Okay so I know there has been a lot of buzz around the internet about the subject of LaFou, sexuality, and queer representation lately and now that I’ve seen the movie, I want to put in my two cents.
If you’ve been living under a rock for the last few weeks, many people have been talking about LeFou being gay and getting a “gay moment” at the end of the film. Vanity Fair put out an article calling the character “ a touching tribute” to Howard Ashman” Many of us LGBT+ folks are obviously not happy with this character, who is literally “the fool” being a bone that’s thrown to us. Many, including myself, where infuriated by the article because not only was Ashman the man who saved Disney from bankruptcy with hits like The Little Mermaid and Beauty and the beast and the formula he created is still successfully used by Disney today, he was a gay man who died of AIDS. So you can see why many of us think calling a villainous side character a “touching tribute” is a gross cop out on Disney’s part. On the flip side, some christian parenting groups are made because our existence is acknowledged in anyway, even if the representation is bad. A theater in Alabama even refused to carry the film. Needless to say, many people had lots of opinions.
All that being said, I’m not here to preach to the choir, nor am I here to argue with anyone about whether of not LGBT+ people are are “appropriate” for a disney movie( hint hint we are) I really want to talk straight people who don’t get why LGBT+ people are upset. I need to share my personal experience with the movie to maybe help some people understand. I know I can only speak for myself, but here it is.
I’ll start off by saying, overall, I enjoyed the shit out of this movie. Beauty and the Beast was one of my favorite films as a child. I knew all the songs, I was Belle for multiple halloweens. I loved the over the top, Rogers -and -Hammerstien esque feel of the remake, i liked the bright colors, the songs and grumpy clock Ian McKellan. I want to get lost in how much I loved it. But every time LaFou came on screen, he was like a fly in the ointment, the irritating itch that kept me from enjoying this ridiculous spectacle for exactly what it was, because every LaFou scene was a gay joke.His mannerisms were carefully an explicitly coded to be recognized as those of a gay man, which are not a bad thing on their own but they were played for laughs and combined with a comic, pining-induced subservience to Gaston. He’s hangs on Gaston’s every word, he tells the girls no to waste their breath, he soothes Gaston’s temper. He’s a joke, one we have seen many times before, a weasely ,queer-coded villain. It’s supposed to be funny to us because we know this silly gay man is NEVER going to have his affections returned and all his work if for not.( ie he’s making a fool of himself, so he’s aptly named) It’s something you get used to when you’re queer and grow up watching Disney films though, so for the most part, I rolled my eyes and tried to enjoy the scenery.
Until Gaston’s song started.
Now let me start by saying, that has ALWAYS been my favorite song in the film. I have a very naturally loud voice that carries and as a kid I loved to belt the shit out of it when it came on our Disney’s greatest hits CD. It drove my sister crazy on car trips. It’s so silly and it’s poking fun at this hyper masculine douche bag you’re not supposed to like. Luke Evans had been killing it up to that point and I was so jazzed about it.
And then, we get LaFou, lounging on Gaston’s chair, gazing at him longingly. Gaston looks at him and asks why the girls to love him and LaFou sighs dramatically, like the comedic stereotype they have set him up to be, and says he hears he’s been clingy.
And everyone in the theater laughs.
Everyone but me.
Because in that moment, everything snaps into alarming clarity. I am no longer immersed in the nostalgic euphoria of an actor I love about to preform a cherished piece of my childhood.
I am a joke and everyone it laughing at me.
Because that’s what it feels like, when you see someone like you splashed on the screen and their feelings being the thing that makes them laughable. When there mannerism that are directly coded to read GAY PEOPLE are the joke. You see the thing about sterotypes is, some of use have those traits. I am clingy as hell, a joke often made about wlw, which I am. I know effeminate gay men. I know people who have fallen in love with straight people. None of those things are inherently bad or make you a bad or shallow person but somewhere along the way, straight people decided they made us wrong and decided to use those things against us and turn it into a joke. People in the theater were laughing about LaFou’s pining for Gaston, while I had lost friends because I was queer and some women don’t want to be friends with you if they think you’re going to fall in love with them. The rub of knowing this was a conscious choice on the part of the filmmakers. Why not have Cogsworth rush into the arms of a long lost husband, instead of Mrs. Potts? You can’t tell me Sir Ian wouldn’t have been all for that. You had two promient gay actors in this film, which was scored by a gay man and the best you could come up with the villain’s side kick who’s name means fool? Really?
And adding insult to injury, it wasn’t LaFou as a person that was the fool, his gayness MADE him the fool in the context of the film. It was his pining for Gaston, to try and impress him, that was played to make him look foolish. Do you know what that says to people? That being gay makes you a fool, it makes you a joke. I’m 27, I’ve learned how to pack that shit up and process later, but what if I had been 16? 10? What does that say to gay parents, sitting in the audience watching their child laugh because social cues tell them this thing is funny and you should laugh? What LaFou really says to LGBT+ people, to gay men especially, is that you are good enough to put in the labor, to make this beautiful thing(Ian McKellan and Luke Evans did great work as Cogsworth and Gaston and without Howard Ashman, there would be no beauty and the Beast.), but you are not good enough to be well represented in it.
So straight Disney fans, before you feel the need to tell us why we are “making something out of nothing” or that we should be “glad” for what we get, or that his half assed “redemption” arc or a single moment of him touching another man made it all better, I need you to imagine sitting in a theater, and knowing everyone is laughing at you. Laughing at who you are, at the struggles you deal with. Imagine the things that have shaped you being watered down and played for comedy before you tell me what is or isn’t good queer representation.
Second time out/back from seeing Beauty and the Beast **SPOILERS ABOUND**
(aka bear with me b/c this review is a week and a half late and I can actually comment on stuff I loved throughout it. It might end up being long af so I’m sorry in advance bc I talk about when everyone got cast too. This is probably filled with typos.)
PPS:I am the minority who loved it deeply, and don’t have nothing to complain about. Except a few words on the group of people who sat beside me tonight and would not shut up during Evermore and the transformation scene aka MY MOST FAVOURITE DISNEY KISS EVER)
So lets get down to it. I LOVED this movie the first time I saw it. As I have stated numerous times through tags. Ill be real here I was skeptical as hell about this being turned into a LA remake. But as the casting was announced my worries went away completely?
BECAUSE JESUS CHRIST WHAT A FABULOUS CAST! I don’t even know who to start with honestly? All of them ARE JUST SO GOOD???
We’ll just start with the most obvious choice (and the one who had the most flack after being cast)
And that is the absolute wonder and light of my life DAN FUCKING STEVENS
BECAUSE THIS GUY. OMG. ANYTHING HE DID IN THIS MOVIE JUST…BLEW. ME. THE. FUCK. AWAY??? And I’m just so grateful and forever indebted to him for bringing quite possibly the best reinterpretation of the Beast/Adam to life. Like honestly the Beast is my favourite character ever he has been since I was 5 and I just…NO AMOUNT OF WORDS COULD DESCRIBE IT. (actually I have TONS of words and i’ll get more into this later) but I’m moving on for now.
Emma Thompson I love Emma T so much I have since forever and she’s so charming and soft hearted as Mrs Potts. Say what you will about the accents used in this movie I loved that she was English….
And Luke Evans I knew about him prior to this and vaguely, through watching him in The Hobbit and that god awful movie version of the Three Musketeers (same can be said for Dan, b/c before I watched some of his other stuff I had only know him from Night at the Museum 3)
Luke brought such a great energy to this character and I loved how Gaston started out as an okay dude but slowly dissented into his villainy? The way he portrayed this was astounding b/c as soon as the script called for the change up he handled it with such ease? And wow I just love Gaston so much in this movie.
Josh Gad we gotta talk about FUCKING JOSH GAD I’m not getting into the knitty gritty of things since its not my place to comment on such but I LOVED HIM IN THIS ROLE SO MUCH MORE THAN I LOVED HIM IN FROZEN? He’s so hilarious. AND HIS LINES WERE A+++
He just brought so much classiness to LeFou and he just made him so likable? and the fact that HE FOUGHT TO KEEP IN THE SNOWMAN GAG FROM THE ORIGINAL VERSION. I honestly hope they give me all the deleted scenes from this movie.
FUCKING EWAN MCGREGOR AND SIR IAN MCKELLEN AS COGSWORTH AND LUMIERE I just WOW WHAT A GREAT ACTING COMBO (aka all ive ever wanted from the remains of my dull life.)
AND AUDRA MCDONALD AS GARDEROBE AND STANLEY ‘ACTUAL KING OF EVERYTHING HE IS IN’ TUCCI as a sassy piano THAT WAS LITERALLY CREATED FROM SCRATCH FOR HIM? (more on these two later as well because omg they are everything to me and stole my heart??)
AND KEVIN FUCKING KLINE omg I loved him so much in this movie just PERFECT honestly.
I’m trying to keep this short so I can move on to my next bunch of thoughts. And not just yap about the casting. (Bullet points listed below, bc I’m getting into the changes) And to begin:
THE SCENARY AND CGI IN THIS MOVIE WERE FUCKING ASTOUNDING? I DIED? IT WAS BEAUTIFUL, say what you want about what the beast looked like. Dan Stevens exhausted himself entirely for 2-3 months just to make the beast into a computer animated caricature. AND I LOVED THE ANIMATION ON THE CASTLE STAFF? I also really loved the backstories for everyone it just filled in so much that I found lacking in the original. Just everything that filled in all the plotholes were A++
THE PROLOGUE and it being narrated by the ENCHANTRESS.(Side note: I loved the technicalities and consequences with this new curse)
DAN STEVENS GRACING ME WITH HIS FAB TALENT AND NOT SAYING A THING DURING SAID PROLOGUE AND JUST LAUGHING EVILLY AND YET FLAWLESSLY GETTING THE POINT ACROSS THAT THE PRINCE BEFORE MEETING BELLE WAS AN ABSOLUTE PANSY ASS DICK? Also him in the black get up with the black swan make up?? a lookTM
THE CLOSE UPS OF GARDEROBE AND CADENZA AND THEIR LITTLE DOGGO FRU FRU BEFORE THE CASTLE IS CHANGED INTO OBJECTS?? THE FACT THAT FRU FRU IS THEIR DOG?
THAT WHOLE OPENING SEQUENCE IS INTENSE AS HELL
Omg when Gaston stepped on Belle’s cabbages THERE WERE LIKE 3-4 KIDS THAT GASPED. It made me smile omg.
When Maurice and Phillipe were heading out of town and in the woods heading to the castle. One child was like “aww look at the horsey” I mean…
WHEN MAURICE IS IN THE CASTLE AND MEETS CHIP everyone laughed like honestly I was blessed with actually being a a cinema room full of people that laughed and reacted to stuff b/c last week when I went there were crickets, some child mad an off hand comment later on in the movie when Beast invites Belle to dinner and he does the smileTM I kid you not I heard “look his tiny teeth” I love his tiny fangs so much hes just so awkwardly endearing altogether.
OKAY OKAY OKAY SO WHEN BELLE HEADS UP TO THE CASTLE TO FIND HER DADDO AND SHES AT THE CELL IM PRETTY SURE THEY PLAY THE SCORE TO EVERMORE? its like lowkey but I NOTICED IT AND IT WAS GLORIOUS.
all the songs in this movie and the additional lyrics woven into the film added 30 years to my life.
THE WHOLE “GASTON” NUMBER WAS FABULOUS AND EVERYTHING AND MORE ITS BETTER THAN THE ORIGINAL VERSION THAT WHOLE MOMENT WHEN THEY BREAK TO CLAP AND STOP ON THE TABLE AND THE FACT THAT THE SCORE FOR THAT BIT SOUNDS LIKE A CAVALRY CHARGE AND THE WHOLE “SAY IT AGAIN” BIT AFTER THE “I USE ANTLERS IN ALL OF MY DECORATING” LINE.
BUT LIKE THERE IS MORE BECAUSE OMG THEY GAVE COGSWORTH STUFF TO SING DURING “BE OUR GUEST” INSTEAD OF JUST “SOMETHING THERE”. LIKE THE ONLY OTHER TIME HE SINGS IS IN THE ORIGINAL DURING “HUMAN AGAIN” I love the flawless smooth transition from SIR IAN MCKELLEN belting out the COURSE BY COURSE bit of that verse and Ewan being like ONE BY ONE immediately after? honestly I always fist bump during that moment when I listen to the soundtrack. AND THE WHOLE NUMBER IN THE MOVIE IS JUST SOO GREAT. I love my crotchety old clock and dramatically extra candlestick. the best BROTP.
Ok, so the people I sat beside started laughing during little Adam’s part in Days In the Sun and omg I was off hand annoyed because it ruined my chance to start the water works even though I still cried.
BEAST TRASHING ON ROMEO AND JULIET WILL FOREVER BE ICONIC to me I LOVE WELL READ BEAST SO MUCH I’m tired of the ‘but I wish he would have stayed illiterate’ statements.
EVERYONE. AND WHEN I SAY EVERYONE I MEAN EVERYONE ERRUPTED INTO LAUGHTER WHEN BEAST HAULED THAT BIG ASS SNOWBALL AT BELLE’S HEAD.
ALSO any time Beast gave Belle his little smiles??? they were so pure and cute
So seeing this movie a second time the yellow dress discourse is quiet frankly ?? to me I loved it AND I LOVE THE FACT THAT DAN STEVENS MADE THE BEAST UTTERLY DISTRESSED OVER ASKING HER FOR A DANCE IN THE BALLROOM? (THAT WHOLE SEQUENCE IS SO FUCKING GORGEOUS)
LIKE…I JUST LOVE HOW MUCH LIFE AND PERSONALITY AND 3 DIMENSIONALISM HE GAVE HIM B/C I WILL BE TALKING ABOUT THIS PORTRAYAL UNTIL IM DEAD AND IN THE GROUND.
Which brings me to the make up scene everyone laughed and I almost could not stop laughing at the scene change.
Emma Thompson’s version of Beauty and the Beast is so wonderful. I love it.
THE FIRST TIME I HEARD EVERMORE IN THE MOVIE I WAS STUNNED INTO SILENCE AND JUST DAN STEVENS AGAIN GRACING ME WITH SUCH RAW EMOTION AND TALENT. SIGH I JUST LOVE THAT WHOLE SEQUENCE, I WOULD HAVE LOVED IT EVEN MORE HAD I BEEN REALLY INTO THE SECOND TIME SEEING IT BUT ALAS THE PERSON BESIDE ME WAS LAUGHING AND I WAS JUST LIKE… RUDE. HONESTLY THOUGH THE PAIR OF PIPES DAN STEVENS HAS HE HAS SUCH A BEAUTFUL RANGE AND WHEN HE SINGS ANGELS DESCEND FROM HEAVEN, AND JUST THIS WHOLE FUCKING SONG GAVE ME THE LAARGEST EARGASM THE FIRST TIME I HEARD IT. LIKE HONESTLY GOD BLESS ALAN MUSICAL GENIEUS KING MENKEN
Honestly everyone is at war against whether Josh or Dan’s version is better and I just prefer Dan’s version so much. I found Josh Groban’s version too slow even though he sings like an angel too.
tt.tt THE MOB SONG and the castle staff going up in arms was always my fave in the 90s version. And it did not disappoint.
Bullet points are done I am heading into paragraph summarizing my thoughts on the last 30-40 minutes. BECAUSE THIS SHIT WAS UNREAL, and HARROWINGLY DARK. AND I LOVED THESE CHANGES FROM THE ORIGINAL.
THE WHOLE CASTLE TURRET CHASE SCENE WAS SO FUCKING GOOD I HAD MULTIPLE HEAR TATTACKSTHE FACT THEY SWITCHED UP THE HUNTING KNIFE AND REPLACED IT WITH A PISTOL that moment when the Beast gets shot oh god.
Like when Belle comes back and sees the Beast and he literally SHOUTS OUT HER NAME I am crying?? and deceased?? and then he gets shot 2 more times honestly this was equally amazing and heartbreakingly brutal.
And let me tell the whole concept of the castle actually breaking apart as the petals fall, that is just such a neat spin and I love it.
So like I said I found the twist with the curse fascinating because in the original the only thing it focused largely on was the Beast, Mrs Potts, Plumette, Lumiere , Cogsworth and FruFru. I LOVE THAT THE MOVIE CEMENTED AND ROUNDED ALL OF THE CASTLE STAFF AND GAVE THEM A LARGER SPOLIGHT THAN IN THE ORIGINAL LIKE THE CASTLE STAFF MAKES UP HALF OF THE CAST/CHARACTERS FOR THIS MOVIE. For the past week and a half people have said why was the inanimate scene so long and drawn out? Because the castle staff are the greatest and the only family the Beast has besides Belle that’s why… the end. Also I ship the hell out of Cadenza & Garderobe, Plumette and Lumiere AND MR AND MRS POTTS OMG.
THE WHOLE INANIMATION SEQUENCE HAD MY ENTIRE SOUL IN SHREADS, IVE ??? NEVER?? CRIED??? SO MUCH IN MY LIFE??? LIKE LUMIERE HOLDING PLUMETTE IN HIS ARMS AND SETTING HER DOWN GENTLY AND MRS POTTS NOT BEING ABLE TO GET TO CHIP AND CHIP ALMOST FUCKING BREAKING BUT THE COATHANGER CATCHING HIM THE LAST SECOND AS HIS SAUCER BREAKS? CADENZA AND GADEROBE REUNITING AND HER TELLING HIM THAT HE IS BRAVE JUST BEFORE SHE FADES AWAY AND HIM BEGGING HER NOT TO LEAVE HIM?? I MEAN THAT IS THE TEXTBOOK DEFINIITION OF PURE AND UTTER DEVOTION RIGHT THERE FRIENDS.THE SADDEST THING ABOUT THEIR INANIMATION SCENE IS THE FACT THAT THEIR DOGGO FRU FRU BECOMES INANIMATE BETWEEN THEM. COGSWORTH AND LUMIERE SAYING GOODBYE. NEED I SAY MORE.
BUT THEN THE TRANSFORMATION SCENE HAPPENED AND I COULD NOT BREATHE I LOVEED HOW THEY FILMED THIS SCENE AND HOW EMMA AND DAN PLAYED THIS SCENE. NEVER IN MY LIFE WILL I LOVE ANYTHING AS MUCH AS I LOVE THIS SCENE.
Everyone is like “well why didn’t they say anything?”
I LOVED that HE DID NOT NEED TO SAY ‘BELLE, ITS ME?”
this iconic masterly filmed sequence only needed to be filmed with sheer BODY LANGUAGE, VISUAL EXPRESSIONS AND EMOTIONS COMING FROM BOTH DAN AND EMMA AND I JUST AM ASTOUNDED? EVERYTHING THEY FELT COULD BE SEEN BY THE AUDIENCE I FELT THAT SHIT DEEP IN MY SOUL AND IVE ANALYZED EVERYTHING LEADING UP TO THE KISS. FROM THEIR LOOKS OF DAZED WONDERMENT AFTER BEAST TURNS BACK INTO A HUMAN, AND HIS LITTLE HUFF OF RELIEF AFTER HE INTIALLY TURNS AROUND AND FACES EMMA, TO DAN’S HEAVY BREATHING, BELLE PLAYING WITH HIS HAIR AND HIM THREADING HIS FINGERS THROUGH HERS IN TURN? THE FACE TOUCH AS SHE IS LOOKING FOR ANY SIGN THAT THIS IS INFACT THAT GUY SHE LOVES?? (HONEST TO GOD THAT SHOT OF DAN HE IS ALREADY A BEAUTFUL GUY BUT HOLY HELL HE LOOKED SO GOOD IN THIS SCENE) THE CLOSE UP SHOT OF HIS EYES. HER RELIEVED LAUGH AND THE IMMENSE GENTLE CAUTION BETWEEN THEM JUST BEFORE THEY KISS AND THAT GIANT ASS INHALE DAN TAKES AS SOON AS THEY MAKE CONTACT ALSO MENTIONING THE FACT THAT ONCE THEY DO KISS HER HAND MOVES FROM HIS CHEST TO HIS WAIST.
THIS WHOLE SCENE IS LITERALLY THE LIVING EMBODIMENT OF THE PATRICK STEWART ACTING GIF
I LOVE THIS KISS SO MUCH HONESTLY ITS MY FAVOURITE DISNEY KISS.
The best was when they all became human again and reunited and were left with parting gifts from the curse. I laughed out loud when they showed Stanley Tucci with no teeth.
UGH AND THE LAST SCENE WITH CADENZA BEING SO FUCKING HAPPY AND SMILING AS THE WIFEY IS SINGING again.
EMMA AND AUDRA singing the final number omg the whole coronation dance scene was everything.
AND JUST THIS WHOLE MOVIE IS FABULOUS AND I NEEDED THE DVD TO BE RELEASED YESTERDAY.
“You weren’t joking!” You ask him, eyes wide and mouth slightly turned upwards.
He looks up from his bowl of cereal and narrows his eyes. His dark hair edging around his neck and his famous curls beginning to come back.
“Joking on what exactly?”
You show him your phone and the playlist for his album is displayed on the screen. “You named a song kiwi?!”
“Why would I joke about something like that?”
You shake your head and walk over to him. He wraps his arms around your waist as you it on his lap. Laughter fills the air and he looks slightly offended. He had told you a few months ago that there would be a song named kiwi but you laughed it off thinking he was only kidding, however, you’re realizing now that you should have known better. Of course he of all people would name a song after a fruit.
“Why are you laughing? I think it’s a great name!”
“You really love kiwi that much?”
He rolls his eyes, “You haven’t even it heard it yet, you know.”
“Well, that’s because someone won’t let me listen to all the songs.”
He rolls his eyes again, “I want it to be a surprise.”
You lean in and kiss him and when you pull back you give him a bright smile, “Can you please just sing a little of it? I want to know what it sounds like!”
He heaves a sigh before singing some random tune and starts belting out, “I LOVE KIWI, KIWI IS FOR ME! I LOVE KIWI AND NOTHING ELSE MATTERS TO ME!”
Your eyes narrow and you glare at him, “Really?”
“Just wait. Be patient for once, yeah?”
“You really won’t let me hear it?”
“Not until May twelfth at midnight.”
“No, I just like to build the suspense,” he says, a small smirk forming his face. He leans in for a kiss but you push him away and stand up.
“Kiwi’s are no longer allowed in this house until May twelfth,” you demand.
His mouth drops open, “That isn’t fair!”
“I’m just building suspense, Styles!”
He smiles, “That’s my girl.”
A/N: I haven’t written one in awhile and I saw that he named a song kiwi and I love it and this idea popped into my head oh well hope you enjoyed it :) xx
The new fans who just go "awww they're such good friends!!" Meanwhile they're making out in their tour bus
oh my god i am so here for this au okay lemme Expand on this
tristan is still famous but piper holds this as a closely guarded secret from literally everyone, including annabeth and reyna (i’m just rlly feelin this whole Angsty Teen Movie where she’s got Big Dreams that she wants to achieve without daddy’s help al;ksdjf)
she gets gigs on her own in bars and nightclubs or whatever. her voice is beautiful and her audience is always thrilled with her, but she doesn’t have enough of a unique kinda vibe that could make her famous.
reyna and hylla used to play on sidewalks for change, they were the Small Town Girls With Big Time Dreams hoping to get a record deal
hylla eventually becomes responsible and jaded and gets a job and is kind of annoyed when reyna still wants to pursue music.
they part ways kind of bitterly, but reyna really is serious about music. she’s absolutely lethal with a guitar, and anyone who’s heard her play is surprised she isn’t more successful (she has some kind of unique Sound like idk she’s like eddie van halen and built her own guitar or something)
piper and reyna book a gig at the same seedy bar one night, purely out of coincidence.
they will joke a lot later about how the first time reyna saw piper, she was literally standing in a spotlight and angels were singing (even if the angel was piper herself)
reyna’s like, TOTALLY smitten the instant she sees piper and knows immediately that she wants to break her out of this dingy bar and tour the country together making music forever.
so that’s what they do!!
reyna finds her after she gets off stage and gushes about how talented she is, and of course piper is hugely flattered. (can you honestly fucking imagine reyna saying to piper “what’s a girl like you doing in a place like this?” im gonna LOSE it l;kdjkl;fj. she doesn’t actually say that though but like. ima G IN E)
somehow they end up on stage together? the audience is probably cheering for an encore for piper and piper is sort of embarrassed because reyna is supposed to go but reyna’s like nah, stay up with me
ANYWAY reyna starts wailing out “i love rock ‘n’ roll” and they belt it out together like they’ve practiced it for years and they have this instant musical connection and like??? keep making dramatic eye contact at each other while they’re singing at their respective microphones….
they finish and the crowd is like going WILD for them (they hadn’t noticed while they were playing bc they were so wrapped up in each other honestly wtf)
they do the most badass cover of i kissed a girl ever and piper changes the lyrics????? to make it explicit that she kisses girls and doesn’t have a boyfriend?? and reyna KNOWS it’s intentional bc like she literally changed the lyrics and keeps making bedroom eyes at her like honestly…..damn piper y u so smooth
i was gonna make it a slow burn but honestly like they hook up that very night lmao
the video of i kissed a girl goes viral and that is how they get that Lesbian Attention bc like honestly it’s rlly cute and u can actually see the moment piper stops just singing the song and starts flirting, it’s like halfway through the second verse she’s like “no i don’t even know your name…” and then she kind’ve giggles into the microphone and says “but it really matters” and turns around to look back at reyna who is staring at her with REALLY HUGE EYES…omg
anyway that video rlly helps them bc after that they start a youtube channel and they do a bunch of badass covers and become pretty successful, and eventually they get a record deal
piper writes the lyrics to their songs and reyna writes the music. piper of course sings lead vocals but reyna can do backup, and they harmonize really nicely.
they’re successful in their like little Niche of fans, but they don’t Make It Big. they’re disappointed and frustrated that things seemed to have stalled….which brings us to annabeth
um honestly the only way i can see annabeth bein into music is if her parents were? so that’s how they met. her mom was some young starlet who wanted to be a singer, swept her dad off her feet, had a baby, and then fucked off to get a record deal with little heed for her kid. annabeth gets it in her head at a young age that she can get her mom’s attention if she becomes even better than her.
annabeth doesn’t do anything half way so she plays like 8 instruments and she’s fucking good at all of them. annabeth’s mom is a deadbeat though and once annabeth figures out she’ll never be good enough, she decides to get so much more famous than her mom’s failed pop star career out of pure spite.
n like, it works. she has a successful solo career. she’s a very talented musician and a good singer. she’s right on the edge of being an A-lister, but she’s not quite there yet.
only problem: she’s unhappy because fame can’t buy happiness (this is actually a study in how many cliches can i cram into this)
she’s also missing like, the soul of her music? her fans are starting to complain that she’s a sell out and the grit and rawness that used to make her music so great is now just commercialized and mainstream (it wouldn’t bother her except that they’re right; she barely writes her own stuff anymore)
she’s honestly like trying to work through her issues with her mom i bet and like it just makes her whole career feel jaded, and she’s miserable.
i do not know how she discovers piper and reyna’s music but when she does she instantly loses her mind because they are incredible
she’s stunned that she hasn’t heard of them before, and even more stunned that they aren’t more popular
she immediately demands that they be her opening act for her next tour
piper and reyna are OF COURSE like absolutely thrilled to get the news (imagine them hanging up the phone and then looking at each other all excited and then screaming and jumping up and down together ?????!)
the tour is, of course, filled with sexual tension and lesbian antics and progressively less annabeth playing alone and more piper and reyna and annabeth playing together
and at some point they decide all three of them to form a band ?
annabeth’s record label is like “um that’s like…the opposite of what you’re supposed to do…u ditch the band and go solo once you make it big not MAKE a band when you’re already famous??”
but reyna and piper make annabeth more excited about music than she’s been in a long, LONG time and also they’re REALLY good together so of course they go for it
and the three of them together are like, the final combo that they need to make them BIG. they become a sensation. they smash all kinds of records and become the most successful all girl band of all time aaay
they’re famous for writing such raw and honest songs about themselves and their life, piper is also like literally lyrical genius
also they do a collab at some point with lacy sadie and hazel’s band ;)
Request: Sebastian Smythe X reader where she’s a cheerio at her private school and part of glee club and when the new directions find out he has a gf (you) they take a disliking to u bc ur schools team is their main competition in cheer and glee club since Sebastian thought it’d b a good idea to unite ur schools team and his for glee
a/n: i can totally see seb with a cheerio idk guys IDK
“Girlfriend?” Santana quips, squinting her eyes at the Warbler captain. Just then you and a few other cheerios tumble from the door. You do a flip, high pony whipping back when you stand up, royal blue skirt fanning out across your upper thigh. Quinn glares, crossing her arms over her red McKinley High uniform.
Sighing, you strut over to Sebastian, tennis shoes squeaking on the polished floor. He grins at you, taking your hand. “Hey Bas. Didn’t know you guys had company over.” you pout, pecking his lips, ignoring the gags from the Glee club. “Oh, New Directions! Fancy meeting you here- actually, why are you here?” you quip, tilting your chin up.
It’s Quinn who speaks; the head cheerio that you know too well. “We can ask you the same thing.” she says softly, fluttering her eyelashes, looking innocent. “We had an issue to settle, what’s your excuse?” she questions, tilting her head; pale blond ponytail cascading down the back of her head.
Your boyfriend grabs your arm before you’re able to step forward; long fingers wrapping around your white long sleeve undershirt. “Now, now, babe, don’t make this about them.” Sebastian chuckles, fixing his striped tie. You bite your pink glossed lip, crossing your arms over your blue and gold uniform. “The Warblers and the Pitches are teaming up for Sectionals.” he explains, dress shoes tapping over to the piano. “Mine and Y/N’s voices sound absolutely phenomenal together, so I had to do a duet.” Sebastian rolls his lime green eyes.
“You guys know Alex & Sierra, right?” you ask, sitting on the edge of the piano stool, nodding teasingly at the New Directions. Most of them nod, making you grin wickedly. “Well, we’re-” you motion to the Warbler and yourself, “In the middle of practicing one of their covers.” you taunt, spinning on your ass so you’re facing the piano.
Sebastian smirks, rolling his navy blazer to his wrist before starting to play the slow melody of a Grease song. “I got chills, they’re multiplying, and I’m losing control…” he begins, perfect plump lips moving with each vowel. “'Cause the power you’re supplying….It’s electrifying!” he sings in a soft tone, smiling at you.
Crossing your legs and fixing your short skirt, you bat your eyelashes at him. “You better shape up, ‘cause I need a man.” you breathe in, chest rising, “And my heart is set on you… You better shape up; you better understand… To my heart I must be true…” you sing, waiting for him to join in. “Nothing left- Nothing left for me to do…”
“You’re the one that I want…. Oo-oo-oo, honey.” Together, the lyrics flow smoothly along to the piano. New Directions shift awkwardly as you stare into Sebastian’s eyes. “The one that I want… Oo-oo-oo, honey. The one that I want, oo-oo-oo, the one I need..” Sebastian’s voice raises as yours gets low at the last line.
Grinning, you stand up, hearing the rest of the Warblers and the Pitches do back up to the two of you. “If you’re filled with affection… You’re too shy to convey.” you purr, coming to Sebastian’s other side, “Meditate in my direction… Feel your way…” you lean your elbow on top of the table, ear touching your shoulder.
Sebastian taps the piano keys, gazing up at you; green eyes filled with love. “I better shape up, 'cause you need a man…” he belts out, straining his neck as he hunches forward. His blazer scrunches in the back slightly.
“I need a man.” you interrupt, making your voice louder than his. “Who can keep me satisfied.” you wink, tapping his chin with your index finger.
He smiles, peering down at his long fingers. “I better shape up, if I’m gonna prove-”
You lean forward, hair bouncing around, “You better prove….That my faith is justified…” you hold the note while he sings ‘are you sure?’, face inches from yours. “Yes I’m sure down deep inside!” you muse, mouth hanging open.
Slowly, Sebastian rises from the stool when the Warblers and the Pitches continue the pace. “Cause you’re the one that I want… Oo-oo-oo, I need the one that I want.” the two of you sing, smirking at Rachel’s (and others) shocked face. He takes your hand, pulling you into him, placing the other hand on your hip, over the short blue skirt. “Oo-oo-oo, I need the one that I want….Oo-oo-oo, the one I need… oh yes indeed…” you end it, eyes focused on his for a moment.
The Warbler licks his lips before turning to the McKinley Glee club. “That’s just a taste of what you’re up against.” he taunts, holding you firmly to his side.
Happy Friday, everyone! Today, I spoil you with a treat for the weekend. Two chapters in one day. Partly because I did something I swore I’d never do and even I am not mean enough to leave ya’ll hanging too long. Oops. Sorry not sorry, @peetabreadgirl!!! Keep an eye out for Chapter 17 posting this afternoon (erm, if you’re in the western hemisphere that is…)!
“There you are,” I whisper with glee as I eye my prey through the window of Effie Smith’s antiques and oddities shop.
I’m actually stunned that of all the businesses in Twelve Willows that failed after the mines were shut down, this one is still somehow going. Of course, that could be because she’s married to Ferdinand Smith the Third, the heir to a mysterious fortune that no one can quite place. Some say it came from bootlegging in the twenties and the Smith’s merely invested wisely enough to stay rich for the next century. Whatever the source, the Smith’s have been the local rich snobs for ages. The town even dubbed Effie “Duchess Trinket” in honor of her superior attitude and her profession. She’s not so bad, though, once you get to know her, and man can she haggle.
I school my expression into one of boredom and push open the door, listening to the deep chimes set off throughout the store by my entrance.
You can pick up to three for me to make a one shot out of. Message me the pairings and your choice(s).
1.) “I’m trying to forget you as best I can, but damn it you belong to me.”
2.) “I’m just a really fucked up, broken individual!” “Then let me fix you.”
3.) “I’ve completely fall in in love with you.”
4.) “Here, let me see.”
5.) “Will you just hold still?”
6.) “I think I hurt something.”
7.) “Can I just whoop your ass now?”
8.) “Just let me in, I promise I won’t hurt you.”
9.) “ I just need you to do one thing for me.”
10.) “ I’m not him/her!”
11.)“I see the way you look at me when you think I’m not lookin.”
12.) “ I do it all because I love you.”
13.) “ Don’t you trust me?”
14.) “ I can’t lose you.”
15.) “ You’re all I have.”
16.) “ Not again…”
17.) “ You dumb son of a bitch!”
18.) “ God I hate you…” “ No you don’t.”
19.) “ I trusted you!”
20.) “ I didn’t ask for any of this!”
21.) “ Then maybe you should leave.”
22.) “ I didn’t know I needed permission. ”
23.) “ That was um…interesting.”
24.) “ Since when are you such a bad ass?”
25.) “ I think we should have a sleepover.”
26.) “ How in the hell did you get in here?”
27.) “ Don’t you dare lie to me!”
28.) “ Could you pretend like you care?”
29.) “ I was bored.”
30.) “ I didn’t know you could do that.”
31.) “ Why are you so attractive.”
32.) “ I’m in love with her!” “ I’m in love with her too!”
33.) “ Truth be told, I never was yours…”
34.) “ Sorry, its girls night.”
35.) “ SHHH! they’ll hear us.”
36.) “This isn’t about you!”
37.) “ Of course you’d believe that. ”
38.) “ I can’t do this anymore.”
39.) “ Care to prove me wrong?”
40.) “ I love you, I know that now.” “ Now’s a little bit to late.”
41.) “ Like you could do better.”
42.) “ I need a really strong drink.”
43.) “ Baby…”
44.) “ Go fuck yourself.”
45.) “ FUCK!”
46.) “ I think I’m in love with you, and that scares me to death.”
47.) “ What ever it was, I didn’t do it!”
48.) “ Are you drunk.”
49.) “ I need you to forgive me.”
50.) “ I miss you so much!”
51.) “ You don’t have to go.”
52.) “ This is it, isn’t it?”
53.) “ I’m afraid so…”
54.) “ I swear…”
55.) “ You, me, bed now!”
56.) “ I want you.”
57.) “ Did that mean nothing to you?”
58.) “ Are you ever going to tell him/her?”
59.) “ I want to spend the rest of my life doing what I love, with who I love.”
60.) “ Your going to have to pry this belt out of my cold ,dead hands to take it from me.”
61.) “ I’m just really glad you’re here.”
62.) “ I made a promise…didn’t I?”
63.) “ You are so Fucked!”
64.) “ I need you to be okay, because I can’t do this without you.”
65.) “ I didn’t see anything.”
66.) “ I’m not the type of person people fall in love with.”
67.) “ Please don’t, don’t do this.”
68.) “ I don’t want to fall for him/her.”
69.) “ I’ve never had trouble getting what I want.”
70.) “ How long have you been standing there?” “ Longer than you’d like.”
71.) “ I’m way to sober for this shit…”
72.) “ You’re challenging the wrong person.”
73.) “ I own you… You belong to me.”
74.) “ What if your towel were to just magically disappear?”
75.) “ You wanna unwrap your present?”
76.) “ Get over here, now.”
77.) “ You need to see a doctor.”
78.) “ I’m over you, I’ve moved on.”
79.) “ It’s always been you.”
80.) “ Kiss me!”
81.) “ You’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen.”
82.) “ It isn’t over yet.”
83.) “ There was never an us!”
84.) “ Well…um this is awkward.”
85.) “ I want you to fight for me.”
86.) “ So are you guys a thing or…”
87.) “ Back the fuck up off me!”
88.) “ Teach me.”
89.) “ You never cease to amaze me.”
90.) “ Stop distracting me!”
91.) “ Damn, is it me or is is y/n hot as fuck?”
92.) “ Is there a reason your climbing threw my window?”
93.) “ Oh bite me!”
94.) “ I can fix that!”
95.) “ Damn look at that ass!” “ Really?” “ What, its not my fault you have a nice ass.”
96.) “ Its kinda hard to focus when your boobs are starring me in the face.”
97.) “ Love isn’t perfect and that’s okay.”
98.) “ Go on, I dare you.”
99.) “ Were going to be parents!”
100.) “ Will you marry me?”
101.) “ I honestly just don’t care.”
102.) “ Their my best friends…”
103.) “ What a perfect view.”
104.) “ How come I can’t let go of you?”
105.) “ Do you still think about me?“
106.) “ So what are we?”
107.) “ Just kiss each other already!”
108.) “ Just wait till I get you back to the hotel.”
109.) “ You wanna put some clothes on?” “ Nah.”
110.) “ Can you feel it kicking?”
111.) “ It’s a boy/girl!”
112.) “ Stop biting your lip, you know what that does to me.” “Then maybe you should bite it for me.”
113.) “Oh, my bad.”
114.) “ Look at what I’ve got…”
115.) “ Get off me!”
116.) “ We’ll finish this in the ring.”
117.) “ I’m simply the best, and definitely better than her.”
118.) “ And your new WWE Women’s Champion… Y/N!”
119.) “ There’s going to be a lingerie contest, you in?”
120.) “ And of course were tag partners.”
121.) “ I’ve got your back.”
122.) “ Help me practice my moves?”
123.) “It’s officially the World Heavyweight Champion and the Women’s champ are dating.”
124.) “ I’m done talking, bring your ass down here so I can beat the hell out a you!”
125.) “You can shove that title up your ass!”
126.) “ You took it to far!”
127.) “ You can’t beat me, never could.”
128.) “ I made a mistake.”
129.) “ Will you mange me tonight?”
130.) “ Y/N needs a real man, and I’m going to show her one tonight on Raw/Smack down, when I whoop your ass.”
“Daddy, can you tell me how you and mommy meet?” Mia asked.
Grant sat there, his smiling growing as he put his phone down. He looked at his daughter who flashed a cheeky grin at him, giggling to herself.
He couldn’t help but chuckle along with her. “Again?” He asked.
She nodded her head, slightly scrunching her nose. “Please daddy!”
He let out a sigh, and caved. Though he had told her this story hundreds of times, he didn’t tire from telling her.
“Alright.” He exhaled. “Daddy was working one day. He had to go to this really cool place called 'comic con.’ Daddy and auntie Danielle and the others daddy works with all had to sit at the very long table and talk about the show. Then during questions, mommy was next to ask a question, and the moment I saw her-”
“You thought she was beautiful!” She squealed.
Grant chuckled, and nodded. “Exactly! Mommy was the most beautiful girl I have ever seen.” He stated. “And I just had to know her name.”
Mia smiled, listening to the story like it was for the first time.
“So, daddy looked for her all over the big building and when he thought he’d never see her again-”
“You saw her with auntie Y/F/N!” She interrupted once again.
“Yep. And then the best thing happened, she agreed to go on a date with me.” He winked.
“And I grow in mommy’s tummy! And now I’m here!” She cackled.
Grant loved seeing her with such excitement. she had your smile and enthusiasm, he felt like the luckiest man in the world.
“I’m home!” You exclaimed, placing your keys in the little basket by the door.
You were exhausted from work but yet happy to be home with your little family.
“Mommy!” Mia cheered running over to you.
Grant propped up to his feet, walking behind her to meet you by the front door.
You knelt down to your knees and opened your arms wide. Without missing a beat, Mia ran straight into you. Her tiny arms wrapping around your neck.
“Hey baby!” You muttered, giving her quick little kisses all around her face. “Missed me?”
She was giggling and squirming in your embrace, her laughter filling the air.
Grant was leaning against door way by the living room, watching you and his daughter. His whole world was right before him, and for that, he felt whole.
You met his gaze, flashing a soft smile. “What?” You chuckled, wondering why he was staring at you for so long.
His lips curved a bit, “you’re beautiful.” He whispered.
You felt your stomach flutter.
“Daddy say we can bake cookies!” Mia squealed, catching your attention.
“Oh he did?” You asked. “That sounds yummy! Go get the cookie dough out, and I will help you and daddy, okay?”
Mia nodded and sprinted off toward the kitchen, leaving you alone with Grant. Slowly, he walked over to you, and clutched his hands against your waist.
“Have a good day at work?” He asked, pressing a quick kiss to your lips.
You shrugged, letting out a long sigh. “Eh, it was okay.” You muttered. “How was your day off with Mia?”
“It was great! We watched Disney movies, played with play dough and she made me tell her the story of how we met again.” He chuckled. “It was a pretty great day.”
“Ugh, no fair. I wish I could have hung out with your guys.” You huffed.
Grant gently pressed the back of his hands against your head, and gasped. “Oh no babe, you’re really hot. Looks like you can’t go to work tomorrow after all!” He exclaimed.
As much as you wanted to call in, you knew you couldn’t. You had used up all of your vacation days for Christmas.
“Yeah and then I’d get a call from my boss telling me I’m fired.” You groaned.
Grant nodded and noticed the way your lips fell. He didn’t want you to feel bad for not being able to hang out with him while he’s home for the week before leaving to shoot 'The Flash.’
“Hey.” He whispered. Gently pressing his lips against your neck. “I love you.”
Your lips curved, slightly. “I love you too.”
Grant began to tickle your sides, making you belt out into laughter. “Sorry what was that? I didn’t hear you.” He cackled.
“I love you too!”
Laughter filled the air as you both began to have a little tickle war. That was until Mia yelled. “Daddy! I can’t get cookies!”
Feeling you stomach loosen as you both stopped with the tickling, Grant let out a breath. “I’ll be right there.”
Turning his gaze back to you, he flashed a smile. “Alright, go change so we can hang out.”
“Okay.” You exhaled. “Are we watching that Pixar movie, Mia has been wanting to see?”
Grant nodded, “yup, I bought it today. Now hurry up, Mrs. Gustin! Mia and I have been waiting all day to watch it!”
“Okay okay!” You chuckled. You quickly pressed your lips to his and started up the stairs.
Before walking back to the kitchen, Grant playfully spanked your butt, a cheeky grin plastering his face, as you shot your gaze back at him. “Hey! Hands to yourself mister or I will smack Your butt!” You teased.
He took that as a challenged and swatted you once again. Before you had time to do anything, he turned on his heels and sprinted toward the kitchen. Laughter escaping him.
Even though you were so tired, these were the days you lived for.
- sirius belting out “i love rock'n'roll” without changing the pronouns
- james and sirius performing uptown funk complete with choreography
- peter and remus are forced to compete in singing “dancing queen” and it turns out peter knows all abba songs by heart
- james loves singing ok listen he l o v e s it (but he’s shit at it someone take the mike away from him)
- remus makes everyone cry when he sings ballads even if the lyrics aren’t sad
- sirius calls shotgun on every britney spears song
- peter has hands down the best voice of them but never volunteers for a song
- remus has to get tipsy before singing but if he gets too drunk it leads to him randomly shouting “DROP THE BASS” and flinging the microphone across the room
- sirius has to be physically restrained from stripping during “lady marmalade”
- there are only two possible ways the night can end
- the first is james and sirius out screaming each other in a rap battle
- the second is sirius and remus making out shamelessly while peter serenades them with a love song and james cries
- sometimes the two occur simultaneously
- it’s a glorious disaster
Why did the boomerang turn Rolf into an opera singer?
With every other kid in the cul-de-sac, the boomerang seems to take an aspect of their personality and flip it. Angry and violent Sarah becomes sweet and affectionate, self-absorbed and commandeering Eddy becomes motherly and caring, simple-minded Ed becomes a stiff intellectual, etc. Rolf’s case, though, is unique because he seems to be the only kid aware that the boomerang was affecting his behavior. I especially love the scene where he drops to his knees while belting out opera when the Eds answer his door, as though begging them to help him.
By contrast, everybody else goes into a kind of trance when under the boomerang’s effect. When they come to, they don’t realize where they are, what they’re doing, why they’re wearing a dress, etc. It’s almost as if their consciousness is sealed in some way and only resurfaces once the boomerang is removed. They black out, in other words.
Several episodes suggest that Rolf has an affinity for the supernatural. He could sense the presence of the cupids in “Hanky-Panky Hullabaloo” and knew how to both see and repel them. He was also the previous owner of the cursed phone but was able to seal the curse on that, too. I don’t know if this is the result of Rolf coming from a country where more people believe in these things (and thus can recognize them) or if Rolf himself has some kind of sixth sense.
This is a long, circuitous way of saying that I think Rolf’s sporadic singing is the result of the boomerang not being able to affect him fully. Presumably, if he’d been like any other kid, the boomerang would’ve taken his rustic, hardworking personality and turned him into some kind of white-collar snob, but because he had a bit of resistance, the most it could do was make him sing opera. Eddy’s comment about Rolf suddenly becoming “stuffed shirt” hints at what the boomerang was attempting but couldn’t fully accomplish.
Working on Supernatural was a dream
come true, I was hired to play a hunter with demon curing skills when Dean was
a demon. Now, they’re trying to start a love interest between my character and
Dean. I was a late bloomer so I didn’t hit my stride until my late twenties. On
our down time, Jensen, Jared, and Misha would come over to my apartment and
just hang out and listen to music. You were also good friends with Vicki and
Gen, Jensen though was a different story, he dated but never settled down.
I had fallen in love with him over
the years, but with a plus size girl like me, I really didn’t think I would be
on his list for dating. There was one thing no one knew about, your voice, I
took lessons for years but it never worked out. I had a good voice, but Jensen
had a better voice.
I decided to call Gen because I
needed some advice, it was so hard having feelings for someone who didn’t
really show you the same thing towards you. She confirmed what you really
wanted to know, he did have feelings for me as well. We decided that at the
next con I would sing and show him my feelings.
Friday was a busy day and we had a
con this weekend so this was my time to shine. I decided on ‘Higher Window’ by Josh
Groban. I always loved that song and always wanted to use that song for some
time now. I called Rob to set everything up, he was happy that I finally came
to my senses. I was in my room and waited for Rob to rehearse a little bit. I
heard a knock at the door, thinking it was Rob however it was Jared, he gave me
a hug and left again.
Rob showed up finally, and we got to
work. “I never thought that voice would ever come out of you! You’re amazing
y/n! Why didn’t you say anything before?” “You know me, I’m a very shy person,
I never thought he would return the feelings, then I talked to Gen” As we
finished I had another knock at the door, I gave Rob a hug and saw Jay at the
door. “Hey! What’s up?” “We’re going to dinner in an hour, thought you could
join us” “I would love to, if you want to come in and sit, it won’t take me
long” He nodded and winked, of course I blushed.
I got a shower and got into my
outfit for the night, I walked out just having to put my shoes on. I sat on the
end of the bed and slipped on my heels before going out for the night. “Ready?”
“Uh oh yeah let’s go” He opened the door for me and closed it tightly behind
him. We made small talk all the way down to the restaurant which of course was
a steakhouse before Saturday Night Special. I stopped a couple times for
selfies and signatures, I loved meeting the fans the most.
All through dinner there was
laughter and funny stories told before you joined the cast, I was laughing so
hard at points my sides were hurting. I excused myself early saying I had to
make a phone call, and that I would see everyone later. However, Kim and
Brianna were not having it, they followed me to the green room where I wanted
to warm up. “Ok kiddo what’s up?” Kim said with a smirk on her face. “I’m
telling him tonight” They squealed in delight happy to know that you were
finally being honest.
The concert had started, I made sure
Jensen was going to be there, I told him I had a surprise for him. “I want you
to come out when I’m done ok?” He gave me a hug and let me go out for the
moment of the truth. The band started, as soon as I stepped out the crowd went
wild. I started belting out the song, putting my love and emotion into the
song. I walked over and grabbed Jay’s hand and pulled him out.
I always loved Josh Groban, and this
song sent the message loud and clear. He watched me sing with those damn green
eyes. I saw so much love and emotion in them, he eyes started going glassy. I
finished the song and he grabbed my face and kissed me with all the love and
emotion I saw his eyes. We heard the crowd going wild but were too busy feeling
whole and brand new. “Alright, alright, get off the stage you crazy kids” Both
of us started laughing and walked off stage with Richard shooing us off.
We walked back to the green room to see all our friends
clapping at us for finally being open to each other. He pulled me to his side
and kissed the side of my head.
We decided to go back to his room,
first I grabbed my stuff and checked out. I got into his room and saw him on
the bed in a pair of sleep pants and no shirt. ‘Damn this man was going to kill
me’ I thought to myself as my face went red. “You’re so cute when you blush”
“Jay” I whined making me feel more like an idiot, I tried hiding my face while
looking for my pajama’s.
He wrapped his arms around me and
pulled my back to his front. “You know we could always do the no clothes thing”
My head went to his shoulder as I moaned thinking of the same thoughts he was.
I turned around wrapping my arms around his neck, kissing him passionately. The
whole night was spent exploring each other and learning the good spots to make
each other weak.
We finally fell asleep, we didn’t
get much sleep, we kept waking each other for more physical temptation. I woke
up hearing the shower being turned on, why not join him right? I walked in and
noticed he hadn’t stepped in yet. “Hey baby, wanna join me?” “Of course, my
love” We got clean and dressed for the Sunday panel. I wore my usual band
shirt, Jeans, and Chucks, while he had a black Henley, navy jeans and boots. He
promised me coffee if I left early and that will always get me out of bed
Jared, Jensen, and I did our panels
with a lot of congratulations and love from the fans, which made me giddier
that they accepted us together.
We were back for the Con again,
giving me great memories of how Jay and I got together. We were good for each
other, he helped me through the bad days with my anxiety and depression and I
kept him grounded. It was Saturday Night Special and I knew something was up.
Jensen was called out and grabbed his guitar to perform for the fans.
He played one of my favorite songs he always sang to me in
private. It was Michael Buble ‘Crazy Love’. He finished the song and brought me
out where there was a stool waiting for you. “All of you know that on this
night a year ago, this beautiful amazing woman shared how much she loves me,
and I in return told her how much I love her. That was the best night of my
life. So, now in front of you all as I get down on one knee and look at her
beautiful y/e/c eyes if you will make me the happiest man on earth and marry
“YES!YES!YES!” He put the ring on my finger and hugged me
tightly, I too had something to share. “Jay I’m Pregnant” He pulled away to
make sure he heard the right, I just nodded. He squeezed me tight and looked
out to the crowd. “She’s Pregnant!!!!” The whole crowd went wild beyond
thrilled. We walked back to stage to have all our friends clapping again for
two amazing things happening. We were so happy, and nothing could take that
I tied my hair into a messy
ponytail, before pulling my red Lycra t-shirt and black shorts out of my
locker. It’s been few weeks now, the whole Knima facility was behind – yeah I
was a part of the pack officially. And it has been rough especially for
“hey” Allison greeted not as
happy as usual.
I smiled weakly at her, “how
are you?” I asked.
She looked at me before shaking
her head, “I broke up with Scott last night”.
I turned my head, my eyes
staring at the side of her face, “how did he take it?” I asked.
She shrugged in return, “he’s
sure we will be together again” she said stopping everything she was doing
before turning to face me with confused look on her face, “and I actually
believe him Y/N”.