i love my ego

The problem with love these days, is that people are falling in love with people who compliment their ego, rather than their soul. They settle for this kind of connection, so their egos have a convenient cushion to fall back on- rather than a deep gut level love that connects two people by the strings of the soul. It can be easy to mistake the two if you have never experienced this sort of soul connection. A love like this is hard to come by, so when you find someone who fills your soul rather than inflate your ego, hold on. Hold on for as long as you can… Because most of the time, this particular kind of love only appears to us once. And sometimes, it flies by us too fast to be fully grasped.

Some thoughts on the Flash, please don't hate me,

I kinda like the idea of Barry being the villain. Like, obviously unwittingly, but we all know Barry has made some mistakes. In fact, he keeps showing that he’s willing to do whatever he has to do to keep Iris safe. Including, using Julian even when he protests, proposing to her even though it was just to change the future…. ect.

Barry is selfish. And yes, I think he feels like he’s doing the right thing, but at the end of the day… it is kinda the Barry Allen show. It’s perfectly ok for Barry to have flaws such as being a bit selfish. He’s human after all. But we can’t deny that he is, in fact, selfish.

I would be perfectly ok with Savitar being a future Barry Allen, like after the “Flash disappears in crisis” thing. Trapped in the speed force by his own selfishness/ego, it drives him crazy, so he sets out to destroy himself before he can do this again…

What’s that old saying? “You either die the hero, or live long enough to see yourself become the villain”

“This is the story of when stars meet the ground. This is the story of when Plant boy Phil met Space boy Dan”

Here you have, I did a thing. I just love this AU so much!!! And I have like this huge plot with this AU maybe one day (after I finish all those requests) I’ll develop it, who knows.

Well, it’s late here for me so im gonna sleep.

Love you all, bye!

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Matthew: There’s no way Gil is actually that full of himself.

Francis: Ah, see, that’s what I thought too. And I get a lot of people who ask me that same thing. But Gilbert isn’t hiding any insecurities.He’s solid confidence all the way through. I’ve been his closest friend for over 10 years now, and what you see is the truth: the only thing he’s hiding under that mask of ego… is a much larger ego.

Matthew: Wow.

Francis: Truly.  

10

True story

While I was in the car (waiting for my mom to get back from the store) I totally saw this middle-aged woman taking selfies of herself

and you could totally tell she was feelin’ it

I had nothing better to do so I kinda kept watching her thinking the whole time ‘yas babe you do you be confident own that camera yasss’

but then I got spotted

She looked so embarrassed and I felt bad because I was kinda the one creeping so I gave her a thumbs up and then we started taking selfies together while laughing and it was magical 

I guess I have to admit that deep down I still love you. Maybe that’s why I am so hurt over the smallest things you have done to me. I still love you but my pride won’t let me say these words out loud, I still love you but my ego is too big that I want you to chase me and then chase me some more. I still love you but my heart is filled with too much guilt that even though I know you have forgiven me I still convince myself we’re enemiee. I still love you but I’ll fail to admit this because I know you deserve better and I hope one day you recieve the love you give out to everyone else especially the love you gave to me.
—  Tenari Ioapo // Apollogy to the love of my life #1
fic rec: 2016

 Hey there, 2016 may have been a shitty year but we can’t deny that we got a bunch of great fics, so i’m here to list the ones i loved the most. Enjoy! (if this flops it’s okay my ego is already bruised anyway)

Survivors of the wild - harryswhale

A dragon rider AU where Harry trips into being a rider and Louis is his badass mentor. Turns out, dragons love napping, long walks on the beach, and rolling their eyes.

Paint the sky with stars - kiwikero

Or the historically accurate Titanic AU with a happy ending.

If you asked me if i love him (I’d lie) - allyasavedtheday

Or the one where Harry and Louis eloped but neglected to mention it to anyone. Meanwhile Lottie is getting married and the only way for them to not steal her thunder is by pretending they’re just friends for the weekend. Featuring Harry and Louis as terrible liars who don’t know the meaning of the word platonic and some Tomlinsons and Styles’s who definitely don’t believe them.

Bloodline - banana_louis

Louis doesn’t know how to feel when his best friend, Liam, finds out about a brother that he never knew, who was placed for adoption before he was born and is bursting into his life at twenty-four years old.

Louis is very wary of the man who might replace him. He has always thought of Liam as his own brother.

What if Liam doesn’t need him anymore? What if there’s no room for Louis? After all, blood runs thicker than water.

Louis doesn’t like Liam’s new brother and he doesn’t even know him. That’s irrelevant, though.

He doesn’t like him. He doesn’t trust him. He doesn’t want him hanging around. He doesn’t want anything to do with him.

That is, until he meets him.

The brightest light - Rearviewdreamer

After watching yet another actor walk away with his Oscar, Louis is on the lookout for the role of a lifetime that might finally get him the one thing he has always wanted. He didn’t think coming out of his self-proclaimed break to do another film would be all that difficult, but that was before he met his new co-star.

Run away home - hattalove

or, louis is a successful jockey down on his luck, struggling to get his life back on track after an injury. harry has a horse, a house fit for a prince, and a broken heart.

it takes them a while to figure out that they need each other.

California sold - isthatyoularry

Notoriously closeted boyband member Harry Styles is famous on a global scale, meanwhile Louis, as his best friend, is back home in Manchester, living the typical life of a 24 year old. When Harry needs Louis with him in LA, a publicity stunt gone wrong changes their friendship forever.

A fake-relationship AU between two lifelong best friends.

Love me blue - frenchkiss

Or, Harry’s a supermodel, Louis’s a make-up artist, and the sky is the fucking limit.

Finding Lou - stylinsoncity

Louis is the nomadic stranger who wanders into Harry’s bookstore. Harry is the skeptic who falls for him.

I’ll fly away - juliusschmidt

Harry and Louis grew up together in Lake County, Harry with his mom and stepdad in a tiny cottage on Edward’s Lake and Louis in his family’s farmhouse a few minutes down the road. But after high school, Louis stuck around and Harry did not; Harry went to Chicago where he found a boyfriend and couple of college degrees. Six years later, Harry ends up back in Edwardsville for the summer and he and Louis fall into old patterns and discover new ones.

ft. One Direction, the local boyband; Horan’s Bar and Grill; families, most especially children and babies; Officer Liam Payne; many local festivals and fireworks displays; and Anne Cox, PFLAG President.

Dust on the road - Velvetoscar

Louis is definitely fine and Lottie is definitely crushing on her French teacher, and these two things have nothing to do with each other. Except they do. And Louis is not fine.

Naked & Proud - kiwikero

In which Harry runs an organic store, not a nudist colony, and Louis doesn’t know whether to be relieved or disappointed.

If I should stay - gloria_andrews

Louis is a television actor who suddenly needs a bodyguard. Harry is the bodyguard he ends up hiring.

A fic loosely based on the classic 1992 movie The Bodyguard.

Blind from this sweet, sweet craving - missandrogyny

There are definitely worse ways to spend the weekend than pretending to be engaged to his best friend.

You watched me sink - bananasandboots

Or, the one where Harry teaches Sex Ed and sneaks around with the drama teacher, and doesn’t realize how out of tune he is with his true feelings until everyone else figures it out for him.

Won’t Sleep - mornmeril

Roswell!AU: After a situation at the pub escalates, Louis almost dies, but Harry is there to bring him back and nothing is ever the same again.

Say you want me - orphan_account

A Famous/Not-Famous AU featuring Liam, Zayn, and Harry as the members of Sonic Boom, an English band that unexpectedly sky rocketed to international fame, Niall as their biggest fan, and Louis as the exact opposite. Harry’s a closeted pop star and Louis is the uni student he keeps fighting with on Twitter. It’s all silly banter until it turns into something else.

Whispers in the trees - hazzayoudoing

Or, an AU in which Louis and Harry witness a murder on the pristine campus of Wellington Academy, their posh boarding school. They band up with their friends and family members to attempt to solve the whole thing—since the murderer has decided to target them next. Featuring a healthy dose of sexual tension and falling in love, a turtle named Plimpton, the best picnic you’ve never been on, and the many, varied nicknames that Harry Styles is given from Niall Horan.

Give me a memory I can use - harioandlouigi

Louis is a brilliant, yet broke PhD student, Harry’s a pretentious and arrogant vampire, and first impressions have never been more deceiving.

Or the one where Louis and Harry will always have Rome. And San Francisco. And London. And each other.

The impossible now - stylinsoncity

A wish on Christmas Eve sends Louis to an alternate dimension where Harry is a member of One Direction.

Little technicolor things - tekhnicolor

Louis is a poor writer and recent university graduate, depressed, anxious, and living in London when he meets Harry, an artist with a secret who likes to paint sunrises and pretty boys from California.

Empty gold - rainbow_kings

In the final year, when Guildhall produces and performs an original play, Louis is heartbroken to learn the lead role has been been received to Harry and he’s the second role. He’s mostly terrified, however, when he realises he has to date Harry in the play as their characters. They come together through awkward stage kisses that transforms to hate sex, heated arguments, rehearsal times after lectures and baking carrot cake together.

Here in the afterglow - fondleeds

1970’s AU. In a tiny town in Idaho, Louis’ life is changed forever by the arrival of a curious stranger.

A rythm in rush - fondleeds

Harry is a WWF journalist with big dreams and Louis is a glaciologist that flies helicopters for fun. Greenland is an odd place to spend Christmas, but just maybe, the perfect place to fall headfirst into love.

The Signs as Adele songs (25)
  • Aries: Hello - At least I can say that I've tried / to tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart
  • Taurus: Water Under the Bridge - If you're gonna let me down, let me down gently / don't pretend that you don't want me
  • Gemini: Lay Me Down - Words don't come out right when you're right in front of me / help me baby, won't you turn off the lights
  • Cancer: Remedy - Come whatever, I'll be the shelter that won't let the rain come through / your love, it is my truth
  • Leo: I Miss You - Bring your heart, I'll bring my soul / but be delicate with my ego
  • Virgo: Love in the Dark - But I don't want to carry on like everything is fine / the longer we ignore it all the more that we will fight
  • Libra: Can't Let Go - Why were you so cold, let the truth be told / tell me was it all for the thrill?
  • Scorpio: Send My Love (To Your New Lover) - I was too strong, you were trembling / you couldn't handle the hot heat rising
  • Sagittarius: Million Years Ago - I only wanted to have fun / learning to fly, learning to run / I let my heart decide the way
  • Capricorn: River Lea - Everybody tells me it's 'bout time that I moved on / that I need to learn to lighten up and learn how to be young
  • Aquarius: Sweetest Devotion - You're the right kind of madness
  • Pisces: When We Were Young - 'Cause I've been by myself all night long / hoping you're someone I used to know
I submit myself daily to the sublime power of noetic prayer.
I pray in my heart, “Sacred Heart of Jesus, I place my trust in thee,” or
confess, “Lord Jesus Christ, Son of the Living God have mercy on me, a sinner,”
because even my purest prayers are tinged with my ego. I want to love my Lord
not for what he can bestow upon me, but to be motivated solely out of love for
him and his will for my life. Noetic prayer helps to tame my tumultuous mind concerned
with temporal concerns and through the grace of my divine master places my
attention on eternal things.
—  SacredHeartGnosis