i like this one better

OC Redesign Speedpaint

Process Speedpaint for the “CORE” redraw from the other day!

Since the drawing itself took a fair while to get done, there was a lot of raw footage to compress, so it took aaaaages. Not that I’m complaining though, these videos are always so satisfying to make :D

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paul coming back would literally ruin this season so it better not be true

92 Truths

I was tagged by @zlpayne (thank you!!)

Rules: Once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag!

1. Drink: peach mango iced tea (well not really, it was one of those flavored powder packets that you add to water, I’m addicted this kind that also has caffeine, the ones I get are Walmart brand and there’s all different flavors but I think there’s a Crystal Light version too, 10/10 would recommend)
2. Phone call: I don’t remember… I haven’t had minutes on my phone in months. I text people using iMessage when I have wifi, otherwise my phone is useless bc I don’t have minutes or data
3. Text message: to my mom 
4. Song you listened to: Still Got Time - Zayn ft. PARTYNEXTDOOR (I’m listening to a solo ot5 playlist on Spotify on shuffle since I can’t afford premium anymore
5. Time you cried: I was having a really bad day (depression-wise) last week so probably then


6. Dated someone twice: no
7. Been cheated on: not that I know of
8. Kissed someone and regretted it: no
9. Lost someone special: no
10. Been depressed: I’ve struggled with clinical depression since I was about 12
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: yeah many times unfortunately

- bright aqua
- blue/purple… like a bright indigo
- cobalt blue (these are all just shades of blue…)

15. Made new friends: yes 
16. Fallen out of love: no
17. Laughed until you cried: of course
18. Found out someone was talking about you: no
19. Met someone who changed you: yes
20. Found out who your true friends are: yes
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: no

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I deleted my facebook
23. Do you have any pets: I have a cat named Rogue 
24. Do you want to change your name: no I love my name

25. What did you do for your last birthday: I didn’t really do anything, I just hung out at my mom’s house, it was sooo hot, like it suddenly got up into the 90′s (it was last month) for a couple days and ofc one of those days was my birthday and I HATE hot weather, it makes me nauseous so I didn’t feel like doing anything
26. What time did you wake up: around 2:30 pm is when I actually got out of bed but I got woken up earlier (idk what time) by my stupid neighbor’s fucking motorcycle (and I hope he gets hit by a car, I really do)
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching Liam on Jimmy Fallon and I was on tumblr at the same time
28. Name something you cannot wait for: idk… there’s not much to look forward to in my life rn honestly
29. When was the last time you saw your mother: last night around 9 pm 
30. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: one thing? ugh there’s so many (basically everything, I’m at a really really shitty point in my life tbh) I wish I could live with my mom and my sister and not my dad, I wish I had some money, I wish I didn’t have to worry about being able to buy food
31. What are you listening to right now: nothing just the fan, I turned off Spotify because it was playing shitty music and I ran out of skips
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: My grandfather’s name is Tom and I had a friend named Tom in middle school

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: The formatting of these questions! I HATE the way tumblr text posts automatically skip a line in between when you hit enter and I hate the way these questions were formatted, its driving my OCD crazy
34. Most visited website: youtube and tumblr
35. Elementary: yeah what about it? I went to elementary school
36. High School: ? I graduated in 2010
37. College/university: I went to a state university right out of high school and was studying Biology. I was only able to go for 2 years before I was forced to drop out bc I didn’t have the money and only got half of my degree. Now 5 years later, I’m taking a few online classes to get a certificate in medical coding and an Associate’s degree in Health Science from a community college
38. Hair color: medium/light brown with a reddish tinge from years of dying it red
39. Long or short hair: medium… its a little above my shoulders
40. Do you have a crush on someone: no
41. What do you like about yourself: I have a really good memory and I’m creative
42. Piercings: I have 4 lobe piercings on each ear, a helix (cartilage) and a rook piercing
43. Blood type: Idk but I’m pretty sure my mom told me her and my dad both have A, one of them is A negative and one is A positive so I’m probably A something
44. Nickname: Fe (pronounced like Fee)
45. Relationship status: single and lonely
46. Zodiac sign: taurus
47. Pronouns: she/her
48. Favorite tv show: Currently, Charmed. But also Orange is the New Black, Game of Thrones and Shameless
49. Tattoos: none… someday *looks wistfully into the distance*
50. Right or left hand: right handed but there’s a lot I can do with my left so I’m almost ambidextrous


51. Surgery: I had my tonsils and adenoids taken out when I was 6
52. Piercing: my ears when I was 9
54. Sport: I did gymnastics when I was like 3 and then soccer when I was a bit older
55. Vacation: My family used to stay in a beach house in Maine almost every summer when I was kid but my first real vacation was to Mexico when I was 16
56. Pair of trainers: I hate this question, who has any memory of their first pair of sneakers?? is this like a thing in other countries lol

57. Eating: nothing right now but today I’ve had a bowl of cinnamon toast crunch, a thing of peanut butter crackers and a bag of cheetos
58. Drinking: nothing currently but today I’ve had a peach tea Monster and a lot of the flavored water I mentioned
59. I’m about to: ?? finish answering these questions, tag people and post this… then probably finish watching my subscriptions on youtube
60. Listening to: NOTHING!
61. Waiting for: nothing!
62. Want: $$$$
63. Get married: i have no idea… if I ever meet the right person and they want to then yeah probably
64. Career: Not a clue… I don’t want one tbh


65. Hugs or kisses: both
66. Lips or eyes: eyes
67. Shorter or taller: same height as me or taller
68. Older or younger: a year or 2 younger and up to maybe like 5 years older than me??? 
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: both… either?
71. Sensitive or loud: both? idk
72. Hook up or relationship: definitely a relationship
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: idk this question is stupid

74. Kissed a stranger?: nope
75. Drank hard liquor?: yes
76. Lost glasses contact/lenses: no
77. Turned someone down: this really creepy kid asked me out freshmen year of high school and I said no
78. Sex on first date: lol no
79. Broken someone’s heart: I hope not
80. Had your heart broken: at the time I thought so but looking back… not really
81. Been arrested: no
82. Cried when someone died: well… my grandmother died last year and I hadn’t been close with her since I was a kid because her mental health deteriorated very rapidly and she became very senile and kind of mean when I was a teenager so I cried when i found out she had died, only because I realized how many memories I had of her when I was a kid… if that makes any sense. I think I was more just grieving for my childhood.
83. Fallen for a friend: yes

84. Yourself: sometimes
85. Miracles: no
86. Love at first sight: lust, not love, love is blind
87. Santa Claus: no
88. Kiss on the first date: depends… I’m not opposed to it
89. Angels: no but I do believe in spirits that watch over people, like guardian angels sort of but not in the religious sense

90. Current best friend’s name: I guess my sister is pretty much my best friend and her name is Rowenna
91. Eye color: brown but… (typical white girl answer) I have a ring of green in my iris that only seems to be getting more and more noticeable as i get older to the point where my eyes look green in bright light
92. Favorite movie: Titanic… obviously!

I’m going to do my usual and tag the last 25 (that seems like too many!! …oh well) mutuals in my activity, only if you want to of course: @bisexvalziam @oh-no-its-elle @liam-heaux @greatbigstorm @liamjamess @thottieleems @ohmyziam @power-bottom-malik @malikzapper @vashappeningbabe @iusedtobeabaker @liamszdaytweet @dimpledgucci @zquadislaw @coeuralacreme @warzoneziam @queerlylibra @ilovepayno @sololiamstan @standtallanddefensive @zeauty @domesticharry @latinxstan @cactus-in-the-snow @wolfiezen 

And also anyone else that wants to do this, you can say I tagged you!

:Dddd well i got a C, an I, and an X this term! im esp happy about the X bc i really didn’t want to make up all those writing assignments lol (or tbh more likely, be under a lot of stress about them, not finish them, and end up with an F)

“X grades carry no credit and are not included when calculating G.P.A. … The X grade is used when there is little or no attendance and no work/performance upon which to base an academic evaluation.”

im SO glad i just gave up on that class when i did lol !! i love it !!!!!

not so happy about the C but you know, it’s a passing grade. And I got 0% on the final lmao soo idk, not bad!


You have to be honest about how bad it feels so you can move on


“What say you?”

For @hysterekial, who asked me to post this separately, but I wasn’t really happy with that one, so I made a new set, including one with the same crop.