Hi! First of all, I’m in love with your chatrooms. Thank you for them.
They are brilliant!! Can you do a chatroom where BuckyxElemental!Reader
hate eachother, Bucky acts harsh on her, but with the help of the
Avengers they realize they actually love eachother and care for
eachother so much? And I’d love to see StevexTony moments!!❤️(Stony is
cute haha) And and and fun time with Thor and Loki :) Also I’d be so
happy if you’ll add Matt Murdock too :) I’m so sorry I asked to much but
that’s all 🙈
(a/n:<3 you are so sweet, thank you, no problem!)
A/N: the chat title menu grows, now serving cinnamon rolls.
Thor has created a chatroom.
Thor has added Loki, Natasha, Clint, Bruce.
Thor: END THIS!
Bruce: End what?
Thor: This awkwardness… it is almost tangible.
Natasha: Bucky and Y/N have been glaring at each other for 2 hours straight and we’re still 3 hours away from the compound.
Thor: I cannot withstand this anymore!
Bruce: Ohhh, that. Sorry I was watching cat videos. Didn’t notice.
Loki: May I suggest throwing Barnes out the jet and watch on as he plummets to his demise? That would surely end the tension.
Thor: Brother, you can’t just use murder to solve all your problems!
Loki: It’s worked in the past!
Natasha: Bucky is at fault and I’m starting to like Loki’s plan…
Loki: See, Thor! Natasha agrees! Lure him to the door and I’ll push him out.
Thor: We are not murdering Sir Barnes despite his dishonorable words towards Lady Y/N.
Clint: Why did Loki even come on the mission?
Natasha: We need to do something. They’re always fighting and I can’t take it anymore.
Bruce: Why don’t we get Bucky to apologize?
Loki: Why don’t we THREATEN HIM WITH VIOLENCE to apologize?
“Wait. What do you mean you don’t love Thor?
You two seem happy when you are together, these jokes, this intimacy…” “For God
of mischief it took suspiciously long time to understand the context,” sighed you dramatically. “So you don’t love him. Then who is your
love? Who hooked you so much that you are willing to spend hours to talk about
him?” he certainly entertained it while you were confused not know is it
time to confess. “Damn it” muttered
you to yourself and suddenly blurted out “It
is you. I love you. Now are you pleased?” “More than you can imagine, my angel”
he smiled to you and shorten the distance between you. His hands wrapped
around your waist and he lean in to kiss you. “You are meaning of my life, darling. You are my life. I love you”.
your jaal expression sketches give me life!!!!! super expressive without becoming a caricature, plus holy wow that shading, just TOO CUTE OVERALL
Thanks so much @loki-098! <3 Thats exactly what I try to do with expressions actually… nailed it! (●´ω｀●) Makes me happy to hear~!
Also, thanks to the 40 or so new followers I gained last night… it’s like I yelled “HEY, I like Jaal!” and 40 people came up and said Hey, me too! It’s pretty rad. And thanks for the lovely comments/tags.
Hello! Sorry to bother :) Been reading a lot lately and recently moved to Frostiron :) Do you think you could give me some recs, please? Looking mostly for hurt Loki in need of help fics, not really interested in AUs and no char deaths ♥ Thank you! ♥
Everyone comes into this ask box acting like it behooves me to give recs? And I’m just sitting here happy that other people wanna read frostiron as much as I do.
So! Since you’re a ~recent~ frostiron reader, I’m gonna rec you some stuff that I personally love (but it’ll still stick in your criteria don’t worry :>)
Alright, so first, just. Read anything by STARSdidathing, especially their >1k series.
Next, here are some of the must reads (aka, my some of my personal faves):
Catch and Release: bruh, this is like, the must read of the must reads. Post-most mcu content, and ambiguous on the details really, so I’m not counting it as an au aldkfha Tony and Loki team up to defeat Thanos, and Feelings™ happen along the way :3 Explicit, Graphic Violence, 23 chapters, 386971 words
Tapestry: Aaaaa, feeeeeels. Lots of them Frigga gives Loki the ability to see all the possible futures he could have had if things had gone differently Teen, Chose Not To Use Warnings, 14 chapters, 35800 words
The Underwater Basket-Weaving Society of America: Sad! I cried! I know I say that a lot, but I really did!! Also, long and slow burn, slightly depressing, lots of magic, and a hopeful, ending. official description, bc its short enough aljhdf: “
Loki’s crash landed, which is great. Only what do you do with a powerless, power-hungry ex-god looking for retaliation?”
Explicit, Chose No Warnings/No Warnings Apply, 47 chapters, 130000 words
Who We Are And Why We Are Here: Post-canon again, and aaaaaa, i lofe Like-a-Hurricane’s stuff, probs about the same amount as I do for STARSdidathing alsdjhfa Loki joins up with the Avengers for a last battle against Thanos, and the aftermath of them all kinda… relaxing together? Yeah, let’s go with that akjhldfa Explicit, Chose No Warnings, 1 chapter, 43583 words
Nanogram Levels of Irony: Amazing idea, amazing writing, god I wish I could write this well Tony discovers that he and Loki are connected in a rather… intimate? Way? And decides to get a little revenge :3 Explicit, No Warnings Apply, 1 chapter, 6292 words
If You’d Bite The Hand That Feeds You: Pain and suffering in the best of ways, I promise. An au in that there is some canon divergence? In a major way? Buuuuuut, its not a “””true au””” so it’s going on the post lahdfas Loki is exposed to yet more punishment from Odin, and the team is appropriately appalled. Tony is the one to do something about it though. Explicit, Chose Not To use Warnings, 1 chapter, 54902 words
The God Machine: OOOHOHOOH MY GOD THIS WAS ONE OF THE FIRST FICS I READ AND OOH MY GODOOODODD AAAAA, past stony, but its barely a mention. Same with the first fic in the series (it being a bare mention I mean), and I didn’t find the first fic necessary to read to understand the piece. Again, au due to Major Canon Divergence, but, again, not a true au, so I’m counting it, its just, aaaaaa its amazing Tony goes undercover to figure out what the hell Loki is doing- it ends in a beautiful disaster. Explicit, Chose No Warnings, 8 chapters, 31732 words
Of Monsters and Men (series): aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa the art and the writing I died at least 10 times while reading this. Canon au, Loki and Tony were in a relationship, Loki gets arrested and taken prisoner on Asgard, until he isn’t. And while Tony waited for him, Loki never came back. (Lots of feels, lots of slowburn) Explicit, Graphic Violence, 16 chapters, 78723 words
A/N: An original piece, hope you guys enjoy this one as much as you enjoyed “Lady In Red.”
“Dear Spider-Man, you’re my favorite superhero in the whole comic book universe! I’m writing this letter because I’m really sick and even though I know you are busy saving the world it would be supercool if you came to see me, I’m Max Philip Kyle… I’m 8 years old and I have leukemia the doctors told my god mother that I won’t be able to make it to my 9th birthday which is 2 months from today and I know she’s scared and worried about me… she told me that writing a letter to you didn’t sound silly, she always believes in me, she’s been like a mother to me since I was 2 and I love her so much, I don’t want to leave her alone in this world , so Spider-Man do you think you could protect her when I’m gone cause that would make me so happy… I love her so much and she needs someone to save her from the mean world… I know you’re busy, but she told me it wouldn’t hurt to try… well thank you for reading this Spider-Man. Love your biggest fan Max. P.S if you could bring the rest of the avengers and Loki that would be awesome!” Tom read out to the cast of the avengers, sad faces and tears were seen throughout the whole room “We’ve got to go, at least for one day.” Tom said folding the paper and putting it in his back pocket, when he looked up everyone was gone , grabbing their suits and props handing Tom his Spider-Man suit.
Tom punched in the address of the hospital where the letter was sent from “We’re looking for a young kid named Max Kyle , what room is he in?” Tom said looking at the nurse through his costume not wanting to waste any time “Third floor, 307. He’s in a private room, women with him really loves him.” The nurse said looking over the people in the Avengers costumes, but they didn’t want time to chat they all rushed for the third floor and once they reached his room they noticed the quiet dead air, when they walked in slowly they saw a little boy flipping through the mute channels in the arms of a woman who was fast asleep once Max had saw them he slowly sprung him from the bed into a sitting position “NO WAY!” He yelled causing the woman to jolt up holding him tightly but she let out a sigh of relief when she knew he wasn’t in any pain “Spider-Man, Iron Man, Captain America, Winter Solider, Falcon, Hawkeye, Vision, Scarlet Witch, Thor, Hulk, Black Widow, & LOKI! This is so awesome!” Max said smiling so hard he couldn’t believe his eyes “Hey buddy I got your note and I read it with all my friends, we all knew we had to meet a super kid like you. So is this your god mother that you love so much?” Tom said in his American accent trying not to break character, when he looked over to you he noticed how truly beautiful you had long(short) (Y/H/C) hair and beautiful big eyes his mouth was slightly open “Yeah, this is my god mother (Y/N), and this is Peter Parker or better known as Spider-Man.” Max said introducing them, (Y/N) smiled at the boy moving his face back from his forehead planting a kiss on it “Well I’m glad you received his letter and brought your friends with you Spider-Man.” She said smiling looking at the entire cast in front of her “I hope you brought a change of clothes.” (Y/N) said smiling looking at the cast nod. “Well, you can change, it’s hot in the hospital all the time.” Max said happily he was so excited but he felt his body start to collapse under him, but you noticed a change in mood you grabbed his softly laying him down on the bed grabbing his pills and water from the bedside table you kissed him getting up from the bed grabbing the control to put it in a seating position so he would have to balance himself up and hurt him, Max not only had leukemia but his bones were always weaker than other kids his age but regardless of that he always tried to do physical things in a safe measure of time thanks to you always supporting him and believing he could do anything.
You loved him so much “Can you believe it ? They came!” Max said looking over at the new unmasked and regular dressed avengers but the shine in his eye never left “So tell us about you Max, you know all about us , and that’s an unfair advantage.” Tom said still in the American accent “Well… I love marvel , because of my godmother , she is obsessed with marvel and has been she since was a kid. So one day I saw her watching Civil war and I wanted to see it but she told me I had to watch other movies so we watched Captain America, Iron Man, Thor, Age of Ultron and then Civil war. She was right, but you’re my favorite superhero! I was diagnosed with leukemia when I was 6 years old, umm my mom and dad are always too busy for me.
The day I got sick in school and threw up they called my parents and they told the school that I would be fine, even though the school said I was puking blood. I mean I wasn’t but anything to get their attention which didn’t work, they then called (Y/N) and on the first ring she picked up and left her job to rush me to the hospital. She was in the middle of an important meeting to get job and they told her if she had left she would be fired, she didn’t even think about it she left and rushed to get me. I love to read especially comic books, (Y/N) gets them for me all the time, and I LOVE food.” Max said with sad eyes but a warm smile. (Y/N) wrapped her arm around him pulling him closer to her “Have your parents come to see you?” Robert asked quietly, that was the exact moment Max broke down in tears shaking his head rapidly causing (Y/N) to wrap her arms around “No but it’s okay because he has me, and now you’re all here for him. Right Maxie?” (Y/N) said looking down at Max who wiped his tears and smiled “Well Max, I think you’re one tough kid, and I would be honored if you would become my sidekick I need a strong kid by my side.” Tom said taking out a Spider-Boy suit and with that he say the boys eyes light up like the Fourth of July “YES!” Max said loudly, Tom handed him the suit smiling along with Max “I hate to interrupt but I need to exam Max & visiting hours are over as well…” Dr. Jensen said gripping his clipboard slightly.
The Avengers cast nodded, (Y/N) looked at Dr. Jensen who was also motioning for you to exit now this made you worry but you’d learned better then to argue with the Doctor considering they we’re allowing you to stay in the hospital you kissed Max’s forehead before you left. You leaned against the door taking deep breaths “He’s a good kid, he’s really lucky he has someone like you.” Tom said in his regular accent scaring you causing you to jump in fear nearly slipping but Tom caught your hands pulling you up “You’re WAY stronger then you look, has anyone ever told you that?” You asked looking at him in shook because of how close your faces were “Yeah but not someone as beautiful and amazing as you (Y/N).” He said his breath hitting your face his every word caressing your cheek “I’m not all that special, I just think he deserves a better life than the one he has right now, thank you for coming he was so happy writing that letter but he knew you wouldn’t come and then you change his mind and pop out.” You said hugging Tom tightly, he wraps his arm around your waist and this hug is more than just a hug, it’s supporting and acceptance.
“SPIDER-MAN & (Y/N) ARE YOU GUYS DATING?!” Max yelled with such a happy smile on his face as he rolled out of his room , you were shocked and before you could say anything “Yes, it was supposed to be a surprise for your birthday!” Tom said in his American accent hiding you in his chest laughing “Play along.” Tom whispered and you nodded “Yeah I was just going to ask the doctor if you could go home for one day and watch movies and eat my cooking.” You said looking at Dr. Jensen who nodded slowly “Yes , can all the avengers come?” Max said wheeling his way to hold Toms hand, Tom looked down at him “It’s a date ! ” he said smiling all the avengers laughing and nodding behind him.
Oh boy this was a night Max won’t forget you thought to yourself as you all started to walk out of the hospital and on your way to your house.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AJ STYLES!!!! HERE’S CHAPTER 3 OF YOUR SERIES!!!!
OKAY. Hear me out. I LOVE WRITING FLUFF WITH AJ SO MUCH! It took me forever to write this because I’m struggling with this OC’s personality and how she responds to all this one-on-one time with AJ. Anyway, hope y’all like it.
Summary: OC (reader inserted) and AJ spend the night in a shared bed in a hotel room together. Word count: 3039 (sorry not sorry.) Warnings: Fluffed fluff. Mention of abuse. Mention of divorce. Wrassling.
Thanks so much everyone who left lovely comments and mail, it made me geek out so happily!
“So it’s just an open buffet?” Loki muttered, holding his tray of food.
You stood close to him, feeling nervous. “I guess so, we grab what we want, then err, find a seat.”
Loki sighed, “And on our special day, every seat is taken.”
“There’s a booth over there, that couple looks nice, maybe we could get to know them, see if they’ve seen anything suspicious.”
Loki raised his eyebrow and glanced down at you. “Darling, I don’t know if you’ve forgotten, but mortals aren’t the most aware of magical activity, you thought you were alone in the universe for centuries. Something as small as a magical portal, hidden by the operator of this establishment would certainly go unnoticed.”
You bit your lip, “Well, shouldn’t we mingle or something? If we keep to ourselves, will that look suspicious?”
“How am I to know, these mortal customs are ridiculous.”
“I’m sure you have weird customs.”
“We do but this one is far stranger.”
You pinched the bridge of your nose, balancing your tray in one hand and sighed. “Look, husband, darling, light of my life,” Loki snorted and you continued, “as your wife, I’m saying that we go befriend a couple so I can uh, show my husband off. Because I’m more in love and proud that he took me here, alright? Besides, people are going to start wondering why we’re standing in a corner and not just eating.”
Loki scowled, “Couldn’t we go back to the room and eat?”
“No, I’m not having people think weird things about me.”
Chuckling, Loki shook his head, “The food you chose is hardly conducive to such activities anyways.”
“I know, I chose them on purpose.” You called over your shoulder, making your way through the tables and over to the solitary booth.
“Hey there, I’m sorry to be rude, but there’s no other tables available.” You trailed off, looking around the room to double check that there were indeed no tables.
“Oh absolutely! Come sit by us! We were so lucky to steal this table from another couple that got up at the last second, you’d think that they wouldn’t over book like this, or at least have as many tables as rooms.” The woman shook her head. She was short and petite with deeply tanned skin and long auburn hair that trailed past her shoulders. Her eyes were the color of deep caramel and she seemed to glow in the presence of her new husband. “I’m Clara by the way.”
You told her your name and glanced over your shoulder, making sure Loki was behind you. “And this is Loki, my husband, it feels so weird finally saying it.”
“Doesn’t it though?” Clara beamed, “this is my husband, Toran.” The man beside her appeared tall, not as tall as Loki but still taller than you. He had broad shoulders, built in a way that reminded you of Thor - bulky - but you didn’t doubt Loki was stronger than him. Why that suddenly mattered to you was beyond your knowledge and you forced the thought away. His hair was dirty blonde, short cropped and he had a small blonde soul patch growing under his lower lip.
“Hey there.” Toran offered his hand for you to shake.
You shook it and thanked them for making space for the two of you. Toran stood up and moved around to sit beside his wife and you slid into the booth, allowing Loki to have the edge.
Loki glanced distrustfully at Toran but finally sat down and forced a smile.
“Don’t mind him, he’s just shy.” You looked at Loki and smiled.
Loki’s eyes darkened, that scowl ready to spread across his face but he was supposed to be a happy newlywed and forced a smile. “Forgive me, I’d rather have my beloved all to myself but it seems only right that I show her off.”
Clara giggled, “He’s so sweet. Toran and I have been in our room all day, we got married yesterday, it’s been so lovely, just really having time to ourselves.”
Loki snorted into his drink and you elbowed him in the ribs.
She continued, “Have you two been, you know, not to be too forward or anything, I’m just not sure how much is normal here, Toran says he’s tired and needs some time to recoup.”
You flushed deeply and Loki took another drink to stifle his laugh. “Well we just got here a few hours ago, but wanted to uh, take things slow a bit, really enjoy the time getting to err…” You trailed off, looking to Loki for help.
Loki’s eyes sparkled as he looked down at you, “Whatever you want, my love, it’s about us I know, but you deserve to be worshiped, you are the princess of my life after all.”
You grit your teeth and forced a smile, turning back to the couple across from you, “Isn’t he sweet?”
“He calls you his princess?” Clara cooed, “Toran, you don’t have that many pet names for me, how come?” She glared at him and he glared across at Loki.
You jumped, knee hitting the table as Loki squeezed a particularly sensitive spot on your leg. “Sorry, thought there was a bug.” You managed to grumble as Loki faked a coughing fit to hide his laughter.
“Oh I hope it wasn’t a spider, I absolutely hate those things.” Clara’s eyes widened as she scanned the booth for signs of the bug.
“It was probably nothing.” You quickly added.
“My darling here gets a little jumpy sometimes.” Loki managed to choke out, his laughter finally subsiding.
“So are you two going to take advantage of the shops here, or the hot tubs, they’re natural and built into the side of the mountain, hot streams come right up and this place was built around it.” Toran asked the pair of you.
“I hadn’t really thought that far ahead.”
“Really? Clara has spent years making her plans for this place.”
“I, oh…” You trailed off, worried that this could blow your cover.
“I made a list,” Clara interjected, “but that’s just me. I think it’s lovely that you’re more just go with the flow, I think that’s more romantic, don’t you Toran?” He nodded and she continued, “but we were thinking of visiting the beach tomorrow, you know the tram that is a never ending cycle up and down, so you can go at any time. Thought if we weren’t too tired we’d see the sunrise or maybe just enjoy the water.”
“I was thinking of doing that tomorrow as well.” You glanced at Loki and he shrugged.
“It’s clothing optional, there’s little cordoned off places for privacy if couples want to, you know.” She cleared her throat and blushed again, glancing at Toran.
You blinked hard, “Right, right, of course.”
Loki wrapped his arm around your shoulder, lacing his fingers into your hand, “My beloved here is awfully shy.”
Toran interrupted, “Actually it’s nude required, no clothes allowed once you step foot on the sand. At least, that’s what I read, not sure how enforced it is.” He looked Clara up and down, clearly mentally undressing her.
You glanced at Loki, the two of you making eye contact and swallowed nervously. Seeing Loki in all his glory tomorrow? Could you handle that?
“Oh, watch for the seismic activity, that’s what we were told, the floors kinda tremble at night sometimes and that lovely hotelier said that it’s just the deep set volcanic activity.” Clara said as she stood up, “We should probably get back to our room, look forward to seeing you two tomorrow at the beach.” Her eyes trailed over Loki for a minute and you felt a surge of jealousy and possessiveness well within you.
Loki seemed oblivious to her look, simply staring at you still. Toran followed after Clara, the pair bidding you both good night and left.
“Could that be the portal, I thought you said it was an inactive volcano?” Loki lowered his voice to ask you.
You forced your thoughts away from the look Clara had given Loki and considered it. “If it’s a big and powerful enough portal, siphoning who knows what through it, that would make sense that the ground trembles. Awfully irresponsible that the owner wouldn’t know.”
“Unless he’s in on it.”
“Well hopefully we’ll run into him tomorrow.”
“Not on the nude beach though.” Loki added absently, munching on the last of his food.
You groaned, resting your head on the table, “Don’t remind me.”
Loki chuckled, “Come now, love, only a week more of this, it will be lovely. Let’s get back to our room and figure out our sleeping arrangements.”
“I kinda hate you right now.” You grumbled.
“You can’t hate me pet, we’ve only been married one day.”
“My next husband better bring me here too.”
Loki laughed, a smile widening across his face as he gently kissed your cheek, his fingers playing with your hair. “Shall I carry you to bed?”
“No, you’ll make a scene. Every other guy here will think he has to in order to please his wife.”
“I would carry my wife, she would want for nothing.”
“She’d want a divorce, putting up with you.”
“You wound me.”
You straightened up, making sure you hadn’t actually upset him but Loki continued to grin at you, eyes alight with mischief. Rolling your eyes, you playfully shoved his chest. Loki caught your hand and pressed a kiss to the back of it.
“Shall we, love?”
You rolled your eyes again, “C’mon you goon, let’s go figure out how to sleep in that sex bed.”
‘Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.’
[gif is not mine] this is from my ao3!! requests are open. let me know what you think
“What are you doing?” Loki asked her noticing she was on the steps outside of his house in the pouring rain.
She turned and smiled at him, “Waiting for you.”
She shrugged and turned back around, “It’s a pretty day, don’t you think?” She held out her hand, feeling the water wet her hand.
He grabbed her shoulders and pulled her up, “It is. But not when you’re about to get sick. Honestly.” He shook his head at her, feeling she was getting colder by the second he rushed her to his house. “What are you thinking? You could get hypothermia.” He grabbed a towel and gave it to her.
He heard her laugh, while fixing her up some tea. “I swear to god you’re insane. One day you’re going to kill yourself while doing something silly.” He plopped the tea bag in her mug and waited for the water to boil. He turned around and saw her watching him. “What?” He touched his face, thinking there was something there. “Do I have something on my face?”
She shook her head, a small cough coming from her mouth. She gave him back his towel and told her to keep a hold of it. “Thank you.” She said as she brought the mug to her lips. He nodded in acknowledgement.
“Now, care to tell me why you’re here?”
She coughed again, harshly and longer this time. He cringed as he saw her struggling to breath, “See you’re already getting sick.” He tried to lighten the mood.
“I was just around the neighbourhood and I wanted to see you.”
“So…you didn’t knock? You just sat there?”
“I knew you’d come out sooner or later.” She smiled.
Loki looked at her peculiarly, she seemed off…somehow. Well, it was her and she did a lot of random things, that’s what he loved about her. Loki sighed her name, “We haven’t spoke in half a year. What are you really doing here?”
Her smile dropped and looked at him, no emotion on her face whatsoever. “Do you still have the envelope I gave you, Loki?”
‘Envelope? Huh?….Oh right, yeah.’ He nodded and moved towards his room, getting it. She stopped him with her hand, “I don’t want you to get it Loki. I was just wondering if you still had it.”
“Of course, I’d still have it, you told me to keep it, to only open it when something big and devastating happened. I still think you’re barmy.” He rolled his eyes as he returned back to his spot. “Why do you ask?”
“Hmm?” She looked at him, she was thinking about the future before. It hurt her head when she thought for a long time. It also hurt her when she was doing things that acquired large energy, such as walking, but she wouldn’t tell him that. “Sorry, I was daydreaming.”
“You do that a lot, you know? One of the weirdest things about you.” She smiled at him while he scowled at her.
She loved him, he hoped he knew. Sure he wasn’t the nicest person on the planet, but what would you get from a God?
“Do you remember what we talked about before?”
“You know, that day at the Rainbow Bridge? When you took me to Asgard and we talked about the future, while laying down and looked at the stars?”
He remembered that day clearly, etched into his mind. He sighed happily as he recalled that day.
Loki took her to Asgard, to meet the rest of his family, well they wanted to meet her. Wanting to see the girl that captured his heart…even though she didn’t know anything about that. That would be kept as a secret for a long time. Loki remembered as they finished their feast and they walked aimlessly down the Rainbow Bridge, stopping around halfway to sit down.
She looked like she belonged there, her personality suited it. He remembered there was a breeze which made her dress sway a bit, and her hair flowing in the night sky. If he had a chance to paint any picture, that would be it. That was one of the most defined moment of his life, he thought. Here was a girl who has stuck by him, through thick and thin and he couldn’t even tell her that he loved her. Three little words.
Loki remembered sitting down and talking about the future and the what ifs. He remembered her telling him that she wants a huge family one day, living somewhere, maybe Asgard or a small Scottish cottage. Somewhere peaceful and quiet. He wanted to be that guy when she told him.
“Judging by your smile, I’m saying you remember?” She interrupted his memories as she gave him a faint sheepish smile.
“Bits and pieces.” He bit out. He saw her smile drop a bit and he felt like A-grade ass. “Can’t help it, I’m getting old.” She laughed out loud for this one, and he couldn’t help but smile as well.
“I remember telling you about my future, I really hope that one day that happens, you know? With the right guy, hopefully soon.” She whispered her confession. She put her mug in the sink and looked at the clock. “I have to go back to the hos- home. I’ll see you later Loki.” She coughed again and gave him a smile.
“I’ll see you later as well, treat your cold.” She waved at him and coughed again. He frowned, she seemed to be having a coughing fit. Thinking nothing of it, he closed the door and sighed.
Loki felt like ripping the nine realms apart. There was something burning inside his chest, he wished he could rip it out and just toss it. He belted out a scream while thrashing his room. There was a light knock on the door. “Brother?”
Loki didn’t bother responding as he flipped his table upside down. “This is not fair! Why? Why brother? WHY?” He yelled at Thor as he ducked a vase.
“Loki, calm down.”
“Calm down? You want me to calm down? Do you know how preposterous you sound right now?” Thor furrowed his brows as he took steps towards his brother.
“I apologise, but I am very sorry about your loss. Did you know anything?”
Loki shook his head as he dropped down to his knees, “She visited me once, she looked fragile and weak, she also had a coughing fit. I did not think anything of it, I thought it was just the flu. Gods, I’m so foolish!”
Thor felt the room crack under Loki’s magic. “Hush, Loki. She would have not wanted this.”
He placed a comforting hand on Loki’s shoulder, “I am foolish brother, I did not even tell her my true feelings.”
Thor knelt down in front of his weeping brother, “I am sure, she knew Loki. And I am sure that she returned those feelings for you. I recall that she gave you something before?”
Loki’s eyes widened, filled with tears he ransacked his room until he found the letter from her. “Leave Thor, please.” Thor did not need to be told twice. He walked to the door a single glance back at his brother, he shook his head and closed the door.
Loki sat down on the bed, sighing he flipped the enveloped. There it was his name in her tilted handwriting, the letter felt thick and heavy. He carefully opened the enveloped and brought out the letter. There were several things in there, there was at least five photographs.
He looked at them each, one was him, her and the Avengers, he recalled the man in the iron suit had wanted a group photo, and he insisted annoyingly that Loki be a part of it. Another was him trying to figure out how to cook, the third her and him in the park with Darcy, Jane and Thor. The fourth was just him and her, him being in a Midgardian suit attire. And the last…the last took his breath away. It was a photo of him and her on that night sitting on the Rainbow Bridge. ‘How?’ He thought.
He put the letter and the other photographs by his side and looked at the picture. It seemed magical and staged, but it was not. He could see himself staring at her lovingly from a far and her staring right back at him. ‘Who took this photo?’ It was perfect.
He closed his eyes and put the photo close to his chest. “Oh…oh, my love.” He gently put it beside him and grabbed the letter and began reading it.
Hello you. You’re probably wondering why I gave you a letter right? Or not, since you’re used to well me being me.
I’m writing this letter because, well today I just found out I had cancer. I don’t know if you know anything about it, but incase if you don’t. Well, it’s a Midgardian disease, there’s no known cure for it, I’m pretty sure. I don’t know if they have it in Asgard…
Now, you’re thinking that why wouldn’t I tell you? Well, it’s simple, really. I wanted to be with you. I wanted you to be happy and not have this thing over your head. I wanted you to be YOU while being with me. But then, the treatments and such got into the way of that. I know we haven’t spoken in around 5 months and now I’m just giving you a letter out of the blue, but I needed this. I needed to write you this.
These will be my last words Loki. My last words for you.
You don’t know how much you mean to me. You are my everything, my stars, my moon, my life. Do you remember that day when we sat on the Rainbow Bridge? That was the day I wanted to tell you everything. Everything that I felt for you, wanted from you.
When I told you I wanted to live somewhere quiet and have a big family, I wanted that. With YOU. There was no one else that can make me feel the way you did. When I was around you I felt like I was on fire, I was being re-born. You made me feel like me. You made me feel complete.
I wish I could have that future with you, I goddamn wished I didn’t have this! I wish that we could have Midgardian, half Jotunn babies. Wow, that would have been a sight? Can you imagine dropping them off to preschool? Or when I gave birth to them?
I have never regretted anything.
The only thing I regretted was not telling you in person that I love you.
I goddamn love you so much. More than I thought could be possible.
Those are my last words for you my Loki. Please be happy. Anyway, I won’t be really gone, I’ll be watching over you…gods that sounded weird.
I love you.
Loki carefully folded the letter back, tears in his eyes he grabbed the items and marched towards the Bifrost.
Once he reached it, he hastily wiped his eyes. “Heimdall, I am sure you know why I am here.”
Heimdall nodded, “I am very sorry for your loss. I just wanted to let you know she loved you greatly, and that it was you she was thinking about when she passed.”
Loki felt his heart clench and nodded solemnly to Heimdall who let him go onto the Bifrost. “I’m trusting you know where I want to go?”
He felt the rush of the Bifrost as he was taken to his destination. Loki landed on the ground with a thud and looked up at the landscape before him.
It was a little cottage, on a cliff, over looking the Scottish sea. This was the place that he secretly bought for her. He walked to the door and opened it. He breathed in and smelt the wood. He walked around the small cottage, going outside via the garden.
He looked up at the night stars. “The only thing I regretted was not telling you that I love you. And now it is too late.
“You see this cottage, I bought for you, when you told me you wanted somewhere quiet and peaceful, I bought this for you. You don’t know how much hassle I had to go through buying this for you.” He laughed and the stars twinkled. “I miss you.” He whispered. He felt a gust of wind hitting him.
“I miss you too.” Was what he could faintly hear from the wind. He looked up hopeful and watched the night stars twinkling. He smiled and walked back inside.
This is where he would live, this is where he would stay, until the day she comes back to him, taking him to a better life.
I wanted to continue to spread the love this afternoon and no one is better at that than my little guy Loki! 🐶❤ He makes me so happy and he is the epitome of unconditional love. 😄😙💗 I’m so thankful to have him in my life and bring me so much joy. 😁💖🐕 I love you all so much and I hope he makes your day a little brighter too! 🐶😊💞
Do u accept triggering request? If u do will u do a thor x reader where they likes each other? But reader has a depression so has a good day n bad day. Thor is concerned n want to help so he ask loki to help fix reader's mind but it didnt work. Make it a mix between fluff n angst. Pls do this. But if you dont like it, thats fine, just ignore it. Thanks.
Pairing: Thor x Reader Fandom: MCU
A/N: first of all, let me thank you for being my first request, you had no idea how happy you made me haha. Also, this request is such a good and angsty idea, I loved it and had so much fun writing it (despite of it being quite sad I think lol). Again, thank you so so much. (also, added Thor to my fandoms list)
Are you awake?” Thor closed the door behind him and slowly
approached your bed.
“Yeah,” you answered in a muffled voice.
curtains were closed and only a few rays of sunshine were finding their way into your room, so it was relatively dark in there.
sat down by your side and tucked a few strands of hair behind
your ear that had fallen into your face, then he continued to stroke
your cheek with his thumb.
He was able to feel the slightest dampness on it, which made him realize that you had been crying.
can I do?”
turned your head a bit to look at him properly.
appreciate a cuddle.”
smiled and went around the bed to lie down next to you.
Since you are into marvel now. do you know other great artists?
Ohhhh you have come to the right place! I’m into marvel since i’m a little kid and even my sideblog is only for marvel. but yeah i need to draw them more. :)
Here are my favourite artists!
☀ @rosierin Draws in such a cute style that i could cry at her sweet little tony. Also pokemon au’s and i love them! and look at the icons for every MCU character.
☀ @cherryteddy Really i squeal everytime i see new art from cherryteddy. My favourite are the tsum tsum drawings and also lots of stony. so perfect.
☀ @dksartz Draws really soft tonys that i would really like to hug! Also lots of Stony, too. And look at tiny fae tonee or tony in dresses! damn yes.
☀ @alstonwiggles What i can i say? Their art is perfect! For real i laugh so hard at their rhodey/tony comics who were part of the expressions challenge. Also the Clint and Natasha drawing about friendship. It’s love.
☀ @tumbling-kyrill Such a cute cute cute chibi style. i want to kiss the little tony. but im sure the little steve will do that for me. really makes me smile!
☀ @twix208 Many comics. And i love every single one of them. Again Stony (im a sucker for that, sue me) and spideypool. also the superfamily comics are breaking my heart. in the best way.
☀ @cazdraws Caz draws so perfect. For real you wont believe it. My fave is the one with the steve bobblehead. Draws so many marvel characters and i’m sure you will love every single one!
☀ @kayvsdoodles Draws Tony a lot. And i love every single piece. Because for real this style looks so much like one of the best comic books i’ve ever read and is still so much kay that i would recognize it everywhere! King Tony and Knight Steve is my fave drawing in the world.
☀ @jian-lengyi Okay. The little merman Tony is the cutest merman you will ever see. I mean seriously the drawings are so wonderful and awww. I need so much more!
☀ @nakurumok Just one word. perfect. the chibi style is so sweet and adorable. also lots of stony and even better avenger academy stony and with such cute ideas, that it makes me happy on a bad day!
☀ @spaceliondad blog from @ericamchan and @superjustice (you should check out both!) the comics are everything. sometimes i laugh myself to tears (the checklist comic with phil) and sometimes they’ll break my heart. worth it!
☀ @teckmonky Always makes me laugh with the avenger academy drawings. lots of tony and loki which is wonderful because they both are trying to be so cool (i mean they are) and so many jokes! Lovely!
☀ @tantanlut again wonderful cute drawings. superfamily and let me tell you the little peter is the cutest you’ll ever see! also a bit of angst and so much love in the drawings. i can’t!
☀ @beir Not sure how someone can draw so perfectly. but if you like bucky and tony you need to follow! seriously the drawings bring so much joy and giggles with them!
☀ @suppiedoodles Draw also avenger academy and lots of stony which is just wonderful. also very funny and has so many cute ideas. also check out the charms, they are wonderful!
☀ @yukkoyy wonderful art with incredible backgrounds. the flower shop au with steve and tony still kills me. i don’t think art can get any better than that!
☀ @kairuru-art my favourite chibi drawings to be honest. i just can’t because the tony is so cute that i want to steal him. but since the steve is cute as well, tony can be with his stebe. also CORGI TONY.
☀ @ir0nshield Such a cute chibi style. Draws traditional with pencils and i’m a goner for that. the chibis are really sweet and my favourite is sam to be honest. aw. also lots of cute au’s with tony in adorable outfits.
☀ @kamaete-ink Draws a really soft Tony that you will love! seriously. also the infinity war gauntlet comic follows me in my dreams. can break my heart in like two seconds with the wonderful comics.
☀ @hello-shellhead one of my absolutely faves. because the style is so unique. i can recognize it everywhere and its one of my fave tonys. also have you seen his eyelashes. amazing. AND when tony wears ginas clothes. best thing ever.
☀ @kelslk-art Just amazing. I love the way tony and steve seem always to blush (makes me blush, too!) also amazing drawings gifs and tony is just soo so soft. i’m in love with the art.
_______ So that’s it. Now i just realized i don’t follow them from this blog and i need to change that! But for real they are all amazing! :) _______ Also if some pronouns are wrong, let me know. then i’m really sorry! love you all. _______
Since he loves his wonderful little human wife so much, he would actually try to get along with your customs, which is why he might be overdoing things on special days. Because he knows how much you like Creme Brulee and Crepes he literally decided that France will be your present this year. He stayed up all night, practicing how to wink and when you woke up you’d see your husband gesturing through the window behind him where a giant bow in your favourite colour would be wrapped around the Eiffel Tower. “Happy Valentine’s Day” “Loki is this… are we in France!?” “I don’t know. That depends if you still wish it to be called ‘France’”
Happy 35th Birthday Tom Hiddleston! (February 9, 1981)
Our job is to represent the truth of human nature, whether you’re playing a tender love story that’s set in a coffee shop or whether you’re in ‘The Avengers,’ which is set in a Manhattan which is exploding.
Not sure how I feel about this one. The request was all good and fine but I just don’t think I did a good job. I don’t think this level of compassion is quite in Loki’s nature but I’ve done my best. I hope that the person who requested it - @totes-ma-yogurt - still enjoys it. I’m sorry it might not live up to the standard my work sometimes is. Otherwise, enjoy, my darlings!
Prompt: Hello again wonderful writer :D I was thinking, you write all the characters so well and I wonder how you would write them with a chubby reader. An I know you’ve prolly got tons of shy/cautious requests and I know your busy an I don’t want to stress-
“It is only dinner.” Loki sighed as he watched you rifle
through your wardrobe. “Nobody shall care what you wear.”
“I don’t care what I wear. I just
care how I look.”
“In what realm are those different things?” He said, lowering himself into the
seat by your bed.
“Well, I don’t care what I wear. I just want to make sure that I’m comfortable
and feel good.”
Loki had faced the Avengers again when a notorious Asgardian
threatened to destroy both his and their realm. After putting himself in the
way of Tony and the villain’s attack, he was allowed to redeem himself. You had
been responsible for the care of his injuries and it slowly developed into
Stark was hosting a small get together with the team to
celebrate the birth of Barton’s latest child and he’d had the grace to invite
Loki. It wasn’t necessarily formal but…
“You know my opinion.” Loki purred as he flashed you a
smile. “You could wear anything or nothing and I would see you as nothing more
“You flatter me.” You smiled sarcastically. “But it’s not that simple.”
I’ll just be over here hugging Loki for infinity and grappling Hermes into a group hug, if you need me. (In other words, I have a job interview next week, that I really really needed.) mmmmmI LOVE THEM SO MUCH!