i love this show so much mother of god

i don’t think michonne gets much recognition from the fandom as a whole for how strong she is. and i don’t mean in a physical/she’s a warrior goddess way. i mean mentally and emotionally. the women on this show get praised so much (rightfully so) for how strong they are after losing people but never michonne… they all lost siblings, parents, lovers. but yall… michonne lost her BABY. i cannot even imagine the pain. the mother child bond is so strong. there’s no other love like it imo. no love as powerful. ik we don’t know what happened exactly but imagine. she wanted to protect him and couldn’t. can you imagine the guilt and pain she felt? and most likely still feels? and the feeling of emptiness and loss? oh my god. i’m so happy rick has finally found his soulmate in her. but i’m even happier for michonne. she’s not only found her soulmate, but someone to confide in and mourn with. someone to be vulnerable and let go with. she’s found comfort in judith and carl, and in turn they’ve gotten that much needed maternal love back in their lives. this shit is just so beautiful and they all fit together like a puzzle it makes me cry.


Some Previews! Caste Heaven #15 Coming Soon!

Hii peopleee~
First of all, I want to apologize for the people who were waiting for the new chapter of “Blue Lust” I was going to update it last Sunday, but not time…..

My apologies also to the translator @namasuki, since she translated volume 2 completely. And we havnt updated it yet. I talked to my editor, and if she cant edit it. Personally I will take over this project~

Well, on the other hand. We already have the scans of the new chapter of caste heaven! Waaaaah!!!! I’m so reallyy happy, guys! I was waiting for this new chapter for a long time T-T So thank you thank you, and thank you again #Anonymous for sharing with us your scans!!! She sent it to me yesterday and I almost jumped and shouted for joy. LOL

That’s why our Spanish group works all her mangas. In English, not so much, as there are many groups that love her as much as I do! :DD

And so, I show you a preview of the new chapter. Apparently people blame Azusa for the commotion. And they have to call his tutor….(his mother does not believe in his innocence either.) -3- And on the other hand, Karino defends Azusa! Oh God! OH MY GOSH (also appears new character)

My translator will send me the translation of the new chapter of Raveled tomorrow, so as soon as she sent it to me, I’ll tell her to translate it as fast as she can!

Well, that’s all! Thanks Namasuki and Nomi for translate this preview for us! :) I ask them yesterday XD I’m so sorryyy!!!! 

anonymous asked:

queen of angst do you have any angsty trimberly headcannons <3

oh god why do this to me right now but i have to answer it because I NEED the angst (as much as I love smut, angst is my REAL speciality and I crave that shit)

anyways this shit is long and i am in love with both my girls having sad backstories but plenty of character growth. so here we go! enjoy this shit show.


  • trini is adopted; her real mother was june’s sister, but she abandoned her with them, and this is why june has a disconnect with her because she never asked to take care of trini, and she can’t help but look at trini and feel anger that her sister would leave a child the way she does; she wants to get more involved in trini’s life and but she doesn’t know how to do it properly; she was “given” trini (aka found the baby on her doorstep) when she and her husband were young, so they didn’t know how to take care of her but they couldn’t bare to send her away so they took her in. june’s homophobia is out of a misguided sense of protection, because she doesn’t know how to accept trini or love her properly, and she still resents her sister for just up and leaving, and that resentment unfortunately gets pushed onto trini unintentionally.
  • trini finds out she’s adopted when she and june get into a yelling match, when trini is like, “you’re supposed to be my mother!” and june accidentally yelling back, “but i am not! i never asked to be, nor did i ever want to. it’s not my fault my own sister couldn’t take care of you.”
  • trini being shellshocked and june cupping a hand over her mouth, and that’s when trini realizes that it’s the truth, that she was lied to her entire life and it fucking breaks her so she runs; she’s shaking and numb but she doesn’t cry until she gets to the ship, and zordon is surprised to see her. she asks if she can stay there from now on, and he agrees instantly.
  • trini finally falling apart and sobbing and not being able to sleep because she’s so distraught over the fact that her entire life is a lie.
  • trini pushing everyone away, even kim (this is established trimberly).
  • trini no longer reacting to the people bullying her at school.
  • trini slipping on her grades.
  • trini skipping school.
  • trini just spending hours atop that cliff, staring into nothing.
  • trini not answer june’s phone calls.
  • when a group of leftover putties attack the town, trini almost makes the rangers lose their morphing ability. she gets hurt but doesn’t tell anyone about it but when they get back to the ship, kim sticks around and notices trini isn’t okay and goes to help but trini shoves her away.
  • zack becomes the only one trini trusts to let in, because she loves kim and is far more scared of hurting her, or getting hurt herself, to let her in.
  • zack patching her up and trini confessing what happened.
  • june calling kim for help and telling her everything; kim gets pissed af at june and gives her a piece of her mind, a really big piece tbh, and goes to trini to comfort her; trini trying to fight her off at first but kim telling that she knows and she’s not leaving, that she loves her and no matter what trini might feel about her worth, kim thinks trini is her world.
  • trini sobbing into both zack and kim’s arms as they hold her close; eventually billy and jason sense something and come to the ship and find them there in a cuddle puddle and join in to comfort trini best they can.
  • trini wanting to find her real mom, and the team being wary but supportive; they search her up, only to find out that trini’s real mom died ten years ago from cancer, and trini being numb.
  • billy suggesting they go to the place where she was buried, and at first the other rangers are worried it’s too forward for trini, but trini nods and says she would like that, but only if they all came with her.
  • the rangers meet trini’s real mom, trying to hold back tears as trini says some words (”I never knew you… why didn’t I ever know you?”) and then after they’re done, trini realizes june doesn’t even know about her sister.
  • trini returning home alone and june sobbing with relief and apologizing for everything she said because she does love trini but she just doesn’t know how to accept her and that she’s so sorry; she’d taken a vow to protect trini and love her after she was abandoned.
  • trini slowly breaking the news to june and june being in disbelief; trini apologizing and then after she says, “I could take you to see her, if you want?” and june nodding, teary-eyed and choked up.
  • trini and june visiting the tombstone and standing in silence, before june says her goodbyes and it’s sad and mournful because the last memory june had of her sister was resenting her, despite never knowing why she had left in the first place, and that failure to protect her sister hurts deep.
  • when they come home, trini asks june what her mother was like in childhood, what her name was, her favourite colour, her favourite food.
  • june telling her that trini was just as beautiful as her sister, and had the personality and kindness of her, too. she talks about the similarities between trini and her sister and it ends with them crying and bonding.
  • june apologizing for how she’s been acting about trini’s sexuality, and that she shouldn’t be judging her for how she acts when she’s made so many mistakes herself. trini says she still doesn’t know how to deal with the lie but says that she’s not ready to give up just yet.
  • trini and her family going to therapy to sort out their issues; june meeting kim and thanking her for protecting trini at school and from herself when she was being so damned stupid, and for loving trini as much as she kim does; trini silently crying as she watches june and kim interact kindly.
  • it takes several months until trini calls june “mama” again. when she does, it’s spontaneous but it makes trini and june cry because they’re finally healing after all these months of heartbreak and pain.
  • june being a proud parent when she finally sees just how amazing trini is with the twins and her friends, and how she’d been blinded by her own inner hatred and grief of losing her sister to see how good trini is.


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Father Johnny

Request: youve done boyfriend!johnny & husband!johnny now get ready for, daddy!johnny (dADDY AS IN FATHER NOT THE KINK)

A/N: this got me emo and this is so long im - i hope you enjoy reading this ;-;

  • this is my first time writing this so im sorry if it’s real bad
  • smdmdm thank you so much reading my boyfriend & husband! johnny
  • he’s gonna be a father here im-
  • ;-;
  • okay let’s go

  • so you and johnny hadn’t really planned on having a child or thought about it seriously yet

  • but y'all still did it anyway without protection becayse y'all didn’t see the need to
  • and both of you thought there was only a small risk of you getting pregnant
  • until one day you woke up feeling nauseous and you threw up right on the bed
  • and for some reason your head was hurting really bad
  • worried johnny rushed into the room immediately after he heard your coughs,
  • and his shocked expression, looking at the mess you made almost left you in tears
  • but he still cleaned it up and asked you to rest on the couch, while he poured a warm glass of water to you
  • another wave hit you and you were sent to the bathroom, your head above the toilet bowl and vomiting once again
  • johnny’s arms was wrapped around yours tightly and you just fell on his chest, the nausea still there
  • “babe do you want to go to the doctor’s”
  • “no it’s okay, i’ll be fine soon”
  • “are you sure? i can drive you there right now”
  • “no it’s really okay”
  • “please rest well today, i’ll stay home with you”
  • it got better when afternoon came
  • and you thought you were feeling better already, so you assured johnny and asked him to go to work the next day
  • but then again, the first thing you did when you woke up was head to the bathroom, vomiting again
  • by this time johnny’s hair is in a mess, as he frantically thinks of how to help you and what to do
  • and you just sit on the floor hopelessly bawling your eyes out for no reason
  • blame the hormones
  • johnny’s cleaning you up again and assuring you that everything’s going to be fine
  • third morning and the same cycle happens again
  • but this time round you hide in the bathroom alone, and it hit you that you were two weeks late for your period
  • and for the past two weeks you had been having crazy moodswings
  • and you remembered how your small “make out session” with johnny turned into a whole night of making love™ just one month ago
  • you were certain that you were pregnant, but you didn’t want to have false hopes
  • and at the same time, give johnny a false alarm so you kept your thoughts to yourself
  • and your thoughts were interrupted by johnny’s knocking on the door
  • “babe please open the door, we need to go see a doctor right now”
  • “i can’t bear to see you suffer like this every morning”
  • “baby please, are you still vomiting? do you need me to come in?”
  • and when you open the door, you just hug and he softens, his hand playing with your hair
  • “i’ll just head to the nearest pharmacy to get some medicine later”
  • “let me do it”
  • and you got all flustered because you were planning on getting a kit on the way too
  • “no it’s okay, i’ll go myself”
  • “babe you need your rest”
  • “oh- i… let’s just call taeyong to get it for us, he’s supposed to visit today anyways right??”
  • “oh yeah, i’ll call him”
  • “let me do it!”
  • and when you call taeyong to ask him and tell him, he freaks out and you can almost hear him crying
  • “taeyong i need to confirm that so can you please keep this a secret for now”
  • “taeyong… so are you getting it for me or not”
  • “OH- UH- yes okay i will, be there in 5”
  • a moment later taeyong arrives and he manages to slip the kit into your hands
  • and he gives you the proudest & emotional smile ever
  • clueless johnny didn’t suspect anything -  next thing you know you’re in the bathroom again, the thin stick between your fingers, too afraid to look
  • so you take a deep breath and finally looks at it
  • and you scream so loudly when you see two lines, johnny comes running into the bathroom again
  • and he tears up instantly when he sees the kit
  • both of you are so happy y'all actually spend the rest of the day cuddling and probably crying
  • quoted from taeyong, “he’s so happy he called all of us instantly and this was the happiest he has ever been, congrats y/n”
  • skipping the pregnancy period because it’s gonna take super long so request if you want to read this part!
  • fast forward to nine months later,
  • you were just folding your laundry, listening to some classical music
  • johnny has his hands on your big bump, a proud and warm smile on his face
  • “aw she’s kicking”
  • “someone’s impatient”
  • but a sharp pain suddenly hits you and your expression falls
  • johnny instantly realises and he carries you bridal style into the car
  • the pain is so excruciating you’re already in tears
  • johnny has on hand on the steering wheel, the other is clenching your hand tightly
  • “hang in there baby”
  • “you can do this”
  • minutes seem like hours in the hospital and your contractions are only getting worst
  • doctor predicts that baby would be born in a few hours
  • johnny’s so nervous he barely even talks, his hand just holding onto yours
  • but when you catch eye contact with him, he gives you smile and leans down to give you a small peck on your lips
  • “everything will go fine”
  • two hours later everything’s done, and as soon the doctors bring baby Ella (don’t ask me idk smsmd) into the hospital room,
  • you and johnny tear up again as she has eyes and nose that resembles johnny’s
  • her lips form a small little pout as she moves slightly at your touch,
  • and johnny reaches out his finger towards her, her tiny hand wrapping around it
  • johnny leans down to peck her forehead and you see a smile you hadn’t seen on him before, and it melts your heart
  • okay but really clueless at first and has no idea what to do
  • always waits for your instructions and listens to what you ask him to do
  • “what do you need me to do?”
  • “babe go change her diaper”
  • “how many scoops do i put into this?”
  • “two is enough”
  • “babe do you think a pink or purple skirt would fit her today”
  • “hmm purple”
  • “okay hehe, my beautiful princess Ella”
  • the other members all come to visit once in a while and they all squeal over your baby girl and loves playing with her
  • and johnny always has that proud and fatherly look and smile on his face that simply says
  • “yes that’s my child”
  • becomes the softest person in front of your daughter
  • loves playing cook and role playing with her a lot
  • “daddy’s the king today, what does he need to do?”
  • “go kiss mommy the queen!!”
  • “okay my princess”
  • and he comes out to you and gives you the longest peck ever
  • his arms wrapped around your waist,
  • “i love you my queen”
  • and your child comes running up to the both of you, hugging both your legs and giggling
  • johnny picks her up with his long arms and gives her a small peck too
  • probably also buys her what she wants and won’t hesitate at all
  • a toy that costs more than 70bucks?
  • johnny wouldn’t even look at the price and just get it because it can make his daughter happy and that is what matters most to him
  • but you nagged at him for it, but his usual affection and cuddles made you forgive him
  • loves kisses from her!!
  • always giggles to himself and becomes a small child again when she pecks his cheek
  • haechan: “this is the only time i get to see hyung so giggly wow”
  • gives her a big and warm hug every morning
  • “good morning my princess, did you sleep well?”
  • “yes hehe”
  • “that’s great, let’s go wake mommy up now”
  • “she’s just as beautiful as you”
  • but as much as he shows affection to your child, he doesn’t forget to show it to you too
  • warm back hugs and long kisses every morning is his way of showing his never ending love for you
  • and he doesn’t forget to make breakfast for you every day

  • “don’t you think she’s just adorable? just like her mother”

  • “oh god, thank you for blessing me with two of the most beautiful angels in the world”
  • still the sweet husband he was before,
  • probably even sweeter now
  • and he puts both your priorities above his own all the time
  • loves bringing you both to small cafes and restaurants
  • but also loves spending quality time together at home, just cuddling together on the bed
  • but as soon as your daughter sleeps, he’d lean over and kiss you
  • “thank you for everything and i love you”

shout-out to my buddy steph ( @mooniva ) for showing me this gif to help cheer me up, i seriously love it sm and i felt it was v appropriate for this occasion.

Thank you all sm for 1.4!! I’m seriously in shock that I kept getting follows even after rage quitting this site for two days, lol. I’m grateful that you all didn’t give up on me so thank you <3 I’m wanting this follow forever to be more towards my best pals on tumblr.com and I just want to gush about how much i love them bc they literally mean a lot and idk what i would do without them??? i’m also gonna add a good list of my favorite blogs (some that aren’t mutuals)! you should follow everyone i list bc they’re great! :’)

blacklist this as ‘ashs1.4kff’ if you dont want to see reblogs of this on your dash!

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asexualanders replied to your post “every time matt or marisha references their engagement my heart grows…”

oh my god ok, so I met matt and marisha tonight at a con, and the guy in front of me in line for autographs brought up the fact that he had met marisha’s mom, and Matt went on for a good 3 minutes about how he couldn’t have a more perfect soon to be mother-in-law, and how much he loves her. it was so sweet, and it’s really something to see the way matt shows his happiness with his entire self when he talks about how much he loves marisha, I nearly died

!!!!!!!! that’s so sweet omg


Three garridebs scene. We all know that. But I read it in Hungarian and HOLY MOTHER FUCK
1: there are two “you"s in Hungarian ; formal ( ön ) and friendly (te). Adults don’t call each other “te”. Like…never
They rarely do it nowadays, and they NEVER EVER EVER did it in the Victorian era
2: He says “For the love of God” and not “For God’s sake”
3: … It’s just. So much more beautiful. It shows their………….friendship even more. A LOT more than the English one.
I’m screaming so loud it’s not even funny. I only stopped because my family came home but still I’m rocking back and forth. I can’t . Cannot. No.
Hungarian adults
“Te” each other!!!!
In the Victorian era, only married couples called each other “te”. Yes.
Not even couples. Always “ ön ” . Your father and mother are “ ön ” . Your girl/boyfriend is “ ön ”. Only your wife/husband is allowed to be called “te”
F U C k m E

anonymous asked:

Hey! You always write adorable eliza+sanvers, could u write something for mothers day? Alex telling maggie that eliza invited her to midvale to celebrate and maggie buying a cute gift and eliza putting it in the same shelf she keeps alex's and kara's

Happy Mother’s Day to all the wonderful mums out there for yesterday, and if you’re British like me, Mother’s Day was in March so Happy Belated Mother’s Day!

“Hey babe,” Maggie calls from her place on the couch, rubbing her hands together nervously.

“Mmm,” Alex answers back absentmindedly from the fridge where she’s grabbing herself and Maggie a beer.

“So Eliza phoned me yesterday.”

“Oh yeah, everything ok?” Alex asks, knowing that her mom usually phones of a weekend since she knows Alex and Maggie are usually too busy and too tired in the week to catch up.

“Yeah,” Maggie mumbles out and Alex furrows her eyebrows, sitting down next to her girlfriend on the couch.

“It doesn’t sound it. What’s up? What did she say?”

Alex furrows her brow because sure she’d had her fair share of disagreeable conversations with her mother in the past, but it was unlike her to have said something to Maggie, something bad. She was getting better, better at putting less pressure on the two of them, of just letting them be whilst still supporting them. And she knows Maggie loves Eliza and cherishes her as the mother figure she’d never really had, and Eliza had welcomed Maggie with an open heart and arms open even wider.

“No-no it’s nothing bad Alex, I just, err-” and Maggie’s unsure how to say it because she doesn’t want to interfere, doesn’t want to intrude on Eliza and her daughters’ time on Mother’s Day, but Eliza had invited her because Maggie you’re family now too, and Maggie had wanted to say yes, god she’d wanted to say yes, but she also didn’t want to be a burden. So she’d said she’d be honoured to, but she had better ask Alex. Eliza had just hummed in understanding. I know she’ll want you there sweetheart, Eliza had told her and Maggie had smiled, because Alex would.

-“Err Elizainvitedmetospendmother'sdaywithyouall,” Maggie gets out as fast as she can.

“Oh it’s Sunday isn’t it?” Alex questions. She’d spoken to Kara briefly about flying back to Midvale but no plans had been made, but clearly Eliza had taken matters into her own hands, knowing how busy her girls could be and wanting to spend time with them.

“Do you want to Maggie?” Alex probes gently because she knows Maggie loves Eliza, but mothers are still a sore spot for Maggie and she would never want to push her girlfriend into something she’s not completely ready for.

Maggie lifts her head and smiles softly. “I’d love to Alex. But I don’t want to intrude.”

Alex cocks her head and studies Maggie, her heart almost breaking at how Maggie still doesn’t always feel like she belongs.

“Maggie, I would absolutely love you to come. And so does my mom since she asked you, and I know Kara will want you there. My mom loves you, almost as much as I do,” Alex winks and Maggie laughs.

“But seriously baby, I want you there, you’re part of my family, part of this family.”

Maggie nods slightly, taking a deep breath.

“You promise Danvers?”

“Cross my heart,” Alex smiles, pressing a soft kiss to Maggie’s lips.

“But we should probably get her a really good gift because so far she’s organised her own Mother’s Day.” Alex laughs out.

And sure enough when Alex checks her phone there’s a text from Eliza and from Kara stating in no uncertain terms that they’re to go to Midvale this weekend.

“I’ve got a few ideas for a gift,” Maggie shrugs and Alex’s heart warms because her girlfriend, the love of her life, had thought of what to buy her own mother for Mother’s Day. 

“Sure thing baby, you do buy the best gifts after all. What were you thinking?” Alex encourages, letting Maggie know it’s ok to want to do this, to want to be close, have a proper realtionship with Eliza, to heal the hurt her own mother had caused her.

“This-” Maggie pulls up amazon on her phone and shows Alex the book she’s found.

“Women in Science,” Alex reads and she smiles because god Maggie is perfect, god she is so head over heels in love with this woman.

“Yeah, it focuses on fifty female scientists in history up to now who pretty much changed the face of science, and I thought that’s fitting for Eliza because she is basically one of those women, and so is her daughter,” Maggie smiles and Alex beams because love, love, love.

“It’s perfect Maggie. She’s going to love it. And I love you, for thinking of it.”

Maggie just beams, dimples and all and Alex presses kisses to her face and Maggie giggles because she gets a Mother’s Day, she gets a day to say thank you to Eliza. Thank you for raising the woman she’s been lucky enough to fall in love with, for raising her strong and determined, but kind and understanding.

“Guess I’ll just get her flowers then,” Alex gasps through her laughter and then groans.

“God you’re gonna be the favourite now, you’ll definitely beat Kara’s gift,” and Maggie’s laugh is loud and the sparkle in her eyes is louder.

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the signs as heathers quotes
  • aries: what's your damage?
  • taurus: i say we just grow up, be adults and die
  • gemini: the only place different social types can genuinely get along with each other is in heaven
  • cancer: if you were happy every day of your life you wouldn't be a human being. you'd be a game-show host
  • leo: heather, my love, there's a new sheriff in town
  • virgo: how very.
  • libra: she's my best friend. god, i hate her
  • scorpio: well, fuck me gently with a chainsaw. do i look like mother teresa?
  • sagittarius: the extreme always seems to make an impression
  • capricorn: my teen-angst bullshit now has a body count
  • aquarius: chaos is what killed the dinosaurs, darling
  • pisces: i like it. it's got that what-a-cruel-world-let's-toss-ourselves-in-the-abyss type ambience
Nightcrawler x Reader - When One Door Closes, Another One Opens

Notes: Thank you to the anon that requested this!
Summary: Kurt loses the thing that matters most to him, but gains a big surprise

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Clearly, I am Amirah’s photographer. To my best friend, thank you for being a model mother for r love to their those who shows all of their love to their children. You birthed my god child and you do a damn good job for being an amazing everything for her. I know Zacari is looking over you two and smiling at what a great job you’re doing. I love you so much, best and once again, thank you for being my inspiration for the future. @HoneyBee. ( @nczari )


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Leo Sun and Leo Moon Confession, submitted by a follower

I think being both just makes me more Leo! Bigger, badder, and louder on the outside but sweeter, softer, and mushier on the inside, which can be really hard to balance sometimes. I want to give everything to the people who also give everything to me, and I feel a little bit betrayed when people don’t show their affection as much as I do. I love so intensely, but I want the same in return. I always feel like less of a person than everyone else. I am always happy for other people and tend to go into extreme “mother mode” when anyone does anything mean to my friends. I am very affectionate and crave someone else that if affectionate and loving. Relationships are generally short, most can’t handle how weird I am. I would die without music and the idea that when an artist dies, God lets them paint the sunset, is something I’ve been thinking a lot about lately. [info on sun and moon signs]

my heart broke eleven times before breakfast this morning
and I only stitched it up six times before lunch
first there was your towel hanging next to mine in the bathroom
second was the foresight I had to throw your clothes away so that when I got back from running away from myself, I wouldn’t find you
third was my mother saying she feels like a flower, she blooms in the sun and I cried because I’m her daughter, why do I love darkness so much, I’m her daughter
fourth was the boy I met in the airport calling me and saying meet me in Vienna, let’s drink coffee in an airport and be complete strangers who understand each other completely, meet me in Vienna
fifth was why are you still showing up in my poems
sixth was why are you still showing up in my dreams
seventh was why haven’t you shown up yet
eighth was my sister saying don’t you know how it hurts us to know these things happened to you, don’t you know how it hurts
ninth was hearing my father grind coffee beans, I hadn’t know that I missed him that much
tenth was reading the poem that I wrote last night when I was drunk, too honest, way too honest, stop drinking gin, you are not Hemingway, enough with the gin
eleventh was realizing my heart broke eleven times before breakfast this morning
—  Fortesa Latifi - my heart broke 11 times before breakfast this morning

REQUESTED BY ANON: Can I have a request where the reader is dean’s daughter and is in a coma and has an out of the body experience like Dean in season 2 and sees that he is being very aggressive like when Bobby was in the hospital (this is long lol) but please and thanks love your writing!!❤️❤️❤️

It took you a while to really understand what is happening to you. If it wasn’t for your father that told you he had the same thing happening to him ages ago, you wouldn’t understand. Though, seeing your body lying there, looking dead.
You are in a coma and doing an out of body experience.
What hurts the most is seeing your father seated on the chair beside you, holding your hands and just staring. Your uncle, he watches him from the door and bring him food, but of course he refuses. You hate seeing the pain in their eyes when they look at your dead looking body.
You tried to yell at them, you tried to make them a sign you tried everything.
“Wake up, baby girl”.
Your father’s takes you by surprise.
“You’re just a kid, you’re only seventeen… you still have so much time to live… I need you. Sam is one of the reason I stay sane, I was barely hanging. Then, you arrived, you were an accident. You’re mother never wanted me to know you, but she had to give you to me because of an illness. At first I was mad as hell, having to raise a kid in this hell we call world, but you showed us hope. You were the one that make us laugh and forget for a while our problems” he sighs wiping his tears “God… I just love you… you’re my daughter and you count for me”.
“I love you too Dad” you said with a shaky voice, even though you know he won’t answer you.
You stand next to him and put your hand on his shoulder. You stay chocked as you see him tense and look behind him, right through you.
As answer, you put your hand on his other shoulder.
“Dammit” he growls “you’re a freakin’ ghost… it can’t be… you need to fight… I can’t lose you… it’s not fair”.
He gets up and gets out of the room in a complete fury. You follow him outside in the hall where he hits the wall, leaving some cracks.
Sam walks up to Dean, his face completely shocked.
“Dean, hey, calm down. It’s-“
“Don’t say it’s gonna be okay, Sam!” Your father yelled not caring of all the nurses looking at him “my daughter is in a coma and now she’s freakin’ walking around while she’s dying in her hospital bed! And no fucking doctors can help her!”
“Dean, (Y/N) is strong, I’m sure she’s fighting very hard as we speak”
“Sam…” Dean sighs “we can count the hours before they will ask me if we pull off the plug and then what? We wait till she wakes up? I can’t watch her in that state! I am going to save her!”
Panic starts to rise inside you, you know exactly what that meant.
“No!” You yelled “Dad! Don’t do that, please!”
All of a sudden, the cracks on the wall gets worse catching all of your attention.
“(Y/N) doesn’t want you to do it, Dean” Sam pointed at the wall “she doesn’t want to”.
“I don’t want to see her in that state. And the doctors aren’t doing their jobs!”
“They are trying to help her. We will try too. We’ll call Cas, we’ll call even the freakin’ king of hell”.
“Yeah, yeah” Dean sighs “I just need her to wake up”.

A/N: I want to do a part 2, but I don’t know who could save her: Cas or Crowley? You guys decide!

Sometimes I'm blown away by Molly Weasley

I started listening to HPatGoF again, after having read it countless times before (shout out to everyone else whose fave HP book it is!). At first I was amazed at how kind and considerate she was to write a letter to the Dursleys and send it to them through muggle post. She didn’t have to do that. She could have had Harry deliver it to them after receiving it by Owl Post, but she knew they wouldn’t be comfortable with that. She went out of her way to the muggle village to buy stamps that she had to use muggle money for and probably spend extra money they didn’t have, just to make the Dursleys more comfortable. Talk about beyond considerate. On top of that she had sent Harry all sorts of meat pies because of Dudley’s diet, AND a birthday cake! Then I was thinking about how her WHOLE family went to the Quidditch World Cup, an event she probably would have enjoyed because it happens in their home country so rarely, and she stayed home. She didn’t just stay home to hang out, but to do the shopping and prepare all of the supplies for not only her own 4 children still at Hogwarts, but Harry and Hermione as well! Selfless. And let’s think about the shopping. Imagine her going into Diagon Alley to buy the regular supplies for her kids PLUS dress robes for 3 of her boys, which wouldn’t have been cheap. Then she also picked up Harry and Hermione’s supplies. Imagine her scrimping to get her kids the things they need and the moment when she got money from Harry’s vault, seeing the mounds of galleons in there, knowing how little she has for her own children’s supplies. I just see her giving herself a moment to feel defeated looking at all his coins, then taking a deep breath, grabbing what she needs for his stuff, then moving on with her day, still feeling proud of Arthur and all that he does for their family. Then she had to drag all of the supplies for 6 students home with her. Supportive. Hardworking. Then Ron tells Harry that his mom had washed all of Harry’s clothes and gotten his stuff together for him, which she did for the other kids too. Tireless. She offers Amos Diggory toast through the fire while he delivers a message for Arthur. She knits Harry a sweater every Christmas. She sends him and Hermione (even if hers was tiny bc Molly was mad) an Easter Egg full of sweets and treats. She even shows up to be Harry’s family right before the last event in the TriWizard Tournament. She is without a doubt the most under-appreciated, fantastic, and necessary character in the series. She is the mother Harry didn’t have, the antithesis of Petunia Dursley, and I love her to no end. She deserves so much love and kindness. I don’t think Harry would have survived without her. God bless Molly Weasley.

Originally posted by snivellusriddikulus


The Walking Dead Major Arcana: Michonne as The High Priestess

Upright: Intuition, Higher powers, mystery, subconscious mind

Reversed: Hidden agendas, need to listen to inner voice

corporalmaladict  asked:

Do you have any headcanons/backstory for javert's family in coffeeshop au like who he grew up with?

I have some! it’s sort of. I have a cute list saved I can show u:

  • His father left before he was born to god knows where.
  • Her mother was weak before, due to an infection she had when she was young that left her immune system frail, and though she survived, Javert’s birth triggered the illness at all angles possible, mentally and physically. She loved him very much, but she couldn’t be a good mother to him, and he basically raised himself. Cooked for himself, kept the house neat, helped his mum with the bills.
  • He didn’t have any friends at all, even though he did try the first year of school. So he just set out to do his best, and he got A pluses on most subjects. Only thing he’s not so good at is reading, and in that, reading comprehension.
  • Got in a lot of fights at school at first because he’s actually pretty emotional, until he learned to bottle everything up.
  • Wanted to become a cop since a cop visited his school and told the class about her working to fix the world with the law basically, and most kids didnt listen to her but he loved it.
  • Whenever his mother became angry, and she had a tendency to break things and cry violently, he would climb up to the roof and sit there to look at the sky. Sometimes he’d take a blanket and sleep there, even if it was cold and he usually ended up sick. 
  • Since he was very good at many subjects and a very orderly student, he got some scholarships, but he used them to pay for his mother’s medical care.