I am getting so excited to go to LA next month. I do however have friends I want to see but am feeling queasy about reaching out to them cuz it’s been 4 years and I don’t know exactly what I am thought of now and I got too drunk at one of their weddings. Maybe I’ll just put it out there and see what happens.
I am however making tentative plans to get together for lunch w/ my major-est ex who I haven’t seen in 3.5 years. Which makes me inclined to take better care of myself and fake leak mental health for the next three weeks. I’m not trying to win the breakup (we both lost). I’m trying to show that I’m much more mentally stable than I was when we dated.
Does it matter? Should it matter? Probably not buuuuut I am only human.