i love this drama so damn much

veronicasawyer711  asked:

Ppl make so much shit up about Barrett leaving it was literally because she got another job offer. Ppl also make a big deal about how she left but Ryan left before her and no one talks about that. ( but damn I love me some Ryan )

There are so many rumors/drama it’s ridiculous. I heard a rumor that she preformed drunk one night, and another one that when Charissa was understudying for Heather Chandler during the big fun scene, she was actually choking Barrett when Heather was choking Veronica. They’re all totally unsourced and made up bullshit I hate iiitttt


The Young Victoria (Queen Victoria & Prince Albert)

“Victoria and Albert were a very real, lively young couple and he had a lot of ambition. Had he not married Victoria, he would have been king of his country, and I think that his drive coupled with her ambition and forcefulness inevitably would lead to a clash. What was extraordinary about it is that every time they did have arguments – and they argued a hell of a lot – they did make up, and I think it made them stronger. They didn’t give up, and I was inspired by that. I didn’t realize that theirs was a genuine love story; that they were a team, they ruled together. They had a family together. It wasn’t a cold, ‘You father my children and then go sit in the study’. They did everything together. They were never apart for a day and I hadn’t realized quite why she was still wearing black at 80. It was just that. She’d had half of her soul ripped away from her when he died.” Rupert Friend


Callie whined slightly, dropping onto the couch beside her wife as the blonde picked up the remote and flicked on the TV. Supper was cleaned up, Sofia was in bed, and like every other Thursday night since the start of their relationship, Arizona was eagerly awaiting the new episode of her favourite show. It was Callie’s favourite show too – or it had been (it really still was, she just wouldn’t admit it) – and it was one of the first things they’d bonded over while dating, but after the previous season the brunette was stubbornly mad at the fictional characters and the people who wrote the show, and she complained about it every single week they turned it on.

“Why are we still watching this show? Seriously. These are hours of our lives that we’re never getting back.”

Arizona scrolled through the PVR menu and clicked on the newest episode of the medical drama from earlier that night, shifting her legs onto the couch so she could lean into Callie’s side.

“Because it’s still good! We’re too invested, we can’t quit now.”

“I still can’t forgive them for what they did.”

“We just have to keep watching. They’re meant for each other, Calliope. They have to end up together.”

Arizona hit play and snuggled contently into her wife’s side, and with only the slightest sigh of defeat, Callie wrapped her arm around the smaller woman and pulled the fleece throw over them.

“The actress is gone!”

“They’re still meant for each other. Be quiet – she’ll be back.”

The familiar voice of the narration sounded from the television set and Arizona was immediately riveted…and as much as she hated it, Callie found that she was too. She just couldn’t quit this show.

“…she has to come back, right?” Callie smiled as her favourite character appeared on screen, the remaining half of the perfect lovestruck duo they’d been rooting for for years (unsurprisingly, a blonde who looked strikingly similar to the one beside her), and then frowned slightly, “I mean…ugghh." 

Grumbling as the new "love interest” made an entrance seconds later, the brunette waved her hand toward the screen – fully engrossed in the story line already.

“She’s so not a replacement. I don’t buy it. Never will.”

“Of course not,” Arizona scoffed, “temporary distraction at best. You can imitate, but you can’t duplicate.”

Callie arched an eyebrow slightly, glancing down at her own blonde in amusement.

“Did you get that off her Twitter?”


“And I worry about Sofia online.”


Hushing the other woman, Arizona curled a hand around Callie’s thigh under the blanket. She couldn’t help how much she loved this show, she really couldn’t. The medical component was so over-the-top sometimes, and the personal drama between characters was getting ridiculous, but damn it – it had a hold on her.

A commercial for Subaru came on a moment later and Callie sighed, picking up the remote to skip through.

“I just miss them so much. They remind me of us.”

“They remind me of us too.”

Arizona glanced up, smiling as she tilted her head to capture Callie’s lips in a kiss.

“That’s why I know they’ll get back together. Made. For. Each. Other.”

Callie sighed happily into the kiss, hitting play again as she nuzzled her nose into blonde hair and turned toward the TV.

“Thank god our lives weren’t this dramatic, though.”



why time after time is so good

ok so the main reason i planned on watching time after time is because it took two notable historical figures from victorian england, one of my favorite eras. i am a history nut so i fell in love the moment i saw the trailer for it. but the cool thing is it takes these two and puts them into their distant future, our present day reality, and has them navigating their way through and figuring out what they need to do (the ripper wants the time machine’s key and will not stop killing until he has the key and wells just wants to stop the ripper and keep jane safe) as well as both of them realizing the changes in the world since their time, especially the ones revolving around either their ideals (like wells with him finding out the future didn’t turn out as he’d hoped it would) or themselves (especially with the ripper finding out he was never caught). it’s just really cool in concept and even better played out in front of you.

and the amount of drama and suspense is insane here, jesus christ. just the entire mini arc with jane and the other girl, jules, in the apartment not knowing if either of them would live about killed me (especially on jules’ end, good grief. she may just wind up a minor character but i feared for her life)

also if youre an insane shipper person like i am, jane and wells are just too damn cute aaaaaaAAAAAAHHHH *dies*

 so there’s stuff for everyone which is why i love this show so much more now and you should really watch it if you arent

HAPPY WEDNESDAY AND THANK GOD THIS FUCKING HIATUS IS FINALLY OVER!!!!  I’ve been away from Tumblr mainly because the paranoia in this fandom was driving me bonkers. So much negativity over the past 4 weeks and I honestly don’t know how ya’ll deal with the drama. ANYWAYS… We get all our faves back on our screens tonight! Five episodes left! The pressure is ON and I’m so alive right now! Super happy about the Bellarke reunion! IT’S ABOUT DAMN TIME! 

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concept: content where epsilons memory buddies headmates come into play?

like yknow the ep where theta/delta/omega all front n say things before epsilon comes to? clearly they can do stuff on their own, but its not explored.
Well Heres Some Exploration:

  • epsilon zones out and when ppl are like Hey, Church he just goes “sorry, delta was listing probabilities again. whats up?”
  • or epsilon goes offline to focus on the manifest or smth and one of the other ais fronts and everyone interacting with that ai. u get cute ai content, whats not to love,
  • epsilon fronts back after going offline only to find a Disaster and just being like “…..omega fronted didnt h-” “yeah” “god damn it” 
  • “hey, wheres church?” “oh, hes trying to resolve drama between delta and sigma. they had an argument about metastability again” “yikes” 

like theres so much potential here i Promise. I Swear.


Thank you guys for following me! I’m so glad I’ve brought this blog back to life when I kinda got sucked into the SDMN fandom… Oops?🙈 If you’ve been here since the beginning or my Aaron tveit days or anything else you’ve been through with me spamming on your dash.. THANK YOU ❤️ For now I just want to say thanks to a few of you… My Fairy Squad: @line-sidemen @sdmnandfriends @xix-baezinga @anotherbxttledown @littleminter @eeneranivas @lachlanminter @lovvelyxdreamer @zoevanwinkle @dylpicklesprays @sdmntrxsh @nerissa98 @katiezerk @breejizzle I love all of you and the support and positivity you all share ❤️

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@mintersmini LEAVE DA MAP. That’s all.

@sdmn-edits you’re one of the sweetest people on here love ya

@microwave-of-evil I really enjoy our talks and catch ups and thanks so much for fangirling with me and trying to keep up my faith !

@daydreambelieverke a special shoutout to you cause damn we Belgian people found eachother now 😂

@dtfminiminter JELENA BABE youre my daily source of simon drama and pictures and I’m so glad we have the same mindset about him!

And there’s so many more of you, thank you all! This is the end of my post, see you guys later AND PEACE

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Min Min


In the beginning I was a bit torn at the fact that Gook Du took too damn long to confess his feelings but I’m realizing how beneficial Min Hyuk is for Bong Soon.

All Gook Du did was pretty much yell at her (he yells and hits things so much U_U). I thought he had such badluck that his gf left him and the girl he realized he loved no longer loved him. 

But Min Hyuk actually helped Bong Soon despite the fact that she didn’t seem to ‘need’ help. He taught her how to control her power, taught her self-defense, was overall kind to her (even tho he’s a pest), asked her if she truly was okay and was willing to listen, understood her actions, and seems to love her more than he loves himself (wild af).

But I realized he was actually good for her when she lost her power. Had she been with Gook Du, he wouldn’t have had the time to be there for her emotionally like Min was. Or to treat her the same way as before, not like she’s some fragile girl. This couple is amazing and I can’t get over how he looks at her and finds everything she does sexy ^-^

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Thanatos Night Vol.2 {Nia}


CV: Masuda Toshiki

Mune-kyun level: 4/5

R-18?: I wished.


Dummy-head mic used: Even the song used it.

General theme behind Thanatos Night: Once you listen to the songs that these fallen angels sing, you will die. Not only that, you will only be able to see their black wings only if you wish to die.

(Proceed for plot twists, and more of me screaming and ranting basically.)

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Otayuri Fic Recs #2

Summary, Thoughts, * (Complete)
Note: This has been sitting in drafts for quite some time and the ones that were WIP are now complete. If you do want an Otayuri Fic Mayhem for the day, or week, or month for your vacation, here’s the second fic rec!

First Fic Rec is HERE.

1. A Heart Beats At Night by  magicalyoyo 
>>  Otabek’s heart was pounding a sickening, dizzying rhythm, but he schooled his face into stoicism as he pulled his helmet off to get a better look.

“Yuri Plisetsky died two years ago,” he growled. “What the hell are you?”
>> ANGST, ANGST, DRAMA, THEN FLUFF. Full of supernatural beings and jargon. I might re-read this again, because I skipped some parts to gush and weep over the Otayuri angst and fluff moments. I missed the other portion of the story, but this is a great read! Several chapters to look forward to.

2. * Anatomical Accuracy by  Fayina (Dayea) 
>>  Yuri has a secret talent in drawing, and he’d be damned if Otabek finds out about his shameful collection of the Kazakh’s portraits. Oh and his skype call with Mila and Sara is getting out of hand.
>> This suits me. Why? Because I’m a sucker for anatomy (and because I’m in a Bio course with a slight art enthusiasm that I would be completely immersed into AU’s such as this one) and because I love College and Roommate AU’s. With Pining, of course. 

3. Break Me Down, Down, Down by  legolifesaver
>> Yuri refused to let anyone call his videos “pointless”. He spent too much of his time on them and he wasn’t about to let some asshole question him.orYuri runs a fashion channel, Otabek makes covers, and they both meet in the middle.
>> A Youtube AU. This AU’s rare for this pairing, but i’m not sure.. I’ll probably scavenge for more if I missed any. Three chapters in and my brains already spewing daydreams all over the place for this couple!!

4. More Than He Bargained For by  FollowYourDreams 
>> Yuri made one mistake. One. But, since it resulted in police bringing him home, his parents put their foot down. Now, he’s being sent away for the summer to learn his place. He’ll be staying with the Altin family and learning from their son, Otabek.Aka, the one where Yuri is a rebellious shit and ends up spending the summer with Otabek and falling in love and shit.
>> First heavy fic I’ve read for this pairing. There is a ton of dense and tear-drenched backstory for Yuri and he needs all the XOXO’s he can get and that’s from Beka himself. My heart kept tearing itself in pieces for my smol little son. Also, I adore a literature enthusiast Beka. Brilliant mentions for Jane Austen and Ernest Hemmingway (if you do want some classics, you could dive in to Ernest Hemmingway’s stories; maybe even a John Steinbeck?).

5. On the Cusp of Dawn by  LoveActually_rps 
>> Otabek bowed to the new Prince and offered the flower crown that his sister, Sabrina, had made and a basket full of fresh cherries which he’d collected from their small farm on the cusp of dawn. Carefully, he set them down on the overflowing heap of gifts.
The Prince, who’d just turned six, frowned at the basket for a long moment before raising his hand and shoving a fistful in his mouth. Otabek blinked at him, totally taken aback.
“Mmm-hum… ” the Prince hummed, closing his eyes, as he chomped on the bites of the plump fruits in his mouth. He opened his eyes, fixing his crystal green glare on Otabek. “Bring me more tomorrow,” he ordered, taking a few more from the basket.
“Y-yes, your highness,” Otabek stuttered, bowing again before he was shoved away by a royal guard to clear the area. He hadn’t missed the way the Prince had shot a burning look at the guard.
[Aka, AU where Yuri is a Prince and ranked highest among Omegas, whose life has revolved around his childhood friend, Otabek, who holds the lowest rank among Alphas. Their worlds suddenly comes shattering down after a loss they both isn’t prepared for]
>> What got me into this fic is the fresh concept of omegaverse. There’s a level of Alphas, Omegas and Betas, with a hierarchy that (idk if there’s a proper wording for this but I’m just word vomitting) dictates how people treat other people and it’s apparent here and it seems to relate in the society we’ve been living in for a while now. I like this concept, and it just sparks a rich dynamic between Otabek and Yuri. Otabek’s determination is also pleasing to read. Here you have an Alpha of the lowest rank who’s trained for years and it’s finally paying (which is fucking awesome). I’m excited for more chapters to come!

6. * I’ll take in stride, the consequences of falling by  harajukucrepes 
>> He wanted to ask to be touched, because in times like this intimacy would break him, and if he was broken enough, Otabek would finally see that he wasn’t ok. Stop having faith in me, stop idealising me, I’m not perfect.But Otabek would kiss him like he was the most wondrous thing to have happened to him, the most treasured, most beloved, and if there was one thing that would make him feel the worst he could humanly be is to be loved like that, because he would only want to lock this feeling, hide Otabek away and crush him underfoot if he could.He would bury his thoughts, destroy his voice, vanquish his own colours.
>> Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful MASTERPIECE. At least for me, it is. It’s just an awe-inspiring work of art! It’s familiar that it almost felt like a Haruki Murakami tale and I don’t see words, I see feelings, music, anything that explores the relationship of these two people. I just love how this author blends all timelines together without disrupting the mood of the story (I think that’s what you call it, I’m not sure). I LOVE THIS PIECE and I love it so bad. This deserves more than one kudos from me!

7. Fly by  foreverhalo 
>>  Otabek Altin, CEO of Altin’s Aviation Academy has a secret business not many know about. He meets Yuri Plisetsky and offers him a chance to become a pilot, a long awaited dream ready to be fulfilled. With no questions asked, Yuri accepts but he doesn’t know what awaits him beyond a simple act of kindness. Then again, Otabek wasn’t expecting for Yuri to open a side of him he wasn’t aware of.
>> This deserves more attention. This fic is AWESOME. It’s a shady business in the guise of an aviation academy that features a darker, much more sinister (maybe? but the author seems to be leaning towards it, idk) Otabek. I haven’t really explored fics with a Dark!Otabek but this is a start. Maybe it’s a mild Dark!Beka for now, but it’s only been a few chapters and I love it. I love the story plot and how Yuri is dragged into this mess. I’m predicting it’s gonna be a bumpy ride for these two idiots. 

8. * They’re All Long Gone (It’s Only You and Me) by  JennaFlare 
>>  Five years after the show, Otabek visits Yuri in Russia and dredges up what Yuri thought was long-dead history.
>> Unrequited love dugged up into something reciprocated after a few years of friendship. My kind of tale, actually. This was an indirect inspiration to my fic ‘now i gotta wash my hands out with soap’ and ‘Reunions’.Maybe because of the events that occurred in my life or maybe because it’s absolutely relatable topic on a daily basis, I love this fic.

9. * Of Monsters and Men by  RoseAnthem 
>> Ever since the day dark, mysterious, and endearing Otabek Altin told Yuri Plisetsky that he had the eyes of a soldier, Yuri hasn’t been able to stop thinking about him, the boy who saw him as something other than a beautiful, delicate fairy. Now three years later, Otabek has moved to Russia to live with Mila, his new fiancee and Yuri’s skating accomplice, and train under their coach Yakov.Yuri knows that his skating career is more important, but he can’t seem to ignore the tightness in his chest when he sees Otabek and Mila kiss or the tug at his heart when Otabek smiles sweetly at him. He knows that he isn’t in love, so why does he feel this way? Yuri decides to bury his foreign emotions as he always does and focus on what makes him happy, but as they grow closer, he cannot ignore the pain in his heart; and neither can Otabek.This is a story about the tough choices of love and the sacrifices you have to make to be happy. The story about two boys who don’t know their fate, because their futures are standing in the way. This is a story about love and life.
>> OtaMila is my NOTP. Friends are… fine, but essentially, I don’t really like otamila (sorry). But I love this story. So much drama! So much self-hate! So much self-deprecation! DAMN this is a monstrous fic! My waterworks filled a dam in my heart. This is so BEAUTIFUL YOU HAVE TO READ THIS FIC. If you want to of course and if you want drama, angst, and all that with a tinge of happy ending, this is your fic. 

10. * Frayed String by  Errolina 
>>  Nikolai Plisetsky always told his grandson that he was the one that got to make his fate and not a string. Yuri always hated the fact that he was always reminded that he didn’t have a soulmate. Otabek always did want to defy what was left of his string and make his own fate.
>> Now this fic takes a bumpy turn on the concept of Red Strings of Fate Soulmates. It’s a fresh concept, one that I adore very much and love how it’s used in this three-shot. Go check this out if you’re up for some tears and fluff in the end. But there’s some angst too. 

(For some reason, most of the fics involve pining, angst with happy endings, and more pining)

11. * Talk Flower To Me by  ABoyWorthFightingFor 
>> "Can I help you?“ A voice asked, shocking him back into reality. Yuri gave a small jump at the sudden words, cursing under his breath for being startled."Otabek Altin?” He asked. The bassoonist gave a nod, but didn’t offer anymore words, so he spoke on. “I’m Yuri. You’re accompanying me, or whatever.”“I know who you are,” he spoke, starting to disassemble his instrument. “You’re in my math class.” Oh. So that’s where the name’s familiar. The black haired teen looked amused. “You didn’t know? You sit right in front of me. Every single day.” The Russian only scoffed with a roll of his eyes to try and hide his embarrassment.
>> In my own Filipino language, “Nakakakilig ‘to”. It’s so giddy and it’s full of fluff everywhere! This is a unique way to spice up the use of flower language. Happy endings coming your way! Read this if you’re having a bad day or nothing seems to get right. This cheers me up!

12. Watch Out for This by  dovesnroses 
>> “It could have been your guardian angel, ya know?” Georgi observes as he’s testing the soda dispensers the next night. Yuri reaches over the bar and takes an olive.“No such thing as guardian angels in this part of the city,” he retorts stuffing the olive in his mouth. Georgi gives him an amused look.“Well if they’d been planning on raping and or murdering you, they would have done it. ”Or: Otabek DJs at the club Yuri works at, and everything goes from there.
>> Awesome piece of work! I’m loving the dynamics of not just Otayuri but other people as well. I can’t really predict what’s gonna happen in this fanfic, because recently there was some angst, and while that angst was resolved, I’m not entirely sure it’s gonna stay that way.. After all it’s still a WIP, so I’ve got a feeling there’s more! After all, what’s a happy ending if there’s no angst? HAHA kidding kidding.. But I love this fic. I re-read the sentences over and over again until the plot’s in my memory cabinet. Go check this fic out!

13. crystallofolia by  RennieOnIceCream (Hitsugi_Zirkus) 
>> Yuri stared at the flower, utterly paralyzed, ignoring Viktor’s scandalized, “Oh my!”“What the fuck is this?” My eyes aren’t beautiful .Without wavering, Otabek continued to hold the flower out. “I call it a tulip. As well as an offer of friendship.”AU in which Viktor is a florist looking to start a family, Otabek is a flower vendor dreaming of home, and Yuri is an orphan wrapped in seven layers of teen angst that he can only get out by screaming profanities and shoving flowers in people’s faces.
>> What other way to spice up the language of flowers than to put a gallon of angst, backstory, and more angst. It’s like embedding the scientific name of a parade craniates in a fanfic that has an involvement with the feelings, the plot.. everything! If you want a dose of new flowers per paragraph and chapter, this is the fic you’re looking for.

14. * Reaching out for Silver Linings by  Muspell 
>> There’s a whole life he didn’t know. A whole person he didn’t know. A whole person Yuri considered his best friend.
But who the fuck is he? Is anything Yuri thinks he knows actually true?
Who the fuck is Otabek Altin, after all?
Has he ever even known who his best friend was?——————————————-
Warnings are there for a reason, please have that in mind.Second part of the KazGang series, sequel to To Judge a Book by its Cover.
>> Angst… So. Much. Angst. So much misunderstandings… I’ve been treading lightly when this fic first came out because I knew how I can’t get over an angsty fic easily, so I waited till the angst wavered for a bit before reading it. And it was mind blowing. Still mind blowing. I’m planning to read this again because I like how Otabek’s dark history was portrayed here. So mysterious… 

15. * A Stiller Doom by  Tessa on Ice (tessacrowley) 
>>  “It is in vain to say human beings ought to be satisfied with tranquility: they must have action; and they will make it if they cannot find it. Millions are condemned to a stiller doom than mine, and millions are in silent revolt against their lot. Nobody knows how many rebellions … ferment in the masses of life which people earth.”
Charlotte Brontë, Jane Eyre
>> I saved the best for last. It revolves around the OmegaVerse, the major differences on how people treat alphas, omegas and betas and how it influences Yuri as a omega skater amongst the crowd of alpha dominant field of skaters. What I do love this if most is how the politics blends in chapter by chapter. It’s rare that I read such and I love how the socio-political aspect was dealt with in this fanfic. This is a great read, and if you are into stuff like this, you could try this out! 

Every Lams Moment in Hamilton

Although Lams is never explicitly stated in Hamilton, (seriously, there could of been an awesome song about that! One day I hope for a Satisfied Duet!) there is a lot of symbolism and undertones that not everyone may see at first. Although I myself wish it was mentioned directly, this is all of the undertones that I managed to pick up on.

-In the opener, John says, “Me? I died for him.” That can signal love. Although, the quote would match Phillip too. But, it is notable that his hair is up, an indicator that he is playing Laurens.

-In “Alexander Hamilton”, When Hamilton is about to go to New York, Eliza hands him a coat, Angelica books, and John a bag. These are the three characters that he actually built a meaningful, possibly romantic, relationship with. What about Maria? You may say. But keep in mind, he was pretty much only in it for physical means. Was this intentional? No idea. But if it was, that would be really cool.

-Also, when they hand him the objects, he completely ignores Eliza and Angelica. But stares passionately into Lauren’s eyes.

-In “My Shot” he says, “Laurens, I like you a lot.” The two are also touchy throughout the song.

-When Laurens says, “You and I, do or die” he puts his arm around Alex as if it were directed at him.

-At one point, Hamilton says, “I am not throwing away my shot,” and points at Laurens. Laurens stares dumbstruck at him and Mulligan gives him a little side clap on the back thingie. (Wow I am so official. Little side clap on the back thingie is the official term for that dance move.)

-In “The Story of Tonight” they are also very touchy-feely, and leave the song with their arms around each other.

-They also share a affectionate side hug. Laf and Herc share a “wtf” look and then laugh. They know what’s up.

-In “Helpless” he is pretty much the best man at Eliza and Alex’s wedding. Laurens and Angelica walk down the aisle together, but they both aren’t thrilled. They both have an understanding.. hmm…

-During the kiss, he interjects.

-Laurens is also standing the closest to Angelica during “Satisfied" and doesn’t look entirely happy.

-It’s probably the alcohol, but Laurens and Hamilton are also very touchy during “The Story of Tonight Reprise”.

-Laurens makes sure to tell Hamilton that he will never see freedom again, but this is probably just friendship.

-He duels for Hamilton. The two have a LONG (for a platonic hug) meaningful hug there, too. (Although, e would of certainly dueled lee if Ham was on the other side of the county. Hamilton was there to add fuel to the fire.

-Hamilton is clearly devastated at Lauren’s death.

-He distracts himself from his grief by working Non-Stop.

-Throughout the entire show, Eliza usually comments on the coldness she feels from her husband. (“Let me inside your heart, that would be enough” or “If your wife could share a fraction of your time”) This could reference the fact that he shut off a part of his heart after Laurens left him. This is more of a long shot, but it could possibly speak to the idea that Laurens may of wanted Alex to get married, so that he would be “cured.” Believe me, Hamilton loved Eliza, but it took time.

-the first person he sees in the afterlife is Laurens. Not his son, not his MOTHER but Laurens.

-It’s also worth noting that Laurens’ last words are the first words that Alexander spoke to him, and Alexander’s last words are the first words that John spoke to him.

-The line, “My love take your time, I’ll see you on the other side, raise a glass to freedom.” Could be directed at both Laurens and Eliza. Hamilton could be expressing how in the afterlife he can express his love for Laurens without judgement. He is also probably commenting about how damn lucky he was to have Eliza in his life

Although these moments make it clear that they are very close, I still wish that it would of been made more apparent. For example, the Laurens-Hamilton relationship had more history behind it than the Angelica-Hamilton. The Angelica-Hamilton dynamic was also slightly fabricated for drama. If they were clearly romantically connected in the musical, it would of meant so much to the LGBT+ community. I know that it is impossible to confirm the relationship, (what are you going to do? Go back in time and ask them?) but there is a lot of evidence supporting it. Maybe we’ll see this relationship better developed in the movie that might be released.

What I learned from watching eps 1-4 of Hwarang:

1) The director likes messing with your feels.

2) The director REALLY likes messing with your goddamn feels.

3) Soo Ho is an extremely cute, yet really dingy, little shit that I just want to hug and feed cookies to all day.

4) Ban Ryu is extremely hot and pulls off the ‘cold guy’ persona well. If he cries, I cry.

5) Soo Ho and Ban Ryu’s rivalry is really cute tbh, fight me on this.

6) I want to see Hwarang football become a thing cause that shit is intense.

7) I don’t know if I can properly get through Han Sung’s scenes without dying from feels cause I love the person playing him so damn much.

8) Moo Myung/Sun Woo has a habit of making your skin erupt into goosebumps because of all the shit he does.

9) Aro is useless thus far.

10) The queen is a tyrannical bitch that I’d like to overthrow myself.

I won´t quit the fandom or Robron. But reading the spoilers this morning were like a punch in the stomach. I know, I know, they are no news, or maybe just straight out bullshit.
It´s just, atm, I have a couple of rough days and Emmerdale was a good distraction for me. So I enjoyed drawing fanarts, talking about the good stuff, being happy about Aaron getting back home soon, being happy with all the lovely people here. I am so much for the positivity train. So so soo much and I am glad, there are still people out there believing in it. 
But just reading the spoiler made me so damn angry. You should know, I am not so much of a soap person, because most of the time, I just hate how most of them develope stories or characters, etc. But when I saw Aaron´s SL I was so surprised, because it was everything I ever wished for - TOLD ON TELEVISION. It was not the typical soap drama. The drama was the character and his life itself, not some nonsense circumstances as badly constructed as the treehouses I tried to built as a child. (Btw they all failed, it´s a surprise I never got hurt in the progress.)
So I built a certain trust in Emmerdale, they would keep up their quality and wouldn´t go down the “It´s just a soap” drain. And maybe they don´t, and the spoilers are bullshit. But the pure thought of it made me raging. I was so angry, I just need to quit drawing my recent ED fanart. (No worries, I will finish it later, when I stop hating everything.)

And there is no point in this post. I am just angry, disappointed, tired and I wanted to talk about it. Oni welcomed me in the ANTI club. I put on the club jacket, it´s a little big but kinda comforting. When I licket at it, it tasted like salt, mabye it´s because of my tears of anger. 

Experience with the signs (from a Libra sun, Capricorn moon)

Aries: I love them. They’re so intense and passionate about everything and in my experience, they’re the best people to have on your side simply because they defend the people they care about. They’re also really sexy, both the males and the females. 

Taurus: They make good friends because they’re willing to listen and offer advice when it’s needed. However, they can be really stubborn to the point where they’ll call you out on your shit just to make a point and sometimes it can be really hurtful and they don’t see how hypocritical they are sometimes. 

Gemini: They talk a lot and get so excited about shit and I love that about them. They’re a bit flaky sometimes but for the most part, they’re the best people to have long conversations with and it’s impossible to run out of things to talk about with them. 

Cancer: They’re either really chill or huge crybabies. There is no in between. I love that they’re so caring but at the same time, they can be huge shit-starters who play the victim a little too much. 

Leo: The best people to be friends with. They’re so loyal and fun to be around. It’s impossible to not have fun when a Leo is around because their energy is just incredible. They love hard but hate harder so when you piss one off, don’t expect them to forgive you easily. They claim they don’t hold grudges but they do and it takes a long time for them to get over things. 

Virgo: They try so hard to make everything seem perfect that it’s honestly exhausting just watching them trying to keep it together sometimes. I admire their efforts to obtain perfection but at the same time, they need to chill out. Sometimes it’s just too much. 

Libra: We’re the most stereotypical sign of them all. We love the idea of love but we flirt with literally everyone that crosses our path. We love attention and aren’t always peace-loving. Sometimes we’re huge drama llamas and put ourselves in the middle of things that don’t concern us simply because we get a contact high from being involved in drama. Commitment is difficult for us but once you have us, we’re yours until you seriously do something to screw it up. 

Scorpio: So damn sexy, dark and intense. I love their twisted sense of humor and the way that they don’t judge you when you share your darkest thoughts with them. They’re always willing to see things from your POV. The only issue is that sometimes, some of them don’t know what “no” means and will continue to pursue someone even after they’ve made it clear they’re not interested. 

Sagittarius: They’re good listeners but have a tendency to make things all about themselves. I do love that they try really hard to help people through difficulties even if they don’t really know how. The effort alone is what counts. All in all, they make good friends. 

Capricorn: The workaholic stereotype is so true. They hustle and it’s so admirable. I love their ambition and the fact that you could talk to them about anything. They’re not as serious as people make them out to be and are some of the best people to have a good laugh with. 

Aquarius: I love them. The two people I’ve loved most in my life were Aquarius men but they’re so hard to hold onto. They make the best friends because their minds are just so unique and lovely and you could spend your life getting to know them but there would still be things that remain to be understood. They can be kind of hypocritical and will try to place blame on other people when they do something shitty. 

Pisces: I have too many bad experiences with this sign. They act like they’re the most sensitive people on earth but they’re constantly doing shitty things to people that care about them and then they act like it’s no big deal. 

Theo tricks Scott into thinking it was you who killed Allison (you’re a human in Scott’s pack)
Oh damn love me some ~drama~

Theo Raeken was quite possibly the worst person ever. He was a lying bastard, always trying to ruin my life. And others, for that matter, but this is my story so I’m going to complain about my life for once.

Anyway, back to Theo being a terrible person. Theo tried to turn all of my friends against me - constantly. I would give you the examples, but I honestly can’t be bothered to write that much.

But one time he tried to turn Scott against me, and it worked.

I could see Theo whispering to Scott in the hallways, in classes - anywhere he could get into Scott’s head. Every time, Scott looked angrier and angrier.

One day he just snapped.

I saw Scott walking in the hall - everyone else was in class, but the whole pack had a free period at the same time, and I was heading to the library to study with them. I waved at Scott.

“Hey! Are you heading to the libr-”

He slammed me against the lockers, teeth bared and eyes glowing.

“Don’t ever speak to me again.” He growled at me.

I shook with fear. “Wh-what?” I managed.

“I know you’re the one who killed Alison, Y/N.” He said, leaning closer to me. “I know it was your plan. It’s all your fault.”

My eyes widened, and I shook my head frantically. “It wasn’t me! I promise you, Scott, Theo’s just trying to mess with you!”

He wouldn’t believe me. “I’ll kill you, Y/N - I’ll kill you.”

And that’s why I ran from Beacon Hills.


I feel an incredible urge to hug you. Could this be… love? (2006 vs 2010)

anonymous asked:

Evening the Score was one of the best fanfictions I have ever read. No one writes Harry like you. You make his character so damn believable & I just want to thank you for that. And I hope one day someone recognizes your talent bc your writing is off the charts. So, thank you for creating Elena. She was a breath of fresh air. How nice it was to read a story where there wasn't 24/7 drama. I literally fell in love w/these two & miss them already. Oh, & I hope you have a lovely birthday. xo

Well if i wasn’t having a good birthday I sure am now.  (I was btw.  LOL)

Thank you.  Thank you so much.  I loved Elena and I’m glad she was so well received.  She was a risk.

I hope you have a great day.