i love her part in the beginning with all the attitude omg


I know most of you have probably seen Thor: Ragnarok by now, but for those of you that haven’t, you should probably go see it while you still can!

I have to say, this is by far, the best Thor movie I’ve seen. And if it happens to be the last, well, I don’t mind (brb crying in a corner). But really. If this is the last Thor movie, it would serve as the perfect ending to the franchise.

I have always been a fan of Thor. No, it’s not because of Chris Hemsworth’s drool- worthy everything. It might be partly because of Tom Hiddleston, but mostly, mostly, it was actually my love for mythologies that made me appreciate it. As a lover of literature, mythologies have always been my favourite. And there’s so little about Norse mythology, that I was glad it got a chance to be made into such a spectacular, phenomenal movie, starring such talented actors.

With that being said, let’s delve into everything there is to love and look forward to when it comes to Thor.

(Warning: as always, spoilers ahead)


I did read an article stating that Tom Hiddleston admitted this would be the funniest Thor ever (I am using a lot of superlatives, I know. It’s just that great!)

And well, he wasn’t lying.

See, Chris Hemsworth is this unfairly, annoyingly perfect human being. I mean, he looks like a god, he can act, he can sing, he is a great dad to his kids, and it turns out, he can be funny. Countless interviews and even that little segment he did where Thor was taking a break with Darryl (see youtube video here, if you haven’t already: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R_mizUMlvUc)

So yeah, the beginning of the movie already had me laughing. (*spoiler content*) Thor was trapped in a cage talking to a skeleton I was like “wtf?” But what did it for me was when he was being interrogated by that fiery dude (don’t know how to spell his name) and he was swinging on the chain Oh.My.God. You would have to have watched it to understand.

The chain was rotating him around and every time he had his back to the evil dude, he would be like “Hold on.” And “I swear to God, I’m not doing this. It’s doing this on its own.” And it turns out, a lot of it was improvised. So bless you, Chris Hemsworth for your near perfection and humor.

 Of course, Tom Hiddleston also had his funny moments. One was when he was kidnapped by the great wizard, Dr. Strange. When he came out of the portal, he was like, “I’ve been falling for thirty minutes!” And I’m sure we’ve all seen the clip where Hela goes “Kneel.” And Loki is just like, “who dafuq does this bitch thinks she is? That’s my line!”

Also, ALSO! When Hulk comes out- Loki’s reaction is just pricless- omfg! You guys, you have got to love Tom Hiddleston for all the sass and attitude and facial expressions he can fit in Loki’s character.


Thor brings back familiar faces like Loki, Heimdall and *surprise, surprise* Odin. We even get a scene of Volstagg and Fandral there. But, we also have a slew of new characters. One, being Surtur (big, fiery dude I was talking about.) We also have big, bad Hela. And of course, Valkyrie.

Before we talk about the new characters, let’s talk about the old ones.

Loki. Loki. Loki. He has got to be my most favourite villain of all time. At the beginning of the movie, he is living it up as Odin and even builds a statue of himself. Of course, Thor (even though he isn’t the smartest Avenger) eventually figures it out. They have a somewhat happy reunion, before Thor asks for Odin.

Odin has been on Earth for some time, stripped of his power. He ends up in Norway (big nod to Norse mythology right there) and ends up dying in a sprinkle of golden little lights. Before he dies, he is somewhat able to explain about Hela ( who we’ll talk about later). But Odin, being Odin, he doesn’t stay dead and still appears to Thor in somewhat weird and creepy visions, and he’s sassy too. He goes like “Are you the god of hammers?” Well, excuse you All Father

Volstagg and Fandral. This is the part I do not like of the film. They were such lovable, lovable characters and Hela killed them without blinking. Like wtf? They survived this long only to die like that? WHY MARVEL? WHYYYYY. I mean, Pietro’s death is still fresh!!!

Heimdall. Our watcher has turned into some sort of Asgardian vigilante. He’s running from the law after what he did in Thor: The Dark World, but he also keeps the citizens of Asgard safe while Loki and Thor are stuck on the other side of the universe. Good job, Heimdall! You deserve a raise.

And now *drum roll*

THE BIG BAD. Hela. She is this combination of deadly (ugh duh goddess of death), jealous and powerful. Not really great for Thor, whose hammer is also destroyed by her. And to top it all off, she is the first born, not him. Ouch. Talk about living a lie. See, Cate Blanchett does a great job of playing this death goddess who revels in destruction and killing, but I think it’s the way that Hela is written that doesn’t really do it for me. She’s just so full of hate and wants to take over the nine realms. She is evil to the core, and so, there’s not much going on besides her being a powerful enemy. Sadly, compared to Loki and other villains, her character falls flat. I mean, even Ultron- who was a robot- had some twisted reasoning to all his evilness. At least she had a dog. I want one. All that aside, Cate Blanchett is still gorgeous and talented and I love her!

Valkyrie. I was impressed with her fighting skills, and even though she was drunk, she still won. Way to go, girl! She also feels a lot like a female Thor to me, and maybe that’s why they’ll end up together? I don’t know, but I think that’s where Marvel’s heading with these two, especially since Thor and Jane broke up. (Ikr! Just like that?! After everything that happened in The Dark World?) Still, in the comics, they did get together at times, so it’s not that surprising if the writers go there.

Surtur. Big, bad fiery dude. And when I say big, I do mean big. He is prophesised to destroy Asgard and bring about Ragnarok, when he grows to be as big as a mountain. See, but I’m not telling you if he succeeds. That, you’ll have to see in the movie.


The thing I’ve always loved about Thor movies is the relationship between Loki and Thor. It’s so real and raw and funny. They really capture how siblings act irl. At least, that’s how me and my brother are. I just assume most people can relate. I love how Thor has finally, finally learned, that Loki will always try to get the best of him. I also love how Loki will come to his brother’s aid no matter their differences. In the end of the movie, when Thor is sitting in his “throne”, I’m happy to see Loki standing there beside him. And that scene in the room! Where Thor was like “If you were here, I might actually give you a hug” and Loki catches whatever Thor throws at him because he is there! WAHHHH MY FANGIRL HEART


Even though Odin could’ve put it nicely instead of being like “Are you the god of hammers?” (see now, I know where Loki gets all his sass from. It wasn’t spending all that time with Frigga) It’s true that Thor’s power doesn’t come from the hammer. Still, Mjolnir was a character all on it’s own. I’m gonna miss that hammer. My most favourite parts of the movie were when Thor used his powers without the hammer. It was so cool seeing his eyes go all blue and lightning just zapping off his body. His fight scene with the Hulk was e.p.i.c. EPIC. 

He would’ve won if it wasn’t for that cheating Grandmaster! Seriously, dude? And then Thor also zaps Hela with a hella big blast and she flies out the window. DAMN. DAMN BRO. Thor kicks ass without that hammer. I wonder if it’ll be like that in Infinity Wars and what the reactions of his fellow Avengers might be. *insert smirk*

There were other great parts of the movie- the other gladiators wanting a revolution, Korg (omg Korg, I love him. And the fact that he is voiced by the director makes it even funnier). And the end credits! Goosebumps! I love Thor. I really wish this wasn’t the last movie. But right now, I’m really, reallyyyy looking forward to Infinity Wars.

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Girl, I guess {TVD 8x16 Review}

OK guys, this is the last time I will have to warn the TVD fandom about writing in real time! Here it goes: You all know the drill, I write my thoughts in real time which means if I make any mistakes at the beginning of my review, I might have rectified them at the end. This will include: anti-Damon, anti-Delena, anti-Steroline, anti-Bamon, anti-Bonenzo sentiments. It will most likely reference other TV shows including Kdramas and may include observations of the show’s anti-blackness and racism. Are you ready? Let’s. Go. 

1. That SC kiss is still awful. Slow-mo it all you want guys, it’s just going to accentuate how awful it was.

2. Kinda salty that the hotel’s wifi isn’t much better than the data on my phone.

3. Seriously, Vicki and Kelly being in hell makes no sense.

4. “The magic was too much for her” HOW THOUGH? Bonnie did way more strenuous magic in freaking season 2. LIKE?

5. “No no no no no”, Stefan is panicking that Bonnie might be dead and Caroline’s just like, Oh. I know we all talk about how Paul has checked out but what the fuck has Candice been doing?

6. So like why is Elena in a random ass wood in a random ass white bed? Is this what Bonnie’s world looks like? Because I thought it was a rundown Mystic Grill.

7. Nina’s wig is AWFUL.

8. How would Elena seeing Bonnie make Elena think Bonnie is dead though? Like, isn’t it just that if Bonnie dies, Elena wakes up? Who said anything about meeting each other in a random ass forest before Bonnie dies?

9. So Elena doesn’t even blink an eye when Bonnie tells her “I can be with Enzo now”? Like she just accepts that her friend is going to die to be with someone who was an enemy when Elena was awake?

10. How does Enzo have the power to bring Bonnie back to life? Is Enzo an angel? LIKE? Rules DO need to exist, Julie.

11. The look of relief on Stefan’s face when Bonnie wakes up is so nice to see.

12. Vicki, stop talking. I also like how no one has tried to tie her up to keep her from ringing the bell. Just because you can’t kill her doesn’t mean you can’t contain her.

13. “I can’t go back there, you don’t know what it’s like” because the show literally hasn’t shown us anything.

14. How predictable is it that the DE reunion is really a DK reunion, oh! Like season 1 when he thought he was kissing Elena! CLEVER. Like 100 anons came into in my inbox like, I bet it’s Katherine, the moment that reunion aired. Well, at least Damon realized it was Katherine this time, you know, after hugging her and being all, “You’re both OK.”

15. It is so tacky they made her say, “Hello brothers.” Like omg, why isn’t it over yet

16. So Katherine is in Elena’s dress. Is Elena just naked somewhere? And she straightened her hair, like how much time did she have to do this?

17. “Her PHYSICAL body” I do miss seeing Paul and Nina onscreen together again, that “so over it” attitude is very reminiscent of season 2 and the delivery was hilarious.

18. Although this Katherine is a little off, she actually seems a little more unhinged, like the way Nina says, “the devil” in that tone and “Why do you think he wanted you? Because I  wanted you. DUH.” Like this is probably the first time I’ve been like so you’re crazy.

19. I don’t know why but Stefan is making me laugh so far. Damon is all “Dammit Katherine” and Stefan’s HAD IT, he’s just like YO let me stab this bitch “We gotta find, Elena, let’s go” and he LEAVES. Like he’s ready to go into battle. It also makes me feel like it’s Paul rushing to finish a scene like, “It’s the last episode, Ian, let’s GO.”

20. CAROLINE. VAMP SPEED. Walking down the stairs with a teddybear all chill and shit.

21. This is so low energy, Alaric and Caroline should be yelling at the top of their lungs, like if you want me to believe this is life or death then the characters needs to be amped, they need to be scared and frenzied, this feels like any other fight in any other episode.

22. Alaric, seriously, demote Caroline to Auntie because that’s how she acts with those twins anyway.

23. At least Katherine took the time to dress Elena in a shirt, a cardigan and jeans. It’s very thoughtful of her.

24. Me at Stefan’s face when he sees Elena on the ground:

25. So Katherine’s hair is suddenly curly again? Does she have superpowers?

26. Oh great. The fact that Katherine said Elena would choose Stefan over Damon just confirms that Elena will in fact choose Damon over Stefan. Just had to spit in the SErs’ faces one last time, I guess.

27. Lol watch Katherine actually be Silas getting into everyone’s heads and voicing their deepest fears. Again.

28. I want to feel something about this SC scene but I’m legit bored. “Please, please don’t make me leave you, please,” was sweet. That’s about it.

29. Like I’ve seen Stefan emotionally distraught at having to part ways with Elena:

and I know SErs are upset over the “I love you so much” but it’s not this:

30. It really doesn’t feel like the “world” is coming to an end, everyone is actually pretty chill. Like the season 2 finale of Buffy was the world ending (again) and everyone is freaking the fuck out:

and this is just like, Elena is unconscious, Matt allows Vicki to ring a bell that will bring hellfire and there’s the slowest evacuation in the world. We don’t even see randoms freaking out in the street. Whatever.

31. Of course Bonnie is staying behind.

32. “Downtown Mystic Falls”, I mean I guess. As the crow flies? WHO WROTE THIS. You are NOT in Lord of the Rings.

33. So I’m confused about this plan, Bonnie is going to redirect hell fire through the tunnels away from MF into hell … so these tunnels lead into hell? Bonnie knows where hell is? The fire won’t destroy the tunnels?

34. Aw, Paul is acting! But yeah his speech to Damon is meh because Damon doesn’t deserve shit.

35. Considering that vampire blood can’t work on people who have ingested the cure, why would compulsion?

36. Why would I care about a Donovan family reunion?

37. So Grams is still around even though the Other Side is gone?

38. Bonnie pulled a Gandalf. “You shall not pass.”

39. Sorry, it was supposed to be a powerful scene but like nah.

40. So a bunch of black women who I’m guessing are the Bennett clan are pushing the hell fire away to protect a town that does not acknowledge their existence. Mmkay.

41. “He’s the better man, he’s the right man.” LOL EXCEPT NOT. HOW? Because he was FINALLY willing to sacrifice himself after almost two centuries?

42. He probably whispered something about loving Caroline to Elena.

43. I feel like I’m supposed to be sad that Stefan is dead but like I’ve seen this coming for a while.

44. LOL Magic School/Hogwarts where Jeremy teaches, this is SO BAD.

45. I’m sorry but these “peaces” just look like individual prison worlds.

What an AWFUL series finale, like it was SO BAD. I can’t even, I mean it’s laughably bad but like THIS is how you’re ending a supernatural series? WHAT DID I JUST WATCH? Nothing happened! Stefan sacrifices himself to make sure Katherine’s in hell when the fire comes but he dies when the fire goes through the tunnels so why wouldn’t Katherine just be dead if they kept her tied down in the tunnels when the fire came? And then Caroline and Alaric open a boarding school for magical kids in which Jeremy teaches for absolutely no reason and Klaus is a donor because why not and Vicki finally achieves nothingness except nothingness is peace with Tyler somewhere even though Tyler basically treated her like trash and the Other Side is gone so how they’re still watching the living is beyond me. And then Bonnie travels the world and that somehow makes her happy as if she hadn’t traveled before. Matt got a bench, good for you Matt. And Elena goes to med school and has a happy life with Damon we don’t see and then they die and each of them spend their peace not with each other and it ends. Like … why tho? How does this make sense as ending? I should’ve been drunk for this. Plus side is, Stefan has still only called Elena the love of his life.

Imagine the Got7 members giving you their phone number at a fan sign.

Your very first Got7 Concert, and you got fan sign tickets.

Originally posted by iamaesthesia


Jaebum was kind of having an off day. He was pretty stressed out due to the fact that his movements in the choreography weren’t up to his standards. Not to mention, his younger members were practically teasing him and working on his nerves. As the fans moved along in the line, he tried his best to smile and show his appreciation for them. You were up next, and you could not hold in your excitement. You moved in front of him, grinning from ear to ear. He was looking down, already signing your album. “Jaebum oppa! You’re absolutely amazing, and I love you!” you suddenly blurted out.  Still looking down, he answered. “Thank you.. *He looked up and fell speechless* …Uh.. Thank you beautiful.” He smiled as your cheeks blushed a rosy color. “What’s your name?” You answered.. “Y/N…” He tilted his head and smiled, instantly feeling ten times better. “Well Y/N, You love me, huh? Then maybe you should text me later.” He passed you the signed album with his personal number, leaving you in complete shock.

Originally posted by markiepoohismysunshine


The fan sign was about to start soon, and the boys were just having fun listening to their music and talking to fans. Mark was in a cheerful mood as he saw awe the fans singing along to one of their songs. He was dancing and making fans laugh. As he scanning the crowd, he noticed you dancing the same as him. He instantly stopped and watched you show your aegyo dance moves, absolutely loving it. You were totally cute in his eyes. The members sat down and began to interact with fans, signing albums and answering questions. His eyes never really left you, and when he saw you were next, he couldn’t help but smile brightly. “Hello..” you said shyly. He looked at you and chuckled. “Come on, don’t be shy… Whats your name?”  he asked. “Y/N, “ you answered. “What a beautiful name for a beautiful girl. I liked your dancing.” You smiled as you tucked a loose hair behind your ear nervously. “Not as good as you though.” He bit his lip, trying hard not to blush as he signed your album. “Maybe you should call me and we can dance together?” He waved you goodbye, and you instantly looked at the number on you album. ‘Holy shit… I have Mark’s number,’ you thought as you walked off.

Originally posted by got7ish


Jackson was his usual self at the concert and fan sign. He was hyper and all over the place. To be honest, he was your bias wrecker, and today he had you smiling the whole time. It seemed like forever before you got the the table where the members were. You moved your album in front of Jackson, smiling up at him. “Hello cutie! Did you like the concert?” he asked. You smiled and nodded your head. He grinned and asked, “Who do I make this out to?” You pointed at yourself. “Me… Y/N.” He started scribbling his signature on the album and speaking out loud as he wrote down his words. “To the lovely, Y/N from her bias..” he said a little too confidently. You cut him off, laughing shyly. “Actually, Bam Bam is my bias. You are my wrecker though!” He looked up with shocked eyes, clenching his chest dramatically. “WHAT? I’m not your bias? I can change that. How about we go out for lunch tomorrow? I wrote my number down here.” He pointed to his number and smiled. “Sure. I’ll go to lunch with you!” He did a happy dance as you walked off, yelling back to you “I’ll be your bias by the end of this week cutie!”  You walk away shaking your head with the biggest smile on your face. 

Originally posted by yugibeomielove


Jinyoung was being his usual sassy self at the fan sign. The girls would call him oppa and blow him kisses. He would roll his eyes and flick away the kisses instead of catching them. And honestly, the fans loved it. His some-what harsh demeanor is what makes the fans fall for him. You were next in line to see your bias, the one and only “Savage Jinyoung”.  He saw you at the beginning of the line as you visited the other members first. If he was being honest with himself, he thought you were absolutely stunning. It was finally your turn and you introduced yourself. “Well Y/N, I think you’re cute. Maybe you should text me sometime.” He would smirk and showing you his number. You giggle and answer, “Hmm.. I’ll think about it.” He liked your cocky attitude and honestly didn’t want you to leave, but your time was up. Before you walked off, he winked and puckered up, shooting a kiss your way. You did his signature move and flicked it away. His eyes lit up as if you were a girl after his own heart. “Text me!” he shouted as you made your way to the end of the table.

Originally posted by choiyoungjae


He was his usual bubbly self, singing and laughing in the crowd. The fans screamed for him to sing his part in “You Are”. As he was singing, he locked eyes with fans every now and then. His gaze shifted towards you and he forgot his next line. The members and fans laughed, causing him to chuckle shyly. Some time later, it was your turn at the table. Stepping in front of Youngjae, you gave him his gift. His eyes grew wide as he held the little dog plushie that resembled CoCo. “Hi. I’m Y/N. Do you like your present?” He smiled with his pearly whites and his eyes sparkled. “I love it, Y/N! Maybe you can come play with CoCo sometime?” You covered your mouth, in shock. “Really?!” He signed your album and handed it to you, reaching for your hand. As you held hands and talked a little, the line started to move. “Call me if you’d like. I’m sure CoCo would love you!”

Originally posted by tanjhent

Bam Bam:

The fan sign was super fun. All the fans were getting great service from the lively members. You were super excited to see your bias, BamBam. You were next in line to see him, and you couldn’t help but stare. He would look over to talk to Jackson and see you gawking at him. He smirked and shot you a flirty wink. Completely shook, you move in the line, facing your bias. “Well hello there,” he said smoothly as he reached for your hand. You blushed and let him take your hand as he began to talk about the concert and each other “You should come see the concerts more so I can see you.” Your eyes grew in disbelief as you answered, “I’m not made of money, you know?” You both chuckled before he answered, “Y/N, I have plenty of money, and I could give you concert tickets.” He leaned in and whispered “But it has to be a secret.” You giggled and nodded. He handed you his number saying “Well, text me more about the.. secret.” He winked at you and you held the number to your heart as you walked to the next member.

Originally posted by chichangyu


The fan sign started and everyone was having a great time. The members decided to take a break from signing albums and interact with fans. Your bias, Yugyeom, was showing his aegyo side today, which you loved! He turned on some girl group music and started dancing, making the girls squeal with excitement. He smiled and joined fans, dancing the choreography. ‘OMG, I am so lucky,’ you thought as he picked a spot beside you to dance. You both, followed by other fans, were dancing to the song. You were laughing and having a good time until your clumsiness got to the best of you, causing you to trip. And who was there to catch you? Yugyeom himself!! You fall into his chest and look up at him blushing. He showed you a heart warming smile, making other fans scream. You collect yourself and move away apologizing. His hyungs called him back to the table to finish the signing. After a few minutes, you presented yourself in front of your bias. “Oh, hey there clumsy girl!” Yugyeom greeted and smiled at you, you returning your introduction. You decided to apologize again. “I’m sorry for practically falling on you. I guess I was just too excited to dance beside you.” You tucked a lock of hair behind your ear as you flashed a bashful smile. He held out his hand to re-tuck the once again fallen lock of hair. “You can dance with me anytime.” With that, he slide you your album and a note saying ‘Call me’ written next to his number. 


Made For Each Other

Requested from Anonymous: Draco Malfoy x Plus Size Reader Soulmate AU

Word Count ∘ 2.4k 

Warnings Mentions of negative body image/weight

A/N I’d like to say thank you to the anon who sent me my first request! :) When I write I try to keep some details of the reader as vague as I can so that it’s easier to insert yourself into the part. I think that regardless of shape, size, background, and even Hogwart’s house, you should feel loved and accepted the way you are. I hope you like my interpretation of your request, the soulmate part was a tad difficult for me to work with so I rewrote this thing about 3x before I was finally satisfied omg… Please let me know what you think, your feedback is always greatly appreciated. ♡

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Quick thought about Symbiosis

Dude, now that I have slept and am much calmer (although juuust a little), I think I can write an English post that is coherent in terms of sentence structure. (I think… LOL)

This film is already my favourite so far!! I mean to break it down in the future, but let me put this here as a quick reaction: this honestly has everything I wanted and it even surprised me in the sense that even the parts I thought I would honestly dislike are my easy my favourite of the whole movie now!

I have to admit the rewatch I’ve done recently has helped a lot in that department. This series is by no means something that I could understand just by watching and rewatching a couple of times, because every single time I do it something new  - some new revelant detail - comes up. It’s just that kind of experience. Pretty much the same kind of relationship I’ve had with the classic series and 02 for the past 16 years I never left this fandom. If you are a casual watcher, I can see why you would be confused. But this being a 15th-digimon-anniversary commemoration project and a huge “thank you” from Toei for everybody who has supported the franchise all these years, this is exactly the kind of product I hoped, I honestly couldn’t expect more from them.

As to the theories I’ve had that I wanted answered they are as following:

- Theory that Meicoomon was related to Apocalymon somehow - CHECK! Her funny design so far has left me and some many I talk to on twitter (including @firstagent) intrigued and it feels DAMN GOOD to have that confirmed! Those helix patterns on her fur and her destructive power couldn’t have been just dumb coincidence.

- Dark Ocean and Demon theory - not check yet BUT THE DARK OCEAN IS OFFICALLY HERE oh my God, I am so scared for Himekawa now, she is officially in deep depression just like Ken was once and omg is she going to be possessed?! Is Demon the secret behind the 02 children getting attacked first?! We don’t know yet now with the Lovecraftian vibes around we’re SO CLOSE.

- Theory that the whole fighting between Taichi and Yamato was building up to something bad happening to Taichi - MOTHERFUCKING CHECK I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS SHIT SINCE REUNION, I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN, I KNEW IT I KNEW IT I KNEW IT, SEE @cyclone5000 THIS IS WHY YOU NEED TO WORK FOR TOEI AND WRITE THEIR CRAP! I am officially deceased, my inner TaiYama fan purrs just seeing Yamato with the goggles around his neck *sobs*

- Hikari standing up to the Homeostasis and REPELLING THEM LIKE A BOSS - CHECK, holy shit, it happened!! IT REALLY HAPPENED! Hikari told those damn selfish bastards that THE CHOSEN CHILDREN ARE THE ONES WHO GET TO DECIDE THEIR DESTINIES and this happened EXACTLY AS I WANTED SLDKÇFN (@50cyg Remember our conversation on private!?!? It happened exactly like that!!! I can’t wait for the next film, oh my God, Hikari’s trial has just began holy crap, the next film is going to be wild)

- Hikari going dark and unleashing a dark evolution - FUCK YES CHECK!! I’m not going to lie, I was very affraid that they would make her OOC just to answer to that whim of seeing her going “evil” but, oh my God, ADD TAICHI GETTING INJURED TO THE EQUATION AND IT ALL MAKES SO MUCH SENSE (shit son, Me and @yesyoshiposts and @dejitarugeeto02 have been talking about this before tri even existed. How Hikari would flip if something like this happened to Taichi and this is hell of satisfying!! Not only that, if the poster of the next film is any clue, it seems the Wizarmon topic will be brought up next film and oh my God, after what happened to Hikari AND TAILMON, damn! They’re going to slay us hard next time!! GET READY)

- Meiko’s redemption arc which is something I was impatiently waiting for - HELL YEEESSS, CHECK!!! Digimon Adventure tri is Meiko’s story, that has been obvious right and left from the very beginning and I question how much in denial you have to be to not have that figured out by now (lol). I mean, Digimon has a very long tradition of introducing news characters and new stories instead of just recycling old ones, is it really that surprising that tri has decided to walk the same path? Or that it develops the older characters, instead of making them static and boring? But I digress. I think Meiko’s voice actor was incredible in the sense that it really conveyed the growth of the character; Meiko sounds so so honest in this film! After all the secrets the character kept hiding, it’s honestly refreshing to see her open up and being herself around the group of Chosen Children at last. I had some fun listening to her speaking “Tottori dialect” around Taichi, albeit by accident - it really makes me realise how far she has gone to adjust to life in Tokyo. 

I’m SO RELIEVED that I can now say I actually like Meiko, because two films ago I honestly didn’t even like her. This reminds me…back in the day I used to sort of hate Yamato’s attitudes and I couldn’t stand Mimi or Jou for the most various reasons. These characters used to get on my nerves in general, but as the story progressed, as I grew up, after many rewatches too, I started to understand them and to put myself in their shoes. Before I knew - after many rewatches and over the years - I learnt to actually love Yamato, Jou, and Mimi for various reasons. Just like all these Adventure characters, Meiko started with flaws and used to get on my nerves - he has just now started to grown on me, but I honestly feel like her charisma has improved over time, and she is now a solid Adventure character

I respect her a lot for deciding to kill Meicoomon too. Wow! If you think about it, it all comes down to this, and Digimon Adventure tri is basically a serious version of episodes 10 and 11 of Digimon Adventure 02 all over again, except it’s a very long saga of it for the adult audience of fans. Instead of “waking up” with Yamato’s punch to the face like Taichi did (which forced him to realise Agumon would rather die than stay controled by the Kaiser in 02), Meiko had to realise it herself that it was better to kill Meicoomon than to let her live and being nothing but a source of sadness to the ones Meicoomon herself loves the most!

And… damn son, this puts Yamato’s reactions in a rather funny place too. It proves this idea I get that he puts everybody’s feelings ahead of his own and  that he deeply cares for literally everybody, BUT when it comes to Taichi IN PARTICULAR his reactions are almost always harsher, and most times he just takes his frustration out on his best friend even when Taichi isn’t the reason he is frustrated at all LOL. Not that this is news to me but it’s mindblowing to see it applied even to a big picture of this caliber! Taichi and Yamato’s relationship is one of a kind, I’m telling you!

AND I’m so GLAD to see Hikari and Taichi reaching to the same conclusions I did during my rewatch of Confessions recently, oh my God! That we don’t trully understand things before we go through them ourselves and that is the overall message of tri as well!! Like… damn, I’m not always prepared to see the characters I love the most this self-conscious, and it tells a lot about the direction of tri. Staff knows exactly what they are doing!

And by the way, I thought I would hate the whole shipping tease of Taichi and Meiko? But I actually liked it?!?! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME LOL. I mean, had they intriduced this earlier, I am positive I would hate it to death, but now Meiko has gotten the treatment she deserved I’m SHOCKED THAT I LIKE IT. (Taichi and Yamato are still number one in my heart; so who the fuck cares) BUT I LAUGHED OUT LOUD AT THE DIGIMON WHEN TAICHI TALKED TO MEIKO.

Let’s move on to other things I was hoping to see that this film has also covered:

- Human World VS Digital World situation with Chosen Children targeted by BOTH - HELL YES CHECK!! This is one of those situations that absolutely NEEDED to be there so the epilogue of 02 can finally happen in a manner that actually makes sense!!! The idea that digimon and humans started to live together 25 years later is laughable without problems happening first! It cannot possibly happen without a very difficult period of time where both sides clash and have troubles accepting each other! Both Human and Digimon worlds needed to clash first before it even remotely developed to that sort of scenario. And that’s not all: all of this will beautifully explain Taichi’s profession in the future once he decides to work hard for the relationship between humans and digimon to get better! THAT’S what a diplomat does!

And you know what’s fucking genius? It’s that they created Daigo and put him there especifically to allow us to imagine how will an adult Taichi be like!! It helps us understand that an adult version of a goggle-head attending to meetings isn’t necessarily detrimental to his personality or his charisma - it’s actually the other way around! It means Taichi will NEVER let go of the digital world even as an adult, and that it will heavily impact his future life! Just like it does with Daigo even to his days!! <3 It’s brilliant!

- AMBIGUITY IN GENERAL not just some Dark VS Light shit - CHEEEEEEEEECK, this is obviously related to Hikari and Taichi’s attitude towards the Homeostasis and Yggdrasil!! They decided to stop receiving orders and give less shits about them. Now they decided to do what THEY think is the right think to do! I fucking love Daigo yelling and telling the Homeostasis “These children are NOT your pawns to get rid of when they are no longer useful” It’s a topic I have always hoped for this series to bring up, and I’m pleasantly surprised that they have finally decided to! The Chosen Children are now officially ADULTS WHO DO WHAT THEY THINK IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO instead of just being little kids who do what adults tell them to. lol Now, our grown up children are the ones who get to decide what is right! It’s what they honestly want to do that matters. An important step into adulthood.

- MAKI WITH GUNS which honestly I didn’t even know I needed so it wasn’t originally in this list but - CHECK!!!! (LOL) It’s funny because I thought the topic about especial guns created to fight digimon had been forgotten - I can see that Himekawa has been carrying them around. This shit demands MORE FANART of the kids with weapons istg lol It actually reminds me of some fanart I saw many years ago,  where each chosen child carried a different weapon. I wonder if they got this idea from those???? XD

- I wasn’t expecting TAICHI scenes AT ALL but hell if I don’t welcome them, holy crap!! - CHECK, and oh my God they have been lacking so much, to such a degree I was starting to wonder WHEN Taichi would get the spotlight he needed. I mean THE USUAL TAICHI, the protagonist of this series! My precious son that takes a while to overcome his fears and insecurities but when he does he’s so nice to follow on screen. ;.;   He’s been missed so much, and it’s stunning how they even took advantage of him to develop Hikari, holy crap. Now I am certain that Hikari’s moment has just begun and that it’s the next film that will focus on her and Tailmon, holy crap I will even forgive the poster teasing the focus on her for now lçdjfa THE NEXT POSTER HAS WIZARMON’S HAT. We all theorized about Wizarmon showing up this movie, it never crossed my mind that he could only show up the next one instead. LOL

AAAAND and I think I’m going to stop here, even though I have much more things to say and to think about. but I have only watched this ONCE and I need to rewatch before I talk about other things. 


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A turning point or Azanina talks [3]

Last episode let us enjoy a beautiful dance scene; the “date” with Charioce was nice too. Nevertheless, another scene catches my eyes. The scene that shows some Azazel’s development and get a food for thought about future Azanina relationship. However, let’s I try to speak one at a time.  

Nina suddenly remembered about her crush on a mysterious “arabic” guy (who didn’t even bother her thoughts in episode 5) and got a motivation to buy some food. According Hamsa, she still keeps his ring. Rita mentioned Nina’s blushing from Azazel. Yeah, Azazel again. It’s already the second time as she confirmed our triangle. “The heart is a fickle thing”, — Hamsa said with the creepiest quack I ever heard. This sentence is very predictive and clearly implies the future love drama.

It’s time to give some respect to Azazel. Explaining demons his so-called plan he still said nothing about the red dragon’s personality. Even as Dante tried to figure out some details (pls don’t kill him in the next episode, I like his reasonableness), Azazel decided to keep the secret. Because of his pride though (“who do you think you’re talking to?” — omg, nope, Aza-nii, you forget about your bad luck), but he didn’t break his promise to Nina.

The key scene ofc was in the darkness. Nina made her revenge (we all remember the first episode) running into Azazel. It seems like in this case it was more painful. However, Azazel got used to troubles that happen with him when Nina is around and wasn’t mad at all. Kind-hearted girl worried about Mugaro’s loneliness, but Azazel is here only to give her some instructions.

I want to compare his behavior with second episode. Before Azazel was sure that yelling and shaking are the best way to explain something. He was very impatient, his gaze was supercilious. He roughly touched a girl breaking her personal space. Nina was just a tool for him, that don’t have or better to say shouldn’t have own will or wishes.

Look at this new Azazel. Yeah, he still can’t say such a common things like “please”. His words still sound like orders. His voice was calm though, he didn’t make abrupt movements. Azazel touched Nina again, her face, but this touch looks gentle enough. He understand that she is his trump card, but don’t depend on him. “Promise me that you’ll be there” — do you ask a tool for promise? His face said a lot too. No scorn, the gaze was serious; this “please” was here.    

Because of new crush Nina don’t blush from him anymore. No one from them noticed it. Nina was a little offended because of Azazel’s attitude. She finally started notice that his plans can be bad. A good step too, cause Azazel’s appearance often obstructs her to see his personality.

The next episode might be a catastrophe. A little misunderstanding was always a part of Azanina relationship. Now it’s time for them to run into truth. Will Azazel have a chance to turn Nina into a dragon again? The fact that he don’t make her doki-doki anymore can’t stop him from his rebellion. It could be a conflict between them. Nina will see his dark side too.

However, don’t lose your hopes. I’m sure that Azazel’s falling will be the beginning of his redemption arc. Nina will see the dark side of “Chris” too. It’s a good question why she will be a prisoner with Jeanne. The eighth episode spoilers even show us Azazel’s torture. The suffering touches both. Will they find their happiness? Will see~   

My Trickster God is back 😍

This post contains spoilers AFTER the cut!!!

& Please also be careful about spoilers in the notes!!!

Heyho there my lovelies! I am back home now, I almost cried when boarding the plane because I didn’t want to leave London and I miss England so much already. However, I had a great time as my personal culmination was watching the new Thor movie yesterday night.

I loved it. I loved it so, so much and I can guarantee you I will see it again really soon. Actually, I’ve accidentally just booked tickets to see the movie again on Halloween. Oops.

There even were three cosplayers working at the cinema. A Thor, a Hela and a Loki, so after the movie (this was so funny) I went to ask “Loki” for a picture. 😏 His reaction was hilarious. He was like “Just with me?” to which I replied “Well… you’re the king.” and then I turned to Thor and said: “Sorry.” The playful shocked expression he gave me was priceless and I’m telling you, this is what would happen if I ever met Thor and Loki on the street.

I got so much new inspiration. Starting from today, I’ll be working on new Imagines, my Loki multichapter fic and “Pleasing You” Part II, so stay tuned for some ragnaro[c]king new stuff.

But let’s talk about the movie, shall we?! I really want to share my thoughts with you guys, so IF YOU HAVEN’T SEEN THE MOVIE YET, DO NOT KEEP READING! MASSIVE SPOILER ALERT!!!

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The Way You Move// Kim Yugyeom (Part 13)

Pairing: Yugeyom x Reader

Genre: Romance, Smut

Summary: @morsalinou said:
Your rrequest are open omgggg ok,…. I will try requesting simething for the first time here😅 hmm can i request a smut (🙊💕) where yugyeom sees you dancing in a competition (like hit the stage) or you dance with him you can decide (this weeks theme is love did you watch this show btw😍) and the rest is up to you! I’m so nervous omg😲😂

Author’s Note:  Sorry for the lack of updates! Also, sorry for the length of this chapter, it’s short, but only because it’s a filler chapter! Enjoy it nonetheless!

xoxo Sara

Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 - Part 4 - Part 5 - Part 6 - Part 7 - Part 8 - Part 9  -

Part 10 - Part 11 - Part 12 - Part 13 - Part 14  - Part 15 - Final

Soon, Wednesday had rolled around. You didn’t understand how time could go by both so quickly, yet so pain-stakingly slow. You felt your strain getting better and better each day, the swelling and coloring going down immensely after having to ice it for no less than 16 hours a day.

Bambam came over often to hang out with you, after Yugyeom left to go to dance practice with his temporary partner each morning. You had met his temporary partner the first day he began to practice with her, which was not long ago. She seemed nice enough, and her skills were impeccable, you were sure she wasn’t in this competition and that maybe she was an extra, or a student teacher of some sort. She was quite beautiful, too; her hair looked nice and soft as if it had never been touched, and she always wore a sweet smile on her face, keeping a bright and positive attitude throughout your meeting with her.

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Originally posted by fairybcby

Pairing: Yoongi x Reader

Genre: Fluff

Word Count: 2.9k

Summary: “Enjoy the ride, and remember, this is a theme park, so cry and scream all you want because no one will remember you anyways.”

A/N: Out of the five unfinished things I have planned, I honestly didn’t think I would post this first. But hey, Happy Valentine ’s Day everyone, and cheers to being a loner.

1 of 13 Ways to Fall in Love.

It’s not that Min Yoongi doesn’t like amusement parks. The rides and the food are pretty cool, even though both can cause a person to spend a bit of time in the bathroom if not heeded with caution. He likes to join in with his friends as they jostle and dare each other to ride this ride - no, that ride!, although in a much more low-key fashion. He also likes to mock their pale expressions and girlish screams afterward.

What he has a problem with is the people.

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anonymous asked:

Hi Claudia. just wondering are you going to talk about american gods? i'm very interested in what you thought about Laura and Mad sweeny. basically i'm interested in your opinion with all of it tbqh!

Sorry for the late reply, I wanted to catch up on the whole season before answering this. 

Laura/Mad Sweeney is one of those cases where the characters are individually good and interesting and all, but you smash them together in the same storyline, link them through the same mission (pursued by each for their individual reasons), add an improbable road trip that makes them care for each other even though they don’t want to, and BAM, they become SO MUCH MORE. their chemistry is weirdly explosive, which is funny because you never saw it coming.

A prayer for Mad Sweeney (a fantastic episode btw) got me hooked on this dynamic, although I’ve liked it since the beginning and had seen gifsets of it even before I caught up on their episodes so I was sort of expecting something interesting. I also have been reading the book as I watched the season—I’m being exceptionally slow, but I’ve read and loved the part about Essie McGowan’s coming to America, and it was a total surprise to see Emily play Essie too, which adds a new layer to Laura’s interactions with Sweeney (it’s SO “I’ve crossed oceans of time to find you”, isn’t it). I don’t know how the whole Laura thing plays out in the book—it is my understanding that she has a much smaller role in the novel, and they expanded it in the show? If so, they made a brilliant decision.


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Doll? {Peter Pan Imagine}

Originally posted by lostgirl14480

Originally posted by gurl

Peter Pan Imagine 

Part II of here

Author: Joi A. Wade 

Requested: YES,  Omg, i’ve loved the doll imagine, have you thought about a second part?,  Omg doll was so good!! Part 2!?!?,  Plzz do a part 2 of Doll it was so amazing😍,  Please do a part two of doll, I KNOW YOUR REQUESTS ARE CLOSED BUT I JUST WANTED TO KNOW IF THERE WOULD BE A PART 2 To the peter pan doll imagine?? It was really good!

Warnings: LONG,  Greaser!Peter, Soc!Reader, swearing, ooc!peter, kind mention of rape, but not too far sweeties!

By now, you and your friends parted ways after the little mishap at the drive in. They weren’t exactly ready for the night to end, and were going to head off to a party. You, on the other hand, just wanted to go home at this point, and relax. You’ve had enough excitement and aggravation for one night. Or did you?

Walking down the sidewalk toward your house, you didn’t notice the blue mustang that was slowly cruising by your side. Right away, you recognized the car. It belonged to your current ex boyfriend, Thomas. Thomas was just like you, a soc in a high place, living the life of luxury. Well…that’s the only thing you two have in common, where you live. After that, if it weren’t for his money, he would be considered a no good greaser. 

He stopped the car, him and his buddies getting out, with alcohol in their systems. Thomas stumbled his way over to you, while Newton and Minho came from behind you, trapping you from walking the other direction. 

“Hey, sweetheart,” He slurred, playing with strands of your hair. “Saw you at the drive-in earlier…the greaser trash giving you a hard time?” 

“Get away from me, and it’s none of your business.” You snapped, trying to push him out of your way, only for him to push back. Almost tripping over your feet, you were lucky enough that his friends each grabbed your arms, holding you steady. 

“Whoa whoa, why so snappy tonight? I thought I told you to fix that attitude. It’s not very lady like, doll-” 

You spit in his face as soon as the pet name escaped his mouth. You hated them to begin with, you weren’t a dog. But ‘doll’ just made your blood boil the most, ever since 7th grade. Especially coming from someone who cheated like his life depended on it. 

That gesture didn’t go unnoticed, as anger started to cloud Thomas’s drunk mind. With one hand he wiped the spit off his face, then used that same one to strike you across your right cheek. You yelped at the contact, hissing at the pain. Tears started forming in your eyes, but you refused to let them out as you stared at Thomas in pure shock. Shaking his head, he motioned for his friends to shove you into the wall, holding you up high to where your feet no longer touched the ground. 

He stood in front of you, Newt on your left and Minho on your right. Thomas’s hands started at your knees, and slowly made their way up your legs and into your skirt, while still making intense eye contact with you. Noticing that you were about to scream, he raised his hand again, making you flinch and whimper. 

“You want to act like a bitch, that’s fine. Make a single noise, and I’ll treat you like one. Understand?” He growled, his hands getting closer and closer to your private area, to where you couldn’t hold the tears in anymore. His buddies smirked at you, while Thomas slowly groped your area. It didn’t feel pleasing at all, as the tears continued to cascade down your cheeks, while little whimpers escaped your mouth. You wanted to scream bloody murder so bad, but was afraid of what he would do to you if you did. But, you were terrified with what might happen if you don’t. 

While being pressed against the wall, no one noticed the group of greasers coming down the street, just coming back from the drive-in. Getting kicked out for sneaking in led them to a shortened evening, so now it was off to the streets to mess shit up. But, the sight that quickly killed the leader’s buzz of excitement, was the sight of his girl…yes, his girl, being held against her will and…

Peter ran at full speed at the four of you, his gang following without question, sensing that something was wrong. He started shouting toward the guys, alarming them that trouble was coming their way. Thomas quickly pulled away from you, his friends letting you drop to the concrete as they saw how out numbered they were, practically shitting their pants. Before they could even comprehend, and because of the alcohol in their systems, they were trampled to the ground. Peter beating the shit out of Thomas, while Felix and a few older boys took care of Newt and Minho, who failed at trying to run away. 

The younger boys that were apart of Pan’s gang helped you off the ground, as gently as they could, knowing if they accidentally so much as made you uncomfortable, Pan would have their heads.  Once you stood up straight, you fanned them away with your hand, signaling them not to touch you and that you were fine. You watched as Peter had Thomas practically bleeding on the pavement, going over to the two and hearing what he was shouting at the almost unconscious asshole. 

“Touch,” Punch, “Her,” Punch, “Again,” Punch. “And I,” Punch, “Will cut,” Punch, “You’re bloody dick off,” Kick to the stomach, “Myself!” Another punch sent Thomas into a daze, as he tried crawling away, but Peter was quick to nudge his shoulder back down to where he laid flat on the ground. He leaned downward, breathing heavily as he slapped Thomas’s cheek a few times, making sure he was still alive. Once he opened his eyes giving Peter his answer, he added. “And I will make you eat it, white trash.” 

What no one else expected to happen was for you to walk even closer, to where you stood right next to Peter, staring down at Thomas with pure hatred. Breathing hard and fast through your nose, you spoke with venom clear in your voice. 

“Don’t ever call me ‘doll’,” And with that, you gave him a hard ass kick to the crotch, making him groan loudly with pain. Thomas looked up at the both of you, slyly Peter had wrapped his arm around your waist as you leaned into his hold.   

What you couldn’t see was the shit-eating grin Peter wore on his face, as he glared at Thomas along with you. With a snap of his fingers, Felix and the couple of boys that helped, dragged an unconscious Minho and fucked up Newt back to the blue mustang. 

“I suggest you hop into your pretty car there, and drive your drunk ass back to your side of town. If you so much as look in my doll’s direction, I will make it a promise that if I ever go back to jail, it’ll be for murdering you.” 

With a curt nod, Peter had Felix lift him up, and shove him into the front seat of the car, slamming the door shut. Even in his condition, Thomas didn’t hesitate to turn on the engine, and speed down the road. Once they were out of sight, you quickly pulled away from Peter, speed walking in the direction of your house. 

With a shocked and confused look, Peter dismissed his gang to their own things for the rest of the night, while he chased after you. When he caught up, he gripped your shoulder, turning you around to face him.

“Whoa, whoa, whoa. Put the breaks on it, sweetheart, where do you think you’re going?” 

“Leave me alone, hood, I’ve had enough tonight. I just want to go home,” You go to walk away again, only for him to step in front of you, making you sigh in aggravation.

“What about moments ago? You-”

“I only let you put your hands on me to show Thomas that you were around to protect me, so he would leave me alone. Something I’ve done to you a couple of times, and yet you still keep coming back.”

The look on his face almost made you regret telling him that. He looked hurt, like a kicked puppy on the street. Well, basically he is one. And you’ve kicked him so many times, he does’t know why he keeps coming back for more. He can’t explain it. He looked around for a short moment, then down at his feet as his hands went into his jacket pockets.

“You know…I could have just kept walking, like I normally do when some chick is being pushed around, or in a situation like you were in. You could have been raped, Y/n, do you not understand that? That if I hadn’t have recognized you on the spot…” He seethed, his green eyes blazing from the adrenaline still running through his veins. “And I practically saved your prissy ass, and I don’t even get a simple ‘Thank You’? Am I really just too much of a poor loser, you can’t be nice enough to thank me?” 

His words cut you like knives. He had a strong point that no matter what sarcastic comeback you could pull, what roll of your eyes could change, he could not be more right. You two used to be friends, and now you couldn’t even be grateful that he was there for you, even when you didn’t need him to be, he was there. And the hurt, an emotion you didn’t know he could feel anymore, that was in his eyes shattered you from the inside. 

“And you know what I hate the most about you, about this?” He asked, you looking down at your shoes, too ashamed to make eye contact. “That no matter how bitchy, how mean, how awful you treat me and the greaser side…I still love you, doll. And I don’t care if you beat the living daylights out of me for calling you that, but it’s the truth. And you want to know why you hate that nickname so badly?” He raised an eyebrow, continuing, even if you were going to answer or not. “You remember those love letters you got in the 7th grade? That always called you that nickname in them, and you would be teased because of it?”

Your head shot up fast, as you finally made eye contact again. No…no.

“Yeah. Those were from me. A poor, pathetic greaser, in love with the pretty, rich girl. Cliche, isn’t it? Surprised you didn’t see it was me, but instead you chose Thomas. But, hey! What does it matter, huh? You already made it perfectly clear you want nothing to do with me, no matter whatever the hell I do for you. So fine! You want your space, then I will let you have it.”

“Peter..I-I never-”

“But just know this, love,” He turned away from you, already walking the other direction. He popped his collar upward, lighting up a weed.  Inhaling the toxic chemicals, he raised his eyebrow as he looked you up and down. “He’ll be back. And this time…he can have you.” 


I just remembered why I loved the pjo series after scrolling through @lesbabeths blog. But you know what makes everything better? Gay. Gay makes everything better. (seriously check out their trans percy and bi annabeth au it made me so emotional i scared my dogs)

I wrote some bi headcanons for annabeth based on my own experiences because she’s a character I can relate to, and I need more bi representation in my life. Also, I really don’t want to work on the four papers I have due tomorrow so ok lets do this.

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Beauty and the Beast has always been my favourite disney and favourite animated movie. I find it just perfect, the story, the characters, the emotions, the magic… when Belle fell in love with the Beast, I fell in love with the movie.
So when I heard about a live adaptation, I couldn’t hide my excitement, but at the same time, I knew I would be even more severe with it.
I watched it this morning and let’s say it right away, it’s far from the level of its predecessor, but it’s not a bad movie either. I would even say, it’s ok.

Let’s talk about the story and direction first. No surprise, as an adaptation, it follows the same path, keeping the dialogs and iconic moments, and for those parts I can say it was pretty good. Then come the adding scenes and here, I am shared. Some are very welcome like those focusing on the father and his past (having more details about Belle’s mom permits a further connection with the Beast who lost his mother too, so it serves to the story). But other scenes are just pointless, and mostly focused on secondary characters. For example, they decided to include the enchantress in the movie but…..she is totally useless…. I felt it like it was to throw a celebrity’s face at us, I didn’t understand the point of this character :/
Also, what a mistake to show the prince as human in the beginning!!!!!! I admit, this is the thing that made me cringe hard. Let me explain. The 1st Disney presented us the man as a Beast, because that was characterized him at this moment, even as human he was just a Beast. But we learn to discover the human in him, until finally meet him under his true appearance. SHOWING THE PRINCE IN THE FIRST SCENE RUINED THIS >< !!!!! **angry**
I didn’t like how they handle the very end either, it should have been Belle & Prince moments, when the world is singing their tale. But the many second character got a moment too and it even stopped on the singer’s face, like why?? There’re some choices of direction I clearly didn’t understand.
Anyway, it works for the most part but like I said, some things were pointless.

What about the characters now? Well, I have to say it, the Beast was GREAT.
And really, that was the thing I was going to be so much critical, since, I think it’s the same for everyone who loved the animated version, we have all melted for him and learnt to love him like Belle did. And this is exactly the case here, at least for me. I even think they handled it a bit better tbh. In the first movie, The Beast went from a grumpy attitude to a pretty sweet guy quite suddenly. Here, after being saved by Belle, he is softer for sure but he still has a grumpy character because he still doesn’t know how to act near Belle. But his gaze changed for sure, you can see the emotions through his eyes, like in the animated version. And once again, I melted for him, I could see the human there. And it’s a shame Belle wasn’t as good sadly. Don’t get me wrong, Emma Watson is a good Belle really, she plays it well and her performance is fine. It’s just she was lacking of something I’d say….I needed more delight? she kept a lot the “tender smiling face” but I expected her to be more expressive seeing all the magical things happening around her. Even during the danger with the wolves, she doesn’t look afraid really. She was maybe a bit too reserved. But at least, when he was with the Beast, her expressions were more “alive”, so it’s not that bad either. But she has also some positive side like the way she is actually asking why everyone has this appearance. Belle is curious and willing to help, so it seems normal she would wonder about this, in the animated it always seems a bit odd to me she never asked anything about the origin of the magical things around her.
Concerning the secondary characters now, there are actually pretty good. Gaston was the best character for me like omg he was perfect. I couldn’t see a better Gaston x) Lefou was fine too, pretty funny and very lovable imo. The father, having more development than in the original, was more interesting personally. Then for the castle servants, I have nothing to say either, they’re funny, dynamic, enjoyable, and well interpreted (emma thompson especially).
But like I said before, the enchantress role was useless and some other characters didn’t really need more expositions.

Now, the music. I am gonna say this but the best parts of the movie are for sure the musical scenes. It’s exactly how I pictured the live version of them, big, very well choreographed, colorful and memorable. I’m crazy of Alan Menken’s themes in this film, and hearing them in cinema, I swear it gave me the chills so much (and I almost teared up during the main song/////). There are also new songs, and they haven’t all caught me the same, some are even not really necessary in my opinion, being very short and adding anything in particular. But How Does A Moment Last Forever and Evermore will definitely stay in your mind (Evermore is my new disney crush song >v<).
Ok ok, I’m gonna say it though, I heard a lot about it before the movie but, yeah yeah, Emma Watson’s auto tune is too obvious and even a bit distracting ^^’’
I watched it in english so tbh I wonder how it would be in french now (I don’t even know if the songs are dubbed).

I will end with the decorations and costumes. It was really massive and I can see all the works behind it, and really I can say I’ve been very pleased most of the time. I still can’t love Belle’s dress though xDD just, no…

So, if you have read all of this, I’m sorry ahaha I love so much talking cinema and I knew I would have a lot to say for this one. So my finale opinion? The best live version of all certainly but it has its disappointing details. It’s still a fine adaptation imo, I’m satisfied with it even if it won’t ever replace my first love, the first movie.

Butch DeLoriaxFemale Lone Wanderer Headcanons

So I have this HUGE idea for a Butch DeLoria x Female Lone Wanderer fanfiction. And I have all these damn headcanons. Shall I write a giant story about all these? (Please don’t steal the ideas! I really want to write this someday but I can’t hold these ideas in anymore.)

  • The Female Lone Wanderer’s headcanonical name is Eve, Eva or Evelyn. James and the FLW’s mother were both religious and quoted the bible. Also, The GECK James searched for stands for Garden of Eden Creation Kit. He would want his daughter to belong to something beautiful. Not to mention…President Eden is this big lie in the same way that utopia can never exist, and the FLW comes to accept that. While she searches long and hard for a better life, she is only shown that she can no longer obtain what she wants. Not to mention, Butch is a Tunnel SNAKE, like the snake who tempted Eve. He believes in anarchy and making one’s own choices that defy the higher power (the Overseer who plays God).
  •  Butch’s father was killed by the overseer. Ellen DeLoria is always drunk like she’s washing away sorrows. Butch’s father used to tell him stories about the outside world and tell him to never tell anyone because everyone is supposed to believe that you are born in the vault and die in the vault. Eventually, when Butch was three or four, his father tried to leave the Vault and was shot by the Overseer’s henchman, perhaps Officer Kendall. Butch could barely remember this…but eventually figured it out as the years went on. His hatred for the Overseer’s control was a personal matter as well as his rebellious spirit coming to light.
  • Butch and the FLW were best friends before the age of nine. They used to share Grognak the Barbarian comic books, and play in the atrium. Eventually however, Butch received pressure from the other boys (mainly Wally Mack) to break away because of gender roles. The female lone wanderer then got even closer to Amata.
  • Butch DeLoria is afraid of radroaches because, when he was five he was locked in the lowest level of Vault 101. His alcoholic mother Ellen DeLoria locked him there.  Butch kept asking his mom about what happened to his dad, and afraid of the Overseer’s wrath, she told Butch to stop asking. But being a  typical five year old, he kept asking over and over. So, she dragged him to the sub basement area while intoxicated. After locking the door, he began to cry and scream after a radroach came out and attacked him. James shows up with his daughter to unlock the door and comfort him. After that, Butch holds a respect for James, but has a resentment towards his daughter that he doesn’t have a father like him. When Butch bullies the lone wanderer, James never actually gets angry since he still feels bad about Butch’s lack of a father figure.
  • The FLW always cried to her dad about Butch. James told her that boys only tease you when they like you… For years, she hoped that was the case. But she still didn’t believe that hitting on her actually meant hitting her!
  • The Female Lone Wanderer is nicknamed “Nosebleed” because of what Butch did. At the age of nine, the kids were playing baseball in the atrium. Eventually, the female became MVP (because the perk says so) and jealous of this, the opposing team’s players told Butch to bring her down a notch. When she was up to bat, he was pitcher, and threw the baseball right at her face, where it hit her nose and she received a bloody nose. He’d been calling her “Nosebleed” ever since.
  • The Female Lone wanderer never fights back against Butch unless he’s bullying someone else, namely Amata. He then stops targeting  Amata after realizing this and tries even harder to get a rise out of her, like throwing gum in her hair during class or tripping her after class. When it never works, he gets obsessed with this…and maybe even develops something far different from hatred.
  • When they were seventeen, Butch fucked up the FLW’s hair. To get back at him for all his teasing she called him a hairdresser instead of a barber. He decided to pull  a prank and botched her long hair unevenly. When she told Amata, Amata tied it like her own hair. So they wore similar hairstyles for a long time. Over time, the ponytail began to grow out more until it no longer resembled the other girl. But she refused to go back to the Vault hairdresser…err barber.
  • A year before the FLW left Vault 101, her relationship with Butch got…somewhat…better. While he still teased her, shoved her in the halls when the other guys were around, etc, he began to get quiet when it was just the two of them. He’d watch her shooting her BB gun in the basement, and even gave her a shot of whiskey he managed to steal from the Overseer’s chambers. They finally got to talk about what it was like growing up with one of their parents being dead. It turns out they had more in common than they initially thought.
  • Butch began to date Susie Mack, Wally Mack’s sister. She’d never admit to it, but when the FLW catches them making out in the hall, she immediately turns back around where she came from and feels like she could cry without fully comprehending why. Butch tries to talk to the FLW and be nicer, but she instead treats him harshly because of her jealousy. He again turns hostile. Wally Mack soon quits the Tunnel Snakes after that, pissed that Butch would go with his sister. 
  • After she left the vault, the FLW always wore the Tunnel Snakes jacket Butch gave her. She began to panic as it got more and more damaged. Eventually, Moira fixed it up, and teases that it has the scent of a man’s aftershave and cologne.
  • Butch DeLoria was the one who spray painted “Fuck You, Overseer” on the “Thank You, Overseer” sign. Amata kept yelling at him to stop it. But he managed to make a contraption out of rope to allow him to paint the sign with the other Tunnel Snakes
  • Butch meets James Hargrave in Rivet City. The kid with a bad attitude has a dead father and alcoholic mother and he reminds Butch so much of himself as a child that it begins to disturb him. He tells the kid about his own life and even becomes like a big brother James could look up to. He also told James to be always be good to C.J. Young, the little girl who always follows james around. And if he does, he’ll even let him join the Tunnel Snakes when he grows up. James asks why he has to act so nice to her. Butch tells James that he’ll understand why when he’s older…. Because he wishes he could’ve treated the FLW better. Every day, he’d been waiting for her to show up in Rivet City…
  • When the FLW agrees to travel with Butch again, she knees him in the groin. Butch apologizes for all the times he bullied her and beat her up when they were kids. So, she knees him in the balls and says she forgives him. He of course crumples to the floor and says “Yeah…maybe…I deserved that Nosebleed.”
  • Butch DeLoria is still a HUGE Grognak the Barbarian comic book fan at the age of 20. His line “I hear there were dragons out there. You ever seen one?” reveals this. It drives the FLW crazy, especially since he spends all their caps on rare issues rather than on the supplies they need.
  • When the pair sleep in Raider camps outdoors, the female lone wanderer always takes the top bunk when they manage to find bunkbeds. Based on the line “Man that creeps me out. That thing up there…you know? The sky…” The lone wanderer knows he’s terrified to look up there, so she alleviates his fear by taking the top bunk, making it feel like he’s back in the Vault.
  • Butch suffers from monophobia: the fear of being alone. His whole “Tunnel Snakes 4 LYFE” motto is only him trying to belong to something. The Tunnel Snakes have no real goals or purpose besides to be “the most badassest gang in the wastes”. Plus, he’s the only one to leave the vault for good after Trouble on the Homefront. This likely means, he knows the gang is over with and everyone else abandoned him… Even still, he follows the FLW and uses the “gang” as an excuse. He never wants anyone else following you. So how could a gang ever form?
  • Butch sings along to Galaxy News Radio. Whenever they are at a bar, Butch gets buzzed and just starts singing along. The FLW told him a million times to shut the hell up, but he just sings louder. His favorite song is supposedly “I’m a Mighty Mighty Man.” because it says that “I really don’t need a wife.” This upsets the FLW though she never says so.
  • The Female Lone Wanderer loves when Butch cuts her hair. The feeling of his fingers against her scalp takes her breath away…until he decides to play the same prank like when they were kids and shaves part of her scalp. She sics Dogmeat on him.
  • Butch really likes Dogmeat, though initially acts like he doesn’t. This is since he doesn’t mind having Dogmeat follow as well. He wanted to sew Dogmeat a personal Tunnel Snake jacket… The FLW forbid it.
  • Butch manages to find a way to bake a sweetroll. He goes through life and limb to obtain the ingredients. He gives it to the female lone wanderer as a peace offering after taking her sweet roll at her birthday party ten years prior.
  • The Lone Wanderer says goodbye to Dogmeat and Butch during the last quest (without expansion). She makes a slight joke that Dogmeat and Butch should go into the irradiated chamber of Project Purity. And while Butch declines, he doesn’t believe that she planned to do it anyway. He doesn’t understand why she says goodbye and tells him to take care of Dogmeat. When she goes in, he tries to stop her but it’s too late.
  • Butch goes into a huge depression before the events of Broken Steel (aka end of game without expansion). He becomes an alcoholic just like his mother and only has thoughts of the lone wanderer. Dogmeat ends up taking care of him more than he takes care of Dogmeat. Every day, Butch regrets that he didn’t activate the control chamber in her stead. Whenever he hears Three Dog mention her on GNR, he gives a toast before downing his last shot and smashing the glass. Instead of “I’m a Mighty Man” he only listens to the slow sad songs like “I Don’t Want to Set the World on Fire.
  • Ok, that last one made me tear up. AHEM. The female lone wanderer and Butch are in love. I mean…that damn dialogue. As a follower, he flirts so much only if you’re female. Need I say more?
  • Butch and Dogmeat are reunited with the Female Lone Wanderer… The Three Tunnel Snakes For Life. 
My observations watching 🎯 Arrow 5x20 "Underneath"

Note: I so freaking loved this episode!!! I’ve seen it literally like 10 times already. It has an issue or 2 that bothers me, but I ignore that and enjoy the rest. I was too excited last night to write any of my scene-by-scene reactions, and reviews with a more general approach are better, so I decided to continue to do them this way. I can’t guarantee that this would organize as could be, ‘cause I’m still too hyped about it, anyway… Let’s get started and get ready for a long review!

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How Sparky/Reader got her nickname from Harley Quinn. So this is technically set part way through Chapter one of Mad Princess.

Captain Boomerang/George ‘Digger’ Harkness x Reader
Family!The Joker x Reader

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It was strange but you were truly nervous.

The first time you had met Dr. Harleen Quizel you’d been posing as The Joker’s sane sister and the last time that you’d seen her was when you were giving her the Machine Guns for The Joker’s escape from Arkham. You’d never expected to see her again, The Joker keeping her alive had confused you enough but then to find out that they were an item had sent you spinning.

But your Dad was smitten and no sense could be talked into him, you knew it was serious when he killed someone for disrespecting her just like he would for you.
From what The Joker had said Harley, as she was now referred, was excited to meet you but his grin did nothing to put you at ease.
At least if it was awful you could go out and get wasted celebrating Halloween that evening.

After getting bored of pacing through your home and flicking though TV you got in touch with Digger to keep you preoccupied and stop you getting too nervous.
Not that he helped any.
All he was interesting in was sexting or if this Harley girl was hot, he was such an idiot but you couldn’t help but be morbidly intrigued by him. He was funny, not that you would ever admit it, and there was something bizarrely charismatic about his attitude problem.
His anger management problems didn’t bother you in the slightest; living with The Joker gave you a thick skin.
The fact that he seemed to have a kink for your electric was also a big plus, he was a fool but it was only a bit of fun. Wasn’t it?

Thoughts of Digger where pushed aside when the door was opened by Johnny Frost and The Joker and ‘new’ Harley followed him.

She’d certainly changed.

The Joker led her over to you and she was barely containing her grin.
“Princess, this..” He threw his arms up in Harley’s direction, “My Queen, Harley Quinn.”
Quirking an eyebrow at the introduction, you reached a hand out but she jumped past it and through her arounds you.

Surprised, you froze for a moment and focused on not shocking her with your powers but she wasn’t letting go any time soon so you slipped your arms around her to return the hug.
“Nice to meet cha!” She grinned, went back to The Joker to curl up under his arm.
“Nice to see you again, Harley. You do remember me don’t you?” You said slowly, unsure of if she’d react well to how you’d lied so awfully.

“Course I do silly! You introduced me to Puddin’.” She grinned up at the Joker and kissed under his jaw making him smirk.
“So you’re not mad?” You asked, it was a pleasant surprise but your Dad must have done a real number on her brain.
She shook her head in overenthusiastically and gave you a grin, “Why would I be mad? I do feel a bit silly though.”

The Joker made a questioning noise and you found yourself feeling bad for tricking someone so open, “Silly? Please don’t feel silly, I’m a very good liar.”
“Yes you are Princess.” The Joker agreed, he didn’t attempt to keep the pride from his tone.

Harley shook her head once more, “No not because of that.” She held her finger up for a moment as a gesture to wait and stepped away from The Joker to reach down into the gun holster strapped to her thigh. She pulled out a small folded orange cloth before unfolding and holding it out to show you.

It was a pumpkin Halloween costume for a small child, probably aged two or three max.

You looked from the costume to Harley in confusion and you knew, without looking, that your Dad was following your movements.
“It’s cute?” You mumbled after a moment, still wholly confused.

Harley brought it back down to her chest and looked, somewhat, sheepish. “Well Mistah Jay said I’d be meeting his lil Princess and I just thought you’d be more lil is all.”
Now you could feel The Joker’s eyes on you as you took in Harley’s kind gesture, so you smiled and held out your hand so that you could take it from her.

It was soft in your hands, the softness that only came from children’s clothing.

It was cute.

“Thank you Harley, how did you know that I love Halloween?” You asked and if possible her grin grew even more.
“You do? No way! So do I!” She grinned, “Let’s go out tonight, paint the down red!”  Before you could think she’d taken your free hand in hers and was jumping up and down, as soon as her hand touched yours she squealed as you shocked her. She jumped back next The Joker holding her hand.

You hadn’t meant to do it, it had been a reaction to the sudden contact.
Fuck fuckity fuck.

The Joker looked as though he was about the step to your side when Harley started to giggle and stamp her feet like an excited child, “That is so cool! How do you do that?!”
Floored, you explained, “I’m a Meta-human.”
“Omg that’s awesome! Could you like super charge an oven to bake cookies faster?” She asked, her face simply inquisitive. Relief washed over you at her instant acceptance, even though you’d hurt her.
“Never tried it.” You mumbled, still waiting for a delayed angry reaction that you usually got but one never came. The Joker wrapped his arms around Harley’s waist and she leaned back into him, he hand his fingers down one side of her face before addressing you, “Told you see was special.”

“Yeah, yeah I know you’re always right.” You mocked and stepped past them to leave, you could see their hands beginning to roam over each other and you did not want to get caught up that physiological damage. So you called over your shoulder, “I’ll see you guys tonight before we go out!”

Snapping up a jacket as you left, you ventured out into the autumn air with the toddler Halloween costume in hand. You knew exactly where you were going and as it wasn’t a long walk you decided to enjoy the crispness of the day, you often grew bored of being driven around everywhere with The Joker so it was a nice change.
Well, as nice as walking through one of the poorest parts of Gotham could be. As a general rule you were well known enough to never have anyone bother you, most people who owed The Joker would cross the street if they saw you walking down it in fear you might just be feeling incredibly chill about collecting a debt.

Digger phoned you during your walk and when you answered you were greeted with him shouting and yelling at someone in the background.
“Are you drunk already, Boomerang?” You asked amused.
“No. But this fucking idiot doesn’t believe I’ve fucked you, tell him Sparky.” He shouted and there was a commotion as he passed the phone over.
What the fuck?

You couldn’t help but smile, despite the abrupt nature of his phone call, even if he had called you Sparky – again. Another male voice came onto the line, “Excuse me Ma’am, er ,er,” He was nervous, so clearly he knew who you were and what you were capable of.
“What is it? I’m a very busy woman.” You snapped into the phone and tried not to let your amused smile show through your voice, messing with people was just sometimes way too easy.

“I’m s-sorry to disturb you but I thought you should know that there’s a man telling everyone that he’s had y-you in his *gulp* in his bed.” He was practically whimpering.
“Oh really?” You spoke slowly. God, Digger could be such an idiot, did he want your Dad to find out about him?
“The man on whose phone that you’re speaking to me used to work for myself and Mister J. I have never had relations with him, he’s sore that we fired him.” You explained slowly and instantly Digger was back on the phone slurring and arguing with you.
Laughing, you teased him, “Well Digger, I did tell you not too call me Sparky.” You blew him a kiss and cancelled the call.

You grinned to yourself, Digger was supposed to come and see you in a few days and you knew now that there would be interesting consequences to your little joke.

But you didn’t think about it for long as you’d arrived at your destination, a small shop owned by an elderly seamstress. There was no need to worry about an appointment, this little place was on the small list of establishments protected by yourself and The Joker, so no one messed with Ms. Janice the owner.
She wasn’t shady, or had any part in illegal activities, she was just lovely. You’d met her when you were a teenager and had gone into her shop looking for someone to adjust your favourite jumper. She did it happily and you chatted while she worked on it and you confided in her that you needed it taking out and made slightly bigger because you’d gained weight as you’d gone from eating very little on the streets to having actual meals after being adopted.

It wasn’t totally untrue, you just left out that it was an up and coming criminal who had taken you in.

Touched by you confiding in her, Ms Janice revealed that she knew you were a Meta-human as her son was, and she didn’t charge you for the work. So you decided to keep an eye out for her and you knew that sometimes even your Dad phoned her if he if found your teenage tantrums particularly confusing.

You knew she’d love your new plan.


After a few hours catch up with Ms Janice as she worked and promising to come round to hers for meal in a few days, you enjoyed the slow walk back to home. When you got there The Joker and Harley were in the front room watching a news report about The Batman.
The Joker sneered at the screen before turning it off and throwing his arms out for you to run and hug him, “Princess, ready for the witching hour?”

He loved to treat you over Halloween because of how much you enjoyed it and you were mildly worried about what he had planned.
“You know I am, but first!” You smiled and raised your finger much like Harley had done earlier, they both looked intrigued as you pulled two folded orange cloths out of your bag. You threw one to Harley who caught it mid-air and opened the other one up so your Dad could see it.
It was identical to the costume that Harley had given you earlier but the difference was that these were adult sized. Harley’s was smaller and tighter and yours was form fitting but comfortable.

As The Joker gave you a grin of approval, Harley squealed and did a little excited gig before throwing her arms around you, “It’s so cute!” She squealed before jumping back and pulling it straight on over the slinky dress that she was wearing.
“You don’t have to wear it tonight Harley.” You laughed and she gave you a confused look.
“Of course I’m gonna wear it! We’re gonna match, me and my lil pumpkin!” She giggled. You weren’t sure if she’d realised exactly what she’d said, or how sweet and unconditionally loving that she was being.
The grin that split your face hurt your cheeks but you couldn’t bring yourself to stop it. The Joker slipped an arm around you and Harley.

“Let’s go celebrate, I told her that she would love you.” Your Dad hissed in his low tones and you didn’t know or care who he’d aimed the utterance at but he was right, Harley was in your life now. You loved her already and she loved her lil Pumpkin.

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I’ve been meaning to write this post for awhile. I don’t often engage in hefty meta, but this one has had my knickers in a twist for, well, about two months now. This is a post about why I didn’t like Mary Morstan from the start. Popular fandom opinion seems to have gone: The Empty Hearse: love Mary! The Sign of Three: really love Mary! His Last Vow: a) omg hate Mary! or b) still love Mary, but with certain explanations (“she’s a complicated person”/“she had no choice”, etc). For my part, I didn’t even like her at the beginning, and here’s why. Read on, if you dare…

Reasons I didn’t like Mary even before she shot Sherlock:

1. She assumes too much with John.

“I’m the best thing that ever happened to you.” While John is fumbling through his awkward-as-arse proposal, Mary is quick to step in and assert this unfinished statement of John’s. Even having barely met her at this point, this rubbed me the wrong way. Usually you let the other person say something like that. This could be interpreted as just Mary being “adorably” forward and cheeky, but it read to me like she was informing him, as though John wasn’t allowed to make up his own mind about that statement. More about that to come.

2. She manipulates John.

There’s the obvious example here, where Mary clearly wants both John and Sherlock out of Baker Street for awhile, for whatever reason (assuring their guarantee that it will take awhile). Again, this could be interpreted as a concern for either or both of them, and all around “cute”, but Sherlock and John never needed their friendship micromanaged by a third party in the past and they don’t now. Even after John’s reaction over Sherlock’s revelation in The Empty Hearse, he was already softening within twenty-four hours, shaving his moustache off the next morning and going to visit him after work (or trying to, at least). And the minute he’s smoke-free and able to return, he does. I doubt very much that that was all Mary’s magical machinations so much as it was John’s honest desire to see the friend he loved, lost, and thoroughly bloodied upon their reunion. John has a fierce temper but he wouldn’t have stayed permanently angry with Sherlock. He says openly that he loved Sherlock and grieved his loss. Sherlock’s inept self-revelation wouldn’t have broken that permanently. Again, Mary is assuming too much, and asserting herself too much. They are hardly reliant on her to make their friendship happen.

“You can’t go, I’m pregnant.” First Mary badgers John about his choice to go and be neighbourly (his words for needing an adrenaline fix, whether or not he’s also being neighbourly in the bargain), then she uses her pregnancy to manipulate him, and when that also doesn’t work, she insists on coming along. Why? To supervise? This is Captain John Watson we’re talking about, not a kid who needs a babysitter. Why so domineering, Mary?

3. She demeans John.

When John decides to go find/rescue Isaac Whitney, Mary asks, “Why you?” Why the hell not John?! He’s had enough military experience in an active combat zone to have made captain and understands the neighbour’s dilemma over not wanting to go to the police. It’s a good turn, and who better to go than someone like John Watson? Mary’s question strips John of his capabilities, shows a profound lack of respect for all that he is able to do and to contribute to any particular situation. This simple question is the most straightforward example of Mary’s attitude regarding John, and it comes up again and again. She goes on to ask “What’s the matter with you?” over John wanting to go and help. What’s the matter with John? What’s the matter with Mary?? Why is she so set on leaving Isaac Whitney to his fate, or preventing John from saving him? And then, when John responds snappishly that there’s nothing wrong with him, and catches himself over having raised his voice, Mary is pissy over that, yet fully unapologetic about her own ungenerous behaviour regarding both John and Isaac.

Mary chastises John in front of their neighbour for his seeming tactlessness. This is possibly merited, but not in front of someone else like that. A month into their marriage and she’s not presenting a united front with him in front of other people? That’s not on. When your partner fucks up, you bring it up with them in private. To the world, you’re a team. Outward signs of disrespect like this erode a relationship.

When John arms himself with the tire lever, Mary laughs, points at it and asks, “What is that?” Again, this suggests that John – who shows just a minute or two later that he doesn’t need any sort of weapon other than his own hands to handle the drug den and its occupants – can’t handle a weapon or doesn’t know what he’s doing. Is this just resentment that John didn’t want her coming along? Or why on earth is Mary behaving so rudely to her husband? It’s as though she thinks of him as completely incapable of handling a potentially dangerous situation, despite years in a war zone and then embedded in London’s crime scene with Sherlock. John then answers her question, stating the obvious, “It’s a tyre lever” and Mary responds with “Why?”, as though there’s no conceivable reason that John could have to arm himself in there, or as though he wouldn’t know what to do with it in the first place. Sherlock, on the other hand, knows exactly how useful John is in a dangerous situation, and does the opposite: he brings along John’s gun in foresight (The Great Game, Vauxhall Arches scene). Sherlock certainly knows that the man who shot his would-be killer within twenty-four hours of having met him knows his way around a spot of trouble. Why doesn’t Mary give John this credit? It was a bit satisfying to see John’s cool response to Mary’s seeming attempt at something like an apology (calling it sexy that John has armed himself with the tire iron) here. Her comment not only a) doesn’t undo what she’s said numerous times in this scene: that she thinks John isn’t capable of handling himself here, and b) implies that his sexiness regarding the whole thing is a new concept. It isn’t. John has been sexy in dangerous situations for a long time now and plenty of people are well aware of it. He doesn’t need to be told that, particularly not hard on the heels of being demeaned by his own partner.

Speaking of Sherlock, Mary also discredits John’s belief in Sherlock. We don’t get all the details of the backstory of their opening conversation with Kate Whitney, but when the latter doesn’t recognise Sherlock’s name, Mary looks pointedly at John and says, “See? That does happen.” This suggests that John thinks that Sherlock is more widely recognised/renowned than Mary does. Mary’s barb here suggests that her version of reality is more accurate than John’s. It’s another subtle way of taking the floor out from under John, of demeaning him – and again, in front of a third party. In that same bit of conversation, Mary reduces John’s feeling of not having seen Sherlock “in ages” to the prosaic “about a month”: correcting John’s experience of the situation. It’s all part and parcel of the same behaviour: Mary knows best; John doesn’t view anything accurately. And yes, one could certainly argue that many married/long-term coupled people behave the same way, but this is the first month of their marriage. This is unhealthy behaviour upon which to be establishing a relationship.

4. She’s not a nice person.

We could start with the screamingly obvious, that nice people don’t become professional assassins, but that seems just a little too easy. Although, just to address that head-on, I’ve seen some of the Mary-lovers out there claim that both Sherlock and John have killed people, so why hate on Mary for doing the same thing? I’ll say right up front that I’m a pacifist and don’t ever believe that killing is the only option. However, if you’re going to kill someone, there had better be a damned good reason for it, like saving a life, preventing the spread of evil political power (futile as that is, and I’m looking at you, war in Afghanistan). You know what isn’t a damned good reason? Money.

Professional killings aside, “she’s put all that behind her now” aside, Mary still isn’t a demonstrably nice person in any way. Sure, she puts on the stroking-the-arm-of-the-distressed-neighbour act, but when it comes as a surprise?

Bill Wiggins: Please, can I come? I think I’ve got a broken arm.

Mary: No, go away.

John: No, let him.

Mary: Why?

Why the hell not, Mary?? Why can’t she accept John’s decision to have rescued someone else as long as he was there? (Never mind that this is only because it was John who injured Bill.) What would it hurt her to let Bill come along? He’s a person trying to escape from a terrible place. Why is she so ungenerous to the people in need around her? She demonstrates this same kind of behaviour again later with Bill when he’s posing as a homeless person. Not only does she refuse to even look at him when he asks for change, just gives a brisk no without stopping, but then, at the end of the conversation when Bill says “keeps me off the streets, doesn’t it?”, a tongue-in-cheek comment about the fact that he’s being paid to pose as a street person, she refuses to engage with him as an actual person, doesn’t acknowledge the humour and just says, “well, no.” And walks away. Not a nice person.

Speaking of not being nice, it seems clear to me that Mary understands that Sherlock feels a great deal for John, much more than John sees. I found her comments to Sherlock at the wedding particularly insensitive, regarding that. John and Major Sholto is an essay for another time (personally I don’t see any romantic connection there whatsoever; they’re much too formal, but I do see John’s desire to impress a former commanding officer, absolutely), but Sherlock’s jealousy over John wanting to impress Sholto is patently obvious to Mary. She seems to go out of her way to aggravate Sherlock’s jealousy, choosing things to say that make Sherlock seem less important to John, such as her statement that John talks about Sholto to her but not to Sherlock, and then that Sholto is more reclusive than Sherlock is (trust Sherlock to take that as an insult, but the point is that Mary knew that he would). She adds, with a(n irritating) giggle that “neither of us were the first, you know”, a statement I interpret as meaning, “neither of us were the first person that John ever cared about”, just to further reduce Sherlock’s sense of importance to John. When he irritably tells her to stop smiling, she just giggles and simpers that “it’s my wedding day!” and goes off to talk to other people, leaving Sherlock to simmer in his unhappy insecurities. Of course it was Mary’s wedding day, but if they’re all such good friends and she can see that this is difficult for him, she could have been a whole lot more sensitive about this. 

The night of Sherlock’s revelation, Mary’s quick switch on stances bothered me a whole lot. At first she reacts with proper anger, even horror at finding that he’s still alive, given what his supposed death put John through, but she’s awfully quick to decide that he’s all right after all, even siding with him against John. John has every right in the universe to be absolutely furious with Sherlock – I don’t think a person on the planet would disagree with that. And even if Mary thought he was overreacting, let me reiterate my above point that couples should back each other up in public. She could have told him later, in private, that she thought it was a bit much. Instead she sides with Sherlock, even on the point of John’s (horrible) moustache, and honestly – she could have lied to spare his dignity about that. God knows she’d lied to him about enough other stuff by that point already; she could have raised the moustache point at some decidedly less sensitive point. It’s like she finds it all a bit funny. Why isn’t she more sympathetic to what John is going through at this point? (Oh right, because she’s a psychopath and incapable of sympathy.) She could have heard him out, let him vent, given him her fullest understanding and feeling that he wasn’t alone in thinking that this was a rotten thing for Sherlock to have done to him before telling John that she’s decided that she likes Sherlock. She should have been right behind him when he stormed off to hail a cab, even if she had sneaking sympathies for Sherlock’s side of the story. That could have come later. I mean, frankly, Mary’s opinion on Sherlock is completely irrelevant at this point, in my opinion. This was Sherlock and John’s reunion. John’s reaction was the only one that mattered, that had any place in this. Mary had no right to even be there, as far as I’m concerned, much less to insert her own opinions into it all. Even the outrage at the beginning. It just didn’t have a place there. Nonetheless, given that it was there, she should have sided with John, unshakeably. Instead, she left him feeling alone. It felt like adolescent popularity politics to me: Mary decided that Sherlock was the cooler kid and abandoned John to side with him at the first available opportunity. And when Sherlock – jealous, left-out Sherlock – talks to her and comments on John’s seven-pound weight gain, she should have been the first to say “no, I think it’s only four”. Where the fuck is Mary’s loyalty?

And that’s all before she shot Sherlock. 

Evanescence pt.3

Requests: by Anons: (1) Please make a part 3 of the Evanescence series!!! :,( (2) Omg evanescence <3 loving it so much ! I need Der to be the father but its okay if he isnt… I still love it :3 but please please please give us the next part asap because i cant stop thinking about it *-* its killing me i need answers (3) I loved the 2nd part of Evanescence!! I can’t wait for the next part! (4) PART THREE TO EVANESCENCE!!! YOU ARE SO CRUEL FOR LEAVING ME HANGING LIKE THAT FOR ALL THE PARTS OF THE STORY! HURRY UP AND PUBLISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (5) Reading Evanescence part 2  AND finding out that there’s gonna be a third part made my day! It is soo good! 😊 (6) Oh my god, you killed me with Evanescence 2! Right in the feels….. It’s was still really good though

Tags: @okidokibucky, @megant22, @houseofrahl, @sexywolfsfordays, @sterek-basically, @kittycatgirlmaddie, @misshinehou, @random-fandom-fangirl2112

Word count: 1741

Author’s note: Finally, the ending! It’s been a great, albeit short, journey with you guys! I want to thank everyone who sent me a request, either Anon or not, to keep going with it and let me know how impatient they were to finally be given answers. Well, the answers are here, but you may hate me for them so much and for how this turned out. And yes, I really am cruel, but this story begged for such an ending… It’s seriously so much angst, I felt so sorry for Derek while writing this part. Anyways, I’m not keeping you from reading it for any longer, and I genuinely hope you will like it nonetheless!

Warnings: language, probably getting your heart broken (I am so so so sorry)

Your name: submit What is this?

I can’t take this any more. I have to see her.

I throw on the first clothes that I find in a frantic hurry and climb into the Camaro. I have to remind myself not to speed down the roads, albeit I find it’s among the hardest things I’ve ever had to do in my life. My mind is reeling, I’m going nuts, I can barely see straight, I’m losing my mind – I’m losing my life. I made a mistake once, and I’m not intend to let myself do something so stupid once more. I want to make this right.

It is never too late.

Never too late to get yourself together and do the right thing, to smooth things out, to solve your problems. Never. There should always be a solution. And probably I’m the most selfish person in the entire world right now, but I couldn’t care less. Not when it is my family that is at stake.

I lost my family once, and I pushed (Y/N) away from me before, but now I’m not letting either of those happen. I’m not letting (Y/N) to slip out of my fingers again, and I’m definitely not having being left without my family again.

I park at the sidewalk and rush over to the front door. My fist leaves fast knocks on the wood, impatient, giddy to finally be face to face with the love of my life.

It is Jordan that opens the door.

His expression morphs into one of disdain as he gives me a once-over. He leans against the frame pointedly, to deliberately block my way inside. He also pulls the door flush to himself, just for good measure, and asks, tone cold, “What are you doing here?”

“Is (Y/N) home?” I ask, ignoring his attitude. He huffs out a brief snicker under his breath before shaking his head. He never breaks eye contact with me, like he wanted to threaten me, but it’s nothing to scare me away from something so important.

“She’s out with Diana. They are doing shopping,” he answers, then steps back to shut me out, but instinctively, my hand flies to prevent him from closing the door on me. He glares at me. “I said they weren’t home.”

“I’ll wait for them,” I say sternly, to which Jordan’s response is to cross his arms over his chest, putting on a cocky, overwhelming posture.

“I’m not stupid,” he begins, taking a step towards me, gesture just this side of menacing. “Do you think I haven’t realised what you’re up to? That you show up and suddenly (Y/N) behaves like a completely different person?” I clench my jaw. “Before I first asked her out, she told me about you, you know,” he continues, shrugging. “Well, not technically you, she just mentioned a certain douchebag who dumped her on their three-year-anniversary. She was reluctant to go out with me at first. Do you have an idea how many times she turned me down before she finally said yes to me?”

“She’s not yours,” I grit out. I can’t bare the thought of (Y/N) being with someone else. It’s just too much to take.

“For a fact, she is,” he sneers. “It’s not me who vanished without saying a fucking word after all.”

“Shut up,” I snarl. “That’s none of your business.”

“Hell yeah it is,” Jordan says. “You’re messing with my woman here.” He looks around before going on, this time in a low tone. “Right after she agreed to go out with me she told me all about her relationship with you. She told me how much she loved you, and how broken up she was, all because she wanted to be fair with me. She wanted me to know what I’m going to have to face, and I was patient with her all along. I wasn’t pushing anything, yet it was her to request to stay over at my place for the night.

“She forgot she wasn’t on birth control, and I wasn’t wearing a condom, and you know what happened? Her test was positive. I was there for her all the way, I protected her, I took care of her, I looked after her, I supported her – it was me to do all those things, not you!” he growls. “So now all of a sudden you show up and want her back? No, not going to happen, tough guy. You shattered her, and it was me to put the pieces back together again. You might have had a connection with her, but now I have one with her, too.”

I’m about to say that I have a bond that beats anything, even that, but then a car pulls up at the driveway, drawing both of our attention. As soon as the two girls’ eyes land on me, they give different reactions – while Diana’s face lights up and she starts bouncing in her seat impatiently, (Y/N) looks frightened as though she saw a ghost. I’m still frozen when Jordan walks pass me to welcome (Y/N) home with a kiss.

A bitter taste, like bile, spreads in my mouth when I see her returning the kiss. I know that Jordan deliberately elongates it, just because I’m there to witness it.

“Hello, honey,” he greets, pecking her cheek, making her eyes flutter closed and a smile tug at her mouth. That’s what I’ve been dreaming of all this time; doing what Jordan is doing now, welcoming her home, having such an effect on her, helping her bring in the groceries, leading our child into the house.

Jordan shoots me a despising look as he rounds me to walk inside, bags in hand. (Y/N) barely puts Diana down on the ground before the kid runs up to me and hugs my legs, exclaiming, “Mr. Derek!”

It makes me go weak in the knees.

“What are you doing here?” (Y/N) mouths when I look at her face, which is desperate now.

“I came to see my family,” is all I offer her as an answer, and her eyes widen. For a second, I think she’s about to collapse on the ground, for she stumbles backwards a couple steps to brace herself against the car. Tears are welling up in her eyes, her nostrils flare, and her lips are pursed into a thin line.

“Get out,” she whispers, choking breathlessly as she’s fighting her crying. She then glances down at Diana, and I can see as realisation dawns on her face – it clicks to her why her daughter wanted to see me so badly all this time, and why she came to me first before going to Jordan. She clenches her jaw and blinks rapidly, salty droplets flowing down on her cheeks as she realises that Diana instinctively knew all this time who she really belongs to.

“Baby?” asks Jordan, pushing pass me to go to (Y/N). Diana turns to her, too, yet not letting go of me, asking, “Mommy?”

You are the only piece that doesn’t fit, Derek.

Gerard’s words in my head are like venom flowing through my veins and burning up everything painfully in their wake. (Y/N) is crying because of me. I’m shattering her again, like I did before. I want to move to comfort her, but Jordan is already all over her, pulling her into his embrace, away from me.

I would lie if I said it didn’t hurt to see her like this. I’ve never been the type to share other people’s pain, but with (Y/N), it’s different – with her, everything is different. She’s my Moon, and I’m her Sun, like we had talked about it before I took off.

We were laying in the dark, naked, next to each other in bed, tucked away safely from the world under the sheets in my loft, silence and serenity surrounding us, her heartbeat in my ears. I was propped on an elbow next to her head, and our fingers were entwined, I was kissing her forehead and she told me I’m the Sun to her, the brightest thing that she has ever came across, and I told her she’s my Moon that helps me stay human whenever I feel the pull of the pale celestial body.

Then we kissed and kissed until both of us was breathless, and I wrapped my arms around her tiny, vulnerable body, closing her into my embrace, wanting to protect her more than anything, revelling in the feeling of her velvety skin against mine, letting her sweet redolence invade my nose and make me walk on air. It’d never ceased to calm me down, and never will.

Even if it’s going to cause me agony from now on to recall her – any part of her. And any memory I have with her. It feels like I have an invisible hand gripping my heart, its icy fingers curling around the gut strongly, pulling at it to try and rip it right out of my chest.

“What did you say to her?” asks Jordan harshly, accusingly, hauling me out of my thoughts. My eyes find his face, only to see how hatefully he’s surveying me.

Figuring I have nothing to loose now, I answer honestly, “I told her I love her. And I told her that I had a reason to leave. I wouldn’t have done such a thing on my own to her after all.” I leave out the part where I told (Y/N) that Jordan is not Diana’s father. “My sister, Cora, was in danger, and I had to leave immediately to help her out. I didn’t call because I didn’t want to risk (Y/N) getting in trouble; I didn’t want those people to track her down and hold her against me.”

No matter what I say, she’s going to stay with him, I know that, so the least I can do is keeping it a secret from Jordan. I want the best for both (Y/N) and Diana, and if I can’t be around to see her grow up, I at least want her to have a man who treats her like a real father would. And (Y/N) I just wanted to know the truth – I couldn’t bare the thought of her living a lie, living in insecurity, agonising and trying to convince herself that Jordan must be the father of her child.

He isn’t.

It’s me.

I am Diana’s father, and this is the most I could do.