A 100 letters
Summary: Based off Halsey’s song, 100 letters. You finally realize how toxic you relationship with Harry is after being invited to Aurodon.
A/N: Im sorry no gif for this one cause i’ve spent ages tryna make one and I can’t be bothered anymore and I just wanna post this imagine omg. and don’t forget to send in requests!!
You and Harry didn’t have the most healthiest relationship and everyone knew that. He didn’t treat you well but you stayed with him nonetheless because above all of it, he cared about you and he loved you he just have weird ways of showing it. You had put up with a lot from him but you had just had one of the biggest fights with him and you were pretty sure that was the last straw.
“Y/N, you’re so annoying and clingy!” Harry yelled at you as you followed him into his room below deck.
“You were flirting with that girl, right in front of me!?” You said back.
“It didn’t mean anything and you know that! You just want to make me mad and you just want to have a fight, as per usual.” Harry told you as he shut the door to his room behind you.
“It always ‘means nothing’ with you Harry! I’m just scared one day it’ll mean something.” You confessed.
Harry just rolled his eyes, “One day you’ll realise why you don’t have any friends Y/N.” His tone sounded bored and he wasn’t yelling anymore. You left his cabin after that, too angry to say anything more.
You were now walking back to your apartment alone. Tears were starting to spill from your eyes and you let them too tried to keep up the ‘villains don’t cry’ thing. You opened the door to your apartment and went to straight to bed. It was starting to occur to you that you maybe Harry didn’t actually love you like he said he did. You always found yourself alone at night, unless you were having sex with him and half the time he’d go back to his place after barely staying the night.
You walked into the fish and chips shop for lunch. You saw Harry and Uma laughing about something to which you just rolled your eyes. You sat down at table by yourself and soon enough Harry came by with a dish of your favourite food.
“I’m sorry about the fight last night, love.” He said to you as he sat down opposite you.
“You’re always sorry, Harry.” You told him, not even looking at him.
“If you’d just show some respect, we could be golden.” He told you and this made your eyes shoot up.
“If I just showed some respect? You’re ridiculous Harry! I can’t believe you.” You yelled at him, standing up to walk out the restaurant. You had just gotten there but you couldn’t stand to be there any longer.
“We can talk about this, we always talk about it!” Harry yelled after you.
You turned around, “Not this time, Harry.”
Mal had just left your place. She told you about the new king of Aurodon inviting kids over from the isle. You were one of them. You couldn’t be happy but you knew the conversation with Harry would be hard.
You told him too meet you by the lake when he was done his shift and he was there right on time, “Ready to talk, love?”
“I’m leaving Harry. I’m going to Aurodon. Me and some other kids have been invited to go the school over there.” You told him and his eyes widen.
“You’e leaving me? How could you leave me?” He yelled at you, grabbing your arms.
“Pretty easily, considering you just treat me as something to butter up and taste when you get bored. But no more.” You said, shaking yourself out his grasp.
“I love you, Y/N. Come on, Y/N. You know that. We can get through this, we always do.” He told you.
“I have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors crying because of you Harry! ’m not going to let you touch me anymore. “ You said, holding your head up high though all you wanted to was run into his arms, you had to be strong.
“Please don’t go away.” He pleaded. You could tell he really loved you from the look in his eyes but it wasn’t enough to change your mind, not this time.
“It’s too late. Goodbye Harry.” You said and walked off, leaving him there all alone like he’s done too you so many times before.
You were getting yourself settled in at Aurodon and you couldn’t stop thinking about how you almost gave Harry everything, you would have married him if he asked even knowing how toxic he is. You started at the pirate badge he had made for you for your birthday and started crying when you started wishing that you had never given him anything now that the whole thing is finished.
As you unpacked your clothes you noticed basically all your jeans had little pieces of white paper sticking out of them. You took them all out and started reading all of the 100 letters you realised Harry left you. You had no idea he had slipped these letters into your back pockets. He wrote about how much he loved you, how sorry he was after your fights (there was many of those) but a few were about those great times you had with him, constantly reminding you of the Isle and him.
You put them all back in your jeans, thinking that whenever you needed too you could read them but after months went by all of them ended up forgotten in a laundry machine, along with your relationship with him.