Over the last two years, I spent most of my days getting drunk and high. I was living like a lost soul. So out of character. This year I'm detoxing, eating clean, exercising, meditating and focusing more on my spirituality. Time flies so quickly when you're living like a zombie. I almost lost it all. Never again.
i try not to get drunk around you. it feels like a good way to end up kissing you. it feels like a good way to tell you that i’m drowning without you. it feels like a bad idea, is what i’m saying. so sorry that i can’t come tonight. i just want to keep things okay. i want to keep things right.
“Some of the things I write about on a song like Blank Space are satire. You take your creative license and create things that are larger than life. You can write things like I get drunk on jealousy but you’ll come back each time you leave, ’cause darling I’m a nightmare dressed like a daydream. That is not my approach to relationships. But is it cool to write the narrative of a girl who’s crazy but seductive but glamorous but nuts but manipulative? That was the character I felt the media had written for me, and for a long time I felt hurt by it. I took it personally. But as time went by, I realized it was kind of hilarious.”
the first thing jean ever sends to the trojans group chat is a ten-second video of a drunk jeremy dancing around the dorm as he lip-synchs to kylie’s your disco needs you, which then cuts to jean, wordlessly holding up an alarm clock that reads 03:23 am