i love saying this out loud

two years ago to the day, i realized that im gay and like. im so happy that i did. my life is not….yknow great at the moment and i still have tons to work through, but realizing im a lesbian and accepting it has been literally the best thing that ever happened to me. despite how hard it is being a lesbian (and even saying the word “lesbian” is difficult sometimes) i wouldnt change it for anything.

so like. if you’re reading this and you’re confused about who you are, if you’re questioning your sexuality or gender or you’ve recently come out to yourself (as anything— gay, bi, lesbian, trans, pan, anything i’ve not listed) i love you. take your time and be patient with yourself. there’s no rush. you’ll get there

anonymous asked:

i like the way you write flirty jason! so may i request a jason x reader fic where jason is flirting with the reader and the reader is just a blushy mess. i love your work btw!❤❤

(did it as a sequel to this! hope it’s ok!)


“We’ve met again, thief,” you say, uttering your words loud enough to echo in the dead of the night.

Your words are enough to startle the masked thief out of his thoughts, who immediately halts in his tracks and turns his head around so that he’s finally facing you, tilting his head to the side as though in arrogance.

“And we’ve met again, sweetheart,” the masked thief says, crossing his arms over his chest and nodding his head at you as though in acknowledgment. You could feel your cheeks heating up at his nickname for you, and you immediately turn your head away from him, trying your best to hide your reddening cheeks from him.

He doesn’t fail to notice it, however, as not a moment later, he moves closer to you, stepping toward you until he’s close enough to touch you. He places a hand on your cheek, feeling its warmth for a moment before stepping back and raising both of his arms in surrender when you turn your head around and glare at him.

“My, my,” he says, allowing a soft chuckle to spill out of his lips. “You’re still as feisty as I remember, kitten,” he continues, chuckling once more when you give him another nasty glare.

He doesn’t seem too fazed by your silent threats as not a moment later he moves toward you once more, leaning forward to whisper something in your ear. “I’d hate to cut our meeting short,” he begins, his voice deep and husky, immediately sending shivers down your spine. “But I’ve still got something to do.”

And before you could even ask him what it is he’s planning to do next, he’s already leaned his head toward you, moving to plant a soft, gentle kiss on your cheek, rendering you frozen to your spot on the ground, unable to move, unable to do anything else but continue to stare at him as though in surprise and shock.

And then before you know it, he’s already pulled away from you, turning his back away from you and walking away like nothing has happened, giving you a small wink and a quick wave before disappearing from your view.

For a moment, all you could do is stare after him, taking a long look at the direction he’s previously been in, silently wondering whether or not everything that has happened has merely just been a dream. Briefly, you wonder whether or not it has merely just been your imagination, but then you quickly shake your head and dismiss the thoughts out of your head, mentally cursing yourself for even allowing such things to happen.

God, you think, a soft sigh of frustration spilling out of your lips. You really hate that man’s guts sometimes.

I love you for so many reasons. If I made a list it would never end. I guess the one way to describe it, is that I love loving you. I love everything about you, and more.

People who deserved a redemption arc:

  • steve harrington: just kind of an asshole, non violent, is pretty obvious through the first season that he was an okay dude on the inside

People who don’t deserve a redemption arc:

  • billy hargrove: literally tried to murder children and abused his sister to the point she feared being around him

if you don’t think this is one of the cutest lil Drarry moments ever captured for our eyes to admire, then ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

The first introduction to butch that I can remember came when I attended a family dinner party. I was about 6 years old and though shy and quiet, I was a huge tomboy. It was not odd to find me shirtless and covered in mud. My favorite toys were trains and I slept with my train set. I saw brushing my hair as an act of pure evil and insisted on just cutting it all off. I was a butch in the making and there was not much that my family could do to stop me, though their efforts to kill who I was did not go unnoticed by me.

We arrived at the party only to find that there was some drama going on. A family friend had been invited, but some of the parents were a little alarmed about her presence. The adults talked among themselves, and though they tried to prevent the children from listening, I was a nosy child who hid behind a bush. Apparently the family friend was a sinner and might infect the children with her sin. This confused me greatly. I knew about sin, but I had not known that it could be transferred from person to person. 

I pondered what this friend had done to need sin and how she might infect others with that sin, but was soon distracted by a board game laid out on a tree stump. A few hours passed before this friend showed up, and when she did, I all but forget about the sin.

She turned out to be a huge, incredible lesbian. I caught a glimpse of her as she stomped through the house and into the backyard. Her hair was blond, her hands were calloused, and her face was wrinkled. She stood with a power that I had never known a woman to possess before. In this glimpse, I saw who I had always wanted to be. She was defiant yet gentle, loud yet caring, strong yet loving. Her eyes saw into my soul, and I was in love.

I saw her clasp the men on the back and pull out chairs for the women.

I saw her shake her head and say “No.” Were women allowed to do this? 

I heard her boisterous laugh echo through the party.

I heard her heart sing to me “You are home.”

I was not allowed to approach or speak to her, instead I was shooed away and told to be careful.

I was not allowed to ask questions about this woman, which only created more questions for me. What about her was so poisonous and could that same poison reside inside of me? What was the sin that she committed and was I committing the same sin? How did she infect others and did I infect them too? My mind spun and I felt as if it would never stop spinning. Though she came alone, something inside me understood that she loved women. I knew who she was and I knew that I was her. I understood her. I loved and feared this. I did not want to be a bad person, but I could not stop being me.

It was years before I found out that she Butch, and what Butch meant, and that she and I were cut from the same stone. To this day I have never been allowed to speak to her. I do know that I love her. I know that I love every single butch on this planet, and that I will love them until the day I die.

You know that episode of Brooklyn 99 where Jake is telling someone that he can’t stop Amy from going on dates just because he’s too chicken to ask her out?

Whenever I watch that scene, all I can think of is Ross Geller,

  • telling Paolo that Ross and Rachel ‘have a thing’, when they don’t
  • stopping Rachel from flirting with a cute guy by claiming he was 'protecting her’ from the guy, by telling the guy she was a hooker, with the excuse that they’re each other’s lobsters
  • hiding a message from her because he didn’t like that she wanted to date, because they had a child together, even though they weren’t dating each other
  • Other scenes

And I think that Brooklyn 99 did unrequited romance right. Because Jake knew he had no right to stop Amy from dating other guys, even though he was in love with her. And they said it out loud, that Jake can’t make a woman’s choice for her.

They acknowledge a woman’s right to choose what she wants.

THE    FIVE    SENSES     /      SENTENCE    STARTERS  .

  • some   may   be   nsfw   and   /   or   be   triggering.   

01    :     TOUCH .

  • ❝ i love this [ FABRIC ], it feels satisfying. ❞
  • ❝ your touch. it leaves me breathless. ❞
  • ❝ your touch is unlike any other. ❞
  • ​❝ have you ever felt anything more comfortable? ❞
  • ❝ feel this. what does it feel like to you?
  • ❝ i wanted to see what it felt like. ❞
  • ​❝ touch it. i dare you. ❞
  • ​❝ you felt ice cold when i touched you. ❞
  • ​❝ you feel warm to me. ❞
  • ​❝ i love the feel of [ FABRIC ] against my skin. ❞
  • ​❝ i love the feel of your skin against mine. ❞
  • ​❝ i would never touch anyone else. 
  • ​❝ i love the feel of your hair between each of my fingers. ❞
  • ​❝ don’t you dare touch me. ❞
  • ​❝ i want to feel your lips against my own. ❞
  • ​❝ i can feel your pulse. it jumped. ❞
  • ​❝ let me give you a massage. ❞
  • ❝ you feel like home to me. ❞ 

02     :      TASTE .

  • ❝ i love the taste of you. ❞
  • ❝ i can never forget that taste. ❞
  • ❝ fair warning, it does have a bitter taste. ❞
  • ​❝ no offense, you just aren’t my taste. ❞
  • ❝ can i have a taste of that? ❞
  • ❝ i have yearned for the taste of your lips. ❞
  • ​❝ that tasted pretty good actually. ❞
  • ​❝ it just left a really bad taste in my mouth so no thanks. ❞
  • ​❝ nothing taste better than chocolate. ❞
  • ​❝ i’ve got something you might want to taste. ❞
  • ​❝ i will forever savor that taste. ❞
  • ​❝ blood has such a metallic taste.
  • ​❝ my taste buds are mad at me after eating that. ❞
  • ​❝ how’s it feel to get a taste of your own medicine?
  • ​❝ you didn’t even taste it. ❞
  • ​❝ trust me, you’ll want to taste this. ❞
  • ​❝ i think it has a bit of bitter sweet taste. ❞
  • ❝ so you tasted it, did you like it?

03     :      SIGHT .

  • ❝ i see you. ❞
  • ❝ i’ve never seen things so clearer than i do now. ❞
  • ❝ it’s too dark, i can’t see anything. ❞
  • ​❝ how can you see anything? it’s pitch dark. ❞
  • ❝ i’ve looked close enough and i see you for what you are. ❞
  • ❝ please, just look at me. ❞
  • ​❝ stop staring at me like that. ❞
  • ​❝ get that light out of my face. ❞
  • ​❝ it’s so bright outside today. ❞
  • ​❝ what’s wrong? what did you see?
  • ​❝ you’re scared, you must have saw something. ❞
  • ​❝ what i saw, you’ll never believe me. 
  • ​❝ i’ve never seen you before. ❞
  • ​❝ have we seen one another before
  • ​❝ you see me for what i truly am. ❞
  • ​❝ i didn’t see anything. ❞
  • ​❝ did you see that?
  • ❝ i can’t believe my eyes. 

04     :      SOUND .

  • ❝ shhh, i just heard something. ❞
  • ❝ did you hear that?
  • ❝ what is that sound?
  • ​❝ i missed the sound of your voice. ❞
  • ❝ do you hear me? stay away from me. ❞
  • ❝ i hear you, loud and clear. ❞
  • ​❝ i’m sorry, what was that? i didn’t hear you. ❞
  • ​❝ i’ve heard that sound before. ❞
  • ​❝ you didn’t hear anything at all?
  • ​❝ can you hear what they’re saying?
  • ​❝ aw, i love the sound of music. ❞
  • ​❝ i never said i could hear them. 
  • ​❝ wait, hear that? something is coming. ❞
  • ​❝ i could hear screams … ❞
  • ​❝ i heard you all the way upstairs. ❞
  • ​❝ you didn’t just hear that? that sound? that noise?
  • ​❝ trust me, you’re going to want to hear this. ❞
  • ❝ please, just hear me out. 

05     :      SMELL .

  • ❝ what is that smell? ❞
  • ❝ i have missed your smell. ❞
  • ❝ you smell nice. ❞
  • ​❝ it’s unlike anything i’ve smelled before. ❞
  • ❝ i smell the food cooking from here. ❞
  • ❝ do you smell that?
  • ​❝ how are you able to smell that?
  • ​❝ no offense but it really smells. ❞
  • ​❝ it’s starting to smell. ❞
  • ​❝ tell me, you’ve smelled this before. ❞
  • ​❝ i know that smell, it’s the smell of lies. ❞
  • ​❝ i can smell you from here.
  • ​❝ are you smelling me?
  • ​❝ i missed the smell of your hair. ❞
  • ​❝ i need to step away, get some fresh air. ❞
  • ​❝ do you smell that? that’s the smell of freedom. ❞
  • ​❝ i could never erase your smell. ❞
  • ❝ i can smell the fear on you from here. 
Try saying it out loud

We ended up on a shopping spree after our latest series of shenanigans, and the Monk decided that we needed mounts and bought himself a warhorse and a magical saddle. 

Monk: I’ve figured out what I’m going to name [the horse]. First name Hoof, last name Hearted. My noble steed.

[several minutes pass, and the Fighter’s player suddenly gets a look of dawning comprehension]

Fighter: Wait a second, did you just spend 600 gold to make a fart joke?!

[everyone else suddenly gets it and starts cracking up while the Monk just smiles]

For some convoluted reason, everyone suddenly starts involuntarily bursting into song “Buffy: Once More with Feeling"-style.

Everyone in the crew has their own musical number revolving around their current thoughts and issues. Donut takes care of belting out the opening number, since he has such great range. Sarge sings about building robots with Lopez. Simmons sings about his dreams and ambitions.

Grif can feel it coming but has no power to stop it and starts singing a soulful love ballad to Simmons.

Simmons malfunctions.

It wasn’t a 3AM booty call. It was a 3AM drunk confession of all the things I couldn’t say sober.

-“Come over so that I can tell you that I love you in person.”

-m.t.t.

When Thomas said FALSEHOOD

They all immedietely knew that Logan was there somehow. He never truly left. The H2O joke, the little rap ‘Thomas’ made, it was all him. That little nerd cares for them all; he would never truly leave them behind. He cares for them all too much. For crying out loud he out he gave Patton a CAT ONESIE and he was the one who noticed Virgil getting anxious. He may not say it out loud, but the guy loves all of them.

Btw, I might be posting a few other observations from the vid so please bear with me

anonymous asked:

What are you fav fics? I've been meaning to try some new ones lately.

haha i’ve actually been meaning to make a post of fic recs since i haven’t in a while so … yeah here are some i’ve enjoyed a lot in the past couple months. (i hope you like klance because that’s like 99.99% of what i read haha oops.) 

i’ll be waiting right here by queenfrog

aka keith and lance accidentally get married in space vegas asdfksjdj. it’s very funny but also super adorable. 

F E E L by redhouseboys

a short klance emotional hurt/comfort piece inspired by the keith vlog. really beautifully written, super emotional & cathartic like … i literally thought about it for days after i read it. 

(Possibly Better) Alternatives to Parades by heckalotta

team voltron goes to a formal ball and there’s a misunderstanding with the aliens there & they think keith and lance are dating and they have to just go along with it ehehheh. listen the humor in this fic is gold, it’s like laugh-out-loud funny, but it’s also super cute & romantic and i love fake dating so yeah wow it’s great. 

we’re intimate acquaintances (tangled up again) by NotRover

a klance soulmate au where, when you meet your soulmate you get stuck in a time loop until you figure out who it is. so yeah basically it’s a klance “groundhog day” au and it’s perfect. 

calling me to come back by aknightley

uhh it’s a magic/witch au need i say more?? but yeah holy heck this fic! the world-building is so intricate and it all just feels very natural even with all the magic … and the klance development is just so sweet and emotional. it’s just so beautiful i’m still weeping. 

bring him home by 221bdisneystreet

keith gets possessed and lance has to snap him out of it. HOO BOY!!! it’s short but really packs a punch. it’s …. really emotional wrow. 

If I Ever Let You Down, Forgive Me by Katsudonace

ok i haven’t read all of this yet only like … a third of it cuz i’m a slow af reader but!! it’s a klance “legend of korra” au where klance is essentially wuko (that is, keith is a bodyguard for lance, who’s a prince) so yeah it’s everything i’ve ever wanted in life. it’s really fantastic and super detailed and such a perfectly-executed au from what i’ve read!

also if you want more recs i have a fic recs tag! and i’ve been meaning to make some kinda masterpost/google doc or something to compile all my recs cuz i have … a lot. so hopefully i’ll get around to doing that soon! 

me, sipping water out of a 6oz bowl: I sure do wish I had someone who’d respect my boundaries and also love me

words have powers. don’t say “I hate myself” out loud, don’t give it a hold on you or on your reality! blast music, dance, take a shower, eat something warm, drink a whole bottle of water, reach out to someone you love, try out things to make you think of anything else. it’s just distraction! distraction and resistance!