i love how i posted this right before i hit limit

Here's a fact... ABOUT MY FOLLOWERS COUNT, and here's what I have to say.

it’s a sad one. 

Before all of my 3 hospitalisation in a month, I was posting regularly and replying anons and advice-asks. 

I hit the 30,000 followers mark. 

But guess what? 

People get sick of me, they get sick of my text posts ONLY updates. And since then, I’ve been losing followers like crazy. I never received a single email notification about followers, neither do I get tagged in posts anymore. People leave me, like how they do in real life. 

Right now, I’m reaching back the 29,000 followers mark again, slowly. 

But what i want to say is, 

THOSE OF YOU THAT STUCK WITH ME, THAT READS MY BLOG, THAT SEND ME MESSAGES REGULARLY,  

( I secretly read your blog and i would send messages as much as the tumblr messages limit allows me to, and i would remember your username. i got it all written down, i followed some of you back, cause you are all like my friend, not a follower.)

HERE’S A SINCERE THANK YOU FROM ME, RIGHT DEEP FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART.♡ THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A LOVELY AND LOYAL FOLLOWER OF MINE. ☺ THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME THE STRENGTH TO CARRY ON WITH LIFE, I FEEL LIKE I CAN LEAN ON YOUR SHOULDERS WHENEVER I RECEIVED MESSAGES AFTER I POSTED A TEXT POST ABOUT ME GOING TO KILL MYSELF. YOU ALL SAVED ME, YOU SAVED MY LIFE, AND I WOULD GIVE ALL I COULD TO HELP YOU GUYS BACK, CAUSE YOU ARE THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE, AND I WANT TO BE THAT SOMEONE BACK,

JUST DON’T HESITATE TO DROP ME A MESSAGE, BE IT ABOUT ADVICE, RELATIONSHIPS, FAMILY, SCHOOL, HOMEWORK, MONEY, ANYTHING,

JUST MESSAGE ME, i’LL TRY MY BEST TO HELP YOU BACK. 

Just thank you, i really don’t know what else to say, but thank you.