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A/n: So I’ve been on an angst kick. Sorry, Darlings :(

Warnings: Angst

Reader is in love with Dean

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Dean looks at me,
I fake a smile so he won’t see.
That I want, and I’m needing everything that we should be
I’ll bet she’s beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she’s got everything that I have to live without

   “You should have told him” my friend whispered in my ear as we sat across from Sam and Dean at the local bar. Dean was filling us all in on his new girlfriend, and I could barely stand to sit here and listen. That should’ve been me that he was talking about. It should’ve been us, and it’s because I never had the balls to tell him how I really feel.

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There’s nothing you can do.

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I thought about it all night. All of the reasons why I should break up with you. My family, my husband and my career. However, I wasn’t a part of it. I don’t want to lie to myself and give up on my feelings any more. I want to be with you if it’s alright with you.

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151013 happy birthday to this little cinnamon roll

honestly no words can describe how perfect and beautiful you are as an idol as well as a person. thank you for entering my life and making it x62938732 better than it originally was, constantly filling my day with your beautiful smiles. there are so many more things i would want to tell you but most importantly, i want to thank you for being who you are and staying true to your roots. i pray to god that he would bless you with ever ending love and care and that you would stay healthy mentally and physically. i sincerely hope you achieve all of your dreams and goals in life. as much as you have inspired me to persevere and achieve my own goals, i wish that you would feel motivated by armys’ encouragement and love and live your life to the fullest. seeing how much you train yourself to improve your singing and dancing truly motivates me. i just want you to know that you are perfect just the way you are and just so lovable and beautiful. thank you for existing, park jimin.

happy birthday chimchim

anonymous asked:

Ever thought about a pregnant!tranquil!inquisitor and cullen fic? :')

… not until just now, anon. 

Ah man, how hard would that be though. She stares straight ahead, not even caring as her belly begins to swell. And Cullen wants to be there for her. He wants to comfort her and rub her back and sing to his unborn child but she brushes it off, telling him that his time would be better spent elsewhere. 

So Cullen tries to love the child for both of them. He watches her constantly because it doesn’t occur to her to be careful of the baby. He sets guards around her to keep her safe, assigns the cook with specific meals to keep both her and the baby healthy and strong. 

Cullen tells them that he loves them every day, smiling through his tears just in case there’s some small part of her that’s still in there. And she doesn’t return the words, her eyes remaining dull and straight ahead as always. I love you, too he whispers to himself when he’s stepped away, praying with all his heart that he’ll hear her say it again one day. 

BUT THEN CASSANDRA SWOOPS IN WITH WHATEVER SPIRIT IS REQUIRED AND BAM! SHE’S NO LONGER TRANQUIL AND SHE AND CULLEN GO RIDING OFF INTO THE SUNSET WITH THEIR NEWBORN BABY AND THEY LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER, GOD DAMMIT! 

In my heart I want to savor my resentments. Because my anger and hatred is special. It’s justified. And knowing, with as fine a point as possible, why each of my enemies (fundamentalists, Becky the bully, people who drive too damn slowly) clearly deserves to be hated can feel like a big delicious meal, until I realize I’m the main course. And because hatred is simply a corrosive form of spiritual bondage, Jesus says, “Love your enemy and pray for those who persecute you.” It’s one of the most annoying things Jesus suggested.
I struggled with what Jesus meant when he said to “love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us,” because I don’t think he meant that we should muster up warm feelings toward people who hurt us. I don’t even think it’s about really meaning it.
I think loving our enemies might be too central to the Gospel—too close to the heart of Jesus—for it to wait until we mean it. I don’t mean it. I didn’t mean it when I shook Pirate Christian’s hand. And my heart, that very place where I found the impulse that I am to love my neighbor and hate my enemy, isn’t going to purify itself any time soon. So if God is waiting for that same heart to feel nice, loving, warm, pink, fuzzy things about someone who is my enemy, well, I think God might be waiting a while.
So I wondered if maybe the prayer part of the “love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you” bit was about how we love them. Maybe my little “God, help me not be an asshole” prayer was like the smallest little opening for God to do God’s thing. I don’t know how prayer works, and I’m not even sure it always does, but I can’t think of why else it is that I was able to talk to my enemy that day with an open heart.
—  Pastrix
Gabriel X Readers (friendship): with Winchesters

Request: I absolutely LOVED the Demon!Reader and Gabriel prank contest oneshot! Could you write a part two?….or maybe a novel?

Request: Could you do a oneshot where the reader rickrolls TeamFreeWill? XD btw ur blog is excellent, keep up the good work! :D

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