i lose the fight

just once i want someone to fight for me, to think “oh shit i could really lose her” but it seems like i’m always doing the fighting. i guess that’s my problem, people think i’m always gonna be there because when they leave i don’t shut the door on their way out. i feel myself being pushed to the point of just not giving a shit and that says a lot because even though i’m fucked up, my heart’s big

do u even realize how petty Nathaniel, Mr Student Body President, is like :

  • “how about u make peace with Castiel now that the whole Deborah thing is cleared up” asks Candy. “lol nope” answers Nathaniel.
  • “it’s nice to have someone to hate ! it helps you appreciate everyone else more !”
  • Armin makes an ~innocent~ comment about Candy’s chest. Nathaniel proceeds to break his leg with a chair.
  • “sorry I didn’t do it on purpose !”
  • in the same vein : “one of my drumsticks just slipped out of my hand ! and I don’t know how, but it landed on Castiel !”
  • called Deborah a “garce” but I saw google translation translate the word to “bitch” and tbh same (official ts : “awful girl”)
  • jusrt ffuckinj slamed a door on his rival’s face. u talkin about my gf ? how about u say Hello to Mrs Locker Door right there here I’ll help u
For once, even just for once. I want to feel that there’s someone out there who’s afraid to lose me. I want to feel that someone wants me in their life that i don’t need to keep on insisting myself. I’m always the one who is so afraid to lose the important people in my life. I’m always the one who gives more, the one who always makes them feel that i don’t want to lose them. And i wonder if there will be someone who will fight to keep me in their life.
Reasons I am the Demogorgon

- No one likes me
- Ugly
- would let Steve Harrington hit me with a bat
- makes weird noises a lot

Quick Background: I’m a dwarf wizard who relies on his sack of 40 or so throwing hatchets more than his magic. My friend is the DM. We often lose count of how many hatchets I go through in one fight.

DM: Ok, so you hit twice…missed once…uh…

Me: I had like 32 when I started. Probably closer to 36.

DM: Shit, uh, ok…ah, fuck it. I hereby grant you a sack of infinite throwing hatchets. 

And that day, I had the most fun I’d ever had.  The only drawback was I had to give up Magic Missile for it…

People sometimes tend to pass Luffy off as a generic, predictable shonen protagonist. 

The guy has led the biggest jailbreak in history within the series’ most horrifying high security underwater prison filed with the most ruthless killers to save one person without a single shred of remorse and he doesn’t have much reservation in brutalizing Marines and soldiers who are genuinely doing their job e.g. protecting civilians from pirates / capturing them.

Also, during the fight against DoFlamingo, Luffy did nothing to stop Law from trying to outright kill the former altogether despite the fact he wanted to defeat him first. Luffy, who usually likes beating the hell out of the people who pisses him off personally, let somebody else attempt to carry their vengeance out even if it meant losing the chance to end the fight himself. I mean, Luffy intervened in the end right after but that’s because Doffy would have killed Law had he not in the last second.

Not to mention in the recent chapters he’s now formed an alliance with one of his rivals (Bege) and an ex-enemy (Caesar) to assassinate (keyword, assassinate, not beat up or defeat) Big Mom and Luffy’s just all like “Oh cool, we can finally take her down.”

I’m sure tons of other people have said this already in different terms but despite his shonen hero quirks and mannerisms e.g. goofball with a big hunger drive who loves his friends, people end up forgetting Luffy’s a criminal and he very well knows it in the manga.

Aries: take a breathe. Being head strong is never a trait you should say proudly. Learn to have some humility and listen to those around you.
Taurus: where’s your bite? Did you lose your fight already? There’s no casket prepared so learn to keep fighting. Because I won’t lose you too.
Gemini: addictions never look pretty on you. I swear your eyes shine when they smile. I miss that smile.
Cancer: Stop picking at scabs. Scars heal over for a reason. Going back never did anyone any good.
Leo: Why go back to a fire just to get burned? You’re better than that, we both know it.
Virgo: open your eyes. Just open the world around you and actually see what’s around you. You’d be amazed.
Libra: you’re stronger then this. And a change of scenery isn’t going to fix all the damage from it.
Scorpio: Are you really looking for a fight? Looking for chaos? Because all we’ve ever wanted is peace
Sagittarius: it’s okay to want love. It’s okay to need to have someone. It’s only natural.
Capricorn: sometimes you’ve got to deal with chaos to find order. This bullshit will end up changing you for the better, I swear.
Aquarius: get past the bloody knuckles and outrage. The holes in the wall will soon just be memories you’ll regret.
Pisces: I hope you’re happy, and I hope all your dreams come true. Let every bridge you burn light the way through this agony.
—  This weeks horoscope

Things that Grace and Frankie are afraid of losing:

Grace:
1) Waking up in the morning and finding Frankie’s hat’s in the dishwasher
2) Hearing Frankie singing in her studio (Kriss Kross will make you jump jump🎶)
3) Cringing at Frankie’s borderline-offensive Jamaican accent
4) A bunch of other things she can’t find the words to say

Frankie:
1) Grace’s love of colour-coding the spices
2) Grace trying so hard to be funny
3) Grace’s peculiar ability to always find Frankie’s purse
4) A bunch of other things she can’t find the words to say

2

“What draws me to a character is always something I find quite impossible to communicate, the character has to do something to you, impose some form of transformation on you that you must adhere to and honour and feeling a duty to that character to tell their story. When I feel that “need” to play a character then I fight for it, sometimes I lose that fight but I’ll always fight for what I believe in, it has to feel vital and I’ve been so fortunate so far to have been given the opportunities I’ve been given.”

Changkyun’s iconic lines throughout the eras

“So tell me now who’s hot and who’s not”- Trespass

“I got a phone call”- Rush

“Bow-wow wow”- Hero

“Sir yes sir”- All In

“I’m losing my mind but you’re still bright”- Stuck

“I’m gonna fight for love”- Fighter

“Two fingers thumbs up”- Beautiful

I know we don’t normally get involved in fandom drama. 
But as a lesbian woman, out and proud, with several of years of experience behind me. After teaching about sexuality and being confronted with the treatment we get in society, I cannot stay quiet and watch us take the blame for being vocal on a very important issue. 
We live in a world we’re rights aren’t a given if you aren’t a white, heterosexual, cisgendered male. Which means people have died for you to be where you are today, people have fought so hard for me to be able to get married in my country to the woman of my dreams. But this fight isn’t over. 
When you have a president like Trump threating to turn back the rights that people fought for, you cannot let the media be silent. 
The fight didn’t end when the battle for marriage equality was won, it still on going. It is all around you, maybe you can;t see it, but it is there. Every day the fight for equality amongst all human beings is being fought. 
And I will fight for my rights, my rights in this world to be seen as equal, treated as equal and acknowledged as equal. I am not a breadcrumb, I am not a second hand civilian, I am not a pawn in a game to gain more viewers. I am real, I am valid. I am a human being and I want to be treated as such. 
So this upset, this uproar, this matters. If it can make a change for more equality, humanity won. Love won. And in the end isn’t that what every single person should want. I know I do. I want everybody in this world to feel safe, to be loved and able to be themselves and not afraid or ashamed.

You’re kissing me gently
The way I like it
And all I can think is,
“You’re so lovely,
And you’re so mine.”

I know a lot of things are just meant to be temporary.
Distance sometimes kills a long-time love
No matter how hard you fight it
And “I miss you” sometimes loses its meaning
No matter how much you try to mean it
But why should it matter, how long our love lasts?
With you, I always get lost in time.
We could be together for an eternity
And I still wouldn’t have enough.

You look at me inquisitively and smile.
I can’t help but smile back
Because my heart feels warm whenever you’re around
Like it’s a fountain of sunlight that’s spilling over the edges,
Drowning everyone in proximity with a loving light.

You smile
And I melt into sunlight.
Oh god, you’re lovely
And oh god, you’re mine.

—  A dedication to the light of my life