i like it deep

hello it is i, here to yell again

remember how ryuji barely knew us, didn’t have a persona, and no fighting ability but still told us to run

then still came BACK to the metaverse bringing a toy gun not having any idea it’d be useful, just brought it because he wanted to do SOMEthing to help? 

REMEMBER HOW HE STOOD BY US WITH ZERO REASON TO BESIDES HE’S GOT A BIG HEART THAT LOVES AND PROTECTS EVERYONE AND WOULD HAVE SACRIFICED HIMSELF FOR US WITH ZERO REASON TO BESIDES HE’S GOT A DAMAGED HEART THAT THINKS HE’S NOT WORTH SAVING HIMSELF?

ok i am done now, stay tuned for more yelling that i’m sure will come

Here’s a lil’ story from last night
I saw a weird dream, and it felt so real which was scary because I never ever have mistaken dream being real. But that’s not the only thing here.

First I need to tell u guys that I’m scared of the dark, or I guess more like unknown evil, I always say dark, because it only happens in dark places.
I can’t go to forest at dark times, or when I’m going to sleep and have to shut the lights I need to hurry to bed, and when I’m walking up stairs what have holes between the steps and it’s dark downstairs, I have to run them up.
Mostly it feels like someone or something is watching and/or chasing me with evil ulterior motives, but sometimes my imagination have made it to higher level and I’ve really felt somethings/someones hand on my skin. But it’s not so bad that I could call it phobia or anything.

So I can get to that dream.
Actually the place where I was, was my childhood homes upper floor.
on the front of me, there was a big living room, on the right side there was spiral staircase and on the left there was dressing room what leads to shower and sauna.
on the side of my back was 3 stair steps and a hallway what leads to bedrooms and upper floors outside door. In front of me was a gate, what actually was supposed to be in front of the spiral staircase, but now it wasn’t.
on the living room there was a intimate person for me.
They said something to me, but I didn’t hear what. I saw that the person was going to shut the lights, but I was only able to say “Don’t” before it was all dark.
I started to panic and tried to go to the other side of the living room, because there was small light, but I couldn’t move at all. My arms was on top of the gate, but it felt like I was tied to that gate. I tried to raise my hands, but they just shaked in the place they was. I raised my head and tried to look around me. The stairs I saw started to change shape and get longer and darker. Same happened to the dressing room on my left side. I didn’t even see the person anymore and I thought that I was alone. I tried to shake my body to get rid of from that gate, but it just made me more panicked. My hands was sweating really bad and I didn’t feel my legs at all. I felt pressure on my chest, really hard pressure. And I couldn’t breath well. I had to gasp hard to get even a little air. My breath started to sound a bit like high-pitched screaming.  While my hard breathing and failed escape, I felt something to touch really hard on my back. And then I woke up.

Okay so the weirdest part of this is that, the reason why it was a nightmare wasn’t because there was dark and I’m scared of the dark. The reason was the panic attack I had in that dream.
I sadly didn’t get the whole feeling to that text, you should read it with creepy music or something to make it more like it felt.  Or I should’ve drawn this or make a video with sounds but…
The thing is that, I have had panic like attack only once in my life and when I got that I started to scare more myself, than worry about the things why I got that attack. There’s probably people who thinks that this was just lame and there’s plenty of people who have experienced twice worse, and yea there is I know, but this was my second even though not real panic attack in my life and seriously for them who haven’t ever got one, it is scary. The feeling when nothing’s feeling right and the pressure on your chest and for me especially that feeling when you can’t breath even when your not underwater or anything.

I guess I don’t have anything else to say about this, just don’t underestimate  panic attacks. And sorry for bad english?

Raise your hand if you got all these cool goals and ideas you wanna do that keep winding up on the back burner because the daily grind of Life in General™ exhausts you, making it near impossible not to give in to simple, cozy pleasures instead

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all of my mysme single character artworks
I just wanted to see them all in the same post lol

I love deep talks. Like, hell yeah, tell me about why you’d prefer to talk to your mom rather than your dad. Tell me about your favourite lyrics in the songs you listen to everyday and why they’re your favourite. Tell me about the dog you had when you were growing up and how he was your best friend. Tell me about what kind of books you like to read when you’re alone in your room. Tell me about the things you think about right before you fall asleep. Tell me anything and everything.
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Here’s my @iwaoiexchange gift for @monichi0!! I’m so sorry I’m so incredibly late!! !!

I really like the prompts you gave!! The ones that stuck with me was the friends to lovers prompt and office men au, so I decided to combine the two! I hope you like it, I’m sorry again for posting so late (´•ω•̥`)

(Also short disclaimer: this isn’t supposed to be iwaoi bonding over ~hating~ Ushijima more like bonding over how they’re competitive?? I rly hope it comes across alright..! )

I love how the fandom complains about Percy being in every new book Rick writes but we still read the book to find out how Percy is doing. our hearts melt when we see his name in a sentence or when someone mentions him. Percy is just an amazing character that we all love and never want to stop reading about. We all complain but deep down we’re glad Rick hasn’t ended Percy’s story

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a blessed fancam.

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The snow was pretty heavy last weekend (New York) *o*
Here is a quick sketchy comic ♥

Taemin Han AU (JuminxMC After End)

Also – Jumin with his hair slicked back mmMMMmMM
Don’t ignore your child you lovebirds HAHAHA

  • People: But why does Superman bother saving people? What's his motivation? It doesn't make sense if you don't give him a clear motive to help people! It's unrealistic!
  • Me: You know when you see someone trip and drop their shit? And you just immediately start trying to help them pick it all up? Just, you know, because you're a human being and you're decent? Like. It's probably just that instinct but like up to 11 and with super hearing and world ending scenarios. I dunno.