i love when merch comes in

Guys. GUYS. I’m FREAKING.
Look how CUTE these stickers are! :D I can’t believe I’m holding @dancingwdinosaurs‘s art in my hand :D I’m going to treasure these forever!

I’m serious when I say you ALL should hop on over to @dancingwdinosaurs‘s REDBUBBLE and order yourself some Carry On merch! Her art comes in Stickers, Notebooks, Mugs, and MORE! :D

It’s kind of her to have referenced me as an influence…ultimately, I bet we’re probably just two people cut from the same cloth. I’m influenced by her. I think one of her secret weapons is how unconventional she is. In my case, it’s probably something that holds me back. It makes me more left of center. But somehow, she brings the center to that. She’s a great writer, and a great musician, and has been a great friend to me. I get really angry when people pick on her. I know a lot of superstars — remember, I’m not one, but I know a lot of them. And she is the most normal superstar I’ve ever met in my life. I think that says everything you need to know about Taylor Swift. When people come up just a little bit after you and say you were important to them? It doesn’t matter if they’re a superstar, or it’s somebody who comes and says hello to you while you’re standing at the merch table and says, ‘Hey, I started playing guitar because of this song you wrote.’ It’s an incredibly fulfilling, yet humbling thing to hear.
—  Chris Carraba of Dashboard Confessional talking about Taylor
Dating Tom Holland Would Include...

Originally posted by tompollander

(A/N: This is my first Headcanon, so let’s see how this goes.)

~He’d be the sweetest boyfriend

~He’d feature you on most of his Instagram stories

~For every red carpet event, he’d invite you (and you would go when you could)

~There would be lots of PDA: his arm always around you or his hand always in yours

~Lots of cuddling between the two of you

   - Cuddle sessions would also include Tessa

~Movie marathons, specifically Harry Potter marathons

  - “You are not a Gryffindor. You’re a Hufflepuff.”

  - “I can’t be a Hufflepuff! That’s the lamest house.”

  - “Hush. You’re a Hufflepuff.”

~Going with him to the gym, even if you aren’t working out

  - “Not that I’m complaining about your presence, but what’s the point of coming if you’re not going to work out?”

  - “The view.”

~Wearing Spider-man merchandise, even merch from the older movies

~Him “accidentally” spoiling his movies to you

  - “Tom! You just spoiled the whole movie.”

  - “You’ll watch it soon enough.”

  - “It comes out in a month!”

~Him introducing you to your favorite celebrities (and becoming jealous when you fangirl over them)

  - “Oh, wow, that’s Chris Evans. He’s real and he looks so good with that beard.”

  - “Okay, let’s go meet Elizabeth instead.”

~Him trying to impress you while playing basketball against Harrison

  - “Love, I can easily beat Harrison, right?”

  - “My money’s on Harrison. You’re horrendous at basketball, Tom.”

  - “Thanks, Y/N.” Harrison would say

~When Tom flies home after filming or doing promo in other countries, you’d greet him at the airport with a massive a hug and kiss

  - “Oh, how I’ve missed you”

~Introducing him to Nelly (Pre-Lip Sync Battle)

  - “What is this?”

  - “You’ve never heard Ride Wit Me?”

  - “…No.”

~Never letting his Lip Sync Battle die

  - “Please stop blasting Rihanna.”

  - “Do the dance and I will.”

  - “Noooooo”

  - “Then Umbrella will continue to be blasted.”

~Facetiming him while he is away

~Traveling the world with him (when you can) and going to touristy places

~Him making you watch horror movies and you cuddling into him to hide

  - “Tom, this is terrifying and disgusting.”

  - “This is awesome.”

~Him teaching you how to make tea “properly”


Tag List: @cutefluffy89 @gray-rose13 @devan-d

stargazer606  asked:

Finally! Could you do reactions of RFA+v and saeran going to a con with MC. And she is a super hardcore cosplayer.

~No prob! I’ve never been to a con so I apologize for not being super knowledgeable on this but I will try my best…^^;;


Yoosung

  • He actually wants to dress up, too!
  • He goes as a LOLOL character
  • Has been helping you put together a great cosplay
  • Feels super proud to walk around in your outfits together
  • Freaks out happily if someone wants to take a photo of him
  • He feels like a real warrior that day
  • Is low-key getting protective of you when guys ask to take a picture with you
  • Will be holding you close and holding your hand for the remainder of the con
  • You both end up making a ton of friends and just having a blast

Jumin

  • What is a…con?
  • He is so confused
  • Ends up going with you but has body guards surrounding you at all times
  • You’re trying to get him to relax because people want photographs and stuff and slowly he eases up and lets people near you
  • Asking what everything is
  • Which is exhausting
    • “Who is this character, who is that? What are they supposed to be? Is this edible? MC come here and explain what these people are doing. Are these valuable?”
  • Buying all the things
  • Decided that he wants to put on his own con
  • For cats
  • The money will go to animal shelters and to help feed cats

Zen

  • He’s heard of this before
    • “Sounds fun!”
  • As long as your cosplay isn’t too provocative
  • He doesn’t want men staring at you!
  • You guys actually come across some people cosplaying as him!
  • He is so flattered~
  • Ends up taking pictures with them and posting it online
  • He loves it!
  • One girl asks to get a photo and then says “great Zen cosplay” like she didn’t even realize it was actually him
  • He is so proud of your outfit honestly and taking a zillion pictures of you all around the event
  • He would definitely do this again

Jaehee

  • She really isn’t into the idea at first
  • Until she remembers all of the Zen merch she could find there
  • Loves your cosplay as well but honestly she is zooming off to find merch the minute you get there
  • She’s got so much stuff by the end of the day
  • Takes photos with Zen cosplayers
  • Overall, when you met back up, she expressed that she did in fact have a lot of fun
  • And she actually wants to do this again
    • “Maybe you can help me with a costume, too?”

Saeyoung

  • He’s super into this
  • He will be just as hardcore as you are and also dress up
  • But also would have a merch booth selling models and stuff he created
  • Just the coolest stuff ever
  • He makes a killing, money wise
    • “More money for my baby and my baby cars!”
  • Would get in on all of the crazy antics that go on
  • Straight up running around with you
  • Taking video of everyone he pranks there and posting it
  • Screams for you when you win the cosplay contest
  • Has possibly created a whole website dedicated to you and your cosplays

V

  • He is actually very involved and excited
  • As long as it makes you happy, he will be there for you!
  • Thinks that you are amazing
  • Starts to research and understand cosplay etc
  • Though he isn’t completely unfamiliar with it, he’s done a few shoots for people in their costumes
  • Just excited for all of the photo ops
  • Glued behind his camera the whole time
  • Mostly taking pictures of you but also of all the other cool cosplays he comes across!
  • People start asking for his card so they can hire him
  • It was a really fruitful evening for you guys!

Saeran

  • If it’s something you’re into…
  • Low-key stoked, he loves this shit
  • Will cosplay as a villain
  • Scaring kids that are there at the con if he gets the chance
  • Won’t get out of photos that people are trying to take of you
    • “Hey, I just want MC, can you step aside?…”
    • “No.”
  • Drags you around the merch tables
  • Freaks out when he finds stuff he is into and ends up buying a good amount
  • Gets tired of the crowds and enjoys sitting at the panels while he eats candy and relaxes for a bit
    • Every time you pass another cosplayer:
      • “Your outfit is way better than that..Tch…”
FUTURE OF SWIFTIES/ REPUTATION ERA

Well, I feel like this has to be said and may or may not be a ‘popular’ opinion, but it’s important so please share. I really care about Taylor, personally and you should too.

It’s 2017 and Taylor Swift has entered a new ERA in her music career but potentially also her public life.

Ever since Taylor stepped into the spotlight at the young and volnuerable age of 16, her entire  life has been unfairly disected/scrutinized by tabloids, media and the industry in general. They know she is important to so many lives (like mine) and that literally anything about her will populate sales/attention. Regardless of how VILE, PETTY, SEXIST and/or UNJUST their content or comments are - it’s always there. It’s a form of constant abuse, bullying taking advantage of her and what she has chosen to share publicly, and EVEN personal & private stuff she hasn’t! She can’t even participate in traditional or mundane day to day things, without being scorned under the world’s most critical microscope. (Yes fame warrants some attention…but this level is outrageously disturbing). This has continued on for over 10 years! Take a step back, how do you think you would handle something like that…for that long? Could you? I don’t even know if I could imagine! Taylor has a strength in her that is unfathomable.

So that leads me to 2017 and the reputation ERA that is upon us. Taylor has drawn a line in the sand with the media simply stating 'There will be no further explanation, only reputation.’

*Having seen what she has gone through for so long, I want Swifties to consider but ALSO UNDERSTAND, ACCEPT AND SUPPORT that Taylor MAY NOT be as publicly open with her personal life as she was before. She WILL NOT be media’s poster child of 'Free Sales and Clicks’, in fact we may not see much of her at all outside of 'reputation’ unless she wants us to. She will however, be with us on occasion(like always), on tour with us and possibly using new ways to connect with fans.

I will always be grateful for her gift of music, story telling, love for fans and utter perseverance in a society that is determined to use her to their advantage and kick her when she’s down. Well, let me be one of many to kindly deliver the media with this reality check. The free ride is OVER - Taylor isn’t taking your shit anymore. There will only be reputation.

SUPPORTING TAYLOR AND NOT TABLOIDS IS THE BEST WAY TO SHOW OUR LOVE:
- BUY HER MUSIC ( DON’T DOWNLOAD!!!)
- BUY HER MERCH
- SEE HER TOURS
- LOVE AND SUPPORT EACH OTHER IN THIS COMMUNITY
- RAGE OVER TAYLORS AWESOMENESS REGULARLY  (had to)

I love you Taylor and stand alongside you always xo PS: pls come to Edmonton lol

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samuel did a live stream and heres what we learned

•he lived in victoria, canada and florida
•he thinks french is the most beautiful language
•he was born in 1991
•his first tattoo was the oni on right arm
•his fave tattoo is the kanji behind the ear which is is last name
•i asked if he had one he regretted but he said he was in the mood to talk about it (i feel bad 😖)
•i also asked what dye he uses and he says his stylist does it all so he has no idea
•he would like to go back to blue hair though and recommends it for everyone
• his fave book/move is “it” by stephen king which he read when he was 15
•he wants to sell merch and tour europe when hes more famous and any visits to canada will strictly be personal as of right now and maybe be coming to the us next year (i asked him to come to atl and he said he would 😭😭)
•he recommends listen to layback sound/ producer cream (?) and watching for rawyalls album to drop
•and he also praised giriboys new album and said the first song was his fave and hed love to collab with him again
•hed also love to collab with ziont once hes more famous
•he also said he wants his fans on insta to change their username to @lastname(last name)

he was so just interactive and tried super hard to get to everyone and he was so excited and cute but said he was going through a hard time right now :-( anyways support samuel seo!!!!!!

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Happy Birthday John Deacon! 🎉 🎁 😍

Here’s to the nicest man in rock, the Quiet Bass Player ™ who could never quite believe he was in a world famous band - he even wore the merch to prove it! We love you for being a talented musician and songwriter, a sharp dresser, a great dancer, a family man, a true friend, and for having the integrity to hang up your bass when you felt the time had come. Celebrate with the people you love, and keep smiling that beautiful smile - Happy Birthday Deaky! ❤

Power Rangers rant

Ok, listen up:

Everyone (I mean that like one would mean the universal “we”) talks about how they want diversity and great representation in film and other media; and YET Y’ALL ARE SLEEPING ON POWER RANGERS!!!!!

As stated HERE ya’ll are all talk; there is finally a movie with great diversity and you won’t go see it. We get representation and ya’ll would rather go see the live action of a movie we have all probably watched more times than we can count when we were younger that had the same exact plot and its LGBTQ representation was a man whose name translates into “The Fool” and a primarily white cast.

Before I move on I would like to make a point about how hurtful it can be when a canonically bi-racial character is whitewashed.

KIMBERLY ANN HART IS BI-RACIAL!!!!! (AS IS NAOMI SCOTT!!)

Kimberly is half white half Indian just as Naomi Scott is and I am very glad that they stuck to that when it came to casting Kimberly’s parents.

Now, when you white wash a bi-racial character you are erasing a part of their identity. As a bi-racial person myself it always saddens me when I see whitewashing of a bi-racial character and I can only imagine how that actor/actress feels when they encounter their character being whitewashed. By whitewashing a bi-racial character you are telling that actor/actress that you are only accepting them for half of them and not all of them.

When you whitewash bi-racial characters you take this whole rounded character and break them in half, erasing what makes them, them. So just imagine how hurt and sad Naomi Scott must feel when her Indian heritage is erased.

And that is why I love it when I see bi-racial actor/actress’ play characters who are portrayed as bi-racial. 

Power Rangers is a movie that is trying to give a whole new story than the one we all know. It gave us the nostalgia of our childhoods while also giving us a new story for a new generation. It gives us an autistic superhero who wasn’t cured of his autism once he became a superhero showing everyone just like him that autism isn’t something that limits them or tells them they can’t be a hero. (I’m no expert on autism and I’m not going to pretend I am) 

Power Rangers gave us LGBTQ representation in the form of a Latina POC who I know many of us can relate too. There are many LGBTQ people out there who don’t feel as if they relate to their family or feel as if they can open up to them due to pressure or fear that they won’t be accepted.

THIS MOVIE DESERVES ALL THE SEQUELS!!!!!!!

Now let me tell you what this movie flopping tells the film industry:

Power Rangers flopping tells those big media companies that no wants to see a movie with a diverse cast, it shows them that no one cares about LGBTQ representation in media, it tells them that an autistic superhero is unrealistic, it tells them that NONE of that matters; that WE (Again using this universally) do not matter, it shows that NO ONE CARES, and I think that is very sad.

So don’t just talk; DO.

Don’t rant and rave about how you want diversity and representation in film and then not support that film/content when it comes out.

The saying is “Actions speak louder than words.” 

So go out there and support this film, watch it while it is still available in theaters, (even if it is just the matinee prices), buy this film when it comes out on blu-ray and DVD, buy the merch, SHOW THOSE BIG MEDIA COMPANIES THAT WE MATTER AND CARE!!

(AND FOR THE LOVE OF GOD STOP WHITEWASHING KIMBERLY ANN HART)

My take on SnB:VS Episode 17 THE PUREST FKCNG CHARININA FKCNG SHTPOST TRASHPOST IN THIS ENTIRE PLANET VERY VERY VEEEEEEERY LONG, FKNG LONGER THAN EPISODE 13 BTCH

Warning this contains swearing, rage, excessive amounts of fangirling and tears, you have been warned.

FIRST OFF, MY FCKNG HEART FCK SAKES HELP ME!!! MY FKNG HEART CAN’T FKCNG TAKE IT. KILL ME NOW BECAUSE I DON’T THINK I’LL EVER BE THIS HAPPY HOLY SHT.

OK BTCH, I’M FKCNG WARNING YOU NOW, YOU’RE ABOUT TO GO UNDER 267 SCREENSHOTS IN ONE EPISODE, THIS TOOK ME FKNG HOURS TO MAKE TO I’M DEF WARNING YOU NOW THIS SHTPOST IS GOING TO BE EXTRA FKNG LONG. EXTRA CAUSE IMMA TELL YOU EXACTLY WHAT THE FCK HAPPENED TO ME AS I WAS FKNG WATCHING THIS AND MY FCKNG THOUGHTS ABOUT IT TOO. FCKNG HELL.

Okay to start It all off we go to the castle.

First of all btch is fck you you black knight piece of sht.

Look at how his eye fkng twitched (btch if I knew how to make gif I swear all my takes would be in gifs, well some of it cause some photos need to be stared upon) YOU DON’T GO MESSIN AROUND WITH MAH GIRL FKC YEAH!

YEAH CHARI! FKNG GLARE AT THAT BTCH MOTHERFKER

FCK. WHAT THE ACTUAL FCK. Btch lemme tell you the story of what happened on this very moment. Look hunty I don’t curse (whaaat?) Yeah, I don’t, like that’s the reason why all my curse words are missing letters or are misspelled but lemme tell you when I fkng saw this shit I whispered to Sofiel and the other gods ‘fuck’ in the most ungraceful manner known to man.

But btch lemme tell you I aint the only one who fckng got shocked by this, my fckng phone refused to listen to Chari’s bullsht that it fkng disconnected my headset from my fkcng phone, and I aint joking btch like at this exact moment my phone decided to fck Chari’s bullsht and disconnected it and it added to my panic and frustration. Like btch I literally jumped out of my bed both cursing Chari and panicking over my headset like that thing cost me a fortune! So when I started playing just music btch it wouldn’t work I was so fkcng stressed that I got my backup headset which was waaaay awful and tried to restart my phone. What happened next? Looks like my phone needed to breath like me because the btch couldn’t handle Charioce’s bullsht that I had to reboot it, fkc if only the same goes for me and then next thing I know it was perfectly fine. Btch I was searching up for my headset’s warranty cause girl I CANNOT afford a new one.

Alright so here we are going back to ye ol episode and fck I still can’t get over Charioce’s bullsht.

So then as if I wasn’t on the verge of killing someone this fkcng a**hole was the first thing I saw and btch I was PISSED. Like fck you btch you fkng a**hole.

NO THERE IS NOTHING YOU NEED TO FKCNG LEARN ABOUT FCK YOU TO THE ENDS OF THE FKCNG EARTH! GO DIE YOU PIECE OF SHT.

When Chari says none Chari says fckng none! (Hold up, Chari looks sad here… oh gods, did you just say that out of professionalism? Kinglinism?)

Oh don’t you back sass me motherfkcer! I swear to Sofiel and the gods I hate you. Dumb piece of sht fck you.

Good Christ I’m sorry, Lord forgive my words because it’s about to get much worse…

Speaking of btches to be fkced fkc you too Gabriel, I know you’re hiding something you piece of sht btch and I aint trusting you! Not one second! You can die for all I care, I wish Michael was the one alive and you died hell make Sofiel the ruler since she cares for others way more than you do! Screw you for what you did to El. You deserve to be run away from.

Break for Rita appreciation time: damn gurl is looking fierce!

We bring you this commercial by Favaro Leone, look at them muscles let’s appreciate that hunk.

Commercial over.

In this scene the gang was all talking sht about Chari (well not really they were discussing this and that oh you fkng know) and YEAH NINA POUT AT EM GIRL, although I still am fkcng pissed about what that Chari said, POUT AT EM.

As you can see my baby girl aint having none of that sht.

In this scene we see Jeanne jumping off of heaven, that sounds weird but okay.

I still lowkey ship it since I highkey ship JeanAzel (although Azazel wasn’t in no how in this episode) but damn look at them, Sofiel as a woman I am VERY JEALOUS of your body.

AWWW!! Nina you look cute in blue hair!! You look fine girl! But still Chari would know you from a mile away.

So Nina went out to search for some intel and I love the scenes where she was running around the place cause it reminded me of the earlier episodes where sht hasn’t gone down and rained upon all of them.

Hmm I wonder where she’s off-

OH. MY. GOD.

YEAH NINA FKNG REPRESENT MY SHOCK RIGHT NOW!

I seriously thought they wouldn’t see each other yet and maybe one episode more but oh my god I am not complaining.

ALL YALL ALREADY KNOW THIS IS THE MOMENT WHERE MY FKNG FANGIRL GEAR KICKED IN AND I SWEAR I FKNG SCREEMED WHEN I SAW THEM.

Sneeky sneeky~

A-sneeky sneeky peeky

OH MY GOD YOU PRECIOUS LITTLE GUMDROP, YOU PRECIOUS SMOL LITTLE CINNAMON BUN. YOU LOOK SO OH MY GOD IN THIS (yes you look so omg is now a thing suck it up)

Hmm this is probably his mother’s grave since most villains start with mommy daddy issues and since his dad’s a dck this is probably his mother’s.

Yaaaaaas Nina, yaaaaaaa!!!! Represent my shock right now and fangirliness at the same fkcng time!

Yaaaaaas Nina, yaaaaaaa!!!! Represent my shock right now and fangirliness at the same fkcng time!

Me: *fangirling*

Nina: DAFAQ SHOULD I DO!?

Me: *laughs like a madman* This is so me rn

Come on, do something!

Yes…. YES.

OMG YES! FKNG YES! YES YES YES YES YEEEES!!!!

Sup btch XD what an entrance Nina, bravo!

Nina be like: oh sht

Chari be like: oh yeah.

You two are fkng adorable I swear I would die. I mean I still haven’t completely forgotten what you said Chari but we’re getting there.

I swear Nina no one will take you seriously looking like that I swear to Sofiel. Still though, cute.

My confused little sonofabtch

Look how my confused sonofabtch smiled like ugh my heart, I swear the way he smiled at Nina is so damn precious.

Sure Chari baby go along with her ruse.

It’s his mom, 100 percent sure of it. And thank you Nina for asking the questions we’ve been asking long ago.

I (and a lot of other people too) FKNG CALLED IT!

Why are you so shocked Nina? (I laughed at this moment because of Nina’s shock)

JINX! JINX YA CHARI! JINX (monsoon)

Me: Sure you aint but I called it. BUT LOOK HE’S COMING CLOSER!

YAAAAASSSS FINALLY THE BACK STORY WE’VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR!

Aww… YOU POOR UNFORTUNATE SOUL! //slapped// (I’m willing to bet some of you sang that)

Nina: *cries on the inside*

Me: *at the edge of my seat err bed*

Did she hope that at least YOU would have a great life?

Oh I guess not…

I’m willing to bet an arm, a leg and a brother that he’s planning to revive her, or at least that’s what he wanted from the gods. Like his wish was for her to come back to life.

YOU BOTH HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMON //slapped//

THAT FKCNG ‘Chari’s special smile for Nina’ smile is getting me holy sht I have a feeling that this episode is gonna ba waaaay better than 6 and 13!

That smile is so precious I cannot.

Me: HE’S CLOSER!!

Me: CLOSER!

YAAAASSSSSSS HELLO!!!! Oh sorry, ehem. So his name WAS Chris, aww I didn’t know Chari gave his real name to Nina! Omg that is so ngggghh.

Awww *insert that child wiping a character’s tears from the tv but eplace it with Chari*

Hahaha he’s still playing by her game

Come one, we all know that you both know who each other is.

Me: Yes… And?

Me: THIS IS MORE THAN PERFECT YOU LITTLE SONOFABTCH! YAAAASSSSS DATE NUMBER 2 IS ON BABY!

I love how Nina is like, oh… okay.

Oh mah gawd my precious children, mi preciozo. This brings back sooooo many memories!!! I love it I can die.

Oh don’t you be so awkward child, I mean I know you have a lot of things going on in that pretty little head of yours but… okay you have all the reason to be awkward.

Yes, yes he does.

He was playing your game, a ruse love.

Look at mah little baby looking at merch as if he was stroling disney land (by this point I’ve forgotten about what he said at the beginning)

So my baby bought something like a charm or whatnot and Nina’s telling him off but then LOOK. HE TOUCHED HER AND SHE WAS LIKE OH OKAY AND DIDN’T TURN INTO A DRAGON. I try to notice every detail when it comes to these two.

See?! Oh… OKAY. Nina’s always on the okay when it comes to her baby king.

Uh oh…

Uh oh, people are staring Chari…

Now what do we have here…

Me: *shrugs*

Me: Little demon babies?

Me: Wait…

OMG BABY CHARI WHAT ARE YOU DOING.

Yeah Nina, WHAT?

Woah…

WOAH.

WOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAHHHHHH DID YOU REALLY JUST… OMG THESE SWEET DEMON BABIES LOVE YOU CHARI

These demon babies are precious, all children are precious *cries*

THEY LOVE YOU CHARI THEY LOVE YOU OMG THESE SWEET DEMON BABIES ARE SO PRECIOUS.

I SWEAR

I FKCNG SWEAR IF THIS ISN’T A FORESHADOWING OF MAMA NINA BEING STRICT AND PAPA CHARI BEING LENIENT WITH THEIR KIDS I DON’T KNOW WHAT THIS IS.

Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior what is this perfection? I swear God thank you for this beautiful blessing you have bestowed upon human kind.

Look at him… LOOK AT HIM, OH SO PRECIOUS, OH SO BEAUTIFUL OH SO PRECIOUS *cries for the nth time*

Me: Huehuehue Nina go get em Chari meat

Nina: NO! MUST RESIST TEMPTATION!

Nine: Don’t fantasize about him, DON’T FANTASIZE ABOUT HIM.

Future dragon babies: Yeah mom! Come join us!

Future dragon babies: Yeah come play with us mom!

Nina: Alright, mom’s coming! *sees the skull*

Nina: CHRIS WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU LETTING OUR CHILDREN PLAY WITH?!

Future dragon babies: Aww mom broke the skull of daddy’s enemy.

Charioce: Fear not my children, I know how to fix our problem.

Me and Nina: *staring*

Charioce: Let me be hot for a bit so your mom gets turned on.

(I’m laughing at my own stupidity, all hail future dragon babies!)

Charioce: I told you I’ve got this.

Let me point out again that all children are precious <3

Charioce: See? Dad’s bouncy ball is better than before!

Nina: *pouts cause her children went back to playing*

Nina: Really, Chris? Really?

Charioce: It’s okay, look. They’re having fun. *smiles all daddy like*

I swear these two look like a married couple. I swear if this isn’t foreshadowing I swear…

Charioce you sly sonofabtch, cheeky bastard.

We all do Nina, we all do.

I love how Charioce is juat smiling.

Oh…

Oh my god…

OH MY GOD!!!!!

OH MY FKNG SOFIEL THIS IS GETTING BETTER AND BETTER AND BETTER LIKE OH MY GOD LIKE

Charioce: Relax, they’re kids. They should have fun.

Just do it Nina, just fkng kiss already (was my thoughts and then omg)

I love these two to deth no joke.

Ahhh so Chari is being watched…. Well I should’ve know he wouldn’t step out of his castle without any guards following him.

Lemme guess, it’s that black knight piece of sht again, that little a**hole.

No Nina, those are actually us crazy shippers who are secretly stalking and taking photos of you

Omg.

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG CAN WE JUST APPRECIATE HOW PERFECT NINA’S HAND FITS INTO CHARIOCE’S? THIS BRINGS ME ANATAE FESTIVAL MEMORIES REALNESS!

ELOPE!!!! ELOPE!!!! FKCNG LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND AND ELOPE!!!!

RUN MY BABIES, RUN! RUN FOR YOUR FUTURE!!!

I really love these two shot, I don’t know why but I love it. Aesthetically pleasing?

I don’t know, but maybe it’s the way Chari pulls Nina that is so cliché animesque but I really love it, all their interactions in general. Hm maybe it’s because it’s this cliché of royalty running away from guards bit? Who knows.

Woah when Charioce said let’s lose them they really did actually loose them (maybe) like this looks waaay away from the place where they were.

Me when this very moment was shown: OMG THIS IS THE PERFECT PLACE FOR A CONFESSION!!!

I laughed at this scene because Charioce is all tired and sht while Nina I just chill wahahahaha

*sexy music plays in the background*

I legit thought Charioce was going to take his shirt off when he started roling his sleeves.

Charioce is hot. Just saying.

Oh my gosh that is so anime, like that sweat effect is so anime XD

Uh oh…

Nina, Imma stop you right there. What is in yo mind girl?

I was legit thinking at this moment that Nina was going to try and steal the bracelet from Chari.

Like look, it looks like she was set to get that bracelet so that was what I thought!

Little I did I know that this would be the start of the best moments in anime history, like I was screaming “CONFESS” in my head while watching this and little did I know what was going to happen.

AS WELL ALL DO.

My inner fangirl was slowly ascending to heaven at this point

And your baby

Yes that was what this whole thing was about

A moment of silence.

DAWWWWWWW *dies*

*fangirls at the memory*

I felt really sad for Nina at that time because she was so confused and somewhat hurt too by the fact that he’s hated by everyone

This is so sweet, I absolutely love it.

Yeah girl! Be determined! I am so rooting for you!

There’s that moment of silence again.

Chari baby I can feel your inner conflict all the way from here.

Still willing to bet that arm, leg and brother that what he wants to do is ressurect his mother (unless he wants to be all Code Geass and say that he wants the world to unite against one common enemy)

QUIT ADDING MYSTERY TO THE DRAMA CHARI!

Me: *shuts up for a moment*

Oh no… just what the hell man. That arm, leg and brother bet is still on if you like.

Pretty bad one if I do say so myself.

Me: *silent*

That’s so very kingly.

I’m sorry man but the mommy issues man. Next thing I know they’ll be an alchemy circle there and OMG WHAT IF THE PRICE ISN’T AN ARM, A LEG AND A BROTHER BUT INSTEAD AN EYE, AN ARM AND HIS EMOTIONS? OMGGGG LET’S GET FULL METAL UP IN THIS SHT!

Me: *okay me is silent again*

Oh my god, did he just… OH MY GOD (at that very moment I screamed to the heavens and my mom literally shouted at me to shut up and when I did my head almost exploded)

OH MY GOD, I’M FKNG FANGIRLING TO THE DEPTHS OF THE SEA, LIKE MY PILLOW COULDN’T EVEN HOLD THE SCREAMS I WAS RELEASING.

OH MY GOD THE CONVICTIONS! NINA OH MY GOD YOU LOOK SO READY TO JUMP HIM OH MY GOD!!!

Oh my god

Oh my god

Oh my god

Oh my god (look at Nina she so pretty in this frame)

Lemme tell you something real quick girl, at this very moment I had to pause because tears were coming down my face for real. I sent a photo to my friend about how much I was crying and when I paused did I only realize that I was holding my breath in. Btch that’s some good sht anime right there.

Even now my breath stops whenever I look at it.

Shocked Chari is shookt (I’m tearing up as I write this)

Don’t think about your inner conflicts Chari, just don’t.

Oh gods

Oh gods, Nina’s crying now I’m crying *cries*

This looks so fkcng perfect that I can’t my heart can’t handle this intensity.

OH MY GOD THIS IS IT OH MY GOD THE CONFESSION I’VE BEEN LONGING FOR

Oh god

Oh god

Oh my lord oh my stars

Jesus Christ this is beautiful, I love these two so much that I would die for them.

All I can say is oh god and smile all tearfully.

*smiles*

That fkng smile *cries*

Oh gods wait, I know where this is going to oh my god oh my god oh my god

Oh god

Oh gods, oh gods

Oh my god you’re both so precious….

Me at the very moment this was shown: *GASP* *pause* oh my god oh my god oh my god *plays*

OH MY FKNG GOD!!!!!! HOLY SHT OH MY GOD MOM!!!! MOM!!! HELP!!! 911!!! AMBULANCE OH MY GOD!!! OH MY FKNG GOD JESUS CHRIST SAVE ME FROM DEATH BECAUSE I AM DYING RIGHT NOW LORD GOD THIS IS AMAZING THIS IS WHAT WE’VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS IS WHAT MY LIFE’S PURPOSE IS THIS IS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT OH MY GOD FATHER IN HEAVEN HOLY BE YOUR NAME I THANK THEE FOR THIS BLESSING MY FATHER!!

This is beyond perfection, this is so Romeo and Juliet like, like what the fck a tale of love and ruin oh my god. My heart can’t take this intensity holy sht

Wow just wow, like the way Charioce tightens the hug more as if he doesn’t want to let Nina go oh god wow such amazing detail to everything.

This is beyond amazing, this was so worth the wait… wow just wow oh god wow, I am speechless man just wow.

Fck man that hug… that kiss, like the more you zoom in the more you can feel the intensity

She’s not turning into a dragon *cries in happiness*

See? Even she get shocked!

They’re both so shocked *smiles to the point that my face gets ripped*

The emotions are so raw that I can’t…

Nina? Nina? Where are you going?!

To be honest I was legit thinking she was going to run away thinking that it was wrong and bad that she was doing this with the enemy like those anime cliches and I actually panicked for a bit.

See? Even Chari is confused.

Uh… Nina?

Ninaaaa? (legit confused)

Uh…

Woah!!!! WOAH!!!

WOAH WOAH WOAH WOAH WOAH EVEN MORE!!!

Woooooooaaaaaaaaahhhhhh.

Somewhere deep in Chari’s mind: Was I that bad a kisser?

Woah wait, no way.

She turned back into a human! OMG this just proves what I said before that only Chari has the ability to turn Nina in and out of dragon form!

GOOD FOR YOU BABY NINA! GOOD FOR YOU!

Huehuehuehue, Also I love how Nina is fangirling over her own kiss. So precious.

What I am concerned about it that this is the second time Charioce has seen you naked, what a winner that man is.

His smile

Oh my god his smile

This is legit the most love filled smile Charioce has ever dawned on his face like if you look at his you can’t even recognize him, that’s how sweet and in love this smile is. (this is how my smile looks for the entire episode, not as good thought but still)

Ladies and gentlemen we all know that Charioce is into scales.

Dragon Nina looks fierce!!!

Somewhere deep in Charioce’s mind: OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

Look, all yall be honesty with me. I aint the only btch who thought AND shouted

“HE’S RIDING HER!”

Don’t you be lying to be when you didn’t think that up cause I swear you be lyin

Now I have a million photos of Charioce riding Nina *lenny face* but I’ll make a separate post for that cause this sht is long as hell already

I love how happy Charioce looks as he flies with Nina like look at him

This one is my favorite Chari smile next to the one in the cave

People say he looks kinda condescending in this but don’t be fooled honey it’s just his eyebrows.

Ah perfect moonlight

Ugh this again.

Yeah girl! Be assertive!

Here we go again with the next times!

YEAH! WHEN?!

Chari what the fkc, you’re not too deep into the relationship yet and you’re already snapping at her? Not cool man.

See, you’ve given Nina the impression that you’re mad you dumb fck

What? *still pissed*

Why do I feel a bad undertone to this? Like there’s a bad omen somewhere? Is this why you snapped? Because you’re worried about something?

See how much Nina loves you? You snap at her and she fkcng smiles at you you dumb fkc

WAIT WHAT IS THAT?

Charioce you…

You sly sonofabtch you dumb fck so you bought this for her, I take it back you dumb fck.

Daww

DAAAAWWWWW (btw I LOVE how you look right now Chari XD)

DAAAAAAWWWWWWW

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!! THIS ENTIRE EPISODE HAS JUST BEEN LOVE AND HAPPINESS AND JOY AND RAINBOWS!!!

Woah woah woah woah pause this sht I see that look on you face Chari, what the fck?

Chari why do you look like you’re in pain? What is going on? Why are you frowning? Why are you holding Nina as if it’s the last time you’ll see her? WHATTHE FCK IS WITH THAT FROWN?!

Hmmm should I make something out of this or naw? I’m going to leave this at that for now…

Nina you cute litte dragon lady you oh my god

Daww that nice little charm!

Fanservice plus fangirlservice both in one frame, of course.

HAIL HIT//slapped// I find this very cute shut up

And there she goes, off into the night.

Ah Chari, you must be so happy to have finally

WHAT. THE. FCK. OH NO, OH NO NO NO NO NO. YOU FKNG OH MY GOD CHARIOCE FKC!!! CHARIOCE I SWEAR IF YOU BECOME THE FKCNG A**HOLE THOSE MOTHERFCKERS WANTED YOU TO BE AND USE NINA NOW THAT YOU’VE GOTTEN HER I FKCNG SWEAR A HATE BLOG ISN’T THE ONLY THING YOU’VE GOT COMING.

OH MY GOD NO CHARIOCE, DON’T TELL ME YOU’VE PLANNED THIS ENTIRE THING FROM THE VERY NO… No that can’t be, he didn’t know that Nina was a dragon before and then he can’t control her transformation now since Nina can do it on her own then what the fck is with that look what is you deal?! Oh gods no, please don’t be the a** the antis want you to be good god please don’t let this be a pretend for you gods please Chari DON’T BE A DCK! Good god Chari no, please don’t be that!

Chacioce Chris I swear don’t you be an a**! Don’t you be a- oh there’s more in the end…

THE FCK?! YOU AGAIN YOU FKCNG BULLSHT MOTHERFKCER! WHAT? SPELL? THE FCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? OH MY GOD!!!

WHAT IF CHARIOCE LOOKS LIKE THAT BECAUSE HE KNOWS THIS OLD FCKNG GIMP IS TRYING TO KILL HIS DRAGON WIFE HOLY SHT THIS MAKES A LOT OF SENSE NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT!

Dude I would think wrong about Charioce looking like that in the final frame since he just finished being all lovey-dovey with Nina and then he looks like that as if the moments weren’t sincere but since they showed this last part of the gimp and then going back to his eye twitching when this fkcer said he would kill Nina it all makes sense that he would look like that cause his baby girl is in serious deep sht.

Hold up before I forget, I HOPE YOU FCKNG DIE MOTHER FCKER! I SWEAR YOU PIECE OF SHT JUST GO DIE IN A HOLE SOMEWHERE AND NEVER RETURN FCKNG HELL YOU GIMP!

Anyway I still don’t know why Chari said kill on sight, maybe, as I said, out  of professionalism where he has to act kingly and not let his emotions take over but dam son if after this day will you still say that you’ll let this fkcng gimp kill her? I can tell why you look pissed as fck since I wouldn’t want that either.

Still I don’t know, I’m confused but my heart is secured that all of it was real and sincere and this is actually Charioce getting mad about that onyx knight wanting to kill Nina. In fact my heart thinks this is him finally making a decision that he would keep Nina safe, that he finally made a conclusion for himself and would take action on it. Yeah because Mappa wouldn’t show us that last clip of gimpy saying Chari is under a spell unless it meant something right? The way he looked back didn’t come off as a ‘I’ve got her in my trap’ kind of look but instead ‘I won’t let anything hurt her’. Yeah, as I rewatch and analyze that’s how it looked like.

There’s a little bit of doubt but my heart is secured on this ship and as I have said before, unless Mappa makes Charioce into the dck antis wanted him to be then I’ll ship it to the ends of the earth and fight for it and if he does turn into a D I’ll start the hate thread.

Anyway anyway, here are my thoughts for this week’s episode. This was intense as sht and I am sorry for all the misspelled words and all the nonsense, this took me HOURS to finish but I’m happy about how it turned out. Again sorry about the errors since I didn’t have enough time to proof read it. Still I hope you enjoyed!

These are my thoughts, feel free to reblog or comment and if you have any questions you’d like my insight on feel free to ask!

I hope you enjoyed and here’s to another week of suffering!

(Kudos to tumblr for taking 200plus photos into one post and kudos to you for finishing this)

Why the MCU missed the boat when it came to marketing Hawkeye...

Much like many other Hawkeye fans, with each and every new Marvel movie that is released, we hold our breath and hope that our favourite bandaged, broken badass will actually be allowed to come out of his shell and be, well, HAWKEYE.

He’s gotten a lot of flack as a character, usually due to his stiff, stoic, far-too-serious portrayal in the Marvel Cinematic Universe. But I came up with ten reasons why Marvel and Disney REALLY missed the boat when it came to marketing Hawkeye, and why he could’ve been just as popular and well-loved a character as Iron Man, Captain America, Thor, and all of the other characters that are branded as the “real Avengers”, whilst poor Hawkeye and Black Widow are typically removed from merch and ignored by the marketing department.

01: HE’S A DISABLED SUPERHERO.
The first thing that really interested me about Hawkeye, and the thing which upset me the MOST when it wasn’t included in the MCU, is the fact that Clint Barton is almost COMPLETELY DEAF in both ears. In Earth-616, he’s been deafened several times over, having it surgically fixed on one occasion and having special hearing aids constructed by Tony Stark on another. It baffles me why Marvel and Disney wouldn’t want to promote a deaf superhero to children who may also share the same disability and would take great solace and comfort in seeing a badass superhero with the same affliction as them. Here’s to hoping Clint comes too close to a violent explosion in Civil War

02: HE’S HUMAN.
My second favourite thing about Clint Barton as a character in a setting such as the Avengers team is the fact that he is absolutely, unapologetically, unashamedly, 100% HUMAN. There is nothing enhanced or supernatural or magical about him, he doesn’t rely on a high-tech exoskeleton or technologically advanced suit – he’s just a normal dude who happens to be able to keep pace with superhumans, legends, and gods due to his incredible archery ability. And not just keep pace – unlike in the movies, in the comics Clint is an essential and critical member of the team, despite the fact that he’s not in any way special. If that’s not inspiring to the everyday person who feels like they can’t accomplish anything compared to their friends, I don’t know what is.

03: ARCHERY IS REALLY, REALLY HOT RIGHT NOW.
The Hunger Games, Arrow, Game of Thrones, The Walking Dead, Tomb Raider – archers are sexy, and pop culture is LOVING them. I never really understood why Marvel chose not to push their own badass bow-slinger given the reception received by DC Comics’ Oliver Queen and District 12’s Katniss Everdeen.

04: HE’S AN ABSOLUTE SCREW-UP.
The hardest thing to get through to people who have no idea who Clint Barton is beyond Renner’s reluctant, rigid acting is that Hawkeye is NOT a character who stands on a rooftop as a silent, deadly badass, shooting off arrow after arrow with a stoic face behind his sunglasses. Hawkeye is the most self-sabotaging, hapless, ridiculous, damaged, broken fuck-up, who spouts cocky one-liners and does his best to make it through life in one piece. Who can’t relate to a character like that?

05: HIS NEWEST COMICS HAVE GARNERED A LOT OF ATTENTION.
Matt Fraction’s work writing for Hawkeye, particularly in alliance with David Aja’s artwork (which captured and reflected Clint’s personality PERFECTLY), has really put the kooky superhero on the map as one of Marvel’s best. Don’t believe me? Go buy Hawkeye: My Life As A Weapon, read it, and get back to me!

06: HE RESPECTS HIS TEAMMATES, REGARDLESS OF GENDER.
In the world of Marvel comics, Hawkeye rises to the task of training, coaching, and sometimes even acting as a personal therapist towards many of the new recruits to the Avengers. He’s a staunch supporter of Captain America, and would follow him to the ends of the earth. But one of the best relationships Clint has is with his sidekick Kate Bishop, whom he worships and respects for her skill despite the fact that she’s much younger and much less experienced than he is. I am praying that the Russo Brothers give Clint a bit of a mentor role with the newbies in Civil War and touch more on what we saw between him and Wanda Maximoff at the climax of Age of Ultron.

07: HE’S BEEN INVOLVED IN ACTIVISM FOR WOMEN’S RIGHTS… KINDA!
If you’re a comic book fan who believes in equality between the sexes, and you’ve never heard of The Hawkeye Initiative, you need to check this shit out RIGHT NOW! In order to combat sexism in the way female superheroes are drawn and portrayed, artists across the Internet have been redrawing the ridiculous poses women are often drawn in (usually a butt-shot), but replacing the heroine with Hawkeye instead. This has given Hawkeye more of a reach than people think, as most Internet-goers who know their memes will have heard of him before even if they aren’t an Avengers fan.

08: HIS MOUTH.
Hawkeye is one of the mouthiest Marvel characters (Deadpool aside, obviously), but I suppose it’s hard to find time for the side characters to act as they normally would when all of the funny moments, comic relief, and good witty one-liners are given to The Only Four Avengers Disney’s Marketing Department Thinks People Are Capable Of Caring About. Blah.

09: HE HAS THE BEST SIDEKICK EVER.
If you don’t know who Kate Bishop is and you like strong, independent, badass female superheroes, you’ve been missing out and a Google search or a trip to the comic book store is very much in order. Kate spends most of her time (when she’s not helping run the Young Avengers) running after Clint, telling him to stop being a screw up, saving him from various bad guys, and assisting him more like a PARTNER than a sidekick. He even let her keep his name, figuring she was badass enough that she’d earned it – you gotta love a guy without an ego complex! I’m still hoping Kate Bishop will eventually show up in the MCU… and that she isn’t destroyed in the same way Clint was.

10: WE’VE ALL BEEN CLINT BARTON BEFORE.
While a lot of us can empathize with Tony Stark’s self-destructive tendencies, or Bruce Banner’s anxiety and rage issues, I firmly believe that Hawkeye is the type of character who, if given a proper and equal shot at the silver screen, could capture the hearts of children and adults everywhere for one simple reason: we’ve all been Clint Barton before. We’ve all been a self-sabotaging, hapless, ridiculous, damaged, broken fuck-up at some point in our lives, and this charming, sweet, cinnamon roll of a character is exactly what we need to remind ourselves that while we aren’t in any way perfect, while we are flawed and broken and are struggling to get through life, that’s okay. Because even without superpowers, you still matter. You’re still important. You’re still a superhero!

Someday

A/N: Probably the sweetest thing I’ve ever written…

Enjoy!

Conventions were never really my thing. It was too much. Noise, smells, interaction. It was everything I hated. Not to mention it was where the super fans went, and they weren’t exactly…into the concept of Dan and I dating. Usually I could block a rude commenter, but I couldn’t exactly get rid of a jealous fan in real life. Still, the things you did for the person you loved. It was why I found myself walking through the heavily crowded hallways of the Los Angeles convention center.

Dan hadn’t wanted me to come. He knew how I did in crowds, knew that I wasn’t a fan of people and that there could be some potentially negative ones hoping to share some less than nice words with me. I had begged and begged him to let me go, though. Even if I was nervous, I knew it would be better to get the big events like these out of the way. Not to mention that there were some rather sweet fans out there who had expressed interest in meeting me as well as Dan. In the end it was Phil who had convinced him, such was the power of best friendship.

The flight to America was long, and I felt bad Phil was stuck in first class sitting next to a stranger while Dan and I snuggled together and watched movies. Jet lag was never fun. The night before the convention, I found myself actually excited. I couldn’t shut up about all we had to do tomorrow, how many people were excited to meet them. Dan had just listened to me with a soft smile on his face. I could see it in his eyes, he was happy to have me there.

The boys had a panel, which I sadly wasn’t to be a part of, but I could spend some time alone exploring the rest of the event. The hardest part was walking in. We were told to enter from some door on the side, large badges were placed around our necks saying the words Talent. YouTube had given us some security too, two hulking men in suits that probably made us stand out more than if we had walked in alone. Some Phans spotted us, but luckily they didn’t stalk us or try to take pictures with us. I could see their phones on, though. One guy even had his flash on, which made us laugh while he walked in the opposite direction with a tomato red face. Once that initial walk through was over and we were backstage, everything seemed to get better. Dan and Phil knew the crew working with them, let people poke at their clothes and smear make up on their faces and offer them refreshments. A couple of the crew looked at me in confusion, I guess Dan hadn’t told them he was bringing me. They didn’t ask me to leave, though.

Then it was time for the boys to go on. A director told them that everyone had already filed in, and that they had five minutes to get anything else together. Phil was chugging water bottles one after another. Dan had told me it was what he did when he was nervous. I hoped he wouldn’t pee on stage. Dan himself was tapping his hands against his thighs rapidly. I grabbed hold of them, though they were so much larger than mine, leaned in and kissed him on the lips to ground him. Then they were off, walking on stage to the deafening sound of an announcer and the cheering of Phans.

The panel was an hour long, so I had some time to kill. The crew let me know that I could come back whenever I wanted, even offered me one of the nice security men to escort me. I declined, right now I was just another fan at a convention. I even turned my Talent badge around so it looked blank. Walking around was nice, like something I would have loved to do when I was a teenager. A few Phans who hadn’t been lucky enough to make it into the panel stopped to tell me nice things and take photos. I found one of my favorite smaller YouTubers at a booth, and proceeded to talk to them while examining merch. One of the interns from backstage came and grabbed me just as I was getting my t-shirt from the booth. I apologized for being rude and walked back to where the guys were. “Um, sorry but do you know why I’m needed back?” They didn’t answer me. In fact, all of the crew didn’t answer no matter how many times I asked the question. Instead they were more focussed on taking my purchase from my hand, dotting my nose with some powder and readjusting my clothes. Wait, they weren’t trying to put me on stage were they? I was barely comfortable in front of a camera! It seemed I had no say in the matter.

“And now introducing the lovely Y/N!”

Dan said my name so loud it echoed around in my head. I didn’t particularly have stage fright, but these were seasoned Phans that would probably return their ticket if they knew I was gonna be in front of them. I was pushed on stage and immediately blinded. With what little sight I had, I could see the room was full. Like, people standing in the back and along the walls full. And through this sight, I was going deaf from all the applause I was receiving. Phil was my lifeline, he reached out and grabbed my hand, placing me down in a seat he had pulled up along the edge of the table they were both at. I looked at the both of them with a what the fuck look on my face. Phil was the only one who seemed to have apology in his eyes. I was going to strangle my boyfriend if I didn’t get any answers! The cheering died down once I sat, everyone waiting. “Now,” Dan started, “you all know my girlfriend y/n from a few of my videos.” There was a small wave of cheering just from that, but it died down much faster. “Well, she’s been sitting backstage waiting for Phil and I to finish. I’m going to be honest, we were both a little scared for her to come, but you and I both know you guys love her, don’t you?” The audience erupted in more applause. Didn’t they ever get tired? “Yeah, well, I love her more than even all of that. We’ve been together for years, she’s seen literally everything you guys don’t see. I’m surprised she hasn’t gone running for the hills yet.”

What was this loser up to?!

It seemed like I had just sat down and now Phil was pulling me up again. He lead me to the center of the stage, in front of the table and very much under the spotlight. I tried to make eyes at Phil so he’d give me answers, but he just grinned and went to stand behind me. “Most of you know I didn’t have a best friend for the better part of my adolescent life, and Phil filled that space. But for a long time I thought I’d never find love either, I thought a greasy troll like me would just be alone forever.” Dan stood up too, walked in front of me with a mic in his hand while he kept on talking. “And then out of the sky drops this perfect person, who understands me better than I could ever understand myself, and shows me so much more of life than I thought I could experience.” Dan was never this sappy unless we were alone, shock radiated throughout me at how tender his words were. From the silence in the room, it seemed the Phans were as well. He stopped in front of me, warm honey eyes meeting mine and showing more love than what could possibly be appropriate for a room full of people.

The idiot gets down on one knee.

By this point I was starting to sweat. Nervousness was making my stomach do flip flops, there was a collective gasp from the audience. Behind me, Phil reaches toward Dan and hands him something. I think everyone, including me, knows what that something is. “And here, on this stage, in front of you guys and on camera for everyone else to see, I want you to know, y/n, that I couldn’t possibly love another person more than I love you. And will you please…marry me?”

I was pulling him up off the ground and into my arms before he could even finish his sentence. The mic picked up my muffled “You idiot, of course, I love you” and the teary sniffles of happiness I couldn’t even be embarrassed about. The audience opened up with the loudest cheering I’d heard yet, but I was away from it all. Right in this moment, I was kissing my Dan in front of all of these people, letting him slide a ring shakily on my finger. When it was done, he kissed me hard again. One of his clammy thumbs wiped up smearing make-up and tears. His eyes were glittering with tears as well, and it made me so happy, just to see him happy. It was clear Dan was done speaking, so Phil stepped up and concluded the panel. The three of us waved and smiled and said goodbye and then were were walking off stage.

When we were safely behind the curtains, I smacked Dan as hard as I could upside the back of his head. “Fuck! What was that for?” I hugged him tight again and buried my face in his warm chest. “For proposing to me in front of all those people, and for having everyone involved in it, and for just being the best boyfriend ever.”

“Technically it’s fiance now.”

I didn’t respond, just my future husband tighter to me.

*Wipes away tears* this is too sweet for my cold, empty soul. Hope you guys enjoyed.

Got something for me to write? Requests are open here and here!

honeydewhurricane  asked:

May I have some Anti-Average hcs please? (Also how are you??)

sure thing, sweetheart! and i’m doing great! 💜

  • chase loves going to the arcade at night, playing all those old school games and just feeling like a kid again. anti enjoys just watching chase enjoy himself and anti will sometimes glitch the game so chase can have another life and keep playing.
  • chase wears his anti merch sweatshirt whenever anti comes over to his apartment, knowing that it’ll irritate anti but also because it’s so damn comfortable.
  • of those times when anti is placid and laying with chase, he’ll gingerly run his fingers along chase’s arm just tracing the veins there and they don’t say anything for a while, but it’s peaceful.
  • when chase was joking with anti one time and plopped his hat on his head, chase was completely caught off guard by how anti looked with his hat on. when chase said he was breathless, anti rolled his eyes and flung the hat back.
  • chase is absolutely smitten for anti’s heterochromatic eyes and constantly tells him how beautiful they are. anti grins like he knows it.
  • chase is a very very affectionate person and enjoys cuddling, hand holding, kissing on the cheek, and every little moments of contact. anti on the other hand, doesn’t. but the more he spends time with chase, the more comfortable he is with it. 
  • in fact, anti will purposely lean in closer to chase so that he can get a kiss to his cheek.
  • around the time of his would be anniversary with his ex wife, chase typically wants to be alone. but anti hates seeing chase so down like that, so anti does his best to distract him whether it be them playing video games together and stealing kisses, or making dinner for chase’s kids, or even just hanging out with a couple of beers.
  • whenever anti gets super emotional, his neck wound opens up and blood completely soaks up his shirt, so chase has to quickly calm him down before he can take anti’s shirt off to do laundry. anti typically sits on top of the dyer waiting for his clothes to be all clean. 
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Vans Girls Music Crushes: Brianna Collins

Meet the soulful singer and keyboardist of the alternative/punk/indie band Tigers Jaw, Brianna Collins. The second we heard her sultry voice and beautiful piano melodies, we were instantly hooked and had to know more about her. We met up with the Pennsylvania native and roamed the streets of Long Beach, CA in our Old Skools, scoping out vintage thrift finds and rare records while chatting about tour, writing, and her band’s new record.

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TYPES OF EXO FANBOYS (OT12)

sorry for the late post, anon! i was really busy with real life affairs, etc etc more excuses. i hope i did it well for you ^^ — jia jia


baekhyun fanboys:

  • probably both baffled and intrigued by his eyeliner skills
  • either borrowed/bought eyeliner and looked hOT AF and they know it so you better appreciate
  • screeching
  • probably the type of people to make a shrine out of their dead fingernails 

chanyeol fanboys:

  • remember that guy that screamed “cHANYEOL I LOVE YOU” in front of chanyeol at some convention or whatever???
  • weLL THEY ALL DO THAT AND WILL GET CHANYEOL’S APPROVAL
  • showing off to their girlfriends that they have concert tickets and they don’t
  • braggggggging

jongdae fanboys:

  • literally jongdae’s doppelgangers
  • obsessed but won’t show it unless you’re as insane as them
  • probably have a shrine to jongdae’s dick beauty in their basement and when you come over they struggle to hide it
  • cute

kyungsoo fanboys:

  • extremely protective
  • you see kyungsoo’s fangirls as protective but wait till u see kyungsoo fanboys becAUSE THEY ARE ACTUALLY HOLY
  • actually really fluffy
  • the type of people to buy merch for their girlfriend but then steal it back

jongin fanboys:

  • really thirsty
  • like they don’t dream about his dick as much as the girls or maybe they do i don’t know but they do imagine going out to the bar with him
  • jONGIN IS A PERFECT HUMAN BEING
  • also call jongin “oppa”

kris fanboys:

  • fucking cool people
  • actually pretty normal to hang around until you bring up the fact that they literally changed their aesthetic in a day
  • have tumblr and will update you
  • chill

yixing fanboys:

  • really cute
  • will fucking steal yixing endorsement cardboard figures because YOU MIGHT NEVER GET THE OPPORTUNITY AGAIN (jia jia doesn’t blame them b/c she literally asked nature republic if she could buy the cardboard they said no)
  • sUPPORT ZHANG YIXING AOIFIARW9E89ERHU
  • almost identical behavior to the girls

luhan fanboys:

  • have been here forever
  • probably have read a fanfic where they go out with female luhan and it’s just so sweet
  • their gf better look like lu
  • supportive

sehun fanboys:

  • i ! n ! s ! a ! n ! e !
  • “oH SEHUN IS MY HOLY ANGEL AND ALSO MY SEX MACHINE AND Y’ALL CHEAP ASS HOES BETTER SUPPORT HIM—”
  • fucking devoted af
  • pissed every 0.2 seconds

junmyeon fanboys:

  • either conservative or will devote their body to junmyeon because they secretly want him regardless of their sexuality??
  • anyways they’re just beautiful
  • hand in hand with female junmyeon fans in order to keep the peace in the fandom
  • probably crazy (somewhere deep deep inside them)

zitao fanboys:

  • in love
  • if not in love with zitao then they’re probably at least shocked at how fucking hot he is when he is kicking ass
  • either chill or really really extra
  • lovely

minseok fanboys:

  • XIUDADDY
  • thirsty
  • type of people to complain on twitter about their merch being one day late because dEVOTED
  • we are all minseok fanboys
Latin American Rinharus in Iwami Project!

Hello there, Rinharu fandom!

 
My name is Pau, and I’m a Rinharu from Chile! Some of you might remember me from those nights chatting while waiting for the mook back in 2015. I’m also that lady with pink hair who visited Iwami last year. [You can check my post here.] 

I’m going to visit Japan once again this coming October for Take Your Marks! And I am planning on visiting Iwami as well. I particularly love how we, rinharus, work together when something exciting is on the table. That is the reason why I have decided to work on a little but special project with all of you who live in Latin America! 

This project consists in taking on this journey with me; messages, fan art or even small merch from you, and leave them either in the fanbooks or shelves available at the Tourism Office and Santec in Iwami!  

Please consider the following:

✿ This project features mainly Latin American Rinharus. Since there are only 2 months left for me to travel to Japan, I don’t want to risk offering a place to a worldwide fandom as I can’t assure your things will get to my hands on time. HOWEVER, if you are not from Latin America and are willing to pay for an Express Mailing Service you are more than welcome to participate! I want to share this opportunity with all of you :D

Submission Rules:

✿ The max size for fan art must be 15 x 12 cm (the fanbooks are approx. 24 x 18 cm) 

✿ Fan Art must be printed and mailed to me. The same goes for messages/postcards written for you. 

✿If you want to contribute with merch (example a manjuu, necklace or even a plushie) please make sure it’s small! Otherwise I won’t be able to take it with me. 

✿ The deadline is on October 16th. I must receive whatever you decide to send before that day ;) 

To those who want to participate, please send me an ask/message! I will provide you with more specific information. 

HELP ME PROMOTE THIS PROJECT :D AND DON’T MISS YOUR CHANCE TO HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN IWAMI! 

cry-babymk  asked:

How would the RFA++ react to an MC who works as a manga artist and has written a ton of successful horror mangas? (Also sorry for spamming you yesterday 😂 your headcanons and fics are so good!!) Thanks! ♡

hey! No worries for spamming me, I’m happy you like what I write ahhhhhh♥ 

also, this was a fun request, thank you!! 


zen 

  • ok so he saw mc’s drawings when he was looking for a certain script
  • and though he’s lowkey scared of the rather graphic drawings, he’s impressed
  • he asks mc about it when they get home, since they never really talked about it 
  • mc’s just glad he’s interested and starts telling him everything
  • zen’s never seen mc’s eyes light up this much and he just loves it
  • sure, it’s about scary stuff, but to him that’s all the more intriguing?
  • “mc, if someone makes a musical out of this, I want to play that character”
  • now mc is even more excited because that would be hella cool
  • they probably start making a manga that would fit to zen more, like character-wise 
  • and he is Hyped…they’re both Hyped
  • look, they’re just so excited about each other’s work that sometimes zen makes up songs for mc’s manga and mc draws the characters he plays
  • they fangirl over each other at this point, its hilarious and adorable
  • the fans love it  

yoosung

  • horror isn’t his thing, really 
  • but at the same time, he’s really interested about mc’s characters 
  • helps with world-building! and character arcs!!
  • he loves getting all the sneak peeks and knowing what happens before everyone else 
  • his college buddies hate him because he always “guesses” right
  • and then they find out about mc and call him a cheater 
  • but anyways, he’s more interested in the characters and worlds they build up rather than the actual plot 
  • when mc is out of inspiration, they run to him and he knows the best solutions to things 
  • they made a character based off of him! 
  • yoosung was so flattered
  • “…i don’t die though, right?”
  • “no, of course not! you get to live, I promise”
  • they kind of based it off how he went to Mint Eye and hurt his eye 

jaehee

  • horror is also not her favorite, but she’s more interested than yoosung in the genre
  • she is so impressed with mc’s drawings like wow, how 
  • you should see her face when mc tells her what happens
  • “you’re cruel, mc. it’s going to be amazing!”
  • helps out more with plot and characters. especially characters
  • gets emotionally attached to mc’s characters 
  • “nooo, mc!! why did you kill her, she was my favorite! she deserved so much better” :(((
  • mc just evil laughs 
  • what kind of betrayal 
  • when mc gets it published, she sells some copies at the cafe
  • it helps spread publicity both ways! 
  • all the regulars read in the cafe and talk to jaehee about what happened
  • “I know, right?! they’re evil. but they write and draw so good!” and she smiles at mc 
  • it’s adorable, really 
  • jaehee also helps comes up with merch ideas!

jumin

  • he is honestly so impressed
  • this one helps with plot 
  • and he is so cruel!! mc loves it they are truly an evil duo
  • but it’s also so captivating and suspenseful that people can’t stop reading 
  • he helps get mc’s stuff published
  • even the guards read it 
  • everyone reads it, it’s company policy oops 
  • i mean, unless you really don’t want to 
  • the reporters around them ask about sneak peeks
  • jumin never tells them a thing, though 
  • insists elizabeth makes a cameo in one
  • of course, she can’t die 
  • “hey mc, so I had an idea about what should happen to the main character” 
  • “oh, do tell……holy moly that is a great idea”
  • jumin just smiles. no one knows how he comes up with these things  

707 / luciel / saeyoung

  • he saw some of their stuff from the background check
  • and he was an automatic fan 
  • so when he sees mc drawing a new panel, he’s like
  • “what’s gonna happen nextttttt???” “no spoilers, saeyoung”
  • somehow he manages to always guess what mc’s going to do 
  • sometimes he offers better solutions 
  • and helps make the character reactions more realistic, given all he’s seen
  • also offers some of his spy stories as plots
  • which mc actually uses sometimes 
  • when mc has the idea to do a space horror type thing, he is first in line with ideas
  • it’s their joint creation
  • saeyoung calls it their child
  • it was his idea to have the reader fall in love with a certain character and oh look, they’re the real antagonist and now you hate them 
  • spreads word by hacking into social media sites and advertises there 
  • i mean…it worked 

v / jihyun

  • love love loves it!
  • who cares if it’s horror, it is absolute art
  • and v’s main job is color help
  • which mc is actually very thankful for, now their manga has a different color palette than every other horror manga 
  • and these characters look good 
  • he also helps with symbolism and plot twists 
  • spreads words through the party and his connections
  • the rfa always asks for sneak peeks, but jihyun is the Master Secret Keeper
  • he does not tell a soul, not even jumin or saeyoung
  • “why would I ruin the element of surprise for mc? that’s disrespectful to their hard work!”
  • v, please, they just want to know if someone lives 
  • no, they get nothing
  • once in a while, he comes up with the most amazing plot twists, mc is so impressed
  • surprises them at one point by finding look-a-likes for their characters in case, you know, there’s ever a movie or tv show

saeran

  • this is his shit
  • helps with all the horror elements and loves everything
  • sometimes, he gets emotionally attached to a character and mc has to change the plot so they don’t die
  • they can’t stand to see the poor bean sad because they killed off a character
  • but she doesn’t tell the rest of the rfa that the plot changed, so they think she’s lying to them all the time
  • when, in reality, that was the original plan. saeran just really liked this one person
  • he’s a good drawer, too, and he helps with background sometimes 
  • mc is thankful and honestly really amazed, his backgrounds are so detailed
  • he’s also a good worldbuilder! 
  • part of the reason his backgrounds are so detailed is because he has some plans for horror stuff and it can incorporate the scenery
  • mc is impressed 
  • totally also makes him a character that survives everything
  • he grins. grins. it’s so cute
  • “i survive? after all that?” he asks
  • “yes, you do. and you get a happy ending.” and he smiles wider 
Seventeen HipHop unit reaction “S/O drunkenly confesses to owning merch”

S.coups/Seungcheol:

Honest to god would start looking at you like you were an angel. Not only his s/o but also a supporter of what he does. 

Wonwoo:

He’d find it really cute as you confessed it to him in your drunken state. But he wouldn’t ever remind you of it when your sober. He would try to snoop around and find it.

Mingyu:

10/10 would tease you all day everyday. “Hey do you remember the time you were drunk and confessed to owning seventeen merch? Cause I do, HAH.”

Vernon:

Thinks you’re the cutest muffin ever and would love to see you in their merch. “Come on, show me! Please.”