i know who u r actually bc u told me i follow u now

please dont follow me if u are mutuals with @.icedsodas/@.phantomemoji/@.owasera or whatever their current url is

this isnt a callout and i have no right to call it one because its mostly personal drama but please take the time to read this anyway (esp if ur mutuals with them) because theyve made me ridiculously uncomfortable over the course of the past couple years

lots of text and screenshots under the cut also tell me if its hard 2 read cuz of my theme and i will edit it (in the meantime u can right click an image + open in new tab to see high res)

u can either block them or me after reading this idrc which/rbing would help me spread the word to all my mutuals but u dont have to

tw for brief mentions of suicide

edit 5/12/17: so they talked to me about it and really only dug themselves further into a hole and made it even more obvious that they are stalking me. that conversation will be linked at the bottom of the post to keep it in chronological order, but if you already read it and want to see the update,  >click here.<

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so i’m quitting tumblr, and i wanted to make one last follow forever as a way to show my love for the people who made this hellsite fun. here’s to the people who i’ve been following for literally ever, and to all my friends. thank u for being one of the few good things about my tumblr experience. i luv u all so so so much, u dont even kno. 

*i’d like to say that i went from following 200 people (most of which i was pretty friendly with and had at least one conversation with) to 100 in the last few months. a lot of people deleted, a lot of people changed urls (and as a result i didn’t know who they were so i unfollowed), or their blog content changed, or they stopped posting, etc. i have love for those people too, but i’m only including people who i’m currently following.

@alwaysfob: i’ve always admired you a lot, your edits are fantastic and fobcc was such a brilliant idea and i’m proud of how far it’s grown cuz i remember when you posted the very first one (and i entered and never submitted smth bc i was uninspired and i bothered me for months) so it’s cool to see all that creativity on my dash & know that you’re the cause :)

@anervousboyslife: oh god. i wanna bring up smth from the group chat but i forgot all our lil memes & inside jokes :( thank u for the sims btw. that made me so so happy for like a week & then guess what? my laptop took a shit like. immediately after & i havent been able to play on it since :( im tryna get it fixed but. eh. but it was extremely thoughtful & im still grateful lol. thank u for bein funny & nastay, we’ve had some good times

@angelboyfrnk ahah i just got distracted looking thru ur blog, it looks v nice, like the color scheme? i dig it. anyway idk we havent talked in a while but we were in that group chat right?? that was fun. good timezzz. anyways i hope ur havin a good day bb. i get 2 call u that cuz ur younger than me haha ahh

@arohurley omg angie…we hav been mutuals literally 5ever. i’ve always thought u were so kind & so talented & i look up to u a lot, idk, i lowkey used to consider my mutuals to be like. my family & u were kinda the too-cool big sis, idk? but regardless i got a lot of love & thank u for bein one of my longest mutuals, like i wouldve unfollowed me by now so ty <3

@blooshie omg hannah..ive always admired u for how genuinely nice u r, like u just come off as a pure person, ive always lowkey been jealous of that. ahahhh weren’t u the one who told me abt ducks & their corkscrew dicks. lmaoo jeez

@blowfob u never come on anymore, but i couldnt not include u. u were one of the first people i followed, & one of the ppl i admired most. u & kate & some other ppl. i remember, it was like june 2014 & u got hundreds of asks & i thought u were the coolest person ever. u were super super funny & i literally screamed when u followed me, like i wanted u to follow me for over a year so when u did i lowkey died bc that was like. my big dream when i got into bandom. i just wanted a follow from u. so ty lol. ur so talented (coder, app creator, musician??? list goes on, fuckin crazy) & amazing, i just. i got a lotta love. thank u for bein u i guess. god im sappy pshjs

@boyfriendstump oh my g o d. ur one of the nicest ppl i know, like srsly u’ve always been so kind to me?? also ur taller than me ;-; u fucken string bean. idk i have fond memories of u, thank u for always bein so rad & freakishly nice to me, u always put a smile on my face, real talk. thank u for that

@brandnews omg karlie!! my fav!! ur literally so wonderful, ur blog is fantastic (it’s just. so nice to look at? like it’s the perfect combo of things, it makes me happy), ur a funny and nice person & ur so cute, ur just rlly gr8 im gonna miss u on my dash & u in general aw

@bulletproofatbest did u kno ur the only 21p blog ive stuck with?? thats how gr8 u r. ur fantastic, oh god i cant gush enough. i dont think we’ve ever talked but i have nothing for respect for u, ur edits r gorgeous & ur such a kind human?? i just. i got a lotta luv |-/ :)

@bznedrine my san fran loving fav! ur so beautiful & so kind, aw. remember when u tried to hook me up w fob tickets?? i do. that was so nice of u. thx for always bein so gr8 chloe <3

@cabbagepatrick ive kinda come to the conclusion ur like a robot or smth bc u’ve literally never posted anything personal, in fact it used to alarm me & i almost considered unfollowing u a few times, but i just love u & ur enthusiastic tags way too much haha. ive been following u a long time & u just consistently put good posts on my dash & mix up the content & i just love u a lot for that. thnk u

@centurese i dont think uve logged on in a while but we’ve been mutuals & fanfic writing buddies for a pretty long time & i still admire u a lot, ur a fantastic writer & a rlly good person & ur rlly cute i hope ur doin ok <3

@cocoamocha omg im lovin ur new theme it’s so simple i luv it. ok so ur just rlly sweet & ur art is soooo good & i remember bein super duper psyched when u followed me bc ur such a wonderful artist & ive always looked up to the bandom artists & ya

@corktree i still cant believe u follow me. i still look up to u & think ur just as rad as i thought u were before, but since we’re mutuals now im less intimidated. but omg i used to think u were like otherworldly bc 1) ur super gorgeous i literally live for ur selfies 2) u’v been a fan for so long & ur still so passionate abt fob thats so admirable i lose interest in shit so quickly lol. but ya ur just. actual fob queen & i think ur amazing

@deathofabvchelor aw cami. ur bday’s sorta soon so first i wanna say happy early bday! uh idk i dont think we’ve talked much but u’ve been one of my fav blogs for a while & i loved havin u on my dash thx for bein so gr8

@donthurtyoself again i dont think we’ve talked much but ive always admired u ur rlly nice & i luv ur aesthetic & the stuff u post. thx for bein a mutual of mine :)

@falloutofvegas aye vegas buddies! ya we’ve never talked much but we’ve been mutuals for a long time & i always liked ur blog. thanks for stickin w me so long :)

@ginasfz aw i luv u & ur blog & the content u post & i dont have too much to say bc i didnt rlly know u but i always enjoyed u on my dash so thx for bein mutuals w me

@goldenstump i got two camis on this list & i luv em both!! gosh ur just rlly pretty & i luv luv luv ur fashion like ur selflies r what i think of when i see ur url & specifically how cute u r & how cute ur clothes always r & i hope ur doin well

@gothish we used to be mutuals but it’s ok, i still go a lotta respect for u & admire ur luv of andy & ya thanks for always bein so rad & nice to me in the few times we did talk

@holidaybassline we have been mutuals a long time, & u post a lot of sj stuff these days which normally i hate but i ended up sorta liking it, like u kept me up to date on discourse shit & it was surprisingly nice cuz i like bein informed so ty for that. & for u urself, i dont think we talked much but u always came across as nice & i always respected u so. ya.

@ilyena-rose uve been following me a long time (unfortunately if i remember right it was a while until i followed u back eh :c) but u always stood out in the sea of notifs & finally i followed back & im so glad i did, ur just awesome, i luv ur blog & i luv u, keep bein amazin ok?

@jerseypunk ur so freakishly pretty like it’s unnatural how beautiful u r not to mention ur an unbelievably nice person w a fantastic blog. we’ve had good times aw im nostalgic. stay rad & ilu <3

@lukeallvez ah i was so happy when u followed me omg ur such a fantastic artist (srsly so talented like how??) & ur just a rlly good person idk ur gr8 & i hope u kno it

@milkhealy imani ah im gonna cry. i cant even. put words to how much u mean to me. uve always went above & beyond for me & never failed to make me smile & im gettin a lil teary rn cuz it’s not often yanno that ppl care that much to do that for a person? ur just rlly special & this sounds corny but i legit cherish u. thank u so much for everything. ily.

@nofunclvb i was super duper psyched when u followed me, i admire u a lot & im so jealous of all the shows uve been to thats so impressive. idk ur so pretty like ur face is just. Rlly Good. and ur blog is Rlly Good too ur just amazing idk thank u for dealing w my nonsense on ur dash

@ohvegeta ok can i just say thank u?? so much, like the whole fic thing, im still so grateful for that, i love that damn fic sm & u were so incredibly nice w that whole situation (which im sure was annoying & a pain in the ass), and u continued to be ridiculously nice to my annoying lil self so? thank you for that.

@ouijafrnk i still look up to u & ill always admire u, ur so beautiful inside & out & i couldnt explain why but uve always been an inspiration, like just how u handle urself, idk, it’s 2am & im havin a hard time bc i love all these ppl sm but idk how to put that love into words lmao. idk ur just wonderful in every way i hope u kno that. 

@patty-strump again it’s 2am so mixing shit up out of exhaustion but im 70% sure u sent me a rlly sweet message when i said i was leaving & it was rlly nice, i dont think we talked too much but i loved ur blog a lot & ur a sweetheart

@payingnaivety bri uve been so nice & funny and like im not the kind of person who actively seeks out ppl to talk to so when u just started messaging me one day i was a lil offput but then i ended up loving ur stories & ur personality & idk im gonna miss u a lot thank u for bein so amazing 

@philsass phil sass or phils ass? the world will never kno. aw ur just rlly sweet thx for bein mutuals w me <3

@pstumph aw jaden ilu. ur so cute & so nice & ur blog is awesome, im gonna miss u a lot ur an awesome person & we haven’t talked recently but we used to & i always enjoyed our convos :)

@punkfob ur so pretty & ur blog is fantastic. when i think of ur blog ur selfies & ur lyric edits come to mind & both were always nice to look at haha hope u have a gr8 2k17 :)

@quicksilvcrr i have new found respect for ur url after an evan peters binge watchin fest back in october lmao. ofc assuming ur url is abt the xmen quicksilver. if not that’d b awks. anyway ur rad af k bye

@radicalrumps we’ve been thru a lot, mostly good times & a couple bad times, but u were always gr8 no matter what. ur funny, nice, beyond talented, & i loved hearin ur stories abt ur crazy life. thank u for sharing it w me. ily.

@rapunkzle ive been following u almost my entire time on here & never stopped loving ur blog for one minute, thx for bein gr8. btw i luv luv luv ur theme it’s so adorable omg

@ribbonwentz sarah u & i hav been thru. A Lot. i remember when u told me what cummies were .-. that was cruel. but idk ive always respected u a lot ur info-finding skills r beyond impressive (become a detective or smth legit ur good at it so get paid for it) & idk ty for fun talks & stuff

@saverockanroll that message u sent me was literally so sweet, thank u sm for that. ur a wonderful person, & ur literally so pretty, ur def goin places. i believe in u! ily thanks for bein amazing 

@sayyoprayers vegas jew buddies!! aw ur funny & memey & u come off as so chill & fun i hope u have a good 2017 & let’s hope maybe it snows here in satans ass usa??? thatd be nice psh

@semiwentz u kno of all the blogs im following ive been following u longest?? thats pretty impressive. i never even considered unfollowing, thats how rad u r. thx for bein a quality blog for 2+ yrs.

@sixteencandlez aw my lil hayley williams loving fav :) ur just rlly gr8 & ur blog is awesome idk ily a lot

@slimshadylamps oh god uve always been so, so nice to me im gonna miss u sm. thank u for always bein there for me & srsly so kind & fun i def appreciate all the times we talked ty for those convos.

@soulpunkboxes ur rlly sweet & super cute, ty for always bein a nice friend even if we didnt talk too much & good luck w ur vinyl collecting & ur music makin :)

@spaceboyfrnk i couldnt believe it when u followdd me & i still cant, like ur blog is so good, ur edis r fuckin rad, u deserve every single follower u have. ty for makin me feel cooler than i am every time i remembered u & i were mutuals lol.

@stillfeelthatrushinmyveins ur such a happy person, like idk u just give the impression that ur rlly optimistic & fun & i kinda like associate u w happy things like sunshine so like. idk thanks for bringin ur metaphorical sunshine & great content to my dash

@stumpelstiltskin ah man we’ve been friends for a long time & i hope ur not too upset abt me leaving. im sorry we havent talked that much this year but i always valued u as a friend & our skype calls were always fun. pet ur cats for me ok? ilu.

@swiftembers omg ur so nice & ur edits r legit incredible like i love the things u create & post & when u followed me i was psyched enough bc of ur original content but then i found out ur an incredibly nice person & i was like???? how dare u be so amazing??? keep up the good work.

@theballadofmonalisa ah another case where i dont think we talked much but i loved u a lot anyway?? u post #goodshit & ive always loved ur blog

@thexstyles idk we rarely talked but theres a couple of blogs that i would never unfollow even if they stopped posting yanno & ur one of them. i just rlly luv ur blog & u 

@throam i still cant believe u got that url. thats so impressive. we’ve been mutuals for a long, long, long time. like, im pretty sure ur one of the first ppl i was ever mutuals w. thx for that.

@ticksinbeat ur theme is so cute omg i luv it. hey ok i dont think we’ve ever talked but i luv ur blog a lot yahhh

@trohvocaine remember that time i misspelled ur url. lmao idk how that’s possible but i did it psh. ur just rlly fantastic, i remember when u followed me i was soo happy cuz i looked up to u sm, still do, ur rlly nice & ur selfies r always so good (ur so pretty!!) & ya thx for bein ur amazing self

@washingtonsqpark i look up to u sm, like ur snapchat is my actual favorite thing & the fact that ur like besties w bill beckett like??? i just have a lot of respect, ur a super kind person, ur rlly beautiful, & idk. thanks for talking to me all that time ago. keep bein amazing & chances r ur probably goin to a show soon so have fun lmao

@winterwentz aw fuck ilysm. ur just so wonderful, w havent talked too much recently but i used to love our conversations a lot. ur a gr8 person, i hope ur doin well ilu.

@xmasdallon aw tessa. ur a good way to end this. i luv u a lot. ur so cute & talented (pls keep makin music ur so good at it) like legit i live for ur a capella stuff, it’s so fantastic. idk ur an actual treasure ily

ily all, thank u<3

Saved Me

Jared x Reader

Warnings: Light Swearing, Fluff

Words: 1,546

Request From confetti-keks: ok, requests r open? so may I request 1? 😳 bc I don’t want u 2 be hacked off me 😀🙈 so uhm.. I’m curious abt whether u could write a sweet Jared-Story, where the reader is just very small & shy & maybe works as a new employee on set like in make up or stuff & he is just too sweet &handsome & protective & fights 4 her & incrementalism & at the end he confesses his feelings & FLUFF :D u know, just muuuch fluff :D (I need much Jared-fluff these days). just if u want 2. whatever, I love ur blog! ♡

Okay…so he doesn’t really fight for her, but I sort of just got lost in this as I wrote it. So I hope you love it! Enjoy!

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♡ ♡ ♡ hello!!!!!! its keri aka vaporstan and i cannot believe i am actually making this follow forever and that theres 21k of you actually following me like wtf?????????? i love all of u so much that nothing i say can even describe the way i feel for all of u (which is nothing but love) but anyway i just wanna thank u all for sticking with me despite my abundance of moodboards, the entirety of all my shitty text posts, and my switching of lanes on the daily. thank u for making me sososososo happy and that if u ever need anything i will be there for all of u!!!! ok i love u bye  ♡ ♡ ♡  (pls click keep reading to find out how much i love u)

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hey guys its christmas eve so here’s my christmas follow forever:))) first off thank you nadya @fuckwhoyoucamewith for the banner<33

okay so first things first these list of people have made tumblr a great place for me and i always know i can count on them and they’ll always make me laugh and shit and i love them a lot 

selenaogomez: ALYSHA u were my first friend on here like 2 or 3 years ago (omg..) and wow oh god you’re so so so annoying but you’re like a sister to me i get mad at you sometimes but you’ll always be here for me i know it and i love you sooooo much and we have so many good times i remember like when we first met we used to Skype and watch old jelena vids together (fuvkK) and cry and omg it was so bad and i can always count on you as my number 1 JB hater u always fill me in on new insults even though i know u love him deep down and thats okay bc i do too and omg idk what else to say i just love you but i also hate you bc u live like what an hour and a bit away from me and we’ve never ever met r u a catfish

drakeful: justine justalightweight we met i think like a year and a bit ago?? and we became close immediately and i love you for that i dont think we ever went through that awkward like friend kinda phase idk we were always messaging and i’ll never ever forget the day you made me piss myself:) then we had that group chat with alysha which is still going on and i love it bc i always wake up to messages and y'all ALWAY ALWAYS ALWAYS tease me and make fun of me for my fukin age and about my harry but its okay bc thats what makes my day tbh<333 i also love our poop conversations that will forever be our thing i love you solo much you’re the mani to my ally never forget it<3 AND I REALLY HOPE WE GET TO MEET IN ATL SOMEDAY (HOPEFULLY THIS MONTH!!!) #staystrong

fuckwhoyoucamewith: nadya nadz nadaroo dadya you mean sooo much to me its unbelievable you always help me through stuff and sometimes i feel bad because i talk to u about some things my friends do to me and then i dont talk to u for a while but its not like i do it on purpose and you already know this but you mean literally the universe to me like i love you so much it physically hurts like i just<3333 you’ll always be my #daddy no matter what and i cant wait for your birthday because i have a load of screenshots from snapchat and our texts to expose u my love<3

lianpayne: ughhhh maya mayonnaise u stupid RIP to you you deleted……….dumb hoe

aikojhenes: MEENA MACKLEMORE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH U CUTIE you make me laugh SOOOOOO much especially when you me justine ornella and alex are comparing england to america i literally die and you just always know what to sayyy and you’re just overall such an awesome person and your natural hair is beauuuutiful and i will never forget the story you told me…..about your brother….and the…ginger…yeah okay i wont say any more except that i really love you :)<3

mileymas: ALEXX ur so beautiful and amazing and thank u for accepting me into that group chat…i was so late and y'all were already talking about selena or something and i was like SHIT MEENA THEY WONT LIKE ME but y'all did/do (i hope) and i just love you and it makes me sad when you get hurt by your sister bc ur just such a lovely person to talk to and idk ur just great<3

hallemberry: my #1 jelena source god damn you are sooooo quick i think without you I wouldn’t be up to date with anything especially after becoming a 1d blog last year lmao just like alex thanks for never being weird with me when i joined ur group chat lol i can never ever ever forget the jelena afterlife they’ll forever be in my prayers but damn those were good times when we would wake up to news or something okay i love you<3

rihannasclit: SMELLENI MY LOVE ur such a hoe i cant breathe #funfact did u know i actually waited for those dildo boots to arrive fuCK oh my god i cant believe we made a friendship over penises and REMEMBER THE PENIS IN THE SOCK THAT WAS HTE FUNNIEST SHIT EVER GO D i love you my lil angel hoe ur so amazing i love how we can go long periods of time without talking and its never weird ur just great i love you so much

rihahna: HEY GUYS ITS ME SARAH i LOVEEE u my mirfanda who looks like she’s 17 but in reality she’s like 55 ur so awesome and hot and honestly god bless you u make me laugh so much bc ur literally just so stupid and i love it stay fab my darling<3

celinehoe: zoey my bunny oh man i love you soooo much we havent even been talking that long but i love texting you and i get like really happy when we text and i love how i can talk to you about nigeria bc its similar to india and now that pic of the toes poking out of the shoes is ver close to my heart i just really enjoy you and hope we stay friends for a real long time you’ll always be bunny and nobody else<33 

last but certainly not least.. itsjustinsbieber: BECKKY my lovely becky i love you a lot i miss talking to you soooooo much but just wanted to let you know i love you and i remember we used to sing together a lot and i used to prep u doing ur exams and ur so great i love and miss you<3

OKAYYYY now onto all of y'all that make my dash v special and entertaining and without you my dash would be so stale and dry and i’d also never really be informed on news so thank you for that my lovelies!!!! bolded are friends and blogs that i truly adore :*

22ndfeb 4thalbum  6xgod aikojhenes alrightchillout  aubreygraharn bigdaddysantaclaus bewbies boybangme babycambridgesus blakeyonce bosszayn beyonoce comicziam catholicschoolgirl costcosanta celinehoe cexting christmassquad cigarettezayn clitt dinahjaen97 dickstopher drakeful drakeandrihanna destinyschlid emojchic enemaroberts faulties feliciathegoats freezayn2k14 freemefromzaynsass fuckwhoyoucamewith festivezarry godblessniall godlymalik geminizayn ghostworld2001 gay4zayn getnakedselenamarie gracieteefey haroldfucks hellathicc hasnochill howsyourguineapig heleanorau harryinadidas hatescabello haroline harryedward horanyewest itsniazkilam ifuckinghateniall itsjustinsbieber jadelust justinjieber jlley jesuschrists kendriclamar kardashianwests keiraknightleyisavampire khhalil kyliekenner laurenjauresgui monicalewinskys merrycastmasliam makeyoubeleive mrzayn mansdowns marijuanazayn mileymas mcdontgiveafuck niallhorans ohzayns punkasszayn problematicassharry poyntere punkrads rihahna rockmafias rihanae rihannasdildo rihspect rosegardns rihannasclit sleighs selenangomez sandrabbullock shittiestblogger smaries swoggy selenaogomez sincerelystratford smariedrew tylersposeys thottyhoran tenerifezayn twerkwithzayn tattookink tuscansweaters thugzmansions uneducatedharry wingstosfly wordsofwisdoms wreckinqz yikeszayn yaserdaddy yzarry yourgold zaynscumshot zyazn  zaynkillers  zarriallmas  zarrynotzerrie zarriamofficial zainclouds  zaynsmipapi zulhania zarrysquad zayncancelthewedding2k15  zaynisbrown zrake zaynscigs zaynner zarrychristmasalbum zaynsmalik  zarriallau zeymar zaynmalikeatsass zeysus zaeynmalik zayns1d  

there are so many other people that i wanna mention but they dont follow me and i really cba so i dont see any point in putting them down lmao but MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE I HOPE YALL HAVE A GREAT ONE THANKS FOR BEING AWESOME

ps. if i forgot you please feel free to doxx me and beat my ass<333333

anonymous asked:

Hey... Do you like destiel?

i suggest you get a blanket and some food and turn on some music because boy you asked for something

YES BECAUSE THEy lOVE EACH OTHER AND IN THE FIRST FEW EPISODES OF SEASON 4 

Y’KNOW PAMELA WAS LIKE “DEAN I HAVE TO TOUCH SOMETHING THE ANGEL TOUCHED” AND SHE WENT DOWN TO GRAB SOMETHING THA T MA DE E AN JUMP, SH E HON EST LY THOUGH T CA S HAD T OU CHED TH A T.

AND THEN  AN D THEN URIEL WAS AL L LIKE “CAS HAS A W EAKNESS FOR Y OU”

and when dean said “cas the la st person who l ook ed at me like that i got laid” and cas. continued. starING AT HIM ,LIK E THAT I SIMPLY CANNOT WITH THESE TW O

AND BBU WAIT THERE IS MORE THERE IS INDEED PLENTY MO R E. THIS RIGHT HERE REMEMBER NAIOMI? THAT BITCH? YEEAHH

ok like this was over heavens command *at least cas thought* and it was just a human and he was willing to take whatever punishment they gave to him for dean even though he’s seen what they did to lucifer, to gadreel, etc. he kNOWS it wouldn’t be a walk in a flower field and he gOES FOR IT

Dean used to not believe in angels. He would laugh at Sam’s dedication, so we know he’s not just talking about cas as a guardian. He needs him. He’s his friend. One of the only ones he has left. [also friendly reminder the scene was originally scripted as, “we need you cas, I love you” but they were like “oh its too homo we can’t]

and guess what

he fUCKING DROPS THE BLADE LIKE I CANNOT WITH YOU TWO I

nEXT LETS TALK ABOUT THE DATE CAS WENT ON BC WOW

“it’s cOMING DEAN’S COMING OUT THE SHOW IS GOING HOMO”

"Ohhhhhh B BO Y Y I ”

LOOK AT THE HESITATION WE ALL KNOW HE WANTED TO SAY IT

AND THEN HE WAS JUST LIKE “OH WELL I’M ALREADY AT IT MIGHT AS WELL SEE SOME GOODS”

DEAn that is so hetero of  y o u tha t i s s so o

hey look dean loves cas so much he’s doing what he thinks is right for cas not what he wants yoU TWO ARE SO IN LOVE

LOOK HOW CUTE THESE TWO ARE THEY CANNOT SAY GOODBYE WITHOUT BEING ALL FLUSTERED AND SUCH THEY ARE ACTUAL BOYFRIENDS

NEXT STOP: third wheel sam (that poor boy) [half of the gifs arent working i’m just gonna explain them and then hope u guys can see them]

THIS TOP ONE is the cutest bc like, dean is trying to do work and cas doesn’t care he wants dean back he misses dean and like

thats so

homo

Ok that was very straight forward of cas sex is a natural thiing its ok and thEN DEAn

Wow u are professional partners with cas and u can’t handle him sharing his personal life shame dean shame on u

OH DEAN YOU JEALOUS BOY, right in frONT OF SAM AND LOOK AT SAMS FACE I SIMPLY DIED

sam is v confused considering the fact that dean used to not believe in angels and now he’s like “what is going on in ur thoughts sir u are not my dearest brother dean u are an intruder”

but dean and cas are staring at each other and sam haD TO COUGH TO GET THE ATTENTION BACK ON THE RESEARCH

I like this bc all sam was talkING ABout was syrup and dean gets protective of this guy because he can change his mind and start liking strawberry syrup god s am

sam was in this gif

SAM WAS IN THIS SCENE BUT OF COURSE ALL WE SE E HERE IS C AS WINKING AT DEAN OF COURSE 

it’s even funnier when you realize everyone does that to this scene

and the best part is that Jared knows.

Like misha is such a cheerleader for destiel, but jared k nows too, and i think that’s beautiful

Okay now, let’s just point out some important script and character dialogue bC WOW

 

i feel u, balthy

wOw alright thats v subtle of u, crowley

gABE U DID NOT

Wow but meg u kissed hhim oh

speaking of which, I’d like to point out dean’s face in the background of this gif:

 

OK DEAN ThAt’S NOT JEALOUSY

bUT THEN

tru tho i feel u sam

U mean ur gay for each other

what is this implying?

~follow fore more soft destiel innuendos~

seriously though

“I don’t know” bITCH WE KNOW YOU WERE LOOKING AT THAT DAMN GORGEOUS FACE OF HIS

SEE

NOW FOR CUTE AND COMFORTING BOYFRIENDS WHO WORRY ABOUT ONE ANOTHER 

Ok cas ur a fuckin angel and god told his angels to love humans more than him and so ur supposed to think they can do anything and this is saying cas knows dean’s broken and he knows he’s trying his hardest but cas loves him for that and he tells dean what we all knew dean needed to hear god bless

cas supports dean and i think that’s cute bc even though his brother’s furious cas knows dean wants to save everyone and this shows that cas pays attention to deans habits and values

LOOK HOW ATTENTIVE

LOOK HOW HE HOLDS HIS NECK GENTLY

LOOK HOW HE LOOKS AT HIS EYES

LOOK HOW HE DRIFTS BACK, NEARLY HEARTBROKEN THAT CAS IS HURT

LOOK AT THE GENTLE

LOOK AT THE LOOOOVEEEE

REMember when cas said “we had an appointment” and back with sam, dean was having a fight and cas was there for him and cas was human so he met dean at the appropriate time and look at the sparkle in dean’s eyes look how loved he feels llOOK HOW HIS FACE LITERALLY IS JUST LIT UP LIKE A FUCKING CHRISTMAS TREE

He wants to go in but he hasn’t seen cas in forever and he’s just admiring him from afar this is literally a fan manip but its actually a part of the show hhhhhhhhggffffs

anD TH IS IS DEANS FACE WHEN HE SEES HIM:

ARE U FUCKING KIDDING ME THAT IS A FLUFF DESTIEL FANFIC AU

dean wow that was v quick of u good job protecting ur boyfriend and u didn’t eveen get any blood on him how sweet

warning this is gonna get sad as fuck and i’m gonna start crying here so go get ur tissues or scroll fast bc this shit is more heart shattering than anything ever tbh and i cry thinking about it and i feel empty when i look at this here we go

Thank u for staying with me as i pour out my emotions th is is the face of a broken man. This is the face of someone who found out a loved one died. This is the face of a man lost in the world, who has no guide or support. This is dean’s face when he thinks cas doesn’t know who he is.

oh and heres misha’s take on this

This is the face of someone who witnessed the life pour out of a loved one. This is the face of someone who, although not dead, had the life poured out of him too. This is the face you get when you loose your whole world within a single moment. This is dean when he knows Castiel remembers nothing about him. Cas isn’t there. There isn’t a way to get him back. Look how torn dean is. He loved that man. There were so many things he wanted to say that he fears he can’t now.

Just look how worried he is. Look at how his hand slips across his shoulder. Listen to the way his face yells “this wouldn’t have happened if it weren’t for me. It’s all my fault. Everything’s my fault.” He’s pinning cas’s doings on him because he doesn’t believe cas could possibly ever do anything wrong. In his eyes, cas is perfection. Cas is something to be valued and protected and if he gets hurt, it’s dean’s fault.

This is terribly sad to me. Cas is in there. He has to watch as the leviathans use his very own hands to throw clenched fists at the one he loves. Cas was in there. On another note, dean was there. He had to listen to this. He had to feel the fear, the anger, the sadness, the loss, the all around fucked up feelings that this one line produced. The leviathans controlled cas. He has no idea what they might do to him or cas if he’s in there. He felt the disgusted sense you get when something doesn’t feel right. Not only are they using cas and telling him that he’s dead, they’re saying it in a cheerful way, bearing a smile at him. He had no idea cas was in there, and cas had no idea how to get up and tell him and that kills me and it’s burned into my thoughts and the all around filthy emotions I got watching this will never escape me.

Cas looked at dean for this. He didn’t know how long he’d be left. It’s more of a longing look in his eyes. You know what it reminds me of?

Dean looks at cas, silently begging for cas to object him going away

Whenever dean does something life threatening cas seams to go with him

under any condition

It’s like the only thing cas lives for is dean, and it’s not beautiful. It’s terrible. But it’s true. That’s love. Throwing your life away for another within a matter of seconds. I’m not saying it’s a smart decision, I’m just saying it’s pretty obvious cas puts dean first

Dean would do the same, of course.

Dean’s on the verge of tears. He fucked up. His brother was dying, he tried to fix it, and now some demon is twisting screws into his head. What makes him feel better? Cas.

Sorry for the tears. Here, have this:

remember cas telling dean he’d watch over him,

and he did?

this is love. There’s no other acception, definition, word to describe or label it. If this isn’t love, then I’m pretty sure we’re living in the pits of hell.

“Cas get out of my ass”

“I was never in your-”

iT STOPPED THERE BC CAS WAS IN HIS ASS AND HE CANNOT LIE AND THAT IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL, UNDERRATED LINE IN ANY SHOW EVER

LOOK AT THAT SMILE

lOOK AT THE LITTLE SMILE

LOOK AT HIM HIDING HIS HOMO IN FRONT OF HIS BROTHER

LOOK AT SAM THIRD WHEELING

yeah i bet u do cas

dEAN YOU ARE SO HAPPY YOU WENT THROUGH SO MUCH FINDING UR BOYFRIEND AND NOW U HAVE HIM AND THAT IS JUST THE CUTEST

You’re hot (shit) different

He’s so willing to fix any problem between him and cAS AND ITS SO CUTE DEANN U WORK SO HARD FOR HIM

not a boner not a boner not a bONER

fuck

I couldn’t get the gif that went before this i was so mad but he just looked up like “is it ok that I fix ur tie u can push me away whenever” and i thought it was just adorable

Friendly reminder we don’t know what happened after that uwu

Yeah ok dean

u haven’t even had ur own room yet on this point in the show

and u are carefully folding his coat

actually, here’s jared talking about that, and Jensen talking about how important it is to consider scripting on that

And I’m just gonna talk bc I don’t have a gif but remember when, to apologize, cas bought dean porn and refused to leave without pie?

yeah ok that is the cutest fuckin thing i swear i just

and if u r still unsure then here take this:

he fucking licks his lips

“totally not checkin out ur mouth das gay”

~prolonged eye contact~

This is so cute bc it looks like cas is saying “hey bb just checkin to make sure u ok

and dEANS EYES LITERALLY BURST WITH LOVE FOR THOSE 3 SECONDS and then he’s back in work mode and i jusT

U 2 love each other

dON’T CRASH THE FUCKIN CAR DEAN JFC

LOOK AT DEANS FACE

LOOK AT THE SHOULDER PAT

LLOOK HOW HAPPY

THIS IS DEAN WHEN CAS IS NEAR HIM THAT IS ADORABLE AND SO VERY GAY

and u know that personal space stuff?

like this:

well misha was kind of doing it with jensen here

and then

and here’s some links bc I’m cool (x) (x)

L-looks like I’m going to do a con report for my first big con ( ´ ▽ ` ) It’s not much though, mostly photos from the KNB meetup! If you see yourself, feel free to have me add your url under the respective pic, or to take down a pic with your face in it!

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