god i know i talk about how i’d die for the happiness of will byers and all but in reality? i breathe in unrequited byeler content like oxygen. that boy is setting himself up for heartbreak especially now that eleven’s back and i am 500% here to see him work through it
Hi, I’m gonna start this off and say that IM SO FREAKING NERVOUS - but either way I started a youtube channel a lil bit ago and posted my first video about a week ago, and I’m not even joking when I say that ive wanted to do this for the past like 3 years but have been too scared to do it bc I’m very scared about the reaction that i’d get. But I finally decided to put my big girls pants on and stop doubting myself, and I’m going to try and maintain a youtube channel (along with all the other responsibilities I have). Anyways getting to the point, I don’t wanna force you, but it would be nice if you checked out my first video here, and that’s all really.
I also wanna say a big thank you to all of you bc if I didn’t have you guys and the boys, I would’ve probably never found the courage to actually start doing this. And I kinda want to inspire you guys to do something that you’ve wanted to do for a long time, but haven’t found the confidence to do it- I believe in you, and I believe that you can do it!!!
My mom and her boyfriend got into a crash, they were both drunk and he drove, they are both ok, but three other people in another vehicle got into the crash and my family knows these people, one adult woman, one adult man, and a baby/toddler, the baby has only a few cuts and bruises, the man had to be flown out to a hospital probably enough and the woman I am not sure, I am so fuckin’ terrified right now. When I heard they got into a crash I thought my mom got hurt or died, yes I was worried about her boyfriend and the others but…my mom, that was my mom, the woman who is doing her best for me and trying to help, I have already lost my dad, I just can’t lose my mom, not right now, I just can’t, I’m not ready, I’m happy she’s ok but now all those bad memories about my dad have come back…I love you guys so much, and sorry for if this bothered you all. -Tobi
I started this Tumblr back in March of this year for the Ts3 community…I didn’t expect to find such an amazing community but I have! Tumblr is more than just a Ts3 community, its a community for EVERYONE! Anything your interested in, theres a community for it.
SO MUCH has changed for me since starting this Tumblr, and you guys have been along for the ride whether I’m posting Ts3 stuff or something personal.
So what exactly has changed?
1) My Simblr because its ever evolving and I’m still getting the hang of it
2) My gameplay style, I grew some balls & installed MODS thanks to you guys which has made my gaming play and experience 10x better.
3) My relationship status, I went from in a relationship to single back in August after almost 2 years together. I was devastated, but I picked up the pieces and can actually smile again. From August until beginning of November, there was no contact what so ever between my ex and I because I was so upset and heartbroken because I felt as if he abandoned me in a time of need. Well I realized that relationships aren’t one way streets and that we both had problems of our own even if he had left me for a co-worker of his. We spoke last week for the first time since he had picked up his stuff August 30TH or whatever…and the conversation went well and he has asked to talk when he comes over Wednesday to collect the rest of his things and some important mail (also we’ll do an address change so his mail goes to his parents where he lives)…I’m not really nervous for this talk as I know he isn’t going to try and get back together. I AM READY to talk to him though even though I’ve requested nothing to SAPPY so I dont cry. I’m still getting over losing him but I wouldnt get back together if he asked because whats done is done.
4) My depression and anxiety isn’t as bad as it once was, I’m seeing a therapist once a week and I truly like this woman. I’ve been off my medicine though since September because it was effecting my appetite greatly and I lost too much weight. I’ve gained it back thank god and still am because DAMMIT I LOOK GOOD THICKER in my opinion everybody looks good with meat on their bones but thats just me.
5) I’m dating again, aka I’m testing out the waters. I’ve been on a few dates with some good guys but I’m still just doing me. HOWEVER, there is one man in particular that I’m casually seeing and its hilarious. Why you ask? He’s a good friend of mine and ex-coworker from my old career. We did NOT plan for this and we both laugh every time we talk about it because holy crap fate has a funny way of intervening with peoples lives. He’s also YOUNGER than me, by like 6 years. I’m 29 and he’s 22 and even though I KNOW this won’t develop into a FULL BLOWN relationship because I DO NOT WANT ONE I’m enjoying going with the flow. Our chemistry is seriously on point, we have a lot of fun together and more importantly, were 100% on the same page with what were doing. No confusion that way. ALSO, in my past I always dated WHITE MALES due to my Father. I love ALL RACES of MEN (and women too just don’t date females because were crazy hahaha) and YUP YOU GUESSED IT…he isn’t white. His skin is more like chestnut brown like the color of my Ugg boots because I put my boot next to his skin and said “YOU ARE CHESTNUT NOW!” he also makes me look EVEN MORE white than I already am. But I love the way he interlocks his hands with mine for no reason or when I’m in the mirror checking myself out (im just growing fonder of the way I look these days TBH) he will come up to me, grab me from behind slide his arms around me and look at me looking at myself in the mirror and he’ll smile when our eyes meet or compliment me or whatever. It’s ridiculous lol and WE HAVENT EVEN DONE THE DUUURTY YET (yes we have messed around but nothing crazy, but yes its gotten hot and heavy cause we will end up making out for a long time cause when you have chemistry aka fireworks its hard to stop lol) but hopefully that changes tonight cause I’ve marked today as D DAY aka DICK DAY aka SHITS GOING DOWN TONIGHT. If all goes according to plan. Whew that was a long one guys I apologize.
6) WE HIT OVER 230 FOLLOWERS YOU GUYS! So true to Tumblr tradition a GIFT is in order for yall. So I’ve built a few things but can’t decide what to gift yet. MAINLY, a HUGE and generous THANK YOU is in order to each and every single one of my followers. THANK YOU SO FREAKIN MUCH FOR EVERYTHING I TRULY LOVE ALL OF YOU!
7) I’m okay. I’M MORE THAN OKAY. And I got this, ‘YOU OWN IT GIRL’ is actually what my mantra has been lately.
So, while this may or may not be Sims related YOU GUYS ALL have impacted my life greatly and have helped me SO MUCH. So now, I’m going to WALK in the rain to the grocery store to go buy razors with my remaining 4 dollars and change so I can shave my legs and get all ready for D DAY uuuuhhh son I’m gonna put it down flip it and reverse it. ONLY JOKING but no really its going down tonight as Celly Cel once said. Hahaha anyways SORRY FOR THE LONG POST BUT AGAIN THANK YOU GUYS FOR EVERYTHING.
Ya girl just hit 4000 followers and I am so overwhelmed right now! I love and appreciate the heck out of you guys, seriously all the love and support I have received means the world to me. Thank you for following me through my shitstorm of a blog and for liking and reblogging my posts. There is so much more to come and I can’t wait to share it all with you. Seriously, thank you, I can’t stop smilinggggg 💕💕💕
Today I’ve reached 500 followers and I’m so happy. You guys are amazing, always so kind and friendly to me. This blog means a lot to me, and having people that are actually interested in what I post is unbelievable.
You are a gift to me, and I wish I could return the favour. I know it’s not much and clearly I’m not the best drawer on the site, but I’d like to open a free commission slot for all of my followers (maybe for a week?). You can ask whatever you like, but prepare yourself to be patient because I’m usually pretty busy lmao. You can send your commision through my ask box.