i left so many out :o

anonymous asked:

Dee I loved the dog collar!!!!! Hope it inspired you to make more dog stuff 👀 I've never seen dog collars for download!!! hahahah thank you its perfect

Hi! Thank you so much! :3 Actually, there wasn’t any custom dog collars out there - Crispsandkerosene once made a cat collar, but then got stuck making more custom collars. I took up the project she left, and with a lot of fiddling I figured out how to make them in the end (well, I’m not entirely sure what I did to make it work, but still xD - I really hope the next ones will be fine!). I’m actually really inspired to make more pet accessories, and I’m just kinda waiting for cats&dogs to come out, because so. many. pet. accessories. to convert! \o^o/


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Fire (Bucky Barnes x Reader) Request! 🙌🏽

A/N: Hey y'all! This was sent in by the lovely anon who requested some hardcore angry sex. I kinda changed it up a lil bit because the original one i wrote I lost cuz I didn’t save it and I couldn’t get on tumblr to re look at the request! 😭 but I hope you like it! ENJOY! - Delilah ❤ 

Request: “I’m begging you, full out on my knees, to make a smutty bucky one-shot that is just total hate sex. Like him and the reader just dont get along, she thinks hes too brooding and a total try hard, and he thinks shes a pampered bitch. and then one night when theyre fighting just BAM! hate sex but then they realize they actually like each other but none of them will admit it ;)) (there can be a part two, if you want, maybe,) I love your writing.”

Warnings: Extremely NSFW. Rough sex. Choking. Swearing. Angst. Hate sex. M/F.

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anonymous asked:

Bakugou finding out that hus gf has been taking his sweatpants. She borrows them when she sleeps over but she doesn't return them.

I didn’t know if you wanted Headcanons or a Fic so I’m answering with Headcanons! I hope that’s fine with you!

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Bakugou Katsuki + S/O who steals his Sweatpants:

  • At first, he doesn’t really notice since he has sO MANY OF THEM.
  • Bakugou likes activities that make him sweat and they enhance his quirk so sweatpants are a big deal for him.
  • The first time this happens, he’s taking a shower and you’ve been left alone in his room to probe to your heart’s content.
  • His stack of sweatpants just look so comfy so you pull one out and hold it in front of you to see if it would look alright on you maybe you’ll buy a pair for yourself-
  • Except, Bakugou is pretty much finished with his shower and he comes out of the bathroom in just a towel completely shocking you.
  • Your automatic reaction is to shove the sweatpants into your bag and act like nothing happened.
  • Afterwards, you’re waaaay too distracted by Bakugou putting on clothes without flashing you and then hanging out with him.
  • You don’t notice until you get home and pull out the sweatpants.
  • Who needs to buy sweatpants tbh? That’s what hot boyfriends are for. ;)
  • So how does Bakugou find out? Welllll…
  • It’s one of those lazy days at home when you’re absolutely not about to get up. You’re lying down in the bed when the doorbell rings.
  • You sO do not want to get the door but your parents are out on a weekend trip you couldn’t join them on because of school so you grumpily pull yourself out of bed and fling the door open-
  • “Hey.”
  • “K-Katsuki???”
  • “About time you opened the door. Have you even eaten breakfast, idio-”
  • “Uh, what is it?”
  • “Are those my sweats?”
  • “… yes?”
  • Hahahaha, in your mind you’re just like I am sO FUCKED.
  • Bakugou’s mind is doing terrible things lbh.
  • He honestly thinks you look much better wearing his sweats than he ever did.
  • “I can- I can wash them and give them back-”
  • “No. It’s fine. Keep them.”
  • “Really???”
  • Oh you think he’s doing you a favour? You’re doing him a favour by wearing them. *hums knowingly*
  • He loves when you wear his clothes, it shows that you’re his.
  • He will start volunteering more of his clothes for you to wear but stealthily.
  • “Are you cold?”
  • “I… Katsuki, I still have two of your jackets-”
  • “I’m not going to let my girlfriend get cold just because she hasn’t returned my jackets.”
  • His favourite loaned clothing is a jacket with his name right across the back in big letters like you can’t spell “TAKEN” any better than that.
  • When you ask him why he keeps loaning you his clothes now he’ll just say that you started it. 
  • He will never admit that he just loves you wearing his clothes. Ever.

anonymous asked:

what happened in 2014? what was that post about?? (Btw I only now just noticed ur url is "goth"chanbaek not "got"chanbaek...)

L O L don’t worry about the url… I haven’t changed it since summer 2016 (when Monster came out and my mutuals made “goth” urls falsdk;jfaldsf)

So 2014 basically got hit by a huge shitstorm. The Sewol Ferry sinking of course was a national tragedy and left many idols devastated; some kids on the ship were very much fans of different idol groups and relatives / friends reached out to the idols to tell them so. I cried during the whole fiasco and I wasn’t even in the country …. the debacle just made my heart ache.

Related to the actual kpop industry itself, Kris did leave EXO in May of 2014 and opened the flood gates for the biggest SM scandal since the breakup of DB5K into 2VXQ and JYJ. (DBSK had the largest fandom to date, called Cassiopeia, and it had fans in China, Korea, Japan…. they were especially known for how big they were in Japan. Breakout and steady success in what was considered Asia’s largest music market, by foreign and non-American artists was absolutely amazing. For the record, it has names specific to each language: Tong Vfan Xien Qi = TVXQ, the Mandarin name; DBSK = Dong Bang Shing Ki, Korean name; and Tohoshinki is the Japanese name. They technically debuted as a Japanese act and not a Korean act releasing things in Japanese which adds some nuance important for considering record breaking and setting, money, etc which are not important for our purposes here.) Kris’s sudden departure opened wounds older kpop fans had considered closed since the breakup of Kpop’s largest act (BigBang wasn’t shit in comparison for quite some time and even LeeSooMan apparently considered SJ throwaways from DBSK) and cast yet another huge, negative, ugly spotlight on the abuses of SM Entertainment in the past. The sticky part is how people started to analyze why this departure was not so sudden, and I will return to that in a bit.

This departure itself was ugly because Kris left in the middle of Overdose promotions and a few weeks before EXO’s first tour would commence. For context, Overdose came as a follow up to EXO’s smashing 2013 success with Growl Repackage and Miracles in December. They became the first artists to become million-album sellers in years with Growl and they won Album of the Year at the Mnet Asian Music Awards, when G Dragon had won pretty much every thing else that night (lmao) and SHINee was also up for the award. So they, a rookie group less than 2 years old, managed to win that award despite the STIFF sunbae competition on top of becoming million sellers… All eyes were on them no doubt and the public and fans were looking forward to their next promotions and their first concert tour… … SO you can imagine the laser focus this drew to the group and to the company. I will tell you right now: Not. A. Pleasant. Experience. The fandom was l i t e r a l l y imploding and people were taking pro-Kris and anti-Kris stances everywhere and calling him a traitor and calling fans fake and — and there was the part where only Suho was on stage to receive EXO’s award right after the news came out and my soul broke in half and the days you could tell EXO had been crying before coming onstage and and and – THERE WAS JUST SO MUCH SAD AND ANGRY IN THE FANDOM I hated it.

There are many bloggers who were around, who I followed during that time who aren’t around anymore. T_T

If I tell and explain everything wrong that happened in 2014 I could be here quite a while, so I’ll keep it short and jump to Baek’s instagram post. He made that post (xx) and one or two others I think, in response to the vicious and heinous reactions he and Taeyeon received after Dispatch revealed they were dating. Yes, this happened even in the aftermath of Kris’ departure. Yes, this only made things worse. Why? Well to add fuel to the fire, Baek had made a sort of cheeky promise that he wouldn’t date until EXO had made it, weren’t rookies anymore… basically he “promised” not to date until around 5 years after EXO debuted. That would be this year… so you know …. those deluded fans who took him seriously flipped out. Add on to that the fact that Taeyeon is many years his sunbae in terms of activity in the industry and the leader of the Nation’s Girl Group ™ and both jealousy of her and resentment of the fact he was in a relationship caused fans to make vicious posts and comments on Instagram–BOTH of their Instagrams, though his was far worse–and many other social media sites and forums. (Twitter comes to mind too.) THEN to top it all off, Baek was an MC on a music show (Inkigayo maybe?) and YOU COULD SEE HE HAD BEEN STRESSED, SLEEP DEPRIVED AND CRYING on many days and so-called “””fans””” had the nerve to shout and call him a traitor–among other things–ON LIVE BROADCAST like h o l y  s h i t this was bad. Baek should not have had to ~apologize~ for dating Taeyeon, as he did in the post.

Okay now winding back to what I mentioned earlier: rumor theories. Theories about every damn thing started floating around. There was a big theory about how Kris had wanted out of EXO since before Wolf (Wolf preceded Growl, but both were in 2013) and that Kris fabricated his visa issue. I have that on my blog and can hunt it down for you if you want to read the full body of “Evidence ™” but it’s actually plausible. Another theory was that Taeyeon and Baek were not actually dating–and this has many strains. One strain indicates that the entire relationship was fabricated as a distraction from the Kris departure and lawsuit , while the other states that they did date at one time but broke up way before any of the drama started–SM just used them since they had been together before as an easy cover up. These kinds of theories did not help a damn thing and just seeded further distrust and resentment within fandoms. Like seriously you had SONEs and EXOL screeching at other over this relationship, and even though they were not majority or mainstream fandom members / opinions, they still became pretty vocal. Many bad egg EXOL attacked both Baek and Taeyeon, and fewer SONEs attacked one or both. The theories that surrounded their relationship, including that they gave “hints” with couple items and that Taeyeon gave Baek a fan gift just . It was so ugly. Kpop fans showed their ugliest side. There were venomous comments for weeks. Baek and Tae even left Instagram for a while and Baek stopped being energetic and talkative when with EXO. I hated it so. fucking . much.

Let me tell you. Within SM? It only gets worse. Outside of SM? It gets much worse.

Within SM… Luhan also leaves EXO in October of that year. That’s TWO members, both Chinese, leaving the SAME up-and-coming and ~spectacular~ group, in the SAME year. Boy did that get media attention. Oh, and SM’s stocks took a much bigger dip after Luhan left than when Kris left. Oh, and Luhan’s deteriorating condition was much more visible than Kris’s and just stoked the flames of hatred against SM all over again.  Oh, and Luhan was EXO’s biggest China connection and most popular member in China … hence the stock drop. A few months later, Luhan was making literally millions on his own, which reinforced the premise that the dude was worth wayyyy too valuable for SM to give up willingly. Which of course they didn’t , which is why the main lawsuit lasted for about 2 years. But yeah now the forever-12 group with 4 Chinese members was down to 10 and only 2 Chinese members (bad for connecting to the Chinese music market which is full of $$$$) and media was losing its mind ! So was the fandom! Now the definition of traitor had shifted and you were a traitor and YOU were a traitor and we’re all traitors !!!! 

And JESSICA LEFT SNSD TOO !!! The only way I can characterize everyone’s emotions at the time is: WHAT  T HE F UC K ??? Luhan and Jessica’s respective departures literally happened within two weeks of each other !!! What were we supposed to d o ??? Between all three departures, you felt like you were getting punched in the gut, then the face, then the genitalia, then kicked on the ground. SNSD was forever nine man, nation’s girl group, biggest Kpop girl group ever and suddenly a main vocalist is gone ??? B O Y !

Oh, I forgot to mention how Tao posted on his Instagram very …. resentful things when Kris left . Mmmmm yeah it was bad, not gonna elaborate too hard but … he took it back later in 2015. You probably know that he, too, is now a former EXO member by now.

2014 was good in that you had groups GOT7, Mamamoo, RedVelvet, WINNER, Akdong Musician, Lovelyz, JJCC, etc debut that year. But it was bad due to circumstances surrounding some of  those debuts. 

Notably, Red Velvet was accused of having their debut rushed because SM wanted to cover up the ongoing lawsuit news. Now I know this sounds ridiculous: a dating scandal AND debuting an entire group early just to cover up some bad publicity about an idol leaving your company? Well given how persistent the press was and how bad the lawsuit and allegations made SM look … it’s not that difficult to believe and it most definitely was not hard to gobble up as reliable gossip at the time. At the time, it was considered the norm that SM covers up bad news by Any Means Necessary, and to generate positive publicity. The BaekYeon thing backfired tremendously in that it gave hatred to artists instead of positivity but it sure as hell kept folks’ minds off the lawsuit for a bit. (Also there’s the whole strain of thinking corporations and business control and influence the media, which is something many of us can relate to and why this can appeal so strongly.)

I believe the fact that Yeri joined RV later and was going to be a permanent addition, and the only addition, only helped this theory. After all, apparently she was intended to be with the group from the start, but she was too young when RV debuted. This seems to imply that RV debuted sooner than they were supposed to. ~X files music plays in the background~

WINNER also got shafted pretty hard. They won the big reality idol-elimination show WIN: Who’s Next? hence the title WINNER (formerly Team A) and then YG highkey neglected them because  …well honestly YG wanted the Next Big Bang ™ and WINNER’s ballad style wasn’t going to do that–no matter how much Mino you throw in the song. Plus he demonstrated obvious favoritism to Mino, Bobby and B.I. in general and once WINNER highkey disappeared after they dropped their release (as rookies you are supposed to do follow up promotions the same year and within a decent time frame – EXO did not do this like they were supposed to, again because of Kris visa issue [hey that theory’s looking mighty Fresh again]) it became clear that YG wanted the next group out of the WIN cycle to get the spotlight–that group became iKon (formerly known as Team B). 

Lovelyz had an issue with one of their to-be-debuted members name Jisoo. Jisoo was accused of … well have you heard of the things the boy trainees under Produce 101 are being accused of ? If so, think along those lines. If not: suffice to say it involved manipulation, lesbianism and abuse within the relationship…. bad stuff to be accused of in South Korea lmao so the group was involved in scandal before even debuting! In the end, Jisoo did not debut on account that the allegations were being investigated and taken seriously–in addition to claims that she was ill due to the drama on the internet and within her live as a result of the accusations, and that she needed to recover.

I will end with those three examples of debut issues. Let’s go back to a group that debuted the same year as EXO: B.A.P. 2014 was the year B.A.P sued over “slave contracts” with TS Entertainment.  According to the suit, since debuting in 2012, B.A.P had earned over 9 million dollars, yet the company had only given each member $16,000 on top of forcing members to perform to the point of hospitalization and fainting.

ZE:A, which debuted in 2010, also revealed issues with their company (shocking!!! at this point) and the group leader Junyoung (Lee Hoo) took to Twitter  to criticise his managing company’s, Star Empire’s CEO Shin Joo Hak for allegedly mistreating idol groups and their unfair contracts. He also alleged that CEO Shin Joo Hak both abused him and lost the company money. So there were accusations of financial and human capital abuses. He even posted income receipts on Twitter. You can read through (reliable!) translations of the events here: xx.

I want you to imagine hearing about all this shit throughout the year and thinking things are “over” and then just getting whacked whacked whacked whacked all about because you care about all these groups at the same time . J US T . :~)))))) I was fine : ^) everything : ^) was fine : ^) Nothing bad :~) was happening at all :~)

Oh and let’s add to this list, another thing that got negativity and didn’t deserve it: Super Junior’s Sungmin marrying Kim Sa-eun in 2014. ELF (SJ fandom name) were f u r i o u s at him for marrying so suddenly. ELF were trending #SungminOUT on Twitter because they wanted him kicked out of SJ for marrying. I was a pretty big SJ fan at the time so between everything !!! I WAS SCREAMING what the hell was wrong with people ???? Mad about a marriage ! They weren’t even mad at the lady (which doesn’t make it better), but purely the fact that he was getting married and didn’t give … idk some kind of prior notice? I knew he was enlisting soon after, but that wasn’t the source of the anger… anyway, other ELF counter-trended the #SungminOUT thing with a positive tag instead, and sent him lots of love, so it worked out…. but still many ELF were mad at him. If memory serves correctly, it was primarily K-ELF (korean SJ fans) who felt this sort of entitlement to him that led to the anger and it was …. yikes.

What else is there to say about that year? Of course people re-examined previous abuses by companies, including SM Entertainment’s maltreatment of DBSK, Hangeng of SJ (SJ’s former Chinese member who sued, won, and left the  group and the company due to mistreatment), disbandment of H.O.T., Shinhwa’s departure from SM, etc etc etc so you had layers of SM stan pain. SHINee and f(x) became known as SM’s only groups to not lose a member or disband … and then f(x) lost Sulli in 2015 … :| 

This is the most I remember or came to light when I looked up different issues I had thought of. If anyone wants to add to this list of catastrophe then please, go ahead. .-. I’m not even proofreading or else I’ll just get emotional for the umpteenth time. Hope this answers your (and 3 other folks’) question well! 

Dreaming of You (Peter Parker x plus size reader)

Part 1 : https://fandomimagines131.tumblr.com/post/162033798757/thinking-of-you-peter-parker-x-plus-size-reader

Part 3: https://fandomimagines131.tumblr.com/post/162343874582/missing-you-peter-parker-x-plus-size-reader

Part 4: https://fandomimagines131.tumblr.com/post/162449075617/loving-you-peter-parker-x-plus-size-reader

Warnings: Slight mentions of sex, asshole boyfriend, some cursing.

Notes: Peter and the reader are juniors and Brian is a senior. I also might make a part 3.

Hope you enjoy:)

(Gif credit to owner)

You and Peter had become pretty good friends after your encounter with him the other month, much to Brian’s dismay. Sure he knew you wouldn’t want to go off with some dorky nerdy boy, right? But still he knew that Peter liked you and Brian would go out of his way to make Peter jealous, whether it was just simply kissing you or going up to you, while being in a middle of a conversation with Peter, and smacking your ass telling you that he can’t wait for tonight since his parents weren’t home, leaving you a blushing mess.

And it was true what Brian thought Peter did like you a lot. In the matter of a week he completely forgotten about Liz and all he could think about was you. He would think about what it would like to be your boyfriend, what it would be like to hold you, and sometimes he let his mind wander into what it would feel like to pleasure you, worship your body. But then there was a big problem the fact that you had a boyfriend. Even if you did brake up with Brian, you wouldn’t go off and date a nerdy, no body like him, you probably would have a long line of popular guys wanting to date you. So Peter just kept his feelings to himself.

Then one day at gym class everyone was on the field, you were standing in a group with your friends, Brian standing a few feet away from you, and Peter and Ned standing a couple of feet away from Brian and his friends. Peter was just trying to mind his own business but he looked over at you in your short shorts. He heard a howl of laughter coming from Brian and his friends knowing they had caught him staring at you.

“Hey Parker how about you quit staring at my girlfriend.” Brian shouted over to Peter and then turned back to his group of friends. Lucky for Peter you didn’t hear what Brian had said. Peter couldn’t help but listen in on their conversation.

“So Brian how is y/n.” Some of Brian’s friends asked. Brian crossed his arms giving a cheeky smile.

“She’s great I don’t really know how to describe it. But let me say this I am never going to date another skinny girl ever again. I’m telling you man big girls are where it’s at.

“Have you two done it before?” Another one asked. Brian smirked and nodded "Yea how is she, in bed?“ Brian continued to smirk, Peter clenched his fists. They shouldn’t be talking about y/n like this. He began to step closer to the group to hear them clearer.

“Yea she gets a little freaky in bed.” He lifted his head and looked around to see if anyone else was listening, and then he whispered “She does this thing with her mouth…” Brian was cut off by Peter.

“Hey! Stop talking about y/n like that-t.” Peter tried to act tough but it didn’t work out well since his voice cracked. Brian and his group of friends laughed at Peter’s attempt.

“Listen nerd, you don’t need to worry about y/n. It’s non of your business what I say about her. She’s my girlfriend not yours.” He glared at Peter. Before their fight hot more heated you walked up to where Peter and Brian oblivious to what they were talking about.

“Hey guys.” You smiled sweetly at them “What are you two talking about?” You asked as Brian wrapped an arm around your shoulder.

“Oh nothing just talking about the homecoming dance, right Peter?” Brian glared at Peter.

“Yea-a totally-y.” You laughed at Peter’s nervous and shy answer.

“Well baby let me just say your ass looks great in those shorts.” He whispered to you but loud enough for Peter to hear. Then Brian grabbed your ass. But then you turned to him glaring at him whispering a not now to him. “Babe my parents aren’t going to be home tonight maybe we could……”

“Oh sorry babe but me and Peter were going to study for our history exam.”

“Oh yea that’s-s fine.” Brian tried to not act angry but inside he was livid.

“But you can still drive me home, I might have ten minutes to do something.” You winked at him, waving goodbye to him and Peter and then walking off to your group of friends.  

Brian picked Peter up by the collar of his shirt. “Listen dork stay away from my girlfriend. Don’t ever fucking think about going near her ever again.” He dropped Peter causing him to fall to his knees. He just quickly nodded and stuttered an okay to Brian before he walked off.

Peter’s Pov
Okay so y/n was coming over to my apartment today to study. God I’m so nervous. Luckily I convinced May to go shopping so y/n and I had the apartment to ourselves. I was still debating whether I should tell her about what Brian said about her. As much as I hated Brian, I didn’t want to see y/n’s heart break, so I decided not to tell her.

After ten minutes of waiting the doorbell rang. I quickly got off the couch and went to the front. I checked my hair once more before I opened the door. When I opened the door I was faced with a crying y/n. Without even a greeting she walked into the apartment, hugging me and crying into my shoulder. Oh my god. She’s hugging me. Okay Parker don’t screw this up.

“Hey are you okay.” She didn’t reply. It was kind of getting awkward just standing in my door way so I asked “Do you want to head back to my room.“ She nodded and I guided her to my bedroom. She sat on my bed, tears still falling from her face. I sat next to her and wrapped my arms around her again. After I tried my best to comfort her I asked “If you want, you can tell me what happened it might make you feel better.“ She nodded and I let go from her hug.

“Well me and Brian-s were driving back to my house-e” You continued to cry. “And-d he told-d me I wasn’t allowed to talk to many guys-s especially you-u….” she began to cry harder so I wrapped my arms around her again. “so-s I told him he wasn’t-t the boss of me-e, and then, then he-e….” She choked out another sob “He slapped-d me and called me an ungrateful bitch-h…” She then looked up to meet my eyes. Hers where puffy and red from her crying “So-o I told him-m to stop the car, then-e he did, so then I told him that-t we are over-r and he just left he didn’t-t even care.“ She sobbed again.

“Hey y/n come on. We all know he didn’t deserve you.” You both looked into each other’s eyes “You deserve someone that will take care of you, that will love being with you every moment they spend with you. Brian’s an ass anyway." She laughed "I know you could do so much better than him.”

Then she stopped crying for a second. And then looked around the room and back to me. “You know what you’re right." She then smashed her lips into mine. I was shocked at first not kissing back but then I started to kiss her back. Her lips were so soft and tasted like strawberries. Then she depended the kiss was wrapping her arms around my neck.

She then pulled back from the kiss and we pressed our foreheads together. "I-I didn’t know-w you felt that way about me-e.” You smiled at me.

“I always have.” I smiled back and leaned in for another kiss. I then pulled apart from the kiss after a couple seconds.

“I know this might be a bad time, but-t will you-u go to the homecoming dance with me-e?”

“Yes.” She nodded hastily “Yes I’d love to.” We both smiled at each other as she pulled me into another kiss.

I wish SM would just disband EXO already. So many members have left and now Lay is basically forced out of the group 2 comebacks in a row, it’s just ridiculous. Let the boys disband and do solo/small collab group stuff. CBX is doing well, D.O. can act, and the rest of them could easily carry themselves solo. I love the boys, but honestly at this point they just seem to be tied together with some very thin string.

demonbabs  asked:

how do you make sigils?

Here are some links to articles on sigil crafting, the last one being a full book: (x) (x) (x) (x) (x)

My method of sigil making is as follows:

I come up with a statement of intent - essentially what I want my sigil to do for me. For example I’ll use “The book in which this sigil is written cannot be lost or stolen.” You can use anything, like “I am passing my history final” or “I have an abundance of self esteem” or “I am confident and calm in social situations.” Basically whatever you need. (I try to use present tense phrases since it lets the sigil know it’s “happening” right now, so the sigil will work right now. Stuff like “I will” ends up being really vague; like, sure you will, but you never know when you will, right? The sigil could work, but not for like years down the road.)

I then take my statement and I cross out any duplicate letters; I’ve seen many sources say vowels too but I (personally) keep them. So, with the statement “The book in which this sigil is written cannot be lost or stolen,” you remove duplicate letters and are left with “THEBOKINWCSGLRA.”

From there I break down the letters even further, into basic lines and shapes. You don’t necessarily need to do this, but I find it a lot easier to make sigils sometimes with the shapes and not whole letters. So, “THEBOKINWCSGLRA” breaks down into | - / \ C O ~ .

Once I have my pieces ready I start sketching. I keep my intent in mind as I come up with different designs - sometimes it comes to me on the first try, sometimes I have to go through ten designs to get what I like. I usually end up doing between 3-6 designs on average. Even if I get one I like on the first try, I keep going, in case I find one I love even more later on. With “The book in which this sigil is written cannot be lost or stolen” I did three sketches:

I pick my favorite design from the sketches - which is the third design - and then I do a step that’s personal to me. I scan it onto my computer and I make a digital copy in Paint Tool SAI. This is something I like to do, and doesn’t necessarily need to be done for a sigil to work. I do this since I love the neat clean edges I can get with a drawing program, and I consider myself a bit of an artist. I like doing things on my computer as well. I feel like redoing the sigil again also sort of “solidifies” it a bit more, or puts emphasis on it. Plus it looks better to upload it to Tumblr. ;) Anyway, so after I spend another half hour neatening it up in Paint Tool SAI I am left with my completed sigil:

From there I would charge it, but that’s another topic.

Here are some tips for sigil crafting (just because yeah):

  • Start with a basic method and go from there. I know, lame, but once you know what you’re doing when it comes to sigils, you can start branching off and incorporating other things into your process. You can start using other alphabets, or making sigils without writing down the statement, or whatever you want to do to personalize the process.
  • Trust your instincts. Your gut feeling is important in magic, and it is in sigil making too. You feel like you don’t need that S in there? Don’t put it. If you feel like you need this specific shape right there, and nothing else? That’s what goes there. It is important that you like the design, so it resonates with you.
  • Don’t get frustrated and impatient if you can’t get an attractive design on your first try. It can take some time to come up with a sigil you like. It took me TEN TRIES to get a decent looking sigil once, and there have been cases where I still don’t LOVE a design. It takes time and practice to know what shapes look good together where, or how to arrange things to look appealing to you.

anonymous asked:

hi do you or any of your followers happen to have some hakyona fic recs??? 👌 (also feel free to ignore if not! thank!)


O FUCK YES I DO (and any hakyona fans who follow me are free to add to this list too if i miss anything) **Also i wasn’t sure if you wanted mature/nsfw stuff so i left those out. Shoot me another ask if you want a list of those too.**


A Dangerous Game , You’re the Only Place That Feels Like Home , Requiem and Novocaine by TheRoyalSavage

Of Chivalry and Napping Knights by Icli 

Five Too Many and [Prompted or Not] chapter 16 by gloriousrumpoflife

Don’t Run, Stop Holding Your Tongue by Missfeministfangirl

Make me Feel , Heartbeats and Still Fighting for Peace by mirzimonstein

Inconvenient Fireworks and Unimaginable Light by @mousewife

Pecky , Calloused Fingertips , Only For a Night , Overwhelming and King’s Game by yona-chan

Thawing Snowflakes by riffael

Fever , Thunder , Green Is the Color of Jealousy and Falling Like Leaves by cynicwithatwist

Sunset by LadyZeia 

And uhhhhhhh shameless self promotion incoming… Gift by me


For Happiness by thecivilunrest

Fill the Walls of Your heart by riffael

Don’t Go , Unspoken , The Only thing that can Kill you is Me and  When Nightmares Come Knocking by cynicwithatwist

As It Should Be by yona-chan

More shameless self promotion with Dawn by me


Where the sun goes, the moon follows by riffael

A Place in the sun for Hak by yona-chan (this fic actually wrecked me the first time I read it. This is very, VERY sad)

Rose-Coloured Glasses by mousewife


Fleeting Chances by xAoshiki **read at your own risk. This is super great but also hasn’t been updated in a really long time. The author may have dropped it.

Wherever you Go by Tuvstarr’s lost heart

What I saw In the Moonlight by LadyZeia **This is marked as ‘mature’, but it’s really not smut nor graphic about it. There’s only the implication of it. Also it’s COMPLETE!!

SLBP Fan Favourites Survey

I’ve been curious about this for a really long time. We all know that Saizo is by far the most popular in the Japanese fandom, but what about the English fandom? :o

Please don’t yell at me if I got your favourite NPC’s name wrong/left them out of the list, there are so many of them honestly ;~;

Please spread the link so that we can get more responses!

it was really fun to do this request since i’m hispanic myself! i hope you enjoy my writing and thank you for requesting me!

(also i posted this on mobile so i’m going to clean it up as time passes since it isn’t my best work, i’m sorry for that but thanks for understanding!)

-alright so he couldn’t tell that you were hispanic the first time he saw you
-maybe it was the drugs he was on to treat his eye or just how tired he was but all he did was kiss you
-even after the affects of the drugs wear off and y'all start dating he still can’t tell!!
-it’s just he loves you and who you are as a person so much the thought of you being a different race than him completely slipped his mind
-it wasn’t until you scolded him for never picking his clothes up from his bedroom floor did he notice the different language you used to scold him in
-“no chinges yoosung! aver quien te va limpiar todo este pinche cochinero por qué no va hacer yo, es hora que empieces a recoger toda esta ropa dios mío santo!” you yelled boldly, the words coming out fast and harsh
-(translation: are you fucking kidding yoosung? let’s see who’s gonna clean all this fucking mess because it’s not gonna be me. it’s time for you to start cleaning up all these clothes! for god’s sake!)
-“what??” yoosung asked in a croaky tone as he stared at you like you had three heads
-he was a little taken back but also intrigued because, spanish?? who?? what?? when?? where??
-it was embarrassing to have to tell him you tended to rant in spanish when you were upset but he was completely fine with it! it was a part of you and he had no right to tell you to stop
-(he was a little sad that he found out about your spanish speaking abilities for the wrong reason though poor baby)
-to him, your voice when you talked in spanish was different than the one when you talked in english or korean.
-it was a good different. a really good different if you get my gist
-(this dude was literally getting a stiffy from you scolding him about not picking up after himself what a loser-)
-the tone you use and the way you pronounce words in spanish when scolding him is also a lot scarier than it is in any other language so you best believe he’s picking up after himself and trying his best to not upset you again
-because despite the fact he loves the way you talk in spanish he wouldn’t want to get hit with a ‘chancla’ like you promised to do so oh so many times before when ranting at him
-when you both get a little further into your relationship through the course of a few years he tends to push your buttons from time to time to let the latina side of you come out to either scold him or praise him
-(either way he’s into it)
-but other than those few times where he gets scared of your ranting or turned on he doesn’t mind it
-he thinks it’s cool that you know another language besides korean and english!!
-he even tries to learn some simple phrases for you but fails miserably
-“y-yo, te quiero, m-macho?”
-“yoosung i love you with all my heart and more but it’s mucho, not ‘macho’ sweetheart.”
-“mc it’s the thought that counts now please kiss me and tell me i did good.”
-he loves your latina side and your spanish rants and you love him so everything is right with the world
-(also he gets turned on by you speaking spanish, so, there’s a that ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)

-when you first went to visit him at his house he was beyond s h o o k
-you were so pretty? your features were so different than the ones of other girl’s in south korea and it was just a blessing to look at you??
-doesn’t say anything about your race though because like yoosung and the rest of the RFA he fell in love with your personality and kindness and not how you looked like
-as time passes and you both begin dating he casually asks you about your race and you tell him where you’re from and that you’re hispanic and he’s just like: “nice”
-he always just assumed you spoke spanish but never asked you about it
-it wasn’t until you caught him smoking outside the balcony did your latina side truly unleash itself and right then and there he heard you speak in spanish
-it wasn’t the sweet tone with romantic phrases behind him that he was expecting but it was definitely..something
-“que trías con esas pinches chingaderas? hueles horrible zen!! tú sabes que no me gusta que fumes and todavía lo haces, como un pinche idiota!”
-(translation: what are you doing with those fucking things? you smell horrible zen!! you know i don’t like that fact that you smoke and yet you still do it, like a fucking idiot!)
-you tell him everything you previously said in korean and ignore him for a few hours just to calm yourself down because it had been a while since you had unleashed that side of you to anyone
-later into the evening he came up to you with a bouquet of roses
-“para ti, mi amor único”
-(translation: for you, my one true love)
-you were blushing and smiley because your cute babe just spoke spanish to you!! his accent may have been thick but that’s what made it even more endearing!! gAAAHH
-“mc, i’m so sorry, i promise i’ll try my best to stop smoking, just for you.”
-the other few times you ranted to him in spanish weren’t as unexpected and brutal as the first
-most of the time you would accidentally rant to him in spanish about something stupid someone did or about little things that angered you or made you happy
-though he didn’t speak spanish himself, he learned to tell the differences between your angry and passionate tones as time passed
-you were beyond grateful and so was he for having such a cute girlfriend who could speak so many languages!!
-you were so talented he loved you!!
-(and you loved him too)

-she could tell you were a different ethnicity from her
-she never mentioned it though because that would be rude and she assumes you’d tell her about it sooner or later into your relationship!!
-but you didn’t.
-you never once brought it up
-the only way she found out you could even speak spanish was one night when jumin was being a little harsh with her despite them having cut off any business ties together
-he was going on and on about how astonished he was your guy’s cafe was making any profit whatsoever and that he would be there for y'all when things went into the dump
-you were not happy
-jaehee didn’t even feel bad about jumin’s comments, she had thick skin and jumin was always harsh
-despite the fact jaehee brushed off the comments you took them to heart and just started screaming at jumin in another language
“y quien te dio el pinche derecho de decider que le va pasar a nuestra tienda? vete a la verga cara de gato, pinche desgraciado.”
-(and who gave you the fucking right to decide what’s gonna happen to our shop? go fuck yourself you cat faced fucking disgrace.)
-jumin spoke many languages or at least understand many and could make out bits and pieces of your little outburst
-him, being beyond embarrassed and ashamed, excused himself from your cafe and left
-jaehee was s h o o k
-you had always stood up for her in the chat rooms but you always did so in a calm manner but this time something was different??
-you had finally snapped??
-she was a little embarrassed but also happy that you stood up for her
-(she did scold you a little though after having you explain to her what you said in spanish)
-“i love you MC but never call jumin a ‘cat face’ ever again.”
-she didn’t mind you having little outbursts where you started ranting in spanish every once in a while
-she thought it was healthy to let out pent up feelings, she did the same with judo and you with your rants
-though she did admit she preferred you ranting passionately about something you loved rather than telling the rude customer who was flirting with jaehee to “go fuck himself” in spanish while continuing on to rant about how ugly his shoes and entire outfit were
-she loves you a lot though and would always be there to handle things in a calmer manner when you had your outbursts
-overall your rants in spanish and culture as a whole were another unique part of you to love and she was willing to put up with your spanish rants and strange latina quirks as long as you were willing to put up with her
-y'all are just happy and in love

-like jaehee he knew right from the moment he saw you at his front doorstep that you were a different ethnicity
-he didn’t even bother to say anything about it because he was just so glad to see someone as beautiful as you there to help him
-even after the chaos with elizabeth and the party he still hadn’t bothered to say anything
-babe was so blinded by both love and your beauty that he didn’t even notice your differences
-it wasn’t until you told off elizabeth the 3rd in spanish did he realize that you were a different ethnicity
-your scolding to the cat went a little something like:
-“elizabeth! no chingas baby que trías? tiraste el vino de tu papá hace un ratito y ahora estás rasguñándome! cálmate antes que hagas más travesuras.”
-(translation: elizabeth! don’t fuck around like this baby what’s up with you? you spilled your dad’s wine a little while ago and now you’re scratching at me? you better calm down before you make even more of a mess.)
-you were truly something. not a bad ‘something’ though!! he loved the fact you spoke a different language he hardly understood and that you were so different from him
-he had little to no exposure to your culture so to be engaged to someone and get to learn about an entirely different world was exciting!
-he gets confused when you rant to him in spanish but he tries his best to learn the language for you
-“my love, i want to be able to understand you on an even deeper level. that’s why i’ve hired a tutor to teach me spanish.”
-“jumin you really don’t-”
-“no, please allow me to become closer to you through this.”
-he enjoys when you rant to him in spanish a lot though because it helps him practice
-“es un hijo de puta!”
-“you just called the guy who owns the bakery shop from down the street a 'motherfucker’!”
-“yes!! good job honey!!”
-jumin overall is just really happy to have you as a partner that he doesn’t mind you ranting, as long as it’s not in public
-he’s not ashamed of you or your rants!! god no, it’s just he’s afraid someone’s gonna hear you talking trash about the man walking in front of you.
-sometimes he’ll scold you if your rants are about other people and they’re really mean but most of the time he just listens intently to your outbursts
-he loves it when your rants are about something you love
-your eyes get all sparkly and your spanish gets choppy and rushed and you keep switching in between all the languages you know to try to express your feelings properly
-it’s the cutest thing to witness for him! even more so than watching elizabeth the third wake from her naps
-he loves you and your latina side to you so he has never minded it, he embraces it and will be there to listen to your rants whenever and wherever

-this little shit of course knew your ethnicity from the background check
-he cracked a joke in spanish in the chat room that at first made you sick to the stomach because he fucking knew that you spoke spanish but after a moment of panic you laughed it off and shot back a flirty remark in spanish that left him quiet for a few seconds which surprised both yoosung and jaehee(who were also in the chat room)
-“wow MC you’re amazing!! i don’t know what you said but you made seven go quiet, and usually he never shuts up” yoosung had typed
-you were a little embarrassed he knew about your ethnicity but happy he was able to speak spanish to you when you two talked over the phone, it had been forever since anyone besides your family had done that
-you didn’t even think anyone in the entirety of south korea spoke spanish but here was seven, a man who knew more languages than you could count on two hands
-after the whole chaos between the two of you passed and you’re settled down as a couple he finds out about your constant rants through you telling him off for not eating properly:
-“deja de comer puras chingaderas saeyoung! te preparó sena y todavía tragas esas sabritas como cerdo. uno de estos días de vas a morir idiota.”
-(translation: stop eating all this fucking garbage saeyoung! i make dinner for you and you still eat those chips like a pig. one of these days you’re gonna die you idiot.)
-“MC,, te amo pero por favor cálmate mi amor.”
-(translation: MC,, i love you but please calm down my love)
-“i hate you saeyoung.”
-he doesn’t mind your rants or scoldings directed at him at all though!!
-he thinks it’s funny to hear the way you talk about other people, always cursing them out beyond belief (even though sometimes he’s the 'other people’, with you now cursing him out beyond belief)
-sometimes he even joins in on your rants!
-his spanish is just as good (maybe even better) than yours so you can always understand him
-“ese desgraciado estupido.”
-(translation: that idiotic disgrace.)
-“tú dile MC! ese cara de idiota!”
-(translation: you tell em MC! that idiot face!)
-“saeyoung did you just say that 'idiot face’??”
-“i panicked.”
-you ranting at him also helps him snap out of sad depressive episodes and also makes him laugh
-no matter how negative your ranting may be he’s always there to put a smile on your face like how you do for him
-despite the fact he thinks your rants on “why it’s stupid for the main character in a horror movie to go into a room alone” are really funny and entertaining, he likes your passionate rants about things you love more than anything else in the world
-your spanish becomes rushed and you’re so out of breath but so determined to convey your feelings to him it just makes his heart curl
-overall he finds your ranting entertaining and is always there to either rant and laugh along with you, or listen and support you
-he’s grateful to have such a cute partner he can make fun of other people in another language but also grateful that you’re just there for him and love him

(i’m just gonna be honest with y'all, this was the hardest scenario for v to write for me because i can’t see him caring at all. he’s so blinded by love (hAHA) that if his partner had four heads he wouldn’t even notice it unless they pointed it out nonetheless i’m willing to try my best to write out a good scenario!!)
-alright so when you two met he was blind, that much was obvious to you
-so he couldn’t tell right off the bat that you were hispanic
-as you two grew closer and became a couple you convinced him to get eye surgery
-which he agreed to because he wanted to see how beautiful you were
-(damn it v stop being so sweet you gorgeous blue boy i’m love you-)
-though the eye surgery didn’t completely repair his vision he could finally see you clearly now from one of his eyes and he was beyond grateful for that
-he could finally see you for all you were and he felt himself melt at the sight of your smiling face when the doctors took the bandages off of him
-it’s something he’d never forgot
-as his vision got better and you two got deeper into your relationship he witnessed your ranting for the first time
-it was a normal day like any other, you and him were taking a walk through the park because he liked to go look at the trees and sky with you now that he could finally see somewhat clearly again!!
-while you were there v had accidentally bumped into a passing stranger but was quick to apologize for it
-the guy must’ve not being having a good day because the words that spilled from his mouth directed at v were not friendly ones
-all of sudden you sprung into action with a fire in your eye v had never seen before, he was sort of afraid you’d kill the guy but instead of physically hitting him you started spewing out to what v and the guy was nothing but pure spanish nonsense
-“que le estás diciendo al amor de mi pinche vida hijo de puta? nunca, nunca, nunca, le digas esas pinches tonterías a el o a nadie otra vez o si no te juro que te mató, pinche desgraciado.”
-(translation: what are you saying to the love of my fucking life you motherfucker? never, never, never, say all that bullshit to him or anybody else again or i swear i’ll kill you, you fucking disgrace.)
-the guy who was telling v off quickly shut up and started walking away, obviously afraid of your words that were practically dripping with venom
-v was caught completely off guard the first time and was really confused until you explained to him you tended to rant in spanish from time to time and that you were just really upset at the guy that you didn’t even notice yourself doing it
-blue boy was still a little confused and was also now intrigued by your spanish and culture because: wHat the heck,, his beautiful partner spoke another language?? how amazing could they be??
-the second time you ranted to him it was about the outrageous prices on food at the market and he just agreed with you causally, smiling at the same fire in your eyes as you blabbered on
-though he couldn’t understand what you were saying he still listened and tried his best to be there with you through all of your rants, good or bad
-though you enjoyed the support you couldn’t help but feel bad at the adorable lost puppy look that crossed his features every time you started talking too quickly
-he offered to try and learn spanish so he could actually understand what you were saying but after a week of him failing at learning even the simplest of basics you just told him that his confused support was enough
-in the end he doesn’t mind hearing you rant because it makes him happy to know that you love and trust him enough that you’re willing to show your hispanic side to him without hesitation
-whether that hispanic side be introducing him to the food or yelling on about how terrible your family was he was just happy to be with you
-because blue boy loved you and every single little quirk of yours beyond words

-he didn’t care that you were hispanic!
-he didn’t even say anything about it when you two started dating despite he fact he knew about it
-after all he was the one who got you into the RFA so he knew every little thing there was to know about you
-he was just glad to have a partner there to love and support him that you being another race didn’t phase him at all, because why would it? he loved you for who you were and nothing more
-the first time he witnessed you ranting you were yelling at saeyoung which surprised both him and his twin
-“saeyoung que trías con todo está cochinero? otras personas viven aquí también, sabes eso? pura basura de sabritas y soda, no chinges! te voy a joder bien mal si no recojes toda esta basura!”
-(translation: saeyoung what is up with all this mess? other people live in this house too, do you know that? all this garbage of nothing but chips and soda, are you fucking kidding me? i’m gonna fuck you up real bad if you don’t clean up all this garbage.)
-he was surprised at how someone as sweet and understanding as you could snap so quickly
-to be honest he was a little afraid of how quickly you spoke and just how harsh you sounded but his face remained stoic
-he didn’t say anything about it because he was afraid you’d snap at him next but you did no such thing
-after calming yourself down you embarrassingly explained that you tended to rant in spanish without knowing it
-he only gave you a quick nod of understanding and just left it at that
-you tended to rant less and less around him because you assumed it annoyed him but it was the exact opposite
-it entertained him to no end since he understood some of your cursing
-just to see the sweet little MC everyone knew and love to menacingly threaten someone in spanish was a sight to behold
-he finally confronted you about it when you didn’t rant in front of him at all
-“i’m not good at these types of things but, are you alright MC?”
-“i’m fine honey, why?”
-“you, y-you don’t talk quickly in spanish anymore. did i do something that made you want to stop?”
-both of you just stared at each other for a while before you explained to him that you just assumed it annoyed him so you stopped but he begrudgingly told you that he found it funny and to not stop doing it for anyone
-you were all smiley and red because saeran barley spoke his true feelings and though his little speech to you was short it still made you really happy :,)
-you continued to rant in spanish about anything and everything and he was always there to smile slightly and look at you like you were the only thing that mattered in the universe
-god he loved you, and your unintelligible ranting

Criminal Minds team members & their strengths

Hotch: has the Vatican on speed-dial. eyebrow game. when he smiles u gotta be hittin that Life-Alert button.

Callahan: has 3 guns and will kill u with all of them at the same time.

Rossi: got that super duper Rossi wisdom. dramá kween. therapy spaghetti expert. murdered Luke Skywalker.

Prentiss: speaks 47262269 languages. was a spy. child-whisperer. emo to the extremo.

JJ: smol but can and will fuck up all ur shit. the only reason that team of federal toddlers can function. always knows™ a guy.

Elle: advocate 4 women. middle name is sass. puts men in their places; ur nuts are not safe around her.

Gideon: he’s v dead.

Blake: doctor. cunning linguist. has the uncanny ability to see right thru all ur bullshit.

Reid: he knows literally everything like he can probably tell u how many pubic hairs were on Einstein’s left nut.

Tara: serial killer-whisperer. tall enough to step on u. the MOST badass w/o even trying.

Garcia: can hack not only ur computer but ur heart bc she’s so charming and wonderful.

Morgan: he’s Derek Morgan.

Its feels friday for day 5 of Preyweek!

I lied I have some decent stuff left in me. Its a bit later than usual bc I’ve finally run out of pre-prepared stuff so this was a nIGHTMARE TO TRY TO SQUEEZE INTO MY SCHEDULE and not only that I didn’t mean for it to become a painting AGAIN. BUT idk about you guys but prey’s soundtrack is impeccable and so well-timed, so many times I almost cried bc of some soft piano over some quiet family times w/ the yus or somethin

(s/o to Fred Augis, I referenced the posing for the second frame) 


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anonymous asked:

fave drag blogs?

o god idk i follow so many but uhh i lub all of these blogs 

@mixietrattel @sashasvelour @shaecoulee @officialjohnnybravo @katyakatya @missfame @biancadelqueen @biancadelroy @laila-smalls @alexandervelour @untuckedqueens @legendarychachki @queer-jay-velour @ru-ru-ru-ru-rupauldragrace @lizzydoodoo @sasheavelour @alaskamattel @alaskatrash @dragmama @papitati @leg-and-dairy @lasagna-estranja @comradekatya @pearlfection @katyadoremattel @pearliaison @trixchi @vladonna @t-r-i-x-y-a @sashaavelour @velour-sasha  @tylerjoxeph  @jinkx@velourshka @cryinginclass @its-riggamorris @hausofmalanaphy @violets–corset @anuscomedyqueen @dragtangclan @thunderfuckmekatya @thunderfunk @vi-chachki @draggedforlife @mattelodchikova @dragitydrag @flvzeda @shegozoff @fashionclownn @katyazamolodisomethingorother @heatherettes @sasheas @adore-delano @zam-o @haus-of-aja @katyaja @bussykween @russianvvhore @chaachki @katyazamos@thorgyseyeliner @fcutie @lil-poundsnake @sharonstone @bringbackmygurlz @adoreismyspiritanimal @dgauss @delanomo @ivanv @trixiemattle @anotherdragphotographer @hasbrotrixie @fashionisadrag @thorgyorgy

this is so many omg i’ll stop but like i know i left out a ton of others that i love :// ok tysm lub u all bye

Originally posted by ruzyq

I Was Protecting What’s Mine (M)

Originally posted by porkdo-bi

Title: I Was Protecting What’s Mine.

Genre: Smut.

Member: D.O.

Word Count: 1565.

Description: How can one person be so seemingly unaware of the people of the underworld sharing a school with her? Y/N figures this out when her mate rescues her from becoming a virgin sacrifice.

“Be careful at school sweetheart” She received the same message every day. If her mother didn’t say it before she left for school she would text it to her.

There had been years upon years of rumours about her school being ridden with supernatural creatures, and many feared to send their children there for their education. Y/N just viewed the entire school body to be a bit weird, but not part of the supernatural world, if it existed.

“Is Kyungsoo at school today? Make sure you stay with him at school” Do Kyungsoo, her parents didn’t realise just how weird the said student was as well. He had said many of times he found her to be a friend of his, but he was a straight-faced distant male, which made the fact that friendship was there had to believe.

Kyungsoo had been her partner in sports once and had kept in touch with her ever since. He had the ability to sneak up on her without her knowing and he apparently spoke to her a lot more than he did to anyone else according to his friends, but he was still a very quiet man.

“I can smell it” It was as if the hallway suddenly got darker and dark chuckles echoed off the walls as the looming figures lurked towards her.

“Ah, just what we needed” The male students were tall, much taller than she was and Y/N shrunk back as they leant into her.

“A virgin and a human, we’ve scored well with this one boy’s” A female voice had her head snapping in its direction and her eyes widened, being met with a bright red pair staring her down.

“Surely that’ll make up for two, at the very least” She spoke and Y/N stepped back, only to hit what felt like a chilling wall. Fingers wound their way around her arm and she shivered as she felt a cold breath of air on her neck.

Everything moved around her like a whirlwind and when she opened her eyes she was shocked to see Kyungsoo in front of her. His shoulders moving from his deep breathing and a hand tightly gripping the sleeve of her jacket.

“Out of our way wolf boy, she’s ours now” Someone snarled and Kyungsoo growled as Y/N stared with wide eyes.

“Don’t touch her!” Kyungsoo snapped, shoving one of the male students away, causing the other students to get mad.

“Give us the virgin!” They all began hissing and Kyungsoo raised his leg, foot crashing to the floor beneath him. Everything around them shook and Y/N grabbed onto him as Kyungsoo turned around and wrapped his arms around her waist. The ground was cracking underneath them until it ran up the walls and Y/N let out a scream as he ran away from the scene, the things around her becoming blurred.

“Where are we?” She gasped when she opened her eyes to see herself in a foreign room. Kyungsoo tilted his head down instantly crashing his lips onto hers, she let out a grunt but found herself returning the passionate kiss as she put her hands over his wandering ones, but that didn’t stop them from seeping under her shirt and leaving a burning trail in his fingers wake.

“Kyungsoo what are you doing?” She moved back as his lips sloppily trailed from her lips and down to her collar bone. She let out a shocked gasp when the warmth of his tongue pressed down on the crook of her neck, followed by his teeth carefully leaving their mark on her.

“There’s no time” He mumbled into her skin and a shaky breath left her.

“This has to be done now” Her shirt was ripped off her, buttons flying in every direction as she was met with Kyungsoo’s dark eyes. Kyungsoo’s shirt was off in an instant, and the rest of their clothes followed suit, being dropped to the floor by an urgent Kyungsoo with her following his actions curiously.

“Why is this so important?” She gasped. Her back was suddenly on the soft sheets of the bed and Kyungsoo stared at her, stark naked under his own hot body.

“Shh, I can’t explain it you right now” He kissed her again, his lips urgently soft against hers and she whimpered as one of his hands came up to massage her breasts. He worked his magic on her breasts, giving both of them the attention they deserved, taking the perked nipples into his mouth until he was satisfied with his work.

His lips left a burning trail, everywhere he touched her, her skin flared from the heat his touch caused her. His hands gripped her hips and his lips trailed down until he was face to face with her throbbing heat. She squirmed and he couldn’t hold back his smirk.

“You’ll enjoy this sweetheart” He kissed her folds and she flinched, testingly, he let his tongue slip between her lips. She gasped and his grip tightened on her hips as she tried to move away.

“Stay still” Another gasp left her, the vibration of his words making her shiver as he slipped past her lips and found her throbbing clit, the nub was throbbing when his tongue stroked it and her strangled noises of shock gave him the confidence to continue. She twisted and jolted as his tongue gave her the best pleasure she had ever felt.

Her hands found his hair, latching onto it and tugging as she let out a whine. Kyungsoo grinned, his tongue ducking into her hole and coming back out, making a drawn out moan leave her lips.

“Kyungsoo” She whined as her orgasm quickly hit her. Kyungsoo let a low growl rumble from the back of his throat and hungrily took in all of her juices. She was panting when he came face to face with her, his lips glistening as they smacked back onto hers in another heated kiss.

“Stay still for me baby” He whispered as he pulled back from the kiss, his fingers found their way into her tight hole, he started with one, easily moving inside her and feeling her. He groaned from the pleasure of being able to touch her and she gasped the foreign feeling. Kyungsoo added a second finger making her cringe as a slight sting wracked up her body.

His fingers moved in scissoring motions, stretching her out and preparing her for what was to come next. She came a for a second time, lasting a little longer than her first orgasm.

“Are you ready Y/N?” He looked into her eyes, his hard-on rubbing against her folds and she nodded nervously.

“It’ll be ok” He promised taking both her hands and holding them tightly above her head.

“The pain won’t last long, I promise” He adjusted himself and began slowly moving his hips forward.

She hissed in pain and his lips landed on hers to distract her from the pain, giving her hands a reassuring squeeze. She bit down on his lips and squeezed his hand back twice as hard until he was completely inside her. It was silent, there was only heavy breathing in the room as he waited for her to adjust to his size.

“Please, move Kyungsoo” She begged and another hiss left her lips as he carefully pulled out. He crashed back into her and a scream left her lips.


“Shh baby girl, it’s ok, the pain is gonna stop” His lips brushed against her ear as he whispered his sweet words to her and the pain subsided as he continued rocking his hips into her. Her moans began getting louder as Kyungsoo began shaking above her. She opened her eyes to look at him bringing her head up to reach his lips.

“Go faster Kyungsoo” She begged and he stopped holding back. Her head fell back onto the pillow before she could even kiss him and her eyes rolled back as he began letting his full strength bring them both to the edge.

“Oh god, Kyungsoo! There!” She screamed out and he continued reaching to hit the sensitive spot. They were both gleaming with sweat as she bucked her hips to meet his and his lips worked on her neck.

“I think I’m going to- Oh god. Kyungsoo” Her voice raised a few octaves as her release came, the strong knot that had built up in her stomach coming undone. Kyungsoo growled lowly as her walls clenched around him, his head fell back and he pulled out of her just in time for him to release his seeds on her stomach.

They were left panting and sweating as they stared at each other, getting over their highs as they came back to reality.

“Let’s get that mess off of you” Kyungsoo gave a small smile and she nodded tiredly, not being able to move off the unmade bed like Kyungsoo. He came back with some tissue in his hand and silently wiped his mess from her sticky body before dumping the tissues in the bin. He pulled the covers back and laid in the bed, pulling her into him as held her in a tight grip.

“I don’t know what just happened, but I am tired, so you are explaining everything to me in the morning” Y/N demanded and Kyungsoo hugged her closer.

“I was protecting what’s mine”

You know when I decided to move blogs and bring all of my work with me I hadn’t considered the cringe that would come with it upon seeing some of my earlier works.

S/O says they hate the 2p!

(let’s do some sad shit)

2p! America: “Doll, no, I-I whatever I did I can fix it! I can fix all of it! You don’t need to worry! I-I’m sorry, please don’t leave!” You out of all people to walk out on him. So many have left him before, and you were his dream come true. He would do anything to win you back and he hates himself even more for letting you go.

2p! England: “Poppet? What can I do to stop this? I only want what is best for us, I love you cupcake. W-why can’t I do anything good for you? I love you more than words can tell… please don’t leave me alone again…” He’d be heartbroken and would instantly start questioning you. Was it him? Is it because of his freckles? Is it the way he dresses? Maybe the way he talks? He’ll change almost anything to have you not hate him.

2p! Canada: ”What can I do to get you to love me then!? Fuck! Listen, I like-no, I fucking love you! I know I can be big and stupid and lose my temper sometimes, but… I never wanted you to hate me… please just stay… I will do anything.” This was one of the first times he had ever been actually open about his emotions. He wouldn’t know whether to be angry at you or just sad. He knows that he isn’t perfect, but he’ll try anything to not let you go.

2p! France: ”Yeah same here.” He would feel horrible. He already hates himself, so fuck, why not add you to the list. He would be quiet about it, and most likely would get shit face drunk. He just wants you to love him like he loves you, because he tries so hard to be good enough for you.

2p! China: ”Kitten… I love you so much, I don’t know what I would do without you, please just stay! I promise, whatever is wrong with me, I’ll stop doing it. Please I just need a chance! I didn’t want to… I…I never wanted you to be unhappy. Please, I love you.” He wouldn’t know what to really say. He would be so caught up in the fact that you hate him that he wouldn’t be able to think clearly. I knew you were a dove, and that a dragon like him would never be able to have a creature as perfect as you.

2p! Russia: ”I understand what you mean. I… if you would like to leave then i would see why…” He may not seem like it, but on the inside he is broken. You were the only person who grew to see past his imperfections, you were the only one who wanted to learn more about him. No one has ever really been kind to him before, except you. Yet there comes a point in time where sunshine must turn to rain.

2p! Italy: ”After all I have done for you and you say this!? How dare you! I have gone through hell and back to try and get you to be mine! W-why can’t I have you? You were the best thing to ever happen to me! Bella… I can not lose you. Stay here and I promise, I’ll do everything to make it up to you.” This was one of the few times Luciano broke. He would no doubt hell cry, he loves you more than anything. He just has trouble saying it.

2p! Germany: ”You… hate me?” At the horrific realization Lutz felt shattered. You may as well rip his heart out and stomp on it in front of his face. He wouldn’t really understand why you are thinking this way, but he wants to know. At times like this, he can’t find words and remains silent. He just wants to love you and make you happy. But it looks like he will never be able to do that, unless you forgive him.

2p! Japan: He wouldn’t say anything. He would just lower his head, keeping his eyes strictly to the floor. He wouldn’t move either. He would just analyze what brought you to say that. You wouldn’t know whether he was angry, sad, or confused. In all honesty he doesn’t know either.

2p! Romano: ”What? W-what do you mean? You can’t hate me! I promised myself to love you unconditionally and to always protect you! Am I not doing good enough for you? Am… Am I not good enough?” He wouldn’t know how to think. Everything around him would crumble and all he would be able to worry about was you. 

2p! Prussia: ”I knew that this would happen. I thought Roland was right, that you were the one… but I guess not. Please don’t go… please…” Absolutely heartbroken. He would instantly start crying. You were all he needed, all he had. You were his medicine and you helped him through so much. He just wanted to help and love you.

2p! Austria: ”Ha! Impossible! No one could ever hate me, Roland! I give you three days and by then you’ll come back! You’ll see!” He would be in complete denial that you hate him since he thinks of himself as so great. The reality would hit him when you didn’t come back, and he would instantly go out looking for you frantically. He would tell you he is sorry eventually, and he would come to his senses for what seems like a moment.

//Please forgive my sons


Commission I did for @kuramisawa based on their absolutely breathtaking fic The World Before Me

(please love yourself and read it (and the sequel. and all of kuramisawa’s fics))

Thank you again for wanting me to draw this! (and letting me post it c: )  

jungkook has a hickey, it’s true. 

yes as jeon jungkook trash #1 i’d be lying if i said i wasn’t remotely phased or even a little upset about it, but then i remembered a few things: 

he missed out on so many experiences to be where he is today, he has a hickey, big wow. it looks pretty recent so his girlfriend/boyfriend/fuckfriend probably gave him it the night before he left for their tour, which is another thing - he doesn’t get to spend a lot of time with his s/o because of his crazy schedule, so cut him some slack. 

he’s a very attractive, young 19 year old guy with a penis and a pulse, this was bound to happen sooner or later, and whether you like it or not he’s not your tiny little kookie anymore, he’s a grown ass man. as are the rest of bangtan. 

so please, refrain from being dramatic and saying you’re changing your bias cause he betrayed you. he deserves better than that. 

as long as it’s safe and consensual sex, i really don’t see the issue. idols are people and people date other people, see other people and fuck other people whether their fans like it or not.

anonymous asked:

5 & 24

5: Writers you love on Tumblr?   oh gosh, there are quite a few.  all my mutuals definitely, plus some other great great great people. (i’m kinda sleepy, so if i leave anyone out it’s not intentional. if we’re mutuals, you’re automatically on this list. i have also clubbed people together because i’m lazy.)

  • @torinaudoire i love their poetry a lot. i feel like it deals with abstract things - with religion, with trauma, with existence- in very unconventional ways. their writing legitimately changed the way i think. i’m not sure how active they are anymore, but when i think of wonderful tumblr poets, they’ll always be somewhere at the top of my fuzzily formed list. 
  • @syrupbrat  & @elexctra write extraordinary stuff, all tough things that are simultaneously tender things. the fact that they’re working on a magazine thing together makes me very excited. 
  • @gayred5 mal & i are probably one of the most terrifying friendship combinations i can think of, but his poetry??? damn. his poetry is something simple and unquestionable, like breathing, but at the same time it’s something heavy, that won’t leave you alone, that will make you think about it much after you’ve read it.
  • @softheartedpoet i have unfortunately fallen behind in reading han’s works, but. i love her writing. she’s one of those people who seems to put a lot of thought and care into everything she writes, and it really shows.
  • @rottenbois hayden’s writing makes so much sense to me on some deep primal level. i don’t know how to explain what his lit makes me feel, but he’s just one of those poets whose way with words leaves me stunned. 
  • i haven’t read much of @softrott & @ennahorn ‘s writings, but what i have read  from both these wonderful poets has rendered me speechless. their writing is so strong, truly makes an impact. 
  • @porchbirds‘s poetry is wonderful & gives me some hope in the world, if that makes sense.
  • @radclyffes‘s literature is elegant and glorious and downright beautiful. i cry liquid gold over it just a little.
  • @avolitorial is legendary, obviously. i love their literature so much.
  • @babymoonpoet i thought i’d mentioned chel but apparently i haven’t. their poetry is mostly soft, but not always, and always leaves me with images in my mind. like dreaming with your eyes open.
  • @dhritspoetry writes some very iconic poems, all staccato and vivid and beautiful. i love it.
  • @inkedknuckles FOR SO MANY REASONS THAT I COULD SCREAM honestly i found their work relatively recently but i feel like i’ve been in love with it all my life.
  • @starplucked  IS SOMEWHERE AT THE TOP OF MY LIST. i found their work at a very odd time of my life, and honestly, there’s something so ethereally compelling & beautiful about it. it almost makes my heart stop.
  • @autoenyo​ - primarily an aesthetic blog, but if you look hard enough you can find bits and pieces of her poetry, and it’s lovely- all soft and tender, yet strong-voiced.

there are so many more people but my head is starting to ache, i’m sorry ;-; 

24: What has inspired you lately? 

College feels like a completely different universe from school, so there’s that. Also, I’ve been reading a lot of tumblr poetry (as you can probably guess), so that always makes me feel things and remember emotions I felt earlier and sometimes provokes me into writing stuff. Overall, I feel like my life has taken a very sudden change this year, and I’m not sure where I’m headed, and that’s what’s inspiring me- the people I meet, the people I miss, the things I’m slowly learning about myself and the people around me. 

Sorry if this makes no sense, it’s 3 AM here & I’m kinda sleepy lmao


hiya here’s my submission for @mmsummerzine‘s contest!! i love food so i tried to incorporate it with everyone \o/

there’s like one day left if anyone wants to join