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“Operation: Zen Birthday” - Part 01 (Please, read from right to left)

This is the first part of my comic for ZEN’s birthday, it really gave me a lot of laugh to draw this idea out of context, but the second part is the funniest. 

I love Zen, only that you have to take advantage of the day so special in that birthday. XD (but my MC loves him bullying)

Second part soon (I missing only three pages to finish, lol) I hope you like it <3

ultraluckystella  asked:

here's the request again!I love your reaction posts! I want to see RFA reacting to large scar(s) that they saw by accident that MC's really insecure about (and tries to hide). its the kind of scar that you can't stop looking at it when you see it, backstory is up to you.

Thank you for your request! 

And i hope you like it! (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧


  • Yoosung noticed that when you were changing.
  • A big, big scar, that was on her shoulder to her elbow.
  • He’s surprised by it, you never mentioned about that, and he didn’t notice it either.
  • When he calls her while he enters the bedroom, you just jumped, hiding that scar with your hair almost immediately.
  • But he already saw it.
  • “MC, what’s that?” He got closer, and you just laugh, nervously “What’s what?”
  • “That scar MC…” You sigh, you know that try to make him forget about it was going to be useless, so you tell him how you got that scar, in a car accident.
  • Yoosung’s just listening to you, paying a good attention to what you’re saying.
  • After that, he caresses your hair, taking your hair off from your shoulder so he can see that huge scar, he just smiled
  • “MC…You don’t need to feel insecure about it…You’re perfect…And this is just part of who you’re!”
  • He looks at your eyes and then he gives you a little kiss “And i wouldn’t change you…”
  • Yoosung would respect if you don’t want to show that to people…But when you two are alone he’ll always kiss your shoulder, the one that got your scar….
  • He’s trying to make sure that you know that he loves that part of you too.


  • He saw the scar on your neck when you were combing your hair.
  • He never saw it! Maybe because you’re always hiding it!
  • With necklaces, or with your own hair…
  • He walks toward you and touches the huge scar, you got scared and look at him.
  • Putting your hand at that scar just so you can hide it.
  • Zen just smiles…He’ll not ask you about it, he knows that you may be feeling bad about it.
  • But you’re perfect, he doesn’t understand.
  • So he kisses you, and while you were distracted, he holds your hand, that one that’s hiding your scar, and then he takes that hand away from that scar, letting he sees that.
  • And then he stops kissing you, giving a little laugh and then he starts to kiss your neck, especially where the scar was.
  • After that, he looks deep into your eyes “…Mc, i love you…Every part of you, i can prove it if you want” He laughs and then he puts his hand on your cheek
  • “I’ll love every part of you…A flaw to you is another perfection to me” He smiles and then he looks at that scar
  • “And hey…I think this has a charm.”


  • Jaehee notice a huge scar on your thigh when you were jumping to reach something in a drawer that was up there.
  • She’s just surprised by it, what’s that?
  • “MC…What’s that scar?”
  • You’re surprised shit she saw it…
  • “I have this since i was little…I fell…”
  • Ok, this is fine, but she’s curious about something else.
  • “But why you hide it?”
  • You look at her and sigh, looking at the ground now.
  • “I’m insecure about it…” You said, almost like a whisper, and you listen to Jaehee laughing.
  • She got closer to you, putting her hands on your cheeks, making you look at her.
  • “MC, i don’t care about that, and this doesn’t change you, you’re still the woman i love…This doesn’t make you  ugly and that’s nothing to feel insecure about it…”
  • She smiles and kisses your cheek “Please…Don’t think about that scar on that way…Just…Think about it as the way of who you are.”
  • She’s calm about it, this made you smile.
  • After that day, you’re more confident about that scar, and if that scar is showing it, she’ll not look at it.
  • But sometimes she’ll say how happy she’s seeing that you’re showing it.


  • You were waking up, the blanket was not covering one of your legs.
  • And on that one leg, you had a huge scar.
  • And Jumin loves to see you, so when you woke up, he had already seen it.
  • You saw him, sitting on the bed, looking at you, you smiled as you sit up “Good morning my love…”
  • “What is this scar on your leg?” You lose your smile almost immediately.
  • You notice that your leg was uncovered, so you put the blanket in that again, ashamed of that.
  • He notices it, this is an odd feeling, you’re ashamed of this thing?
  • He sighs.
  • He puts a hand on your chin, lifting your head, making you look at him.
  • “Scars are a mark of our past” He was looking at your eyes while he was taking off the blanket from that leg again.
  • “You should not me ashamed of that, this is not something to be bad about.This is you”
  • He traced your scar with his fingertips, giving you a little smile “And i love all parts of you, so please, don’t hide it…This is just another part of my wife that i love…


  • Seven’s always watching over you.
  • So, since he’s always watching you, he has already noticed that huge scar on your back.
  • And how you tried so much to hide from him when you knew about the cameras.
  • He knows you’re not really confident about it, HE FINDS IT CUTE!
  • But he knows only that wouldn’t help you, you would think he’s joking.
  • So, one day you were sitting on the couch, you were on your phone, Seven came, and then he grabs the phone and takes him from your hands.
  • “HEY!”
  • “Hey HEY HEY!” He laughs while he’s sitting next to you “Wait, i just came here to talk about something” You were about to open your mouth to say something, but he said something first:
  • “Your scar”
  • You froze. You didn’t know he saw it, Seven laughs because of your reaction, he just gives you a smile after that
  • “I thought about that for a couple of days…I know you feel insecure about it, but hey….Life is made is scar…You teach me something…Even if you want to hide something, that doesn’t mean that thing doesn’t exist.”
  • He got closer, and then he puts his hand on your cheek, smiling “…We have to live surrounded by scars…Scars that doesn’t exist, but are there, inside of you…Scars that make people remember good times and bad times…Our life is a huge scar” He laughs and then he gives you a little kiss.
  • He looks at your eyes, with his face so close to yours “You saw all my scars and my stitches…Please….Don’t hide yours from me…”

anonymous asked:

heyheyhey, i'm excited to see your writing style! could i request the rfa + v and saeran reacting to chubby!MC who is insecure about it? idc if it's sfw or nsfw, whatever is easier for you :)

ah, thank you! i hope you enjoy my writing style! ヽ(>∀<☆)ノ it’s a shame that society is so picky about body types. each and every body is beautiful, and i tried to incorporate that message in these headcanons. these headcanons are sfw, but some mild nsfw themes are slightly implied! i hope these turned out alright, anon!  


  • cannot see how you could be any more perfect than you already are
  • gets concerned when you don’t eat as much during meals and start making more and more negative comments about your body
  • one night you break down and ask him why he’s dating someone like you
  • you express how much you don’t like your body
  • he apologizes for having not noticed these feelings before and kisses you a whole bunch
  • “i love all parts of you, MC. even the parts you don’t like. i guess i’ll just have to make them my favorite parts, then!”
  • you blush
  • it was at this moment he knew he h*cked up
  • or did he ヽ༼ຈل͜ຈ༽ノ


  • zen works out a lot
  • that makes you pretty insecure so you start working out even more than he does
  • one day you overwork yourself and blackout
  • luckily zen is there and he helps you stabilize and take a breather but he does pose the question
  • “MC, why have you been working out so much more lately?”
  • you very vaguely explain to him your insecurity and
  • zen is hugging you before you can finish your sentence
  • you cry for a good while and he holds you the whole time
  • “you’re the most beautiful thing on this planet. and i want to prove it to you.”
  • zen loves you so much and he wants you to see yourself the same way he does


  • jaehee is so perceptive so she notices your insecurities riGHT away oops
  • she always has a good comeback to the bad comments you make about your body
  • but your remarks get worse and worse so one day jaehee just gets fed up
  • she sits you down and gives you this super motivating pep talk
  • where did this jaehee come from
  • “i know what you’re saying, but the reality is, there is so much more to yourself than your body!!”
  • “and you know what, MC? i just so happen to love your thighs”
  • “i’m not your girlfriend because i ‘feel bad for you.’ i’m your girlfriend because i love you and that means i love your body too”
  • jaehee lays down tHE LAW
  • she’s typically mild-mannered but you have finally found something that fires her up like nothing else will:
  • *beyoncé voice* BABY IT’S YOU (when you doubt, for even just a moment, that you are perfect and amazing just the way that you are)


  • he won’t admit it but jumin’s self-esteem is higher than the number in his bank account
  • but when he sees a bunch of weight loss magazines strewn about the house, he gets worried
  • “MC, are these yours?”
  • you shake your head at first but then your eyes meet his and you start crying out of nowhere
  • he drops the magazines and rushes over to you, hugging you immediately
  • you ask why he always calls you beautiful when you “““obviously aren’t”””
  • “i didn’t fall in love with you because you were so beautiful. though, i must admit, that came as quite the bonus.”
  • he and you take the rest of the day easy
  • but jumin goes off the next day and buys you some
  • well
  • let’s just say they’re some pretty “““flattering””” outfits ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)


  • you and seven are so close with each other that you’re basically the same person
  • you two share every secret, especially late at night when the both of you can’t sleep and decide to Consider Everything That Has Ever Happened To You
  • one night you just let everything about your insecurity slip
  • “people tell me ‘aww you’re not fat’ but i KNOW i am”
  • “there are so many other people out there who are thinner and prettier than i am”
  • “i don’t deserve you, saeyoung”
  • you talk for what feels like hours to you and seven doesn’t interrupt once
  • when you finish your ramble, you notice you’re in tears and seven’s arms are around you
  • “MC, you don’t have a thing to worry about, okay?”
  • you protest a bunch but he seems to have just the right thing to say that will make you think
  • “saeyoung, what if you can’t carry me on our wedding day?”
  • “we’ll be in space. zero gravity, remember?”
  • … u love him so much hhh h h h h


  • V isn’t the most talkative guy in the world but he is probably the biggest listener in the world
  • he is so in love with you and your voice
  • so when you talk to him about how much you dislike your body, he is immediately confused
  • he’s never really seen you before and what he has seen isn’t much whatsoever
  • but he KNOWS how simply flawless you must look every moment of every day
  • eventually you say something that hecks him up
  • “i’m almost glad you can’t see me, you know?”
  • he grabs your hand immediately and feels ? so disappointed?
  • V is typically optimistic about his vision or lack thereof but you are the only thing he regrets about not being able to see!!
  • “MC, the only time i don’t want to see you is when you’re sad. i don’t think i could take it. but i wish i could see your smile and this body you’re so insecure about because i bet they’re just as amazing as i imagine them.”
  • well daNG apparently he’s not just good with pictures he’s good with words too
  • he kisses u a lot after that


  • this dude is as unstable and as insecure as they come
  • you’re always the one hushing him, kissing him, hugging him, calming him, assuring him
  • so when you break down one day, he does the thing you’ve done for him so many times
  • he just holds you till your lil hiccuping cries cease
  • “i don’t really think i understand but i hope you know that i. um i really love you”
  • that just makes you cry more but in a better way this time
  • there was just something so pure, instinctive, and genuine about his response
  • “hEY LOOK i didn’t mean anything by that okay i was just trying to make you feel better—”
  • then you start laughing and you kiss him
  • he probably spends the next day googling stuff like
  • “how to cheer up someone who is sad”
  • “how to be a good boyfriend”
Why Can't It Be Me? (V x MC) Part 1

Mun: Hello everyone sorry I have been busy very buy to be honest I even got sick which sucks… V.V But I’m making this fanfic just for you guys and I’ll make a few more once I’m all better. I don’t think it’s the flu but…. I just hope not

You watched from afar as your best friend and long time crush walk hand and hand with his girlfriend. No, you weren’t stalking them. It was a cold winter day as you watched them happily walk into the crowd. Trying your best to hold in the tears, you walk along the same path as they did to go to another friend’s house, which you were staying at. You reached the front door and knocked in the door, waiting for a response. You got a few complex codes and whatnot, but you answered them and got in.

The Honey Buddha chip loving male finally came out of the hall way to see his friend taking off her winter coat. (Y/N), welcome back. Your home early.“ Seven said, slightly concerned before walking off to the kitchen to make you something to eat, or at least try to. You smiled a bit. At least your presence was noticeable to someone unlike… Him.

You went into your room to flop face first onto the bed, that wasn’t at least covered in chips and dirty clothes, having your phone ring in your pocket. Sighing, your phone took the phone out to see Yoosung calling you. Picking up the phone, you said,


“(Y/N) (Y/N) (Y/N) GUESS WHAT?!”

You flinched at the loud noise before asking,  “What?…”

“Since it’s ALMOST Christmas, let’s GO SHOPPING TOGETHER~”

“Sure… I’ll tell Seven.”


The call ended, not without Zen yelling at Yoosung for being to loud. You snickered before smiling sadly. Your phone background was a picture of you and V. You clearly had a small blush in the picture while V had his kind, caring smile. Turning off your phone, you went to see what God Seven Zero Seven was up to. “Seven~ Is the food ready yet?~” You said, peeking into the kitchen. “Mhm… Just wait a bit!” He replied. You nodded leaning on the counter. “Hey Seven,” “Yes?” “Yoosung invited us to go Christmas shopping,” “…. Okay.” “Yay!” The little chat ended and Seven set up lunch, rich and you guessed it, Honey Buddha chips with Dr. Pepper.

After lunch, Seven went to go get changed into a sweater and jeans while you stood at the doorway with your coat and shoes on. “Ready?” He nodded. Yoosung and Zen met you guys at the train station and Yoosung was jumping up and down. You guys all head to the mall where it was Christmas themed. “Wow..” Yoosung said, surprised by the decorations. “Let’s GO!” He yelled before dragging Zen with him. Jaehee and Jumin went into a pet store to buy more stuff for Elizabeth 3rd.

You were there with Seven, slightly wondering what happened at that moment but the thought was thrown away when you heard, “Seven! (Y/N)!” You both turned to the noise to be met with those beautiful sky blue eyes and his blond girlfriend. Sighing, you threw on a fake smile and greeted them back. “(Y/N), are you okay? You look a bit pale.” V said, examining your face. You blushed slightly before frowning. “I’m fine,” you said before looking away.

This brought a frown to V’s face. You were always trying to avoid him ever since he started dating Rika. He wanted to make you jealous but all he saw in your eyes was painful and regret. V sighed before saying, “How about we all go to the clothes store, I bet there’s something that could be worth buying.” he said before putting a smile on his face. You shrugged and Seven said sure. Rika squealed before dragging him off. You frowned before following the two. You had a few regrets already.

~Time Skip brought to you by Handsome Zen~

After an hour I’m being dragged along and buy stuff for Christmas, you guys settled down I you guys settled down at a cafe with V, Seven, Rika, Yoosung, Zen, Jumin, and Jaehee. You took a sip of your hot coffee inside and Bliss and looked outside the window of the cafe. People walking around with their lovers in search of Christmas presents. Zen saw the sad look and your eyes and decided to ask, “Hey, (Y/N) do you like anybody?” ‘I love him’ “I guess you could say that.” you replied, taking another sip.

“OOOOO who’s the lucky guy?” Yoosung said as he leans forward, wanting to hear the news. “It’s… Someone at this table… ” You mumbled, taking a sip. Yoosung’s eyes grew wide like saucers and he looked around suspiciously. “So it’s one of us~” he said, grinning. You ended up groaning before banging your head against the table, earning looks at your table. “Are you okay?” asked V. Ugh, this is going to be one long day…

~Time Skip~

For the rest of the day, Yoosung and Zen bought a ton of stuff and Jumin and Jaehee brought a lot of cat stuff so they all had to go home. Seven almost jumped into a cat pillow and V ended up getting a ton of kisses making you ticked off. It got dark quick and you guys ended up going home. Seven already knew about your little crush and decided to go ahead, leaving you with V and Rika. His Rika’s house was not far away they both dropped her off. Saying goodbye to his girlfriend and earning a kiss, you both walked off into the night and small snowflakes start to float down from the sky. “Hey… (Y/N)… Why’ve you been… You know… Avoiding me?” V said, hurt clearly put into his word. You frowned. You were only avoiding him to stop the pain but it only got worse more and more. Since he was right there next to you you decide the only thing to do now is to confess. He was oblivious at times in this moment right now was like any other. You stopped and V stopped and turned around confuse. “What’s wrong (Y/N)?” he asked, concerned.

You felt tears pricking the corners of your eyes. Of course he wouldn’t know. You clenched your hands into fists to the point where they were white. “(Y/N)… Please.. Say som-” V was cut off as you grabbed his shoulders and forcefully kissed him. Your tears stream down your face and you let go of him slowly, not wanting to. “I’m… I’m so sorry that I love you… I’m so God… God damn sorry… ” You said, flinching the fabric over your broken heart. V blushed but to you, it only looked like he was cold. “(Y/N) I-” You ran, you ran to get home, that was the place you needed to be right now. Your safe place where you could cry your eyes out. “(Y/N)!” V yelled once he got over the shock.

All the memories and painful moments flow through your head at that point.

Tears kept streaming down your cheeks and once you stopped to be greeted by Seven opening the door. “(Y/-” He didn’t finish as you hugged him. He was confused but when he felt the wet tears staining in his sweater, he shut up.

He hugged you back as you kept crying, whimpering in pain as your heart was torn as the memories chewed away the remaining feelings. You both remained like that got the rest of the night as you whimpered and sobbed. Seven was there for you the whole time, rubbing your back and helping you as much as he could. While the place you ran away from was a shock V slowly realizing it, had a pain filled gaze. He had walk full of sorrow home as he swore he heard your sobs and heart cracking in two.

He thought you didn’t care… But he was wrong… In the end he killed you inside.


Mind Brand 1-3

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i have started a new comic! this time it’s based off the lyrics of a song i love: Mind Brand

the pairing’s seven x mc (seven shows up next part), and it’s about a bitter mc after their breakup wanting to move on

i also ship seven with the sister of mc 1, cause i ship actual mc 1 with saeran

please do not repost without credit!

Falling in Love and Out Of Spite (Jake X MC) Part 2/?

Title - Falling in Love and Out Of Spite (Jake X MC) Part 2/?
Request - “I’d LOVE a long(ish) continuation of the Jake x Female MC story you did that ends with "Want to get married?” Gotta know what happens!!“ - Anon
Word Count - 329
Pairing - Jake X MC
Part - 2/?
Part 1 - https://choicesimaginesandmore.tumblr.com/post/156048089562/comfort-without-words-jake-x-mc-part-1

Your jaw dangled, your mouth slightly agape.

"Was that too sudden?” He spoke as if the filtration system from his brain to his mouth kicked in after the fact.

Your mouth closed and you shook your head slightly, both too his question and to wake yourself up.

You somehow appreciated the lack of luxuries surrounding you as the potentially most important question you’ve ever been asked was dropped onto you. The bar seemed less dingey and the lights seemed to shine ever so slightly brighter as he asked.

“I would love to,” you rushed, almost as if to not think it through but to agree before panic could consume you.

He, of course, sensed this and reassured, “If you aren’t ready we don’t have to rush into this.”

“I am ready. I promise. This is what I want,” your voice seemed more sure of yourself than his and you let out a loose chuckle, “Its just ironic to me that when we’ve been faced with impending doom and death, people can still fall so hopelessly in love.”

“I like to think we fell in love partially out of spite. Like a big ‘eff’ you too the island,” he subconsciously rolled his eyes and you followed suit.

“I suppose it won’t be an extravagant wedding?” You gestured to the hotel only to receive a shrug and arms around your waist.

“It’ll be whatever you want, Princess,” he kissed your neck gently and peppered you with soft kisses, and he repeated softly, “whatever you want.”


I don’t know why I keep hurting myself, yall Orz I thought about how the characters would react to MC leaving

Also, just in case my handwriting’s too terrible to read:

Zen: I knew from the beginning that… I-I’m not the perfect man for you, no matter how much I kid myself. Please be happy, and don’t skip meals MC… I will always love you. Forever yours, <3 Zen

Yoosung: I knew that someday this day would come somehow. We’re different, you and I. I knew, but it was like a dream that I didn’t want to wake up from… I want to cry so bad, but I figured that I wanna be a man for you one last time. MC… I love you. Yoosung

Jumin: I wanted to possess every part of you, but I knew your reality is something I’ll never be a part of. I want to comprehend you leaving, but I can’t. I never will. I thought we were happy. … You will always have all of me. Jumin Han. 

Saeyoung: I’ll keep it short… MC, please don’t forget about me; about us, when you found somebody real… I wish I could’ve given you what you deserve. I… will always love you. Saeyoung Choi

anonymous asked:

this may sound random but I'm just really curious... RFA finding out MC used to be in a gang

(my friend buddy pal you have NO idea like omg this is my FAVOURITE SCENARIO EVER literally I COULD WRITE A 10K fanfic about this bc I love Gang!MC So. MUCH!)


  • MC never really considered telling him
  • sure, it was part of what MC had been in the past-
  • but damn
  • Yoosung is just, so pure and nice
  • maybe he’d feel put off by that?
  • it just seems like he has this image of MC
  • where he sees them as an innocent and precious being who came from the heavens to help
  • and something tells MC that being part of a gang isn’t something he’d ever fathom
  • they know that if Seven didn’t reveal it when he had the chance, it means they’re being given a chance but still
  • eventually, as their life advances, MC just forgets they never told Yoosung?
  • they’d been having such a normal relationship they just forgot?
  • and they probably wouldn’t have ever told him
  • until one day, MC and Yoosung are at the mall
  • there’s a creepy person trailing behind them, and MC suggests they leave
  • the creep follows them out the mall and MC acts on reflex when they see the creep’s hand reaching for Yoosung’s shoulder
  • Yoosung is in shock
  • MC just aprehended this person and is holding- a knife? MC flipped the creep over and is holding a knife to their throat?
  • MC had just followed their instincts and did to the man what they’d do back then when someone from a rival gang tried to attack
  • suddenly MC realizes they’re doing this in front of Yoosung
  • let go of the man, throw the knife elsewhere, take Yoosung’s hand and run
  • “Woah… Where did that come from, MC?”
  • MC bites their lip, but hey, what’s even the point of hiding it anymore?
  • “… Well, I was in a gang when I was younger. It was, er, just something I remembered from back then.”
  • Yoosung is… Well, he’s shocked
  • “Are you still there?”
  • “No, I left when I joined the RFA. Figured we had enough of a dangerous person with 707.”
  • MC is not in danger, so he’s really not angry or anything
  • Mostly surprised, and as long as MC promises to stay out of dangerous stuff like that, he’s seriously not worried


  • MC could see Jaehee not trusting them in the first days
  • I mean, she had her reasons not to, but it still felt a bit fishy to MC
  • for all Jaehee knew they were a normal person right??
  • but then MC realizes
  • that’s exactly why Jaehee doesn’t trust them
  • because they could be anyone
  • So, MC decides to just drop their personal information (besides, that hacker dude probably already has their info, no?)
  • When Jaehee connects, MC just drops a huge list
  • Full name, birth date, birth place, gender, family, education, past jobs, hobbies, height, etc.
  • Just thing after thing
  • “MC? Why are you telling me this?”
  • But MC is not done
  • “also to top it off I was in a gang. Not in it anymore, so please don’t worry. I’m not doing anything that could damage the RFA now”
  • Jaehee just assumes gang as in, y’know, some teens drinking liquor behind 7/11 and driving underage, egging houses and stuff
  • “… I’ll add all this to your file. Thank you, I suppose?”
  • from there on though, Jaehee does seem to trust MC more- I mean all the lowkey flirting in the chatroom probably happens due to MC’s blatant honesty the first day
  • In the party, Jaehee mentions how surprised they were to see MC was in a gang
  • “You didn’t seem like that kind of teenager to me, to join a gang and all. It’s amazing how time can change a person, right MC?.”
  • Teenager?
  • “Actually, I was in that gang up until I joined the RFA, and then I left.”
  • what
  • Jaehee realizes that was no small fry gang when MC explains a bit more
  • “Yeah… I guess it wasn’t the healthiest group, and all. I- I didn’t do anything too illegal, and my criminal record is clean though. I didn’t get caught doing anything and now I never will, so don’t worry Jaehee.”
  • um
  • she worries for like, half a week and then calms down because if MC smuggled weapons and now invites people to parties maybe they’re safe now


  • did someone mention Zen was in a motorcycle gang??
  • MC reads that and they’re pleasantly surprised
  • “ahaha wow same I used to be in a gang too!”
  • Zen also finds this amusing and starts telling his experiences in the gang
  • “Yeah the only parts that sucked was when your leader was mid-deal with another gang and you were guarding, and the police showed up so you had to run from them making sure they didn’t shoot ur boss ;;”
  • Zen is. Sure this is not what they did at his old gang
  • running away from police??
  • sure but they did that to avoid being given tickets for speeding and stuff
  • “what do you mean avoiding your boss being shot?!”
  • MC realizes hey maybe your gang was nearly a mafia and not everybody has that kinda experience
  • “oooooh wait nvm forget that”
  • Zen never really forgets
  • but MC never brings it up again so???
  • he’s just a bit scared MC would get into shady businesses again
  • luckily, MC can tell he’s worried when they meet him
  • If I did that, I’d make you look bad no? I don’t want to harm you, Zen. I’m out of that, mkay?”
  • reassuring words work miracles for him
  • so now when he’s telling his old gang stories MC always one-ups them with their actually dangerous real deal gang stories


  • being in a gang was… Well, not something MC was ashamed of
  • it did shape them a bit as a person
  • but also not something MC wanted to bring out about themselves
  • and since nobody ever asked they never said anything
  • still, after the party and once they’re in a secure relationship with Jumin, they’re still on that “ask no questions receive no answers” mindset
  • on a miscellaneous day MC is walking down the streets with Jumin- probably after MC insisted on walking around after a long day 
  • suddenly, out of an alley a suspicious looking individual comes towards MC
  • it’s a woman, dressed in short ripped shorts, wearing a fishnet shirt with a black bandeau underneath, a handkerchief covering her mouth, many strange tattoos, and a knife in her belt
  • Jumin’s bodyguards start getting ready to act up
  • Jumin slowly wraps his arm around MC in case the woman tries to do anything funny
  • but MC just slips out of his grasp
  • and walks towards the woman with a large smile??
  • “Boss! It’s been a long time!”
  • the woman smiles and bumps fists with MC
  • “MC! Darn, how have ya been? I was scared somethin’ had caught ya, dropping out so suddenly!”
  • Jumin is, with good reason, confused
  • MC talks a bit with this boss woman, asking things like “how was everything running without them”, “if any new members had joined”, and “if the police had stopped trying to track down the hideout”
  • eventually they say goodbye and MC returns to Jumin’s side
  • “MC… Who was that…?”
  • “Oh, the boss of a gang I used to be in.”
  • back at home, Jumin tries to ask more
  • MC replies truthfully to his questions because what’s the point in hiding it??
  • Jumin is a bit surprised MC would ever join such dangerous people
  • also, he increases the amount of bodyguards for MC because what if an old rival gang attacked them?? 


  • he knew it was a bit more intrusive than he should be, but he needed to make a background check on MC
  • he enters their old chatting app acount and find some rather interesting chat logs
  • messages such as
    • “can’t hang out today, the boss has a deal w another gang and I  have to help out”
    • “can you believe I get to teach newbies how to shoot this is amazing maybe I’ll be the next boss!”
    • “be careful, the police are searching for our hideout and they’ve been lurking near. wear something that covers ur face and don’t bring guns today because if they catch you with those u r in trouble”
  • clearly not just, normal standard texting with friends
  • he can figure out pretty easily what they mean
  • he decides to bring it up on a call out of sheer curiosity
  • “MC, what did you do before the RFA?”
  • “I used to be in a little gang thing back then, also a couple odd jobs…”
  • he insists on knowing the gang name
  • and when MC tells him, he quickly makes his research
  • ok maybe not that bad but the gang is not rainbows and sunshine
  • he’s actually worried MC left the gang and now they hold grudges to them?
  • leaving organised crime organisations is never easy
  • still, MC insists it was just a small little side thing
  • Seven knows it was much more than that but he can tell MC doesn’t want to creep the others out
  • when he comes over to Rika’s apartment to fix the whole fiasco with the hacker thing, he actually scares MC
  • they didn’t expect him to get there so fast
  • he’s shocked bc when MC senses danger their hands move on their own
  • where a gun holster would usually be
  • MC admits that they’d been pretty used to having their gun handy-dandy 
  • also when he starts with all that “stay away from me I’m dangerous” MC is like
  • boi
  • “listen up if it weren’t for the gang’s shady contacts I can assure my criminal record would be the worst and I’d probably be in jail so don’t even try to tell me that”
  • eventually he’s like… chill?
  • like it’s in the past sure ok maybe MC was in a gang but he’s a dangerous hacker so who is he to speak

warming up my mouth for the first time in a while ♫

anonymous asked:

Heya! Can I get some hedcanons for the RFA crew if MC was disabled? Btw I really love this blog lol.

Thank you anon, your support means so much!

Since you didn’t specify which disability, I’m going to do a paraplegic, wheelchair-bound MC (also not going to specify why they are paraplegic). I hope you like it ( ^ 0 ^ )


  • he’s actually played a character who had to use a wheelchair because of an accident, so he has some idea of what it’s like
  • he always tries to reassure you and make you feel more comfortable, and will not allow anyone to make fun of you
  • when there’s someplace you need to get to that your wheelchair can’t (like an old building with no elevator) he carries you in his arms, sets you down, then comes back for your wheelchair
  • he knows you’re an independent person, but he still helps you if he gets the chance
  • “I love you, MC. Anything that is a part of who you are is something I love about you.”


  • once he sees that you’re in a wheelchair, he immediately wants to become your protector
  • he’s really understanding about the obstacles you face (like no elevators or narrow hallways)
  • at first, he kind of hovers around you, but then he realizes you’re more than capable of taking care of yourself
  • he’s always ready to help you with anything, but only if you want him to
  • “MC, it doesn’t matter to me if you’re in a wheelchair. I’m still your boyfriend, and I still love you!”


  • she isn’t fazed at all when she first sees your wheelchair, and doesn’t really mention it
  • still, she goes out of her way to make sure anywhere you go is fully accessible, and that you will be comfortable there
  • she starts looking into ways she can make her workplace more wheelchair-friendly
  • “I’m so lucky to have such a caring partner. After everything you’ve done for me, the least I could do would be to ensure you’re comfortable, MC.”
  • like zen, will not allow anyone who tries to make you feel bad about being in a wheelchair walk away unscathed those judo skills coming in handy


  • when he sees you in a wheelchair, he is somewhat concerned because he thinks there might’ve been an accident, but when he finds out it’s a permanent disability, he accepts it
  • “MC, I do not want you to be limited in any way. I also would like you to know that I do not think of you any differently because of your disability.”
  • he wants to start a wheelchair business, but you just barely convince him that he doesn’t have to for your sake jaehee breathes a sigh of relief
  • he offers to buy you the best model of wheelchair on the market if you’d like it
  • makes sure his driver knows how to fold your wheelchair in case you go somewhere without him


  • he wasn’t surprised when he first saw you in your wheelchair because he’d been watching you from the CCTVs
  • truth be told, he doesn’t care that you’re paraplegic
  • but he does go kind of nuts trying to make you as comfortable as possible
  • “Hey, MC, should I install a jetpack on your wheelchair? Or should I make a jet engine so you can move faster? How about both?”
  • if you allow him, he’ll sit on your lap and let you wheel the both of you around
Cute Act

 “Honey, can I request something?”

 Every time he looked at those pair of luscious lips, Jumin wanted nothing more than to press a deep, loving kiss that would always leave both of them speechless.

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anonymous asked:

can I please have headcanons for rfa+saeran waking up to mc sucking their 'private parts' 😆


•he was super nervous to sleep in the same bed as MC last night
•he finally fell asleep to the sound of her breathing
•he woke up all groggy and tired
•then wHaT iS hApPeniNG
•he threw the sheets off and MC WTF
•she was grinning up at him with his dick IN HER MOUTH
•he blushed so hard, but told her to keep going

•he was drinking with MC last night, then she got tired
•they both laid down and passed out
•zen woke up and immediately grabbed her hair
•he was so into it
•best way to wake up he considered
•after she was done BEAST=UNLEASHED

•she had passed out on couch from working at the cafe too much
•MC had carried her to bed and cuddled her
•Jaehee woke up and realized what was happening
•she came two minutes after waking up
•after she rested that off she pinned MC in the kitchen
•Jaehee ate her out on the kitchen counter
•"Thanks for breakfast"

•oh shit nvmnd keep going
•he encourages her, getting all groggy and sexy
•he kept forcing her head all the way down
•don’t test me MC

•by golly what a nice way to wake up
•he stops MC midway and makes her turn so
•ya know
•he can help her out too
•this becomes a morning tradition
•he says he can pray later

•MC was so startled
•he kept bucking into her face with no warning
•no regrets on either end

•he woke up and thought some one was attacking him
•he threw MC onto the floor on accident
•she’s laughing when
•saeran what are you doing
•he’s taking her pants off
•this is what she gets for turning him on so early
•floor sex becomes frequent

Thank you so much for the ask and 24 followers!!! Keep the asks coming guys!!!

Amaranthine (5/6)

Summary: Modern soulmates CS AU.  In which soulmates are rare, and those that have them stop aging at adulthood.  Rarer still – and dangerously conspicuous – are those that have special abilities.  Immortality and powers alike fade when soulmates come in close proximity with their other half.   In which Emma’s touch heals, and Killian’s kills.

Rated: M

Warnings: Language, violence, blood

Words: ~6200

Part: One, Two, Three, Four

Notes:  I want to say again how much your comments mean to me.  Every message has me desperately hugging a pillow.  Just one more part after this!  As ever, my love and devotion to @seastarved for her help with early drafts and for that edit up there.  And to @is-that-what-it-is and @high-seas-swan​ for reading through the final draft.

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Weeks pass, and the landscape settles into a particularly harsh, though beautiful, winter.  Ice storm after ice storm coats the bare branches and the pine needles in crystal.  It traps the lot of them at home more often than Emma would like. Not that she’s keen on going back to the city anyways.  And neither is Killian, the both of them content to test their fate-bound relationship where no one can see.  

The peace that’s settled is surreal, though it’s punctuated by odd little events.  For instance, every Friday evening, Killian – plied with rum and caramel candies and Emma’s fingers pressing gentle promises into the base of his spine – tests his power on David.  She makes light of it best she can, but a shadow still passes over his eyes when, inevitably it seems, David throws himself dramatically on the couch after the test fails.  

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Review: My Last First Kiss - Ichiya Misono Main Story

Ichiya is the young CEO of Air. He’s (really!) rude, cold, forged of iron, cynical, extremely rational and terribly lonely. In the beginning of the route - he has the MC pretending to be his girlfriend so he can split up with his current partner.

The MC refuses to do so at first - but she gets roped into it as a ‘repayment’ for when Ichiya helped her out in a work situation. If you read my review on Ayato’s route - you’d know the MC got on my nerves for a good part of the story. However…

I LOVED the MC in this route. She has spunk, self-respect and is honest with her feelings. She knows she’s inexperienced, but unlike Ayato’s MC - she doesn’t act like a damn baby! She’s eager to learn, is much more of a go-getter and is sassy! This is a much more realistic 24 year old. 

I loved her reaction in the beginning when Ichiya pretends they’re going to be getting it on in front of his current girlfriend. After the girlfriend leaves - the MC is confused but she then feels humiliated and hurt. I actually found her reaction quite moving - she asks whether Ichiya enjoyed himself messing around with someone like herself, who’s completely inexperienced and slaps him. Her reaction comes as a surprise to Ichiya who can’t understand her emotional outburst. However, he still make it up to her though he brushes it off once the MC finds out. 

You can tell the MC near hates Ichiya - she’s also scared of him considering her childhood experiences with him. This actually hurts Ichiya deeply because she brings up the feelings he had as a child though he doesn’t realise it. His rationality is so ingrained that he can’t recognise his own feelings. This is a protective mechanism on his part - emotions undo him. He sees his work and relationships as one and the same - everything has to have ‘merit’. Regarding romantic relationships, if there is no mutual benefit/advantage to being with someone - he doesn’t want anything to do with them. Just ‘wanting’ to be around someone isn’t enough - there has to be some sort of gain. 

The MC challenges this value unwittingly. Being around her confuses Ichiya because he can’t understand her and he can’t understand himself when he’s around her…..which he doesn’t like. The MC is feeling-based, so she’s far from logical. Her soft-heart aggravates and intrigues Ichiya at the same time, but intrigues him more because she’s so unlike himself and seemingly untouched by the ‘cruelties’ of life.

Ichiya’s past is quite sad - he doesn’t make a fuss out of it, but his deep rational nature was shaped by his childhood. He was intensely lonely as a child and as an adult, loneliness is all he knows. I felt sorry for his child self -  all he ever wanted was acceptance but because he acted on his insecurity in a cruel manner, he pushed others away, like the child-MC. Now, as an adult, he’s learnt to cope with being alone and it’s resulted in him being very closed off and unapproachable. He keeps others at a distance to protect himself.  

Getting back to the present….once the whole girlfriend fiasco is over; the MC and Ichiya work very closely together for a big upcoming project. It’s through this that the MC sees Ichiya’s kindness towards her though he tries to hide it behind a couldn’t-care-less wall. But of course, MC being MC, pushes on through that wall. She gets the other guys together, makes a plan to ‘abduct’ Ichiya and they go on an overnight trip out of town - allowing Ichiya to bond with the others. Ichiya does see through her plan but he appreciates her efforts because finally….he’s feeling acceptance. For the first time, he also acts on his feelings (whilst on the trip) which sends the MC into a tizzy. 

Towards the end, the project they were both working is in danger of being scrapped. Ichiya’s company is the cause for it and he loses his unshakable confidence. The MC tries to talk to him on numerous occasions but he pushes her away, wanting nothing to do with her.  The MC is persistent though. She eventually ends up getting through to him and his confidence comes back which leads to things getting nicely wrapped up. 

I really enjoyed this route - much more than Ayato’s. All the guys felt more like a ‘family’ in this route and I liked Ayato more in this route than his own.  I adored the MC in this route, and I mean, adored. She’s fiery.

It goes without saying that I loved Ichiya’s character - he’s hard to read and though he does have a cruel streak; he means well. His way with words can be unnecessarily harsh but he doesn’t say anything without reason - in fact the things he does say actually make a lot of sense because he’s so perceptive. He grows to be more in touch with his emotions but only with the MC. In other aspects - he’s still the same ol’ Ichiya. I liked that his core personality remained - he wouldn’t be Ichiya without it. 

Personally, I can’t wait for the sequel to come out! Ichiya and the MC are horribly bad at communicating their feelings to each other. Ichiya can’t put his feelings into words. He says romantic things in the weirdest ways and is sweet in the most horrible way. The MC - being the irrational creature that she is - doesn’t understand Ichiya and to Ichiya, the MC is like an unknown void so he can’t understand her either. Their misunderstanding makes for funny moments. I feel this is going to be a focal point in the sequel - it’s going to be interesting to see how they overcome this and what leads to them becoming closer physically.

I would recommend this route. While the overall feel to the route isn’t mind-blowing - and I mean this in the sense of the actual plot itself - Ichiya and the MC make it really good.  I have a feeling I’m going to like the sequel a lot. The sequels always tend to be good with characters like these because there’s so much growth potential - so for that alone, I would say yes, get his route. 

The other reason? Well, just look at him:

So beautiful! Even his frown!