i love the little laugh he has to himself

dan talking about how other kids in school threw actual x-acto knives at him literally broke my heart and when you think about the fact that he was bullied at school just for being different and that he went through his entire childhood and teen years without having a best friend, without having anyone who understood him and was there for him and you look at him now being happy and confident and himself and not only having a best friend but living with him for almost 7 years and having someone who’s there for him no matter what and someone he can laugh with for an hour over a broken terrarium and i’m just so happy that after all the shit he went through he finally has something good in his life cause he more than deserves it

general li mulan

okay so i LOVE mulan okay. as far as i’m concerned it’s a Perfect Movie and doesn’t need any fixing. but i was thinking today and -

- what if mulan didn’t go to war to save her father?

say her father is dead, okay, killed by the previous war. so she’s raised by her mother and grandmother, women who’s complacency and softness has been worn away by necessity. she needs to marry well, for her family’s sake, because her mother has refused the hand of every man who offered. but mulan is even more rough around the edges than before, is educated not only in books (her mother said men wouldn’t find smarts attractive and grandmother pointed out that men aren’t always around and off to school mulan went) but in the sword too, taught to her by her classmate, ping.

mulan is considered in the lower end of the upper class, coming from a family of military men and scholars and successful merchants. ping is near the top, the son or nephew of an advisor to the emperor. his family is very rich and very important, and the reason they become friends is because mulan manages to notice something about him that he’s been hiding from everyone else - he’s going blind.

not totally blind, enough to get around, but blind enough that reading is difficult and swordplay is even worse, although once he has it down he has it. ping is no fool, he’s not weak or bumbling. his eyes just don’t work. so mulan notices and confronts him about it. she promises to keep it a secret, and hey, she’ll even help him with his assignments by reading the books out loud and helping him study. but in return he must teach her the sword, must teach her about military and tactics. he agrees.

ping and mulan become very good friends and there’s some raised eyebrows about it but they are TOO far away in class for it to be inappropriate, so they make tutting sounds and disapproving faces and let it go.

then the draft happens. ping can’t go to war, he won’t survive it. not with his eyesight like it is. so mulan offers him a deal - she’ll go to war for him, in his place. in return, if she survives, he must marry her. if she dies he must take care of her family.

ping can’t make this kind of family decision on his own, so he goes to his mother and tells her everything, about the eyesight and how he’ll die if he goes and mulan’s offer. his mother says he must keep it a secret from his father, but agrees - if mulan fights in her son’s place and survives, a wedding will be arranged. either way, mulan’s family will be taken care of. ping will be sent to live with some cousins in the meanwhile.

“you’re not in love with me, are you?” ping asks, helping mulan saddle her horse in the middle of the night. she scoffs and rolls her eyes, “not even a little. but marrying you will make my family happy, and besides, you’re my best friend,” she says, smiling, “better you than some grabby old man.” he smiles and hugs her and says, “i’m not in love with you either. but don’t die out there. we have a wedding to plan.”

so mulan goes to the camp, pretending to be ping, and she’s a little bit less lost but things still go as they go. she’s educated and trained, so it’s not hard for her to pass as ping. shang is keeping a special eye on her, thinking that she’s the son of an advisor, one of his father’s friends. and he sees how easily she excels, how quick thinking and smart she is, and starts giving her more and more responsibilities. by the time they’re called out, shang considers ping ie mulan to be his right hand man, and possibly his best friend.

he’s also a little bit in love with ping, and he’s long known he’s attracted to both genders, so he watches ping laugh and smile and the crease between his eyes when he frowns and does his best to let his feelings chase away the best soldier he has. every time shang looks at ping his heart clenches and he things to himself: i wish i could have you, i wish this was a time and a place where one man could have another, i wish you were a girl, is wish i was a girl - i wish we could be together. he’s literally a step away from doodling ‘li ping’ with little hearts over his battle plans. 

so the battles happen. shang and ping lead their men together, respected and loved. they each get promoted, and promoted, and promoted. it’s been years, and it comes to a point where they’re both generals in their own right. they trust each other, care for each other. and are both secretly in love with the other.

mulan is so conflicted. because she wants this war to end and to go home and settle back into life and become ping’s wife, so she can have an easy life spent studying and learning with her family taken care of. that’s what she’d wanted. but now what she wants is shang, her best friend, her brother in arms, her fellow general. she wishes to be everything to him, aches to be the woman on his arm and in his bed, but knows it’s the one thing she can never be.

then that final battle happens. mulan’s quick thinking saves them all and ends the war - but she’s injured.

shang finds out the ping has been a girl all along. he demands explanations - so she tells him everything, that she traded places with ping to save him, to become his wife.

and the lies should sting the sharpest, but they don’t. she’s still the same person, after all. it’s that she’s promised to another man, for one second he’d thought he might have her, but no. so he agrees not to reveal her but he’s furious and furious at himself for being furious and they’re not the same now, broken and splintered and neither of them know what to do.

the war is over. they leave. mulan returns home, and thanks to her ping is now known as a respected general. she’s done her part and survived, and now she gets her reward - ping’s hand in marriage.

but she sees ping for the first time and flings herself into his arms and starts crying. she tells him everything, because he’s still her friend, her very best friend besides shang, the man whom she lied to and betrayed and loves. and ping listens and takes her by the shoulders and says - i’ll uphold our bargain, if that’s what you want. you can be my pampered wife, you’ve more than earned it. but if you want to go to shang, i won’t blame you. you deserve your happiness.

and mulan goes back and forth, but ultimately she decides she has to try. if shang rejects her she’ll return and marry ping and uphold her family honor. but if shang wants her - he’s not as high up as ping, but he’s high up enough to satisfy her family, and also she would love him and want him if he was no more than a farming peasant so it doesn’t matter much anyway.

she rides to the capitol. she finally meets ping’s father, running into him while looking for shang. “ah mulan,” says this man who was never supposed to know of her until she became his daughter-in-law, “i didn’t expect to see you here. how fortuitous. walk with me.” she does, wary, and that’s how she discovers - he and the emperor had discovered her deception a year in, but at that point she’d already proven herself too skilled and valuable to lose. he tells her that he will uphold his son and wife’s deal and gladly welcome her to his household - but that she’s earned her rank as general, and that he and the emperor have no problem with letting her keep it.

she says thank you, shocked and joyful, but that she has to talk to someone first. “ah, yes, young general li,” he says, eyes twinkling, “i do believe he’s around here somewhere.”

she has no idea how he seems to know everything, but she finally tracks down shang who’s ecstatic to see her and hates himself for it. she confesses - says she loves him, that she’s engaged to ping but willing and able to break this engagement for shang. who is dumbfounded and elated and says yes, of course, finally and forever.

and mulan accepts her rank and marries shang, and they become the literal power battle couple of the general li mulan and general li shang. ping becomes a scholar and marries a very nice young woman who loves reading and is happy to read aloud to her husband with his failing eyes.

and they all live happily ever after.

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DEH (7/12/17) Things:

-Everyone losing their shit when Colton came on stage.

-Colton is talking so fast without breathing and i don’t know how to handle this?

-Evan rolling over the top of his bed to get his backpack

-OMG Rachel and Jennifer in the first number. Slayyy

-Wow Mike Faist is even prettier in person

-The amount of sarcasm in “Am I not laughing hard enough for you?”

-SOMEBODY JUST FUCKING WAVE AT EVAN

-Kris singing “Waving Through a Window”. it’s short but kills me. I love her.

-The social media constantly lighting up the stage is phenomenal.

-One of the social medias downstage shows that Jared has a snapchat and i cant handle this info.

-Omg Cynthia crying makes me cry

-“apples”

-Colton has such an amazing voice and he needs more appreciation

-His giggle and little gallop in “For Forever”. HELP ME??

-Zoe bounces her leg nervously a lot during the first act.

-Watching Evan’s face go from happy to heartbroken in the “he’s coming to get me” line. Like, protect the boi.

-Colton dramatically draping himself over the bedpost 👌👌

-The embarrassed pause before “secret email”. Colton did that perfectly and the audience loved it.

-JARED’S LAUGH STOLE THE SHOW

-FUCK I LOVE WILL ROLAND

-MIKE FAIST’S FUCKING FACE WHEN HE PAUSED AFTER THE NIPPLE THING KILLED ME.

-Connor did a Newsie jump during “Sincerely Me”

-Evan went to hug Connor during “Sincerely Me” and made an :0 face

-Connor snapping his fingers during “if i stop smoking pot then everything might be alright.”

-I saw the knee thing in person. I have lived.

-All the finger guns during “Sincerely Me” saved me.

-THE CHEST BUMP

-THE CHEST BUMP

-Laura’s vocals

-Cynthia hugging Connor’s pillow during “Requiem”

-Zoe crumpling up the letters

-Protect Zoe Murphy

“You were not the MONSTER” (complete silence in the audience)

-Evan looking at Connor’s comic books

-Zoe looking like she’ll cry during “If I Could Tell Her”

-COLTON’S 👏VOICE👏

-“You looked really pretty” music stops *awkwardly clears throat* “it looked pretty cool” *music starts back up*

-Colton singing “I love you”.

-The kiss was so awkward. Evan, why are you like this?

-MIKE FAIST AS GHOST CONNOR.

-Evan looking terrified at the idea of disappearing.

-My heart couldn’t handle when Connor did his “when you’re falling” reprise.

-OMG Alana and Jared. YEE

-Larry looking through the Connor Project pamphlet with an unreadable expression.

-The silence when Cynthia said that Connor didn’t get invited to any Bar mitzvahs.

-THE NOTECARDS

-Somebody in the audience laughed when he messed up his speech and Evan just froze and it was absolutely painful. After that person laughed it was dead silence. And Evan fell to the ground, started crawling backwards, sobbed, and clutched onto Connor’s tie. This was such a painful scene to watch and Colton did it flawlessly. Bless that boy.

-All the social media in you will be found.

-The 👏 vocals👏 in 👏YWBF

-All the pictures of Connor lighting up the stage. (one of Mikes toddler pics is in there and it’s presh)

-Larry breaking down and clinging onto Cynthia

-All the screens with Evan giving his speech

-Evan starts out so small in that number and just watching him grow and be awed by the media, my heart.

-I was shaking throughout the entire number and intermission.

-Omg Alana and Evan working on the Connor Project is gold. She’s slowly hiding Evan away and the audience loved it.

-Evan awkwardly trying to be cool around Larry.

-“Kid that’s lost control” dead silence.

-I actually kinda like Larry after seeing it live??

- “I’m not breaking up with you” *Evan places his finger tips on her waist* “Thankyou”

-Evan is a bean

-LAURA’S VOICE

-OMG the scene where they were trying to give Heidi and Evan money was super uncomfortable. Evan just looks like he’s gonna be sick throughout that whole scene.

-Protect Heidi Hansen

-Will’s solo in “Good For You” 👌👌That is the good stuff.

-Jared looking like he’s going to run up and punch Evan. Evan running away timidly.

-Everyone cornering Evan and he looks so terrified.

-In the scene before Evan shows Alana the letter and he’s talking to Connor, the “suicide note” is lighting up the stage.

-Heidi in the “YWBF Reprise” and you can see the moment when she realizes that Evan wrote the note.

-Larry’s shell faltering for a second when he found out that Evan wrote the letter.

-“No mom who just was there” Cynthia sobbing and moving across the stage away from Evan.

-Colton was outstanding in “Words Fail”. he was bawling and looked so small. And after the “Worst of me” line he looked so defeated and helpless.

-OMG all of the sniffles from audience members during words fail. #me (i sobbed too)

-Heidi is my mom now

-Heidi giggles as she cries.

-BLESS RACHEL BAY JONES. SHE HAD EVERYONE CRYING DURING “So Big/So Small”

-Evan falling half off the couch and just clinging to Heidi. Heidi crying more as he does this.

-Colton’s eyes were so red from crying during this scene.

-The Orchard set is beautiful.

- The final speech and finale. Im wrecked.

So in final words I love Colton Ryan (i met him after the show as well as Rachel) as Evan and the whole cast. I have no idea how they all can do such an emotional show over and over. I’m so fortunate and honored to have seen such an amazing production. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Something About a Feeling

This is it. My blood, sweat, and tears. It’s been a long time coming with this one, so I want to thank @trulymadlysydney and @outofworkactress for giving me the words I need to hear so I can finally release this into the world. I feel like a mother on their child’s first day of school. It’s a bittersweet feeling. 

In the words of @permanentcross, this is my favorite sandbox to mess with, and the more I try to explain it, the worse it turns out, but simply stated, Harry is infatuated with a girl who would never want him.

I’ve edited this a thousand times, and it’s still not perfect, but if I don’t let this little bird fly away now, it never will. So, please be kind. I’m trying my hardest. x

The first time he sees you, a mere glance from across the room, he has to remind himself he has a girlfriend. A lovely woman, she was, like most of the female counterparts he took in his life, but like most woman he chose to spend his time with, they all had one thing in common. Temporary. He knew he was growing closer to the end with this one; Hannah, a friend of a friend who was easy on the eyes, laughed at his sore attempts at jokes, and quite simply, knew she herself was as temporary as a toothbrush. They’d keep each other company for the time being and a couple of months down the road, they’d part ways, and the rest would be history. Simple as that.

But the first time he sees you, cuddled a little too close to his best mate, peering down at his phone as a small giggle escaped your parted lips, he stops dead in his tracks and backtracks. You were a catch.

Niall had his arm swung behind you, resting carelessly along the wooden seats, and Harry almost digs at himself as he resorts back to their conversation the night before wondering if he had missed the part in text where Niall stated he’d be bringing a female guest of interest. He doesn’t remember anything of the sort, but it doesn’t go unnoticed when he hands his beer out to you, and you instantly wince when the dark lager meets your lips.

Looks like he was playing third wheel tonight.

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things that 100% definitely happened after the end of call me beep me u can pry these headcanons from my cold dead hands

(call me beep me is an incredible fic by @gajeelredfox that i can’t link to rn bc i’m on mobile but the final update was posted tonight and i’m emo so have this)

-when they go trick or treating, the kids fall in love with keith instantly and are constantly chattering at him and tugging at his arms to show him things. by the end of the night keith is carrying a sleeping child home and lance’s heart is suffering.

-lance and hunk get to celebrate pidges 16th birthday! lance gets pidge a remote control robot car. (“get it? because its like the cliche thing to get a car on ur 16th birthday, but u like robots!” “yes i get it lance thank u.”)

-together, matt and lance make allura and shiro’s life a living hell. they can’t even look at each other without hearing exaggerating kissy noises.

-lance gradually helps keith and muffin warm up to each other and after a while they’re best friends. sometimes she’ll even lick his hand. shiro is pissed. (“i’ve been trying to get them to get along for years!!! and then this little shit comes along and within a couple of months she’s sitting on his lap!!! wtf!)

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EXO APPRECIATION POST

A/N: This was not planned and I should totally be studying now but I’m fed up with stuff I’m reading these days , coming from the inside of the fandom mostly and these type of situations just trigger my inner crazy EXO-L so I’M GONNA SPREAD LOVE TO ALL THE MEMBERS I DON’T CARE.

Originally posted by nikaiv

->Kim Junmyeon (Suho):

Originally posted by suhomysuho

-this boy trained for 7 years ok?

-i’m obv biased but one of the best kpop group leaders out there

-actually is thinking about EXO all the time

-sincere eyesmile

-takes care of all members

-big sense of responsibility

-probably blames himself if anything bad happens to EXO

-is prob very pressured by the company

-LOVES all the members, i’m sure of it

-also loves fans with all his being

-never dissapointed us

-defends EXO all the time

-precious

-learned to be more himself on camera

-is always improving

-one of the most handsome guys out there

-doesn’t care about fanwars

-carries everything on his shoulders

-tries to make EXO-L happy all the time

-comforts members  

-underrated talent

-dad jokes 

-but it comes from his heart

-is always teased af but everyone loves him too much

->Kim Minseok (Xiumin):

-has always been amazingly precious

-works hard

-cute af

-sexy af

-relatable

-amazing laugh

-great vocals

-everyone respects him

-is always teased by baek but secretly loves it

-Suho’s partner for dad jokes

-can have a lot of facial expressions

-is always the one chosen to talk by the other members

-is much more popular than SM expected him to be (suck it losers)

-looks good all the time

-is much more than just looks though

-performs af

-simple with a touch of too much

-mature guy with a fun side

->Zhang Yixing (Lay):

-someone hold me up while talking about this boy

-king

-cutie pie sweetie

-so talented

-underrated vocals

-cares SO much about EXO 

-works too hard 

-like all the time

-has an amazing soul

-look at this smile

-puts too much pressure on himself

-is the link between present ot9 and old ot12

-broke a bunch of records with his solo

-feels comfy around the members

-sometimes is shy

-can be straighforward

-is always trying to contact fans

-reads fan letters at airports

-husband material

-also sexy af

-look at those hips ok?

-literally never stops practicing

-because he always thinks he is not doing good enough

-musically gifted

-how can someone not like him??????????? i’ll never understand

->Byun Baekhyun (Baekhyun):

-popular line

-extra af

-expressive

-vocals that make me cry

-for real

-always tries to lighten up the mood

-can get angry

-it’s a light

-king of dance improvement

-knows what EXO-L think

-lowkey everyone’s bias

-don’t deny it

-flirty

-after you are too into EXO, you can just know what he’s thinking by observing his facial expressions

-little shit

-in a good way

-Yixing protection squad president

-doesn’t deserve all the shit he gets

-laughs and smiles 

-tease

-so talented

-he literally trained for like 6 months

-somehow still manages to always surprise us

->Kim Jongdae (Chen):

Originally posted by overnightprincess

-kind

-prob one of the best vocalists out there

-king of dance improvement part 2

-where’s his solo?

-admits to have a dirty mind

-and knows we all do too

-laughs a lot

-screams a lot

-whines a lot

-passes a lot of emotion through singing

-i don’t think i’ve ever seen this boy sad

-sometimes underrated talent

-has a good relationship with all members

-gets awkward sometimes

-gets annoyed 

-cuddly

-mature guy with a fun side part 2

-always gives his all

-veins

-high notes

-knows the limits when teasing

-helps others

-defends his members

-> Park Chanyeol (Chanyeol):

Originally posted by ohhsenshine

-musically gifted 

-can do anything basically

-works so hard

-is always putting pressure on himself

-but it is silent about it

-popular line 

-goes with the mood 

-best rapper of SM (sorry not sorry)

-appreciates everything fans do

-wants to be loved

-loves back

-can be really really cute

-even if he is a giant

-gets stressed easily

-ears

-underrated vocals

-seriously

-family oriented

-still reaction king

-supports everyone

-!!!

-tease

-very handsome

-is prob making music rn

-sleeps late

->Do Kyungsoo (D.O.):

Originally posted by tokyo-inn

-hold me up when talking about this boy part 2

-one of my favorite voices for real

-you can swim at his vocals

-is so genuine

-is friends’ with all the members

-very gifted actor

-maybe doesn’t express that much but you can see he appreciates everything fans do with all his heart

-smol 

-lethal

-wants to murder Chanyeol and Baekhyun

-but actually loves them too much to do so

-his smile>>>>>>>>>

-and laugh

-everyone loves him

-is actually really fun

-is naturally cute

-even if he doesn’t accept it

-gentleman

-cute eyes thing

-really really handsome

-generally doesn’t die his hair

-because he is superior

-kidding

-actually loves being EXO

-RnB/Soul king

->Kim Jongin (Kai) :

Originally posted by death-by-jongin

-I might get a little too ahead of myself rn so i’m sorry in advance

-overworks himself all the time

-is literally always practicing

-cries when he doesn’t get to perform

-literally just wants to dance and sing 

-is thankful

-is a baby 

-family oriented

-puppy lover

-underrated vocals

-genious dancer

-pouts

-best laugh ever

-looks good all the time

-really really cute

-king of facial expressions on stage

-has two personalities

-hip thrusts generally on point

-looks great in suits

-has the kindest soul

-well-manered

-observes a lot

-can be quiet

-thinks a lot

-gets nervous before performing

-puts too much pressure on himself

-100% potential to be sexy at any time

-king of smirks

-is always dramatic when dancing

-can be deep if you understand what he is saying

-boyfriend material

-is very soft 

-kim kai

-cuddly

-> Oh Sehun (Sehun):

Originally posted by channieschubbycake

-do i even have to do this? everyone knows i love him

-is always improving

-underrated actor

-honestly i laugh at all interviews he is in because he is so random i luv him

-is also a baby

-popular line

-needs company

-gets lonely

-loves Suho

-most loyal of them all

-quiet

-unique in his own way

-really good laugh

-has died his hair of every color ever

-likes to comunicate with fans

-is very fun when not on awkward interviews

-loves EXO

-lowkey king

-can be shy

-sometimes doesn’t know how to speak what he’s thinking

-ocassionally writes cute letters

-really really really handsome

-we all get proud when he gets his solo dancing shots

-sleeps late along with Chanyeol

-has a really soft heart

-lowkey makes fun of himself

-all the members are his brothers

-is precious af

BONUS: (i’m a hardcore ot12 stan, what did you expect?)

->Wu Yifan (Kris):

Originally posted by vvu-yi-fan

-very talented

-obv underrated

-looks cold

-is actually kind

-loves his mom

-hard worker

-international

-very very handsome

-doesn’t regret his time with EXO

-has a lot of opinions

-is a really nice guy for real

-appreciates his fans so much

-really great smile

-sexyyyyyyyyy

-says he gets all the girls

-is actually a dork

-clumsy

-speaks a bunch of languages

-boy is smart

-galaxy 

-> Luhan:

Originally posted by morningsdeer

-is an actual prince

-i’m not even kidding

-manly

-is shy on camera

-has been much more natural nowadays though

-is conquering the world

-defends himself

-loves soccer

-family oriented

-extroverted + introverted

-really shiny eyes

-great smile

-is awkward

-gets anxious while doing interviews

-is constantly improving

-underrated dancer

-probably the only one that still contacts every EXO member ever

-mature but fun guy part 3

-is willing to give his all

-has something to say to the paparazzi and stalkers

-still gets shy often

-you cannot not like him

-i’ll say it again, actual prince

-> Huang Zitao (Tao):

Originally posted by zitao-vevo

-is also a baby

-has grown up a lot though

-really sincere with the fans

-wants to tell us everything

-admits his mistakes

-wants to be loved

-appreciates the fans too much

-loves the members

-specially close to Sehun and Suho

-very talented

-underrated

-soft 

-martial arts king

-is happy now and that’s all that matters

-loves to perform

-has a burning passion for it

-is also always improving

-easy to know when he is tired or annoyed

-great laugh

-works hard

-precious part12

-is heartbreaking to watch him cry

-overcomes obstacles

-lowkey diva

-in a good way

-protect him

A Million Reasons-Auston Matthews

Guys, I feel so bad I haven’t been posting much of my own content, and I’m hoping to get back on track here soon. I know it’s no excuse but work has been super shitty lately and I’ve been working 10-11 hour days.  

So, as an apology, here’s an Auston song fic I had written before starting this page.

-Em

Requested: Yes | No

Word Count: 2624

Warnings: angsty, somewhat unrequited love, maybe language, Auston whoring around

Song: A Million Reasons-Lady Gaga
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You’re giving me a million reasons to let you go

You’re giving me a million reasons to quit the show

This wasn’t the first time it had happened.  But it is the first time that I had caught him doing it.  

For as long as I can remember, so since I moved to Scottsdale, Auston Matthews had been my best friend.  Always sticking by my side, even when he couldn’t be there physically.  We were always talking, emailing, skyping, texting, writing letters, snapchatting.  You name it, we’ve done it.

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anonymous asked:

but is jean moreau an art hoe??? does he love writing??poetry??what's his major?? is he into science??will he cover up his tattoo or will he get it removed?? WHAT'S HIS RELATIONSHIP TO FRANCE ,,,does he like Jeremy's parents,,, bee, PlS give us the sequel of ur jean moreau hcs (the more random the better )after u feel better !!!💖💖get well sooooon

IM ALIVE (mostly)

  • jean is halfway through his raven-approved sports science degree, so he sticks with it at usc because it’s too much effort to change. he doesn’t care at all about it, and won’t ever use it, but he’s a solid b student
  • he’s really super clueless about doing things for pleasure when he arrives in california (hobbies are for other people, not for ravens, and especially not for him). he really likes to read though, especially fiction - fantasy, sci fi, stuff like that
  • (remember how he canonically calls kevin’s history books boring. iconic, tbh)
  • he likes to go to art museums. it’s quiet and he can look at stuff and just be. still. laila goes with him because jeremy has the attention span of a happy dog most of the time and starts crawling the walls after a half hour, which jean does NOT appreciate
  • jeremy likes to watch movies, and jean is happy to sit with him but he’s picky about what they watch because he finds them triggering quite a lot. thankfully jeremy generally likes to watch disney films and romances, because he just likes to relax while they’re on. if he wants to watch anything else, he does it with Laila, who is a complete movie buff
  • jean doesn’t like to get up early. that’s because he sleeps best when the sun is already up, but eventually it just turns to him enjoying sleeping as much as he likes
  • jean leaves the tattoo on his face. it’s just another scar
  • he gets more tattoos, delicate blackwork that hide under his clothes for the most part. feathers on his shoulders, a heart in lace between his shoulder blades, an enclosed circle of night sky on his chest, a partridge flying from an open cage on his thigh. they’re not secrets, but they’re his, just like the rest of his body
  • jean doesn’t remember much of france and what he does remember is intrinsically tied up with his parents (not fond memories) so he mostly doesn’t think about it. i think he goes back one day though, to reclaim it for himself as an inextricable part of his history, and he ends up falling in love with it when he does
  • (picture: jean moreau speaking french because there’s no one left alive to stop him, dragging along his boyfriend who mostly has to communicate via charades in the little towns outside of paris where no one cares to speak english. standing wind-whipped on a beach in normandy laughing at jeremy as he shivers in a lot of layers because “france is meant to be warm jean”. eating pastries each morning, and going down to the patisserie to pick them up. exploring paris (holding hands). not going anywhere near jean’s family because why would they, really. going to marseille anyway because he belongs there as much as they do)
  • jean is terrified of making a bad impression with jeremy’s parents, so he’s completely over-the-top polite and awkward at first. they like him anyway, because, though neither of them know it, they aren’t that quiet when they talk out on the front porch on summer nights, and their conversation is audible through bug screen, you know, if someone happened to be standing there. jean doesn’t trust them for a long time, but he kinda likes them anyway
  • jeremy’s dad likes to read the same genres as jean. they recommend books to each other. he’s one of the few people jean communicates with outside of the team. they email
  • jeremy’s mom always coerces jean into helping cook when he’s around, because he’s useless and she wants to make sure he has some life skills when he graduates. she does not tell jean this. jeremy does, though
  • jean likes cats. jeremy jokes that jean is catlike because he likes to nap in the sun. they get a cat at some point. jean jokes that they don’t need to get a dog because jeremy is a golden retriever. alvarez laughs so hard she chokes
  • You have this giant pond on your property, and Clark has a little boat that he uses to get in the middle.
  • Every Saturday he goes out to the middle of the pond, and just sits there with a fishing pole and sits there pretty much the entire day and waits for something to happen.
  • “I didn’t catch anything today, but you know what that’s okay! Next Saturday I’m going to catch something for sure!”
  • You don’t have the heart to tell him that you don’t think there are any fish in that pond.
  • “That’s okay baby, what do you want for dinner?”

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NCT127 + TEN Reaction To Seeing A Beautiful Black Girl At A Fan Meeting

Mark: mark would definitely get all nervous when he saw her. he’d try his best to look cool but would deadass look like this. “uh hey what’s your name?” he’d try to sound so smooth but it would come out shaky, he’ll laugh it off and start over. “you’re really pretty” she’d smile and then he’ll be like “your smile is pretty” he’s like that cool shy boy that has a crush on you and finally talks to you.

Doyoung: THIS CUTE ASS BUNNY IS GONNA BE LIKE “WOW” THE ENTIRE TIME OK

Yuta: he shook alright. all wide eyed and everything. grinny and everything. he’s talking to her though like he’s her bestfriend, he’s a sunshine. that’s all.

Johnny: he’ll act so stupid and shy but at the same time try to spit game. “my name is johnny, hello.” he’ll say before face palming himself cause he knew that she already knew his name. he’d be blushing hard as shit when she tells him that she loves his hair. “i love your hair too! it’s so big!” he’d laugh. he’ll know how to have fun for the little minute that he has to speak with her.

Taeyong: when he sees her, his eyes go wide and his jaw drops. taeyong is invited to the cookout meaning that he likes black folks and he’s lit and to see one at his fanmeet is pretty damn awesome to him. but he’d stutter at first before getting comfortable talking to her. “so um the weather is nice haha..” to “i love you too and i hope to see you again”. he’s just-

Haechan: “wow oh my god!” “you’re so pretty!” “eehhhhh!” he’s fanboying over a fan. he’d touch her hands and poke at her cheeks making her giggle. he’s the cutest, really.

Jaehyun: he’ll be so happy like i can’t even explain. “annyeong!” faced ass. he’ll hold her hand and stare into her eyes while talking to her. he’ll try to act sexy at some point, a little lip biting and licking of the lips. he’s a flirt.

WinWin: he’s gonna be sprung after the fanmeet. she’ll be on his mind for a little while cause damn, she was beautiful. when she comes up to him, he’s a cheesing mess and a cute flirt. he’ll ask questions like, “how are you this pretty?” making her blush.

Taeil: he’s shook af. he’ll be lost for words until he notices that she’s getting a little weirded out. he’ll say a few words like “hey” and “hey”. basically he’ll use all of his time up with her just staring cause she’s so beautiful. how tragic.

Ten: ten ten ten ten. ten will try to get to know stuff about her although it may not matter cause they’ll probably never meet again. he’ll be cheesing the entire time.

–request box open af

I’d love to know how Lito and Hernando first met, before their first date.

I imagine them both seated at a table alone at a cafe, Lito reading a script for an audition or a movie and Hernando correcting essays from his students. Lito notices Hernando of course and can’t keep his eyes off of this very handsome man and every now and then, Hernando catches his eye and smiles, while Lito looks away, pretending he wasn’t staring.

Eventually, Hernando gathers his stuff, stands up, and approaches Lito’s table.

“Mr Rodriguez?” he says, because of course he recognized Lito.

Lito is suddenly both embarrassed and shy and he scratches his head, a nervous habit, while answering: “Hum, yeah?” He tries not to look directly at Hernando’s eyes but he sees the man smile.

“Do you mind if I join in?”

Lito hesitates for a second. He’s definitely embarrassed now – does the man know? He knows. You gotta be careful, Lito, you idiot, think about your career – but the man’s smile is warm and tender, it feels comforting so he nods. “No, no, hum, not at all, please have a seat.”

“Thank you”, Hernando says. Then, presenting his hand. “My name is Hernando Fuentes.”

Lito shakes his hand, hoping Hernando won’t notice how sweaty his hand is. “And you already know my name, apparently.”

Hernando laughs gently and oh god, it makes Lito’s heart jump. “I do. I have seen The Killing Machine.”

Lito laughs too, more nervously. “Yeah… not my best role.”

“It definitely wasn’t your best movie”, Hernando corrects. “But your prestation made it tolerable. You brought some depth to a rather flat character, making him, the killing machine, almost human. Almost vulnerable.”

Lito is moved and a bit more comfortable. “Thank you. I… actually had made a whole background story for Alejandro but the director wouldn’t agree with it.”

“Shame. Can I ask what you had in mind?”

So Lito tells him. And Hernando nods, asks questions Lito wouldn’t have asked himself and after half an hour of studying every aspects of Alejandro’s life and personality, he feels like this character is a part of him.

“Now it feels like a good movie”, Lito laughs, more naturally this time.

Then Lito asks about what Hernando does for a living and they talk for another half an hour about art until Hernando says he has to go give his lecture. Lito is disappointed but he’s good at hiding his true feelings so he says. “Well, it was a pleasure meeting you. Have a good day.”

But he didn’t expect Hernando to say: “It really was. Would you like to go out sometimes?”

Lito’s shocked, embarrassed, has a little nervous laugh “hum, yeah”, scratches his head, “yeah why not, hum”, takes a sip of his coffee “go out like hum” and he finally asks it because it has to be clear: “like a date?”

Hernando’s smile is affectionate again. “If you wish it to be.”

That’s when Lito finally allows himself to look directly at Hernando’s eyes. He suddenly feels both shy and stronger and for once he finally tells the truth: “I’d love that”, he says.  

Reaction to a Girl Trying to Get Between You and Him. . .

A/N cute request Anon. Also I got a message saying you guys would like an easier way to send in requests, so I will be changing my theme to make it easier for you all.

Kai ~

Masterlist: here


Suho…

He would continue to be the gentleman that he is. However, he would find this very frustrating more on your part, because he wouldn’t want you to get the wrong idea. He would most likely pull the hoe girl aside and speak to her about how unacceptable her actions are (queue disappointed mama, Suho). He would make it clear to her that he is not the least bit interested and that she should give up and find a man who can give her what she wants. Afterward he would make sure you don’t have the wrong idea about their relationship, or lack thereof, and that the only girl he looks at, or wants, is you.

Suho: “You know you’re the only one I want right?”

Y/N: “Yes I know.”

Suho *hugs you tight*: “I love you Jagi…”

Originally posted by qrishan


D.O.…

He would not give a flying cow. That hoe girl could try flirting, talking, looking sexy, playing damsel in distress and he still wouldn’t give her the time of day. He has you, and that’s enough for him. If she were to still not take the very obvious hint that he couldn’t care less about her, he would call her out. He doesn’t care if it’s in front of other people and it embarrasses her more than she already embarrassed herself. He would be doing it for you because even someone like you has their limits in how disrespectful someone is towards your boyfriend and your relationship. So he would call her out and tell her to cut it out before things get worse.

Hoe Girl: “Kyungsoo, what do you say to going out sometime? I know this really nice Italian restaurant. Hmm?”

D.O.: (his response is the gif, no words needed)

(that eye roll tho, and sorry for using the same gif twice)

Originally posted by kyungsuhos


Chanyeol…

Channie would be uncomfortable. He wouldn’t like the idea and feeling of a girl that isn’t you giving him affection. He would, however, continue being a nice guy and simply try to be friends with her. However, as time continues, and the hoe girl continues to flirt with him and try to get between you two he would continue to grow more aggravated. He would eventually pull her aside to talk to her about how uncomfortable he feels and how dedicated he is to you. He would then probably realize how much he loves you and would–after talking to the hoe girl–show his affection for you by playing you a song, cuddle with you until morning or take you out to your favorite cafe and buy you your favorite beverage and sweet.

(Chanyeol getting flustered when the hoe girl wont quit her ridiculous antics)

Originally posted by scartic


Xiumin…

Xiumin would be very mature about this. The first sign of the hoe girl acting out and Xiumin would shut that shit down right away, in a civilized and mature manner. However, at the first sign of her talking you down and trying to convince you that you are not good enough for Xiumin, he would snap and pull her aside and talk to her. It would look somewhat like a parent scolding their child for bullying at school. However if one were to hear what he was saying to her, it would harsh. If the hoe girl didn’t stop, he would become more aggressive in his attempt to stop. This would mean him calling her out in front of others in the hope that she would realize that what she is doing is embarrassing and tactless.

Xiumin: “Look, honestly, I wouldn’t care about what you were trying to do. But when you say something to Y/N, and you’re rude about it. I care. And I’m pissed. You can do whatever you want around me, but the next time you say something other than ‘Hi’ to Y/N, I’m not going to be too kind about telling you to shut up. Get it?”

Originally posted by xiu-love-min


Lay…

Let’s be honest. He wouldn’t notice. You would need to handle the situation. However, if he were to notice, he would be too shy to ask her to stop, and would just work on reassuring you that he’s not interested in her and that you’re the only one he loves and has eyes for. He would treat you with more love than he usually does, and when she’s around, he would keep you by his side as a way to send her a message (kindly) that he’s already happily taken.

(ermergahd, he’s a sweetheart, lookit him! lil cinnamon roll ~~)

Originally posted by ygyixing


Chen…

Lmao, for some reason I laugh when I think of Chen in a situation like this. But, anyway~ Chen would find this hilarious and outrageous. He would wonder if he really was amazing enough to get himself in this situation. It would be an enlightening moment for our little dude Chen. He would most likely just make the hoe girl feel really awkward and uncomfortable about the whole situation because he would be smirking (trying to hold back his laughter) while she attempted (and failed) to flirt with him. He would tell you about the events so he could share the laugh with you. He wouldn’t think of it as a threat, but more as an interesting occurrence each day he goes to work. However, eventually he would just feel bad for the hoe girl and tell her she should give up and move on ‘cause he can’t give her what she wants.

Chen: “Look, I’m sorry, I’ve found this entertaining, but I’m afraid I’m leading you on. And that’s not my intention. I have a girlfriend who I gladly want to stay with. So whatever kind of things you have in mind, they’re not happening, you should find someone else.”

Originally posted by etherealchen


Kai…

Kai would be another cutie that keeps this whole situation civil. He’s a sweetheart, and he would be worried about you. He wouldn’t want you to get the wrong idea, or think that he’s cheating on you. He would tell you immediately, but assure you that he’s handling it. He would tell you that if there are any rumors, not to believe them, because you’re the only one. He would make sure that you know before anything gets out or the rumors start, trust and honesty being a big part of your relationship.

Kai: “No matter what you hear, know that they aren’t true. You know you’re the only one right? I love you with all my heart.”

Y/N: “I know. I love you too Kai.”

(ignore the subs)

Originally posted by astrologynkpop


Baekhyun… 

Baekhyun would just be friendly with her in hopes of either her becoming a friend, or her realizing that there isn’t a chance and she’ll give up. However if she were to do anything towards you, he would become serious instantly and tell her she needs to stop. If you were to complain to him about her getting close to him, he would simply laugh it off and ask in a teasing manner if someone is jealous. However, if it seems like you’re really loosing your patience with her and even him, he would quit playing and have a serious talk with her and tell her she needs to stop because it’s making his jagi worried and sad.

Baekhyun: “Look, it’s been fun and all, but i think it’s time you find another guy to like. I’m not available and hopefully wont be anytime soon, but if you don’t leave me alone that might change, and I don’t want that. You’re making my Jagi sad, so do you think you could find another guy? I really love my Jagi and don’t want her to be sad anymore.”

Originally posted by byuntaejhope


Luhan… 

Luhan would simply tell her repeatedly that she needs to stop. It would probably take about a week before she finally got on his nerves and he snapped at her. Meaning he pulled her aside and told her sternly that she needed to find a new hobby because whatever she is hoping for with him wasn’t going to happen. If that doesn’t work, he would blatantly ignore her, hoping she would go away on her own.

Luhan In His Mind: (What is this girls problem???)

Originally posted by 12fools


Tao…

We all know this boy is gunna be sassy as shit. Give that hoe girl a flip of his hand and be on his way. He don’t got time for that shit. He’s muthafuckin’ Zitao bitches.

Originally posted by shinylightblue


Sehun…

Another sassy fucker. He would just be smug about the whole shit. Probably thinking about ten times a day “Of course, I’m Oh Sehun after all.” But seriously, he would be kind about it at first, but it is Oh Sehun, and we know he has his limits. If she were to continue bothering him, he would eventually tell her to stop. Even though he’s a littler fucker, he wouldn’t want to hurt you like that, and wouldn’t want to lose you because of some persistent hoe girl. Believe it or not, despite his ridiculous remarks and sassy attitude, he does love you with all his heart and soul. He’s gonna tell that bitch to get lost. Then take you out to bubble tea. And of course the next day you would be in his arms and holding his hand in front of her to settle your worries and tell the girl he’s not interested, cause he’s Oh Sehun after all (lmao i’m sorry i had to).

Originally posted by blondejongin


Kris…

I can see him telling her off in front of people, that’s how little he would care. He would make sure she got the message that no, he’s not interested, and yes, she better back the fuck off. He’s got you, and with that being said, he would make sure all misunderstandings, if there are any, with you are cleared up before the end of the night. He would bring you to work the next day to flaunt you off in front of her like Sehun, just to make sure she knows, it ain’t gunna happen, and you know that he loves you and only you.

Kris In His Mind: (Is this girl foreal???)

Originally posted by i-growl-growl-growl


A/N I worked hard guys. I went back and fourth between hw and this, for about two hours. Yep. Hope you like! Keep sending in the requests. I love ‘em!

Kai ~

Together

Pairing: Jackson Wang x Reader

Word Count: About 1.6k

Genre: sweet sweet fluff (drabbleish)

Summary: Your lovely morning routine with Jackson that he wants to make a little more permanent. 


You slowly peel back the curtains in your bedroom letting the morning light flood in. Sunlight creeps in and illuminates your quiet apartment. Jackson turns his bare back towards the window and groans in protest, choosing to shrink away from the day as he wraps your white bed sheets tighter around his body. He instinctively reaches over to your side of the bed. He reaches for you but you stand opposite of the room chuckling and rolling your eyes at his lazy physique. You see him pout at your absence before grumbling in annoyance.

“Babe, can you just please come back to bed?” he calls out, his voice still heavy with sleep.

You walk over and sit on the edge of the bed close to him and run your hands through his hair. He opens his eyes drowsily and looks up at you, his arms circling around your waist instinctively though he stays laying down.

“No because you have to get up, my love. We have work.”

“Nooooo,” he whines and shakes his head, further matting his hair against the sheets, “I don’t want to go. I’ll call in sick for you and you call in sick for me. We’ll make some coughing noises in the background. Maybe some cries for help. It’ll work! It’s very simple.” He smiles at you sleepy and childlike, completely content with his solution.

“I don’t think that’s going to work baby,” you chuckle, your fingers still coming through his hair.

You lean down slowly and plant a soft kiss on his forehead, “Wake up.” Then to his cheeks, “Wake up, my love.” Then to his chin, and nose, murmuring, “Wake up,” in between kisses.

By the time you reach his lips his smile is irrepressible and you can’t help but giggle at his cuteness. When your lips connect he pulls you down further into him so that you lay on top of him. He tightens his arms around you and wraps his legs around you slowly as the kiss deepens. You melt into him, and he smiles against you. You linger there with your lips only slightly touching, relishing in the comfort you find in his arms and the love he is always sure to show you. He hums in satisfaction.

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Middle of the Night - Kian Lawley

This was not requested

Kian x reader

Contains smut

Word count: 2.1k

Send me feedback and other requests!

I might do a part 2 if it gets requested :) enjoy!

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I woke up with a jolt. I know I had a scary dream but I had already forgotten it. I looked over at the clock, 4:28 AM. I rolled over to try and fall back asleep but suddenly felt the urge to pee so I got up to use the bathroom. It was maybe 15 seconds later when I heard a knock on the door and jumped.

“Y/N?” Kian asked

“Yeah?” I said while pulling up my shorts

“Are you okay?”

“I’m fine I just had to pee”

“Okay”

I heard him walk away and I washed my hands. I walked out of the bathroom to Kian sitting on the edge of his bed clearly waiting for me.

“What are you doing?” I asked, walking towards him

“Waiting for you” he smiled, “why are you up?” he asked and reached for my hands

“I told you I had to pee…” I stood between his legs

“That’s all?” He accused

“Well I had a scary dream but once I woke up I forgot what it was about then I tried going back to sleep and had to pee and here we are” I explained

“Aw babe you get scary dreams a lot” he said feeling bad for me

“It’s fine Kian, they’re not real” I smiled

“Okay, fine, whatever you say” he said raising his hands above his head in surrender

I laughed, “it’s no big deal…but I’m officially awake now so let’s do something” I said while sitting next to him on the bed

“Hmm I can think of something to do…”

He leaned in and kissed me, steadying himself with one hand and putting the other around my waist. I slid my hands up his chest then his neck and into his hair, kissing him back. The kiss became deep pretty quick since it was obvious what it was going to lead into.

He reached for the bottom of my shirt and I lifted my arms up then pulled away from the kiss so he could lift it over my head. Our lips reconnected as he threw my shirt somewhere across the room. The fact that he wasn’t even wearing a shirt helped move this along a bit faster.

I got on top of him without thinking about it and instantly started grinding on him a little bit, making us moan into each other’s mouths.

He slowly slid his hands up my back and grasped my bra and tried to unhook it. I realized he was having troubles so I pulled away from him and reached behind my back to do it myself. I stared into his eyes as I released the clasp, it making a quiet snapping sound. I slowly let the straps fall down my arms and pulled the rest away from my body, flinging it behind me. I never broke eye contact with Kian and I could tell he was struggling a bit to not look down. I gave him a quick kiss and broke away again when he succumbed and looked down at my breasts, grabbing one in each hand and squeezed them. Even though it felt good, I couldn’t help but let out a laugh.

He looked up at me, “what are you laughing at?” He asked

“You! You’re so cute it’s like you’ve never seen boobs before” I chuckled and pushed them together with my arms

“Oh shut up, you just happen to have amazing tits and I always forget until I see them” he said while still playing with them

“Oh you forget about them, okay Kian” I mocked

He laughed, “you know what, Y/N-” he said while grabbing my waist and flipping us over and moving us up the bed until our legs weren’t hanging off of it anymore, “I’ve had enough of your sarcasm, I’m not playing around anymore” he said seriously and not looking away from my face.

He was now above me and between my legs. He kissed me again but with more force, while grinding into me through our clothes, which I realized we needed to get out of asap. He must’ve thought the same thing since he pulled away and sat up onto his knees. He grabbed the top of my shorts on the sides and I lifted my hips up slightly and then my legs so that they were up and bent my knees. He slid them off quickly and once again, tossed them behind his shoulder. I put my legs back down to either side of him and he just stared at me for a second while panting a little bit. He then smiled and said, “fuck, you’re so beautiful baby”

I smiled back at him and he started leaning forward and put his arms out so they would land on either side of my head. His face was above mine at arms length and we stayed there for a second staring into each other’s eyes before I reached for the top of his pants and started pushing them down until his dick sprung out. I instantly grabbed it and slowly moved my hand up and down it without breaking eye contact. Although he almost instantly closed his eyes at my touch and let his head fall down. He looked back up at me and came closer to me by supporting himself on his forearms under my shoulders. Making his hips connect with mine once again. The top half of his dick was still accessible to my hand so I started to rub my thumb over the tip, spreading pre-cum around it.

“Okay, fuck that’s enough” he said abruptly and started shimmying out his pants and kicked them to the floor. I laughed a little bit at his slight struggle. “Ha-ha Y/N that was so funny” he said sarcastically

“I thought you were done with the sarcasm Kian” I said teasing him

“You’re a tease” he said while laying on top of me

“You love it” I said while shifting around so he would feel it

“You’re such a little shit, you know that?”

“I do” I said smirking at him

He smirked back at me and supported himself on his left forearm while his other hand made its way between us. He grabbed his dick and started stroking it up and down my centre, making me moan instantly. I didn’t realize how heated up I got from the foreplay that it was a bit of a relief. From my clit to my entrance and back up and down repeatedly for a good minute. Clearly teasing me as much as possible, but I never give in first.

“You ready baby?” He asked

“Yes” I whispered

He put his tip into my entrance and slowing sunk into me,

“Oh my god” I said drawing out each word

When he was all the way in he brought his hand back up so he was right above me again and pressed our chests together.

My eyes were closed for a few seconds, when I opened them he still had not started to move but was already looking into mine as if waiting for me to tell him to. I hadn’t realized I was grabbing onto the sheets so I let go and my hands made their way up into his hair again. He leaned in and kissed me then started to move slowly in and out of me. He was being very sensual and loving which wasn’t very common for when we had sex, at least not when it was a spur of the moment thing. Although I wasn’t expecting it to be rough either.

He pulled away without changing his speed and looked at me and said, “I love you, Y/N”

I smiled up at him, “I love you too”

His face was only a few centimetres away from mine and he connected his forehead to mine and closed his eyes and started picking up the pace. I closed my eyes and pulled his hair.

“Kian…” I moaned

“Shit…say it again”

“Kian…” I said his name a bit louder and drew out the n, “harder baby”

My mouth fell open when he pulled out almost all the way and slammed himself back into me a few times.

“Fuck Kian!” I nearly screamed and he stopped suddenly and put his hand over my mouth,

“Shh Y/N! You don’t wanna wake up Jc” he said suddenly quiet, “he could even still be awake” he took his hand away

“Since when do you care if Jc hears us, it wouldn’t be the first time” I said jokingly

“Since last time we woke him up in the middle of the night he got so mad that the next night he kept waking us up every half an hour!” He said seriously but with a smile on his face

I laughed, “Oh shit I forgot about that! Okay I’ll be quiet”

“That’s what I thought” he said as he slammed into me once again causing me to gasp then immediately shutting my mouth and pressing my lips together in a hard line to suppress my moans as best as I could.

He kept up at a steady pace until I felt the knot forming in my stomach, “Fuck…I’m gonna come”

He stopped and pulled out making me whine, “get on your stomach” Kian said

I flipped over onto my stomach, this was our favourite position. My legs were straight underneath him while his were on either side of me. I reached my hands back and spread myself open so he could get himself inside me easier, once he was in me again I let go and put one hand above my head grabbing the pillow and the other to the side grabbing the sheet.

Kian grabbed my hips and started rocking in and out of me quickly causing me to moan instantly.

“Holy shit” he said

“Oh my god, I’m gonna-fuck, holy fuck. Kian!” I almost screamed again, at this point I don’t care what kind of revenge anyone gets on us. I reached one hand down the side of my body looking for Kian’s when he grabbed onto it.

“Come baby, I’m almost there”

A few thrusts later and I came, I felt my whole body spazzing even though I was trapped under Kian.

“Shit Y/N, shit shit shit…” He said when his thrusts were getting harder and a bit sloppier, he moaned loudly and pulled out quickly letting go of my hand and came on my ass and back.

When he was done he fell down beside me, neither of us said anything while we calmed down.

“Babe…oh my god” I said out of breath

“I know” he said also out of breath

“What time is it?” I asked while my heavy eyes closed

Kian turned his head to look at the clock, “it’s five, are you tired?” He asked turning his head back to face me

I nodded my head without opening my eyes, “but I have to get up” I opened my eyes and got up. I walked into the bathroom without shutting the door, grabbing a wet towel from the rod and wiped up my back and butt. I looked in the mirror to make sure I got it all and threw the towel in the hamper. Turned the bathroom light off and started looking for my clothes. I didn’t feel like putting a bra back on and I couldn’t find my shirt fast enough so I picked up the first shirt I seen which was one of Kian’s and put it on. Then I found my shorts and put them on, and threw Kian’s pants to him and they landed on top of him and he didn’t move.

“Kian you’re not sleeping put your pants on” I told him

He whined, “but I don’t wanna get up”

“Well you’re on my side so you have to move no matter what”

He groaned, “fine” drawing out the i.

He grabbed his pants, rolled off the bed and put them on then walked around to his side and got back under the covers. I climbed in right after and faced him and wrapped my arm around his torso, we intertwined our legs and I put my head against his chest.

“I wanna sleep but at the same time I don’t cause I wanna cuddle you” I said

“Me too,” he said putting his arm around me and pulling me closer, “but I can hardly keep my eyes open”

I sighed, “same…I’ll see you in a few hours then. I love you”

“I love you too, Y/N” he said quietly

I felt him fall asleep quickly, his arm and leg became a bit heavier and I felt his heartbeat slow down. I fell asleep quickly afterwards.

I bet phil gives the best cuddles ever. he’s the gentlest of giants and his height is used to hold all the love he possesses and his brain is bursting with colors and scenes and ideas that are so unique and unheard of they’d almost seem to be from a fantasy universe. not to mention he screams gentle with his pale, dainty hands and the way he crosses them, one slightly on top the other, when he’s holding a coffee mug and his quiet little laughs accompanied by his tongue peeking out the corner of his mouth that he used to hide with his hand but, recently, has been showing without hesitation because he’s only become more confident with himself and his little quirks as the years pass. he probably smells like vanilla and cinnamon and all the sweet candle flavors he buys and lights. his eyes are bright but kind, seeming to grow even brighter when he laughs, and I’m (just a bit) in love with him

anonymous asked:

can you please do head cannons (romantic head cannons would be amazing!!) for iida and dabi? thank you!!

Iida

- awkward romantic. He reads books about romance and works hard to prepare a perfect romantic atmosphere but it’s so perfect it’s actually weird. (Still cute tho)

- he is very shy about it at first but later on loves showering you in kisses
- he doesn’t forget any anniversaries and comes with flowers and a gift for all of them

- always replies to your texts in a matter of seconds

- he loves lying in bed with them and reading together

- Iida wants to study with his s/o but he is so amazed by their beauty and his love for them that he can’t concentrate at all

- he will always be honest about his opinions and thoughts because he knows that will be in your best interest instead of sugarcoated words

- he really is not good with pda and feels like he commited a crime when he holds your hand in public


Dabi

- always touching you in some way. playing with your hair, hand on your shoulder, chin leaned on your head etc

- very protective, he knows you are strong and don’t need him around 24/7 but if someone dares to trashtalk you he will be especially harsh on them

- he prides himself in being your boyfriend

- he’s a criminal but even if the other league members might laugh at him, dabi tries to prepare something special for you on your birthday

- he loves sleeping in the same bed with you

- he would never admit to anyone but when the two of you are apart for a longer time he feels a little lonely

- sometimes pretends to be super lovey-dovey with you just to piss the others off and when they complain his only answer is “now, let’s not be jealous because I have ___.”

- has this super smug smile whenever you do something well, he’s proud

first time dad

Originally posted by cartersbarnes

REQUEST: please something where reader just had their baby and she has to stay in the hospital for a couple days and seb is a panicky but super caring daddy/husband? some fluff?

WARNINGS: fluff my friends!!!!!!

AUTHOR’S NOTE: you guys… I love dad!sebastian with all my heart and I hope he has a family one day so I can die in peace lol I kind of changed it up a bit if you dont mind, anon! I still kept the panicky but super caring part in it.

Enjoy!


“It’s a girl!” The doctor exclaimed and you fell back onto the uncomfortable hospital bed and sighed.

You felt them place the baby on your bare chest and heard the wailing but your sight quickly started to go black and your ears rang loudly, the sound of the baby’s cry miles and miles away.

“We need oxygen!” You managed to hear a muffled voice say before everything went completely dark.

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Signs As Boyfriends 💘

Aries: The boyfriend who is constantly standing up for you. Most likely gets into little meaningless arguments with you about small stuff, but he really loves you. Maybe not that big on hugging, but will take any chance he gets to kiss you.

Taurus: Super cute, always greeting you by calling you “beautiful” or “gorgeous”, etc. Hates it when you get insecure about yourself. Always wanting to cuddle and be around you. Probably over uses “I love you.”

Gemini: Often tickles you. Jokes around a lot, but usually makes himself laugh. Probably argues a lot over dumb little things, but always apologizes afterwards. Gets a little distant every once in a while, but has an explanation for it.

Cancer: Has soft, caring eyes. Gets upset when you feel insecure or bad about yourself. Hugs you as much as possible. Secretly enjoys holding your hand. The “I’d rather kiss your forehead instead of your lips” boyfriend.

Leo: Shows you off, a LOT. Makes it obvious that he’s proud to have you. May come off a bit cocky, but he’s probably only thinking about you nonstop. Treats you as if you’re his delicate little kitten.

Virgo: Comes up with cute nicknames for you. Doesn’t really open up about his feelings to you, doesn’t like it when you know he’s upset about something. Wants you to be happy all the time.

Libra: Loves spoiling you with little gifts. Flirts with you a lot, even though you’re already his. A bit careless, care free. Has his arm around you all the time.

Scorpio: Really mysterious with others but opens up to you more than anyone else. Also over uses “I love you.” Loves to cuddle you. Gets really jealous easily, but makes up for it. Enjoys kissing you, including your neck.

Sagittarius: He likes to lay with you. Your “Netflix and Chill” boyfriend. Won’t force you to do something you don’t want to do. Rests your feet over his lap, probably lays on your lap. Has a cute smile that he’s often showing off.

Capricorn: Likes twirling, pulling, just playing with your hair in general. Gets frustrated easily. Hugs you from behind and rests his chin on your shoulder. Kisses your nose. Often competing with you about weird, stupid, adorable things.

Aquarius: Always trying to make you laugh. Kind of like a best friend, but one you can kiss and cuddle. Will most likely offer to walk you home. Always coming up with crazy scenarios to play out with you.

Pisces: Tells you about his dreams he has with you in them. Super adorable all the time. Not really shy, but not really confident. Really into gender roles. Plays with your fingertips often.

Cashton Fanfiction Masterpost

Hi friends, I have began to notice that it’s hard to find quality fan fiction of the two idiots called Calum Hood and Ashton Irwin so I decided to make this! Hope it helps a bit! (It will be updated frequently)


when you love someone by asht0nCalum pulls away to look at him and Ashton gets distracted by his … everything. Calum’s eyes are sparkling again, like he knows exactly what Ashton’s thinking even if he can’t say it properly, and it’s amazing, how much Calum can convey with just those eyes. Ashton thinks if he could only look at one thing for the rest of his life, this would be it, a hundred times over.

My Notes and Thoughts: This was honestly one of the best things I have ever read. It has so much passion and reality in it along with being too well written. The first chapter does involve smut and just god bless. 


I’ll See You With Your Laughter Lines by CliffordAfflictionSnippets of Calum and Ashton’s life together through Ashton’s eyes

My Notes and Thoughts: This was so cute and well written. I fell in love with Calum’s character and their relationship.


Perfect Score by thesoulsailor:  They weren’t six years old anymore. Calum had grown up to become a local football sensation and Ashton had grown to become a photography nerd whose biggest social descriptor was ‘Calum Hood’s best friend, the weird one’ but all that had never mattered. Even as a certified cool kid, Calum had never let him down and Ashton would do everything he could to make sure he wasn’t letting down Calum either.

“Of course.” Ashton hooked his pinkie around the one Calum offered. “Of course, I’ll help you.”
“Thank you.”
Despite the odds of this ending in a catastrophe, Ashton felt an honest, almost manic smile tug at his lips. “Let’s do it then. We’re gonna make sure you graduate, superstar.”

or Calum needs a perfect score, Ashton has the perfect plan and there ought to be nothing easier than breaking into the principal’s office, right?

My Notes and Thoughts: I know everyone is going crazy waiting for this fit’s continuation and so am I. I swear this will be amazing and for some reason it’s like Riverdale without death and murder?


We Are Gold, You Are Fire by fckmukeAshton didn’t say a word, just watched the younger boy focus miserably on his sandwich. Maybe that did answer the question about the previous night, maybe Calum was feeling it just as much as he was. Did he dare bring it up? Would bringing up the suffocating elephant in the room ruin all the progress they had just made this morning in attempt to get back to their normal friendship?

 or, Ashton and Calum hook up and struggle with dealing with it

or, the fic no one asked for based on Cashton’s adventures in europe

My Notes and Thoughts: THIS HAPPENED THIS IS REAL LET’S TALK ABOUT THIS!


So Much Better by cashcakeplzThis is good, good for Ashton. He works so hard, always taking care of the boys, he deserves someone who will take his mind off of things, even for a couple of hours to get coffee. Maybe it’ll make him better, and by extension, the band better. Maybe Bryana is a good thing for everyone. Yet, even now, as Calum tries to think of how great Bryana could be for Ashton, he can’t help but think that he would be so much better.

Or the one where Calum and Ashton have been Friends With Benefits for years, and Calum thought his feelings for Ashton were simply sexual until Bryana came into the picture.

My Notes and Thoughts: You see, I’m not the person of long fics and books but this honestly cut me off my feet I am struggling. 


Break The Plans We Had Before by mukeofficial: Calum loved his best friends, Michael and Luke, more than anything; and being able to give the best man speech at their wedding was an honour.

My Notes and Thoughts: This starts out with a little bit of Muke but then turns into cute fluffy yet smutty Cashton, it’s beautiful.


Some Kind of Radar System (Locked in on Love) by tigerlily_sunshine“I love you, Cal. Every single part of you. I love you, and that’s not going to change. Ever. No matter what you do. I will always love you.”

Calum chokes out a laugh that may, instead, be a sob. Ashton sneaks his hands underneath Calum’s armpits so that he can draw Calum into a hug, one that is even tighter than the hold Calum himself has on Ashton.

“That’s what they all say, but nobody ever means it.”

(In which Ashton is head over heels in love with Calum, but Calum has a secret that could break them.)

My Notes and Thoughts: This touched me in the heart because of how this asexual character thought about himself and intimacy while his boyfriend was nothing but supportive and cute about it, I just love and adore this so much and highly recommend it.


it’s obvious i just can’t get enough of you by nationalnobody, selvish: It’s 6PM and Calum is angry. Calum isn’t an angry guy but there is only so much Michael Clifford Bullshit ™ that one human being can physically take. Being the super cool-headed and level guy he is, he heads to the gym to wind down and relax. Everything is going peachy until a fucking sex deity with curly hair has to bend over across the room and destroy any shred of cool in his body. 

My Notes and Thoughts: This was filthy, well written and mesmerising.


you’re the thing that i can’t quit by lucasfletcher: “So, you’ve got the hots for your son’s football coach?” Michael asks from the other side of the bar, leaning on his elbows and blowing his gum in Ashton’s face annoyingly. 

“Shh, Michael,” Ashton looks around to make sure no one’s close enough to hear them. 

“And who the fuck even says ‘got the hots’ anymore?” 

“So you do!” he pauses and a grin takes over his features. 

“Also fuck you I can say whatever I want.”

or, the super cute cashton one

My Notes and Thoughts: This was honestly so cute and I loved how fluffy it was.


Anywhere in the world by bluennaAshton starts at a new school and meets Michael and Luke.

And then, Calum.

My Notes and Thoughts: I loved the beginning of this so much and loved how thought out it was, I’m sure you will as well.


message in a bottle by CalumSmiles (dreamforlife)In retrospect, he should’ve thought it through. An entire week with a perpetually shirtless Ashton. Calum really, really should have thought this through.

It’s been half a day and Calum is currently rubbing sunscreen over Ashton’s shoulders.

“For someone who’s always on about looking after yourself, you managed to get almost burnt in less than four hours,” he snorts, working the coconut-scented scream down Ashton’s back.

Ashton just groans, back arching towards Calum as he bends forward to lean elbows on his knees. 

“Shut up.”

“Oh real mature, bro,” Calum says, laughing. 

He finishes smoothing the cream across the small of Ashton’s back, lip between his teeth. 

“There. Don’t turn into Michael or I’ll regret saying yes to this impulsive decision of yours.”

Ashton’s back tenses faintly under his hands.“Spontaneity.” Ashton pulls away and turns around with his eyes hidden behind sunglasses and a curl to his lips. “Is the spice of life.”

~~~~~

Or, Ashton takes Calum to Hawaii and Calum smells a rat. Something’s up and he’s pretty sure this isn’t as impulsive as Ashton would have him believe.Oh and, Calum is ass over tit in love with Ashton.

My Notes and Thoughts: This is one of my utter favourites because of how long it is that makes you tell that how much effort was put into this. THE SMUT WAS AMAZING AND SO WAS THE FLUFF!


baby it’s cold outside by irwah: “I love you. I love you so much and anytime spent with you is perfect, I don’t care about some spilt wine or a simple dinner or the jetlag.” He takes Calum’s hands in his and kisses them both. “This holiday is going to be amazing because we’re here together, the two of us, on our fifth anniversary, in this magical resort where we first met and I couldn’t be happier. So please, relax, forget about everything and let’s fuck.”

Calum laughs at his boyfriend’s cheekiness, knowing it’s a decoy to distract from the disgustingly corny monologue he just gave.

Or: domestic cashton take on the alps


My Notes and Thoughts: This was hauntingly beautiful with the mentions of Muke, their adopted child and the backstory of Cal and Ash’s relationship. 


Ocean Avenue by CliffordAfflictionCashton adventures based off of the song Ocean Avenue by Yellowcard

My Notes and Thoughts: This story was amazing in every way but I loved the whole ‘i eat smth I hate bc it reminds me of my ex’ thing.


I see me all over you by CalumSmiles (dreamforlife): There’s a sound very much similar to that of a cat being strangled. Ashton raises an eyebrow as he lifts himself back up again.


“I…you—I—” Calum splutters and when Ashton snorts, he groans. “Shut up! Shut—shut the fuck up! Oh my god, I hate you. You fucking suck—you suck, Ashton.”

Ashton blinks in surprise, a confused frown pulling at his eyebrows, and he stops his push-ups, flipping around and sitting down, one hand braced behind him to support his exhausted body and the other pushing back his sweat-drenched fringe away from his face.

“What?” He asks.

Calum is on the floor, legs bent to the side, gaping at Ashton as he pants. His eyes are trained on Ashton’s heaving chest. His entire face is a splotchy red, expression horrified.

Ashton frowns. “Bro, you d—”

“Fuck, bench press me,” Calum blurts out.

~~~~

Ashton is trying to break his record of two hundred push-ups and Calum is not watching him. And he isn’t thirsting after Ashton. No, definitely not.Or, basically the one where Ashton beats Calum at his own game…unintentionally.

My Notes and Thoughts: This started out with Calum being creepy as fuck and ended with literal filth, I love it. 


Paint The Sky For Me On Christmas by lookslikehecansurfAshton just wants to make his workplace look festive, without any idea what(or who) a box of Christmas decorations could lead him to.

Or, “my shop window decorations are better than yours” AU

My Notes And Thoughts: I LOVE CALUM’S CHARACTER IN THIS.


the way I’ve been lovin’ you by CalumSmiles (dreamforlife): Ashton chuckles. “Was that an attempt to distract me? Bro, I still want answers. What’s got you so riled up these days?” 

You, lies on the tip of his tongue but he obviously doesn’t say it. 

“It’s been a while, I guess,” is what he says instead. 

Ashton pats his knee. “We can go out tomorrow night. Find you a nice girl.” He smirks. “Give your right hand a break, or we’ll be out of a bass player real soon.” 

Calum really needs the ground to open up and swallow him whole so he can escape from this conversation.

 I don’t want a girl, he groans silently. I really don’t want a girl. 

“What?” 

It’s the complete shock in Ashton’s voice that makes Calum look at him. Wide-eyed, slack-jawed and completely befuddled, Ashton is staring at him. 

“What?” Calum asks. He waves a hand in front of Ashton’s face “What?”

Ashton blinks rapidly. “You don’t want a girl?” 

~~~~

Or, Calum sees something he probably shouldn’t have, has an existential crisis about it, and Ashton learns some things. Michael is the devious matchmaker.

My Notes and Thoughts: I really wanna punch Michael in the face but kiss him at the same time in this, it’S WeiRD. Btw if you are interested in anything this amazing writer writes like me, this has a part two that’s mainly muke.


You Too by JetBlackHeart…and really Michael should have guessed that the next time Luke opened his big mouth it’d be to say something extraordinarily stupid.

“Truth or dare”, suggests Luke, like a fucking idiot.

“Absolutely not!”, exclaims Michael at the exact same time that Calum bellows,

“HELL YES”. Obviously fucking Calum would be on board with it, the little shit.

“Well if you guys are down then so am I”, smiles Ashton, and Michael glares daggers at him because he’s a fucking traitor.

When 5SOS play truth or dare as a banding activity, things get a bit too real and Michael doesn’t know what the fuck to do with all of these goddamn feelings.

My Notes And Thoughts: This is a real masterpiece that does involve a lot of make but Cashton is also dominant so I suggest you to give this amazing writing a try.


Extra Hot by JetBlackHeartA really fluffy Coffee Shop AU with Calum and Luke as the cute baristas, Ashton as Mr Sexy-voice/Pretentious Coffee Guy/Biceps, and Michael as Fucking Michael™

Based on the tumblr post:

Omg I just went to get a latte from my regular coffee shop and I always have the same guy serving me and I must bug him so much as I would always ask for almomd milk (im lactose intolerant) but they would just have lacto free so I stuck with that and today as I drank my latte I could tell the difference in the milk and asked if they started serving almond milk and the guy just shyly said “well you always ask if we have it so i got it specially for you” thiS GUY BOUGHT THE MILK WITH HIS OWN MONEY I FEEL SO PREVILEDGED RIGHT NOW EAAAAHH

My Notes And Thoughts: This was honestly one of the best, not only because how cute it was but also because of the smut.


Make Pretend that You and Me Lived Ever After Happily by tigerlily_sunshine: “How mad d’you think Michael would be if I switched out his candles for trick ones?”

“You wished for a promotion last year,” says Ashton. 

“Don’t even pretend like you don’t take Michael’s Christmas wishes seriously.”

“You’re not supposed to know what I wish for,” says Calum. “Doesn’t that defeat the power of the wish?”

Ashton shrugs.

“Wish quieter next time.”

(In which Michael’s Christmas cupcakes are truly magic)

My Notes and Thoughts: Okay, everyone was talking about this, I was talking about it, you were talking about it, IT DESERVES TO BE TALKED ABOUT.


passing through unconscious states by cyclogenesis (addictedkitten): The heater on the bus stops working, and the boys do what they must to stay warm. Also there are a lot of feelings.

My Notes and Thoughts: In which this is kind of ot4 bc Cashton have an audience


chips of glass by asymmetricA month before 5 Seconds of Summer’s first gig, Calum puts up an ad on craigslist.

Ashton is the one who answers.

My Notes and Thoughts: This is 40k and deserves the attention it gets. It’s a beautiful masterpiece. 


I’ll Take You Far Away by nationalnobodyThe first time Calum decided to sit next to the blonde, or as he preferred, drummer boy it was because of his Nirvana shirt. That and partly because everybody on the bus looked like druggies or something of the sort and that kind of scared Calum.

My Notes and Thoughts: This was so cute and amazing I let some tears fall bc of happiness 


i thought i said i wasn’t good at this by drunklukes: Calum’s stomach drops when he realizes. The dropped books, the cute guy, the distraction of the sketch. That guy, whoever he was, had to have the notebook. A running list of Calum’s most personal thoughts from the past two years. Calum stares at the wall in disbelief, trying to plan his course of action. How was he supposed to get something back from a guy whose name he didn’t even know?

or calum is the seemingly douchey fraternity president and starving artist ashton happens upon his notebook full of lyrics

My Notes and Thoughts: I love it when bad guys turn to cute little squishy ppl


if there’s one thing i know it’s that we’re good together by irwah: It isn’t that weird, really, if you think about it. Ashton is just one guy, a guy who spends a lot of time working out. And he’s admiring his best friend working out, his technique, his breathing pattern - totally normal things he observes in other people when he’s at the gym. 

Except it is weird. Because he’s not admiring Calum’s technique, he’s admiring Calum’s abs, the way the sweat is pooling in the dips between muscles, the way his shoulder muscles clench with the force it takes him to do a sit up. He’s not admiring Calum’s technique so much as admiring his body.

or: Cashton fuck in a gym

My Notes and Thoughts: Because how could a smut that has With Confidence lyrics as a title be bad.


Ghostbusters by CalumSmiles (dreamforlife)“That sounds like I’m proposing to him,” Ashton says, grimacing. “Like an old English gentleman.”

Michael lets out a low, amused huh sound as he settles down. “Doubt he’ll mind. He’ll probably jump you and say yes.”

“Your other option is to walk in, declare your everlasting love and then suck his dick,” Luke says, shrugging.

Ashton sighs, trying to rub away the headache that’s starting to throb in his temples. “So you’re telling me that your great plan is for me to just walk into his room and tell him that I’m in love with him? Gee thanks, guys, I’m never asking you two losers for advice ever.”

A strangled sound comes from the doorway.

~~~~~~~~~~

Or, Ashton is in love. With Calum, obviously. Calum has no clue. Michael is bitter that his brilliant plan hadn’t worked all those years ago and Luke? Well, Luke is on Michael’s side.Basically, Calum finally frustrated Ashton into confessing accidentally to Michael and Michael decides that enough is enough.

My Notes and Thoughts: I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW, THIS IS MY ALL TIME FAVE AND I TALK ABOUT THIS TO MY FRIENDS A LOT BUT IT HAD TO BE HERE.


Just a Little Bit by alseeptodayCalum is pretty sure he’s going to love getting hit. He gets some help from Ashton.

“You want me to hit you?” Ashton croaked, voice soft. Calum immediately felt ashamed for asking.

My Notes and Thoughts: THIS WAS SO INTENSE IT’S INEFFABLE. 


Got ‘til it’s gone by gonnamuke“Luke, Luke, listen, can you send the certificate?” Calum asks. Luke sighs and tells them to hold on one second while he does so and when he does, Calum opens the messenger app, clicks into the attachment, and there it is, clear as day. Calum Thomas Hood and Ashton Fletcher Irwin, married at 5 in the morning. This morning.

His mum is going to kill him.

My Notes and Thoughts: Basically cashton get married in Vegas and it’s LIT


We’re proving to each other that romance is boring by eleretThe thing about this thing Ashton’s got going with Calum, is that now he’s started, it’s like he physically can’t stop.

My Notes and Thoughts : This basically smut w a lot of feelings and I’m living for it


#littlecalumthings by CalumSmiles (dreamforlife): Luke loses it as Michael throws his head back and howls, laughter high-pitched and squeaky as he waves an apologetic hand at Calum before letting himself get swept up in Michael’s infectious amusement.“I fucking hate you all,” Calum mutters, crossing his arms and scowling out the window.

“Hey Ash,” Michael gasps in a poor imitation of Calum, “Hey Ash, I’m so gay, I’m so fucking gay!”Luke pleads for relief, leaning weakly against the car door, eyes streaming as he clutches at his stomach.“I love cocks, did you know? Cocks are the best, I love cocks!” Michael waves an imaginary bottle of beer in the air. “Cocks, man! I love them!"Calum hates Michael. He really hates Michael. He hates Luke too, that little shit

.~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Pining Calum, oblivious Ashton and ultimately, wall sex. Michael should’ve bought the popcorn.

My Notes and Thoughts: LISTEN I CAME BACK TO THIS LIST BECAUSE I WAS STOCKING UP SOME QUALITY FANFICTION AND I REALISED I HAVEN’T PUT THIS BEAUTIFUL MIX OF EVERYTHING IN IT???? AND I WAS SO SHOOK BY MY WEIRD ACTIONS CUZ YOU NEEEED TO READ THIS . 


Rock Bottom by  crash-queen aka stelleshine (stelleshine): Moving to LA with Calum was supposed to be a great idea, but reality was smacking into Ashton like a bitch slap he didn’t ask for. If that wasn’t bad enough, he was running out of money, his crush on Calum wasn’t getting any easier to handle, and his roommates’ suggestion to combat their financial situation was threatening to break his heart completely.

Or Calum and Ashton are broke, so Calum suggests they get fake engaged at KFC for a free meal. Prompt from Tumblr.

My Notes and Thoughts: This is the cutest, most loving, ALSO KIND OF SADDEST, and one of my favourite pieces of writing I’ve ever stumbled across. I love this so so so so much.


Drunk Off Of Nothing But Each Other by scruffylouCalum looked at the messy coffee table and the piles of books that were over flowing from the couch to the floor. “Ash…have you been leaving the house at all?” he asked quietly. The question hung tensely in the air and mixed with the dust and the light beams and the buzz of the TV running.

“Yeah,” Ashton snapped. “I just don’t invite anyone here. I just hung out with Michael yesterday. Why?”

“I dunno…” Calum hesitated. “Things just don’t usually look like this.”

Ashton sipped his tea again. His glasses steamed up a little and the mug was dwarfed between his huge hands. “You wouldn’t know, would you?”

“Because you wouldn’t let me.”

“Would YOU let you?” Ashton raised his eyebrows and stared at Calum without really blinking.

Calum had to look down at his tea. He felt a little sick. “No.”

My Notes and Thoughts: While reading this, it gave me much more than MAKE-UP SEX. This oneshot is full of such a strong emotion and the writing is absolutely Nobel worthy. Love this so muchhhhh.