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anonymous asked:

God, I wish I could rp with you. but I can't, (even though I'm dying to!), is because I never go to someone first, super shy, and I just assume you're already busy with others and your health and writing. But I enjoy reading the roleplay you do via asks. I'm also really shy to come off anon right now, because you're like my role model, but you probably already know who this is. So yeah! Much love to you!

Haha, you and I are the same, dearest, and that’s upsetting, because I am sure you would be a delight to RP with.

Well, speaking of writing, I was talking to like…3 or so people when my maid was in my room, and she was like ‘oh my goodness—do you know how fast you type? You type faster than I can think!’ My typing skills are fast, so I can get through a 7 page story in under a few hours if I have the right thoughts. ;) Trust me when I say, as long as I manage my time, I am fine—nobody is a burden or a problem to come to me. I cannot say I can RP every day with some folks, but I do try to make room for everybody during the week~! If there’s a day I don’t want to RP, I just don’t RP and talk or sit and chill.

I am not a hardcore RPer—I let everyone do what they want, and I just try to make the story fun! I can do AUs and or story events from games; whichever people find interesting or enjoyable.

Do I know who you are? Honestly, with the anon mask, it is hard for me to know, dearest, but you should know there’s no reason to be shy around me. I am as social awkward as the rest of them. XD Also, my health is just fine. All I have is a cough now. ;)

Much love to you, honey, and thank you for the amazing words~

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Koogi dominating four genres on the English Lezhin site. I’m shook. Learn where to read/how to get coins to read KS here.

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I’d say they get along decently…they’re not extremely close or anything but they’re pals at the very least! If one were in trouble, the other would not hesitate to help them out ^_^

anonymous asked:

Forgive me if you've been asked this already but at what moment do you think Clarke fell in love with Lexa, or realized she was in love with her? I believe Eliza had trouble answering this at a con (I think she said it was before the bow though) so I'm wondering what you think.

Mmm that’s hard to say, and honestly, that’s kinda what I love about it. Because you can’t always exactly pinpoint the moment you fall in love with someone, right? Maybe it’s a feeling that grows gradually but unstoppable, maybe it’s like a wave hitting you at once, it varies. And that’s how I think it was for Clarke.

The way I see it, it was sudden for her at first and then everything slowed down and it naturally developed. It wasn’t love yet in the beginning, but there was definitely a realization that she had feelings for Lexa. Just look at her face after storming out of Lexa’s tent in 2x14. 

Why else would she looked so bothered? If she had just been upset about their argument she would have had an angry face. Instead she looks like she’s literally trying to physically restrain her feelings, whatever they may be. She takes that deep, shaky breath in an attempt to collect herself because, what the hell just happened inside that tent? Did Lexa really just confess she has feelings for me? And why does it affect me so much? What am I feeling? This is what I think is going through her mind. And then of course we have the confirmation of this, when she gladly replies to Lexa’s kiss. Even after she rejects her, there is no indication of that being a definitive rejection. There is no feeling of “I’m sorry, but I don’t reciprocate.” Clarke is not ready for a relationship, and it’s right that she was honest with Lexa, but she rejects her in literally the softest way possible, AND leaves the door open for the future. Not yet. That means she already sees herself considering a relationship with Lexa in the future, after healing, when she’s finally ready. And look at how tender and somewhat tamely longing her gaze is even after she rejected Lexa.

She is definitely aware of her feelings for Lexa here. But then the betrayal happens and ah, they take 46 steps back.

Now, of course, Lexa’s betrayal causes Clarke to close herself off. Clarke is angry at Lexa, she’s angry at herself, she’s in pain, every other feeling pales in comparison. And obviously, so much of Clarke’s suffering is tied to what Lexa did, so it’s definitely not a surprise that romance is out of the question when they first meet again. Clarke’s pain is consuming her, she is definitely not thinking about whatever she and Lexa had. And yet…

This isn’t a romantic moment by any means. But we’re talking about Clarke realizing she loves Lexa, and I don’t think we can’t gloss over this moment. When I say that I don’t romanticize this scene, it’s because this is not a cute moment. This isn’t a “oh my God, she loves her!” moment, this moment is sad. It’s painful, it’s heartbreaking, but it’s so damn important. Clarke can’t kill Lexa here. How much easier would it be for her to shut her heart out entirely, to blame Lexa for everything and just kill her without feeling anything? I bet in that moment, a part of Clarke wants that. But Clarke feels, and she feels for Lexa. She has these feelings and they won’t go away, not even when she’s at her lowest. So yeah, not a romantic moment, but definitely essential to understand Clarke’s complicated feelings for Lexa.

After the bow, Clarke is a little more trusting towards Lexa, but she’s definitely still closed off, she’s not ready to expose her heart yet. And we get to the “I’m doing it for my people” episode, 3x04. Right from the very beginning, Clarke spends the entire episode trying to find a way to keep Lexa safe, to protect her. But every single time she voices her concerns to Lexa or hell, even Titus, her preoccupation feels far more personal than political. She’s worried, she’s agitated, she even seems angry that Lexa won’t listen to her and step away from the duel. It’s a crescendo of apprehension and frustration and anxiousness as every single one of Clarke’s attempts fails, crescendo that culminates in an emotional explosion.

The second gif is particularly telling. Titus interrupts them, the moment is gone and Clarke finds herself having to face what just happened. Look at her face, at how she looks away from Lexa and sucks a breath through her teeth. She’s restraining her feelings, but she’s a little too late this time. And it’s not only Lexa who is shaken by Clarke’s emotional outburst, it’s Clarke herself too. She doesn’t catch herself in time and now she can’t pretend with herself that those feelings aren’t there. I think this is when the true first “shift” after the betrayal happens. Clarke wants to keep Lexa at arm’s length but Lexa might very well die that same day and, despite any resolution she had, the thought terrifies Clarke. And she’s so scared that she’s never going to see Lexa again that…

I could write an essay on all the emotions Clarke experiences before and throughout and at the end of Lexa’s duel, but the gist of it is that during this tense moment, with Lexa’s life on the line, she can’t bring herself to hide her feelings. It’s all there, on her face. 

Only when things settle down she is able to collect herself again. Lexa comes visit her that night and we see Clarke pull her walls up again. “I was just doing what was right for my people.” BUT! Even if Clarke is not ready to open up her heart again, that scene is infused with intimacy. Even Clarke’s “rejection” is filled with emotion.

Clarke is the opposite of cold here. The way I see it, she is pulling away because she’s realizing she’s close to giving in, but she’s not yet ready for that. It’s so clear that here Lexa is talking about what happened at Mount Weather too, this is another quiet apology that Clarke obviously recognizes. If she went with her feelings, Clarke would have to admit that she does understand Lexa, that in her heart maybe she’s already forgiven her. But in that moment it’s too overwhelming, so she looks away and avoids the conversation, avoids Lexa’s gaze, avoids having to focus on her feelings.

She literally keeps having to look away because things get too intense but at the same time there’s a tenderness in her eyes that she can’t hide. And once Lexa is gone and she can breathe… bam

All the feelings she restrained, everything she tried to hide merely minutes ago hits her full force. I said I think Clarke’s love for Lexa developed gradually, naturally, but if I had to pick a specific moment and say that’s when Clarke realized she’s in love with Lexa, it would be this one.

By the time we get to 3x06, I do believe Clarke knows and has accepted she is in love with Lexa, but she’s still struggling to admit it out loud, especially to Lexa. That episode happens roughly 7-10 days after the events of Hakeldama, and when we see Clarke and Lexa again, they are closer than ever. There is a sense of intimacy, of almost domesticity between them. They are comfortable with each other’s presence. There’s not really a reason for them being in the same room in that scene: Lexa fell asleep while reading and Clarke is drawing (there are other sheets in her folder, which makes me think she was drawing other things before focusing on Lexa). They don’t have to talk or interact, they simply are together.

When Lexa wakes up from the nightmare, Clarke doesn’t hesitate to jump next to her and comfort her, with soothing touches and calming, reassuring words. And then we get to the moment Lexa notices the drawing. A lot has been said about Lexa’s face, but instead look at Clarke’s.

This is the exact opposite of what I was talking about in 3x04. Lexa sees the drawing and is taken aback. That she doesn’t know whether she should hope for anything is another story, but the look she gives Clarke is very telling. And Clarke doesn’t avoid it. Yes, her first instinct is to play it off as something meaningless. “Uh, that’s not- it’s not finished yet.” But then Lexa looks at her, confused, surprised, a tiny bit hopeful, and Clarke meets her gaze and they just stare at each other. Look at that little pause she does before lifting her eyes. That’s when she chooses not to hide. As I said, I think that here Clarke has come to terms with her feelings for Lexa, but here for the first time, she doesn’t hide them from Lexa. Her look is just as telling as Lexa’s. They aren’t saying a word and this is one of their most honest, important conversations. Clarke is silent, but her eyes are speaking, her untold feelings are there, and maybe letting Lexa know isn’t so unfathomable anymore. Maybe, maybe Clarke this is the closest Clarke has been to being ready.

So this is what i think. The way I see it, it’s tricky and complicated and simply beautiful.

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I have something I must ask you. Because I really like you, we build a farm together, have a baby, and want to live as ordinary citizens, would you want to live with me?

SEND ME A NUMBERRR

VALENTINE’S DAY
1: Do you have a crush at the moment?
2: Have you ever been deeply in love?
3: Longest relationship you’ve ever been in?
4: Have you ever changed for someone?
5: How is your relationship with your ex?
6: Have you ever been cheated on?
7: Have you ever cheated?
8: Would you date someone who’s well known for cheating?
9: What’s the most important part of a relationship?
10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?
11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on “breaks”?
12: How many people have you ever hooked up with?
13: What’s one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship?
14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex?
15: Do you believe in the phrase “age is just a number”?
16: Do you believe in “love at first sight”?
17: Do you believe it’s possible to fall in love on the internet?
18: What do you consider a deal breaker?
19: How do you know it’s time to end a relationship?
20: Are you currently in a relationship?
21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends?
22: Do you think people should date their friends?
23: How many relationships have you had?
24: Do you think love can last forever?
25: Do you believe love can conquer all things?
26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn’t approve of?
27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be?
28: Do you think long distance relationships can work?
29: What do you notice first about another person?
30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual?
31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness?
32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
33: Do you want to get married one day?
34: What do you think about getting your partner’s name tattooed?
35: Could you be in a relationship without sex?
36: Are you still a virgin?
37: What’s more important: Looks or personality?
38: Do you enjoy love films?
39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses?
40: Have you ever had a valentine?
41: What’s your imagination of a “perfect date”?
42: Have you ever read “Romeo & Juliet”?
43: What’s more important: Your partner or your friends?
44: Would you consider yourself “romantic”?
45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends?
46: Have you ever been “friendzoned”?
47: Which “famous couple” is your favorite?
48: What’s your favorite love song?
49: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
50: If you’re single, why do you think you are?
51: Would you rather date someone who’s rich but a douchebag or someone who’s poor but a nice guy?
52: Are you good at giving other people advices regarding dating/ relationships?
53: Are you jealous of couples when you’re single?
54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)?
55: Would you consider yourself “clingy”, “overly attached” or “jealous”?
56: Have you ever “destroyed” a relationship?
57: Do you think it’s silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart?
58: Are you the “dominant” or the “submissive” part in a relationship?
59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner’s birthday or your anniversary?
60: What’s your opinion on open relationships?
61: Who’s more important: Your partner or your family?
62: How do you define “cheating”?
63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate?
64: Do you think Valentine’s Day is overrated?
65: Would you consider yourself a “cuddler”?

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I really wanted to draw the first fusion version of Garnet since I saw her! This was a little challenge to practice somewhat more simple set-up comic pages that look flashy yet don’t tire me out. There are things I would redo but I’m trying to learn to keep moving forward rather than nitpicking.

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  • Ophelia: I don’t do phone calls, phone calls are lame. If you wanna talk to me just text me. Like I hate phone calls so much. They are stupid and I hate them. No matter how much I like someone, I will NOT answers the phone for them. Because I ha-
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  • Ophelia: *looks at contact and sees its Jules*
  • Phone: *rings*
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  • Phone: *still ringing*
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fromdemonsandart  asked:

One of the things I’m excited for season 2 of Stranger Things is seeing Jonathan and Will’s relationship. I know we see them interact and bond in season 1, but I just love them so much??? I see a lot of the "I can't stand you but I love you, I guess" when it's about siblings relationships, but I love seeing siblings with a close relationship, like them <3

yes!!! you get me!!! i am 100% here for jonathan and will’s sibling relationship.

i like that we got different parts of the spectrum of sibling relationships on the show (i.e., mike and nancy are the “i hate you but i love you” type of siblings, while jonathan and will are the “i just really love you” type of siblings). and yeah, the “i just really love you” type is my favorite type of sibling bond to see on screen.

i really adore mostly how jonathan was not afraid of showing will that he cared about him - not afraid of being gentle with will and openly telling will that he supports him in doing whatever it is that makes him happy. like yeah. he just loves will a lot. not to mention jonathan was willing to put himself into danger for will, fight for him, and stand up for him in the face of anyone who spoke ill of his little brother. “only love makes you that crazy, sweetheart.” i’m just sayin. that line, to me, was definitely about familial love, y’all.

and obviously in general we got to see less from will’s perspective, but the scene when he wakes up in the hospital and asks about jonathan’s hand? like wow. what kind of angel??? i’m certain that he cares very much about and looks up to his older brother and sdkjfksd. i really, really want to see more of their interactions in season 2.

i’m a huuuge sucker for close sibling bonds so PLEASE UNIVERSE deliver on this one. jonathan watching out for will. jonathan and will openly taking interest in one another’s lives. jonathan and will taking care of each other - jonathan by cooking breakfast and making sure will safely makes it home every day and doing all those things that old brothers do, and will by being the quietly perceptive little brother that he is and asking jonathan if he wants to listen to a mixtape with him when jonathan’s eyes start looking a little sad around the corners and the stress of college applications is sitting heavy in the hunch of his shoulders.

nothing but solid sibling bonds 2k17 tbh!!!!

anonymous asked:

I was going to ask you back then but you also said you were very busy at the time in the same post, but I would like to hear your headcannons/theories on keyleth's mom (if you don't mind)

Oh man Nonny you don’t know what you’ve unleashed. I love thinking about Vilya and Keyleth and this mystery of a backstory we’ve barely touched the surface of.

Just. This woman left her home and family, left her daughter––just a girl, quick and bright as a butterfly with a heart the size of Tal’dorei––and her husband to go on this impossible quest, to trek to the ends of the earth and prove herself worthy to lead a quarter of her people and protect the weak points of the world (which, like, given what we’ve seen with the failed Vecna ritual and the destruction of Pyrah is super fucking important).

Why? Her husband is already headmaster. Did he go on an Aramente? Is this so they can live Happily Ever After to the end of their days? I don’t really think so. The way Keyleth talks about her Aramente, it sounds like she’s going to take up the mantle pretty soon if (when) she returns, which makes me think leadership of Zephra is matrilineal. (I really hope it is tbh that’d be so cool)

So then, did she marry into it? Did she fall in love with the headmaster and marry him and start a family, knowing she would have to leave, knowing she’d have to wander the world and maybe never see them again?

(or is Korren already old by druid standards, and she chose to take his burden so their daughter could remain young and free for just a little longer?)

Clearly Vilya has to be pretty powerful, given what Keyleth has said about Korren finding out how talented she was and starting her training and all that jazz. So you’ve got this talented woman, a wife and a mother, who leaves home and just disappears, which brings me to my next question:

Where is she? 

I’ve talked about how she’s probably still somewhere out there, but I’m fascinated by Keyleth’s place in all this, following in her mother’s footsteps and hoping to find her (because Keyleth is a creature of hope, after all). Is she wandering the world, lost and determined to make it home? I like to think she is; I like to think she’s fighting tooth and nail to come back home so she can protect her daughter from this burden just a little longer.

(I imagine her heartbreak that she couldn’t do enough; I imagine her guilt that all this was placed upon her daughter’s shoulders when she wasn’t there to help; I imagine her boundless love for Keyleth and her pride in all Keyleth has done.)

(I imagine how fiercely she and Keyleth miss and love and hope for each other and it makes me so sad but so excited, because there is this entire story yet to be told and I trust Matt Mercer implicitly and I know that no matter what I imagine, he’ll have something I never saw coming and it’ll be even better than I possibly could have hoped.)

(also, highly suggest listening to Frozen Pines and Way Out There for optimal Vilya and Keyleth feels)