While on my way to the deli to grab a sandwich, I had my spotify on shuffle. What Makes You Beautiful started up shortly before I arrived. I paused the song to place my order and heard Sign of the Times playing over the deli stereo. My heart barely had time to swell with sufficient pride for Harry before the song ended, but no matter, as it was immediately followed by Strip That Down. When Liam’s song ended, I put my headphones back on and hit play on my phone, What Makes You Beautiful picking up precisely where it had left off.
Though I only walked about a block, I went on quite the journey.
Request: “if you could jax and reader with the song you and I (PVRIS).”
I sat on the couch as I waited for Jax’s arrival. The clock on the wall read one am. I sighed while I continued to flip through late night TV. An hour later and I was half asleep on the couch when I began to hear the rumble of a motorcycle. I sat up still half asleep when the door began to open. I stood up from the couch as I began to speak.
“Hey,” I could tell I surprised Jax as he looked at me wide-eyed.
“Jesus, I told you not to wait up for me,” Jax said as he closed and locked the door behind him. I stared at him in silence, I noticed little spots of blood on his shirt.
“Sorry, I can’t wait for sleep without you by my side.” Jax sighed as he walked past me and went down the hall to the bathroom before stripping off and hopping into the shower. I sighed before turning to turn off the TV and headed to the back door. I walked outside while wrapping my sweater around me.
I sighed as I looked up at the stars and thought back to when Jax first told me he loved me.
“Jax it’s fucking freezing out here!” I yelled with a smile at Jax who was parking his bike.
“Babe, it’s not that cold. Come on, follow me!” Jax said as he climbed off his bike and walked out into this abandoned field while I interlocked our fingers.
“What do you have planned, Teller?” I questioned with curiosity.
“It’s a surprise. Close your eyes.” Was all Jax said before I closed my eyes. The next thig I knew music began to play. It was my favorite song; ‘Baby, I love your way’ by Peter Frampton.
“Jax, what is this?” Ignoring my question, he spoke up.
“Dance with me.” I opened my eyes to see Jax standing in front of me with his arms out. I felt my heart skip a beat as I began to walk over to him. Jax wrapped his arms around my waist while I wrapped mine around his neck.
“Jax Teller, you are one hell of a man.” Jax gave me his classic prince charming smirk.
“Hey, I’m all about the fairy-tale baby.” I smiled at him before leaning into his warm embrace and laying my head on his chest as we danced under the moonlight. “I love you.” I pulled away from the embrace while his hands remained around my waist. I smiled up at him before replying.
“I love you too.” And with that, we danced the night away under the moonlight in that abandoned field.
I have torn away from my thoughts at the sound of the door opening and closing.
“What are you doing out here? It’s freezing.” Jax questioned as I continued to stare at the stars above.
“Nothing,” I replied simply. Jax walked to my side, now fully dressed in a Samcro hoodie and sweatpants. His hair was still wet from his previous shower.
“(Y/N), I’ve been meaning to talk-” I cut Jax off by speaking up.
“Do you remember how you first told me you’d loved me?” Jax smiled before nodding his head.
“Yeah, we danced in the abandoned field to Peter Frampton’s ‘Baby I love your way’,” Jax replied. “Why?” He questioned as he smile began to fade.
“Because I wanted to know if you remembered the first time you told me you’d loved me before… You tell me that you don’t feel the same way anymore.” I said as I closed my eyes and looked down at my hands. Fighting back tears.
“(Y/N) …” Jax began as I cut him off again.
“I don’t want to let you go. I still love you but if I can’t give you what you want, can you please just give me tonight to see if I can and if I can’t… Then I’ll leave.” I said as I finally let a tear slip down my face. I turned to face him to see that he had the same heartbroken expression on his face. He nodded his head as I turned back to the stars. “Dance with me,” I said turning back to him.
“What?” Jax questioned confused.
“When you first told me you loved me, it was when we were dancing,” I said reaching into my pocket and hauling out my phone and turning on the song we played when we first danced together. I walked over to Jax as he wrapped his arms around my waist as I wrapped my arms around his neck.
The song started as we slowly started to sway to the rhythm. I felt his hand slide to my ribs before he began to trace over my crow.
“Please don’t leave me,” I whispered into his chest as I let a few more tears fall. “I can’t lose you.” I sobbed gently as Jax’s grip tightened as he breathed into my hair.
“I won’t, I still love you,” Jax replied as I looked up to him before pressing my lips to his.
“I love you too,” I whispered back to him once we pulled away.
It felt as if we were back to that night, two lonely worlds came together. Not only did our bodies collided but so did our souls. Since that night… I never felt more connected to someone and I don’t think I ever will.
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I loved the lyrics, the singing, the ukelele, and everything about this song, so I just had to draw it. Keep singing and being amazing! Have an awesome day!!
listen back 2 u (AM 1:27) is a masterpiece and i am still not over that song okay. it’s obviously a song about not wanting to go back into a relationship you don’t wanna be in but the mood? the lyrics? the singing? everything just is just set so perfectly, when sm said it was a song to bring out their emotional vocals they weren’t lying (for once).