i love kendall so much

Looking Back

Here we go, as promised. One Warden!Carver fic that(to no one’s surprise) kinda got away from me.

At first he thought they were part of his dreams. He’d been having nightmares about darkspawn since he joined the Wardens; why wouldn’t the chittering and shrieks be part of that?

“Hawke, get up!” A string of obscenities and the low crackle-hiss of something being flash-frozen followed the demand.

So, not dreaming. Kendal cursing was never part of his dreams. Carver pushed himself upright and scrubbed sleep out of his eyes. If he was honest, he’d thought Kendal didn’t curse.

“Hawke, I swear on Andraste’s pyre, if you ain’t out here in the next ten seconds-”

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Trust- Harry styles imagine

You never believed the media or the papers or people when they told you that Harry cheated on you. You knew that Harry, your boyfriend of one year and three months, would never lay a finger on another girl.

So when You saw a magazine with Harry and Kendall’s face plastered on the front page, you simply shrugged and carried on with your day.

Until, of course, you saw Kendall walking down the street with her friends. You tried to ignore them and continued walking down the street. That is, until you heard someone yell your name.

You took in a deep breath before slowly turning back around these Kendall and her friends walking up to you. She sent you fake smile before talking.

“Y/N, hey, how are you?” She asked, tapping a foot and crossing her arms.

“Uh, I’m good. ” you nodded, looking anywhere but her. Yeah, Harry’s dating you, but you still feel insecure around celebrities. Especially models; like Kendall Jenner.

“And how’s the boyfriend?” She asked, cocking an eyebrow.

“Good.” You said slowly. “Well, it was nice talking to you, but I have to go. ” you muttered, turning around and ready to walk away when she said something that made your blood run cold.

“Tell Harry that I said last night was fun. God, he’s so good in bed. ” she sighed.

You turned around and saw a smirk forming on her lips. “What?” You asked quietly.

“Oh yeah. Saw him at a club and we got really drunk. One thing led to another..” She trailed off, shrugging.

And now you started believing the media and the magazines and the people. You should have listened to your friends and family who told you not to date a man who was constantly plastered on the front cover of a magazine with a woman wrapped around his arm.

You turned around and quickly walked towards your car and started to drive back to your place where you know Harry would be. It’s your guys annual Friday night; movie night. This time, it was at your place. They were fixing his place. He wouldn’t tell you what happened, all he said was he needed a place to stay. So of course, you offered him your place.

You slammed the car door shut and slowly walked up the stairs and unlocked your apartment door. But not before wiping away the tears that escaped.

You saw him sitting on the couch with a bowl of popcorn perched on his lap, watching some sports channel while waiting for you.

“Get out. ” was the first thing you said.

He jumped and turned his head to look at you with wide eyes. He slowly set the bowl on the coffee table before standing up and walking up to you. He tried to grab your hand, but you took a step back.

“What did I do, love?” He asked, confusion clear in his voice.

“You fucking cheated is what you did. ” you snapped.

“What?” He asked, shock written on his face. “Who told you that?” His eyebrows furrowed.

“It’s all over the media and magazines. Even people told me that you cheated on me. ” your voice crackled at the end. “And, I didn’t believe any of that, until I ran into her. ”

“Into who? Baby, I would never cheat on you. ”

“Kendall. ” was all you said. “And you know, I wouldn’t have believed her, until I remembered that you came home at four in the morning. I just thought that you were stuck at the studio. But no. You were with her. ”

He shook his head and closed his eyes. He ran a hand through his hair before reopening them. “Can’t believe you would believe them, her. ” he snapped.

“Just get out. ” you whispered, tears welling up in your eyes.

“Okay. ” was all he said. “But, here. Take this. ” he shoved a hand in his pocket before pulling something out. He grabbed your hand and pried them open and set a key on your palm. He then walked to your kitchen and scribbled something down; an address.

He grabbed his keys and opened the door. “That’s the key to our new apartment that’s what I was doing at four in the morning. Not clubbing or having sex or drinking. I was setting up our apartment so we could move in tomorrow or the next day. ”

Your heart fell to the pit of your stomach. Guilt washed over your entire body. “Harry..” He breathed out.

You looked up to meet his Teary green eyes. “I thought you trusted me. I thought you wouldn’t believe what was on those magazines. ”

“Harry, I do trust you. I-”

“No you don’t. ” he shook his head. “I’ll see you later. ” and with that, he walked out of your door.

What did you just do?


You couldn’t sleep that night. You were so used to having Harry’s arms wrapped around your body. His lips pressed at the back of your neck. You were used to him.

You groaned and threw the duvet of your body. You put on some shoes and stomped down the hall and grabbed they key that Harry gave you and the address. You then headed out to your car and drove to the new apartment.

When you got there, you hopped out of the car and walked up to the apartment number door. You unlocked it and the first the you saw were shoes; Harry’s shoes.

You didn’t turn on the light, you just blindly walked through the apartment in the dark and tried to figure out which room was the bedroom.

You grumbled some words under your breath and pulled out your phone and turned on the flashlight. You opened the last door out of five and saw a bed on the ground and some peoples and blankets on top of the bed. Also, you saw your boyfriend sleeping on the bed.

You sighed in relief and kicked of your shoes before kneeling down on the bed. You pressed a light kiss to his cheek before laying down behind him. You wrapped your arm around his torso and grabbed his hand that was pressed to his chest.

“Y/N?” He groggily said. He turned around in your grasp and pulled you to him. “Hi, baby.” He whispered.

“I’m so sorry. ” you shook your head. “I shouldn’t have listened to Kendall or anyone and anything. I love you so much, H. But, please don’t ever say that I don’t trust you. I trust you one hundred percent. You know how hard it is for me to trust people. It took me almost two months to trust you. ”

“I know, I know. I love you, too, love. ” he pressed a kiss to your nose and nuzzled his nose in the crook of your neck. “Just, please don’t listen to anyone next time. Come to me first. I’ll be one hundred percent honest with you. ” he pressed a kiss to your neck. “And if I ever cheat on you, which I won’t, then I won’t ever forgive myself. ”

You smiled and closed your eyes. “Glad to know you won’t cheat. ”

He hummed in response.

“Hey, I love the apartment, by the way. ” you mumbled, pressing a kiss to the top of his head.

“You didn’t even look around did you?” He said knowingly.

“No. Not at all. ”

I do not know what this was, I just haven’t posted anything in a while. I promise to write more often and write the requests when I get back to the states and ha r better internet. I wrote this on my phone so sorry that it’s short and boring.

All the love, Marie 💕