i like when you do things

Nothing scares Tony more than the fact that when he looks at Peter, he sees a little too much of himself. 

Reckless. Eager to please. Willing to put himself on the line. All things that Tony is more than familiar with. Every time he puts on the suit, he’s reminded of this, of why he puts on the suit in the first place–to keep people safe, to try to make up for the people that he couldn’t keep safe. The headcount is far too high, too many people lost, too many he couldn’t save, too many lives that were ruined because he wasn’t stronger or didn’t get there fast enough. 

Peter is a kid. He doesn’t have this hanging over his head like Tony does, and Tony doesn’t want him to. 

“I was trying to be like you,” Peter says, in that desperate way people say things when they are just trying so, so hard to do the right thing. Tony’s heart clenches in his chest. 

“I wanted you to be better,” he says, and the words choke him. Be better than me, he thinks. You don’t want lead-heavy baggage dragging along behind you with every step. 

Peter is young, he wants to make something of himself. He wants to help. Tony is inordinately proud of him–more proud than is probably normal, why does he care so much about this kid?–but more than that, he’s scared for him. 

At the end of the day, Tony knows better than anyone that he can’t protect Peter from himself. 

anonymous asked:

You know how when you're about to get on a rollercoaster and you're all exited and you're like "I'm so ready for this omg" but as you get closer and closer you start to doubt yourself but you're still like "it's gonna be fun it's gonna be great and I can do this" but once you get on the ride and they buckle you in you're like "JESUS I CANT DO THIS SOMEONE GET ME OFF THIS THING OMG IM GONNA DIE" and the ride starts and you regret everthing. That's how I feel right now


C: One of my biggest pet peeves is when people from other races act like they know more about being black than I do. Let’s say there’s a new Drake song out and I don’t know it. My POC/White friends will be like “How do YOU not know this song?” I guess most black people listen to him but personally I don’t like his music. They already know I don’t listen to Drake. So there’s always this "I’m blacker than you” thing that just goes unspoken. They do this in other ways too 😒.

anonymous asked:

ok, but like, you guys are not just conspiracists with no input in the community other than "Johnlock was and will be canon". You guys, TJLC, you EDUCATE. Do you understand that? Do you know how much I have learned about literature devices, the victorian era, Oscar Wilde and literature in general, psychology, marketing, for fuck's sake, even music, since I joined the fandom? I have been in other fandoms over the years, but you take the price when it comes to actual education. Thank you so much!

(referencing this post)

Aw, Nonny! This is a very kind thing for you to say! On behalf of the community, you’re welcome! <3

italyvalenzo  asked:

Wut kind of things made you feel happy in the way that you actually get exited ( i need this in case of depression  :) ?

  • When people are nice to each other and compliment each other!
  • When I see people outside and they’re cute or do something cute (Like today I saw a group of guys and one was playing with the other’s ponytail absentmindedly and that was the cutest thing ever!) 
  • When I get compliments (I ain’t gonna lie about that)
  • Drawing a picture I like
  • Finding something I really really wanna eat that moment
  • Finishing an assignment on time
  • Creating something
  • Hearing about people’s day
  • Being asked about my opinion, because then I feel important
  • Seeing a cute animal outside
  • Wearing something I haven’t worn in a long time because the weather wasn’t fitting
  • Finding a real good song and realizing it fits my OTP or OC
  • Finishing a good video game
  • Online shopping lol
  • Cleaning my flat thoroughly and reorganizing my stuff again
  • Learning something new
  • Helping others

You know what kills me here? That David doesn’t even wince when Gillian touches him, like he is USED TO it. Because if a stranger/platonic co-star touches your back, you turn to them, because you assume they want to say something. But he didn’t do any of it, and for me this is the most coupley and intimate and the sweetest thing I’ve ever seen from them.

anonymous asked:

I gave my players an liquid called Etheral Elixir that they harvested from a phase spider. I told them that it's a commonly used crafting item. They keep wanting to either drink it or force feed it to someone. I have some ideas of what will happen but do you have any suggestions? There's been a bit of build up now so it should be something pretty cool.

Drinking it can send you to another plane?

You’re paralyzed for a short period of time, but you see wondrous things. Drinking all together puts you in the same hallucination, you’re connected, its like a whole other world. When you come to you’re holding all the items you loot in the hallucinations. 

You gain six more eyes. Only opening one pair shows you impossible things. Doorways you hadn’t seen before, small little creatures, etc.

Spiders are now your friends. They bring you food, make you web based items, etc.

If you have any ideas please help anon out!

So, since @queergirlwriting doesn’t currently have asks open(which obviously is more than fine) I’ll just leave this here so you can still see it.
I was really anxious and being pulled into my depression last night, and aside from the few minutes of Sanvers that we got, the episode kind of made it worse? But then, I stayed up later than usual and read your fix it fics, and I actually felt a little bit better. So, I want to say thank you, J. Your fics help in so many ways, and I feel like saying thank you isn’t nearly enough. Especially when you’re always so busy and doing so many things, and even staying up until 3am just to write fics for us. I really appreciate that I came across your blog, because nights like last night (and even days like today) I don’t know what I’d do without that little bit of happiness to make me feel a little better, and I’m thankful that I know you. I hope you’re taking it as easy as possible today, and taking care of yourself.


“It’s such a cliche thing to say: ‘Once we’re not having fun anymore we’re just going to quit.’ Everyone says that. It happens when you reach a certain age. But there’s still people like Neil Young. There’s still a handful of people like that who’ve never lost their sights. To mature, to me, to use examples of other bands, is to wimp out. To put up an image that isn’t sincere anymore. That’s why I hope to destroy my career before it’s too late. Before I look ridiculous. There are plenty of things I would like to do when I’m older.” - Kurt Cobain

anonymous asked:

I'm so happy for H bc I love him with all my heart but I'm so sad bc of Louis' situation,honestly I feel like crying. It's not fair that he's still has a fake kid and fake gf + weird girlband stuff and syco connection. will he even have a good things?

I’m not trying to be mean, because I know you don’t have bad intentions, but I really really don’t want to get any more messages like this. I understand wanting stunts to end and wanting to hear more official team stuff for Louis–I do we all do. But to act like things will never change for Louis or he will never have good things (when he just performed a successful EDM single at a major festival I should add) is over dramatic and unrealistic. Things change behind the scenes before we see them. 

Yugyeom Imagine - Video (Smut)

A/N - A nice little anon requested Yugyeom smut! This was so fun to write omg I hope all you Yugyeom stans like this one~

Oooooppppp I heard requests are open,, ok so can I request a heavy smut w yugyeom when you send him a video where you played w your breasts and he goes crazy??

Yugyeom let out a few deep breaths. He was at the dance studio rehearsing some new routines he had choreographed. The whole thing left him feeling hot and sweaty. All he wanted to do was collapse on a bed and sleep, preferably with his girlfriend right beside him. He missed you a lot. Because of his hectic schedule, he didn’t get to see you half as much as he wanted to. If it were up to Yugyeom, he’d spend every waking hour with you. Actually just every hour possible. He was so deeply in love with you it almost hurt how much he cared about you. You were his first true love and that made it all ever the more potent. Sitting down on the bench, he took a large drink of water and picked up his phone to see what messages awaited him. 

There were a handful of texts from the members asking how practice was going and when he’d get home but Yugyeom was more focused on the snapchats from you. He opened up the app and clicked on your name, causing the first image to pop up on his screen. It was an innocent enough photo of you with a cute filter over your face. Yugyeom noticed you were wearing a little silk robe but tried to ignore the response it ignited in him. The next picture came up on screen and this time the silk robe was balanced ever so carefully on your shoulders, showing Yugyeom the lack of clothes beneath it. It was positioned so he could see a hint of black lace beneath the red silk but not too much so that you could still tease him a little. Yugyeom bit his lip as he waited for the next image to appear but this time and video played on his screen. You had now completely abandoned the silk robe leaving the black laced underwear on full display for him. You ran your hands over your chest, making sure Yugyeom wasn’t missing anything. He watched the short video and as soon as it had ended, he grabbed his things and bolted out of the practice room. Dancing could wait. For now he had a little problem that only you could fix. 

Meanwhile you were waiting at home for Yugyeom to open the messages. When you saw he had seen them, you waited eagerly for a reply. As you sat on the bed, your phone buzzed signalling a message.
‘You’re getting it when I get back home.’ The message read. Your heart pounded in your chest at the thought of what Yugyeom had planned for you tonight. He would probably arrive home rather worked up and needy for someone to release that energy into. It excited you thinking about it. Teasing Yugyeom always led to fun evenings and it was especially nice for you since Yugyeom wasn’t usually a very dominant person. But once you got him worked up, there was no way he was letting you have control. Preparing for him to get home, you walked through the apartment, ready to surprise him the moment he stepped inside the door. 

Soon enough, Yugyeom arrived home and he was happy with what he saw.
“Good to see you didn’t start without me,” he said as he slipped his jacket off, his eyes fixated on your body.
“I didn’t want you to miss out on any of the fun.”
“Good. Because you’re mine. And I’m going to have to punish you for teasing me while I was at practice. Lucky for you the boys weren’t there else it could have been worse.”
“Well I can’t have any of them seeing that fucking beautiful body of yours. That’s for my eyes only.”
“Are you actually going to do something with this body or just stand there and talk about it all night?”
“Someone’s feeling feisty tonight.”
“Not feisty, just impatient and desperate for you to touch me.”
“Consider your wish granted,” he whispered as he took a few steps closer to you, his hands on your waist, pulling you in. Yugyeom’s lips touched yours in a hot kiss. You could feel his need for your body just in that one kiss.

Yugyeom’s hands lowered to your hips and he mumbled against your lips for you to jump. Holding you up, Yugyeom stumbled towards the bedroom. The two of you fell to the bed, lips leaving lazy but passionate kisses on the other. Your hands were tangled in Yugyeom’s hair and you wrapped your bare legs around his waist, letting your hips graze against the hardness that had begun to grow. Yugyeom groaned at the contact and moved his lips to your neck. He began to nip at the skin, determined to leave some kind of mark on you. As you lay beneath him, you let your hands wander over his body, tugging at the clothes constricting the porcelain skin. Yugyeom smirked into the kiss, loving how impatient you were. Minutes later the two of you were skin on skin, passionately making out in the dimly lit room. Yugyeom’s hands caressed your skin softly, sending shivers down your spine. He left no part of your skin untouched besides the one place you needed his fingers most. His mouth had slowly made its way down your neck and onto your chest. He swirled his tongue over your soft skin and sucked and nipped in all the right places. His mouth was pure magic. But it wasn’t enough. You needed more and you needed him. But there was no chance you’d be able to control him; Yugyeom was the one setting the pace and he’d be the one to decide when you get to experience your agonising release.

His kisses began to trail down your stomach, making you arch your hips as he reached closer and closer to your dripping core. His tongue playfully played on your sensitive skin and it drove you crazy. The lack of sensation had now been replaced with overwhelming pleasure. The usually slow and passionate pace was long gone and now was rough and needy. A spark had flashed inside of Yugyeom all because of that teasing video you had sent him. You lost yourself in the sensations Yugyeom’s tongue was delivering you. Before you could fully lose yourself in your climax, he pulled away from his spot between your legs and crawled back up to kiss your neck again. He teasingly positioned himself at your entrance, waiting for you to beg for him to give you what you needed. 
“Please, Yugyeom. Stop teasing, please.”
“Hm, I don’t know if you deserve it yet,” he said cheekily, biting his lip as he looked down at your helpless face. You pouted as you tangled your fingers in his hair, hoping he’d be nice and give in to you. Thankfully, you still had him wrapped around your finger so he couldn’t resist you. Yugyeom rolled his hips, pushing his length into you. He let out a soft moan and buried his face in your neck as he increased the pace of his hips.

Moans filled the room as you both fell completely to the pleasure of the moment. Yugyeom was merciless with his thrusts, unable to hold himself back. You could barely hold in your release from how amazing he felt inside you. As he felt you begin to tighten around him, Yugyeom slowed his pace to adjust your leg, holding it up closer to your head so he could pound into you from a new angle. Your moans were higher in pitch and you were almost whining. The sounds you made drove Yugyeom into a frenzy and he could feel his own release quickly building up. Soon, Yugyeom’s thrusts were too much for you and you felt the all too familiar euphoric feeling hit you. Yugyeom was still rolling his hips chasing his own release, leading to you feeling near exhausted from overstimulation. Your breaths very heavy but full of pleasure as you came down from your high. Yugyeom soon reached his own climax and pulled out of you, breathing just as heavy as yours. He collapsed beside you, still reeling from how amazing it felt to be inside you like that. Yugyeom turned his face to look at you, admiring how beautiful you looked with your hair a mess and sweat glistening on your forehead. All he could think about was how much he loved you.

anonymous asked:

Do you think it's important to master realism before finding your own style? I've been tying so hard lately to get more realistic but it's so frustrating because I never get there, but I'm so much happier when I draw in a more relaxed style. I want to improve myself though, so still I'm really torn!!!

I think drawing from life and trying to draw realistically is vital to improving your work

but I dunno about “mastering” it… coming back to it maybe and doing some studies when you feel like X/Y/Z is lacking in your art, yes, I think so

but if your end-goal isn’t to draw super realistic stuff then I wouldn’t majorly focus on it

better to have fun and focus on the kind of art you want to draw with a side-dish of life-drawing, anatomy, perspective, etc

I believe having an understanding of those things will greatly improve your work regardless of what kind of style you’re going for

Thank you for trying...

Someone sent me this drawing that David did in 2011 for Doodle for NF and asked me to transcribe it. As I went about doing so, I realized how meaningful it is, especially given that four years later he was performing and about to release his first album.

Here is what I got:. The (?) are missing words.

Drawing for me is like playing left handed or with both hands tied behind my back. Much like a singing voice, or in my case, a lack of one, can tend to make one (you, me) self-conscious when opening up to sing in public so I refrain as often as I can from singing or drawing in front of others. But wouldn’t it be an ok state of affairs if we were encouraged to do the things we were not so good good at? Might counteract or turn out more (?) and less self-conscious (?)(?) of turning it? on your (??) self.

I know I speak for his fans when I say that I’m glad that he tried (and succeeded) in doing something that he thought he wasn’t good at because if he had not, we would be missing out on THIS!!!!

LOOK AT HOW HAPPY HE IS! It makes my heart happy… and so does he. <3  Taken at Gramercy Theatre in NYC - March 1st. :)

Picture credit: cicero_17


kc mates · maybe I came on too strong, maybe I waited too long, maybe I played my cards wrong

Dear Caroline
From a young age I always hear my mother talk about love and mates, what a great thing is the day you find your mate, just like the kids when they first falling in love, sweet and pure.
She also talk about the respect you have to give your mate, she or he would be your equal, not someone under you; someone that will share your life to years to come, who will children with you, share problems and secrets, keep you in your toes. Your everything.
I lost the faith in find my mate so long ago; but then, there you were, by fate or chance, you look at me and I didn’t want to look at anyone that weren’t you. You were stronger than anyone I know, beautiful, full of life, so perfect. 
I never knew you were the someone waiting for me. I felt in love with you the moment you crashed the bottle in my head, I never told you because I didn’t want to scared you. I know I was a dick, but I didn’t know who made you see me, more than the alpha mate, more than your mate, I only wanted you see as Nik.
I tried made you see that I could make you happy, not because we were mates, because I wanted to share my life with you, make you laugh, dance with you barefoot at 3 in the morning. It was my only wish. But I failed, like I did so many times in my life.
By the time you read this, I’ll be in my way to New Orleans, you never hear about me again, I’ll respect your wishes. But know that I’ll always be for you, I’ll try to protect you the best way I can. 
If you find someone who love you, who you want to be, do not heists, you deserve than a more. But if you find in you that I deserve a chance, I’ll make my propose in life make you the most happy person ever. I’ll wait for you however long it takes.
I will always love you, Nik.

supcrsanvers  asked:

SO i just saw the gif set where kara's like "i'm supergirl, i don't run from anything" and abusive hell goes like "yeah it's ONE of the more annoying things about you" LIKE??? i'm so mad bc when kara's talking you can like see a little smile?? like she's proud of herself and mon who just keeps shooting her down?? HOW DO PEOPLE SUPPORT HIM like how fucking dare you i hope he dies a painful death

if they weren’t so homo/transphobic i’d actually feel sorry for karahell shippers. if they really think a boyfriend who constantly puts you down and tells you how “annoying” and “selfish” you are is goals then that’s really sad.

anonymous asked:

how long did it take to find your sim style, and do you have some tips on how to??? i feel like i'm never satisfied with my style

forever… i played sims for a good few months with just sims i downloaded off the gallery (shoutout to @wondercarlotta) and i didn’t use cc at all LOL i didn’t even care how sims look i just wanted to play!! practice by using your favourite sim as a base, and then makeover townies, makeover randomised sims in cas and over time they end up looking similar (not always a good thing anons always tell me) and that’s when you kinda know!! don’t force yourself to make a sim in someone else’s style because it’ll be hard :-) let your own aesthetic guide you!!

anonymous asked:

Is it an ace thing or something totally different to be completely okay with and usually enjoy physical affection when it's initiated by me, but to be made really uncomfortable when someone else initiates (eg. Me hugging someone vs. Them hugging me)? I'm a sex repulsed ace but i do like cuddling etc but only 100% on my terms?

I wouldn’t say it’s just an ace thing, but it could be for you. Either way, it’s a totally relatable feeling and I’m sure widely shared.

Remember when Sandy went to see Ashley, and he didn’t realise just how bad he was? He came home to Laurel and said “I can understand him forgetting me; but not you.” Yesterday, that look in Ashley’s eyes when he and Laurel danced, I like to believe - along with her - that for one brief moment between the lyrics and bars of that song that he remembered who she was, and that she was the love of his life.

joxbluefox  asked:

Where and when is the next daveed's concert

Why, I’m so glad you asked! 

If you go to the homepage of this Tumblr at any time, you’ll see this:

If you click on the pull-through menu, you’ll find a bunch of options: easy access to a few commonly-tagged Daveed-related things, as well pertinent posts, like the running list of any upcoming live shows.

That immediately sends you straight to the 2017 Master Post of upcoming live shows. I update it every time something new is announced, so you can always keep track with what he’s doing next!