i love them so much im cryin

do you know what really fucks me up? what pulls me out of the dark abyss every time? knowing that even after andrew’s past–always in a state of impermanence, moving from one pre-packaged house to another–he still managed to give neil pieces of himself throughout the trilogy. from a key to a home that wasn’t just a room with four walls, to allowing neil access to the rooftop, which is his token safe space where he f e e l s the most. he gave neil a key to his car, something entirely his, and that speaks volumes. it says, “hey, I’m trusting you with a piece of me. something that’s solely mine because I know that you won’t break it.” It’s trust and honesty and safety, it’s feeling calm when neil’s around and slowly seeing the transformation from his to theirs. to ours. and for andrew, that truly shows how much he cares and appreciates neil.

my thoughts on logan *spoilers*

-LOGAN WAS SO FUCKING GOOD HOLY FUCK
-never in a million years did i think i would cry so many times during an xmen ~related~ film but bitch!!!
-this movie came after me so many times i am shook
-this was such an emotional experience
-it was so packed too i usually go on discount days but i had to see this and wow literally not a seat left open!!!
-first movie from the franchise to be rated r and damn!!! It really needed it, i can’t imagine the film being pg 13
-i really loved the r rating… the gore the cussing the darker and more mature tone was something i didn’t think i needed til i saw this film
-the darker tone made it so much more intense and made logan feel more human
-fight/action scenes were all pure gratuitous fun i enjoyed all of it
-laura is adorable and shes a bad bitch my daughter will be like that!!! like wow this girl got paid to deadass be silent for half the movie but when she talked i was shook af
-and the nurse gabriella being aleida from oitnb like hey girll!!
-the banter between professor x and logan ugh and when logan called charles his dad
-this side of wolverine/ logan was so raw and sad.
-he def was not the mutant hero ive grown up watching but that was also the refreshing part bc it made it seem more realistic to me
-heartbreaking to watch someone spiral downward especially with the drinking and self hatred and the suicidal thoughts ugh
-laura is a mini wolverine but gonna grow to be so much stronger i love her every time she fucked someone up i was screaming YAAS
-finding out shes his daughter ugh i knew it bur dang!!
-honestly pierce the bad guy was sexy af i was having dirty thoughts while hating him at the same time
-i’m not a box of avocados logan
-logan is really so broken and traumatized inside
-charles telling logan that this is what its like to be normal before he left with that mans to fix the water or whatever
-and its sad to see charles so weak and sick and trapped in his mind and broken as well after what he did in westchester
-losing control is so awful and seeing someone who was once so great be at this point hurts
-THIS FILM WAS AFTER ME YALL I WAS SO ATTACKED
-when charles woke up in that familys house and was talking about how he remembered things and that it was the best night of his life but he didnt deserve it I WAS CRYING
-then i was like OMFG LOGAN IS ABOUT TO KILL HIM??? Turns out it was his fuckass clone mutant but i was still shook
-hugh jackman is a daddy he can still get it
-logan coping with charles was so sad this father son relationship rly fucked me up it was so cute when they were joking abt the past at academy during dinner
-laura gives me life!!! W her docs and cute ass outfit in sunglasses but she still vicious yas queen
-her relationship w charles was so beautiful too
-her driving!!! Aha and finally speaking that was a funny cute lil scene i was expecting her to be a little sassier but that wouldnt fit the tone of the movie so its all good
-all the cute lil mutant kids!!!! omfg so adorable its really fcked up what they were doing at transigen i was heated ugh
-they were so sweet helping him and ugh the scenes just between logan and laura rlly fucked me up like when she held his hand after he buried charles…
-my god the development of these relationships really messed me up!!!
-honestly his self loathing and pity party was getting a little annoying and the whole im no good for you act etc etc but i understand i guess
-telling laura she and her friends reminded him of the xmen RIP
-“people hurt me” “were different i hurt people”
-ugh i literally love them so much when he told her he was gonna shoot himself w that bullet then she took it from him wow cryin
-him being like u dont need me everyone i care about gets hurt or killed then she roasted him with the “THEN I GUESS ILL BE FINE” like damn girl
-ugh him coming to the rescue and taking the green stuff ugh i just knew this wouldnt end well but the fight scenes and seeing some of the kids use their powers was nice
-also enjoyed all the bad guys gettjng absolutely destroyed
-literally FUCK clone logan so hard she was really goin at him but i knew logans fate was inevitable since it was hughs last hoorah but wow
-SOBBING HES LITERALLY IMPALED ON THAT FUCKING TREE DYING ANS SHES CUTTING THE TREE AND REALIZES SHE CANT SAVE HIM
-SHE LITERALLY LOST EVERY ADULT WHO CARED FOR HER “dont be what they made you”
-i was in fucking puddles then she held his hand and called him fucking daddy!!!! THAT RUINED ME WHEN SHE ACKNOWLEDGE HE WAS HER FATHER HOLY FRICK
-“so this is what it feels like” logans last words realizing what its like to care for someone again/what it feels like to die omg laura crying made me cry
-then her speech after she buried him!!! THEN SHE WENT AND TURNED THE CROSS TO AN X AND I FELT APART OF MY SOUL DIE LIKE KNOWING EVERYONE IN THAT UNIVERSE FROM THE XMEN WERE DEAD. IT HIT ME SO HARD
-the end. thank u for sticking w me if u read this whole thing talk to me about it im emotionally unstable
-idk i prob left some stuff out but this is a lot already im lowkey so sad rn
-i cant wait for the next xmen movie with the other cast i need more this was all my childhood upto now i need it all please

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Lance Has Scars

okay so I got a headcanon stuck in my heart and it sort of destroyed me while I was writing it.

We all know about Lance saving Coran from that bomb that one time and he basically sacrifices his life for that got heavily injured. Imagine if that happened all the time. Let’s also make the healing pods heal you, but you’ll still get a scar after everything. Because of this, the paladins know what scars look like from different types of injuries. So, Lance just gets injured all the time and the team knows it and thinks he should take care of himself better and be more aware but what if they didn’t know that all those injuries corresponds to a fatal hit that could have hit a team member?

Okay, let’s give the guys some credit, Lance does, every once in a while, get thanked because he took a hit for someone and everyone knows he did but more often that not, no one really notices what he does and he really doesn’t want to brag about that kind of stuff.

So, over the course of a few months, Lance just gets injured all the time and it becomes a running gag between the paladins because like, hey, Lance, Comedic relief, amirite?

And after a while the team decides to take a vacation for a day of two in a planet with either some springs or maybe a beach so they could all relax and rest for a while. Everyone else goes out first because Lance had just been getting over a cold so everyone’s already been in the water for sometime and all the guys are wearing the same type of swimming trunks.

Lance finally comes out and everyone notices him because Lance=Loud and at first the notice that he’s wearing the same trunks as everybody else and then they notice, The Scars.

Lance is filled with them. Practically covered. They could see all the different types of scars and how many they were and they were honestly in shock. They knew he got injured a lot but they forgot to look at the accumulation of all the times he’s been hurt. He has so many that he rival’s Shiro’s and the other paladins couldn’t even compare. They then all start going off about how Lance is such a pretty boy and that he should have been more careful if he really wants to get with the ladies and he could only smile at them and disagree in the inside because he would rather have those scars on his body than those scars on his teammates.

Pidge finally questions him for a while because they couldn’t even remember Lance getting some of the other scars and Lance starts to explain. He really didn’t want to brag about all the wounds he got for the paladins but he forgot to filter his stories so as he explained all of his scars, the team comes to realize how almost all of them are connected to each individual and then they remember that memory and realize how fatal these injuries could have been if they had been hit.

Hunk especially gets even more upset because he knew Lance way way back and he could remember the times when Lance’s chest was scar free and how much he cared about his appearance but now it’s just mauled and just filled with so much hurt. The paladins come to realize that Lance would have felt an explosion of pain from every single one of his numerous scars and also realize the number of times they could have lost him and they just kind of start tearing up and get upset.

And then, each of them start to touch a scar that was caused by them and look into Lance’s eyes as they say thank you and sorry (in a really sad way) and after, Lance is just in tears and everyone is in tears and Lance just says i don’t regret any of them one bit and everyone cries a little bit harder as their heart hurts for this boy who loves all of them just, so, so much and how much they love him in return.

the fate of the furious thoughts *spoilers*

-Fuck okay so I saw the movie last night and fuck i didn’t think i’d be hype but it felt so right watching it!!!
-this is definitely scattered and poorly articulated compared to my review of ff7 but ill write a proper one in due time. I fucking miss paul
-ive seen every fuckin movie of this franchise in theaters n im only 23 ah these are my thoughts as i was watching it. I was lowkey keeping notes lmao
-beautiful setting and colors wow as always!!!
-FUCK as if charlize therons character wasnt annoying enough the fuckin bitch had to have dreads!!! Deadass bye
-GEEKED at roman coming in at 11 for most wanted criminals
-Roman lmfao he literally cracks me up so fucking much i love tyrese
-the Rock as a soccer daddy ifucking love it his daughter is so cute ugh
-DECKARD SHAW IS SUCH A DADDY oh my i love jason statham and his banter w the rock lmao
-digging all the gratuitous fight scenes and humor and explosions
-what are you gonna Email her? Lmfao roman is too much hahahah
-calling roman Slick lmao
-hobbs and shaw are both daddies fuck they can get it
-scott Eastwood FUCK ME UP i love how theyre giving him so much shit ahaha hes so fine though gotdamn
-The kisss!!! Fuck this dumb ass hacker Bitch
With ugly dreads
-Brian would know what to do… OMG SHOOK im crying i miss paul walker so much my mans
-omfg hes a fucking dad. Papa!!! HE HAS A KID W ELENA IM SHOOK AGAIN
-middle name marcos first name is for his father to name him!!! Bitch!! 😭😭I bet he calls the bb brian!! Just cus thats how dom and vin both would be. I’m crying
-god lmao hobbs’ Fuckin names for shaw and his damn one liners i can’t… callin him princess LOL
-themost recent movies have so much more comedic elements and honestly i live for it my theater was crackin up constantly in between all that anxiety if whats happening next!!!
-shaw in suits fuck me up statham is so fine
-ugh in ny!!! The music is always so lit!!! THE TOYSHOP DAYUM!!! Those sexy cars and sexy ass scott eastwood fuck
-are you Blanta? Lmao roman and that fuckin neon orange lambo
-oo shit doms got a plan yas!!! Helen mirren omfg!!! British woman so I assume this is mama shaw
-ok this banter now is just straight up Flirting between shaw and hobbs like theyd be so good together lmao
-ugh this Destruction i cant… imagine if that shit was real so many ppl would be dead god
-ugh charlize is a little cunt
-gotta admit tho putting those cars jn Auto drive was pretty freaking dope but crazy and the pileup. Shits wild if that could happen irl we’re fucked
-did i mention Eastwood is fucking sexy
-Lil nobody lost his lil mind hahaha
-BIG SEXI COMIN THRU
-Why didnt they just crash into him fuckkkk like instead of just tugging on his car from dif directions like ya dont hurt him but still
-Omg shaw WTF RIP I WAS JUST LOVING HIM ON THE TEAM IN SAD IM CRYING AND HOBBS IS UPSET
-DOM TURNIN HIS BACK ON LETTY IM HURT
-baby callin dom dada im cryjbg holy fuck this mf just shot mama OMG RIP ELENA IM PIST
-god charlize tryig to psycho analyze shit and just constantly spewing bs makes me wanna hjr her
-Tej n roman babter is my fav
-ah eastwood baby is on board fuck me. All Bets r off–Hahaha the fuckin orange car
-Roman" this aint for me man" hahaha he’s so fuckin funny they really made his character a bitchass i love it
-2 hacker bitches up against eachother lmao ramsey is gorge
-roman Reading russian HAGAHA such a goof
-LETTYs SUCH A BAD BITCH sent that fucker right into those blades.
-THERES NOTHING ALRIGHT ABOUT THIS LMAO honestly i’m roman
-Spinning in his lambo on ice and everyone just fucking with him hahaha
-WHAT IS GOIN ONHAHAHA as hes sliding with the fuckin door
-TYRESE HELL YA OMG FUCK YEA WHAT A COMEBACK. “NUMBER 11 MY ASS” HAHAH, whole theater is laughing
-OH MY GOD IMS CREAMING BOTH SHAWS ARE ALIVE AND BEAUTFUL MY DADDIES. LUKE EVANS IM SHOOK BABY SCARFACE LMAO IM CRYING I LIT UP WHEN THEY TOOK THEIR MASKS OFF
-SURPRISEEE… AHA FUK U CHARLIZE IM SO HYPE I HAVE CHILLS
-TEGO CALDERON and DON OMAR HELL YEAH EVEYTHING IS UNRAVELING I MISSED THEM IM CRYIN IM SO HAPPY RN
-DOMS WHOLE PLAN FUCK YEAH AND THE SHAWS IM SO HYPE
-MOMMA SHAW HELL YES AHAHAH DISCIPLING HER FUCKIN BOY “and ur gonna TAKE UR brother” “DEVILS BUNGHOLE” HAJAJA MOM it’s god’s eye. I LOVE THIS FAMILY. Spinoff please???
-IMCHEERING SO HARD MORALE IS SO HIGH
-FOR ELENA YAS DOM IS BACK BABY KNOCKED THAT FUCKER DEAD
-STATHAM W BB BEING AN ACTUALLY DADD IM CRYIN ALVIN N CHIP MUNKS YES AHAHA
-FIGHTing W BB OMFG DADDY YES, “its gonna be a lot of fun” i love him so much take me
-DOMS BACK I HAVE CHILLS YES
-LETTY SEEING DOM AND REALIZING HE’s back Im SOBBING i love them
-WHEres THAT SMILE? THERE IT IS!! OMG CUTE BABY AND SEXY DADDY DECKARD SHAW IM SHOOK
-Ur not gna wanna see this… *sniffs* is that u or him? HAHAHA i love him
-hobbs to roman: Yr u always yelli g hahaha this shit is so funny while even in the middle of action scenes
-Thats my girl!! Letty made it… ugh dom im just
-U lost the minute u interrupted honeymoon fuck ya bitch dont mess w familia
-“This is for my son” FUCK yasss
-The cars protecting dom im crying more
-Told u this would b fun hgh DADDY shaw pls
-DOM N LETTy FOREVER
-gotta get MY YUNG SELFIE LEVELS up I CANT Hahaha fucking roman
-FAMILY!! I LIVE FOR THE ENDINGS AND THE HUGE FAMILY GET TOGETHERS IM CRYING I MISS PAUL WALKER SO MUCH
-ELENA UGH im sad
-INTRODUCing letty to the baby im dead
-WHAT IS HIS NAME WTF???
-Okay EVERYONE MEET….BRIAN… IM CRYING
-I FUCKING KNEW IT BUT IT STILL GOT ME I WAS LEGIT SOBBING THEN THAT FUCKIN KEHLANIGEAZY SONG CAME ON AND IDK I STARTED CRYING MORE. BABY BRIAN FUCK IM SO EMOTIONAL
-I LOVE THESE MOVIES SO MUCH I WILL BE 80 and still watching these movies as long as they keep putting them out omfg i just love them all i miss paul walker and brian and jordana brewster but this was a really good addition it did not disappoint even tho i hate the title lmao
-i appreciate u if u read this whole thing lets b friends

4

I can walk away from this fight if I just sign my name beneath a solemn oath never again to do violence against it. No. Not after all it has taken from me. Not after all it has taken from you. I will do great v i o l e n c e against that thing.

fanaticalferret  asked:

((did I tell you yet that I am so so in love with this blog sorry I don't have any good questions for them as of now but like. keep it up. I love this so much. like so much omg))

((AHhh thank you very much!! I apologize for the late response but your kind words mean a lot to me!!))

Me, knowing Monsta X FINALLY got their first win ❤💘💓💕💖💗💙💚💛💜💙💚💛💜💖💓💕💙💚💛❤❤❤❤💚💙💙💕💜💛💓💖💖💖💖💖💚💛💙💜💙💜💙💛💖💕

Do y'all think about how ana, soldier, and reaper all thought each other were dead, their best friends, just DEAD. And then they all find out theyre all still alive Do y'all think about how reinhardt still thinks his closest friends are dead. He has no idea!! Imagine his reaction when everyone answers winston’s recall and finds out that they’re still alive Do y'all think about how much pain ana and soldier must have felt finding out about reaper being gabe Do y'all ever just want to sue blizzard for making u Sad

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found an old song by rhys darby (coran’s va),, imagine coran singing this, lance is the guy with the jandals and keith is the girl who breaks up w him bc he won’t take them off 

Anahardt stuff!!

idk prompts I guess??? just imagine Anahardt:

  • Anahardt meeting for the first time
  • Anahardt listening to music!!!
  • Anahradt helping out each other in the omnic crisis
  • First time Reinhardts been power boosted + his reaction
  • ANAHARDT LAUGHING!! REALLY HARD!!!
  • Ana helping Reinhardt out when he loses his eye + taking care of him and never leaving each others side
  • Ana getting her cybernetic eye with Reinhardt being really happy for her
  • Reinhardt meeting Pharah 
  • Reinhardt willing to help out in Anas martial arts lessons with Pharah
  • what if, and hear my out, overwatch valentines day
  • First kiss!!
  • First nasty nasty ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
  • First near death experience of one of them making the other freak out
  • What if they remembered each others birthdays guys cmon
  • Partying when Overwatch won the omnic Crisis
  • SNUGGLESS!!CUDDLESS!!!!
  • Reinhardt getting the knews from Jack that Ana was KIA
  • Imagine Reinhardt at Anas funeral
  • Reinhardt retiring not soon after
  • Ana having some sentiment from ovw like a locket?? before becoming a bounty hunter
  • Reinhardt tellin brigitte about Ana
  • Reinhardt goin back to overwatch seeing a grown up pharah
  • Reinhardt getting a bit pissed when Pharah spoke ill of her mother
  • REINHARDT AND ANA REUNION (even tho this happened, we need more then 2 lines blizzard, pls)
  • REINHARDT “YOU’RE AS BEAUTIFUL AS THE DAY I LOST YOU” WILHELM
  • JUST OLD CUTIES STARING AT EACH OTHER WHILE FIGHTING IDK
  • ANA “you got a cool scar, all i got was an eyepatch” AMARI
  • I LOVE THEM SO MUCH OH GOD JUST BURY ME IN ANYTHING OH BOY

I’m so excited both my babies are doing so great right now!! 😭😭😭😭

Originally posted by jeonsh00k

Originally posted by hobies

I fell like a really proud mother. I just remember the first time I saw these dudes who pretended to be gangsta and dangerous when in reality they are the most precious humans beans, who give so much to their fans and work so hard to be in the places where they are.

So I will be here to watch them grow even more, and know that they deserve every piece of their success.

Army and Monbebe.