys, I can’t imagine how difficult the past few months may have been for me. 

Here’s to another year of Klance hell and creating content that I find fulfilling and I hope you guys enjoy. 


Based on @midnightstarlightwrites‘s super cute ladrien ficlet because HNNNNNNNNG //clutches heart//

Also happy 2 years of ML. There are honestly just not enough words in the English language to express how much this show will always mean to me. There are so many important people in my life that I would never even have met if not for ML, and I’m beyond grateful to every one of them for being my friends, and to the creators of the show for making that possible. //throws emotions at you guys//

Let this picture do the speaking for you.
What do you think it says?

Even if we don’t get a Power Rangers sequel, and you saw yourself on that screen for the first time in a blockbuster superhero movie, I don’t care which Ranger you connected with the most. If it was Billy, or Trini, I don’t care which one of them it was. But if they made you feel like you weren’t alone and that people like you could be superheroes I hope you know that I still love you and you’re still valid, and I hope that someday people will care about diversity and representation the way they claim they do.